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It always should and will be "Me"

Summary:

"WE could remove it but, the risk of both of you dying is high, except if we-"

"if you focus on only one person, please save my Boyfriend" -Buck

 

(I"M BAD AT SUMMURY)

Notes:

This is inspired by Grays anatomy, with a little spice of my own style of writing

Buck and Eddie are not a firefighters
Hen is a Doctor while Chim is the other one
Maddie still married Chim here but they don't have Jee-yun
Christopher is Eddie son in his first wife aka Shannon but she is dead
Chris don't have CP he is a healthy golden boy here

 

Edited: July 4th 2023

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It was a very normal day, the sun is very shinny and there are no clouds visible in the sky. It was a pretty happy day. Eddie and Buck were preparing for their date today, they have left chris with Carla so he should be fine. Eddie is wearing a blue suit while Buck has his favorite red one, although Eddie said that sometimes he should change his color scheme, Buck dosen't really listen and on the other hand Eddie kinda liked Buck with red, it complements with that beautiful Red birthmark up in his eye that looked like he got punched..

 

"Babe, we should be going, we're gonna be late" Eddie shouted while putting his shoes on, Buck is still in the room and who knows what he had been doing because Buck had been there for 40 minute straight, kinda like how much time a girl spend in a bathroom fixing herself 

 

"coming, Just gonna get my hair on gel" He answered back

 

"and that took more than30 minutes?"

 

"Shut up, I have a very wonderful hair, Edmundo"

 

"whatever" he said and laughed, He really loved this guy.. He is Funny and pretty, He is everything he could ask for.. Buck is his perfect pretty white boy.. also known as his boyfriend 

 

after for like another 10 minutes Buck finally went out of that stupid room and Eddie is starstruck, What a beautiful, pretty boy and I am very glad I'm marrying you soon- he said in his mind 

 

"why do you look like you just seen a ghost?" Buck asked "wait, is my outfit that bad? Am I ugly" He added

 

"No you are perfect just the way you are" Eddie answered back and still this time he can't stop looking and smiling at Buck whenever he isn't looking

 

everything is planned, everything is perfect the ring is there, the reservation is there restaurant is very fancy, at this moment everything is perfect not until a truck with metal rods ran 10 more than the speed limit and it went out of control 

 

it flipped, and Eddie blacks out

 

 

 

the next thing he knows when he wakes up, there was blood, on him and on Buck, he looked down and he saw a metal rod impaling both of them in the stomach. it hurts like bitch but only thing he can worry about is Buck 

 

"B-Buck?" He said slurring his words 

 

"Ed's? wht hapnd" Buck asked his words are also slurred, and his eyes was ready to gaze in darkness which Eddie stopped

 

"I think, W-we g-got in a a-ac-acid-ent" He answered while searching for his phone, after a while he had found it and dialed 9-1-1 


9-1-1 what's your emergency? 

It's me and my Boyfriend, we've been on a accident

What kind of accident sir?

truck. out of control-- impaled us both send help..

can you tell me where you are? 

Giovanni's spanish cuisine

Okay sir, hang in there, help is on the way


help arrived 9 minutes after the call, both of them had lost a lot of blood and Buck is now officially unconscious and Eddie had tried a variety of way on keeping him awake but nothing seemed to work, when they are getting transported, that's when he also blacked out 


 

 

BUCK 

 

Buck woke up in agony, in pain his whole body hurts and his eye is blinded by the lights, where was he? last thing he remember is a Truck and its all darkness 

 

"Sir? can you tell me where you are? do you know your name?" What? who is that he asked himself, his eyes aren't properly working yet, but he is completely aware of his surroundings.. 

 

"w-What?" He answered in a weak voice 

 

"My name is Henrietta Wilson, I am the doctor in charge you were on a accident" She answered, Buck Tried to move but he was stopped and of course blinding pain comes in next, when his eyes finnaly managed to focus he saw Eddie with his eyes closed, and Blood, Lots and Lots of Blood.. 

 

"E-Edi-e" He said trying to reach his partner's checks 

 

"sir please don't move" said Hen

 

"Can I- ask something?" Buck says and looked at the Doctor beside him 

 

"What is it?" 

 

"what is the probability of survival here?" Buck asked 

 

"sir, we do not know yet, But we will try our best to make sure both of you gets to live another day"


"If I don't mind giving this to him?" Buck said as he slowly reached for his pockets, and handling Hen a Box, and inside of that Box is a diamond ring with the name Edmundo Buckley-Diaz embendded 

 

"you can giv-" buck interrupted hen "Please-" he added 

 


moments later the doctor came back with another doctor a trauma surgeon whom buck, knows really well, Its non other that Howard Han, His sisters Husbund and he looked really sad...

 

"Buck, I-" He stutters 

 

"Hey Chim, Not really in a good position here" Buck joked 

 

" I Could see that" Said Chim " we uhm- calculated everything, its hard to operate with both of you, if we pull the rod, you two will Bleed to death if Not both of you will still die, Unless we, WE can remove it but we can only focus on one person-"

 

"save him" Buck answered without hesitation 

 

"are you-Sure I mean-"

 

"please" 


Eddie woke up free from pain, Buck isn't here anymore so does the rod, he woke up in a Bed beside him is Chris and Maddie? 

 

"Maddie? what are you?" Eddie Asked in confusion while his head roamed around the room looking for Buck 

"hey, You're awake" Maddie says as she smiled from relief 

"where's Buck?" HE asked 

"about that-" Maddie said as he gave Eddie a CD 

"what's this?" 

"Its a message, It will be really good if you listen to that alone" Maddie says as he guided Chris outside, telling him he could talk to his father later..

 

Eddie Held the CD, placed it in the loptop Maddie had provided and put some earphones, next thing he knows he was crying 

 

Hey Eddie, Buck here.. IF you're listening to this then I'am dead and you survived, Don't worry though and Don't feel guilty. It's totally not your fault and its my decision to make, Chris needs you and I don't know how to live without you, just so y'know I will do everything for you If you look at your right there's a box, open that 

 

Eddie reached for the Box and opened it, there's a ring with a name written "Edmundo Buckley-Diaz" 

 

Edmundo Diaz, the love of my life  ever since I met you I have fallen, Love at first sight as they describe, I don't know if you feel the same way before then but when I finally won you my life is complete and there's Chris you are the man I could wish for. THE man of my dreams, I know you are imperfect, Nobody is, tips for you is to trust yourself Even if I'm gone i will be always watching you, I'll be at your side.. Anyways where are we? oh yeah- Again Edmundo Diaz will you accept my proposal.. That's too formal wait.. Please tell me you have the ring. It'll be really awkward if not.. Okay Okay here uhm- I can't believe I'm doing this... Edmundo Diaz will you Marry me? Even if we don't get spend eternity with each other? 

"Yes" Eddie said as he sob in guilt but also laughs because on how indirect Buck is making conversation longer than it should be, but he liked it. then he picked the ring and wore it, promising to never take it off, promising to never loving someone other than Him and Christopher 

Eddie is planning a proposal, but as always Buck is one step forward.. Eddie love this man since the day they've met. when he met those blues he knew that he is the one- he knew that Buck will be his forever. Eddie will continue fighting, for buck and himself even with Buck gone, he promised that he will love no one as much as he did with Buck.

"I Love you too, Evan" 

"and thank you for the another life you have given me"