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2023-06-22
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2023-06-30
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The comfort of us

Summary:

A collection of soft caleb/caduceus drabbles mostly focusing on hurt/comfort and mental health.
Please mind the tags if you're sensitive to these topics!

Notes:

I'm someone who struggles with ptsd, anxiety and depression, and I write these drabbles mostly for myself, to turn a moment of hurt into something that makes me feel calm enough to get some sleep, or to process my own thoughts and feelings.

I thought I would share some of them, in case they can bring any comfort to anyone else out there.

Please bare in mind these topics often deal with depression, ptsd, and anxiety.

I will keep the tags updated with anything else that I may write about, and put tw for the individual chapters in the notes above.

If you're sensitive to these topics please be careful, and take care of yourselves!

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Chapter 1

TW: reference to depression/apathy

Chapter 1: Distract me, love

Chapter Text

Caleb burns through his books like a man starved.
Often, he reads the same one over and over, and he seems unwilling to part with his coin to buy a new one.

There are a few he keeps.
With tattered covers and stained pages, that smell like earth and Ash and leather.
He reads those more than others. Over and over and over.

Some nights he tucks one under his pillow, as if it were an old friend. He finds comfort in these stories, whatever they might be, that much is clear.

Every now and then however his passion for books, even those old beloved ones, runs dry.
Caduceus can feel the ache of Calebs frutration, and how lost the man feels without them.

Caduceus takes caleb hands into his own, blows breath over his knuckles, kisses the skin there.
He says "have lunch with me today, Mr caleb."

And the wizard is too tired to meet his eyes, he says "I fear I will be miserable company, Caduceus."

But caduceus only smiles, soft and sincere and warm, and Caleb has always been weak to caduceus' affection, and so he goes along.

They have lunch nestled in the long grass.
It's still chilly, but the sun is out, blue skies heralding springs return.
It's quiet and fresh and easy.
Caleb doesn't need to cling to anything, no stories to tether him. He simply sits, eats, and enjoys the company of the earth and the firbolg beside him.

And if caduceus later finds himself tucked around caleb, purring and nuzzling under his chin, caleb is perfectly happy to indulge in this soft lovely embrace, and his books lie easily forgotten on the desk beside their bed.