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Aiden felt his eyes start to tear up as he stood in the doorway holding his boxers. His body was exposed and he felt his arms start to shake. Be gave the best fake smile he could and went over to Lukas on the bed. Who was staring wide eyed.
"Hey babe." He could feel his breathing eradicating.
"H-hi… Sorry I wasn't expecting well- all of this." He gestured with his hands.
The male chuckled, "Oh this? I did it just for you." His hanging legs started to shake.
"Yeah? Well I won't complain." His fingers gently ran down his chest.
Aiden's eyes wanted to cry. He wasn't sure why. But he kept himself together. "I was thinking…" His mind hurt to come up with something on the spot. "You and me. We should get into bed. Don't you think so?"
"O-oh-" Lukas hesitated.
Was he not doing something right? Was this now how horny people were supposed to act? He had watched so many pornos that he thought he was a pretty good actor. "What's wrong??" He tried not to panic.
He noticed the sudden shift in Aidens tone. "Are you sure?"
Aiden was almost offended. He had to be sure! Right? His heart was racing. "Yeah. Don't you think I'm hot?"
Lukas looked at him like a doe. He looked at him all over except for his dick. "Aiden, listen to me. Just because we're dating doesn't mean we have to do it- I mean- have sex."
What? He didn't know what to say. Sex was part of all his relationships. It felt like a requirement. He felt an eye let out a single droplet. "You don't have to be scared Lukas."
"I'm not. I can tell you don't want to do it. I see it written all over your face. I know people have treated you bad in the past. But I love you. I want us to have sex out of love."
That was it. That was what made him start sobbing. Lukas hugged him and it didn't bother him that he was naked. Aiden went on and on about how he didn't deserve such a loving boyfriend. How he was sorry about lying. But Lukas insisted that it was his body telling him it was the right thing to do. Truth be told he didn't really care for sex. It was for the most part an inconvenience. But maybe it could be something beautiful with Lukas. If he just waited a little longer.