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    “But I will wait for you / As long as I need to / And if you ever get back to Hackensack / I'll be here for you”

    Katya feels stuck in her hometown, overwhelmed by the thoughts of what she could have been had she managed to get out. If only she had listened to Trixie and pursued her dreams to the feverous, determined extent Trixie seemed to pursue everything with. Maybe her life would be a lot different, maybe she would've gotten everything she wanted.

    At least maybe she would have gotten the girl she wanted.

    Trixie Mattel has achieved nearly everything she's ever dreamed of. She moved out to LA, her music career is wildly successful and she's beloved by the public and critics alike in seemingly everything she tries. Still, Trixie finds herself desiring to return to the hometown she worked so hard to escape. Somehow she knows Hackensack is the key to finding the thing keeping her from absolute emotional satisfaction. Well, she's pretty sure she already knows what it is.

    Who it is.

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