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pipe down with the noise, i cannot bear my sorrow (i hate who i was before) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
23 May 2023
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For nearly two months, Sirius’ world had been radio silent; all since that fateful September night.
Sirius had been learning to move around his dormmates, without them, even before them. He no longer needed an alarm clock. His body automatically knew when to get up, to be sure he was well on his way to the great hall by the time they woke. Timed himself perfectly to ensure he wouldn’t get back to the dorm until two minutes before curfew.
He dropped out of Quidditch, to lessen the amount of time he’d be around James, who couldn’t even look him in the eye. He swore off Hogsmeade. Lessening the chance of ruining Remus’ outings. Stopped sitting by the black lake, so Pete didn’t have to worry about accidentally waving to him where someone could see. He owed them that, and so so much more.
He no longer craved attention, instead opting to stay near silent at all times, worried his voice might upset Remus.
His world still revolved around the boy, even if the boy was revolted by the thought of him.
Sirius Orion Black was a shell of his former self.
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