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    Working on editing and updating the first few chapters in-between posting new ones. Started this years ago so the first ones do not match the ones later on.

    … Can reliance ease the madness
    When every voice says I'm worthless?
    I thought I would find the force from fighting
    But if I win alone, I'm losing
    … I'm turning horizons into battlegrounds
    I cannot walk ahead without your guidance
    I'm turning horizon into battlegrounds
    And every step I take, without a sound
    Can I hold on
    Can I hold on to you?
    - woodkid

    Simon resigned from the military to be a father. But how he imagined the transitioning from his Task Force to civilian family life would go, he was dead wrong.
    Moving into a new flat trying to save his crumbling relationship things just escalates and he is spiraling.
    So when his warm and charming Scottish neighbour enters his life, he is forced to face the conditioning and horros he'd lived through dead in the eye.
    Good thing John isn't scared stepping straight into Simon's darkness. And fight it.

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