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1. i want to hold you (hostage) by neallo

   Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   22 Oct 2023

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Mello | Mihael Keehl/Near | Nate River
   • Mello | Mihael Keehl
   • Near | Nate River
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • POV Mello | Mihael Keehl
   • Character Study
   • Mafia era Mello
   • Exes
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Please Read Notes at Start of Fic for Warnings
   • Bondage
   • Kidnapping Fantasies
   • Possessive Sex
   • Choking
   • Degradation

   Summary

   Rico asks, casual, what Mello will want next, what he’ll aim for after he gets the notebook, and suddenly it’s like the ground has dropped out from underneath him, because the first thing that comes to mind is Near. His stomach sinks as he tries to regain some semblance of composure, fighting off imaginings both tender and cruel, furious with himself for being so weak-minded. Near, he thinks forcefully, is in the past. He isn’t an option for what’s to come— and even if he was, Mello wouldn’t want him.

   (He wouldn’t.)

   (He wouldn’t.)

   (God. He can’t even convince himself anymore.)

   Series

   • Part 3 of i want to hold you (hostage)

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