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Am I Really Worth the Effort? by Javascrpt
Fandoms: Shall We Date?: Obey Me!, Obey Me! (Anime)
05 Jun 2026
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The thoughts spiral around in your head, creating a stew of negativity. You feel like screaming, just to get it all out, but the last thing you want is to draw attention to yourself in this state. It’s like you’re a prisoner in your own body, unable to do what you want, no matter how simple the task is. Feeling that you’re not in control of your own life is excruciating; you’d much rather have any kind of physical pain over this mental suffocation.
Once again, you give your breathing exercises a go in an attempt to calm down. Inhale. Hold. Exhale. Hold. And repeat. You’ve completed this a few times when you hear footsteps approach you.
“Y/N, what’re ya doin’ down there?”*Please don't read this if you get triggered by graphic depictions of self harm. Stay safe, guys.*