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1. Bleed just to know your alive by Splashwing

   Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

   • Not Rated
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   17 Mar 2023

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Sirius Black & James Potter
   • Sirius Black & Remus Lupin & Peter Pettigrew & James Potter
   • Regulus Black/James Potter
   • Sirius Black/Remus Lupin
   • James Potter
   • Sirius Black
   • Remus Lupin
   • Regulus Black
   • Angst
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Self-Harm
   • derealisaton
   • Disassociation
   • Mental Health Issues
   • manic tendencies
   • james is not ok
   • kinda author projection but everything is 10x worse for James
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending
   • James Potter Needs a Hug
   • Sirius Black Needs a Hug
   • they all do after this
   • Marauders Era (Harry Potter)
   • 7th year
   • Suicide

   Summary

   Instead of feeling happy after winning the Quidditch cup James just feels completely numb and distant from reality. His friends don’t realise he’s left the party until it’s possibly too late.

    

   WARNING: super big trigger warning for this one, graphic descriptions of Self harm & derealisation

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   English

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