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You were having yet again another bad day. You'd been having a lot of those lately; you just used to be better at hiding it.
But how could you begin to explain to him that today wasn't an isolated incident. That fucking up dinner was only the last drop in a pool of negativity which was now overflowing. You were terrified to tell Sam or Dean about the things going on in your head. As hunters you were heroes, saving people from things they didn't know how to defend themselves against. You didn't want them to perceive you as a victim too. They might decide that you're not good enough to be a hunter anymore and without that then what purpose would you really serve; actually have in this world? The bunker was the only place in the world that felt like it could be home. You couldn't lose that before you’d even accepted it as home.