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Dear andre,
Hi dre, I hope you can forgive me for what i did. I know that all we had was each other but i couldn’t do it anymore. I have struggled with depression and feelings of hopelessness and loneliness for far too long, and i know you knew that and felt like you could help but we both know there was nothing you could have done to help. For the past couple days all i could think about is the memories we have made together and trying to convince myself not to do this Andre, but i have to. I have come to the conclusion that my time on this shitty earth has come to an end. Hopefully we will be able to meet again in another life, another universe maybe. I love you dre.
Forever and always,
Cal.
Andre felt like he was about to pass out as he finished the letter that cal had left him. How could he have done this? Left him here alone, with their plans, to fend for himself on this shitty planet, at their shifty school. He couldn’t believe that Calvin, his bestfriend, had left without him. Andre was full of emotions, mostly being sadness and anger. He pushed his way through his parents to his room and locked himself in there for the next couple of days, just crying.
After weeks of skipping school, lots of crying, and doing nothing, May 1st comes. Andre and Calvin already had all of the weapons and equipment they needed. Andre could never pull this off alone, he didn’t want to do it alone. He needed Calvin here. So Andre packed everything in his car and headed off to the woods without saying anything to his parents.
Once he got there he pulled out his gun that he named melena one sleepless night with calvin, a night he missed all too much, a night he took for granted. He walked a few feet out just to be cautious, he didn’t want anyone seeing him. He sat on his knees, and wiped the tears off his face as he raised his gun and pointed it towards his chin. All Andre can think about is that, this was not how any of this was supposed to be. Calvin and him were supposed to be inside the school, surrounded by their classmates as they took their own life’s to be in their own peaceful afterlife.
Andre took one more shaky breath as he put his finger on the trigger and closed his eyes, as his brain filled up with memories of Calvin. He slowly smiled as he took his last ever breath, knowing he was about to be with Cal for the rest of his afterlife.