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[Takes place shortly after Pompeii, an alternate timeline replacing the post-Pompeii cafeteria talk. Mobius and Loki have been researching apocalypses, but haven’t found any leads, yet.]
“I thought I told you to keep looking for more potential doomsdays hideouts.” Mobius chided, dragging Loki by the arm down the cement hallway.
“I was .” The god of mischief kept pace clumsily, needing to hunch a little.
“Yeah, okay. You know, the more you play around the more often you’ll be wearing one of those.” Mobius gestured at the Time Collar freshly fastened around Loki’s neck. “And the longer it’s gonna take us to catch this guy. What’d you do this time, anyways?” Mobius waved the pruning stick in his hand that he had, moments ago, confiscated from a jab-happy Minuteman who had almost deleted the Asgardian prince.
“I made a few friends in the Analytics department so I could steal some records.”
“Just ask for files, like a person , you don’t have to steal them.”
“In the excitement, I may have also broken some of their belongings… and some evidence, too.”
Mobius stopped dead. He turned to Loki, frustration pulling at his tired face, “Okay, hey, don’t go messing with my team. I’m in enough hot water already. Now I gotta answer for every time I turn my back and you’re on the loose clawing at the curtains.”
“Where are we going?”
Mobius picked up the pace again, “Well, I can’t leave you alone anymore. I figured we’d come to an empty theater to keep researching on our own. Nobody uses these rooms besides us, anyways.” He brought them to the door of their familiar stage, their old interrogation room. “No one wants to see me around, either. I figure we can take it easy in here and let everyone cool off for a bit. Including you.” He fiddled with his keycards, eyes and fingers clumsy from hours of page-turning.
“It’s really their fault for not being more guarded. If anyone here had any intelligence they wouldn’t just let me wander and talk freely.”
“Well, thank god we’re not so smart, ‘silvertongue’.” The keycard sensor beeped affirmatively. “It’d be harder for you to help us from a cell.” The door opened.
Loki enjoyed hearing that old moniker, flattered by the TVA agent’s breadth of knowledge about him. As long as they let him talk, at least he had one last power at his disposal even here in the disturbingly magic-less walls of the TVA.
“Now, get in there.”
“After you.”
Putting away his wallet, Mobius cracked a smart grin, “Nuh-uh, I’m still keeping an eye on my back around you. Who knows if you nabbed a letter opener back there or something.”
Pleased, Loki commended, “At least someone knows who they’re dealing with.”
“Yeah, yeah, I’m a real genius.” Mobius gave the god a playful push into the room, Loki received it with only feigned resistance.
Trying to ignore his memories of this particular theater, Loki approached the table. There was an assortment of alcohol, carbonated beverages, and bagged snack foods waiting for them. It was the typical vending machine food available in these rooms for agents, but the liquor looked like a personal touch. Did Mobius keep this here for himself?
“What delicacies,” Loki commented flatly.
Mobius dropped the heavy bundle of doomsday files that had been tucked under his arm onto the table with a thud and they cascaded onto the tabletop.
“I know it’s not Asgardian mead, but, here. Drink.” Mobius put the pruning stick down on the far end of the table and grabbed the stout bottle of brown liquor in one hand, two short glasses in another, and he sat down stiffly. He swore his bones were aching from the stress. “Just try to relax.”
Loki took a seat.
“Peanuts?”
The prince gave a silent 'no' .
Mobius shrugged, took a swig from a glass, and ripped open a foil bag for himself. “Sometimes it’s good to just take a moment, turn off the cameras, and catch your breath. All these late-Earth apocalypses are weighing me down.” He took a deep breath, leaned back, and closed his weary eyes, chewing. A rare moment of non-vigilance from the agent.
Looking around at all the files, Loki added, “Yes, this is what happens when you let mortals govern themselves. They’re very nearsighted. As god-king, you know, I had a whole plan, including just a bit of forced labor, on how to help restor-”
“Just get to work, please. I’ll stay and babysit you, but I need some ‘quiet time’,” Mobius interrupted the campaign speech as he leaned back and draped an empty folder over his face to block out the light. He wasn’t going to engage with the troublemaker again until he had at least a half hour of peace.
“Bu-”, Loki’s attempt to keep the man’s attention was interrupted by Mobius lifting his palm up in a universal gesture of ‘I’ve had enough’. Mobius laced his fingers together and let them rest on his stomach, his face still covered by the folder.
Although Mobius wasn’t an idiot like every other TVA agent in this godforsaken prison, he wasn’t much fun. Deprived of conversation, Loki glumly started to sift through the folders in front of him. He was grateful to be out of sight of the moronic Minutemen as well as the painfully dull bureaucrats, but he had long since lost motivation in their research.
None of the files seemed to have a lead.
Boredom overwhelmed him. He toyed with the idea of running, but he knew how that would end. He’d be back in this chair and Mobius would just be even less fun. Scoffing with an attitude for no audience in particular, he begrudgingly opened a random folder. Without anything else to do, thanks to his collar and his dozy babysitter, he resumed the research he had been shirking.
After what felt like an eternity, Loki grumbled and shoved the Ice Cap Disaster file across the table, disgusted with fatigue. He wasn’t made to do paperwork. He was supposed to be causing apocalypses not reading about them. He aimlessly shuffled papers with frustration. In response, Mobius let out a tired sigh, fully relaxed. Loki paused. He ducked to peek under Mobius’ folder a little. Was he asleep? Did TVA agents sleep? Either way, Mobius seemed unaware of Loki now. Satisfied that the coast was clear, the prince saw an opportunity. He had been saving it for later, but the boredom was too much now. He couldn’t wait any longer. He reached into his jacket and pulled out yet another folder, one he had taken care to hide on his person, adding it to the pile in front of him. However, this wasn’t just another dreary doomsday. It had been ridiculously easy to steal, all he had had to do was track down the right department, throw a couple trinkets around, and everyone left their desks unsupervised to report him. Imbeciles.
He opened it, glancing at Mobius for signs of stirring. Nothing. He turned his attention to the file completely, starting with the cover page:
“MISSION SUMMARY.
Investigating Agent: Mobius M. Mobius.
Supervisory Board Member: Judge Ravonna Renslayer
Criminal Variant: Loki Laufeyson Variant L0852
Consultant(s): Loki Laufeyson Variant L1130.”
Loki glanced at the forms in the beginning of the file. Boring. He flipped through the pages to find more about himself, of course. That was why he stole it. What were they planning for him? He stopped flipping when he found his handsome mugshot paperclipped to a form: “Character Summary of Variant L1130 of Sequence Violation 780-29”. His description was short, but perfect:
“This variant is insubordinate, stubborn, and unpredictable.”
He grinned. Nothing else in his summary was new. He flipped to the most recent additions, not sure what he was looking for.
“NEXUS EVENT REPORT.
Event Details
Time Status: 1985 - Earth
Cause of Displacement: Unknown
Event Analysis: Suspect Variant L0852 attacked Hunter C-20 and team during routine reset mission.
…
Loki Laufeyson Variant L1130 obstructed the jurisdiction of Hunter B-15 and Agent Mobius M. Mobius by halting the investigation of the crime scene until a near red-line nexus event forced termination of investigation. Subject is highly confrontational, manipulative, and cannot be trusted in the field. Immediate supervisory response requested.”
Lovely.
Flip .
“PROPOSED RESOLUTION.
Agent Mobius M. Mobius has accepted full responsibility, accountability, and custody of L1130. Agent Mobius has agreed to terms that, upon repeated obstruction of the ongoing investigation, L1130 may undergo deletion immediately at the order of Agent Mobius when determined by Agent Mobius to be necessary for the integrity of the mission or the Sacred Timeline.
Furthermore, it has been determined that, due to the volatile nature of L1130 and its Variant status, at the cease of investigation and the closure of L1130’s Consultant Status through either the successful arrest of the criminal variant, reassignment of case load, or termination of investigation as determined by Supervisory Board Member Judge Ravonna Renslayer, Agent Mobius will assume responsibility for the immediate deletion of L1130 or the delegation of such responsibility thereof.
Supervisory Signature: R. Slayer
Acceptance of Terms Signature: MMM ”
He re-read the last, dry paragraph several times: “At the cease of investigation… Agent Mobius will assume responsibility for the immediate deletion… or the delegation of such responsibility….”
Loki’s eyes flickered between the sentences and the signature of “ MMM ”. The corner of his mouth twisted. He had guessed he’d find something like this, but seeing it was different. He glanced at the man across from him. Mobius had conveniently overlooked this detail in their talks about Loki’s rewards at the end of the investigation. The man had avoided sharing that Loki’s efforts weren’t for profit, but to simply prolong the inevitable. Loki wasn’t an idiot. He knew this was a possibility. The prince just hadn’t expected to see it in black and white. His betrayals had always been elegant and personal; delivered with a grin and flourish, just as his prey felt comfortable. He always gave his victims a show- made them feel a little special. Loki hadn’t expected to see Mobius’ signature confirm, so impersonally, his planned participation in the god’s deletion. Loki’s throat felt dry as he remembered what deletion looked like. A cascade of sparks and then nothing. Loki was ancient and had seen his fair share of death, he had even dispensed it on occasion, but this was different. Deletion in the TVA was worse than any death he had seen before. Despite how little he showed his captors of his true nervousness, deletion curdled his blood to even think about. There was no valor, no feeling, and, without his powers, almost no chance for escape. The killers in this world didn’t even react to their victims’ screams of annihilation. Would he, the once-godking of Midgard who had waged galactic wars against the strongest of the universe’s soldiers, be quietly disintegrated by a numbered henchman between coffee breaks? Or by this strange gray man sighing sleepily in front of him? Would Mobius dispatch him with an electrical fizzle and return to his files before moving on to the next Loki who might be useful as nothing more than a tool?
Loki’s stomach turned, his eyes a little wild. How would he get out of this? The TVA was a cage unlike anything he had experienced before. Even infinity stone were useless here. His magic and any powers that made him a god were gone. He was just a tool here. The walls were closing in on him.
Staring at the folder, Loki was looking at a knife in his back, but it had no flourish- no punchline. It had no drama. No poetry. It was just a sheet of paper with a few scratches from a pen, stuffed in a dusty folder that had been lost in some awful cubicle.
Surprisingly, this side of betrayal had never felt quite like this before.
He had expected it. After all, every time he turned on someone he considered it a necessary preemptive attack- he knew everyone, and anyone, would turn on him eventually. That’s why it was important to betray them first. This, however, felt different. It was ugly. Worse: it was plain. Did they really think they could snuff him out, an Asgardian Prince, with so little ceremony? Loki Laufeyson wouldn’t meet his end without a bang, even if he had to think of some way to make it himself.
Minutes ticked by in ugly silence until, “... Mobius.”
“Mm?” Mobius hummed wearily without moving.
“Why am I here?” He hid the stolen case file under the mess of papers in front of him.
“What?” Mobius removed the folder from his face to look at Loki, squinting as his eyes adjusted.
“Why did you stop my sentencing? You must’ve known I was going to cause trouble.” He put on an amiable expression.
“You mean, why’d I stop them from pruning you when you first got here even though you’re literally a cosmic pain in the ass?” Mobius reached into the little purple bag and popped a couple peanuts in his mouth. Loki waited, back straight. After a second, Mobius realized the prince wanted a real response. He sighed as he chewed and wiped his hands on his legs, thinking. “Well, I- I knew you’d be our best bet. I mean, I tried . I tried finding the Variant on my own. I thought maybe if I knew more about ‘Loki’, I could get in his head. See how he ticks, predict his next move and catch him in the act. But nothing. You know, I've reviewed your timeline so many times, all the files, all the known variants. But there was always something missing. Something I couldn’t get at.” Mobius swished the liquid in his cup before taking a careful sip. He didn’t notice how calculated Loki’s expression was.
“You’ve said that before. What do you mean you’ve ‘reviewed’ my timeline?”
“ You . ‘Loki Laufeyson’. Start to finish. More times than I can count.” His tone was playful, ‘w hat a chore’ .
“You've willingly watched my entire existence?”
“Yep, every second. And everything you would do, at least before you broke off the timeline,” he popped another peanut in his mouth, mindlessly.
Loki paused. “… Oh no.”
“What?”
“You are a fan.” Loki’s crocodile smile widened as the joke landed.
“Ah, I know you’d love that. Nah, I only said that to calm your feathers.” Chuckling, Mobius leaned back, opening a fresh bag. He checked Loki’s expression. He scanned his charge, he seemed down. He knew Lokis weren’t meant for paperwork. In a moment of pity, Mobius conceded, “Ok, I'll admit it, I've been dubbed the ‘Loki Expert’ by the other analysts. And that’s not the compliment you think it is. I do have your records unofficially permanently checked out, but that's been because you're always breaking the Sacred Timeline. We’ve had more Lokis on our hands than we’ve known what to do with. For once, I wish you’d just stay put.”
Loki raised his eyebrows, ‘ Chaos is my thing’.
“But even with all that, I could never understand why you’d do this. Why ambush our people like this? It can’t be for fun. Where’s the fun in petty ambushes and mugging?” As if alone in the room, the analyst continued, “I know you, I know your story. Abandoned. Vengeful. Always looking for attention.” He spun peanuts on the table, getting lost in thought, “Scared, alone, rejected, afraid of weakness, in yourself and in others, on and on, yeah, it's all there, but this Loki isn’t-”
He stopped his analysis as he looked up. Something had flashed in Loki’s smile, a microscopic flinch he had seen enough times in the video files to take seriously. Something was definitely bothering this god of mischief. Mobius eased up, lifting his chin to emerge from his offensive psychobabble. For a moment, Mobius had forgotten to be a bit careful with his Loki. No matter how the ex-god touted himself as infallible, few others had seen just how thin that veneer of confidence was. Lokis were temperamental. Sensitive.
“This Loki has just been hard to get a bead on,” Mobius leaned back, looking around. Something was tense. He remembered that it had actually been here in this room where he had stripped this Loki of his “glorious purpose”, inflicted the worst possible existential trauma on a Loki on him- for the sake of the case. He knew Loki had tried to process what he’d learned quickly- maybe too quickly-, but this Loki was different now. Mobius had seen how emotionally volatile he’d become since coming to the TVA. Without his theatrics, powers, or purpose, this Loki had become more unpredictable. Mobius knew, better than most, that Lokis in captivity never do well. Mobius glanced at the collar.
Clearing his throat, he continued, “I guess... I knew I couldn't do this alone. You Lokis are just too hard to figure out. Too complex. Too… tricky. I, uh, I needed a real expert.” He paused to let the compliments sink in. Loki’s posture responded well. Mobius didn’t mind acting dumb. He was used to using his Loki Expertise to manipulate him, however, Mobius hadn’t anticipated using it to soothe a ruptured ego.
The god was quiet.
Not good.
He glanced at Loki’s face. He was thinking. That was dangerous. Never let a Loki think too long.
Mobius searched for compliments to distract him. “You know, you're one of the cleanest Lokis to make it into the TVA, too. I mean, it’s been a while since we’ve seen such a good example of a Loki. So close to what the Time Keepers planned for-”
“The Time Keepers didn’t plan for me.”
“Mhm. I sure didn’t, either.” Mobius cracked a friendly smile, taking another drink.
They shared eye contact; a moment of recognition of just how strange their situation has been. Loki almost wanted to drop the interrogation. He knew he could drop it and carry on his plans to betray Mobius and escape, but he wasn’t satisfied yet. He reached for his own cup and poured himself a healthy serving of tawny liquid.
“Yes, it's true, you all were failing miserably. Everyone here is an idiot. I really was your only hope.” He swung back the entire glass. Mobius eyed him, wary. “Your mistake was that you can’t know my, or any Loki’s, motivations just because you're obsessed with me.”
“Woah, hey, I’m not obsessed. You think I liked watching you leave a wake of death and destruction behind you everywhere you went? Making the worst choices possible at every turn. Have you seen your life? It ain’t exactly pretty.” Mobius tapped his heel a couple times, eyes locked on his conversation partner, not sure what this energy was. It was starting to feel like he was under investigation.
Loki nodded curtly, taking the jab, and poured himself another drink.
“I’ve lived a very long life, Mobius. It must have taken many years, or whatever it is you have here, to see all of my history and more than once, at that. You’re either incredibly dull with nothing else to fill your boring existence,” swig , “or you’re harboring a twisted fascination with me.” Pour . “Maybe that's what made you want to keep me.” His stomach turned as he said that. More alcohol scratched its way down his throat. His adam's apple chafed against the tight collar around his neck with every swallow. He had never felt more trapped than in this moment. There wasn’t enough air in the room.
Mobius took offense amicably. “Yeah, yeah, very funny. You know, they still want me to prune you - they keep nagging me to ‘clean up my mess’. Your theatrics don’t help either. People don’t like the idea of you hovering around here causing trouble like you did today.”
In light of what Loki had just discovered, those playful words bit down hard. Mobius was talking to him like he was disposable. Just another Loki. He poured another drink. Mobius didn’t stop him- best not to tell him what to do right now.
They were both growing more tense.
“As they shouldn’t. I can’t blame them. Of course they’d want you to get rid of me. They know how much of a threat I am. You’d be an idiot not to kill me,” Loki rationalized humorlessly. People only kill things they’re afraid of. He was still frightening. Still powerful.
“Sure, champ.” The agent dismissed what he had heard as a veiled threat, taking a sip.
The silence soured between them.
Loki let out an ugly breath of a chuckle. He pushed back another double with attitude. Mobius lowered his cup away from his lips, watching Loki, losing the last of his brief relaxation.
“So, why don’t you? If I'm such a liability, why not just reset me now?” Before Mobius realized what happened, Loki had picked up the pruning stick he had forgotten about. The prince stood up and walked a few steps into the room. He assumed that regal posture he wore around enemies, twirling the stick in his hand like his old staff.
“Hey, hey, that's not a toy,” Mobius warned. “They’ll kill me if they see you with one of those.”
Loki stared down at him silently. Mobius wasn’t even bothered enough to stand up. Anger tightened Loki’s chest. Why wasn’t he responding? Why did he assume nothing would happen? By behaving this way, Loki knew he was endangering his own plan to win over this man’s trust before killing or betraying the Time Keepers, but even he didn’t know what he’s capable of doing right now. Loki would often surprise himself with his own decisions when he was backed in a corner like this. Mobius’ calm frustrated him to his core. The agent fished out a few more peanuts from his bag with a tired sigh, as if a child was standing in front of him throwing a tantrum. As though he was certain nothing would happen. How could this senseless, pathetic, bureaucrat assume to know, better, the mind of a god ?
Activating the pruning stick's glow, Loki pushed his bluff further, “What happens to someone when they're pruned? Should we find out?” The glowing end of the stick extended towards Mobius’ face. Mobius leaned back, annoyed. He reached into his pocket, readying the Time Collar remote. “How close could I get to the Time Keepers if you disappeared right now?” The TVA agent only ticked his head left and gave his captive an impatient stare. The belittling silence broke a dam in Loki. No one was scared of him. Everything was closing in. “How far do you think you’d get without me ?” The god suddenly pointed the glowing end of the stick under his own chin, the buzz of it secretly terrifying him. “You’ll lose your precious promotion.”
The peanuts fell to the tabletop. Mobius leaned up, finally serious.
Good . Loki grinned, feeling a whisper of the kind of rush of power he used to feel on the Timeline. Looks like Loki’s silver tongue still worked.
“Hey, okay, calm down,” Mobius raised his voice, nervous. He realized he might’ve underestimated how volatile a Loki without purpose was.“Loki,” the agent called.“I've seen you at your best and at your worst. Put that thing down. This isn't your M.O. You’re not gonna do it, I know you.”
Wrong answer.
“Do you? What do you think you know? I've been here with you, what - a week? If time even moves here- you know, it's truly insufferable how little this place makes sense.” The pruning stick crackled.
Mobius knew Lokis need to be able to lie to feel safe. They needed to be able to deceive. They rebelled against being known. But no one on or off the Timeline knew Loki as well as Mobius did. He could call a bluff from the ex-god better than anyone. Where most people would back off, Mobius knew something else that was crucial about Loki that the prince might not have known about himself: Deep down Loki wanted to be known. He wanted to be seen, like all tricksters do. Loki wanted the attention he misbehaved for.
Mobius stood up, “I know you're bluffing. You won’t prune me or yourself.”
“Why, because I'm actually just a ‘hurt little boy’ inside? Isn't that what you called me? Is it because you actually think I want to be ‘good’? Spare me. I've killed people for suggesting less.” Loki hated it as he said it. He sounded like his old self. A pathetic dog, barking from a corner.
“Oh, I know, I’ve seen the body count. If we were somewhere or somewhen else I don’t doubt I wouldn’t last long up against a full-powered Loki Laufeyson. But…”, Mobius cracked a knowing smile,”... you don’t want to die , Loki. You always want to live. You want to see the Time Keepers. So, that's why you're going to give that back to me and then we’ll finish our drinks together. We’ll forget it. No harm, no foul.” Mobius tried to lay on a little of his dusty charm, nervous, “What do you say?”
Loki scoffed. “This isn’t your beloved timeline. Anything could happen here. No second chances here. It's ironic but the TVA might really be the last place where choices and chaos have any real meaning anymore. There’s no timeline here, right? I finally have free will. Maybe this is exactly what I should be doing. This is what I’m meant for.”
Mobius flinched. This was getting out of hand. Loki was falling back on old habits, talking about destiny. It’s so hard to get through to him when he falls into glorious purposing again. With a grunt, Mobius reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out the Time Twister dial.
“Really? Such a boring answer, Mobius.” With the butt of the stick, Loki hit the Twister out of Mobius’ hand in an instant. It flew across the room. “Just more manipulation. Keeping me on a short leash- your little pet. Throw me scraps, dress me up, give me a drink, act like you need me, then erase me. You think I don’t know what's going to happen once I help you find the Variant?”
Mobius kept a straight face despite what he thought was just a good guess.
“If you think you know me from watching me my whole life, cataloging my deeds - if you know me so well then what's going to happen right now?What does the Loki Expert say?” He started to backstep towards the door.
Mobius followed, calmly, raising a hand. Anxiety rising in his chest, but not in his voice. “Loki,” he called quietly. “Come on. The alcohol’s going to your head.” Mobius suggested lightly.
“No.” Maybe.
“Loki, come on. We can talk about this.”
Loki laughed, “It's so amusing. You have no idea how trapped you are…. And I- I'm the prisoner of a prisoner . Worse, the plaything - an animal. A collar on my neck and a brand on my back.” Frustrated more than ever, Loki started to pull at his jacket. He was sick of being covered in this grotesque place. “I... am a god! A born king! I can’t be shackled by these-” After one arm was free of the jacket, Mobius took the opening as Loki tried to free his other arm of its sleeve. Suddenly, Loki felt the man grab the stick and step between his legs, a foot hooking around his left ankle. With a push, they both stumbled onto the steps by the door.
“Ok, easy. Easy.” Mobius fixed his grip on Loki’s hands on the pruning stick in an effort to prevent him from pointing it anywhere but away from them. He didn’t know why he thought this was a good idea. Mobius knew that Loki, even without powers, was a better fighter than him. Even living in a timeless world Mobius still felt a creak in his joints while the ancient Asgardian he was crouching over was still an ageless entity in his prime; roughly in his twenties in Asgardian years. Mobius felt just a fraction of Loki’s strength pushing back against him and it was almost more than the gray-haired man could handle. Mobius tucked away a new jealousy as expertly as he tucked away any sense of ego or desire, it was all useless in the TVA. The question remaining was why wasn’t Loki resisting such a half-baked move?
“What is it then? How many of me have you pruned?”
“What are you even talking about?”
“I can’t be the first. You know me so well, you know when I’m lying. No one can do that. Your job is to hunt me for sport. I can’t trust that this is the first time you've caged a Loki. This isn’t your first time poking and laughing at me, is it? I'm nothing but another Loki that can't be allowed to go on-”
“Hey! It's my job , Loki. None of this is personal.” This was getting too serious. Loki stared up at him, unblinking, with enough anger to worry about.
“Have we had this talk before? Shared drinks before? Are you acting out a sick dream - was watching me not enough? You had to catch a Loki, take away his destiny, his power, make him trust you, beg for freedom, and then start it over and over again. Did you ever delete me yourself or did you just send me off to the slaughter like chattel?”
“You're the first! The only.” Both paused in reaction to Mobius’ unprecedented frantic tone. Mobius leaned himself away from Loki, disgusted. He couldn’t let go, yet. He couldn’t trust this wasn’t going to get worse if he did. “Don't flatter yourself. You think I could handle more than one of you? You're exhausting. I wouldn’t do this again if I had a choice, are you kidding? I don’t want to ‘cage’ you. Not all of us are obsessed with power and control… and ‘chattel’ ? Come on. That's not what we do, we’re just trying to-”
“Then, will you do it? When I’ve served my purpose?” The god leaned up, his face too close. His question hitting Mobius square in the chest.
“... I don’t know,” His surprise at the question let a real answer escape. He had tried not to think about the end of this. He had almost convinced himself this could go on. The look Loki was giving him reminded him of what he’d seen in the video files of the painful first fight he had with Thor. But this Loki had been wilted and changed by the TVA. Mobius had been noticing that Loki had already lost some of his clever regal flare. The prince’s shoulders slumped these days more like his own. The weight of being powerless had finally touched the uncatchable, unsinkable, young Prince-God of Mischief. Loki was losing himself- losing his color. He was fading. Something like pity lapped at the edges of Mobius’ consciousness. As the one with the key to the collar wrapped around Loki’s neck, Mobius felt uncomfortably responsible. This was getting too complicated. He sighed, “That’s enough, Loki, please let’s just get back to work. Who knows what’ll happen after we catch this guy, but maybe we can figure somethi-”
“Mobius, there is no ‘figuring something out’. You say you know me but I know power . After you find this other me, I won’t have enough to bargain with anymore. The Time Keepers won’t want me after we're done. I'm a threat. And they're right. I'll kill them at the first opportunity.”
Mobius flinched at the mental image of Loki killing the keepers, but he knew Loki was being honest.
Loki continued, “After we’re done, you'll get the victor's parade- ‘Oh, clever Mobius, the hero of the TVA’, and I'll turn to vapor.”
Mobius knew Loki was right. That was exactly the plan. There wasn’t anything either of them could do about it. He had been ignoring it till now. If Loki hadn’t done this, hadn’t said this or looked at him with the wild expression he had on now, Mobius would’ve just gone on pretending. For a moment, the gray curtain of bureaucracy had been lifted and Mobius saw something more than the paperwork and signatures. He saw Loki. Real, breathing, and scared, staring at him. This Loki wasn’t just a video anymore. He knew his name. He was asking, or threatening, him for help. Was he really going to delete him? Had that really been the plan? Could he actually do it?
He’d have to.
What choice did he have?
Something tense filled his chest. Anger? At the TVA? When did that get there? It wasn’t right. Since when did Mobius want anything the TVA didn’t want? This was dangerous territory. This conversation had to end. He shook his head free of those strange thoughts.
“Loki. What's with you? What’s with the monologuing and scare tactics? What happened to the smiley scheming guy who never shows his cards because he believes, no matter what, he’ll figure out a way to win on his own?”
“I’m not the Sacred Timeline Loki you think you know anymore. I need to know who I can trust.”
Surprise shook the analyst. ‘Trust is for children and dogs’ wasn’t so long ago. What had happened to the Loki he knew? This Loki has been growing in new ways, quickly. Before he could try to figure that out, he was hit with another question.
“So will you do it? Will you delete me? Or just have D-30 or X-11, or whatever those ants out there are called, do it? If I had nothing more you wanted would you do it now ? Why not save yourself the time - mustn't get too attached.” The buzz of the pruning stick approached their ears as Loki easily overpowered the man.
“Hey, stop!” Mobius struggled uselessly, debating calling for backup. “I can’t help the orders that come down to me.”
“What an absurd joke.”
“These forces are bigger than me or you or what we want,” he raised his voice. “I know you want chaos, but if you get what you want, we’re all dead- why don’t you get that? Balance is what keeps the universe and us safe.”
Loki noticed Mobius’ composure was strained for the first time since they met. He liked it. He pushed harder. “Us? Who is this for? I'm as good as dead in their hands. And you, you're nothing in this world or in the timeline down there. No one knows or cares about you. You're less than a ghost. There is no one and nothing for you. This balance you're defending is a poison. Complacency and idle evil keeping us from-”
“From what? ‘ Glorious purpose’?” Mobius mocked, landing a hit.
Loki paused,“Keeping us from choosing to take what we want. From being fully alive. Don’t you, for one second in your empty, pointless, pathetic existence as a peon, want anything?”
With that Mobius released Loki’s hands. He should’ve known better than to duel words with a Loki, he knew right where to hit.
He pushed off of Loki, getting onto his feet slowly.
“Yeah, okay. You got me…” He exhaled wistfully. He turned his back, leaving Loki on the steps with the pruning stick, and made his way back to the table. He leaned against the edge. He didn't care about subduing him anymore. For the moment, he knew Loki wanted to live, even if just to hurt him, and for that moment Mobius wasn’t too bothered about whatever happened to himself. “I'm not sure what I want. I don't think I can. I wasn’t made to want. I was made to catch bad guys.”
Mobius’ candor brought Loki to his feet.
“I have one wrinkled magazine of something I feel I could want. A stupid jet ski… what would I do with one? Ride it down the hallways?” Pain leaked into his chuckle.
“There has to be something you want beyond what the Time Keepers ordained,” Loki pushed, trying to prove a point Mobius couldn’t understand yet.
He looked at the ‘cosmic pain in the ass’ in front of him. The anger in them had subsided, replaced by a different intensity neither of them had the capacity or experience to name. Mobius understood Loki wanted a real answer. He also knew he had to be honest or risk being betrayed within the next few hours. “Alright. Alight, uh... I think I wanted something…”
Loki’s interest was piqued, the feeling of doom fading finally. Maybe Mobius wasn’t just another TVA ant. “Power? Fame?” Loki offered.
“I wanted you.”
He received a surprised, quizzical look.
“Alright, hey. No. Don’t get too excited. Not that way. I wanted to… help you.”
“You wanted my help,” A correction.
“Yeah, I wanted your help. Of course, that's what I wanted mostly. But I also- I think I was making excuses. That never happens. I never do that. I heard that there was a new Loki here and… it was you. Not some strange Loki I'd never seen before. It was you , fresh off the Sacred Timeline. Wild, self-obsessed, deluded… lost.” Mobius smirked at the ground the same way he had when they first met in the courtroom. “Exactly as I'd seen so many times in those video files. I saw you and you still had so much life in you. I couldn’t let them do it. I knew I could convince Ravonna to let you off the hook to help me, so I did.” Mobius exhaled, stern and embarrassed. Ravonna’s words came back to him, ‘I know you have a soft spot for broken things ’, he cringed to himself.
“You wanted to help me?”, Loki jeered. “Why would I need your help? Keeping me captive isn’t the aid I needed.” True to Loki fashion, give him your vulnerability and he swings it back at you like a blunt object.
“Oh, come on. You were seconds from being pruned. You were shaking in your boots. You got a glimpse at the man behind the curtain and saw your life purpose - all that fire and ambition - was just a script. A role. You found out you were a pawn in someone else’s story-”
“I'm no paw-”
“A tool for someone else to use. Just a gear in the machine that's only there to keep other gears turning. A footnote in someone else’s story. An ant… A peon .”
Understanding washed over Loki. “Like you.”
“… Like me .”
Leaning on the table, Mobius crossed his arms and ankles, uncomfortable. Exposed. Loki took a few steps closer. Something was changing in him as he considered Mobius’ words.
“You and I are opposites, Loki. I’m literally made to protect balance and harmony and you for-”
“-the annihilation of all who oppose me on my ascension to power.”
“... Yeah, that. But I was gonna say ‘chaos’ . Anyway, somehow our stories are the same. We're not the main characters. We're just stepping stones. We're target practice. Tools for the big guys.” They paused. Mobius, embarrassed, tried to end it. “Ok, that’s it. That’s me, Loki. ‘Empty’. You happy?” Mobius rubbed his face with an exhausted sigh.
The pruning stick clattered to the floor. They checked each other. After a moment, the remaining tension left both their shoulders. Loki approached Mobius’ side, voice low. He leaned against the table, facing Mobius’ profile. The agent crossed his arms again and looked down at the floor in front of him, avoiding eye contact as the god stared at him.
“I'm not in the Time Keeper’s story anymore, Mobius. And neither are you.” His voice was soft. It was the closest to comforting as Mobius had ever heard it. He waited- what could a Loki gain from being kind right now? “Don’t you see? We don’t need them. We’re here. Safe from the Timeline. Alive and free.... We could chart out a new future.” Surprised, again, Mobius turned and looked up at Loki, his blue eyes searching him so closely. Mobius felt a vague sense of stage fright. No one had ever looked at him this intently before, no one had ever wanted something from him like this before. No one had ever wanted something from him at all. Is this what it felt like? “We can make our own story. No TVA, no Time Keepers, no more gears.” Did he know he was whispering now? Mobius kept eye contact. “We could bring healthy chaos back into the Universe and finally give chase to what we want. Together.” Loki’s bright, wide eyes seemed to plead for confirmation, but there was also an excitement. It was a familiar, wanting glint. Mobius had seen it when Loki would occasionally seduce his prey to his side. He never knew he'd be at the receiving end - it didn’t seem real. Maybe his Loki-expertise was failing him again. Despite the fact he knew Loki’s track record with keeping allies, Mobius finally understood how people fell for it. Loki’s words and intense stare made his dusty heart swell, if only for a moment. Loki had successfully gotten a microscopic rise out of this old, want-less analyst.
Mobius stopped holding his breath. He managed to look away and cleared his throat. “Nice try. But I won’t fall for any of those infamous seductive wiles of yours. I've seen you use them too many times. You're a dish, Loki, but it’s not enough to endanger reality for you.” Mobius expertly deflated the moment of any drama or expectation, the young god blinked with confusion. The spell of his words had been broken for both of them.
Loki fought against the haze of the previous moment, he had lost himself a little in his attempt to get through to Mobius. “No,no. I-I think you misunderstood me, I was just discussing a partnership, a rebellion - I wasn’t-”
“Yeah, yeah, cool your pants down.”
“I don’t mean. It's not that I'm not flattered- Or that you're not appealing-”.
“Oh, stop, you’re making this old man blush,” Mobius slapped the confused prince’s knee and pushed off the table, walking towards the door. “Come on. Let's go for a walk, the energy in here is weird now.” He grunted as he picked up the pruning stick, “You done almost killing us for today?”
Mobius turned back to Loki. Loki’s face softened into a small grin.
“Good. I can’t take all the dramatics anymore.” Mobius picked up the jacket from the floor, “No more drinking for you, ever. Just soda pop from now on.” He held out the jacket to Loki, who accepted it gently before putting it back on.
“I'm over a thousand years old, you know.”
“And?”
“I believe I’m the senior here, ‘old’ man.” Loki untucked his hair from his collar with his usual flare. He straightened out his silhouette handsomely.
“Oh. I don’t know how old I am, if I am an age. But, yeah, I know you’re older than dirt. Like I said, I know almost everything about you - from your first prank on Thor to.. well, now .” Mobius turned to the door.
“Yes. How discomforting.” Loki followed closely behind.
“But Loki,” Mobius paused with his hand on the door. He looked over his shoulder. “For better or for worse… I, uh, I realize you're not the Loki I thought I knew anymore. Maybe it's the stale air here in the TVA or the new digs, but you’re… new. I’ve never seen this before.” Mobius looked him up and down. The god’s eyes panicked under the close assessment. As Mobius had deduced, Loki was simultaneously scared of and excited to be seen as he was.
Mobius thought back to the moment of want that Loki inspired- to the fire that Loki wanted to believe existed in Mobius even if there was nothing more than an ember. He appreciated the god’s faith in him, regardless. “You’re still a pain, but… I think I’ll like this new you. Free will looks good on you.” Mobius smirked as he said that dangerous phrase. It wasn’t like him, but he had to say it to see how Loki’s expression softened because of it. His hand lingered on Loki’s shoulder after a friendly pat.
“Just, please, stop trying to trick me, I can see right through it, you know.” Mobius straightened himself up as Loki watched him, thinking, “Ok. Let’s go.” Mobius quickly opened the door and started them on his usual fast-paced jaunt through the halls of the TVA.
Keeping pace with Mobius, the revitalized Loki started to scheme again. However, something was different now. Knowing Mobius’ sympathies for him changed things. Even though the agent hadn’t confirmed their alliance against the TVA, Loki could sense new cracks in the man’s commitment to the institution.
He could work with that.
If he played his cards right, he might have an ally. Loki’s resolve returned. He might have power over someone. A chance to make a difference. He wasn’t going to die here. He would try to trust this man; his custodian, the TVA agent who had agreed to delete him, the analyst who knows him ‘from start to finish’ like some kind of paper-pushing guardian angel.
Loki peaked down at the tired, kind face of the man beside him, the agent was already lost in thought again, brow creased. For the first time in a long while, Loki started to hatch a plan that involved saving someone else, too.
He lifted his chin, “Since you know everything about me, I feel things are a bit imbalanced. You'll need to tell me more about you. I need to have leverage for our next fight.”
Happily, he had teased another smile from the gray-haired man.
“Another time, champ.”
Chapter 2: Chapter 2
Summary:
The two are still researching doomsdays. As the cafeteria talk has now never happened, they never remembered the Kablooie gum lead. They resort to other methods and embark on a solo mission.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"Okay, pick a good one." Mobius ordered.
"Me? Why should I pick?"
"I don't know, at this point I figured you could try to use your Loki senses to hone in and feel out which one you'd like to visit. Which apocalypse do you want to see?"
The two men stood side by side and looked down at their neatly stacked folders on the library table. Each file had been consumed front to back at least twice after countless hours of research shared between the two. Loki concentrated on the pile, ‘honing’ .
"... I haven't an idea."
“Okay, well, if you had to spend time anywhere besides Asgard where would it be?” Mobius prompted impatiently, grasping at straws.
“Midgard.”
“Okay, great.” He stared back at the table.“That narrows it down to just a couple thousand....”
“Well. Actually.” Loki perked up, remembering something.”I'd always been fascinated by stories of a particular Midgardian apocalypse.”
“Yeah?” The agent took his hands out of his pockets, ready for a lead.
“… The lost city of Atlantis.” Dramatic pause.
They stared at each other.
“I can’t believe this,” Mobius sighed.
“What?”
“You really wanted to rule the entire planet of Earth and you didn't bother learning that Atlantis was just a myth?”
“W-well, you can never trust mortal historians. They die so quickly . When I first heard about it hundreds of years ago, it was fact ! How am I supposed to know it had been a myth? I was a myth, too, you know. It's a lot to keep up with-”
“Sh, sh. Okay, okay, let's just think.” The agent tried to refocus.
Loki looked back at the messy pile. His eyes widened with a new idea. “No. Actually, let’s not.” He lunged over the table suddenly and started mixing up the folders into a random order.
“Hey, what are you doing? I just organized those.” Mobius stomped lightly, annoyed, as the prince continued to shuffle away his work.
“We have a pile of possible hideouts here based on their ease of access to supplies and the amount of time a Variant could hide in one without triggering any Variance Energy or being caught up in the apocalypse itself. These doomsdays had hideouts that had a grace period of at least 48 hours, right?”
“ Yeah ,” Mobius confirmed curtly.
“So why don’t we just...” Loki scrunched his eyes shut dramatically and held out an arm over the pile.
“Play hide and seek?” The agent mocked.
Loki’s shoulders slumped, “No. Why don’t we just pick one?” He closed his eyes again, outstretched his arm, swayed it back and forth. He finally landed his finger on one file. He scooped it up excitedly. Mobius watched the whole ceremony in disbelief.
“Either your brain is fried or this is a ploy to get out of reading more paperwork. Either way it's a terrible idea.”
“Why is it terrible?” Loki raised his voice.
“Sh!” A neighbor at a nearby table interrupted them. Loki gave them a bratty glance. Mobius waved apologetically. The analyst grabbed Loki’s shoulder as he turned back to him, leaning into a huddle to stay quiet. The variant was so enthusiastic Mobius had to smirk as he leaned in to listen to the ex-god’s whispered babbling. “If this Variant is a Loki, spending years on the run, he would think of this eventually, as well. If I got this idea, he would, too. Additionally, he couldn’t possibly stay in one doomsday his whole life, he would need to jump from one apocalypse to another and another.”
“Okay, true.” That was actually making some sense.
“We’ve curated this selection for the optimal conditions. This is the best of the best. The Variant would’ve made a similar list. Who’s to say he isn’t hiding out at any one or all of these right now? But we won’t know unless we start searching!”
Something clicked, “Okay, wait. Either I’m just as loopy as you, or you might have a point.”
“Yes!” Loki looked down at him with a wide grin, pleased with himself.
“SH!”
Mobius chuckled as Loki gave their neighbor an intimidating sneer this time. His energy was contagious. “Okay, so, what do you got there?” Mobius gestured at the file Loki had eenie-meanied out of the pile.
“Oh, um…” He flipped it open, “A meteor crashing into ‘resort moon’, Pylea. 1120, Rigel cluster.” He didn’t know what he was reading, this file had been one of Mobius’.
“Fancy. How long’s the grace period?”
“50 hours.”
Mobius nodded, crossing his arms. Loki watched him closely, waiting anxiously.
“Better start packing up.” With that Loki flashed a, somehow, even brighter grin - an alarmingly charming alternative to his typical predatory smiles. Mobius quietly enjoyed how he could bring out that side of the god, which had been so rare in the video files, so easily. A smile like that had been reserved for only Thor or similarly ranked Asgardians. Mobius must’ve been doing something right, he figured.
Loki made a running start towards the locker room, barrelling ahead of a now less-annoyed Mobius.
“Oh, and Loki!”
The god stopped, turning back to him.
“Try not to be so excited.” Mobius reminded him, “This isn’t a theme park we’re going to.”
Loki gave him a look that said, I beg to differ , before resuming his bee-line to the locker room. Mobius was starting to understand, now, how Thor fell into so many traps. It was hard to think straight with a Loki having so much fun around you.
After preparing their effects in the locker room, they decided to meet at the library. Mobius took time to collect the supplies as Loki paced in the stacks, catching a concerned eye or two. It felt like an hour before he saw Mobius approach, clad in his fieldwork jacket and juggling a couple of devices. Loki looked around the man as he approached, confused. “Where’s the team? My favorite hunter?” He asked ironically.
“Uh, they’re not coming,” Mobius was breathless from his fast pace. He pointed deeper into the stacks as he kept walking past Loki.
“What, did they turn us down?” Loki followed.
“I, uh, I didn’t tell them we were going,” Mobius abbreviated. In truth, he hadn’t wanted to talk to Ravonna. Strictly speaking, he should have asked Ravonna’s permission to go out in the field and he should have gone with an entourage of Minutemen and their leader, B-15. But he was already on thin ice because of Loki’s troublesome behavior, and he didn’t want to risk what they had going in case this was a bust. After all, their eenie-meenie method wasn’t exactly ironclad. Ravonna probably wouldn’t even approve it. If he kept it off the books then no one needed to know if it was a waste of time. As long as they were careful, everything would be alright. Mobius stopped several rows deeper into the archives, no one was around, but the shelves seemed to be even closer together, a little claustrophobic.
“Agent Mobius,” Loki mocked in a scandalized tone, meeting Mobius where he stopped. “Are you saying you’re going to be using TVA resources without permission? What about your precious Event Detail forms? Aren’t there mountains of papers to fill out for these excursions?”
“Oh, mountain ranges, ” Mobius corrected as he took out his TemPad. “But since this isn’t a real lead, I’m not gonna bother Hunter B-15 and her team. They’re sick of us, anyway.” He tapped the coordinates into the little screen.
“We’re leaving now? Here?” Loki was surprised.
“No time like the present.”
Loki nodded, anxious to feel a reality that wasn’t the TVA again.
“But, Loki, if we see anything try not to engage, okay? This is strictly just a reconnaissance mission. If we can verify that the Variant is there, if we see him or just see an obvious anachronism, we come straight back and get backup. Since this isn’t a nexus event, as long as we return to the same time coordinates, he’ll still be there no matter how long we take to prepare back here at the TVA,” Mobius explained. He checked through his pockets, confirming he brought everything. He looked calm, but his mind was racing. He was breaking so many rules. If anyone found out, they’d both be in trouble. Loki might even get pruned. What was he doing ? Was this Loki’s influence? Maybe, even though he had felt guilty for caging a Loki, he had forgotten he was in the cage with him. He had always been a famous stickler till now. They were both changing a little.
“Before we go,” Loki interrupted Mobius’ worrying, “would you mind if you….” He trailed off, pointing at the collar around his neck.
Mobius froze. “Oh, right.” Still uncomfortable about the collar, he went to reach into his jacket for the Time Twister. His rational mind woke up suddenly. “Wait. What if you make a run for it?” He realized that taking Loki out onto the Sacred Timeline without a collar had been fine before because they could catch him if he ran off by tracking his Variance Energy, but where they were going, Loki could slip away undetected.
“To die on a desolate moon?”
“I don’t know- I’ve seen you have crazier plans. Sometimes you run face-first into danger to get out of it. You’re slippery.”
“Mobius.” Loki’s voice dropped to a soft, solemn register. “I swear, on my heart, that I will not attempt to escape your captivity."
Mobius smirked at the obvious teasing, worry fading. “Heart? You got one of those to swear on?”
“Last I checked."
Mobius cleared his throat. “… Alright. But if you get yourself in trouble,” he retrieved the Time Twister from his pocket, “I won't be able to help you. These guys aren't kidding anymore. One more slip up and they’ll make me- you know.”
“Delete me?”
Mobius gave him a curt nod. Loki appreciated how bothered Mobius seemed to be, now, at the idea of killing him. That had been a rare compliment that only Thor and a few others had afforded him. Most, on or off the Timeline, would rather see him dead than free.
The agent gestured to Loki to come closer. He obliged, leaning down a few inches. Mobius fumbled with the dial for a moment before reaching up. He brushed some of Loki’s hair aside to get to the lock. Loki stretched his neck for him. Looking at Mobius’ shoulder, Loki noticed the smell of aftershave. He glanced at the side of his face. He wasn’t sure if he had ever had what others would call a ‘friend’; someone more than a means or an end. Maybe this was what it felt like.
As Mobius unlatched the collar, pulling it from around his neck. Loki’s voice almost startled him, " If something happens, I promise I won’t put you in that position." A compromise, rare for Lokis, but not quite convincing enough.
The agent gave him a look. “ Nothing’s going to happen. Right?”
Loki smiled like he had a secret. Mobius searched his face, losing a little ground. They had less than a foot between them. The cart of an archivist squeaked nearby, the analyst flinched away. He tucked the Time Collar in his pocket. “I’m holding onto this, okay?” He failed to sound intimidating.
“Okay, let’s go.” Mobius pulled out his TemPad and after a few taps a gate appeared. With one last glance at each other they stepped through it and it closed quietly behind them.
Loki was immediately blind by alien sunlight. He squinted, too used to the dim flourescents of the TVA. Looking around he saw Mobius ahead of him, and in front of them an olympic-sized swimming pool adorned with fountains, a mini-bar, and a couple dozen life forms wandering around. Loki stumbled behind Mobius, who had already shut the gate behind them. Mobius had walked through thousands of gates in his life, he knew how to adjust fast. He came to a stop just as they approached the side of the pool. Loki kept walking, Mobius put out an arm to block Loki from falling in.
“Where is-” Loki was interrupted.
“Welcome to Pylea! We hope you’re enjoying your stay!” A robot greeted them as it rolled by them, playing soothing Muzak. “Be sure to try our specials at the Star cafe today!” Mobius gave it a little nod. Loki watched it roll away, trying to understand what was going on.
The agent took a deep breath, the air was fresher than on Earth and the sky was mostly a vibrant orange, and beyond the pool was an endless, untouched landscape of alien hills, cliffs, and mountains to enjoy. “This is nice,” he judged, hands on his hips, surveying the 5-star resort-style pool amenities in front of him and the scenery beyond.
Loki blinked, watching what he assumed was a family of alien life forms crawl over to the pool on their tentacles. Loki had never kept up with his studies of other aliens, he had always just stayed close to the Nine Realms. Everyone, whatever they were, seemed calm and peaceful. “Yes. Lovely.” Another couple of more bug-like aliens enjoyed a glowing drink under the shade of a large umbrella. “You know… this isn’t the desperate inferno I was expecting,” he whispered as he approached Mobius’ side.
“You disappointed?” Mobius raised his eyebrows, “Were you hankering to see some prolonged suffering?” He started walking towards the enormous glass doors that led into a lobby of a hotel built to accommodate creatures much larger than themselves. Loki haphazardly followed behind.
“No, but-” Loki bumped into a strangely textured alien he didn’t even get a good look at as he struggled to keep up, “... this isn’t how I’d picture the end of a world.”
Mobius stopped abruptly, “First, I know you had your fun at Pompeii, but we’re here for a sensitive mission this time. No ‘end of the world talk’. These people have no idea what’s going to happen, we don’t want to cause a panic and alert the Variant.” Loki opened his mouth to combat the use of the word ‘people’ here, but Mobius, knowing the prince had nothing good to say, kept talking. “Second, it’s a resort moon, not a world. Third, this place was made for the rich to wine, dine, and schmooze - they didn’t keep a very good planetary defense team.”
Mobius glanced over Loki’s shoulder, seeing another guest coming their way. He grabbed Loki’s arm and pulled him off to the side, next to the perfectly sculpted pink topiaries. He continued, in a whisper, “The meteor that’s going to hit us in about,” he checked his watch, “twelve and a half hours actually slingshots off that the gravitational field of that planet which accelerates it so fast no one here saw it coming until about an hour before the impact.” Loki squinted up at the planet Mobius pointed at. He realized that the sky he had thought was orange was actually an orange gas planet that took up most of the sky - the sky was blue, like on Earth, but you could only see a small patch of it near the horizon. Loki stared into space as Mobius continued his history lesson, “You know, this is actually why they don’t build on moons so close to their planets anymore. And they upped Meteor Watch regulations for the entire galaxy.” He peered into the distance, lost in thought, “Not that this situation never happened before to smaller moons, but all it takes is a couple of scared wealthy folks and suddenly….”
Mobius looked at Loki to see if the implication landed. He saw Loki adjust to his surroundings, squinting with distaste at the aliens enjoying their last vacation. Mobius remembered how sheltered the prince had been before New York. Loki looked at Mobius, again, obviously not catching the implication about wealth disparity.
“Yeah, you probably wouldn’t get what I meant by that, but, just so you know, most people in the history of the universe weren’t hand-fed dinner by servants every night till they were 53,” Mobius teased, adjusting Loki’s jacket.
“How’d you-” The prince almost asked, but he remembered the answer. “Right.”
“Come on, follow me, Dorothy.” The joke was lost on the Asgardian, of course, but Mobius just liked saying it.
Ding .
Mobius rang the counter bell and waited patiently.
“How can I help you?” A lizard-like alien with 4 arms and a pair of colorful glasses greeted Mobius in a language Loki knew wasn’t English, but was still somehow translated into English in his mind.
“Hi, My name’s Mobius, I just had a question about one of your guests here.” He asked casually, somehow also speaking the otherworldly language fluently.
“Wait, how’d-” Loki tried to ask.
“Don’t worry about it.” Mobius replied in English, waving the question away. “TVA secrets.” Mobius turned back to the receptionist and spoke in mostly tongue-rolls, “We’re meeting a friend here. A humanoid, alone, a drifter. Might look like my friend here.” Mobius put his hand on Loki’s shoulder. The lizard blinked through their glasses at Loki, expressionless, either by nature or choice, it wasn't clear. “Isn’t he handsome?” Mobius suggested, trying to put some charm on his request. "You'd remember a face like that, right?"
The lizard stared humorlessly at Mobius before replying, “A moment, sir.” They turned to their computer-like device and started typing.
Mobius exhaled through tense cheeks, tough room . Loki was staring at him.
“Just a bit of humor."
“It’s not a joke, I am handsome,” Loki objected.
“Yeah, yeah, I know.”
The receptionist leaned back their way, “I have no bipedal humanoids staying here except a Kree couple on the 5th floor.”
“Right. Well, thank you.” Mobius tapped the table and pushed himself away from it. The Variant they were after was probably not a Kree couple.
Loki followed Mobius into the middle of the giant, swanky lobby, “So, was that supposed to be a dead end?”
“Hey, it was worth a shot,” Mobius defended. “Wouldn’t you want to stay in a fancy resort room, silk sheets and private pools? You’re a pampered prince.” Loki heard the insult in Mobius’ tone, but didn’t understand it. Mobius persisted, “You’d like to be comfortable, right?”
“Well, yes, I do have high standards,” he conceded, “ but I wouldn’t ask for room.”
“Good point. Let’s go.” With that, the pair power-walked to the elevator.
After a moment of figuring out the buttons, Mobius was able to decipher the complicated system as he was well-familiar with the elevator at the TVA which was much more complicated. They arrived at the next floor with a ping .
Mobius walked into the hallway, taking lead, “Okay, we should probably try to scope out any vacant rooms in case he’s squatting in one,” he said in English for Loki. A couple walked by him, they, of course, wouldn’t know English as it hadn’t been invented yet, but he gave them a neighborly nod as they stared at him. They probably weren’t used to seeing humanoids. Wait, they had only been looking at him. Mobius realized he had lost sight of Loki. He turned around, looking anxiously.
“Loki!” He whisper-yelled.
That’s when he spotted him. He was pushing a room service cart.
“What are you doing?!”
“Blending in!” Loki answered as if it were obvious. Before Mobius could scold him, he saw the real Room Service, big and mean-looking, come out of a room down the hallway. The alien looked around for their cart in a panic.
“Nevermind, just get in there!” Just in time, Mobius grabbed a master keycard laying on the top of the cart and opened the nearest door, pushing Loki in first. By some miracle, Room Service had just missed them and the room they dove into was empty.
Mobius caught his breath. This had been a bad idea.
“I thought you were the God of Mischief and Espionage, not the God of Almost Getting Yourself Caught!”
“Hey. It’s been a rough time for me with disguises and espionage, losing my powers has slowed me down. They take consistent practice,” he doled out his excuses defensively. “But I’d like to remind you that I’m the one who has had all the ideas!”
“You’ve had two ideas:”, Mobius put two fingers up and counted them off, exasperated, “Apocalypses and Eenie Meenie Minie Moe. That's it!”
Loki took it upon himself to assume the cool-headed leader role, now that it was apparently vacant. “Mobius, it’s alright, we just have to calm down.” He approached the man, putting his hands on both his shoulders, wearing a confident smile. Mobius looked off to the right, annoyed. Loki insisted, “Between the two of us, we’ll figure something out.”
Click .
“And here is your room, we hope it’s to your liking...” A voice spoke in the alien language from the door that was opening behind them.
“Get!” Mobius grabbed Loki, who was already grabbing him.
Panic set it and they pulled each other into the bathroom, scrambling onto the floor. Loki closed the door behind them and locked it loudly.
“Shush!”
“Shush.” Loki responded, indignant.
They waited for a second. They heard voices engage in small talk with the bellhop. Mobius looked around at himself and Loki, crouching on a dark bathroom floor, hiding from people who were about to die anyway, no leads, and no good ideas between them. He sat down, leaning his back against the tub. How’d he get caught up in this?
“Loki, what are we even doing here?”, he whispered. “That’s it. I’m calling this off.” Mobius dug into his jacket for his TemPad.
“No, no. Not yet,” Loki grabbed Mobius’ hand crouching over him. "We still have a chance."
“Look at us!”
“I know this isn’t the most ideal of circumstances, but it’s too early to give up now.”
They glanced at the door as they heard the guests laughing together, still distracted.
“Mobius.” Loki asked for his focus. “We can do this. We don’t need a team of Minutemen to find a Loki. You and I are the best team for finding him. Between us there’s nothing we don’t know about him. Most importantly, we know we can find him because Lokis tend to attract attention .”
“That’s exactly the problem!” Mobius gestured at the scene-causing Loki in front of him. “Even if these people are gone soon anyways, if we make a scene getting ourselves thrown out of the hotel, we might tip off the Variant that we’re here. And that means one of two things: either the Variant abandons the site and we’re back to square one, or, worse, the Variant decides he’s hungry for some more TVA blood and no one’s going anywhere.” As he said it out loud Mobius realized he’d been picking up bad habits from Loki; he had brought them into this situation without clearance, protection, or even notifying anyone who could help in an emergency. For what? Adventure? To show himself and the TVA that they could do this? Mobius’ panic solidified into a stone in his stomach, he was catching Loki’s poor judgment.
Loki, exhilarated by the fresh air and the chance to be right, continued making his case, “But! Now that I’m not in the TVA, I can do things like this.” Loki’s suit suddenly transformed into his typical King Loki regalia: leather, horns, and all.
Mobius’ fight or flight response kicked in for a moment, “Stop that! You’re freaking me out. That’s like waving a big ‘I’m a Loki’ sign over your head! That's the last thing we need with this Variant on the loose!” He gave Loki a shove with his foot and the illusion fell away.
“Mobius, Mobius. Relax.” Loki touched his shoulder, “Forget that. But think about it. The Variant only ever kills Minutemen and steals reset charges. We don’t have either of those.” Mobius begrudgingly accepted that he had a point.
“And you’re forgetting. I’m not TVA. I’m a Loki. And I can protect us.” The god offered.
Loki, volunteering as a protector. For a TVA agent. It was too outlandish.
“A Loki against a Loki. I don’t know about those odds, but, thanks. I appreciate that. Can I have my hand back now?” Mobius looked down at Loki’s hand still grabbing his own.
“Oh.” Loki realized and quickly released Mobius. He leaned back. A moment passed, the panic dissipated. The muffled voices continued.
“Okay, here, I've got an idea.” Loki stood up. He offered a helping hand to Mobius. He looked up at Loki and with an amused shake of his head, he accepted it.
Outside the bathroom, the three aliens continued to talk, deep in an engrossing conversation, when suddenly they heard the bathroom door open. Out came two humanoids. One tall with dark hair, dressed as a bellhop and the other a gray-haired humanoid in a suit.
“Very good, well, thank you for providing a tour of this suite. I don’t think I’ll take it. Do you have a bigger room?” The non-bellhop asked woodenly.
“Right away, sir.” The bellhop directed the man to the door theatrically with perfect posture. He gave a wide smile to the trio in the middle of the room. The non-bellhop went out the door in a hurry before the bellhop said, “On to the honeymoon suite,” before closing the door behind him.
The three in the room stared at the door in confusion for a moment and then returned to their conversation, a little thrown off but still unbothered.
Loki and Mobius caught their breath for a second outside the door. Mobius shot his bellhop friend a dirty look for enjoying his role a little too much. Loki grinned and the costume fell away.
“Okay, now that we’re out of that, we need to lay low for a couple hours. The less we do, the more likely we won’t be noticed first by the Variant. What we need is a stake out.” Mobius walked back towards the elevator.
“Should we go to the bar?”
“Not after the last time you had alcohol in you.” Mobius wagged a finger at the idea. “Besides, it’s too out in the open. We need a place where no one will see us, but we see everyone.”
And like that Mobius felt the realization hit him. He stopped for a second, looking up, and sighed with frustration that he hadn’t thought of it sooner.
A sleepy security guard adjusted in a squeaky chair, ignoring the security camera screens, instead fiddling with a personal communication device. Suddenly, a knock on the door.
“Hello?”, the guard called in the alien language, peering out the doorway.
“Hello.” Loki’s voice rang out from the empty air, playful. Before the guard could react to the disembodied voice, a thud landed on their head and they fell to the ground. Loki appeared, invisibility wearing off.
“You’re too good at that.” Mobius remarked as he came around the corner and stepped over the unconscious guard into the security room. It was disconcerting to see one of Loki’s old tricks done in person.
“Centuries of practice.” Loki dragged the guard into the room. He noticed a utility closet that would do nicely.
Mobius locked the door behind them before picking up the schedule on the console and giving it a glance. “Okay, looks like the next guard won’t be here for another 7 hours. Hopefully, that’s enough time to see something.” Mobius sat down in the squeaky chair, getting familiar with the screens.
Loki wiped his hands on his sides, the unconscious guard successfully hidden away.
“Thanks for that. Go ahead and take a seat. It’s gonna be a long haul, I can tell," Mobius invited, pointing to another chair folded in the corner. Loki grabbed it and opened it next to Mobius.
They both took a moment to get oriented at what they were looking at. Mobius fiddled with a few controls.
“We can see everyone, but no one can see us," Loki appreciated the stealth and intel afforded by their new position. "Just one problem: we don’t know what he looks like.” Loki stared at the guests milling around on the screens. He hoped he didn’t look like himself too much, he’d like to keep some form of unique identity.
“Well, he should be a humanoid, according to reports of his past attacks, which makes it easier for us given the typical clientele here have more than six limbs. Besides that, like you said, a Loki usually stands out naturally. Whether you want him to or not,” Mobius teased. Loki nodded, fair . He took his seat and started mentally mapping out where the cameras were posted. Seemed simple enough.
“And now, we wait.” Loki narrated.
“... Now, we wait.” Mobius agreed with a deep breath.
The tension from before dissolved after some time. They had the perfect hideout for a calculated stake out. Mobius leaned back, crossed his arms, and spent a few minutes watching each feed. Loki propped his feet on the console, doing the same. They both sighed, starting to relax.
Loki watched the aliens wander from screen to screen. They talked, socialized, and enjoyed the bar and live performances in the theater. Some were savoring what they didn’t know was their final meal in the cafe. The longer he watched the more it bothered him. Fate had never sat well with the prince, naturally, but watching it play out when no one knew what was going to happen felt sick. If it hadn’t been pre-ordained, Loki wouldn’t have minded - people die every day. He used to help arbitrate who died and lived. It was just how the universe worked. One moment you're enjoying a fine meal, the next you're a crater. Just and fair chaos. But this was different. These beings weren't waiting for chaos to roll the dice on their lives, they were moving along a conveyer belt towards a neat and orderly demise. Loki's expression slowly turned into a sneer. There was no chaos here. It was unnatural. Mechanic. These beings were going to die because the TVA deemed it so. Loki had killed before, but the TVA were the only true executioners in the universe.
"How meaningless."
"What’s that?" Mobius asked, a little groggy from the mixture of sitting still for too long and the gentle humming of the monitors in front of them.
"The Time Keepers."
Mobius sighed, clasping his hands and resting them on his stomach, "Here we go again."
"The Time Keepers decided this is going to happen. They plan every apocalypse. They decide who lives and who dies, but we're the ones labeled murderers."
"The Time Keepers didn't make your decisions for you, Loki. You killed those people because you wanted to. They just happened to let you do what you wanted.”
“And if I had spared my victims, I would’ve been found guilty as a Variant and executed. I became what I was because that was all I could become.”
“Uh-huh,” Mobius eyed Loki, who was glaring at the aliens in the cafe. “Since when did you care about labels you don't give yourself?"
"I don't."
"Yeah. Sure."
Loki heard Mobius’ doubt, but couldn’t find a retort. His frustration grew, “This doesn't bother you? Seeing others die because lizards tell you they should?”
“Not really.” Mobius shared without looking away from the screens. “I mean, yeah, sometimes the stories people play out don’t have happy endings, but everyone has an ending.”
Loki remembered what would’ve been his own ending, happy to be rid of it. He looked at Mobius, “Everyone except you.”
The agent gave a slow, thoughtful nod. “I don’t know how long I’ve existed. Sometimes it feels like forever. Other times, it feels like I woke up in the TVA last week.” He adjusted his legs into a new position. “But, you’re right, I don’t have a specific ending written for me. Not yet, at least.”
“How does that work?” Loki had been trying to put the pieces together since he first got to the TVA. “Why is there even a TVA if you have your keepers dictating the start and finish of time?” Loki asked as he eyed an individual in the theater that looked humanoid, but saw quickly they had an extra 3 appendages under their robe.
Mobius glanced at Loki, bothered, “Well, the Time Keepers aren’t done, yet. They haven’t… planned how it ends. Not completely. That’s why we’re here. We exist to protect the balance until the Time Keepers are done. Then, once they finish the ending, we meet at the end of time, in peace,” he finished with a small, religious smile.
“They’re not done, yet? Isn’t that their job? What else have they been up to this whole time?” Loki mocked.
“Yeah, yeah. Listen, it’s more complicated than that, could you imagine having to untangle infinite timelines? You can't even untangle your own. One day they’ll be done. And when that happens I’ll have my ending, I guess. We all will.”
Cosmic dread drummed in Loki's chest, “But how can you be okay with that? Work until you die? What about your right to live? What if the Time Keepers come out of their cave, or wherever they are, tomorrow, and declared time finished. Will you head to the slaughterhouse willingly?” Loki leaned forward in his chair, trying to get Mobius’ attention. He hated the idea of Mobius quietly, dutifully reporting for annihilation. There had to be more.
“If the Time Keepers said they were done, I wouldn’t have a choice. What else would I do, anyways? It’s not like there's anything at the end of time to do.”
“So you and everyone in the TVA are going to die, just like that, at a moment’s notice?”
‘Die’ ? Mobius hadn’t thought of it as death. He stayed silent.
Loki bristled. “You all are so meek. If I did usurp the Time Keepers, you’d all be the most frustratingly easy world to control, you all just do as you’re told.”
“Hey-”
“I’d just have to wave my hand: ‘Work for me until you die’, and you would all just go back to your files and records and while the rest of eternity away. It’s astounding no one else has come in and done it yet-”
“Loki,” The analyst warned.
Loki leaned forward, deadly serious, “Mobius, you have to want more than this.”
“Why are you so fixated on that? You don't get it. This isn’t just ‘work’ - this is my life. I never had what you had. I never had the delusion that I could do or be whatever I wanted. This has been my life since day one. I don’t know or need anything outside the TVA.”
“I think that’s a lie.” Loki leaned closer.
“Oh, really?” Mobius wasn’t surprised Loki still couldn’t understand. Lokis were driven by desire, to a world-ending fault. Lokis were never happy with what they had. It was almost more, more, more. Anything to fill the void. “It might shock you, but not everyone is like you, Loki. I’m not you. I don’t want more.”
Loki shook his head, “I think you know you can have more than this.”
Mobius smiled insincerely, shaking his head, “What could be more than this? I was literally created for this.”
“Why should that matter? You honestly believe you were made for paperwork? To prune Variants? To reset innocent people?” Loki started to raise his voice.
“Hey, I don’t need to hear judgment from a Loki about hurting innocent people.” That landed its hit just as he meant. He watched as Loki was revisited by the ghosts of his past. Loki deflated slightly, “I didn’t mean- I’ve seen you, Mobius. You’re more than the TVA. You have free will. And last time we spoke, if you remember, you showed me a glimpse at how unsatisfied you are with your story.”
Mobius had hoped Loki had forgotten. “Do we have to talk about this now? We’ve got a job to do.”
“I think it's only fair. You forced me to reconsider my true nature.”
Touché . Mobius gave him an inch, rubbing his legs with tension, “Okay, okay. Fine. You want to know if I'm unsatisfied? Honestly, it comes and goes. Some days I’m numb. I just do what I have to. Other days, I find the drive to keep going, I enjoy what I do. Lately, it’s been... pretty okay.” Loki caught an implication from a smirk on Mobius' face. “But some days... I look around and I- I wonder what I'm doing. What am I actually doing? But, in the end, I always come back to the same answer. My life is what it was meant to be by the Time Keepers.” Mobius’ eyes kept track of the figures on the screens half-heartedly.
Loki pressed, “What about your life? Experiences? Family? Love? Do you even know what love feels like?”
“Do you ?” Mobius heard himself say it without thinking. He surprised himself with that reaction.
Loki's posture changed. Mobius tucked his chin, slightly ashamed for pulling that card.
They were silent for a moment.
Loki spoke, surprising Mobius again, “I know it must not have seemed that way to you, but… Someday, I had hoped….” The god of mischief tried to share. What didn’t this man already know? Who else would listen to him? Loki wanted to practice being honest, but lost his words. Instead, he asked, “On the timeline, was there anyone?....”
Their eyes met, Mobius gave him a look that confirmed Loki’s fear: even if he was back with the rest of creation, he never would have known, either. On or off the timeline, Loki was only a prisoner; a pest to be contained by collars and muzzles. No one was waiting for him.
Mobius saw Loki’s expression twitch, “I’m sorry, Loki.”
The prince gave him a reconciliatory smile. Mobius, again, realized how little this person resembled the timeline Loki anymore. The god he'd seen before would have never talked like this. Loki was changing and growing every day, every hour. Mobius almost envied him for it. The Variant beside him was trying to fill a thousand year vacuum of lost meaning and purpose as quickly as possible and Mobius understood he had become one of the only resources Loki had to make sense of himself again. It didn’t feel right, though. He let go of the tension from before.
“Well, you’re a free man, now. At least free from the timeline. You don’t have an ending set in stone anymore.” Mobius offered, brushing aside all the obstacles they both knew were in the way between Loki and genuine freedom.They both quietly remembered Mobius’ signature under the orders to delete the prince. Mobius pushed it to the back of his mind - he instead entertained the idea of this Loki making it out of here, starting a life, experiencing what he’d been denied on the timeline. For the very first time in his existence, Mobius felt himself almost rooting for a Variant to get away from the TVA.
“True.” Loki was still working on his plan to escape. If he got out, maybe he could have a future. Where? With who? There was only one person he felt anything for anymore. He looked at Mobius. Friendship didn’t feel like he expected it to.
“Are you not free, Mobius?”, he asked, changing the subject. “You don’t have a collar or a timeline. There are plenty of... people in the TVA. You could be living a life full of unplanned experiences.” Loki had grown too accustomed being at the center of Mobius' attention - the idea of Mobius splitting that attention with someone else didn't sit well with him. After all, Mobius was the only one who made him feel nearly real anymore. To anyone else, he was Variant L1130: a walking vapor just waiting to be pruned. Disgust and fear bubbled under the surface of Loki's mind as he waited for a response.
Mobius cleared his throat, the question was almost too personal, but he was still glad Loki asked. “Nah, that’s the privilege for those on the timeline. They can collide, fight, fall in love, as the Time Keepers decree. They don’t know it’s pre-ordained, but I’ve seen them feel….” He didn’t have the vocabulary for the passion and love he’d seen on the timeline. He’d seen people die for one another without a second thought. He had seen people start wars and end them in the name of love. He had also seen quiet, loyal love between two people growing old together. He had always wondered what that was like. Something in his chest twitched. He didn’t know what to call that feeling. He shuffled again, “The Time Keepers didn’t see that for me. Us at the TVA, we don’t feel those things so deeply, if at all. We don’t need them. But, at least, unlike everyone on the timeline, I don’t have to struggle with never knowing my purpose.”
“There’s more, Mobius. There’s more than duty or purpose. Believe me. There’s fire, rage, and passion....” Loki heard these unfamiliar words come out of his mouth. He stopped. “I think you can do and have more than the Time Keepers made you for.”
Mobius had nothing he could say to that. The idea hardly made sense to him. He felt Loki’s eyes on him. “Maybe”, was all he could muster.
That was more than he would’ve given before they met: Maybe .
He saw Loki almost smile. They were both half-pleased, half-disturbed by Mobius' answer. The agent could feel something slipping. He could feel a crack of doubt forming in his existential foundations. All this talk about 'more' was dangerous. He had to be careful or Loki would do what he had done to him when they first met: alienate him from his ‘purpose’.
They both fell silent, deep in thought. They watched the screens and listened to them hum. They replayed the conversation in their minds for hours.
Notes:
[Next time: More stakeout revelations/shenanigans and a tense encounter….]
Thanks for reading! Let me know what you think!
Chapter 3: Chapter 3
Summary:
Chasing a suspect on Pylea leads to more than they bargained for.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“That might be our guy.” Mobius got up from his seat and leaned closer to the monitor. Loki got up for a closer look, too. “But we can’t be sure, it could just be a kid,” Mobius continued.
They watched as the petite hooded figure started taking food from the pantry shelves in the cafe kitchen. It wasn’t exactly the kind of criminal activity they were looking for.
“Who would steal food on one of the richest moons in the solar system?” Loki reasoned. This person wasn’t from here. His stomach turned as he realized he could be looking at another him.
“You’ve got a point, but let’s go take a look to be sure.” Mobius started putting his jacket back on in a hurry.
“Really?”
Mobius straightened out, getting ready. “Yeah, I need to see him up close before I can bring a team. If I bring them here and it's just a hungry kid, that’ll be our third strike and you know what that means.” He whistled as his finger made a slashing motion across his own neck, reminding Loki of the stakes.
“So, we approach him?” Loki felt a moment of stage fright at the idea of getting too close to his doppleganger.
“Yeah, but j ust to get a good look. He won’t be there long, so we gotta move now. Let’s see...” He looked at the map of the hotel on the console which he had nearly memorized already. “Okay, if we split and flank him in the kitchen one of us will be able to get a look at him. I’ll go right and enter through the main entrance, you go left through the servant's entrance.” Mobius reached around the back of his belt and produced a small baton. He activated it, it was a miniature pruning stick. He turned it back off, having confirmed it was in working order.
“... Why do I have to go left?” Loki questioned.
“ What ?”
“I’m a king. I’m not a convincing servant.”
“Loki, it doesn’t matter! It doesn’t matter,” he waved his hands emphatically.
“Right. You’re right." They stared at one another. "But-"
“Nope," Mobius dropped it and walked away towards the door. "Geez. Okay, you ready?”
Loki took a breath. He composed himself and nodded.
Mobius unlocked the door and checked that the hallway was clear. He glanced at his watch to keep track of the time. Loki went to walk into the hallway, Mobius stopped him with his arm. “Um, wait a second. Here.” He reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out two small daggers. “These are for you. Just in case.”
Loki’s face lit up as if he’d been reunited with a beloved friend.
Mobius enjoyed Loki's expression, happy to have done something for the troubled prince, but doubled-down with a warning: “Just don’t go waving them around unless you really have to.”
Loki took the daggers and held them as if they were sacred. For once, not a single scheming thought passed through his mind as he conjured the daggers out of sight. What replaced his usual thirst for power whenever he held a dagger was a strong desire to, instead, use them to help the man in front of him. Was this that 'trust' people always talked about?
“You understand? Whatever you do, try not to engage or stand out. I know that’s all against your nature. You’ll want to talk with him or fight, but don’t . You hear me? Don't ." Mobius ducked his head, getting Loki's eye contact before pantomiming locking a key on his own lips and throwing the key over his shoulder. "Capisce?"
Loki nodded, an excited grin stealing his lips.
"Once you have confirmation, find me and we’ll head back to the TVA for backup. I need you to focus, okay? This is what we've been working for.”
“I understand. Use these only if I need to.” Loki held back his impulse to make that a lie. He needed to try this 'trust' thing.
“Okay, when I say ‘go’ you head down the east hallway and swing left. I’ll flank the right hallway.”
“Wait, Mobius.”
“Okay, fine , you can go right if you really want it that much!”
“No, no,” Loki reached out both hands and tugged at the collar of Mobius’ jacket. His fingers brushing the man’s neck accidentally. Mobius flinched away from his touch. Having a Loki touch you was always a 50/50 chance of something bad happening to you. “You look like a TVA agent,” Loki tugged the jacket for emphasis, and grinned as he noticed Mobius' tension under his hands.
Mobius, attempting to brush off how his heart had jumped, looked down at his brown suit and the TVA insignia on his jacket. “You’re right. I forgot. Dammit.” The TVA almost never needed to conduct undercover operations, they would just enter situations with all their uniforms and logos because everyone who saw them would be reset anyway.
“Just a moment.” Loki placed his open palms on the junctures of Mobius’ shoulders and neck. The man stiffened under his hands peculiarly. In an instant, the jacket and everything else on Mobius transformed from a TVA uniform to a fine dinner suit that matched the resort’s swanky aesthetic. Loki was also now in a waiter’s uniform.
Loki admired his work openly. Mobius, feeling exposed, looked down and contained how impressed he was. He double-checked his weapons and devices were still in place. Experiencing Loki’s power firsthand was very different than watching it.
“Yeah, that’s good. Thanks.” He adjusted his new jacket, shocked at how real it felt. There was something a little invasive about being shrouded so suddenly in Loki’s magic, but he didn’t mind it as much as he thought he would.
“Better than good.” Loki’s tone sounded less mocking than teasing. He looked over Mobius’ tailored silhouette for a second too long.
“Okay, very funny, that’s enough,” Mobius waved his hands, embarrassed and slightly panicked. “We’re gonna lose him if we stay here.” The agent cleared his throat,“ You go left, I go right.”
“As you wish.”
“I’m sorry, sir, the cafe is closing now”
“I forgot something at my table. It’ll just be a second,” Mobius excused himself, walking past the waiter who was busy escorting other guests out of the cafe. He walked into the empty eatery and, after checking over his shoulder, slipped over to the kitchen entrance, out of sight. Carefully, he approached the door from the side and peaked through the circular window into the kitchen.
Loki approached from the opposite doorway, across the kitchen. Loki looked through the window of his own door. He couldn't see any movement in the empty room. He saw Mobius at his window, across the room. Mobius was scanning the room from his angle. Nothing. Loki kept eye contact with Mobius and gently nudged his door open. Mobius gave him a signal to stop, and, of course, Loki ignored it.
Mobius saw Loki give him a reassuring nod, I have this , before opening the kitchen door completely. "And there he goes…" Mobius whispered to himself, annoyed.
Loki let the door swing silently closed behind him. He looked around the kitchen. Nobody. He walked silently, in only the way Lokis can, to the pantry with a dagger poised invisibly in his hand. He reached for the pantry door. He hesitated, worried equally whether he'd find someone or no one. He threw open the door.
It was empty.
What ?
He started to turn around, but felt himself lean into something sharp pressed against his flank. Of course .
" Me , I presume?” He asked, putting his hands up.
“Why is it that every time I meet a Loki, they think they’re the original?” A gruff voice responded. “Turn around, slowly,” they ordered.
Loki, holding his breath, turned around slowly. This was it, he prepared himself. What he saw when he turned was an alien in a chef’s uniform, complete with a ID badge, brandishing a kitchen knife. Loki reeled for a moment, was his Variant actually an otherworldly alien chef? He reassessed the situation and quickly realized his other self wouldn’t have gone undercover as a chef here and had an ID made just to steal some food.
“Shapeshifting?” He asked, a little delighted to see the magic of another Loki.
“In a manner,” the alien replied. “Now, what do you want?”
Loki glanced at Mobius through the window for a millisecond. The man looked very displeased. Loki put on his most charming smile for both of them to see. “As a fellow Loki, I wanted to meet the Loki who was causing the TVA so much trouble. Your work has been… impressive,” he flattered as he would’ve wanted to be flattered.
“The TVA. You're the one they brought in to find me? Let me guess: You want to team up?” They asked sarcastically.
“Actually, I came to see if you were worthy of my help. Perhaps you need a mentor,” he tempted.
Mobius watched the two of them talk, but he couldn't quite hear them. The alien wasn’t the Variant, but they were obviously hostile. Every second that passed, one of them could do something to set the other off. That’s it. He reached behind him and retrieved his pruning stick from his belt. He twisted the barrel and it began to glow. He steadied his nerves as he started to open his door.
“Your ‘help’ ?” The chef asked. “What kind of Loki helps anyone ?”
“Well, you see,” Loki looked over the chef’s shoulder as Mobius opened the door, “I'm not just any Loki. And I'm not working alone.” He smiled at the agent proudly as a dagger appeared in each of his hands, springing a satisfying ambush.
Mobius entered the kitchen, but Loki’s smile quickly vanished when he saw the pruning stick being held under the man’s chin. Wielding it was the hooded figure they had seen on the security cameras. They had pinned Mobius' arm behind his back and was escorting him into the room.
“A flimsy facade, Loki. You don't want to help me, you’re working for the TVA.” A feminine voice emerged from the hood, her features barely visible. She shook the pruning stick as evidence for her TVA deduction. Mobius recoiled his head away from the glow. “A TVA pet who can’t lie properly? Are you sure you’re even a Loki, at all?”
“Mobius.” Loki called to him.
"I'm fine," Mobius gritted out, trying not to move.
"Wait. A Loki that cares about someone besides himself?" She teased.
Loki readied his blades in front of himself. He didn’t care about meeting another Loki anymore or the surprise that she turned out to be a god dess of mischief. He needed to get Mobius away from her.
“No,” she ordered, puppeteering the chef to step between them, kitchen knife raised.
“Where are your hunters and Minutemen?” She asked Mobius.
“We don’t have any,” he confessed quietly, matter of fact.
“Don’t do anything to him, he’s just an analyst,” Loki interrupted as she processed Mobius’ answer.
“It’s all the same. He prunes innocent people who have no idea what they’ve done - he resets them all in the name of the TVA,” anger rippled her voice.
Mobius cleared his throat, trying to lean away from the pruning stick, “You’re right. Loki knows that. Don’t mind him. This is his first rodeo so he’s a bit panicky,” Mobius owned his sins softly. He kept an eye on the pruning glow two inches from his face, “I was just showing him the ropes for the case. I’m actually the one who’s been trying to find you. I'm Mobius. Mobius Mobius, but just 'Mobius' is fine. It’s nice to meet you, Loki.” The agent never forgot his manners.
“Don't call me that. It’s Sylvie."
Mobius noticed the disgust in her voice.
Loki watched them talk, he inched closer. Mobius held out his open palm towards him, telling him to stop.
“Alright, ‘Sylvie’ . That’s a nice name. Fancy,” Mobius complimented. “As you can see, we don’t have a team and we don’t have any reset charges, either. There’s nothing for anyone to gain from killing anyone. So how about we go our separate ways and call it a day?” He offered from a disadvantage.
“No reset charges? How fortunate for you,” she said menacingly. “I will take your TemPad, however.”
“You’d leave us to die here?” Loki accused, stepping forward.
“You work for the TVA, you leave everyone to die," she bit back, pulling Mobius' arm painfully until he grunted.
“Alright, let’s all calm down,” Mobius spoke up, keeping eye contact with Loki. He started to move his free hand, “I’m reaching for the TemPad, Sylvie. Okay?” She stayed silent, staring at Loki, as he reached into his pocket and produced his TemPad, lifting it upward towards her hand.
She took it from him quickly, and after inspecting it she put it in her right pocket. “Thank you for your cooperation,” she quoted Miss Minutes with a pointed twang. She looked at Mobius and then Loki.
"Now release him," Loki ordered, knives pointed at her.
She started to walk backwards with Mobius, making for the exit, “A TVA agent, out here in an apocalypse, without any hunters to protect him? Breaking all his precious rules? And a Loki that worries about a TVA agent?” She mocked. “You two are a bizarre pair.”
“Who said there were only two of us?” Loki asked. Sylvie’s eyes widened as she heard something in her blindspot.
“Hello.” A grinning Loki appeared behind her right shoulder. He had been standing there, invisible, until that moment. After spotting the new Loki, she turned her head to the possessed chef who immediately lunged at the Loki she’d been talking to. The chef simply fell through him and the false Loki disappeared. The chef hit the floor, unconscious. Sylvie quickly released Mobius, swinging the pruning stick at the real Loki at her side. Poised and ready, he grabbed her arm as it spun to him, the hum of the stick close to his face. Their eyes met, her hood fell to her shoulders. He studied her features for a moment, unable to find much of himself in her, but he saw the spark of a Loki staring at him from her eyes, true enough. Before he could feel the depth of the moment, she used her other hand to reach for the sword on her hip.
“Better not,” he warned her. Her face soured with angry surprise when she felt his other blade pressed against her side, just as she had done to him.
"How very alike we are," he gave her a grin. But the element of surprise wore off quickly. She leaned back and dealt a powerful blow to his stomach. Sent backward, but still holding her arm, he steadied himself and twisted her wrist until she dropped the pruning stick. Loki lunged at her with his daggers, she dodged left, and used his momentum to send him into the middle of the room where Mobius was. Mobius and Loki collided. She stood her ground, crouching into a fighting stance, and unsheathed her blade, ready for more.
Loki and Mobius regrouped for a moment. “Are you okay?" Loki checked.
“I’m fine, I’m fine,” Mobius dismissed the fuss.
“Look at you two. I've seen a lot, but this is ridiculous,” she judged.
Loki and Mobius looked at one another, reacting briefly to her assessment of them.
Loki readied his daggers, ignoring Mobius’ “Don’t.”
“You want more? Do you want to see who the superior Loki is?” He challenged. The retrieval of the TemPad was another goal for the fight he was suggesting, but, of course, he was also desperately excited to win against himself. Loki was just about to dart forward when darkness suddenly engulfed the room. A few seconds of pitch black was followed by red lights and sirens blaring.
“Please remain calm,” a robotic voice spoke from speakers in the ceiling. “This is an announcement from the Planetary Defense Department. Meteor impact imminent. Please report to the docking stations immediate-”
“Times up.” Sylvie sheathed her sword with a smile and ran through the kitchen doors into the cafe.
Loki immediately ran after her. Mobius picked himself up to follow them. Entering the cafe, they were met with more sirens, lights, and now the sounds of screaming and panicking guests in the lobby nearby. Running behind her, Loki saw Sylvie take out a TemPad and enter new coordinates. He couldn’t let her leave with their only way to get back. He reached for her cloak, trying to slow her down, but in a flash she ran through a gate and disappeared. The gate closed behind her immediately.
“No!” Loki stopped, out of breath, sirens ringing in his ears. How were they going to get out of here? He looked at the air in front of him. They were stuck at the end of a world.
Mobius jogged up beside him, exhausted. “Oh, don’t worry about it, champ.” He patted Loki’s shoulder.
Loki shot him a look, “‘Don’t worry about it’?”
“Yeah, I’m sure we’ll see her again someday. You’ll get to ask her all your questions eventually."
“Mobius, we’re trapped on this dying moon! What are you-!”
And just like that, Mobius lifted his hand and in it was the brass slab of a TemPad.
“You got it back.” Loki looked at him, amazed.
Still catching his breath, Mobius grimaced a pained smile as he rubbed his sore arm, “Thanks to you. That illusion-projection trick of yours distracted her just long enough.”
Loki sighed with relief.
“It was a good move. I didn’t even see it coming. Though, I mean, I should have. It’s one of the oldest tricks in your book. You do it every time. It's actually a little overused.” Mobius teased as he fiddled with the TemPad, checking it was in working condition. He smiled at Loki, maybe those mischievous wiles of his could be useful in the field, if used for good like this.
“... ‘Duplication-casting’,” Loki corrected, beaming.
“Yeah, yeah. Take it easy.” Mobius brushed the quip off as he tapped on the TemPad and set it to return them to the TVA. Loki patted him on the back. Mobius could feel him grinning down at him. A gate opened. Loki gestured, ‘after you ’. They both walked through - out of the sirens and into the sudden quiet of the TVA library.
Mobius closed the gate behind them and quickly took a tired seat on the floor between the archive stacks. He noticed Loki’s magic had worn off; they were back in their TVA attire like nothing had happened. Mobius caught his breath and patted the carpeted floor beside him, inviting Loki to join him. The prince sat beside him, shoulder to shoulder. They both stayed quiet for a second, adjusting. Loki looked at Mobius, who turned to him. Loki let out a tired, grateful laugh. Mobius joined. Nothing was as exhilarating as a close shave. Even if it had been highly irresponsible.
“We did it,” Loki celebrated quietly. “We found her.” He loved being right, almost as much as he loved Mobius seeing he was right.
“Yeah, we did it,” Mobius joined in their quiet celebration. “This is the first time we’ve ever seen Variant L0852.”
“But, Mobius, I’m sorry,” Loki interrupted the moment. “I let her get away.”
“Don’t worry about it,” Mobius reassured. “We got a good look at her because of you. She even gave us a good initial impression of her motivations. It’ll be helpful for analysis. You did good out there. For your first field excursion.”
“Really?” Loki searched Mobius' smile for sarcasm that wasn't there.
“Yeah. We just have to work with what we learned today to find her actual hideout. It was obvious that Pylea isn’t where she spends most of her time. She probably just used it for the good grub. Can't say I blame her,” the wheels in his head were already starting to turn.
“Can’t we go back in and find her before she makes it to the kitchen?” Loki suggested.
“No, unfortunately, if we try to go back now we’ll run into our previous selves or vice versa and risk destabilizing the entire flow of time. We can't risk a paradox. Our only shot was to catch her before she fled the site. But we need to find her main hideout, anyway. She’s planning something big and we need to know what resources she’s dealing with.” Mobius put away his TemPad in his jacket.
“But won’t she now know that we know her doomsday method?” Loki feared it might make her change her patterns.
“Yeah, but where else is she gonna go? If she leaves her doomsdays, we’ll see her Variance Energy and find her anyway. She’s stuck, and we have the advantage.” Mobius considered that the worst case scenario would be that she would escalate her plans, whatever they were, now that she probably felt close to being caught. He pushed it from his mind, that was always going to be a risk. Instead, he looked at the exhausted Asgardian beside him. “For now, let’s regroup, recuperate. And then work on our next lead.” Mobius stood up. He offered Loki a hand. The prince accepted it too happily.
Mobius paced his way back towards the direction of the elevator. Loki followed the agent, still on a rush from before. “Mobius,” he called before they were back in earshot of others. “I just wanted to say…”
Mobius paused, recognizing Loki’s tone as a request for his attention.
“We might be a bizarre pair,... but I think we make a good team.” Loki offered his hand to Mobius. This was a sign of 'trust', right?
Mobius looked down at the incomplete handshake, taken aback. He knew this fresh-from-New-York Loki - always alone and always working for and by himself - had never worked willingly or honestly with others before. Again, this Loki continued to surprise him.
“Me too,” he answered, taking Loki’s hand into a firm and warm handshake. “Now, let’s see if we can find her again.”
Notes:
Thank you for reading! Let me know if you liked it! Future chapters will take longer to write since I'm writing from scratch from now on instead of simply re-editing my old work.
For anyone who read the original version of this on FF, I'm rewriting it in new ways starting with this chapter. I really like realistic sloooowburns, so that's the direction I'll be taking this. Hopefully the burn isn't too slow though, haha.
Chapter 4: Chapter 4
Summary:
Mobius receives troubling orders, and Loki begins to make troubling discoveries about himself.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Did you enjoy your getaway vacation with your Loki?” Judge Ravonna Renslayer asked from her desk as her office door closed behind Mobius. “I hear…,” she checked her file, “ ‘Pylea’ is beautiful.”
Surprise and then dread pricked at Mobius before he let out a fake chuckle, putting his hands in his pockets. "Oh, yeah, I'm super relaxed now," he answered ironically. There was no point in trying to hide his rule-breaking now. The best he could do was try and not make a big deal out of it. What was more important was how Ravonna found out. “So, what, you're bugging my TemPad now? Is that why you wanted this ‘urgent’ meeting with me? To slap me on the wrist?” He took a seat on a couch, his smirk hiding his nervousness.
“I had to take measures against L1130 escaping again,” she explained, neatening the papers on her desk.
“It hurts that you don’t trust that I can handle this on my own,” Mobius quipped.
“You let him escape once, Mobius, while you were interrogating him.”
“I didn’t let him escape, he just kind of slithered away. I got him back, though….” Mobius could tell his nerves were showing, despite his best attempts at staying humorous and aloof. He cleared his throat.
Ravonna stared at him silently for a second. “I didn’t think I’d have to remind you of this, Mobius, but this is a very sensitive case you’re on.”
“Oh, I know. And I’ve got a pretty sensitive Loki to show for it, too,” he joked.
“No, you apparently don’t know . If you did, you wouldn’t be breaking the rules like this.” She sounded serious.
He cocked his head, doubling down. “What’s going on? You know these things happen sometimes,” he lied. “Come on, we got some good information from this. It was all for the mission. We saw the Variant-”
“These things don’t happen, Mobius. You know unapproved field work is strictly prohibited. I’m honestly shocked you would do something like this.”
He was, too. He didn’t have a good excuse, either. He had to try and shine a light on the good, though, “We almost got her! We were this close,” he pinched his fingers together, “We just need more time. Another field trip. I’ll put him in a collar, just in case. A nice short leash, come on. What do you say?” He tried to sweeten his deal, hoping his confidence would work its magic.
“That’s not good enough, Mobius.”
He recognized her tone. This was going downhill fast .
Ravonna looked him over. He felt her assess him. She spoke before he could think of what else he could say, “You’re different today, Mobius. You don’t seem yourself. Neither does your Loki. The two of you. You look like twins, walking down the hallway together. Bantering .”
He could hear a thick and disapproving accusation in her tone. “... We just get along,” he tried to play it down.
“‘Get along’? ‘Get along’?” Her tone raised to a nervous pitch. “Mobius, you’re not supposed to be friends with a Variant.”
“I know, you’re right,” he didn’t fight it.
She sat up straight and added, “It’s inappropriate.”
“Yeah, it is .” He nodded, looking down, swaying his elbow nervously. He should’ve left it alone, but he couldn’t. “But… he’s different- he’s changing.” He stood up again, approaching her. She started shaking her head at him, but he couldn’t stop, “He isn’t a ‘Loki’ anymore… Well, he’s still a Loki, but he’s cooperative. He saved my skin on Pylea. He had a chance to make a run for it, but he didn’t. He stayed to help me with the Variant. Don’t call me crazy, but I think we can trust him. He wants to do better-”
“Mobius.” She raised her hand to silence him. “He stole this.” The judge picked up a folder by her elbow and tossed it to the edge of her desk in front of him.
“What?” He picked it up and opened it to the cover page. It was the Mission Report for the case they were currently working on. He thought it was still in processing after the last time he met with Ravonna to get the Resolution Proposal signed. “He took this? When?”
“You tell me. You’re supposed to be supervising him.”
It took him a second, but now Loki’s outburst in the theater made sense. He had found the resolution to prune him. Loki had known, this whole time, that Mobius was his promised executioner. Mobius dropped his head and groaned at how messy this was getting. “Listen-”
“No, I’m done listening.” She stood up, assuming authority over the space. “You had one last chance with L1130… consider it spent.”
Mobius blinked, breathing out a scoff. She couldn’t mean that. “ Ravonna. ” He tested her, his tone full of disbelief. She didn’t flinch. She just stared him down. She was serious. His face fell and his heart dropped, “No. No, you can’t do this.”
“Yes, I can. In fact, it’s overdue. Remember, you told me that if it didn’t work, you’d prune him yourself. Mobius, it didn’t work . And we can’t risk this getting further out of hand.”
“Ravonn-”
“You have five hours , starting now,” she ordered as a judge, not a friend.
He knew he was expected to accept the orders and excuse himself. He considered it, but quickly rejected it. He took a step forward and spoke quietly, “I can’t.” He looked her in the eye. “He’s too valuable to the case. I promise I can handle him. I mean, who knows when we’ll get another one like him! He’s the only one who has a chance against Sylvie!”
“‘Sylvie’?”
“The Variant goes by ‘Sylvie’.”
Ravonna took a second. She pursed her lips and circled her desk to approach him. She spoke slowly and quietly, “The Mobius I considered my friend would’ve known better than to deny the orders of a superior. Take this as evidence that L1130 is a corruptive influence.” She lifted her hand towards Mobius, her palm up, "Give me your TemPad."
“What?”
She flexed her hand, demanding his TemPad.
Mobius eyed her, complying.
She broke eye contact with him and opened the TemPad. Mobius watched warily as she typed something in. “If he isn’t pruned by the time this goes off, I’m afraid I’ll have to consider your integrity as an agent of the TVA compromised.” She handed it back to him. At the top-right of the screen was something new: a red timer that now read, "00:04:59:57". It was ticking down with every second, closer to zero. He hadn't seen this before, but he could guess what might happen if it ran out and Loki was still in existence: he’d find himself in a collar and jumpsuit shortly after someone pruned Loki behind a closed door. He might even end up getting the same sentence.
“Five hours,” she insisted.
Her tone and expression were as unmistakable as the ticking from his TemPad. There was no room for negotiation. She wasn’t listening to his humor or confidence or logic. There was no point fighting this now.
“Yes, Judge Renslayer,” he heard himself accept her orders.
He looked at the timer on the screen tick down. He had five hours to figure out how he was going to do this. He flipped it closed. What was he going to say to Loki? How was he going to set this up? Something overwhelming -something he didn't have a name for- started to pool in his chest. He was about to turn around, but stopped, “Just- just let me do it my way, okay? Let me set it up how I need to. I… I can't prune him just anywhere.”
The request made her brow crease. She thought for a second, wary, but nodded curtly. At least their friendship had afforded him this much flexibility. He knew her kindness to him was not having Loki pruned in front of him right now. She also hadn’t arrested him for breaking the rules. For Ravonna, this was merciful.
“Good. Thanks.” He turned to leave, numb.
“Mobius.” Ravonna’s voice called him before he left, guilt seeping into her tone. He turned back towards her, not looking at her. “Maybe you could ask B-15 to do it. Take some time off. Come back when you have another lead, when you’re rested,” she offered.
“Yeah... That’s probably a good idea,” Mobius responded blankly as he opened the door.
“For all time?” She called after him.
He hesitated, “Always.”
She dismissed him with a gesture.
Mobius closed the doors behind him. He stood there, looking at his shoes for a moment. He was stuck where he was. Another step away from her office was a surrender. It would be his final acceptance of her orders. Maybe he could turn around, go back in there, and convince her to take the sentencing back? He knew that wouldn't work. He'd known her for centuries, she never took anything like this back. That's why she's a judge now. If he went back in there, she might even take back the mercy she showed. She might arrest him and call for the immediate deletion of Loki over the intercom. He had to take what he got.
Mobius took out his TemPad and flipped it open again, "00:04:57:14". Time was ticking by as he stood there. This wasn't the timeline. There was no way back. Only forward.
He put away his TemPad and made himself take a step forward. Then another. He let his feet take him down the hallway, picking up the pace, and turn corners out of habit as his mind turned its own corners in a rapidly growing maze of thoughts about pruning Loki Laufeyson.
How was he going to do this? How was he going to prune Loki? Was he really going to prune him? Did he really have to? Maybe there was a way he didn't have to. No . This was it. He knew it. It was always going to happen. Mobius had signed those papers before. Loki was never going to last in the TVA forever. Mobius had just thought they'd have more time,... but that’s what everyone thinks in the end.
Mobius nodded at an agent who greeted him in the hallway, too lost in thought to recognize who they were or to stop. His mind worked best when he was in motion. This was turning into one of the toughest puzzles he could remember having to solve.
Was he going to trap Loki in a room and do it? That felt wrong. Would he just surprise him on one of their walks so he couldn't escape? No. The thought of ambushing Loki made him feel queasy. He could imagine the moment of betrayal on Loki's face as it would happen. Mobius quickly shut down his imagination after Loki's face in his mind made him feel worse than he thought he was capable of feeling. That was weird.
He returned to the cold logistics. Maybe he could take him to a nice TVA solarium, with the false sun of UV lights pouring over them as they walked among the aisles of fake plants, and do it? No. Could he just get him drunk, have a few last laughs, and do it in a theater? Again, wrong. Nothing felt remotely correct.
"Get a grip, Mobius," he told himself as he walked faster, drawing a concerned glance or two.
He had pruned thousands of variants before, most of them without even thinking. In fact, he had pruned millions, maybe billions, if you counted resetting branched timelines. It was his job. This was what he was made for. He was made to prune variants like Loki. He had seen countless Lokis die - on and off the timeline. So why was this so difficult?
He passed the same reception counter for the second time. The receptionist watched him, puzzled.
Why couldn't he just say, 'Sorry, old pal' and send Loki to the great beyond with one last friendly pat on the shoulder? That would be infinitely better than the glee B-15 would take in trapping and prodding Loki in captivity. His last moments would be full of anger and despair. But why did that matter to him? Anybody else at the TVA would leap at the chance to do this. They wouldn't need to circle Reception and the Armory three times to work up the nerve to even brainstorm a time and place to do this. They wouldn't feel like someone punched them in the gut when they’d imagine Loki realizing they had been hiding a pruning stick behind their back. They wouldn't feel something crushing their chest at the idea of Loki fizzling away like a sparkler into thin air, leaving the TVA dimmer and more drab without him. Mobius imagined the moment after pruning Loki. The empty, quiet air left behind. The empty, quiet hours that would follow.
Weaving that thought into a complete picture in his mind made Mobius stop in his tracks, in the middle of the hallway. Some surprised agents sidewalk-shuffled to walk around him, giving him a look as he stood there with one hand on his hip and the other rubbing his face.
He wasn’t any closer to figuring this out. And Loki was waiting for him in the Library. The longer he took, the more suspicious Loki would get.
He checked his TemPad, “00:04:03:21”.
“Dammit,” he cursed to himself a little loudly, worrying the agents who heard him. He had wasted an hour thinking about this. He was way off his game.
If he was going to do this right, he needed to get back to Loki and use this time well. How , he had no idea, but he’d just have to figure it out as he went.
“This one goes over here,” Loki muttered to himself as he organized the files on the table in chronological order. Since meeting his other self, a new energy had taken him over. He had seen her, heard her speak, and saw her powers. Another him. Free and off the timeline. He had to learn more about her. How did she get away? What was she planning? Did she want to usurp the Time Keepers, as he did? Could they work together? The thought was simultaneously tantalizing and troubling to him. Overthrowing the Time Keepers was his only chance at having a life he wanted, or rather, a life at all. As long as the TVA existed, they were going to want him dead eventually, no matter what Mobius said.
Mobius . Loki paused his calculations for a second as he considered the man who saved his life. Or, at least, postponed his death sentence. Where did Mobius fit into all this?
After Pylea, betraying Mobius felt even less appealing. He recalled Mobius’ smile as he gave him his new daggers. The relief Loki felt when Mobius showed him the TemPad he stole back. He looked at his hand, remembering the sensation of their genuine handshake. The only one Loki remembered ever having. His initial plan to gain Mobius’ trust and use him to gain access to the Time Keepers was fading by the second. The agent didn’t deserve the same fate as the rest of TVA. A new thought entered Loki’s scheme: could he gain Mobius’ alliance? Not the tenuous or circumstantial partnership they had for this case and for Loki’s temporary survival, but a true and strong alliance that might supersede the agent’s devotion to the TVA?
If Sylvie knew how to take down the TVA, could he convince Mobius to come with him?
He knew the analyst. He had made it clear, during their discussions, that he was a being of frustratingly strong faith and loyalty. The Time Keepers were all he knew and he followed them exclusively. Was it possible for Loki to convince him to join him in betraying them?
Leaning back in his chair, contemplating the puzzle in his head, Loki sipped his cold, stale coffee.
Loki had seduced several people into betraying their superiors before. But never anyone as smart or insightful as Mobius. Mobius was also one of the only beings in the universe who could tell when Loki was lying. Manipulating him wouldn’t work. Mobius, despite being a loyal follower of the TVA, had too strong a mind to be swayed against his will.
“Infuriatingly perceptive,” he groaned to himself, complaining about Mobius. Growing frustrated, Loki loosened his tie a fraction and slipped off his jacket.
Maybe Mobius was a lost cause. He could steal a TemPad from any one of these dopey agents right now and hide in apocalypses until he found Sylvie. He could join her on his own. Mobius could choose whatever side he wanted. Loki could leave Mobius here to face his fate as part of the TVA. He could wage war against the TVA and, when victorious, decide whether or not to pardon Mobius. Falling into old habits, Loki entertained the idea of saving a defeated Mobius from the wreckage of a collapsed TVA and earning his loyalty then. He imagined that reality: a Mobius without his own glorious purpose.
Loki’s face twitched. That felt wrong. But why? That daydream would’ve been everything he would’ve wanted before. Loki swallowed as he realized something: he was changing. He didn’t want Mobius to suffer, even if Mobius didn’t choose his side.
He stood up swiftly, in a bit of a panic, surprising some of the others in the library. Loki laughed at himself darkly, pushing his hair out of his face and with his other shiny locks behind his ear. “That’s odd,” he narrated to himself. What was this? What was he turning into? Why didn’t he want to hurt this imaginary Mobius who would betray him? Something strange was happening. It was like Loki had reached for his arm or leg and found it missing: Where was his bitter jealousy? Where was his desire to control? He paced on the spot, tapping on the back of the wooden chair anxiously.
“Quiet, please,” a neighbor requested.
“Oh, quiet yourself! Don’t you all have anything better to do than hush people in this awful, putrid library!”
Terrified by Loki’s outburst, they scurried, grabbing their books, and power-walked to the other end of the library.
That made Loki feel a little better, but his gut was still turning. If he didn’t want to manipulate Mobius or see him suffer, what did he want? What else was there to want?
Loki scanned the files in front of him. The key to finding the answers to all these questions was finding Sylvie again. Whatever information she had would change everything. He needed to know what she knew about the TVA. He had to know how to overthrow the keepers. He needed to figure out what he wanted. She was the spark that would set off everything else. What she knew and what she was planning would Mobius pick a side. He had to find her. She was in one of these doomsdays, preparing her next move, he knew it.
He heard familiar steps behind him, his heart jumping.
“Mobius, finally!” He spun around and raced over to the agent. He felt the false versions of Mobius and Loki in his imaginations fall away as they were replaced by who they were in this moment. They were partners. For now, at least. The rest was for later. Before the man could speak, Loki pointed at the table and explained his progress, “While you were gone, I narrowed down our options to these doomsdays. We know she has to have a main hideout somewhere where she’s been hoarding the reset charges and TemPads she’s taken from the agents she’s ambushed. I figure she would need the space and means to use them. Energy of some kind to keep the TemPads charged and with supplies to live off of. Most importantly, she’d need square footage- she has to have a safe place to hide and store her loot in an apocalypse with a long grace period so she could keep coming back, like a base or building. Take a look at these,” Loki finished his presentation by grabbing Mobius’ arm, pulling him towards the table with the files.
Mobius shook his arm free from the prince’s slender grip, disturbed by his touch. It felt like being touched by a ghost now. “Uh, hold your horses, Loki. Just gimme a second,” his voice was tired.
Loki turned back to him and finally realized something was different, “You look pale, Mobius. What’s wrong?”
Mobius let out a tense exhale, looking down. Why did this Loki actually have to be considerate? This would be easier if he was more of an asshole. “It’s nothing. I just overdid it back on Pylea. It’s catching up with me. We’re not all so spry.”
As a professional liar, Loki sensed a lie. A big one. He took a few mental steps back, “Where were you just now?”
Mobius felt a pinch of panic, Loki was already onto him, “Oh, I was just, uh… I was talking with Ravonna.” He couldn’t bring himself to lie, but he’d play it down.
Loki’s expression darkened and he turned to face Mobius, serious. “Renslayer. Why? What did she say?”
Mobius glanced around at the library. Too many people were around. “Uh, walk with me.” He flicked his fingers, gesturing for the variant to follow him.
“Mobius-”
“It’s fine. It’s fine. Don’t worry,” Mobius reassured with his usual smile, doing his best to seem normal. “I just can’t stand this library anymore, you know?” Loki hesitated, pointing at his files. Mobius nodded, “We’ll look at those later, thanks for all the hard work on getting those together, it’s nice seeing you grow a new leaf for paperwork,” he joked.
After Loki put his jacket back on and straightened out, they started their jaunt through the halls. Loki pressed again, “What did Renslayer say?”
Mobius thought fast, “Oh, nothing. She found out about our trip to Pylea and I just got a bop on the nose with a rolled up newspaper.”
“She found out?” Loki sounded worried as he sped to catch up with Mobius.
“I didn’t tell her. She bugged my TemPad,” Mobius explained.
Loki put two and two together, and stopped in his tracks.
Mobius realized he was alone after a second and turned back to the prince.
“Mobius.” Loki looked at him, his expression grave. “You’re not taking me to some backroom to delete me are you?”
Mobius’ face fell. He realized there was no way to trick a Loki without him thinking through all the possibilities first. “No. No, of course not,” he reassured quickly. “I wouldn’t do that.” Not in some dingy backroom. “Don’t be so paranoid. Come on, let’s go.” He was starting to feel a little ill from this situation.
Loki didn’t move, he kept searching Mobius’ face.
Mobius sighed, exhausted, putting his hands on his hips. He was trapped between the countdown on his TemPad and Loki’s eyes. This was going to be worse than he thought. He exhaled again, loudly, smiling politely at some curious passersby. He turned on the spot and patted his legs casually. He broke the silence, “Actually, you know what I need. I need to get out of here for a little bit. Let’s take a break.”
Loki gave him a look, “A break? But we’re so close to-”
Mobius walked over to Loki and grabbed his shoulder in a friendly way, trying to guide him forward, “It’ll all be waiting for us when we get back.” He pushed Loki back into a walking pace. “I never thought I’d need to convince a Loki to play hooky.”
Mobius took out his TemPad.
“Where are we going?” Loki asked, apprehensive.
“Someplace where I can think,” Mobius answered as he tapped in the coordinates.
A time gate slid open in front of them. Mobius motioned Loki in.
Loki looked at the gate and then Mobius. “Someplace you can think?”
“Yeah, a little getaway.”
Loki didn’t know what was waiting for him, but he could sense something strange. He reassured himself that he was always good at making last-minute escapes. He had his daggers in his jacket pocket, as well. No matter what, he stood a better chance on the timeline than in the TVA, at least. He took a breath and walked into the time gate.
As soon as Loki was out of sight, Mobius’ smile was replaced with a scowl. This was going to be a long day. He checked the timer on his TemPad one more time, “00:03:53:06”. He patted his belt, confirming that his pruning stick was still there, and stepped through the time gate before it closed behind him.
Notes:
Addicted to writing this story! Ended up writing this in a day, but I'm gonna take a few days to recuperate and then I'll have the next chapter ready soon, promise. I have the plot almost all figured out, so it should be smooth sailing to write it all out from here on!
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Chapter 5: Chapter 5
Summary:
Mobius tries to do something good before having to do something terrible.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Loki squinted as he walked through the time gate into a bright, open area. He shielded his eyes with his hand, straining to adjust. “Where are we?” He looked around and saw endless pastures of tall grass in front of him. Green took up much of his vision, the land was so verdant. On either side of their gate, miles into the distance, were gently sloping hills that gradually rose into low, lush mountains covered in healthy plumes of shrubbery. They were in the middle of an enormous valley. The vast landscape was pristine and undeniably beautiful, but the most breathtaking view was that of the sky. Unobstructed by buildings or aircraft, the sweeping miles of field in front of them served up the deep blue of the sky like a platter. On this platter was a sky full of voluminous clouds that reflected the sun proudly, brightening the valley so that it almost glowed. A gentle wind rippled through the silky grass and pulled at Loki’s hair and jacket.
After slingshotting between the dusty halls of the TVA and dreary doomsdays, Loki felt himself take a deep breath of the clean, open air, as though he had emerged from underwater.
“Yeah, soak it in. Go ahead.” Mobius walked up beside him, admiring the sky with his casual stare, as if he had seen it many times before.
“Where is this?” Loki almost expected it to be an alien world, but he knew Midgardian soil too well to doubt this was Earth.
“981 AD. Somewhere in Central Mongolia,” Mobius answered, still appreciating the vista. “If I remember correctly, I don’t think you’ve been to this part of Earth before. At least not while you were on the timeline. B-15 picked up in the Gobi, though.”
“Right.” He recalled the altercation in the desert at the beginning of all this when he had just escaped with the Tesseract: his crime against the Sacred Timeline. “That was very different from this place. I’ve never seen this before.”
Despite his intent to rule it, Loki had never visited most of Midgard. His family had developed a strong hold and home nearly four thousand miles west of here. It was beautiful there as well. Loki had rarely strayed from it and when he had it was in favor of metropolitan cities to conquer or use as a stage to strike fear in the world stage. Memories of the screams and carnage returned to him. He pushed them from his mind, frowning.
“Earth has a lot of places you don't know. This is one of my favorites. Truly peaceful.” Mobius seemed lost in thought as he spoke. “Nobody here except us and some sheep,” he pointed at a few spots of white in the distance grazing in the plentiful green, living in what must have been heaven on earth for sheep.
“Why did you bring us here?” Loki asked, without taking his eyes off the horizon. The longer he looked at the pastures, the more it reminded him of their Midgardian home. Something in him ached.
Mobius turned around and started walking away, “I come here to think sometimes. This is what I like to call a Blindspot.”
At that new knowledge, Loki looked away from the hypnotizing view to check Mobius, “A ‘Blindspot’ ?”
Mobius walked up to a large stone embedded in the ground just a few paces from them. It was the perfect height to take a comfortable seat. “It’s a rare timepoint where, if you stay still, you don’t set off any Variance Energy. No one can be around to see you, you can't interact with anything, and it doesn’t last long -maybe a few hours-, but you can use it to just to enjoy some fresh air and a new perspective.” Mobius took a seat on the large stone, easing down like his body was tired.
Loki studied Mobius as he crossed over to him, “We’re here for a ‘new perspective’?”
Mobius huffed impatiently at Loki’s interrogation, “ Yeah . I thought we could take some time to clear our heads. It’s been a long case. Sometimes you just need a change of scenery for a spark of inspiration.”
“I see.” Loki came to a stop beside Mobius. “And this has nothing to do with your talk with Judge Renslayer?”
Mobius rolled his shoulders with an animated slump, “Jeez, you’re like a dog with a bone. Forget about that for a second and just enjoy the moment. Siddown.” He patted the space on the stone beside him.
Loki stared at him before hesitantly taking a seat.
“See, was that so hard?”
The prince turned to the analyst, “I think we could be using our time-”
“Yak, yak, yak. I thought Lokis were hedonistic- you’re turning into a workaholic. We don’t need to count the seconds. Just enjoy this.” Mobius gestured towards the beauty in front of them. His other hand fidgeted with the outline of the TemPad in his jacket pocket, as though he were thinking about it. Something seemed different about Mobius, something that Loki couldn’t ignore. His smiles seemed false. He stared at his captor. Mobius looked away almost immediately.
The agent couldn’t bring himself to look Loki in the face. He exhaled. No matter how normal he acted, the usual feelings of certainty and purpose -his faith and devotion to the TVA- wouldn’t arrive to help him do what he needed to do. Even the view wasn’t helping him find any peace with this.
Silence trickled between them.
Mobius' mind was stuck on the pruning stick on his belt. He considered reaching for it. It would only take a second. He could do it now.
His arm wouldn't move.
This wasn't getting any easier.
He glanced at Loki beside him again. He watched him for a second. The god's eyes searched the fields as though an answer to everything might be out there somewhere. His handsome face was tense and concentrated. Mobius imagined trying to prune him now. Loki would probably overpower him.
A grin flinched on his lips; maybe that wouldn't be so bad. Mobius entertained the idea of Loki doing what he did best: escaping. Surviving.
But Mobius knew the truth. If Loki got away, Ravonna would have his head instead. And Loki, on his own, would get caught eventually. They'd both die just for a little more time.
Mobius imagined winning. He imagined being quick enough and seeing this almost-god-king fizzle away beside him until nothing was left - until Mobius was sitting here alone again. Alone, just like always.
Something in his chest squeezed painfully. Worse than before. Looking at the person you're trying to get up the nerve to execute made it much harder. He couldn't do it. Not yet at least. This was better than doing it in the TVA, but still not right.
Mobius let out a frustrated groan that caught his partner's attention.
Running out of ideas, he surrendered for a moment, “Alright, you win.” He'd kick this can further down the road. He took out his TemPad, anxious to check the time again, but refraining. “Before we go back to the TVA,... tell me what you thought about Sylvie.” He had to keep Loki thinking about the case so that he’d stop thinking about what he was up to. And maybe, just maybe, they’d figure something out before time was up. He pushed forward, “What do we know about her?”
Loki seemed pleased with the return to analysis while Mobius regretted it. Maybe they really were bad influences on one another. “She’s isolated. Independent. She hates the TVA.”
“Yeah. Seemed kinda personal for her.” Mobius agreed, staring at his hands as they revolved the TemPad a few times.
Loki stood up, pacing in the soft grass as he thought. “She’s been on the run for years. Forced to live in hellish places, struggling to survive. Her vendetta seems justified.”
“Sure,” Mobius agreed half-heartedly. “And what’d you think of her, as a Loki?”
Loki assessed his memories, “She was odd.” Mobius saw Loki grade her harshly, his face screwed up slightly, “Her powers are interesting. Some kind of enchantment where she can inhabit the bodies of others and make them do as she wishes.”
“Spooky,” the analyst added lightly.
“She was a bit more brutish than I expected.”
Mobius chuckled, “Yeah. She didn’t have the same sort of showmanship you do. Say what you will about what you did, at least you did it with style.”
“Exactly.” Loki heard a compliment where Mobius meant to tease. That only made Mobius crack another smile. He put his TemPad away, leaning into the conversation now as he thought of a new, arguably the , question, “So, what does she want?”
“My guess is she wants to destroy the TVA. Completely.”
Mobius agreed. It sounded right. “To rule it?” He offered. It was a solid guess. Lokis want to rule.
“... It’s possible.” Loki paced once more. “However, like you said, she didn’t seem fit for it. To rule.”
“Because she didn’t tell us to ‘kneel’ before her?” He poked fun.
“Because she didn’t want to be seen,” Loki wasn’t taking the bait. He was serious, “Mobius, half the fun of ruling is the persona. It’s being feared. Loved. She wasn’t interested in making herself known.”
Mobius thought for a moment, “I don’t know. That sounds like a Loki to me.”
“What do you mean?” Loki stopped his pacing.
“One of your powers is to turn invisible. How much more obvious can it get? You want people to look at you, but you don’t. You’ve slipped in and out of situations your whole life, trying not to be noticed. Trying not to be known. Unless it’s on your terms, of course. And even then you just pump people full of lies-”
“Invisibility is very important for mischief, you know,” Loki defended. “You can only set up the best schemes with invisibility. When you’re invisible you can see more than anyone else in the room since you don’t have to play a part in what’s happening around you-”
Mobius laughed. No matter how much Loki liked his own voice, he never seemed to hear what he was actually saying, “That’s the point! All that sneaking around, not letting yourself be held accountable. Maybe sometimes you should play a part in what’s happening around yo- wait a second.” He stopped. “I just thought of something.”
“What?” Loki crossed to him, expectant.
Mobius suddenly realized he had more available to him than he thought. He hurriedly checked his TemPad. Three and a half hours. Maybe they could afford one more field trip. He could do something good before he had to do something terrible.
“Loki,” he stood up from the rock quickly. “What was the happiest day of your life?”
“What?”
“The happiest day of your life. You had one, right?”
The god looked at him like he had lost his mind.
“Just try and think of something,” Mobius pushed, his mind racing.
Loki thought for a second, his expression growing dark. “It was going to be the day I seized New York, before everything….”
Mobius realized that asking a Loki when he had been happy was probably the problem itself.
Mobius waved that response away, “You know what, I think I’ll take a stab at it.” After only a moment of thinking through his catalog knowledge of Loki’s life, Mobius tapped new coordinates into his ticking TemPad. He remembered one specific day that had been special to Loki. One of the best days to be a Loki. It was also just the beginning of Loki’s downward spiral into his destined villainy. But it was his best guess.
A time gate slid open in front of them and Mobius gestured Loki towards it. Loki gave him an unsure look. “Where are we going?”
“Come on. Humor me.”
Stepping through the gate, Loki didn’t need to ask where they were. He didn't even need to look up to know. He could smell it on the wind and feel it in the familiar sunshine on his skin. He could hear his people cheering in his native language. He could hear their music. His shoes touched down on the polished, gilded tile he had tread every day from infancy till only recently.
“Asgard,” he said aloud so softly his voice tremored.
He looked up and was met with the sight of his home, in all its untouched splendor. The palace spires gleamed, as they always had, in the crystalline light. The Asgardian banners swayed proudly in the wind. He spun around to take it all in. Hundreds of Asgardians rushed by him, milling towards the castle courtyard. They were shouting joyfully at each other, beckoning everyone to join the procession to the games. Loki smiled, breathing out a hitch in his throat. He never thought he'd see this again.
His gaze followed the river of his people around him towards the stage at the base of the palace. It was the stage he had been atop dozens of times. But that was when Loki realized this wasn’t his Asgard. This was an older Asgard, the Asgard of his youth. The fashion of the Asgardians around him were outdated, a few towers and spectator stands weren’t in existence yet, and a few walls that should’ve been lost to his battles with Thor and his friends were still standing. He wasn’t home. He was in his younger self’s home. A sick free-falling sensation pulled at his sense of reality, tugging his heart down grotesquely. He looked back just as the time gate closed itself. Where was Mobius? He scanned the crowd for him.
“Mobius!” Loki called out. He was losing his existential balance and he needed to find an anchor. He turned on the spot, searching almost frantically for his custodian in the throng of people. The crowd was so dense and distracted, and no one was minding him. They weren’t making way for him like they usually would. No one could recognize him as their prince. Was he really that changed? No one was even looking at him. “Mobius!” He shouted again, fear coloring his voice against his will.
“Loki, over here!” He heard Mobius’ voice and relief washed through him.
He weaved his way through the crowd towards the agent's voice. When he saw Mobius’ face it felt like he was returning to a safe harbor. He pushed through the crowd until he was in front of him. He gripped Mobius’ shoulders, as if to find his balance.
“This is Asgard,” Loki reported uselessly, breathless and reeling.
“Yeah, I thought you might recognize it,” Mobius laughed. His hands clasped Loki’s forearms as the prince was leaning onto him and was dangerously close to pushing Mobius back a few steps, but he didn't mind. Mobius glanced at the loud and beautiful Asgardians shuffling and cheering around them, he had never had a chance to see Asgard or its people up close till now. The video files didn't do it justice. He looked up at the palace, which seemed to climb up into the sky forever. Mobius could hardly crane his neck back far enough to find the top of the shining castle. It took a lot to impress an agent of the TVA, but this was fitting the bill and then some.
Loki looked around, dazed. “How? I thought we couldn’t come to the Sacred Timeline," he said over the noise.
“We can’t. We can only stay if you make us invisible. I just got the idea back in Mongolia. We’re causing some Variance Energy just being seen here so, if you don’t want Minutemen to show up with reset charges, it’s time to practice your magic again.”
That got Loki’s immediate attention. “Right.” He concentrated through his shock and, with a green shimmer, both he and Mobius disappeared from sight.
“Now let’s get out of the way so we don’t get crushed underfoot and give you a second to get your bearings,” Mobius pulled at Loki’s arms, drawing him out of the crowd and near the outer wall of the Asgardian courtyard. No one would bump into them here. Mobius kept his grip on Loki’s arm with one hand, the prince looking around again, and retrieved his TemPad from his pocket with his other hand. He flipped it open to check the Variance Energy levels. There had been a small peak about ten seconds ago when one or two Asgardians saw them in TVA uniforms, but the energy was already dissipating down to optimal levels. The TVA wouldn’t have been able to notice the small blip in energy since their sensors were set to higher thresholds than the small spike they set off.
“Good. Okay, we’re in the clear," he called to the distracted Loki. "But we have to be ghosts here. Ghosts of Christmas Past and all that. If we trigger even a two-unit peak of Variance Energy, we’re done for.” He flipped the TemPad shut and checked Loki’s expression. It was like the god had seen a ghost. A ghost of an entire city. Mobius realized his mistake, “Sorry, Loki, I should’ve told you where we were headed.”
“Mobius...”
“You know, invisibility would really be a game-changer for the TVA. We could do more excursions like this without causing any Variance Energy,” Mobius was getting distracted by this exciting loophole he had discovered and the newfound freedom that came with it. With Loki’s magic, he was finally able to see the Sacred Timeline up close. It was like walking into a movie. The movie of all creation.
Loki swallowed, his throat dry, “What are we doing here, Mobius?” He asked over the rising clamor around them, ceremonial horns blaring in the distance.
“You okay?” Mobius realized Loki was shaking. He gripped onto Loki’s biceps, trying to steady him.
“Why are we here?” The god demanded now. He was looking Mobius in the eyes.
His gaze was so suddenly serious, so electric, that Mobius almost told him the truth: ‘ I wanted to give you a few good memories before it’s all over .’ Instead, he cleared his throat to make way for a lie, “This’ll be good for our research. I have an idea that we can use this to tell us more about our Variant’s motivations.”
Loki searched Mobius’ face, looking for the lie he thought he heard, but before he could focus Mobius started moving again. He was pulling Loki by the arm.
“Hang on to me! Letting go would break the spell, right?” Mobius revisited his Loki-expertise. Before Loki could respond with a confirmation, they were on the move. Mobius was gripping him tightly, pulling him towards the sounds of horns.
“How about we go see the games everyone’s excited about,” Mobius invited him casually.
Loki followed him, unable to think clearly as he was slowly acclimating to being almost-home again. The closer they got to the stage, the closer he wanted to be. He could hear the songs and chants and roars from the Asgardian crowd demanding more entertainment. It used to be his favorite sound in the world. He could smell a feast being prepared; his favorite dishes made with his homeworld produce. Everything was vibrant and strong and filled his senses completely after what felt like an eternity in the watered-down TVA. Memories and sensations that felt like they were from three lifetimes ago were being resurrected sweetly, and painfully.
He followed Mobius, the agent’s hand tight on his arm, allowing himself to be pulled closer to the stage. He kept his eyes on Mobius now to save himself from overwhelm. He focused on his partner's confidence and grip, almost afraid he'd get lost without it.
He couldn’t remember what day this was supposed to be, wherever Mobius had brought them, but he wanted to see what he had forgotten.
Notes:
Can't stop writing this, it's so fun! Can't wait to share the upcoming chapters!
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Chapter 6: Chapter 6
Summary:
Revisiting an Asgardian memory.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Judge Renslayer scratched her signature for the hundredth time that day. She flipped the page, expecting another line to sign on, but it was the end of the file. That didn’t seem right. She checked again. Everything was as it should be. She realized she had just lost track. That never happened. She was distracted.
‘Ravonna ?’ She kept hearing her name in her head, in the voice of the analyst who most recently said it. She revisited the way he had said it. The way we had looked at her. She slapped the file shut, frustrated. Why was he acting like she was the one who was out of line? She was just protecting the TVA.
She tapped her pen on her desk impatiently, replaying her conversation with him. Why did she feel like she had to justify herself to him ? He was the one jeopardizing the mission.
Her sharp, dark eyes flicked to the clock in her room. He had a little over three hours left.
She hoped he had already gotten it over with. The sooner he dealt with his variant, the better. The sooner he deleted that Loki, the more reassured she’d feel about Mobius’ devotion to the cause.
She dropped her pen and took out her TemPad. She tapped through the options in its little terminal until she was brought to the interface that allowed her to check on TemPads she was tracking. Despite her best hopes, she saw what she’d been afraid of.
“What do you think you’re doing, Mobius?” She whispered to herself, troubled.
He went to 10th century Mongolia an hour ago and then… Asgard. She stared at her TemPad and clenched her jaw. What was going through his head? Why would he take a Loki onto the Sacred Timeline? Why would he take him to his own life on the Timeline? This could cause a cataclysmic nexus or maybe even a paradox. Was he betraying her? Had Loki stolen the TemPad?
Apprehension gripped her at the thought. Her fingers flinched as she considered calling the hunters.
‘Just let me do it my way, okay? Let me set it up how I need to.’ She remembered his request.
Maybe this was part of his alarmingly drawn out execution? Fighting her instincts, she resolved herself to give him until time was up but not a minute longer. She snapped her TemPad shut, a pit growing in her stomach. She grabbed the next file and readied her pen. Mobius wouldn’t betray her. Not over a Loki. He’d prune the variant and, after some time, everything would be back to how it should be.
-
“Come on, these have to be the best seats in the house.” Mobius pulled Loki around the edges of the crowd, ducking under a golden chain railing, and up to the very front of the courtyard just beneath the stage. They had the small area to themselves besides two unsuspecting guards minding the crowd’s attempts to cross the chains. They were closer to the tournament than anyone else now.
Loki looked around at the thousands of people gathered. A thousand were standing in the arena around the stage, but the large majority of spectators were seated in stands that enveloped the courtyard, creating the effect of a coliseum. It was simultaneously staggering to witness, again, but altogether smaller than he recalled. Despite the immense crowd and noise, he seemed to remember there being more. More people. More everything. There hadn’t been. He had just seen more since these days. He had since discovered how large and alien the universe and its many variations truly were.
“Just like you remember?” Mobius asked up at him, smiling.
Interrupting any thought of a response, the voice of the herald on stage rang over the entire crowd, “Asgard’s finest and strongest are soon to take the stage!”
Cheers erupted in a deafening roar. Horns bellowed, meeting the crowd’s ferocity. A strange involuntary patriotism swelled in Loki’s chest at the sound of his people.
The voices only quieted when the herald spoke again, “Let us rejoice! Rejoice in the plenty of the season and the beauty and strength of our young Asgardians!”
Another wave of cheering agreed with the herald. He was draped in white linen and was stamping a wooden staff on the stage, bidding for the attention of all of Asgard. Loki began to remember him a little. He had been one of the strongest warriors in the kingdom. He had since perished in a skirmish with Frost Giants, Loki recalled. Seeing him alive was strange, but Loki was quickly acclimating.
The herald continued, “Here to preside over today’s acts of heroism and strength is our king: Allfather Odin!” He raised his hand towards the throne at the other end of the courtyard.
“My people!” The voice of the Allfather boomed, louder than the herald -loud enough to send vibrations through everyone’s chest-, from the royal balcony.
Father , Loki almost said aloud as his eyes found the king.
Mobius felt Loki’s grip on his arm tighten. He saw the prince’s eyes on Odin. He watched emotions rise and fall on the prince’s profile.
Fear, anger, and tenderness filled Loki’s heart in a war that had always waged in him in his father’s presence. Now that he had seen the TVA video file of his father’s upcoming end, the tenderness had begun to win. His throat tightened as his father’s voice cascaded through the crowd again, “It brings me great joy to see you all here, gathered for this particular tourney.”
The people stared up at him, love and awe in their eyes and hearts.
“As you know, my sons -of whom I am most proud-,” Loki’s breath hitched, “have risen in the ranks of our greatest warriors and will be sparring in today’s games for the first time.”
The crowd roared louder, horns meeting their voices.
His first games, Loki realized. He flinched. He was starting to remember. His first public fight against Thor. Loki could almost feel the bruises and sweat he had worn to prepare for these games. He had secretly trained, in hidden training rooms he had commissioned in the palace, twice as much as Thor had. While the oaf spent nights drinking, feasting, and bragging about how easy it had been to qualify for the games, Loki had trained so relentlessly he had nearly broken bones just to skim by and into the tournament roster. This was centuries ago, but the stakes were coming alive in his mind again: a chance to show Asgard he was as strong -no, stronger - than their favorite prince.
The Asgardian people used what was available to them to create more noise; their feet, hands, and tankards. Mobius, with his tired and delicately tuned senses -which were far more fragile than an Asgardian’s-, could barely withstand the noise. He winced with each wave of noise as the herald goaded the voices higher. He looked around at the faces in the crowd - each of them smiling, joyous, and a little drunk already. They were all more beautiful than the average human, taller and stronger as well. If he hadn’t been so close to the stage he probably never would’ve been able to see what was going to happen. He would’ve had a view of Asgardian shoulders the whole show.
Seeing them and this place in real time was more mind-blowing than he had expected. He had watched this day and many like it so many times he thought he knew what he was getting into, but being in the physical space was different. Seeing the royal family in person, even if they were nearly a half-mile away, was more daunting than he thought it would be. Even he felt a strange urge to bow to them or something.
But, of course, he had been among Asgardian royalty this whole time. He kept forgetting that. He glanced at Loki, who was still transfixed on the royal balcony. This prince beside him, no longer wanted on any balconies or stages, was still as beautiful as his people, but he was grayer and smaller than his homeworld now. His wings had been clipped. Guilt singed at the edges of Mobius’ mind.
Loki, unaware of his partner’s appraisal, became unaware of almost everything else around him when he saw the queen. Walking up the steps behind his father, escorted by her maidens, was his mother. A deep sting of grief burned into his chest as he watched her smile at her people. Her death would be his fault, he remembered. A dark pain welled in him. He envied his timeline-self for the years of memories and conversations he would still have with her. With his father. With his people.
All at once, the prince half-wished he would have thought twice before betraying these people. As few as they were, they were home. For as strained his relationships with his adopted family were, they were family. And his home and family, as he saw in a dingy doomsday file named ‘Ragnarok’, were far more fragile than he had known.
“But today is not about the royal family,” Odin continued. “Today, we celebrate a new generation of strong and courageous Asgardians that will carry our legacy forward with a bright and unyielding light.” The king took his seat on his grand, golden throne, signaling the end of his speech.
Despite the applause around him, a new sorrow crept into Loki, something close to regret. He had snuffed out his Asgardian light long ago in favor of an ambitious fire. A fire that consumed everything. He had forsaken everyone and, now, he had paid for it. He had been beaten and chased, here, to become a mere specter at the edge of time, outside of the universe. Everyone he had ever cared for were but ghosts to him now. In his betrayal, he had not only lost his home, but he had lost the home of his home.
Loki faltered, stepping back. His mind struggled to keep up with his existential unraveling. “Mobius. I shouldn’t be here,” he gripped Mobius’ jacket behind him, his head rushing.
“Hey, hey, you’re alright.” Mobius’ hand landed on his back.
“No, I don’t belong here. I’ve seen too much. I’ve done too much-”
“Loki.” Mobius turned Loki to face him. “Loki, listen to me.” He grabbed his shoulders, looking up at him. “None of that matters right now. You’re different and you’re here now.” The man’s hands squeezed reassuringly, “You deserve to be here. No matter what you’ve done or seen, you’re Loki , and this is Asgard . This was your home. All this,” he gestured around them, “this was your life, too. No one can take that away.”
He stared at Mobius, his eyes on his own, as he made sense of what he was saying. Something woke up in the Asgardian prince. Something new. It was strong and warm. The dread and terror he felt a moment prior quelled as if it had been a fire doused by the man’s words. He had never been gifted this feeling before, whatever it was. It was a strange sense of calm. It almost felt like pride, but not quite as sharp. It was foreign to him, but he realized he had been waiting centuries -maybe eons- for something like it. Loki’s fingers closed around Mobius’ wrist and stayed there. A confused relief settled in him.
Mobius continued, “Just ignore all that noise in your head for a second and appreciate a good memory.”
Mobius considered that maybe bringing him here had been a bad move. He almost reached for his TemPad, but the agent remembered what was waiting for them after this. He couldn’t go back now. This was Loki’s last chance at closure. This was Mobius’ last chance, too. He needed a clear conscience.
“Say the word and we’ll leave, but this might be your only chance to see any of this again. Don’t you want a little more time?”
Loki found a reserve of calm and ease that he hadn’t known was there. He held onto Mobius. He may have been smaller in stature than him, but Loki felt the man’s inner stability. Mobius, more than most he’d known, was concrete and steady. He had a clarity and constancy that was missing in Loki. He was borrowing some of it now.
“You’re right. I’ll stay.”
“Good.” Mobius felt he had dodged a bullet. Or at least prolonged its arrival. “‘Cause I’m dying to see these games in person. It feels like one of those monster truck rallies, just cooler.” He patted Loki’s arm with encouragement. “You’re gonna be okay.”
“In the south corner, let us welcome Audun, the Courageous!” The herald began introductions. A handsome Asgardian with golden robes and nearly-golden skin jogged onto the stage. He was bare-chested and captivatingly attractive, even more than the average Asgardian. He had a strong and sure smile that complemented his stone-carved jaw. He greeted the crowd with a battlecry, to which they responded in like.
“In the north, Gyda, the Just!”
A muscular and refined woman took to the stage. She wore a helmet that covered her face. She nodded stiffly to the crowd, raising her spear to them. They paid her a respectful and reverent applause that suited her stoic nature.
“And, in the east, our prince: Loki! Master of Illusion!”
Loki’s stomach jumped as he saw himself. The young Loki, who looked nearly indistinguishable in stature and maturity from his current self, appeared instantly behind the herald, giving him and the audience a shock. He remembered he had wanted to make a show of his stealthy invisibility for the crowd. It won the audience over with a surprised gasp followed by laughter and hollering. They cheered for young Loki as he raised his arms up, savoring their noise with a devilish smile on his face.
“Go Loki!” Loki was surprised to hear Mobius yell from his side. The agent was clapping for his younger self. He had rested his elbow on Loki’s arm, careful not to break the invisibility spell by losing contact with him. Mobius winked at Loki, Loki smiled at him.
Mobius watched as the younger Loki swayed on stage, twirling his daggers in his hands. The timeline-prince was dressed in lightweight emerald robes made of materials that seemed to glow. His hair was pulled back with fine Asgardian oils that made his raven hair shine in the sun. A small golden horned circlet hugged his head, its shine enhancing his blue eyes.
It was different seeing timeline-Loki in person. His serpentine stride was more fluid and free. There was something inherently elegant about each of his movements that didn’t translate into the video files. The Loki by his side was elegant, but not quite this free or cocksure anymore. Every step and sway was his own, unshackled by time collars or cuffs. The robes complimented him and his movements perfectly. This was a free and wild Loki, full of fire and bravado. Mobius could see it clearer than ever now - he could see why Loki was considered one of the most desired Asgardians. He could see why people wanted to trust that alligator smile. Loki really was strangely compelling. Wait. Mobius dropped that abnormal thought quickly, pulling his eyes away from the preening Loki on stage.
Loki watched his younger self turn slowly on the spot, prolonging his applause as far as possible. Seeing himself, a true duplicate of himself and not a simple illusion, was far more strange than he had anticipated. He was him . Just a little less than he was now. And a little more.
“Finally!... In the west!...” the herald ramped up, teasing the crowd, “Our firstborn prince! Thor ! Master of Thunder!”
Swirling clouds quickly converged over them, blocking the sun momentarily. Thunder boomed overhead and lightning crackled as it touched down onto the stage. Something followed the lightning and landed on the platform with an impressive blast that forced the crowd to shield their eyes. Both Lokis refused to look away. When the audience looked again, Thor Odinson lifted his head and stood to greet the crowd, cocky. They repaid the bombastic entrance with the loudest cheers they had created that day so far.
Seeing Thor’s face inspired a mixture of bitterness and fondness in Loki that had only grown more confusing since he watched their reconciliation on the TVA video files. Despite all that, he couldn’t forget New York. His Thor was probably still celebrating Loki’s defeat somewhere on the timeline. His Thor had a home as a victor and savior with the rest of reality while Loki was here, this .
“Whatta show-off,” Mobius commented up to Loki’s ear, bumping his shoulder against Loki’s bicep. Loki noticed he wasn’t clapping for Thor.
The comment earned its desired effect, sneaking a small smirk from Loki before he looked away again.
Mobius watched him carefully, uneasy. Was it really alright to bring him here? This had turned into a landmine field of emotional triggers for the displaced god. It was probably testing everything in Loki’s nature to stand here and think whatever he was thinking while staying calm. Mobius watched Loki’s face, uninterested in Thor’s theatrics, for signs of distress or brewing betrayal.
That was when they heard timeline-Loki’s voice. By the grace of being so close to the stage, they could hear the private exchange clearly, “You might want to allow them to rest their voices, brother. It’s not as though you’ve won the match.”
Thor chuckled smugly, “But I will win, little brother. We both know that.”
Young Loki bristled, “I advise that you don’t underestimate me.”
“... I estimate you fine, brother.”
Mobius cracked up. “A real smooth talker, that Thor.”
Thor continued, “Victory will be mine and the festival will be in my honor, but don’t worry, I shall share some of the winnings with you.”
Young Loki shot him a glare.
“Warriors! To your corners!” The herald directed. All four opponents found their respective corner of the diamond-shaped stage. “The rules!: Defeat your opponents by forcing them from the stage or by forcing them to yield! Killing blows are prohibited!” The crowd stomped in unison, getting ready for the fighting to start. “All weapons and abilities are allowed.” Audun and Gyda stared at one another, at opposite ends. “The victor shall be Lord, or Lady, of the Festival!” Thor and Loki looked at each other. “Good fortune to all of you,” the herald bid them good wishes quietly as he walked out of the center of the platform and towards the sidelines. The stomping in the audience grew louder and faster.
“Ready!”
All four combatants crouched. Audun drew his sword, Gyda readied her spear, Thor lifted Mjolnir, and Loki’s daggers shimmered back into his hands.
The herald brought down his hand swiftly and the horns blared louder than ever, commencing the match with a deafening bellow.
Just like that all four opponents sprung from their corners and into combat. Gyda ran towards Audun, spear extended towards him. Audun’s sword rose high above his head. Thor drew back Mjolnir, aiming for Loki. In the instant the pairings met in the middle, Audun’s sword swung down on the hilt of Mjolnir, disabling Thor’s swing. Gyda, momentarily confused by Audun ducking her challenge, found herself needing to use the staff of her spear as a shield against Loki’s daggers. He smiled down at her as the end of his blades scratched sparks off her helmet. He pushed forward, testing her strength until her arms tremored. With a grunt, she mustered the power to steer the staff of her spear to her right, his daggers sliding away from her face with it. Loki and Gyda leapt a pace back in defensive stances, calculating their next move against the other.
Thor shouted as he deflected swing after swing of Audun’s broadsword. On the last slash, Thor swung Mjolnir against the flat face of his opponent’s blade which made it wobble awkwardly, throwing Audun off balance long enough for Thor to make a running start towards Loki.
Before Thor could get far, Audun grabbed Thor’s shoulder and pulled him off his course and back into their own match. Loki was left to focus on Gyda. She stomped forward, jabbing her spear in his direction. He slid to the side, dodging it. She jabbed at him again, he ducked to the right, narrowly -yet confidently- escaping it again. She made a third attempt with the same result. It was quickly becoming a dance. The more frantic she became the wider Loki smiled. The audience hollered his name with delight as he continued to step and stretch, coolly, just out of her reach. Then, she swung for him with such ferocity that when he stepped aside, he was able to grab the hilt of the spear and pull her off her balance. As she stumbled, Loki spun and bowed to the crowd, showing he was more interested in entertaining the populace than a quick and easy win.
Mobius laughed. Classic Loki. Always making the show about him. Mobius clapped along with the Asgardians as he watched young Loki continue to duck and maneuver around Gyda in a circle. Thor and Audun, both burly and brutish, stomped around in the back. Loki really was different. His graceful limbs and movements were nothing like Thor’s. The way his tall and slender posture arced and twisted as he dodged Gyda’s spear was mesmerizing. Instead of the simple show of strength that the others were giving Asgard, Loki was focused on fighting beautifully. He was full of life and freedom. Mobius wondered what that felt like.
He glanced over to his own Loki. It struck him, again, that the same person was right here- in a TVA uniform. It had been too easy to forget Loki’s true nature.
Mobius, clapping but distracted, recognized the same long and elegant lines in this Loki’s posture, the same proud profile, and the same broad shoulders. The TVA uniform, despite its utilitarian seams, still hung from Loki’s frame more gracefully than they did on anyone else who had ever worn them. But seeing young Loki in those emerald robes, it reminded Mobius what Loki was made for. At the TVA, this Loki spent his time hunched over files, sleeping on library desks, and quietly thumbing through manila folders. It was a shame, Mobius considered. A Loki shouldn’t be forced to be so small. Mobius was made for files and analysis, but Loki was made for a stage and a crowd. A throne. He was gregarious, untamed, and unrestrained. Chaos incarnate - in all its charm and danger.
He imagined, again, pruning the Loki whose shoulder he was leaning against. He imagined those elegant lines of his posture unraveling into nothing, those broad showman’s shoulders fizzling away, and that refined and royal profile contorted in pain until it, too, was gone. He imagined all that charming chaos neatly deleting out of existence to make way for more of Mobius’ ‘balance and harmony’. A small ache twisted in his chest.
What was this feeling? Something new. ‘New’ meant different, which meant change. Change didn’t belong to a TVA agent. Whatever that feeling was, it was probably bad.
Mobius realized he had been staring at Loki this whole time and turned back to the fight, forcing himself to forget those thoughts.
After landing a kick on Loki’s leg, Gyda jabbed at him again. He caught the blade of her spear between his daggers. She tried to pull it back, but he pushed the spear backwards so forcefully that the blunt end hit her sternum, winding her. She coughed a few times, trying to breathe in. Loki spun his daggers in his hands with a twirl and approached her slowly. The crowd started shouting for Loki to make his move. He smiled up at them as they chanted, “ Loki , Loki , Loki ,...”
When he had his fill of listening to his name, Loki approached her. She pulled back, catching her breath, and spun her spear in fast circles to force him away. Loki calculated her spins and lunged at opportune moments, trying to get her arms. He feigned attacks to the right and left, and slipped under the radius of her spear just in time. Moving faster than any human could, the dagger in his left hand disappeared as his hand closed around the wrist of the hand holding her spear, ceasing her onslaught. He pulled her close to him and tucked his foot behind her heel. She fell to her back, but her fall was broken by the strength in which he held up her arm. He kneeled over her, bending her wrist back until her spear clattered to the floor. He held his right dagger under her chin.
Mobius cleared his throat, looking away from the intensity of what was on the stage. Even when defeating someone - or, perhaps, especially when defeating someone-, there was something weirdly sensual about Loki’s expression.
“I yield!” Gyda grunted, hitting the stage with her free fist.
The audience applauded as Loki accepted her yield and released her. She scrambled to her feet and bowed at him. He didn’t repay the favor; he wasn’t one for sportsmanship yet. She stomped off the side of the stage towards the herald.
“Gyda has yielded! Three remain!” He announced.
Young Loki flicked his head back with a jerk to move the hair from his vision and focused on Audun and Thor.
“Good for you, brother!” Thor yelled as Audun ran at him. Thor grabbed Audun’s collar and spun him away, “Gyda was a mighty foe.” Thor released Audun, who lost balance and fell, and started walking towards Loki.
“You’re slow to remove your opponent, Thor.” Loki crossed to Thor. “Too evenly matched?”
“He is strong,” Thor nodded, shaking his grip on Mjolnir as if his hand was tired. “But I am stronger.”
“Let’s make this quick,” Loki ordered.
“Very well!” As Thor finished talking he drew his hand back and swiftly threw Mjolnir at Loki.
Loki dodged just in time as the hammer flew by his head. Loki rolled out of the way as Mjolnir made the roundtrip back. He caught it and tried again, throwing it at Loki as he ran. Loki dodged again, barely.
Thor leaned to his right to catch the hammer and Loki took an opportunity to target Thor’s unprotected left flank. He dashed to his brother’s side, dagger ready. The crowd gasped as Loki closed the distance between them swiftly, entering a dangerous proximity. Thor, faster than usual, caught Mjolnir and brought the brunt of it down towards Loki’s jaw. Despite Loki’s attempt to dodge, the hammer grazed his chin and hurled him back several feet.
Mobius heard Loki’s breath hitch as young Loki flew a distance and fell onto the stage with none of the grace he typically had. The agent chuckled at how invested this Loki was in the fight, but he’d be lying if he said his own heart wasn’t beating fast right now.
“Fighting is not your strength, Loki.” Thor walked over to his Loki at a casual pace.
“ Thor , Thor , Thor , Thor !” The crowd chanted louder than they had chanted Loki’s name.
Loki turned over, planting his palms on the ground behind him and glared at Thor as he approached him.
“Yield, Loki.”
“Never,” he spat.
“Then I’m sorry to have to do this.” Thor lifted his hammer.
“Before you do, just let me say one thing,” Loki made him pause. “Winning…” Loki looked over Thor’s shoulder for a moment and smiled, “... has very little to do with ‘strength’, brother .”
Thor disregarded the comment and brought down Mjlonir for one last strike against Loki to send him flying off the stage. As Mjolnir left his hand, something else became its target. Audun’s golden robes came into view in a flash. The hammer that was meant for Loki instead made impact with Audun who had jumped from Thor’s side and in between the brothers in a seemingly miscalculated attempt at a surprise attack on the god of thunder. Audun was catapulted by the flying hammer a dozen feet. Mjolnir stopped, but Audun didn’t. He was thrown from the stage.
Mobius flinched as he suddenly realized why the audience wasn’t allowed to stand here, at the base of the stage. Audun was going to fall onto them and while having a 6’6” Asgardian warrior land on you was bad enough, one that had the inertial energy from Thor’s Mjolnir was moving fast enough to cause a man like Mobius serious injury. Mobius had barely enough time to think about moving out of the way before he was being pulled out of the way. A pair of strong, slender hands pulled him briskly to the side as Audun fell to the ground in front them, groaning. Mobius blinked, catching up, and realized Loki had saved him from the impact.
The people around them leaned against the railing, pushing in, trying to get closer to Audun.
Loki positioned himself between the agent and the frenzied crowd. Loki’s chest leaned against Mobius, his hands nearly pinning him against the wall beside them. Loki scanned the crowd for people who might dash over the railing and potentially jeopardize their covert position.
“Loki, uh,...” Mobius spoke up, trying to ask for space. Being so close felt… weird. He leaned away as much as he could.
Loki couldn’t hear Mobius’ call. He, along with everyone, was immediately distracted by what was happening on stage when Thor yelled in frustration at missing his target.
“Audun is disqualified! Two remain!”
Mjolnir returned to Thor and he steadied another swing towards the Loki at his feet. Just as he released the energy of his throw, the young Loki disintegrated with a green shimmer. The crowd murmured and then exclaimed as another Loki appeared behind Thor instantly. Loki dealt a single powerful kick to Thor’s back, sending him falling forward and missing Mjolnir on its return trip to him. Loki drove his knees down on Thor’s back with as much power as he was capable of, kneeling on him as he went down, and brought both his daggers down and under Thor’s chin. He pulled the daggers upwards a fraction to trap Thor’s neck in a prone position. His arms were now stuck at his sides by the unnatural and painful posture. Despite kicking his feet to try and stand up, Thor couldn’t move his arms or shoulders without cutting his neck on Loki’s knives.
“5, 4, 3,...” the herald started counting down and the audience joined. Mobius felt his Loki step away from him, relieving the pressure and warmth that had made Mobius so uncomfortable. Loki stared at the stage, entranced.
“... 2, … 1…. We have our victor!”
The crowd shouted and cheered, throwing flowers and tokens towards the stage. They began chanting Loki’s name again, louder than before. Thor shouted angrily, but uselessly, under Loki’s knees. Loki’s daggers disappeared and he stood up, stepping over Thor’s back and towards the edge of the stage, breathing hard and smiling proudly. He raised his arms to receive the adulation.
This was it. This was why they came here. One of the best days to be a Loki. Beating Thor at his own game and earning the awe and praise of the people of Asgard.
The herald approached Loki and grabbed his wrist, raising his hand up high, “Our victor and Lord of the Festival is Loki Odinson!” Attending maidens brought a verdant wreath and placed it atop Loki’s head.
Mobius put his fingers between his lips and whistled for young Loki. He clapped as loud as he could. He looked at the Loki by his side, their shoulders touching, and saw Loki’s eyes were welling. He looked between himself, on the stage, and his people. Mobius could see him relive the pride and joy of the moment. He seemed to be feeling it even more than young Loki was. Loki looked around, laughing with joy, before he looked down at Mobius. The look of happiness and elation he gave the agent did something Mobius didn’t expect: it hurt.
He thought playing St. Peter and bringing Loki to a good time and place before dying would make him feel less guilty about what he had to do. Instead, like all his other ideas, it only made him feel worse. He watched Loki enjoy the moment. Loki’s hand gripped Mobius’ shoulder excitedly as he peered over the crowd, soaking it all in.
Was he really going to prune him in just a few short hours? Mobius stopped clapping.
“Let us proceed to the feast that will be held in our victor’s honor!” The herald beckoned people towards the east gate into the palace where the feast was prepared in several of the grandest halls in the castle. The feast would be so large it would spill out into the streets and courtyards and nearly everyone would be drunk within the hour.
“Mobius, did you see that?” Loki grabbed Mobius’ arm, still excited.
“Yeah. Yeah, I did,” Mobius tried to muster more energy, but his mind was stuck on his mission. “Truly impressive, Loki.”
Loki exhaled, letting go of tension, “Living it was one thing, but this was an entirely different experience!”
Mobius nodded as he checked his TemPad, fighting against Loki’s grip a little to keep his hands steady. ‘00:02:27:56’.
Loki noticed Mobius’ face fall further into a frown. “Something wrong?”
“No. No.” Mobius flipped the TemPad shut. He pointed towards the castle, “Let’s go to this feast.”
Loki smiled widely at him and he faked a smile back.
Notes:
Thanks for reading! Everything will be ramping up soon! Let me know what you think!
Chapter 7: Chapter 7
Summary:
The victor's feast brings new perspectives for Loki and Mobius on their respective journeys and the clock keeps ticking.
Notes:
Thank you all for your patience - I was away because I was sick and I had a busy Halloween. Back and excited to keep uploading more!
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Chapter Text
“ Loki , Loki , Loki , Loki !” The crowd’s cheering transformed into grand echoes as they all entered the castle. The high, arched hallways amplified Loki’s name and sent it bouncing off of the walls down into the furthest reaches of the palace.
Mobius and Loki were careful to stay on the outside of the crowd as they filed, invisibly, into the castle alongside the excited Asgardians. They had lost sight of timeline-Loki for the moment. Mobius craned his neck to look around them for the victor’s entourage.
“Mobius,” Loki called his name with a warning tone.
“What?” He felt Loki’s hands pull him by his shoulders and out of the way of a drunken pair of men pushing rudely through the crowd. They would've bumped right into the analyst and, if not injured him, at least raised suspicion of their phantom presence.
“Best stay close,” Loki advised in a quiet tone, keeping Mobius in front of him.
“Uh, thanks.” Mobius shrugged one of Loki’s hands off his shoulder. One hand was enough to keep the spell active. “Where are we going?” Mobius asked over his shoulder. He remembered the fight, but he had trouble remembering which hall young Loki would be honored in.
Loki watched his people around him, “The Great Hall, where they’ll shower me as their victor in endless food, mead, and beautiful men and women.”
“That’s right,” Mobius cleared his throat. “Asgardians sure know how to party.”
“Yes, besides being some of the fiercest warriors in the galaxy, we were also known for our revelries.”
Mobius hid something in his smirk, “And you had a reputation as a revel er , if I remember. An Asgardian party god that could put Earth frat boys to shame.”
Without understanding the full meaning of that, Loki agreed. “I knew how to enjoy myself.” He smiled, remembering one too many drunken mistakes.
Mobius knew exactly what Loki got up to at his parties. He decided he wanted to change the subject, “So, did I get it right? Best day of your life?”
They continued walking slowly through the halls of the palace, leaving the sunlight and the east gate behind them.
“I’m quite impressed. You were very nearly correct.”
Mobius’ expression twitched and he tried to look over his shoulder, but Loki was directly behind him and out of sight. “What do you mean ‘nearly’?”
“This was an exceptional day and I’m grateful to be reliving it, however-”
“What are you talking about? There’s a day better than this? You loved that back there! Talk about every dog having his day- you had the whole kingdom shouting your name. Listen to them,” he gestured at the crowd around them still chanting their victor’s name, “they love you! They’re going to spend the next ten days celebrating you.” Mobius huffed, dropping his arms. “I think you’re lying. I think you just don’t like letting me win,” he accused.
“I drank most of my memory of this day away, and by the time it came to an end, I had realized it had all been fake.”
“Fake?”
“They were only glad for a festival.” He paused as another rowdy group rushed by them. “They all still loved Thor more than me. They would’ve cheered the same for any victor.”
Mobius shook his head with a bothered smirk, “You know, you have such little faith in people.”
Loki leaned down, close to Mobius’ ear, “Well, I’ve found that it’s always been mutual.”
Mobius jerked his head away from Loki’s voice in his ear. “Alright, yeah,” he swatted Loki back and returned to his analytical roots, “Never enough, right? Always wanting ‘more’. Being victor was all you wanted one day, but as soon as you got it, no- 'More', 'more', 'more'.” He squinted at the crowd, lost in his analysis.
Loki was quiet. The people around them laughed and discussed the food they were looking forward to eating. The smell of the feast was getting stronger and more appetizing with each step.
Mobius wondered whether what he said hit harder than he wanted. He moved on with a defeated flap of his arms, “So when were you happier than this ?”
“Everyone needs a secret or two.”
“You don’t have secrets, Loki. We’ve seen everything at the TVA, remember?”
“You know me well, Mobius. Better than anyone, probably." At that thought, something new and friendly swelled in Loki’s chest as he looked down at Mobius. "But you don’t know everything," he teased.
“Uh-huh, sure,” Mobius brushed that off, kind of irritated.
At that, a doorway, pouring with golden torchlight, came into view on their left. “Just in here,” Loki guided.
Mobius took the lead towards the door, but found himself on the short leash of Loki’s grip. Loki pulled him back, “Careful, even when they can see you these crowds can crack a rib.” Mobius stayed still as Loki’s hand told him to, impatient. They watched the people enter the hall, waiting for a break in the crowd to slip in. Mobius shuffled as he waited. Loki’s touch was bothering him; it felt like an iron on his shoulder.
“Go,” Loki pushed them forward when he saw an opportunity. They made it through the doorway, but now they met the problem of maintaining the crowd’s pace. Mobius filed through as quickly as he could, relying on Loki’s guidance.
Walking into his old Great Hall, something in Loki’s heart lightened. “Follow me,” Loki pulled Mobius into the large dining hall. They dodged the people around them. Mobius tried to keep up, but Loki’s legs were longer and quicker than his, making him trip every other step.
He looked around the room, it was taller and more majestic than any cathedral Mobius had seen on Earth. It was like it was designed to make you feel small and insignificant compared to the Asgardian royalty who inhabited these halls. Asgardian flutes and strings started jovial melodies, louder than the people rallying for their meal, and the notes bounced off the tall, golden walls so many times it felt like there was a whole orchestra in the room.
They passed the impossibly long dining table, carved from a single, ancient tree that had been impressively tall and wide. Gold filigree was inlaid on the tabletop in Asgardian designs that were mimicked on the chairs that lined either side of the table. Glistening food was bursting off of each plate and platter on the table, attracting hungry citizens to gather around. Mobius had never seen so much food in one spot before in person. It didn’t look or smell anything like what they served up at the TVA cafeterias. In the center of the table was what must’ve been a 20-foot fountain that rushed with golden, foamy mead which permeated with air with a honey-sweet alcohol mist. The only light in the hall were the flames from torches and braziers which animated the food and drink with shadows that danced to the music.
People started claiming chairs in groups, pushing others with laughs and pats on the back. They filled plates with entire roasted birds, freshly baked bread, dewy grapes, and red-jammed pastries.
“Here. No one comes over here,” Loki explained. He found them a red-cushioned chaise lounge between two torches on the far southern wall of the hall. It was too far from the table to be inviting to anyone else but them, but close enough that they still had a good vantage point of the action.
Mobius took a seat as Loki told him to, unbuttoning his jacket as he did. He felt a bit underdressed for a festival. He looked around again. On either side of the long table were thrones. On the east end of the room was the tallest throne, golden and horned. Beside it were three smaller seats. It must’ve been for the royal family. On the west side of the room was a single throne surrounded by a collection of lounges and large crimson cushions on the floor. Wreaths like the one that had been placed on young Loki’s head were hanging from the back of the throne. It was the victor’s throne, Mobius remembered.
Mobius people-watched as the crowd gathered their own personal mountains of food on their plates. Some were already starting to dance. The crowd just kept pouring into the hall. There was plenty of room for hundreds more. The air was full of music, shouting, laughter, mouth-watering aromas, and fun - nothing like the TVA. The closest thing to a party he’d been to was sharing drinks with a few of the other analysts in a privately reserved eatery after pruning a troublesome variant. It had been thirty minutes of trading mission stories and knock-knock jokes. “Now I see why people got lost in these festivals for days. It really is something else.”
Loki was mesmerized by the world he left behind, his smile turning a little sad. “Yes. It is.”
The herald appeared in the crowd with his staff, stomping it on the ground several times to cease the chatter. “Lord and King Odin! Queen Frigga! And Prince Thor!”
The royal family entered the room as they were announced. Odin was as much a king as ever, his posture and expression were heavy with authority and wisdom. Frigga greeted her people gracefully as she glided to her throne. Thor strode in, burly and slumped, with a rotten look on his face. Mobius chuckled at how the god of thunder looked like a kid ready to throw a tantrum. This Thor hadn’t grown out of his arrogance and pride yet. It must’ve stung to lose to Loki in his own wheelhouse.
“And our victor ! Prince Loki Odinson!”
Cheers sprang up throughout the room. Horns announced young Loki’s entrance as he sauntered into the room with his trademark confidence. People held up their drinks in his direction before glugging down as much as they could in one breath.
Everyone, including the royal family, clapped for him. However, Thor stopped early, electing to talk with his friends as they came over to him instead. Loki glanced at Sif and the others, uncomfortably recalling all the misadventures he had gotten up to around his older brother’s friends. Those days seemed so childish and far away now.
Mobius joined the clapping, shaking his head with a smile on his face as he watched young Loki preen and wave to his fans, “You really knew how to work a crowd.”
Loki nodded quietly, something embarrassed in his expression as he watched his younger self spin for his audience. And then, just before it happened, he remembered something that pulled at his heart. Both him and his younger self frowned at the same moment when they saw the same thing: his father’s expression. Odin was staring at the young Loki with only coldness and suspicion in his eyes. The king clapped quietly and slowly, and only out of ceremony.
Loki watched as his younger self’s expression withered into a bitter scowl before the victor pursed his lips and grabbed one of the full tankards someone was pushing towards him. “A toast!” he yelled. Everyone quieted for him and he ascended a few steps towards his throne so that he could be seen by all.
“Oh, here we go,” Mobius wisecracked, leaning forward.
“To my fellow competitors!” Young Loki turned to them. “Gyda, Audun,... and Thor.” He gestured to each of them with false tenderness. Gyda was slouched over a plate of food at the table already, sore. Audun was among the posse beside Loki, grinning up at him. Thor was obviously pretending to be too busy laughing at something Volstagg said. “You all fought valiantly,” Loki congratulated in a condescending tone. “... Better luck next year.” The audience laughed at the outrageous rudeness.
Young Loki raised his tankard towards his parents, “And congratulations to my mother, the queen, and to my father,...” Frigga gave him a warning smile and Odin looked away. Young Loki’s face twitched at that before he forced on another alligator smile, “... For having raised a victor!” More nervous laughter rippled through the crowd. Young Loki drank deeply and the others joined.
Mobius chuckled and leaned to the ex-god by his side, “You’re a sore loser, Loki, but you’re also a sore winner.”
Young Loki lifted his tankard upright as he finished it all in one go and watched his father simply put his cup down without taking so much as a sip.
The older and wiser Loki remembered the anger he had felt at that. He also remembered why his father did that. He watched as young Loki wiped his mouth and turned away from his family before stepping up to his victor’s throne at the other end of the room. It was surrounded by cushions and upholstered benches where beautiful, beckoning fans were waiting for him to join them. Loki watched himself greet each of them with a flirtatious backhanded compliment, taking some of their food or drink as he made his way to his throne.
“Was I really so… obnoxious?” Loki whispered to Mobius, watching young Loki take a seat on the throne with so much apparent pleasure in his expression it was almost indecent.
“ Oh, yeah ,” Mobius didn’t pull his punch. “But hey, at least you’re only a little obnoxious now.”
“Hm.” Loki stared at himself.
Mobius noticed the lack of reaction and looked over at Loki. He guessed he wasn’t in the joking mood. He decided to take it easy on him. “Hey, look, I’m joking,” Mobius clarified. “You’re still a handful, sure, but you've come a long way.”
Loki looked at him.
Mobius glanced between the younger and older Loki. One full of himself and already half-drunk, the other quieter, calmer, and strangely thoughtful. “You’re different now.”
“Am I?”
Mobius could see something serious in Loki, though it was hard to look at him with their arms touching - it required a certain proximity to the ex-prince that made Mobius squint. Being close to Loki right now was like staring at the sun. “Yeah,” Mobius mustered, “in fact, you’re almost like a new person now.”
“I feel like a new person,” Loki responded with a low voice. “But I’ve been considering whether or not that’s a good thing.” Loki looked down at his hands.
Mobius watched him, a little nervous at that comment.
Loki took a breath, “The more I see, the more I change, the further I feel from everything I’d known.”
They both watched his younger self crack some kind of slimy joke that made his group of fans guffaw.
Mobius whispered, "Well, you're right. You won't be enjoying the longing gazes of your adoring subjects again. But, hey,” he patted Loki’s arm, “it hasn't been for nothing."
Loki shook his head, "I traded all this for power and I received exile. Extinction ."
Mobius avoided thinking about that last word. He wanted to forget, for as long as possible, what he was there for. Right now, he just wanted to keep talking to his friend. “Yeah, you know, now that I’m here… I can’t believe you gave this up. I mean, look at this place,” Mobius gestured around them in awe. "But, you know… Everyone’s gotta leave the nest. You were never gonna stay here forever. That wasn’t your style. How could you show the universe the real Loki Laufeyson -all those smarts and that silver tongue- if you were cooped up here?”
Loki smiled softly at Mobius’ attempts to cheer him up. As he listened, he contemplated Mobius’ unassuming smile, his charmingly stale jokes, and his perpetually tired shoulders. Loki chuckled at the smaller man beside him and leaned closer, taking in Mobius’ quiet pep talk tenderly.
“I mean, sure, you were a little misguided. You bit off more than you could chew and Hulk gave you a good walloping, but none of us get it right all the time.”
Loki stayed quiet, watching Mobius. The analyst glanced at Loki, away, then back again. Growing uncomfortable with how Loki was looking at him, he kept babbling, “And it's not all bad. Things could be worse, right?” No it couldn’t, Mobius remembered. He stuttered for a second, “At least you got to meet some interesting people at the TVA. Right?"
Loki chuckled at Mobius’ struggle. There was something sweet about Mobius’ incessant efforts to stay positive and helpful.
" B-15 ’s great, right?” Mobius couldn’t resist teasing. “ Casey . He's nice. Kinda spacey, but he's a good sport."
Loki nodded along, but he skipped over the joke to say what really mattered, "Meeting you has been my solitary consolation, Mobius." That got the analyst’s attention. "You've been… gracious to me. More than anyone I’ve met in the TVA… or on the timeline." Loki knew that sounded dangerously close to pathetic, but it was true. Mobius had borne his tricks with more patience than he had ever received before. Although it had been maddening at first, now, it was strangely comfortable. Mobius was too smart to be tricked, too good-natured to care too much about Loki’s misbehavior, and too stubborn to give up on him. Loki’s antics hadn’t alienated him the way they usually did others. Sitting beside the man, he felt a peculiar and uncharacteristic sense of calm. Was this a symptom of 'trust'? Although he could tell from Mobius' troubled brow and shaky tone that he was hiding something, he still felt unnaturally at ease with him.
Something in Mobius’ chest twisted with Loki's words. He leaned back against the wall, trying to relax. He anxiously rubbed his palms on his legs, still careful to keep his arm against Loki’s for the sake of the magic. "Yeah, I’m a real charmer.” He looked around, feeling like a traitor. “I-uh, I didn't exactly give you a prince’s welcome, though." He hoped Loki understood the hidden apology in there somewhere.
"You gave me what I needed,” Loki insisted. “The truth. And a chance."
Mobius nodded, fighting a searing stab of guilt in his gut. "I guess I did,” he said quietly as he tucked his chin down. But a chance for what? Survival? Poor guy didn’t know his chance was already up again. His ticket had been called. They had squandered that chance. Mobius had. Maybe if he had just followed the rules like he should’ve, then Loki wouldn’t need to die in about an hour and a half. Mobius tapped his heel and rubbed his palms again. He had really dropped the ball. He should’ve left the rule-breaking to Loki. Lokis knew how to break rules and survive. Mobius broke a couple of rules for the first time he could remember, and now it was all over. He should’ve left being a Loki to the Lokis.
“I have an idea,” Loki’s voice hummed in his ear, waking Mobius up from the dread pooling in his chest. He felt Loki lean back, his bicep resting against his shoulder. He watched as Loki lifted his hand and a green haze grew from his fingertips.
Seeing Loki’s magic gave Mobius a start, “What are you doing?”
“You need to try… this.” Suddenly a plate appeared in Loki’s hand, it was practically overflowing with a sampling of every menu item on the table in the center of the room.
Mobius grabbed Loki’s wrist, “What? No, Loki. We can’t!” He tried not to be too loud. “We can sit here quietly, that’s it! Taking food will cause variance energy.”
“Mobius, Mobius, calm down,” Loki soothed. “The food here was enchanted. It’s endless. It’s impossible for anyone to know it's missing.”
Mobius looked around. Endless? That explained why no matter how much people took from the table, the supply never seemed to dwindle. “... Magic food? That can’t be filling.”
Loki picked up a bunch of what looked like Midgardian grapes and offered them to Mobius. “Try it.”
“No, I can’t. I'm, uh, magic-intolerant,” he pushed the plate away.
“Check for variance energy if you don’t believe me.”
Mobius gave him a look before he pulled out his TemPad. Sure enough, not even a blip. It was funny how Loki kept finding ways around variance energy- almost like he was made for it. He was the god of chaos, after all. Mobius snapped the TemPad shut, trying not to look at the red timer ticking down, “Alright, you happened to be right, but this still feels wrong. Stepping-on-the-wrong-leaf kind of wrong-”
“Just eat, Mobius.” He dropped the grapes in his hand.
Mobius inspected them, wary. He had always wanted to try Asgardian food. In fact, he had always wanted all kinds of food from the Timeline. He loved the TVA cafeteria meals, of course, but you can only see so many Asgardian feasts throughout the centuries of Loki’s life before you start to wonder what it would all taste like.
The TVA handbook explicitly states that a TVA agent should never eat or drink anything from the Timeline or else risk the integrity of the time flow and for a lot of other good reasons. But he had already messed up just about as badly as he could, right? Why not just throw this onto the pile of offenses while he was here?
He looked at the grapes in his hand. This was probably going to be his only chance to know. After today, he’d never want to come back to Asgard, probably. Without Loki’s powers, he wouldn’t be able to, either. He couldn’t think about all that.
He glanced at Loki, taking encouragement from the troublemaking glint in the Asgardian's eye.
He tried not to be obvious about it, but he was a bit nervous when he popped a few of the grapes in his mouth. After only a moment, he realized they weren’t just some run-of-the-mill Earth grapes. “Wow,” was all Mobius could say. Asgardian produce lived up to its reputation. He glanced at Loki, who was grinning with victory, and gingerly took some cheese and bread from the plate, too. His appetite was piqued in a way it had never been before. He struggled to stop smiling as he chewed. “That’s… that’s amazing,” Mobius laughed. Once in a while, he’d spoil himself with pie, but this was even better somehow. “This is the stuff they had in the fridge at Asgard? You could just whip some of this up every night when you had the munchies?"
Loki nodded, proud.
"I’m jealous. What do you think it would take to get the guys at the TVA to put this stuff in the vending machines?” Mobius laughed as he took another bite of bread. He wasn't used to eating with only his hands. It seemed a little too decadent for a TVA agent, but he was caring less and less -by the second- about what was appropriate for a TVA agent. “No, see, this doesn’t make sense. How are you so slim?”
Loki lowered the plate to rest on their knees, pressing his leg against Mobius'. A slight tremor from Mobius’ leg threatened to topple the plate, but they found their balance again. Loki took some bread and the moment it touched his lips, he closed his eyes in a rush of nostalgia.
Mobius watched him quietly, both of them smiling as they were overtaken by the rare sensory delight. Mobius couldn’t help but enjoy the mix of emotions that ran over Loki’s face as he remembered home.
“No other food in the universe has come close to this.” Loki whispered.
“Nothing like mom's magical home-cooking, I guess.”
The moment was interrupted by a sudden high-pitched laugh from a woman in young Loki's posse. Loki and Mobius looked over at the woman as they continued to enjoy the Asgardian food. Taking another bite of Asgardian cheese, Mobius saw that the woman was talking to the young victor. Whatever he had said, it must’ve been exceptionally funny, or maybe dirty, because she was entirely pink from blushing. It suited her, Mobius judged briefly. It only took a glance for even the dusty analyst to see she was gorgeous. Usually he didn’t notice those things, though. People, on or off the Timeline, were just people. But there was something about being surrounded by the music, laughter, torchlight, and, now, the food that made him see things a little differently right now. Everything felt more alive. It must've been Loki's influence, he figured.
Mobius continued to watch young Loki flirt with the woman. She was reclined on a Romanesque lounge beside Loki’s throne. He didn’t remember her name, but he had seen her in the tapes a few times. She had been one of Loki's favorites, for multiple reasons. Mobius’ eyes wandered, lost in thought and in his food. She had beautiful red hair which draped over her red robes. He noticed a little too late that her robes were practically sheer. He cleared his throat with surprise. His eyes shyly skirted over her breasts, his TVA-instilled wantlessness telling him not to look for too long, and down to her soft waist as he noticed young Loki’s fingers playing with the tassel on the cord keeping her almost-there robes cinched around her waist. Mobius realized, then, that young Loki was leaning towards her with all the seductive wiles he had ever seen Loki employ. Young Loki’s eyes were half-lidded and full of desire, his smile was more devilish and handsome than normal. Young Loki brushed back his hair, stretching his neck beautifully as the woman stared at him.
“Jesus,” Mobius accidentally sighed. The two of them were attractive individually, but seeing two beautiful people together, flirting, was too much. He couldn’t blame them, of course. Mobius pretended another group of people at the table were more interesting to look at for a second. How'd someone who looked like Loki get anything done in life with people tripping over themselves like that for him all the time, he wondered.
Without realizing when or why he looked back again, Mobius watched as the blade of timeline-Loki’s finger grazed the young woman’s jawline. She seemed so nervous to be in Loki’s presence, but excited. The way her prince was looking at her, no wonder she was nervous. He was looking at her like she was a new toy he wanted to unwrap. Mobius swallowed, feeling a lump in his throat, and looked away from them again with a squint. Even as a timeless, ‘wantless’ being, he suddenly felt old and slumped. He went from feeling underdressed to under-everything. What was he doing here? What was he thinking? He took another bite of whatever the root-vegetable-looking-thing was. It was delicious, but he didn't really notice.
The Loki by his side sighed.
Mobius glanced at him.
Young Loki’s profile was a mirror of the Loki sitting beside him, but they were worlds apart. He replayed the millennia of Loki video files in his memory. Seeing the young and the new side by side reminded Mobius of how surreal it was to be sitting with a Loki at all. He had seen Loki from every angle. He had seen him go through everything. Mobius’ eyes followed the long and slender lines of Loki’s neck and shoulders, identical to his younger self. He remembered those shoulders and that posture in the Loki at New York, in the Loki in his prison cell on Asgard, and the Loki at Ragnarok. A grin tugged at the corner of Mobius’ mouth as he considered the purposefully flamboyant angle of Loki’s jacket collar- even outside of time and reality, Loki was always making himself as attractive and attention-grabbing as possible. It could probably be considered one of his many powers. He watched Loki’s chest rise and fall with nearly-labored breath, he must’ve been troubled by what he was watching he guessed. Did he miss that life? Who wouldn’t? She was almost as beautiful as he was. Of course he’d want to go back. He thought about cracking a joke at his own expense about Loki’s downgrade in company, but he couldn’t bring himself to say it for some reason. That was weird. Mobius didn't usually care about stuff like this. Why did he feel... self-conscious?
Mobius looked down, trying not to follow that thought. His eyes landed on Loki’s hands. Those were the same hands. The same ones that fought Thor and won earlier today, the same that were wooing that girl over there, that conjured them this meal, that pulled him out of the way of getting hurt today, that killed dozens of people in New York and attempted to take over the world-
“What did you see?”
Mobius jumped from his scrambled thoughts, grabbing the plate on their knees so it didn’t fall. “ What ?” Mobius coughed.
“You watched me like this for years.” Loki nodded at his younger self. “What did you see?”
He was still lost. “What do you mean?”
Loki ran his hand through his hair, trying to organize his thoughts, “The more I see of myself -versions of myself-, the less I can keep track of who I was. Of why I did these things.”
“Loki, I-”
“I can remember being him. I remember having fun. I remember enjoying lying to these people, tricking them, and taking what I wanted. But now…”
Mobius realized what he meant. “That’s a part of growing, Loki. Changing. Don’t worry about it, it’s normal.” Mobius realized how confusing this must’ve been for him. Lokis don’t change. They adapt, but they don’t change the way he had changed. “Part of growing is looking back and realizing we were… kind of an ass.” He chuckled. “I mean, that’s what I hear, at least. Not that I’d know too much about growing or changing. That’s for you timeliners, after all.”
He watched Loki take that in for a second.
“I wouldn’t be too sure about that, Mobius.” Loki looked at him with more warmth than he knew what to do with.
The implication that Mobius could change or grow in a way he shouldn’t made him uncomfortable, if not secretly flattered. “Very funny. But, listen, don’t get too mixed up about this.” He pointed at young Loki, “He’s still part of you. He’s in there somewhere.” He pointed at Loki’s chest. “You’re just ‘ more ’ now.”
The callback landed. Loki, always with his ‘more, more, more’, had finally started to become more. Just in ways he had never predicted.
“Thank you, Mobius.”
Mobius nodded and shrugged humbly, analysis is my job .
With that, Loki spun his fingers and the plate on their knees disappeared.
Mobius raised his hands, annoyed, “Hey, I wasn’t done with tha-”
“Alright. We should really head back.” Loki sat up straight, stretching as though a lunch break was over.
“No.” Mobius heard himself say it before he thought it.
Loki paused in the middle of straightening his collar and gave him a look, “No?” He searched Mobius’ face and found a momentarily unhidden trepidation. Something was definitely wrong. “Mobius. What’s going on? I can tell you’ve been hiding something.”
Mobius realized he had let something slip. He tried to hide his reaction under a grin as he reached into this coat pocket for his handkerchief. “Look at you, trying to read me. Which one of us is the analyst?” He wiped his hands slowly.
Loki grew serious, turning to him, "This has gone on too long. This field trip was lovely, if not disturbing, but this is enough. What are we really doing here?" He tried to get Mobius to look at him.
Mobius felt something like panic prick at his shoulders. He wasn’t ready. He couldn't go back yet. He couldn’t face the TVA yet. This needed to keep this going. He just needed a little more time. Time away from the TVA. Time to think. Time to stall. Time to find some kind of way out of this. Time with Loki.
As if answering his wish, an opportunity arose. “‘Ope, there he goes,” Mobius pointed at young Loki who was now leaving his throne and making his way towards the exit. “Let’s follow him.” Mobius stood up, grabbing Loki’s arm.
Loki tried to pull back, “No, Mobius-”
“Come on. For research. Just a little longer.”
Loki gave him a look as Mobius dragged him up from his seat and around the periphery of the room to avoid the partygoers. It was difficult keeping an eye on young Loki through the crowd. “Hurry, before we lose him,” Mobius picked up the pace, forcing Loki to keep up with him.
Loki watched Mobius as he pulled him through the room. Something was definitely wrong. Loki’s imagination started manufacturing all kinds of possibilities. All of his instincts were pointing him towards the same, terrible conclusion: a betrayal was imminent. But that’s where Loki’s mind always went.
After some awkward navigating, they stepped out into the dark hall. The music dissipated into the quiet hall from the doorway behind them. Only a few people were walking through the hallway, drunk and staggering. Down a ways, you could see several other open entryways leading to the lesser dining halls where the lower nobility were celebrating loudly with their own music and feast.
Mobius looked around. He searched his memory for where young Loki would be going. It came to him.
“This way.”
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Chapter 8: Chapter 8
Summary:
Old embarrassing memories, new confusing feelings, uncomfortable conversations, and time runs out.
Notes:
Tonight's the finale, y'all. Since we don't know whether there will be a S3, I'm wishing you all godspeed as our journey with the canon comes to a possible end. However things turn out, I'll be here to continue writing this branched timeline.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
He pulled Loki down the hall, passed a few entryways, and towards the mouth of the east wing which held only private chambers and no dining halls. It was purposefully dimly lit as to discourage guests from wandering.
Loki was starting to remember the evening, “Mobius, we really shouldn’t-”
Mobius stopped to look back at him, “Trust me, Loki. You’d rather be here than back at the TVA right now, okay?” Something about his tone was a little too urgent. Before Loki could respond, Mobius caught a glimpse of something down another hallway, “There. There’s our next scene.” Mobius pulled Loki beside him and placed his hand on the small of his back, pushing him towards the dark wing. “This is the way to your old room, right?”
Loki followed the push of Mobius’ hand on his back into the dark hall that led to his old chambers. He battled overwhelming nostalgia and temporal displacement dizziness as he and Mobius briskly walked down the hall he knew best in the whole palace. “Mobius, we don’t need to see this-”
“Shh,” Mobius insisted. He pointed at figures in the distance, signaling that they might be heard if they’re too loud.
A familiar voice spoke loudly at the either end of the shadowy corridor, near the doors that led to Loki’s room, “Go ahead and report to my father in the Great Hall. I’m excusing you from duty so that you can freely enjoy my festival.” It was the unmistakably haughty voice of a young Loki. He was talking to a pair of guards who had been assigned to guard the wing all evening.
“Thank you, your highness!” They didn’t hide their immediate joy at being relieved of their shift. They bowed deeply to the prince and quickly shuffled towards the Great Hall in their noisy armor, already telling each other what they were going to eat first. They were headed right towards Mobius and Loki, so Mobius pulled Loki to the side and behind a nearby pillar which was just large enough to hide them both. They were still invisible, but they no longer had the advantage of a noisy dining hall to hide their presence. They were exposed in the quiet darkness and a pillar might help obscure any small hint of their existence.
“We’re not going to learn anything from thi-” Loki whispered close to Mobius’ ear, trying not to alert his other self.
“ Sh ,” Mobius was losing his patience with all the questioning and with how close Loki was to him. Why’d he have to be so tall? He was practically towering over him, leaning over his back as they both watched timeline-Loki walk further down the hallway and stop at the doorway. Mobius tried to ignore Loki’s hand on his shoulder as he craned his neck to keep young Loki in sight.
Loki sighed impatiently, again too close to Mobius’ ear. “Mob-”
“Ha!” A masculine voice down the hall interrupted him with a battle-cry. A tall, dark figure at the end of the hallway leapt out from behind a pillar towards timeline-Loki. The figure’s arms closed around young Loki’s shoulders tightly. There was a brief wrestle before the figure dropped to the floor with a guttural grunt.
“Argh,” the figure groaned as he started to pick himself off the floor slowly. “That was hard. I wasn’t truly attacking you,” the strained voice echoed.
“If you were attacking me, you’d be dead,” Young Loki advised coldly. He only looked down at the man getting up off the ground, making no attempt to help him.
“How terrifying,” the man teased. He got to his feet and rubbed his abdomen, where Loki must have struck him. He limped closer to Loki. And closer. Then too close for friendliness. As he moved, the low light of the weak torches on the wall revealed the golden robe and skin of the man who was now raising a hand to Loki’s arm, “What has my victor so tense?”
Young Loki grabbed his hand before it touched him, “You do not ambush a prince, Audun.”
Mobius could hear Loki’s breath grate into a groan of what must’ve been embarrassment over his shoulder.
“Oh, are we playing chivalrous today, Loki Odinson ?” Audun teased. He easily took his hand from Loki’s and placed his other on Loki’s chest, pushing him back a few steps. “That’s funny. That’s not usually your tune. What we did today wasn’t chivalrous at all.”
“Mobius-” Loki pulled at Mobius’ shoulder, trying to draw them away from the scene.
Mobius didn’t comply, jerking his shoulder back. He interrupted him with a whisper, “That’s right - there was some funny business there. I mean, of course, right? Why’d Audun jump in front of Thor’s hammer like that during the games?” He leaned back to look at Loki, “It was such a rookie move,” he smiled, having fun despite the cringe on Loki’s face
Annoyed, Loki huffed, “Yes, I cheated, alright? Is that really a surprise?”
“ Nope .” Mobius returned to watching the scene.
Audun pushed Loki towards the wall behind him. They moved together slowly, eyeing one another. The smile on Mobius’ face faltered a fraction when the low light revealed how young Loki was looking at Audun. Audun was even more attractive than the redhead who was no doubt still waiting for her prince in the Great Hall. Mobius fought a pang of self-consciousness as his eyes assessed Audun’s tall and perfectly athletic build. The young prince raised his hand to Audun’s neck, running his fingers down to rest on Audun’s broad shoulder. Much like how Loki’s hand was on Mobius’ shoulder right now. But, of course, it was completely different.
Mobius didn’t know what this feeling was, but he hadn’t predicted he’d be feeling it seeing this in person. It was a sick kind of sensation. It made his shoulders tense and his heart beat harder. It got worse as he watched young Loki run his fingers over Audun’s bare back when their faces approached one another's. They looked at each other with so much desire you could feel the heat from the other end of the hall. Why’d it feel like his tie was too tight? Did Loki’s hand on his shoulder just twitch a little or was it his imagination? This was weird, wasn’t it? He didn’t mean to sign them up for this. He had forgotten about this part. He had brought them here to wait for something else, not this.
Suddenly, young Loki pulled the Audun to the side forcefully in a show of playful dominance. He pinned the handsome Asgardian up against the wall with a grunt.
“Chivalry is pointless. It only gets in the way of winning,” the young god lectured.
Loki couldn’t stand looking at this any longer, but he was held captive by needing to keep both him and Mobius invisible. “Mobius,” he whispered to the analyst again, tugging at him. More than wanting to get away from an embarrassing memory, he didn’t want him to see this. Mobius shouldn’t be seeing this side of him. Not like this.
“I know, I know, just wait.” Mobius swatted him back.
“You’re right. You’re the victor now. But what did I win?” Audun’s deep voice challenged. His hands ran along Loki’s arms as they pressed him harder against the wall. Audun was tall enough to need to look down at Loki, but that didn’t faze the young prince at all.
Loki stepped between Audun’s legs, “My attention.”
The young Loki leaned forward, pulling Audun down to him by his golden robes. His lips were about to touch Audun’s when Mobius felt the hand on his shoulder pull him back with all the strength that Loki had been hiding since they met. Mobius nearly lost his balance as his Loki pulled him behind the pillar to obstruct their view of what his younger self and the warrior were doing. “That’s enough, Mobius,” he said seriously.
“Hey,” Mobius protested, trying to get back.
Loki moved Mobius to his other side, positioning himself between Mobius and the spectacle down the hall, “I don’t want you seeing this.”
Mobius gave him a look that said, really ? “Come on, Loki, don’t be so embarrassed. Because I hate to break it to you, but I’ve seen this all before, remember? You think I don’t know what’s going on over there?”
Loki had forgotten that Mobius had seen it all. “I’m not embarrassed,” he lied hurriedly, defensive. “You- You just shouldn’t have to see this.” He couldn’t make sense of why not.
Mobius scoffed, “What are you even talking about? This is where you draw the line? I’ve seen you kill people, Loki, what’s some kissing gonna do to me?”
Loki stammered as Mobius went to push away Loki’s arm which was guarding him from the scene. Loki didn’t budge. He was sturdier than you’d think.
They could hear Audun’s voice echo, “This is a handsome reward for helping you cheat all of Asgard.”
“Don’t talk to your prince like that,” young Loki scolded.
Mobius glanced at Loki as they listened, Loki looked away quickly. Why was this way worse than before? They were standing in the dark like idiots, Loki grabbing his arm with enough strength to keep him from trying to move, unable to look at one another. Mobius rubbed his face, bothered.
“How should I talk to you?” Audun challenged.
They listened.
“With the respect a prince is owed .”
Mobius breathed out a chuckle, unable to contain it, as the Loki in front of him grimaced deeply.
“Edgy,” Mobius whispered with a smartass grin.
Loki shot him a glare.
A loud bang shook the hall when the giant pair of doors they had come through slammed shut suddenly. The noise was loud enough to shake the hall. Although they both had known it was coming, they still jumped. Their hands found each others’ arms in a brief panic.
“Who’s there?” Audun’s voice called out towards the doors.
An aged voice boomed from the shadows, supernaturally loud. “A prince is not owed respect, Loki. He, like all others, must earn it.”
Loki, in front of Mobius, squeezed his eyes shut as he heard his father’s voice. Mobius took advantage of Loki’s distraction to get around him to peek at the scene again.
“Father,” young Loki called out, uncharacteristically nervous. He created as much space as he could between himself and Audun.
“Lord Odin,” Audun knelt to the ground, panicked.
Mobius stifled a laugh, “ That’s what I was waiting for. That always cracked me up. He got you two good. I mean, look at your faces.”
Loki came up behind Mobius to see, nowhere near as entertained by seeing this memory.
“Audun, Loki,” Odin walked slowly towards them. “I trust this is a newfound affiliation.”
“Lord Odin, I-” Audun’s voice was drenched in fear as he struggled to find his words.
“Very newfound, father. From only after the match,” young Loki fabricated.
Odin stopped several paces from them and nodded at the lie. “I also trust, Loki, you understand how disparaging it would be if it were discovered that the victor of the festival had not earned his title honorably.”
Loki approached his father, “Of course. I would never want to embarrass your festival leaders.” Loki stopped in front of Odin, a challenge twinkling in his eye.
“Hm.” Odin inspected Loki’s face for a moment. He took another step and lowered his voice, though it was still powerful and loud, “We are not all born with the same talents, Loki. Some of us are born with very few. You have been blessed with more than most. The strongest of which are intelligence and cunning.”
Loki watched his younger self absorb those words that he still remembered hundreds of years later.
“But do not mistake your talents as virtues, son. Do not use them to shame your family or your people.” Odin glanced at Audun, who was still on the floor in a bow. “Most of all, do not use them to shame yourself. A man who shames himself with lies is a man trapped in his own prison of illusion.” Young Loki glared at Odin as he continued. “You are a master of illusions, son. Do not lose yourself in them.”
“I won’t,” young Loki responded unconvincingly.
After a long pause, the king stepped to Loki’s side and placed a hand on his shoulder. His voice quieted, “We can only become who we are meant to become if we walk in the truth. Do you understand?”
Loki looked up at Odin and lied again, “Yes, father.”
Odin stared at Loki one last time and dropped his hand from his shoulder. He walked away silently. The doors opened and closed and the king was gone.
Audun collapsed from his bow and went limp with a troubled groan. It was obvious the king knew what they had done. The confusing lack of punishment was almost worse than receiving one. Was it an insult? Was the Allfather washing his hands of them? Young Loki stood completely still for a long moment, looking at where his father had been standing.
Loki had a similar reaction again. He couldn’t move. His father’s words had confused and angered him the first time. They had seemed dismissive - as though Loki wasn't worth more than a minute of his time. His transgression should've earned him years of admonishment, but Odin could only be troubled to say a few sentences. O lder and a bit wiser now, Loki could finally hear those words clearly. Anger burned in him. His father had been right. This new anger was at himself for having ignored him.
He would’ve done so much differently if he could go back.
“I had to see that in person. That was such a good dad move,” Mobius commended. “He could’ve made a bigger deal out of it and ratted you out to everyone, but he still let you have the festival.”
“He didn’t want to embarrass his nobles,” Loki explained bitterly.
“He didn’t want to embarrass you,” Mobius countered.
“He pitied me.”
“He loved you,” Mobius corrected him like it was obvious.
Loki looked at Mobius, shaken. He hadn’t thought of it that way.
Loki's eyes searched Mobius over. “That’s what you saw?”
“Yeah. He knew you just needed some attention, some guidance. I mean, maybe he should’ve been a little more forthcoming with some truths, himself, but hey… he did his best."
They flinched when young Loki suddenly kicked a brazier over with an aggravated yell, sending hot coals cascading across the floor in a flurry of embers that almost set Audun’s robes alight.
“And failed.” Loki twitched his head towards his younger self with a sneer: look how I turned out .
Mobius turned and faced Loki, “See, I don’t think he did.” Mobius stared up at him: look how you turned out .
And just like that, the feeling returned; the same feeling Loki had felt when Mobius calmed him before the games. It was warm, deep, and intoxicating. It spilled through his chest, making his heart race and his stomach flutter. It coated him entirely, soothing the raw scratches inside his chest that had been aching ever since the first time he felt different from his family and his people.
He had been searching for this feeling for centuries. He had tried to find it in betrayal, violence, lust, and greed for millennia, but it was here . Despite how desperately he had clawed others for this feeling - to the point that he had wanted to conquer an entire planet for just a taste of it - it had been gifted to him in something as simple as a whisper just now.
He had become a villain looking for this and it came to him during this quiet and invisible conversation with this quiet, gray TVA analyst. It came from the man who had seen his life and all his crimes twice over and still spoke to him like a friend.
How ironic. The man who plucked him from time and tore his purpose from him was the one to inspire the relief he had been dying and killing for.
Lost in the feeling, Loki's hand moved up Mobius’ arm. It felt right. Comforting, but electric. He had touched Mobius before, but his fingertips and palm were singing from the contact now. Something overwhelming felt caught in his chest, as though it might burst out from him.
In the corner of his eye, he saw his younger self grab Audun with anger and passion. He remembered feeling Audun's figure under his hands. It felt nothing like this. He had never felt this way before. It was almost painful, whatever this was. All he knew was that he needed this. Always. His other hand found Mobius’ other shoulder without thinking. The idea of a future without Mobius now felt completely unattractive- nearly impossible. He needed more of this.
“Loki?”
He couldn't hear Mobius over his thoughts about him. Whatever this strange feeling was, it was consuming him quickly and entirely. Covering and coloring every one of his thoughts and motivations. Like a switch turning on, Loki realized that overthrowing the TVA wasn’t enough anymore. He needed Mobius by his side, too.
“Hey, you okay?” Mobius quietly snapped his fingers in front of Loki’s face, waking him up.
“Y-yes.” Loki rushed back to reality. He took a breath and realized his heart was racing. He stepped back, calming himself. The wave of that overpowering feeling started to recede into his subconscious again.
Mobius looked back to the other Loki and Audun. “Oh, jeez, they’re at it again.”
His younger self and Audun were embracing, kissing fiercely. Loki felt nothing looking at them. His attention was entirely on Mobius’ shoulder under his hand.
Mobius got that glimpse of Loki kissing Audun, pulling at Audun’s golden locks with angry, almost vicious, desire. It looked like he was taking out his rage on his accomplice.
Loki had been right - he really didn’t want to see that. In fact, it kind of pissed him off.
“Okay, that’s it.” Mobius turned around, motioning for Loki to follow him. “I always fast-forwarded over these parts, anyway.” Mobius picked up the pace, trying to ignore the soft sounds of whatever was happening behind them. He needed to get out of there.
Loki straightened out his hair as he followed Mobius, watching the man’s back.
The further they got from his past self, the more easily he could breathe and the clearer his head became. He couldn’t make sense of what he had just been feeling, but what was left over was a bright warmth and strong pull towards the agent in front of him.
“I’m glad I have some kind of privacy,” Loki tried to banter like everything was normal again.
Mobius kept walking, leading them back into the east wing, “Yeah, well, I’m not a pervert. Besides, your, uh, escapades really weren’t my style.”
Loki heard the deep judgment in Mobius’ tone. “Excuse me?” he challenged, taking full offense.
Mobius stopped when he realized Loki had stopped. He turned to him, distracted. “Oh, I just mean these kinds of one night stands seem so… meaningless. Or three-night-and-day-stands in this case, I guess.” He put his hand on his hip, uncomfortable. “It’s just so empty. Kinda gross, too.” He turned to keep walking.
Loki raised his eyebrows with a scoff. “Exactly how would you know, Mobius? It’s not like you have any experience with this.”
Mobius let out a humorless breath, “You got me there. I don’t.”
“Just seems kind of odd for you to pass judgment on others when you don’t know anything about it.”
Why was Loki stuck on this? “Fine. Just leave it.” Mobius kept them walking at a fast pace, almost like he was running from the conversation.
“All I’m trying to say is-”
“Look, Loki, you might know more than me about this stuff. But I’ve seen how people love. After you see all the greatest love stories in the universe, it all pales in comparison.” Loki listened, obviously waiting to respond. “I've seen people, without hesitation, sacrifice themselves- literally jump in front of bullets for someone they love. After that, this stuff just seems kinda pointless.”
Something snakish coiled in Loki when he saw an opportunity to tease. He skipped a few steps closer to Mobius as they turned left into the main corridor. “The point , Mobius, is in the act itself. It feels good,” he explained smugly.
Mobius knew that Lokis knew how to enjoy themselves. Loki had enjoyed himself with hundreds of people over the course of history, Mobius knew that. Better than anyone. But hearing him brag about it just irritated him. “Alright, I’ll take your word for it.” Mobius marched them towards the west wing, which was full of empty assembly rooms, trying to get away from anyone who might overhear them.
“You mean to tell me you’re not even a little curious?” Loki wasn’t letting go of one of his favorite topics. Especially not when Mobius was involved. “Don’t you want to know what it’s like?”
“No. I don’t.” Mobius was losing his sense of humor.
“You’ve never noticed anyone? Never wanted to reach out and-”
And there went the camel’s back. “Cut it out, Loki. This is getting weird.” Mobius stopped on the spot and let go of Loki’s arm, finally overwhelmed by constantly touching him for hours on end. They both became visible again the instant he let go. No one was around to see them, but the outburst still stunned Loki.
“Mobius, the spell-!” He rushed over to Mobius, reaching for him.
Mobius stepped back, “No, I’m not curious, Loki. Okay? I’m not supposed to ‘notice’,” he air-quoted mockingly, “I don’t need to know what everything feels like all the time because I’m not you . I can’t just go around taking what I want.” He took a breath, ignoring the look on Loki’s face, resting his hands on his hips. He could finally think again now that Loki wasn’t all over him. “Okay,” he sighed. “... If you’re done with the dirty talk, how about we get back to what we came here for?”
“Alright… Alright,” Loki quieted, putting his hands in his pockets shyly. He watched Mobius with a wary expression as the analyst rubbed his face. Loki could sense a secret somewhere in Mobius that was at the root of his reaction just now, but he knew better than to ask about it now. Instead, he saw an opportunity to finally get some answers about something that had been bothering him for a while, “So, why are we still here, Mobius? You’ve been dragging me around all day for ‘research’, but we both know Sylive didn’t have this life. What could we possibly learn from this day in my life?”
Mobius, just barely composed again, nodded at Loki’s sound logic. It had been the logic he had been dodging all day. He opened his TemPad.
00:00:04:52.
Five minutes until the end.
Ignoring the feeling tearing into his gut, Mobius spoke quietly, “We’re here, because… I need to know why Lokis betray people.”
“What?” Loki couldn’t see why that was important.
"Look, I gotta be honest, Loki. I didn’t just pick this day because it was a good day for you. I picked it because this is one of the first times you really go all out to betray the people who love you. You had your little pranks with Thor and Sif and all them before, but this was the day you lied to your whole kingdom for the first time and it still wasn’t enough. You just wanted ‘more’. You’re over there right now, hatching your ‘glorious purpose’. You might even say that this is when you start to become Loki. ”
Loki fought his anger at that flippant summary, “Yes, I know my history, Mobius. But what could this have to do with Sylvie?” He took a few steps towards Mobius, who tiredly kept his distance, holding his TemPad close to his chest.
“After this, you and Thor grew apart even more. He always suspected you rigged the match and from here on you just kept digging at him, trying to bring him down.”
“Your point?” Loki was growing impatient.
Mobius waved his hands like it was obvious, “Why throw away your relationship with Thor for power? Why’d you lie to everyone? Why do you betray everyone ?”
Loki’s expression became a scowl. “I don’t know.”
“Back to the ‘I don’t know’s, are we?” Mobius commented under his breath as he checked his TemPad again.
00:00:03:31.
He had to keep trying, “See, I think you do know. And we don’t have a lot of time for lies. I need an honest answer.”
Loki just stared at him, anger in his eyes.
“Come on, Loki. Answer me! Why did that Loki do this?”
Loki looked away.
Mobius should’ve known better.
This was never going to work.
He ignored the heavy shredding sensation in his chest and started typing something on his TemPad, "Okay, that's it. You’re right. We should head back-"
“He’s afraid.”
Mobius looked up. “... Of ?”
“That everyone will betray him first.” Loki’s face told Mobius how scared he was to be saying this. “That he has no place. He knows he’s different. Less . He just wants someone to see him.” His eyes met Mobius’. Loki was obviously fighting every instinct in his body by being honest. “Thor always took all the attention. So, he thought that, maybe, if he could make a fool out of Thor, then everyone could finally see him... Me .” After he said it, his limbs felt heavy with fear and shame. Defeated by extracting the most pathetic part of himself for Mobius, he took a seat on the floor, leaning his back against the wall.
“So what are you actually afraid of?” Mobius pressed.
Exhausted, Loki looked up at Mobius, “... Being alone.”
Mobius knew this was finally the truth. “You can’t be abandoned if you abandon everyone else first, huh?”
“Exactly,” Loki nodded slowly. Weary, he rested his arms on his knees. This reminded him of the day they met.
Mobius looked down to his TemPad.
00:00:00:26.
00:00:00:25.
00:00:00:24.
“One last thing.”
Loki looked up at him again.
"Is it possible to truly trust a Loki?”
This was it. Loki could feel it in the air around them: betrayal. He had known this was coming. This was what all this had been leading to. He had sensed it from the start, he had just hoped he was wrong.
Loki opened his mouth to speak. What could he say to stop this now? Mobius was probably the only person in the universe he couldn’t lie to. The only person in the universe he couldn’t abandon now.
He took a breath, but before he found his words, another noise interrupted him.
The ugly sound of an alarm rang from Mobius’ TemPad.
00:00:00:00.
Loki watched as Mobius reached behind his back and produced his pruning stick from his belt.
“Times up, Loki.”
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Chapter 9: Chapter 9
Summary:
A decision that can't be taken back changes everything.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
00:00:00:00.
The digits blinked on Ravonna’s TemPad as an alarm beeped at her. She checked Mobius’ TemPad activity, holding her breath.
He was still in Asgard.
“Damnit, Mobius,” she hissed to herself. She snapped her TemPad shut.
She slammed her pen down on her desktop with frustration and ran her fingers over her forehead. Why was he doing this? It couldn't be a repeat offense, right? She was sure he had learned his lesson. She had fought so hard for him back then. Why was throwing away his second chance?
She took a moment, and then she did what she had to do. Just like she always did.
She pressed a finger on the intercom button to her assistant. “Tell Hunter B-15 to come see me right now.”
“What should I say it’s about, Ms. Renslayer?”
Her tone turned grave, “I need her unit to handle something for me. Discreetly.”
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“Times up, Loki.”
Mobius took his pruning stick from his belt, looking down at Loki.
Loki looked at the pruning stick and then to Mobius. A bitter smile spread across his lips. He laughed darkly as he got back on his feet.
“I see that while I’ve been considering loyalty to our friendship, Mobius, you’ve been considering betraying me.” Loki let out a gallows sigh and slowly fixed his hair. He took care to straighten out the silhouette of his shirt and jacket again. “I guess I really have been a bad influence on you, haven’t I?” His eyes were glassy.
He faced Mobius straight on.
He thought about his daggers in his coat pocket. The daggers Mobius had given him.
He couldn’t use them against him. It felt physically impossible to point a dagger at Mobius now.
Typically, Loki could threaten anyone if it meant his survival, but, again, Mobius was the exception to every one of Loki’s usual rules. The new, warm pull he felt towards the agent was just as strong as it had been moments ago. It didn’t matter what Mobius thought he had to do.
“Loki. I need you to be honest with me, okay? I mean it. No jokes right now. I’m about to make a stupid decision,” Mobius sounded almost out of breath.
Loki straightened his back, and ticked his head, confused.
Beep.
Mobius ignored the alarm ringing from the TemPad in his left hand. “Think of the stupidest choice you’ve ever made. I know it’s hard because you made a lot of really dumb decisions-”
“Well-”
“But, really think of the worst decision you’ve ever made and then double it. I’m talking world-ending stupidity-”
“Mobius!” Loki snapped, impatient.
Beep.
“Okay, look. I know what this looks like,” Mobius gestured with the pruning stick, “but it's not what you think it is-”
“It looks like you brought me here as one last hurrah before pruning me under Judge Renslayer’s orders.”
Mobius tucked his chin back, taken aback by Loki’s accuracy. “Okay. Yeah. It’s exactly what you think it is, then,” he let out a breath that was almost a chuckle. “You would’ve made a great analyst,” he complimented ruefully.
Beep.
Loki eyed the TemPad and the pruning stick, before looking back to Mobius. “In your position, killing me wouldn’t be stupid. It’s smart,” he advised honestly. “If I die, you save yourself and your keepers.”
“Exactly. Yeah. It would be the smartest thing in the world to prune you right now.” Mobius lifted the pruning stick in his hand, making Loki take a step back. “But… sacrificing my job at the TVA, betraying my life’s purpose and the Time Keepers, the whole universe,... to save a Loki…. Now, that would be really, really idiotic, right?”
Loki’s expression flinched. A moment ago, when he thought Mobius might try to kill him, he was completely calm. He knew how to be betrayed. Hearing Mobius consider sparing him made his heart quicken.
Beep.
“Because If I don’t delete you right now, I’m almost as good as gone, too. And then no one qualified is left to hunt down the Variant. And then she’ll win, she’ll get to the Time Keepers, the TVA will fall, and the universe will end.” Mobius’ brain reeled from the consequences he was facing if he didn’t prune Loki right now . This could be it. This could be the end of everything if he wasn’t careful. Not just Loki or his life. The whole flow of time. Could he trust himself to make the right choice? He’d been making all the wrong ones lately.
“Mobius…" Loki lifted his hands, palms downward, approaching the agent.
Beep.
Chirp.
That last sound was a notification that another time gate had opened in the area. Mobius, flustered, looked at his TemPad. He dropped his arms in a frustrated slump when he saw who had just opened a time gate in the Asgardian courtyard, “B-15 and her team are coming for us now.”
Beep.
“How the hell do I turn this thing off?” Mobius rattled his TemPad, losing what was left of his cool. He was so agitated he didn’t notice Loki approaching him. By the time he looked up, Loki was nearly in front of him, his blue eyes locked on his. Mobius lifted the pruning stick a fraction, feeling a little panicky.
Loki stopped in his tracks, lifting his palms up higher. “Mobius.” He had never heard Loki say his name like that. Deep and calm, tempting him to relax. “This is it.”
“What?”
Beep.
“Our chance to write our own story.”
“Look, see, that’s what I meant by ‘stupid’, Loki. If I do this I’m throwing away everything. My life. I might be risking all of reality for a ‘story’?... Is it worth it ? I mean, you’re not gonna betray me later, are you?”
“That’s what this was about, wasn’t it?” Loki gestured to the palace around them, everything they’d talked about that day.
Beep.
Mobius, completely overtaken by his agitation, snapped his TemPad open and closed several times before he finally turned the whole thing off. The alarm stopped. He looked up and saw Loki had closed the distance between them almost completely. Loki’s hand slowly closed around the hilt of the pruning stick, his fingers brushing Mobius’. Loki pushed the stick to face away from them. Mobius remembered the last time they fought over a pruning stick, back at the theater - when this had all started to get complicated.
Loki took another step into Mobius’ space. Mobius leaned back an inch, staring up at him. He searched the god’s face for some kind of answer.
Mobius realized he could hear boots stomping towards them in the distance, somewhere in the halls of the palace. He took a step back, about to turn around and check behind them for B-15, but Loki’s hand pulled him back to him.
“Stop.” That voice. Mobius was drawn in again by the depth and stillness of Loki's tone. “If you choose me, Mobius, I give you my word," Loki pulled the pruning stick to pull Mobius closer, his eyes full of something Mobius had never seen before. "I know my word isn't worth much, but if it's ever meant anything it's right now." Mobius looked away, not sure whether to buy it. Loki ducked his head, asking for the agent’s attention, "Mobius, I will do everything in my power to keep you safe. I’ll annihilate anyone who comes in our way. You will have my loyalty. My friendship. My protection. Everything."
“... Wow,” Mobius whispered. He blinked. "I wasn't expect all that." He knew Lokis were passionate with their language - always swearing on this or that -, but this was something else. This was Loki at his most convincing. Everything about his voice and face were almost hypnotizing. And with how the Asgardian prince was looking at him, it felt like Mobius had walked into someone else’s story on the timeline. No one had probably ever talked to a TVA agent like this.
In fact, there was no reason someone ever would.
Mobius shook his head, trying to wake himself up, "See, but I know you’d say anything to save your skin. And I don’t know if I can trust you when you talk like that. It feels over the top. A reformed Loki who’ll do everything he can to work with me? Come on."
Loki was unfazed, his voice only turned deeper and warmer, “You know when I’m lying, Mobius. I haven’t been able to trick you even when I tried. You know I’m being honest.” The sounds of boots were getting louder. “You can trust me. We can do this.” He squeezed Mobius’ shoulder, his fingers enjoying the contact. “Together."
Mobius could feel himself start to fall for it. He searched Loki’s face for a possible scheme. He wanted it to be true. He took a breath and spoke quietly. “And you won’t try to overthrow the TVA?”
Surprised by that impossible condition, Loki stopped, “... I-”
“Mobius!” A voice interrupted them.
They both turned to look at Hunter B-15 and the squad of Minutemen behind her as they ran up and stopped several paces behind Mobius.
Mobius pulled himself from Loki’s grip, leaving their life-altering conversation unfinished, and turned to the other agents. He put his pruning stick back on his belt and, as if nothing had just happened, he put on a casual grin and greeted them, “Guys… so glad you could join us.”
“We’re here on Judge Renslayer’s orders,” B-15 explained, her and her subordinates’ stances communicating possible aggression.
“Yeah?” Mobius asked like he had no idea. “What’d she say? Gonna be our backup on our little research trip?”
“You and Variant L1130 are to be seized immediately.”
Loki, serious and defensive, stepped forward a little too quickly, making the Minutemen flinch as though they were getting ready for combat.
“Loki,” Mobius warned him quietly, extending his arm in front of Loki’s chest without breaking eye contact with B-15. “Well, that doesn’t sound right. Sure you didn’t get the wrong orders?” He put his hands in his pockets, his heart racing.
B-15 rearranged her grip on her pruning stick, annoyed, “Our orders came from Renslayer, directly. We’re to delete L1130 on sight and return you to your post for containment.”
Mobius had to keep trying, “I think you’ll find that we’re here for our investigation-”
“On the Sacred Timeline ?” B-15 pointed out where they were. This wasn’t a branch. TVA agents were never supposed to come to the timeline. “You know just being here is a Class C offense, Mobius. You could cause a branch.”
Mobius nodded and dropped his arms to his side, you got me there . Why’d B-15 have to be so good at her job?
Done with Mobius’ pretending, B-15 got to the point, “Renslayer told us to give you one last chance. Prune the variant or we will.”
Loki looked between Mobius and the squad, worry seeping into his expression.
Mobius stood still, his hands on his hips for a moment.
B-15 took a step towards them impatiently.
“Alright, alright, hold your horses,” Mobius motioned for her to stop. She did, but her expression didn’t trust him. “Some of us like to be a little respectful with these things.”
Mobius grabbed his pruning stick again with his left hand. His right hand landed on the center of Loki’s chest, pushing him back and away from the Minutemen. Loki, stepping backwards as Mobius guided him, went from glaring at B-15 to reading Mobius’ face.
“Come on,” Mobius whispered as he positioned himself between Loki and the Minutemen, his back to B-15. He lifted the pruning stick, the end crackling with a yellow buzz.
“ Mobius ,” Loki called down to him softly.
Mobius took a breath, feeling Loki’s pleading eyes on him.
“It doesn't have to end like this.”
Mobius was quiet. He squinted, looking away for a second.
“Someone told me once…”, he looked up at Loki, “... that we make a good team,” Mobius gave Loki a small, uncertain grin.
He extended his hand to Loki. “ ‘Together’ ?”
It took everything in Mobius’ power to stop the tremor in his fingers. This was it. This was the moment he’d never be able to take back. He was betting his life, the TVA, and maybe the whole universe on a Loki. He must’ve been crazy.
But then Loki smiled down at him so brightly, more brightly than any smile Mobius had seen from him on the timeline, and it instantly numbed any fear or pain that came from betraying your life’s purpose.
“Together.” Loki agreed warmly, grabbing his hand tightly.
Mobius threw his pruning stick to the ground with a clatter.
“Get them!” B-15 shouted and the Minutemen activated their batons before immediately breaking into a dash in their direction.
Loki didn’t waste a moment as he pulled Mobius by the hand until he was behind him. Loki positioned himself between Mobius and their attackers. It was half a second before the first Minuteman ran up to Loki, swinging her pruning stick at him. Loki dodged easily and grabbed the baton. He jerked the baton to the side, forcing the agent to come close enough for Loki to strike her. She fell to the ground unconscious, her pruning stick still in Loki’s hand.
“Sorry!” Mobius yelled with a wince as the agent hit the floor with a violent smack.
The other Minutemen ran towards them.
Mobius pointed at the pruning stick in Loki’s hand and said, “Hey, no pruning, alright?”
Loki looked at the stick in his hand and then shot Mobius a look before reluctantly throwing the stick aside. “Fine. I won’t need it here.” Loki stretched his neck with a grin and lifted his arms to his sides, opening his palms. A green haze emanated from his fingers and an emerald glint sparkled in his eyes.
The Minutemen that had been running up to him paused, unsure.
"Honestly guys. It's best to just give up now,” Mobius called out. They looked between Mobius and Loki.
“What are you doing? Take him down!” B-15 ordered, running over.
One of the Minutemen threw a baton at Loki. He dodged it gracefully.
“Why’d you do that, you've just made him angry.” Mobius chided.
Loki shot a blast of propulsive magic towards the one that attacked him and they went flying several feet back, skidding across the floor.
“Come on!” X-5 yelled as he rallied the others. Suddenly, three agents dove towards a grinning Loki. Loki ducked under the first punch, using magic to send the agent tripping over themselves and headfirst into the wall. He stepped out of the way of another pruning stick jab and kicked the agent’s feet out from underneath him. Mobius hissed, empathizing with the pain, when the agent received a knee to the face on the way down. A third agent attempted to strike downward at Loki with their baton, but Loki only caught their arm with the crook of his elbow and effortlessly broke their radius. They yelled in pain, falling to the ground. Mobius flinched, “Ah. Sorry, K-7. He’s just having a bad day.”
Loki approached the remaining four Minutemen, quickly exchanging blows. Behind him, X-5 slunk around the downed, groaning agents and towards Mobius.
Mobius, who had been enjoying the fight as a spectator, took his hands out of his pockets as he realized that X-5 was approaching him.
“Don’t make this hard, Mobius. You knew what you were doing.”
“What’re you doing here, X-5? This isn’t your squad.”
“When I heard where B-15’s unit was going, I volunteered,” he explained smugly.
Mobius should’ve known. This guy always had more bloodlust than sense. It didn’t help that they didn’t really get along all that well either. Mobius had teased him one too many times, probably. Also, the guy was just kind of a jerk.
As X-5 approached him, Mobius remembered how long it had been since he had trained for combat. Too long. He still knew a few moves, but not enough to take on a Hunter. Especially not one as brutal as X-5. “Hey, hey, we can figure this out.”
X-5 took out his deactivated baton and lunged to hit Mobius with it. Mobius tripped out of its way. It wasn't lethal, but with how X-5 was swinging it, it was going to hurt a lot.
“Loki!” Mobius called out to the Asgardian who was busy smacking the heads of two agents together, knocking them out.
“What?!” Loki called back, squaring off his next target.
Mobius circled around X-5 awkwardly, “Help!”
Loki’s attention snapped over to Mobius just as X-5 lunged for him again. Cold panic dripped down Loki’s spine and he immediately disengaged from his current fight, backing off several paces. His hand darted into his coat pocket and instantly produced a dagger.
Mobius glanced at him, flustered, “Hey! No ! No stabbing!” He skipped around to the other side of X-5, trying to stay nimble.
Loki’s shoulders dropped, annoyed. "Just the leg!"
X-5 stopped, looking over at Loki at that.
"No, not just the leg!” Mobius insisted.
X-5 looked back at Mobius.
" Fine !" Loki released the dagger with an attitude, sending it spinning towards X-5. Just as X-5 looked over at the flying knife, the blunt end of the hilt slammed against his forehead knocking him out.
Mobius flinched for a second and then realized what happened. “Oh, good! Thanks.” Mobius gave Loki a thumbs up.
Loki shook his head and turned around to his previous targets, but saw that B-15 had taken their spot.
“I’ve been waiting for this,” B-15 readied herself for a fight, raising her pruning stick into a stable stance.
“I have, as well,” Loki grinned at her, crouching into his own starting stance.
B-15 stabbed towards him, he stepped out of the way. She grabbed the inactive end of the stick, making a fist, and threw a reinforced punch towards Loki's face. Loki dodged again, but she anticipated the direction of his dodge and drew back her elbow towards his cheekbone. She lightly grazed him, but he grabbed her arm before the full impact could reach him. She turned on the spot, her other armored fist aiming for his side. Loki backed off, that was too close. They circled each other, looking for openings.
Mobius had never seen anyone last this long in a fight with B-15. Most of the time, it was over in one hit. She was one of the best for a reason. But of course Loki could hold his own. He was the same victor that they saw win today and, despite his cheating, he was still one of the top warriors in the kingdom.
Loki darted for B-15, his arms slender and graceful despite their intent to harm. The impact their strikes had on her, sending her back a few feet, seemed disproportionate to their elegance. Mobius’ eyes traveled along Loki’s back and legs and the way he could move like that even while wearing the stiff shoes the TVA gave him. B-15, all power and muscle, tried to keep up with Loki’s speed and agility. Again, Mobius admired how Loki was almost more of a dancer than a fighter.
Distracted by the second sparring match he had watched a Loki participate in that day, Mobius realized a moment too late that X-5 was leaning up again, grunting with pain. It only took him a moment of rubbing his forehead before his eyes locked on Mobius. This time his face was full of an anger that didn’t suit a TVA agent. It felt personal now.
“Woah, woah, hold on,” Mobius backed up a little too slowly as X-5 got to his feet. “Remember who told him not to stab you.”
X-5 didn’t listen. “Argh!” he charged, grabbed Mobius’ collar with his left hand and planted an armor-plated punch with his right fist across Mobius’ face. Then another. And another. Between the brain-rattling hits, Mobius remembered enough of his training to kick X-5's knee back, making him lose his balance and grip. Dazed and unable to get away quickly enough, Mobius felt X-5 grab the back of his jacket to hold him in place before ramming his knee into his chest, knocking him over.
Loki’s smile evaporated instantly when he heard Mobius grunt in pain. His eyes found Mobius. He was on his knees, blood dripping from a gashes on his nose and cheekbone, and X-5 was holding him in place with a chokehold. B-15 looked over too. Her expression soured when she saw the bloodied agent who had been a close ally until a few minutes ago.
"Give it up, variant!" X-5 barked at Loki, his arm tightened under Mobius’ jaw as Mobius tried to pry the Hunter’s arm off him, blood in his mouth, his lip split.
“Mobius!” Loki forgot all about B-15 and ran to Mobius.
“Stop right there!” X-5 lifted Mobius to his feet by his neck, the analyst struggling to keep his balance.
Mobius pulled at X-5’s arm hard, freeing his vocal chords just enough to shout, “Run, Loki!”
Loki didn't move, “I’m not going anywhere.”
Mobius realized he really was dealing with a new kind of Loki. Before he could process that, he noticed the glow of B-15’s pruning stick lifted up behind Loki’s head.
“Behin-!” Mobius’ warning was cut short by X-5’s armored forearm pressed hard against his throat.
Loki quickly stepped aside just as B-15 jabbed forward with her stick, narrowly escaping deletion. He caught the hilt and rammed it back towards her chest, winding her. He snatched it away from her while she caught her breath and used the inactive end to knock her to the floor with one powerful hit. She’d only be down for a minute, but that was long enough. Loki tossed the stick and looked back to X-5, a personal anger in his eyes this time.
“W-wait. Stay back!” X-5 squeezed Mobius’ neck harder, cutting off his air.
Something ugly flashed in Loki’s expression. “As you wish.”
Quicker than X-5 could process, Loki’s second dagger appeared in his hand and was suddenly flying through the air until the blade implanted itself deep into X-5’s shoulder, forcing him to release Mobius with a loud cry of pain. Mobius fell to the ground, wheezing for air, and Loki sent a blast of magical energy speeding towards X-5’s face. It hit him dead on and sent him flying backward until he hit a wall, cracking it. He slid to the floor, completely unconscious this time.
“Mobius,” Loki rushed over, his hands pulling the man to lean up.
“You-you- were right. Yes- Yes , stabbing.” Mobius struggled to joke, coughing and wheezing after every word.
“It tends to keep them down longer, yes,” Loki smiled at him, a tender laugh escaping him.
B-15 and the first Minutemen he had incapacitated were starting to get back up, groaning and calling for the others.
Loki pulled at Mobius, “Come on, we need to get out of here. Take my hand.” Mobius didn’t need to be told twice. He grabbed Loki’s hand and the ex-god wrapped Mobius’ arm over his shoulders. He lifted Mobius to his feet a little too easily. Mobius struggled to keep his feet on the ground until Loki lowered his shoulders into an accommodating stoop for the shorter man. Mobius felt Loki's other hand move along his back until his long fingers hooked onto his waist, squeezing him against his side. Mobius thought about saying he could walk on his own, but he knew he couldn’t - he could hardly breathe right yet, his chest was still throbbing from X-5's knee kick, and the room was still spinning a bit from the punches he took. He had to let Loki take the lead for now, he’d just try to keep up.
After a few steps, they turned invisible with a green shimmer. Mobius caught a dizzy glimpse of another Loki and, strangely, another Mobius staggering off in another direction. Illusions.
Mobius ignored the pain in his jaw and neck to look behind them at the groggy squad. Sure enough, they were pointing at the decoy illusions and helping each other up so they could chase the fakes down the other hallway. B-15 staggered a little as she led the charge.
Mobius put one foot in front of the other, hardly needing to, and looked at Loki’s profile. Loki had saved him. Both of them. His heart stuttered against his tender ribcage.
“Ah,” he winced as the tension in his chest aggravated the bruises that were currently forming.
“Just a little further."
“Yeah,” Mobius responded, hoarse. He tightened his grip on Loki’s shoulder, his fingers clumsy and shy.
"Here. There's a hidden entrance." Loki leaned over to the corridor’s stone wall and let go of Mobius’ waist. He felt around for a specific stone and found it. It clicked into place and a narrow passageway opened up. He grabbed onto Mobius again and led him into the dark stone passage first. “This will take us to one of my old training rooms.”
Loki tapped another stone and the entrance closed behind them.
“Right, yeah,” Mobius had a fuzzy recollection of the secret passages in the castle. This one was dark and cramped. It sloped downward for thirty or so feet until it exited into the training room. Loki’s hands shifted on him, running along his sides and across his back to support him in the confined space. He could feel his large palms pressing against him with a strong concern. All the contact was causing him to tense up. They were almost at the end of the passage and in the dim light of the training room when Mobius pushed Loki’s hands away, “Alright, I can walk now.” He made Loki let him go. Mobius took a few steps on his own and lost his balance just at the mouth of the passage exit.
Loki grabbed him again before he could fall. “Sit,” he ordered.
“Alright,” Mobius conceded, letting Loki lower him down to the floor. He leaned his back against the stone wall. He let out a long, shaky exhale that fought against him painfully. Pathetic. A couple of hits and he was out. Mobius looked up at Loki, who only had a few knicks after taking out an entire TVA squad. No blood or bruises messing up his face. Still just as handsome as ever. In fact, the fight seemed to have brightened him up again. The Loki he was looking up at reminded him more of the victor in the east wing than the captive who had been filing through TVA records just a few hours ago.
Loki knelt down for a closer look at Mobius, concern pulled his brows to a peak.
The gashes on Mobius’ nose and left cheekbone seemed wide. His fingers slid gently under Mobius’ jaw, lifting his face up and into the light. Loki leaned down for a closer examination. Mobius tried to lean back, pushing his palms against the ground, but there was nowhere to go with the wall behind him. He couldn’t think or talk as Loki’s face approached his own. He held his breath uncomfortably while the god assessed him. Loki’s fingers on his chin felt strange, but he stayed as still as possible.
“I thought the TVA would treat their own a little better.”
“Usually. But X-5 has always been a loose cannon with a few loose screws,” Mobius struggled to say such a long sentence, the inside of his mouth tender and bloody.
“We should clean that up,” Loki's fingers finally left Mobius’ face and allowed him to breathe a little easier for the moment.
Mobius watched as Loki walked into the training room. It had dozens of weapons, of all types, lining the walls on shelves. In the center were dummies and targets that had been well-used. Long emerald curtains covered the walls, giving the training room a strangely sumptuous feel that suited a younger Loki's taste. Loki looked around for a second and then grabbed one of the curtains in his hands, as if to tear a portion off.
“No,” Mobius called out, lifting his hand. Loki looked at him, puzzled. “Variance energy.”
Loki thought for a moment, realizing he couldn’t use anything in the room.
“It’s fine, Loki.” Mobius didn’t want a fuss.
“Mobius, you’re covered in blood.” Loki suddenly got an idea. He shrugged off his jacket. He lifted it towards Mobius, this better ?
“... Yeah,” Mobius sighed, defeated.
Loki came back to Mobius, lowering himself to sit in front of him. Mobius awkwardly moved out of the way to accommodate Loki’s long legs. Loki inspected his TVA jacket and found the inner lining to be softer than exterior. He folded it back and then lifted the corner of the fabric from the interior breast pocket towards Mobius’ face, raising his eyebrows to ask for permission.
Mobius gave him an impatient gesture of approval, get it over with .
Loki started with the blood that had dripped down to Mobius’ jaw. There was nothing to be done about the new stains on Mobius’ shirt, but he couldn't walk around with blood drying on his face. Loki knew how uncomfortable that would be.
He wiped across Mobius’ jawline carefully. The blood was still wet so it was coming off easily, at least.
Loki glanced at the gashes on Mobius’ face, replaying the moment he had looked over to find Mobius in X-5’s grip. If they had had orders to prune Mobius, that would’ve been the end. A sick feeling dripped into his gut. Loki used his other hand to carefully angle Mobius’ face to the left. His fingertips appreciated touching him. It offered a reassurance Loki had never needed before; Mobius was still here, alive and warm.
He glanced at the damage again and felt that sick sensation deepen. He could see purple bruises setting in along Mobius’ jaw. His bottom lip was split. He didn’t deserve this. His only crime was sparing a Loki.
No matter where Loki went, his presence seemed to hurt the people around him.
Loki rearranged his jacket to use a different patch of fabric. He pulled Mobius’ chin closer, cleaning the blood just under the gash on his cheek.
“Hs,” Mobius inhaled as Loki brushed the blood from his cheek, his new bruises rebelling against the pressure.
“Sorry,” Loki apologized, lightening his touch.
The jacket was still warm from Loki’s body heat. It smelled like him, too. Mobius glanced at his face. It was strange that someone as strong and violent as Loki could also touch him like this. He couldn’t recall ever seeing Loki help someone like this on the timeline.
“So, you’ve got a gentle touch, too,” Mobius joked. Loki didn’t respond, his eyes completely focused on what he was doing. Mobius wondered whether that was a weird thing to say.
Again, he felt like an imposter in a story meant for someone else. This Loki had pledged his loyalty to him, saved his life, and was cleaning his wounds all within the last twenty minutes. This had to be someone else’s story. Someone else’s timeline. Why would a Loki go through all this for a TVA agent? Why him? He was just one of the thousands of TVA ‘peons’.
He had thought that Loki’s pledge had just been for survival, but how Loki had handled that fight proved that theory wrong. If it was about survival, he should’ve ran. Why would he go through the trouble for him? Mobius’ stomach turned anxiously at the thought that maybe Loki really was doing this for some reason that included Mobius.
He let Loki tilt his head further to the left, trying to ignore the pleasant pressure of Loki’s cool fingertips. “Loki.” He looked down.
“Yes?”
“You could’ve left me back there,” Mobius reminded him. “I wouldn’t have blamed you.”
Loki stopped, putting the jacket down. He was quiet long enough for Mobius to look at him. Loki spoke quietly and clearly, “I have no intention of leaving you, Mobius. I gave you my word.”
The man's unused heart jumped again. A Loki giving him his word. He didn’t know what this feeling was, but it was strong. It was painful, deep, and it danced behind his ribs like a laugh.
Mobius held all that back. All he let out was a smirk, despite his torn lip, and told another joke, “Who are you?”
Loki nodded gently, still figuring that out .
Loki returned to what he was doing, the mirrored thought occurring to him, “They gave you one more chance to prune me back there. You could have changed your mind.”
Loki was right, but Mobius hadn’t even considered it. “I think I decided that that wasn’t going to happen a long time ago, actually. I just didn’t know it.”
Loki suppressed a nervous smile. He had spent his life trying to convince people to choose him. Now that it had happened, he wasn’t sure how to react. It didn’t seem real.
Loki wiped away some blood that had traveled down from Mobius' lip onto his chin. Mobius twitched backward.
The energy between them was different than before. Charged.
Mobius cleared his throat, as he usually did when he was overwhelmed by something. But this time clearing his throat turned out to be so painful he had to let out a grunt.
“Let me see,” Loki lifted Mobius’ chin, exposing his neck. Mobius obliged, blinking awkwardly.
Angry red markings lined the man’s neck, purple bruises setting in. There was nothing Loki could do for them, but they bothered him all the same.
“It’s fine,” Mobius dismissed, looking back down. He pushed Loki’s hands away.
“I should’ve stopped it.”
“Don’t worry about it. This is new for the both of us. I haven’t had to defend myself since, well, a long time ago. And you don’t have a lot of experience protecting people, yet.”
Loki silently agreed, appreciating the ‘yet’.
Mobius replayed the fight in his mind, admiration coloring his memories. “You really kicked some ass back there. Took down B-15’s entire unit. I forgot you could fight like that.”
“So did I.” Flattered, Loki looked at his hands, making fists. His knuckles were a little tender.
Mobius took the jacket from Loki, their fingers brushing. They both pretended not to notice. He dabbed at the blood from the bridge of his nose."You were kind of a hero back there. That must've felt good."
Loki chuckled, “Yes. It felt good to fight for something more than just myself for once.”
He watched Mobius. The warm pull he felt before was still present, maybe even strengthened by the anxiety of almost losing the man. It was a force that pushed him closer, daring him to keep touching him.
Mobius gingerly tapped the bridge of his nose, “At least it’s not broken. I’ve broken this thing so many times,” Mobius recalled his Hunter days silently, not touching any single memory too long. “That should do it. Sorry for cramping your style,” Mobius gave Loki his jacket back when he finished. He'd need to treat the cuts with disinfectant and bandages, but it was better.
Loki took back the jacket.
“How do I look? Any uglier?” Mobius joked rhetorically.
Loki’s eyes flitted over Mobius’ face a little too seriously. The wounds were only ugly as far as the pain they must be causing Mobius. Besides the cuts and bruises, Loki could still appreciate his favorite parts of Mobius; the soft line of his ever-thoughtful brow, the smart charm in his eyes, and the handsome slope of his jawline when he smiled.
“Not at all.”
Mobius looked away and moved on quickly, “So, I guess I’m an outlaw now. It feels kinda strange. Kinda terrifying, actually.” Mobius started to feel the gravity of his situation settle in his bones. Was he really on the run from the TVA? Was this actually happening?
“You get used to it.” Loki had plenty of experience.
Mobius started to stand up, struggling, “Yeah, well, you’re gonna have to help me with the next part.”
Loki stood up and grabbed his hand, pulling Mobius to his feet. “What part?”
“How to live without a glorious purpose.”
They stood there, hands interlocked.
Loki smiled, “We’ll find out together.”
The sound of several boots running muffled from the other side of the secret entrance at the other end of the passageway. The entrance was hidden and closed, but the Minutemen were getting closer.
“There’s Variance Energy over here!” A voice called out on the other side of the stone.
“They're starting to zero in on us,” Mobius forgot the warmth of the previous moment, anxiety pricking at him.
“They must have disarmed the decoys. It’s hard to find this room, but not impossible.”
Mobius looked around, "We need to get out of here." The room didn’t have any visible exits.
“Why don’t we escape through a time gate?”
Mobius pulled his TemPad out, inspecting it, "They bugged my TemPad. If I open a gate they'll know exactly where I'm going and follow us. We won’t even have a minute to get away."
"Okay, so if we can’t leave using the TemPad, what's stopping them from resetting this whole place right now?” Loki tried not to think about B-15 disintegrating his other self and the whole festival.
Mobius shook his head, "Against policy. No resetting unless you reach a five-unit peak of variance energy."
“What are we at now?”
Mobius checked, “About three.”
Loki ran his hands over his hair anxiously, thinking, "Alright. And a squad of Minutemen running through the palace of Asgard must be causing some more variance energy, right?"
"Yeah, the more they search for us, the less time we have." Mobius watched the variance energy on his TemPad tick upward, dread growing. "If we make a move they'll lock in on the coordinates of our variance energy, find us, and prune us. If we stay put, they eventually reset the whole kingdom." Mobius looked up at Loki. They exchanged worried looks.
This was getting worse by the second.
A violent solution came to Loki, "They won’t be able to reset us if we prune them firs-"
Mobius tapped Loki’s chest with a stern warning, "Hey, no, these are my colleagues."
" Were ."
That reminder shook the ex-agent. This was actually happening. “... That doesn’t matter. I know those guys! We’ve gossiped over water coolers. I can’t just let you kill them.”
They were running out of options and Loki was losing patience, “I’m sorry to tell you, but sometimes it’s kill or be killed, Mobius.”
“ No . No killing.” Mobius’ tone turned severe. “Betraying TVA orders is enough. I signed up to be a traitor. I’m not going to graduate to ‘murderer’.”
Loki shot him a dramatic look, “What do you think you’ve been doing this whole time, Mobius? You and these Hunters have been pruning people-”
“I was helping protect the universe-”
“No, you were controlling it. And I was next in line until just now.”
“Exactly-!” Mobius winced in pain from raising his voice. Loki flinched towards him with automatic concern. Mobius held up his hand to keep Loki back and calmed himself, “... And I couldn’t do it anymore. I just gave all that up. Eons of duty. Countless branches disintegrated in the name of order and I gave it up because I couldn’t do it to you.” That came out stronger than he intended. The expression on Loki’s face made him look away. Mobius lowered his voice, “Pruning in the name of the TVA was worth it. It made sense. We had a mission. But pruning just to save my own hide- it’s wrong.”
Loki took a step towards Mobius. His voice lowered to nearly a whisper, “I’ll prune all of them in an instant if they try to hurt you again.”
Mobius’ looked up at him instantly, somewhere between shocked and disturbed. There was nothing but vicious sincerity in Loki’s eyes. Mobius stepped away. This was too much, too fast. He was still sore from disobeying the TVA, he couldn’t handle all this at once. “Loki. What are we doing here? We’ve been working together for five minutes and we’re already losing it. We won’t even have a chance to escape, they’ll just find us here bickering.”
Loki lost his confidence for a moment, stepping back too. He understood now that he was scaring Mobius. It was hard to contain his old habits, but he tried. He attempted rationalism, “What we need is to get out of here. To do that, I’m suggesting we take the fight back to them.” Mobius gave him a forbidding look. Loki raised his hands, “ No pruning . But we’ll take their reset charges and their TemPads."
Mobius nodded, that felt better.
Maybe this could work. This Loki was surprisingly capable of compromise. "Sounds like something the Variant would do,” Mobius commented. As soon as he heard himself say it, something clicked, “Wait a second. I’m getting an idea.”
“What?”
“If we can just figure out how to get out of here and a way to catch the Variant, maybe there’s a shot we won’t get pruned or tossed in a cell when they catch us.”
Loki cocked his head back, confused by Mobius’ certainty, “ ‘When’ they catch us?”
“Yeah, ‘when’. What else is gonna happen? Are we gonna hide out in apocalypses forever like Sylvie?”
“No.” Loki’s plan resurfaced in his mind, “But maybe…” He paused was meaningfully.
“No, no, don’t even think about it, Loki.” Mobius couldn’t leave the TVA to join the Variant that had been killing his people.
“Sylvie might know something we don’t! The TVA wants me, possibly both of us, dead. She wants to bring down the TVA. Maybe this is worth considering?”
Mobius shut his eyes for a second, gesturing sharply as he tried to stay calm, “Loki. You’re not seriously suggesting we join Sylvie, are you?”
“I’m saying she might know something we should know.”
Mobius waved his hands, ignoring the pain around in his throat as he spoke loudly, “No! We still have a chance. If we catch her and turn her in, they might go easy on us. We have to at least try.”
Loki realized he and Mobius were switching roles right now. Mobius was falling back on his glorious purpose, again. Loki could sympathize with the instinct to slip backwards into something safe, but it wasn’t making sense. He spoke calmly, “You just cast aside the TVA, Mobius. You decided you wanted something else. Why are you giving up already to rejoin them?”
Rejoin them? Mobius realized what he had been saying, “I’m not! I’m not. I- I don’t know-...” He shuffled slowly, his mind struggling to keep up with the beating of his heart, “All I know is that the TVA needs to keep going. It’s here to protect us. We can't help Sylvie destroy it.”
The sounds of something hitting the stone wall at the end of the passageway interrupted their confusion.
“They’re trying to find a way in,” Loki realized.
Mobius knew what was next, “They’ll use their TemPads soon if they can’t find a natural way in.”
Loki needed to take the lead. He had been exactly where Mobius was. No one was in their right mind right after betraying their life’s purpose. But at least Loki had a head start.
He took inventory of what they needed, “We’re running out of time. What we do know is that we need to find Sylvie. We’ll learn what she knows and then we can decide whether we’ll take her to the Time Keepers, like you want.”
“No, like you want. You just want to get in front of the keepers to kill them,” Mobius groaned.
Loki ignored Mobius’ attempt to pick a fight. “Mobius, we need to focus on what’s happening right now. We have to get ready to fight our way out.” Loki walked into the center of the training room looking at the weapons around them.
Mobius leaned against the wall, "And we just gotta crack this case and find Sylvie with no TVA files, no Hunters, no TemPads, with no idea what we want, while running for our lives." Mobius grunted as he massaged the side of his neck. “Should be a piece of cake,” he grinned hopelessly. Had he just signed them up for a suicide mission?
Loki seemed to find something. He walked to a display case on the southern wall. Mobius watched as Loki opened the case and reached for the weapon inside: an enchanted Frost Giant warhammer. A trophy from one of the many skirmishes with Loki’s kind. It was, by far, the most powerful object in the room. It had only been there as an inspiring decoration- a reminder of Asgard’s military prowess. An Asgardian would never fight with Frost Giant weaponry, but this was a time for extreme measures. Loki grabbed the warhammer.
“Don’t!” Mobius warned. “Don’t touch anything or you’ll leave more variance ener-”
Mobius stopped talking as he saw Loki turn to him. Loki's bright eyes were now a deep crimson and his skin was slowly turning Jotun blue.
Mobius had never seen this in person, “Woah. That’s right. That must have some Frost Giant magic.”
Loki, looking at his hands, was now completely in his natural form. Mobius stuttered a moment, taking a few steps towards him.
Getting a close look at the semicircular Jotun etchings on Loki’s transformed face, he couldn’t help but ask, “Does that feel weird- turning blue?”
Loki was taken aback by the strangely rude question, “No. Is it weird? Does it look like it’d be weird-?”
“No-no, it’s fine. It just looks uncomfortable.”
“What do you mean?” Loki looked at his reflection in a pane of display case glass, self-conscious, “This was how I was born. I can’t really help it-”
Always curious, Mobius had let the urgency of their situation go completely out the window, “Yeah, was that a conscious decision on your part to always not be blue? I never got that."
"What? No. Odin cast a spell. So I could fit in." Loki said it like it was obvious.
“Oh, of course,” Mobius gestured sarcastically, should've known that. “But at least if you had been blue you would’ve gotten some more attention. Kinda hard to ignore a blue kid running around.”
Loki gave him a look, his red eyes far more effective than his blue ones. Mobius might’ve actually been intimidated if a light bulb hadn't just gone off in his mind. Blue . Blue kid. Something was there. What was he remembering? Blue!
“Kablooie!” He exclaimed.
“Excuse me?”
Mobius was back to full urgency, taking out his TemPad in a rush, “We’re going back to the TVA.”
“To turn me in?” Loki was too confused to keep up.
“What, no! I need to check some files.” Mobius opened his TemPad but then closed it quickly, remembering why he couldn’t use it. “First, I need a new TemPad.”
The out-of-the-loop Loki shrugged with frustration, can’t help with that .
“How’s your disguise magic?”
“... Why?”
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Chapter 10: Chapter 10
Summary:
A plan to escape B-15's team and regroup becomes addled with mischief and realizations.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Is there a hidden room back there?” B-15 asked L-3 who was busy searching through the blueprints of the Asgardian castle on their TemPad. The other Minutemen continued to tap the stones on the wall with the dead ends of their pruning batons, checking for mechanisms or levers.
L-3 shook their head, “The schematics don’t show anything back there.”
Was this another one of Loki’s tricks? They had chased a fake Loki and Mobius in and out of rooms for several minutes before they got the variance energy reading coming from this area.
The last tick of energy had pointed them to a position just behind this wall, but there were no entrances anywhere. B-15 knew their targets were on the other side of the stone wall somehow.
B-15 heard a group of voices from the main hallway: Asgardians, just out of sight, were leisurely strolling between dining halls, laughing and singing with one another. A woman’s high-pitched laughter rang through the halls. They were doing what they should as people on the Timeline, playing their part. B-15 had to stay focused. They needed to get this over with as quickly as possible to avoid being seen and creating a branch.
“Whatever opens this is too well-hidden,” she looked over the stone wall in front of them, trying to find something that couldn’t be seen. She pointed to another Minuteman, “K-7, head back to the north corridor and look for other points of entry.”
K-7 nodded their still aching head and got into a jogging start down the hallway but soon slowed to an unsure stop, “B-15-” their notification was cut short.
“Prince!” A high-pitched voice called in a sing-song tone from the other end of the corridor.
A tipsy Asgardian woman with red hair and nearly sheer red robes came swaying down the hallway, tripping over her bare feet. She took a few more drunken steps in their direction before she noticed them and stopped in her tracks.
“What should we do?” L-3 asked B-15, worried. They had never had to report to the Sacred Timeline like this before. If this had been a branch they would’ve pruned the woman on the spot to keep her from becoming a problem. If they did that now, they’d be erasing a woman from existence on the Timeline. That would definitely cause a massive branch.
B-15 held out her arm to stop the Minutemen behind her from approaching the woman, “Don’t engage-”
“Have you seen my victor?!” She came skipping over to them.
The Minutemen all took a few steps back as the beautiful woman approached them. They all looked to B-15, almost scared.
B-15 stepped forward to distract the woman from the others, stony faced.
“Have you seen my victor?” The woman asked after a hiccup, her speech slurred but still lovely.
She wasn’t going to respond. Anything she’d say would contaminate the Timeline. B-15 looked away from her, as if she hadn’t heard her. Her Minutemen followed her lead, turning around.
They were stuck.
Running would make them appear even more strange, which would leave a longer impression on witnesses and possibly cause branches. Their one advantage was that this woman was drunk. If they behaved as unremarkably as possible, the woman might forget about them.
“You are all dressed so strangely.” The woman approached them, reaching out to B-15, as if to feel the texture of her alien clothes. B-15 stepped back. The woman followed. B-15 backed up again. “Wait! What are you doing?” She laughed and caught up with B-15 like they were playing tag. “Who are all of you?”
B-15 stood as still as a statue.
“You know what? I don't care.” The woman gave up her curiosity quickly. She sighed and leaned a plush arm onto B-15’s shoulder, as if they were friends. She looked up at B-15 with doe eyes. “Have you seen the prince? Prince Loki? Not Thor ,” she distinguished as if a ‘Thor’ was something foul.
B-15 stiffened at that. They happened to be looking for different versions of the same person. She still didn’t say anything. The Minutemen behind her were just as still, confusion and fear rippling through each of them in an uncharacteristic moment of ineptitude from the usually ace squad.
The woman giggled to herself, “He's tall , dark hair, and… indecently handsome. He said we were going to spend some time together tonight,” she whispered the dirty secret between breathy giggles.
She received only silence from the group of living mannequins.
The woman leaned up, a childishly offended look on her face, “Why will none of you speak to me?” She waved her arms at them as though they were a mile away. Her pantomime made her giggle so hard she tripped over her own toes and fell squarely against B-15, “Oh!”
B-15 pushed her up and off with an annoyed exhale.
“Oh, you're strong,” the woman cooed. She pushed B-15’s shoulder playfully.
K-7 raised their baton towards the woman out of instinct. B-15 turned and gave them a prohibiting look.
“What’s that thing? Rude.” The woman slapped the active pruning stick away from her face, lucky not to touch the deadly point. She sighed, frustrated, “None of you are any help. I'll tell the guards.”
The squad flinched at the threat.
“Wait. No, I won't.” She laughed and wobbled as she turned around towards the main corridor again. She whined and let out a pout, “Where's my Loki?”
When the woman had stumbled her way back to the main corridor and out of sight, B-15 and her squad took a relieved breath. They looked at each other, each of them troubled by the encounter with one of the Sacred Timeline beings.
“You should’ve pruned her,” X-5 spoke up, still the groggiest of them all from the particularly brutal beating he had taken. “That way we could just reset this place and get it over with.”
“We don’t cause branches, X-5. We protect the Timeline,” B-15 replied with a tone that scared her subordinates. “Maybe I need to tell General Dox that you’re suggesting we commit Class A offenses now?”
He looked away, mumbling something B-15 didn’t care about.
“Check the variance energy levels,” B-15 ordered L-3. Despite her attempt to avoid it, that exchange could’ve put them over the five-unit peak necessary to make this a branch. She really didn’t need that on her record.
“Levels are unchanged,” L-3 reported, relieved.
“What?” B-15 looked at L-3. “That can’t be right.” Even just being seen by a Timeline being should’ve been at least a one-unit increase.
B-15 had to check this herself. She reached into her pocket for her TemPad.
Where was it?
She checked her other pocket.
It was gone.
“She took my TemPad!” B-15 started running towards the main corridor, the others shuffling to catch up with her.
“Through here!” The redhead pulled Mobius by his hand down the servant’s hall.
“You got it?” Mobius asked as he tried to run, a little frantic.
She waved the brass TemPad over her shoulder confidently.
“Great!” Finally, a plan that worked .
Using a secret exit out of the training room to their advantage, Mobius had planned out the sting. He had guessed correctly that B-15 would choke if a handsy Timeline bystander got too close.
Mobius struggled to keep up with the woman pulling him by his hand, his chest still aching. He stopped when she did, almost bumping into her. "What?" They were in one of the long servants’ hall. She didn't respond. She looked back and forth, counting the scones on the wall. Mobius watched, confused.
Remembering which one was the correct one, she smiled and pulled the third sconce from the left ten degrees to the right and a panel in the wall slowly opened to a dark descending staircase.
“How many secret rooms does this castle have ?” Mobius asked in bothered amazement as she pulled him into the shadowy passage, closing it behind them just as the sound of boots were turning the corner down the hall. They had made it just in time.
“Hundreds. I put most of them in myself,” she responded, a little out of breath.
“That’s right”, Mobius recalled looking around the dark passage. This one offered no lighting at all, they only had the ambient glow from the light under the crack of the secret entrance. Mobius anchored himself against the wall behind him, trying to breathe slower to rest his sore ribcage.
This passage was even more cramped than the last one. It was only a narrow staircase leading to another hidden room somewhere beneath them. They were packed a little tightly, trying to keep balance while standing on different steps.
Loki struggled with her robes, which weren’t meant for running. They had twisted around her ankles. Fixing the problem, she rested a soft hand on Mobius’ chest for balance. She was still adjusting to her temporary body.
Mobius pulled back a bit. Seeing Loki as the beautiful Aesa, up close, was… weird.
Shuffling to get her shapely legs free, she leaned forward even further and, for a moment, her breasts pressed against Mobius' arm.
“ Alright - Alright, Loki.” Mobius pushed Loki back with a polite hand. “That’s enough. You had your fun, now gimme some space.”
Surprised, Loki looked up at Mobius with her new green eyes, brushing her red hair back the way Loki had usually brushed his dark hair back. And then she got that look in her eye. Mobius realized too late that he had accidentally goaded Loki into more mischief.
“Oh, is she your type?” Loki asked sweetly as she splayed her delicate fingers up Mobius' chest, smiling up at him.
Mobius jerked his head back with an are-you-crazy expression, “Hey! No, stop- I liked you better the other way.” He had meant he just wanted Loki to go back to normal, but what he heard himself say sounded very different.
Loki transformed back to his former self with an instant shimmer, his larger, stronger hand still on Mobius’ chest. “I’m flattered,” the god quipped with that troublemaking grin. With Loki on a lower step, they were almost eye to eye.
Mobius let out an exasperated breath, “Loki- Come on, you know what I meant. Don’t do that-” He smacked Loki’s hand off of him and Loki only chuckled. “Just hurry and gimme the TemPad before we get killed.”
“It was a good plan,” Loki said softly as he offered Mobius the fresh, unbugged TemPad. His smile held nothing but good humor and tenderness now.
“Yeah, I know ,” Mobius gave him attitude, snatching the TemPad from him, still prickly from being teased.
Mobius knew he should've known entering an alliance with Loki would end up like this- even when a trickster was on your side, they would still have fun at your expense. Mobius was sorely missing the authority he used to have over the god. Now, every time he thought he knew what was going on, Loki had to pull something like that.
Mobius tapped coordinates into the TemPad, trying to ignore how Loki was towering over him, watching him with that smile on his face. Why did it feel like he was in a sauna standing next to him? This was all getting really weird, really fast. But at least they were back on track.
A TVA librarian squeaked their little cart through the study area's research tables as soft, yet scratchy, muzak played over a little transistor radio perched on the top shelf of their cart. Every table was clear, except one. They squeaked their way over to the one messy table. They looked at the sprawl of files that had been left unattended.
“These two never clean up after themselves,” they muttered to themself as they started to organize the files into piles, readying to put them on their cart. It had been hours since those two left. If these files were so important to them they should’ve been back to collect them by now. They’ll just have to check them out again if they need them. After all, it was against policy to leave your files unattended. Anyone could come and see something they weren’t authorized to see.
As the librarian organized the stacks, they started to pluck up the courage to maybe file a report about these two. They had been nothing but trouble; harassing other patrons, eating and drinking while touching files, and, now, leaving their things out for hours at a time.
The librarian smirked as they imagined the punishment fitting the crime, “... Get their check-out privileges revoked- Ah!”
The librarian jumped, dropping the files in their hands as a time gate the size of a window suddenly slid open at the edge of the table.
“Sh!” Someone in the distance didn’t appreciate the librarian’s surprised exclamation.
A head and pair of shoulders peaked through the time window, “Hey, sorry about this. You think you could hand me those files?”
The librarian recognized the gray-haired agent as the one who had checked these files out with that terrible variant consultant, “You-you can’t take these off TVA premises!” Their whisper sounded like a yell.
Mobius nodded impatiently, “You know what, you’re right. But I got these urgent orders from Judge Renslayer and she told me that she’ll make this one exception.”
The librarian gave him a look, “I didn’t receive a memo about this. You’ll need to file an Asset Removal Request with-”
“We don't have time, we’re about to catch an extremely dangerous Variant.”
The librarian squinted at him, wary.
Mobius cracked a charming grin, “You’d be a big part of this case if you do this for us. I’ll put in a word with Renslayer.” These librarians were notorious sticklers, he had to sweeten the deal. “Want a promotion? Or maybe you guys want that new coffee maker you’ve been lobbying for.”
Loki, on the other side of the time window, sat in the quiet staircase as Mobius leaned into the TVA. Loki couldn’t hear whatever was happening in the TVA as time gates don’t allow noise through. The time window was Mobius’ idea. If they start tracking B-15’s TemPad in the future, there will only be one gate going to the TVA without an exit gate, it would help cover their tracks and confuse their pursuers.
Loki straightened his tie as he waited, smiling to himself as he replayed Mobius' reaction to his latest mischief in his mind.
Wait. What was that sound? Loki looked at the sealed entrance. Someone was tapping at the stone. He hoped it was a coincidence.
The taps became more determined.
Not a coincidence.
“Mobius,” he called out.
Mobius was busy in the TVA, “You know the one, the silver one with the steamer. I hear Evidence got that model,” he whistled, straining against his sore throat, “it's a beaut. I want one.”
The tapping turned into knocking on the other side of the secret entrance.
“Mobius, they found us.” He reached over and stuck his hand into the time window. He felt his fingers make contact with Mobius’ shoulder.
“Ah!” The librarian squeaked again at the disembodied hand tapping on Mobius’ shoulder.
“Shh!” Someone out of sight demanded.
Mobius raised a finger at the librarian, “Just a sec’.” Mobius leaned out of the TVA library and into the Asgardian passage, “ What ?”
“They found us.” Loki pointed at the entrance, which was being noisily investigated by the Minutemen on the other side.
Worry took over Mobius’ expression, he hadn’t thought they’d tracked their variance energy so quickly, “Alright, gimme a second.” Mobius leaned back into the TVA, ignoring the look Loki gave him.
“Hey, sorry, but we need those files now .” Mobius reached out a hand.
The librarian gave him a distrusting sneer for a moment, but then thought of the silver espresso machine with the steam wand and pressure dial. After a moment, they picked up a pile of files with a huff and started to bring the stack over to the time window.
Mobius smiled, “Great, thanks, just keep handing them over.” He took the stack with both hands, careful not to fall through the gate completely. He leaned back into Asgard and heaved the heavy stack into Loki’s arms, “Incoming.”
Loki juggled the stack, placing it down to rest on the step beside him. All the while, he kept a worried eye on the entrance.
Mobius leaned into the TVA and emerged, again, with another tall stack of folders. “Hot potato,” he dropped them in Loki’s arms with a breath. Loki almost dropped them. “Got ‘em?” Mobius checked, eyeing Loki. Loki gave him a bratty glance. “Yeah, you got it,” Mobius dismissed Loki, leaning back into the TVA.
Loki set down the stack on another step and that’s when he heard what he’d been dreading. The sconce on the other side of the wall was squeaking. Someone was turning it, trying to figure out the exact angle. They shouldn’t be able to figure it out for a few more minut-
The door started sliding open slowly.
“ Mobius ,” Loki tugged at Mobius’ jacket.
A pair of gloved hands started pulling at the door to try and speed its opening.
Mobius rejoined Loki in Asgard with another stack, “That’s almost all of them.” He plopped the files in Loki’s arms. He noticed Loki was standing incredibly still. Mobius followed Loki’s wide-eyed look to the entrance and saw it was being breached. “Not good. Buy us some time,” Mobius patted Loki’s chest before reaching into the TVA again.
The librarian’s patience was wearing thin. Mobius looked around, only one more pile. “You're helping us out big time. Just that last pile over there.”
The librarian took their sweet time walking around the table to get the stack, their muzak serenading them.
“Mobius!” Loki whisper-yelled to the man who couldn’t hear him. The stone door was now halfway open. Loki made eye contact with B-15, who was pulling the door open. Loki shot up a few steps towards them, not sure what to do.
L-3 snuck over to the side of the entrance. It wasn’t enough room to get in, but they poked their pruning stick through the empty space, waving it ineffectually towards Loki. He prepared himself for a fight.
“We’ll bring them back, I promise.” Mobius took the last stack from the librarian. “Won't even miss them.” And with that Mobius pulled the last of the files into Asgard and set them on the step beside him. “Doing okay over there, Loki?” He called out as he tapped on his TemPad to close the time window in front of him, leaving the librarian alone and confused in the quiet library again.
“Hurry!” Loki dodged L-3’s pruning stick and grabbed the middle of the hilt, yanking it free from the agent who yelled at him to give it back. The door was almost open enough to let them through.
“Alright, let me find a good apocalypse real quick,” Mobius ordered.
“ Mobius !” Loki glared over his shoulder, the ex-agent wasn’t being urgent enough for Loki’s liking. When he looked back at the door it was too late. It was open and B-15 was taking her first steps down. Loki panicked and, with a flinch, blasted her with a push of magic that catapulted her back and onto the floor of the outside corridor. K-7 quickly took her place, starting to climb into the now not-so-secret staircase.
“Dah, dah, dah,” Mobius breathed out as he filed through the folders in the dark, “No,” he flung one aside. “Nope,” he flung another. He ignored the sounds of struggle behind him.
Loki slammed K-7’s baton-wielding hand against the wall, making her lose her grip, and then jammed the heel of his palm up against the visor of her helmet. Dazed, she stumbled back and tripped a step. Having lost her balance, she congested the staircase for a moment, slowing the others behind her despite how much they struggled to get through.
Mobius pulled another file out of a pile.
Skrullos.
“That’ll do it,” he mumbled happily. “Got it!” he raised the folder above his head, looking back at Loki.
“Get us out of here!” Loki yelled as he gave the reoriented K-7 a kick to her chestplate, knocking her back against her teammates behind her who were squeezing their way in.
“Right,” Mobius quickly typed on the TemPad and a time gate opened.
Loki heard the gate slide open and turned around, ready to run through, but he was met with something different: the time gate was horizontal. It was positioned so that you could leap down the staircase and into it. So, instead of falling down the stairs, you’d be falling into a new point of spacetime. Mobius was hurriedly pushing all the files into the time gate, using gravity to his advantage to move the heavy stacks through the gate with only a nudge each. “Get in!” Mobius waved Loki over.
Loki shot one last blast of energy at the bottlenecked Minutemen, buying him a few seconds to run down the steps towards Mobius and the horizontal gate. Loki hesitated, looking down at the gate, he had no idea where they were going.
“It’s fine, just go!” Mobius gave Loki’s shoulder a shove and Loki fell through the gate, flailing.
Mobius stepped in front of the gate, making sure all the files were in. They were.
“Mobius!” B-15 yelled from behind the shuffling Minutemen. “Don’t!”
Mobius looked back at her, “Sorry. I gotta do this.”
“But he’s a variant!”
“He’s more than that.” Mobius stepped into the time gate with a swift drop, smiling at B-15 as he did.
X-5 scrambled into action, desperately jumping after the fugitive. However, the time gate slid shut the instant Mobius fell through, leaving X-5 to the mercy of gravity and the long descending staircase beneath him.
B-15 and the others listened to X-5’s grunts as he tumbled downward, their targets having disappeared somewhere into all of time and space.
1984
Skrullos
Military supply bunker
10 hours before the final Kree invasion
Loki fell through the time gate, which, on this end of spacetime, was vertical. He landed with his palms hitting the ground, barely catching himself in a push-up stance to prevent his face from hitting the dusty concrete floor. Disoriented from the shift in gravitational pull from falling downward and then sideways, he lowered himself to the ground and turned over. He laid his back with a groan. He was surrounded by scattered TVA files. He caught his breath for a moment, looking at the bright white lights above him in the dark-walled room. Where was he?
He forgot his question when the sound of someone else coming through the time gate interrupted him. There was no time to get out of the way before Mobius fell out of the gate.
“Ough,” Loki grunted as the man fell on top of him. The gate closed instantly.
“We made it,” the ex-agent celebrated, catching his breath.
“Mobius,” Loki coughed as he grabbed Mobius’ sides to help lift him off his chest, Mobius’ elbow was leaning painfully into his stomach.
Mobius held back his relieved laughter, exhilarated by the close shave.
“Sorry,” Mobius started to turn over, his hands finding the ground, their legs tangling. He planted his knees on the ground, one by Loki’s hip and the other accidentally between his legs. Mobius’ bruised chest still ached as he pushed himself up, both palms on the ground on either side of Loki. “You alright?” He asked just as he looked down at Loki. The moment his eyes focused on the Asgardian prince, he forgot what he had asked and his smile left his face.
The god of mischief was looking up at him from underneath him, catching his breath. His raven hair was disheveled around him, his dark brow pinched at an expressive peak. Even the harsh white lights of the bunker complimented Loki’s face with an unfairly handsome glow. What had he been doing? He forgot.
“I don’t appreciate being pushed through portals without knowing where I’m going,” Loki’s blue eyes were looking up at him with a friendly annoyance.
Mobius shook his head and blinked several times, resetting his mind, “Yeah, sorry. There was no time to explain.”
Mobius looked around, getting his bearings in the room. His expression was serious and all laughter was gone. Where had the celebration gone, Loki wondered. He suddenly sensed a certain shyness from the man. The way he had been looking down at him a moment ago had been different.
Mobius started to push himself up, almost getting to his feet.
“Mobius.” Loki grabbed his arm, keeping him in place.
“What?” Mobius glanced down at him, uncomfortable.
Loki stared at him, trying to read him. His eyes traveled over his face; from his tense brow, to his lips, to his eyes. This was different. It wasn't his imagination. Loki had seen that look in the eyes of hundreds of people in his life. Thousands, probably. He had never seen it from Mobius. Loki’s heart quickened at what it could mean.
“ What ?” Mobius was obviously impatient to get up.
“Uh, where are we?” Loki improvised a question to excuse his lingering look.
“Oh,” Mobius had been afraid the prince was going to say something else, crack another joke like he had as Aesa. “Skrullos.” Mobius leaned up to his knees and then to his feet, trying to ignore the tall, graceful figure of the god lying beneath him as he stepped back and out of Loki’s space.
Loki leaned up on his palms, looking around. There were rows of shelves upon shelves of alien containers in the windowless subterranean bunker. The walls were a dark, leathery violet with a green sheen. There was only one door and it looked like it was sealed by some kind of security nodule made of glowing blue gel.
Mobius’ hand came into view, offering help. Loki looked at it and up to the man. He took it, his other hand grabbing Mobius’ arm for more leverage. Loki stood up, his hands enjoying the feeling of Mobius’ arm. He let go slowly.
“This place should have pretty much anything we need before we go find Sylvie. Armor, weapons, bandages,” Mobius pointed at his face as he looked around them at the shelves of alien supplies.
“What apocalypse is this?”
“Oh, sad story,” Mobius pointed above them, towards the surface, “The Kree are gonna come raining hellfire down on the entire planet soon. It's the Skrulls’ last stand before losing their homeworld. It isn’t a natural disaster, technically, but when it comes to this level of destruction, no one on the surface makes it out alive.”
“Right,” Loki recalled hearing about this somewhere. As a reformed conqueror, it felt strange to sympathize with the Skrull people, but he did. Loki looked at the mess around their feet, “And why’d we need to bring these? What was that word you said, before all this?”
“Kablooie,” Mobius smiled at him proudly.
“And what exactly is that?”
Mobius stooped to organize the folders into piles, “Just before I picked you up from Renslayer’s courtroom, I was in 16th century France, cleaning up after one of Sylvie’s attacks.” Mobius heaved a stack of files onto a strange workbench in the middle of the room. Loki started to help him. “There was a boy who saw what happened. He was eating some candy that definitely didn’t belong there. An anachronism. ‘Kablooie’. Turned his mouth blue. Just like you with the Frost Giant magic,” Mobius teased.
"That's completely different." Loki wasn't pleased by the comparison.
"So touchy." Mobius smirked.
Loki sighed, “So, what does this ‘candy’ do for us?” Loki took another stack to the table.
“Sylvie gave it to him,” Mobius paused. “Where’d she get it from?”
Loki nodded, finally understanding, “So, we look through all these doomsdays for a time and place where Sylvie has access to this Kablooie product?”
“Bingo,” Mobius grinned at him as he picked up more folders.
“Sounds like we have a new lead.” It felt good to have a sense of direction again.
“I guess ditching the TVA didn’t impair my analytical skills,” Mobius was pleased to report.
With all the files picked up, Loki looked at the now cluttered workbench, not as pleased with their new task. Even after forsaking the TVA, he was still consigned to sifting through paperwork? He glanced at the energized Mobius beside him. The gashes on his face still looked painful. “Before research, let’s take care of those,” Loki ordered.
“Uh, yeah, there should be some medical supplies in here.” Mobius started looking on the right side of the room, Loki took the left.
Despite the otherworldly script on the shelves and boxes, Loki found that he could read all of the labels. “I never studied the Skrull language, how can I read this?”
“I told you, TVA secrets.” Mobius started pulling out some boxes. The prince still wasn’t appeased by that vague answer. Mobius grinned, “All TVA field agents are required to know the languages on the Timeline, but, just in case, walking through a time gate gives you some temporary perks. Don’t worry about it.”
Loki tried not to. He checked the labels for each container. Ready Meals. Weapon Rechargers. Engines Toolkit.
Medicine .
“Here,” Loki called out. He pulled the box from the shelf and carried it over to another workbench in the center of the room.
“Great, open ‘er up.” Mobius was in a good mood.
Loki pried open the top of the container. It was full of strange packages and bottles made from materials that didn’t have Asgardian or Earthly comparisons. “What am I looking at?”
“Give it over,” Mobius ordered, nudging Loki’s arm with his shoulder to get to the box. He picked up a few of the containers, reading them carefully. After a couple tries he found the one that was labeled, Disinfectant .
The disinfectant was a bit different than what you’d find on Earth. It was intended for Skrull use. However, humans and Skrulls shared remarkably similar genetic makeup. Close enough for it to be safe to share some basic medicine. After all, they both thrived in the same atmospheres, environments, and even looked very similar even without the Skrull shapeshifting. Mobius was rusty on his history- were humans and Skrulls related somehow? Didn’t matter. The disinfectant was still gonna work, it would just be a little more irritating than the preferred isopropyl alcohol. He could handle it. And, luckily, the bandages worked the same as Earth ones. They were manufactured with different, alien materials, but they’d cinch his cuts closed all the same.
Mobius opened the disinfectant as Loki read labels on other packages from the box out of curiosity. Mobius grabbed the package of bandages and ripped it open. He fished out the equivalent of a Skrull cotton ball and turned the disinfectant bottle on it, soaking its fibers. Mobius haphazardly dabbed at his own face, hissing from the pain.
“Let me,” Loki couldn’t keep out of it any longer. He knew how clumsy it was to treat your own wounds. He stepped over and grabbed the disinfectant from Mobius’ hand. Mobius’ fingers twitched when he touched them.
“Thanks,” he said quietly, looking over Loki’s shoulder as he faced him.
Loki was happy to do it.
“Ow,” Mobius flinched back from Loki. The disinfectant packed a sting that was a little stronger than he had anticipated.
Loki set down the bottle and used his left hand to hold Mobius’ face still, preventing further flinching.
It brought Mobius’ face uncomfortably close to Loki’s, with no escape. Having him act as his nurse twice in one day was a bit much, but this was just the reality the analyst had found himself in. Somehow.
Mobius watched Loki’s expression as he cleaned his wounds, studying his features. Loki’s eyes were kinder than they used to be. The prince’s lips were parted thoughtfully.
“Has this ever happened before?”
“Wh-What?” Mobius pushed any thought about Loki’s lips out of his head, where they belonged.
Something wasn’t making sense, “Has anyone else done this? Run from the TVA? Refused to prune a variant?”
“Run? Not that I know of. But, yeah, some agents haven’t pruned someone when they should’ve. Couple times.”
“What happened to them?” Loki, ignoring the pleasure of holding Mobius’ face so close, prepared himself to hear the precedent of what would be their sentencing if the TVA captured them.
“Depends.” Mobius let out a troubled exhale, blinking down as Loki got a new ‘cotton ball’ and soaked it with disinfectant. “Uh… There was a Hunter once…” He stood still as Loki dabbed at the cut on the bridge of his nose. “... He lost sight of the big picture. Didn’t want to prune a little boy.” Mobius’ heart was beating faster. Not from Loki’s eye contact or hands, which had been the usual cause that day, but from telling this particular story.
He played it down, keeping his tone light. “The kid was a variant. He had just decided to go swimming at the docks by the Black Sea with his brother one day when he shouldn’t have.”
Loki’s concentrated expression hardened at the innocent nature of the child’s capital ‘crime’ against the Timeline.
“Lots of people were gonna die because of that decision who weren’t supposed to die.” Mobius stared into space. “But he was just a kid. Minding his business. Having fun.”
Loki recognized a strange bitterness in Mobius’ expression. The man’s good mood had evaporated, leaving what looked like an angry sort of pain behind.
He understood whose story this was.
He carefully placed a Skrull closure bandage on Mobius’ cheek. The agent squinted as he applied it. Loki closed the disinfectant bottle, “What happened?”
“People died. Branches took off faster than you could catch ‘em. Couple Hunters got caught in the crossfire.” Mobius swallowed, recalling the lives he had condemned because of his hesitation.
Loki was looking at him with pity he didn’t expect from the ex-conqueror.
“Uh, Ravonna. She stepped in. Fixed it. Did what I couldn’t.”
Loki gave him that look again. Pity.
Mobius inhaled, trying to lighten up, “What’s done’s done. I took my demotion, Ravonna became a judge. She had the nerves I didn’t. She could call the shots that needed to be called.”
Loki stared at Mobius as the man stepped back silently.
“What if you made the right call?” Loki challenged softly.
Mobius ignored it. He knew what responding to that would lead to. Another one of Loki’s attempts to rationalize the destruction of the TVA and the universe with it. He wasn’t in the mood for bickering anymore.
Mobius tapped his cheek, testing the adhesive of the bandage. “Uh, good job with this. I’m… gonna look for some armor. I don’t want a repeat of what happened with X-5 when we find Sylvie.”
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“What do you mean they ‘got away’?” Ravonna stopped in the hallway, talking through her TemPad. Agents sped by her, scared of her tone.
B-15 spoke into L-3’s TemPad, stoically ashamed, “The variant used his magic to steal my TemPad. They got away with what looked like stolen files.” Her Minutemen filed through a time gate back to the TVA, leaving Asgard.
“Why would they steal files?” After only a moment, Ravonna thought of her own answer: They were still going to try and find the Variant.
But why?
L1130 would want an ally, of course. But Mobius? Would he want to overthrow the Time Keepers, too? Six hours ago, Ravonna would’ve thought that was impossible. But Ravonna realized she hadn’t known Mobius at all if he would choose a Loki over the TVA.
None of this was adding up.
“Have you put a tracker on your TemPad’s signature yet?”
“In the process now,” B-15 was the last to go through the gate, her boots touching back down at the TVA hub.
“Good. The next move they make, take two squadrons and follow them. From a distance. They’ll lead us straight to the Variant.”
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Thanks for reading! Kind of an awkward endpoint for a chapter, but it was either this or one jumbo chapter that meanders a bit.Taking a day off of client calls tomorrow for my birthday. Gonna treat myself with writing the next chapter, which is already almost done!
I looooved all of your comments on the previous chapter, it was so much fun to see your thoughts and analyses!!
All comments are welcome and motivating!!
Chapter 11: Chapter 11
Summary:
The last quiet before the hurricane.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Not to sound ungrateful, Mobius, because I am… grateful,” Loki approached Mobius as he checked a row of containers on a shelf. “But, why?”
“Why, what?” Mobius didn’t stop what he was doing.
“After what happened last time… why spare me? Why are you doing this?” He stepped closer, “Especially when you knew what I’d want to do.” He left it unsaid: overthrow the keepers .
“Call it a moment of insanity,” Mobius cracked open a box. “A moment that just keeps goin’.”
“If we’re going to be working together, I need to know why.”
“Loki-” Mobius sighed, losing the last of his patience. But he was in a corner. The look Loki was giving him was too real to ignore.
Why'd it always have to be something with him? Always some kind of question or trick or joke. Always pushing for more, more, more.
He almost missed the quiet that had disappeared from his life the moment Loki had walked into it. Almost.
Mobius gave up, “Okay, fine." He thought for a moment. "A long time ago, probably centuries, I don’t know…,” he moved on to another box full of weird electronics he didn’t understand, “I was doing some research for a case, nursing some old wounds from my time as a Hunter. And I, uh, I was watching some video files of this guy. He was a real piece of work,” he smirked to himself, closing the box and moving onto the next. “He’d go around hurting people, stabbing them in the back, poppin’ out eyeballs, you name it. Just an all-around jerk.”
Loki looked down, understanding.
Mobius absent-mindedly opened a container of preserved Skrull cuisine, which looked particularly unappetizing.
“And then, after about a thousand years of all that, he did something that surprised me.” Mobius paused, resting his forearms on the box, “His home planet was in danger and, instead of running -which is what he always did-, he stayed. He helped.”
Loki’s expression twitched, confused. He couldn’t remember that.
“He fought with his brother. With , not with. Side by side.” The clarification was very necessary. Loki’s brow wrinkled as he listened to what was now obviously a story about another Loki. “And then, of course, he caused Ragnarok and destroyed his homeworld to save his people, which was a weird way to fix the problem, but it worked.”
The corner of Mobius’ mouth curled upward as though he was recalling one of his own happy memories. He could still see that Loki in his mind: smiling as he fought on the Rainbow Bridge for the right thing, finally using all that finesse and strength to help his people, and the reconciliation he had shared with Thor afterwards.
Loki’s expression darkened. “That wasn’t me.”
“No, it wasn't,” thank god . Mobius remembered what happened shortly after. “But it’s in you.” He pointed at Loki. “‘ Good’ . Under all that pomp and bravado. Under the horns and leather and all those scare tactics, I realized you wanted to do the right thing. You just got typecast. That day was proof that ‘Loki’, the would-be dictator of Earth, could be a good guy.”
Loki stared at him, troubled. Mobius had saved an idea of Loki. A different version of him. Someone the Time Keepers made.
“Anyways, I had always thought it was a shame that it couldn’t last a bit longer. I wanted to see what that guy was gonna get up to.” But a good Loki hadn’t lasted long against Thanos. Mobius blinked the memory of a dying Loki away, it disturbed something in him in a way it never had before.
“So, you did this because you think I can be good- that I can change,” Loki summarized flatly.
Mobius looked at him, “No. I did this because you already have.”
Loki didn’t know what to do with that. Something sank into him. A disturbing, yet exhilarating sense of… responsibility. Was this what it felt like when others had faith in you? Even as a god and prince, he’d had very little experience with that.
And ‘ good ’?
Mobius was attributing something to him even he didn’t recognize in himself. But he wanted it to be true.
Mobius turned back to his boxes, opening a new one.
This man kept surprising Loki. In his presence, the ancient, notoriously unchangeable god could feel himself changing.
Loki wanted to say something. Anything to articulate what this feeling was. Nothing was coming to mind. Instead, it was his body that had an idea.
Loki took a step forward.
He raised a hand towards Mobius without a plan. He wanted to run his hand along the back of his shoulders. He wanted to turn him to face him. He wanted his attention. All of it. He wanted him to look at him and see him. This man had seen everything in Loki, more than he saw in himself, but he still wanted more. His hands and chest ached for it.
His fingers almost made contact with Mobius’ shoulder when-
“Here we go,” Mobius announced as he opened a container of armor. “What do you think? Is it my color?” He interrupted what Loki was almost going to do, turning to him holding up a Skrull chestplate.
Loki blinked, dazed. What? He processed what Mobius was asking and glanced at the armor.
“Actually,” he walked over to the box and found complete uniforms folded neatly in stacks. “Isn’t it time to retire the TVA uniform?” Loki looked Mobius up and down, pointing out the browning blood stains on the man’s shirt as well.
“Uh, yeah, I guess you’re right.” Mobius looked down at his clothes, pulling his TVA tie clip off his tie, contemplating it. This wasn’t him anymore.
Loki dug through the container. “Here.” After a minute of comparing different sizes, he presented Mobius with a uniform that he approximated would fit him.
Mobius gave the uniform an unsure look, starting to chicken out. “I don’t know about this, Loki. I’ve been wearing these suits for millennia.”
“All the more reason to try something new.” Loki pushed the folded uniform against Mobius’ chest softly. “Claim your newfound freedom,” he smiled softly.
Mobius gave him a friendly, but bothered, look and took the uniform from him. It was worth a shot. It was better than wearing the TVA on him after betraying it. The Skrull combat uniform would also offer more protection than a polyester suit.
“Just a second.” Mobius dug into his pocket for the new TemPad. He typed something in it as Loki stared at him. “Alright, here’s what comes up when I search for the production and distribution of Kablooie.” He stood close to Loki so he could look at the screen, too, not noticing the prince’s nervous glance. “It was only made on Earth between 2047 and 2051. So, I’ll get changed and you cut out any doomsdays not in those years.” He gestured at the workbench with the files. “Okay?”
Loki looked at him as though he had just been told to eat his vegetables.
“Good sport, thanks,” Mobius patted the pouting prince’s shoulder and walked in the opposite direction towards the shelving units.
Loki trudged his way over to the workbench and took a seat on a strange metallic chair in front of the table.
He stared at the files, unable to bring himself to reach for them.
He glanced over at Mobius just in time to see him unbutton his collar, pull his tie loose with a couple of tugs, and then slip it from around his neck with one pull. A stutter in his chest told the prince he should look away.
He adjusted his chair to prevent himself from seeing anything else. Which was an odd thing to do. He wouldn’t have had to do that before. He realized what was once neutral felt forbidden now. It was strange. Uncomfortable.
Loki had to take his mind off it.
He forced himself to pick up the first file, his whole body rebelling from the chore. He flipped it open. Volcano eruption in 2157. That’s out. The next folder. Tidal wave in 2078. No. Next. Mass extinction event, 2048. In. Krakatoa in 2041. Out. Tsunami in 2051. In. Alabama hurricane, 2050. In.
Wait .
Loki took another look at that one. ‘ Roxxcart ’. Some kind of megastore? That sounded right. Did they distribute Kablooie?
His investigation was interrupted when he heard Mobius again.
“I didn’t think freedom would feel so… restricting.”
Loki turned around in his seat. Mobius walked over into the light, uncertain. He pulled at the bottom of the uniform top, straightening it out. The Skrull uniform was a deep, dark violet that was very nearly black. It was a leather-like material that offered reinforced protection against blunt and stabbing attacks. The torso of the uniform was an overlapping mesh of jagged black bands of material. The cut of the uniform was tight, offering broad, armored shoulders that slimmed down towards a light, agile waist. A tall collar reached halfway up Mobius' neck.
It was a warrior’s uniform and it provided the look of a warrior. The ex-analyst, who had always dressed as the straight-laced paper-pusher he was, was now nearly intimidating. The strength in his arms and shoulders, once hidden by the TVA coat's wide cut, was now accentuated.
He looked good. Better than good.
Loki stood up. “Some of my best outfits were,” his tone was low, playful.
Mobius felt a bit of stage fright with how Loki was approaching him, looking him up and down.
“The outfit is half the battle,” Loki advised, more serious than joking, as he recalled some of his favorite war robes.
“Oh, great, getting fashion advice from a Loki,” Mobius fidgeted with the fingerless gloves that attached to the cuffs.
Loki stepped up to him and gave him a look as he fixed his collar, which wasn't fastened properly.
Mobius leaned back, but let him. His perimeter of personal space was starting to shrink around Loki.
“Actually, you always did look good,” Mobius corrected himself, thinking back to the Timeline. The god of mischief always made sure to dazzle his enemies, never wearing the same thing twice.
“Kind of you to notice.” Loki gave his collar one last tug and smiled, more flirtatious than he intended.
Mobius stepped back, clearing his throat.
“Yeah, I could get used to these kinds of collars, though. Makes me look important.”
It did. Loki admired the power the uniform lended Mobius’ frame. It was a pleasing combination of dignified and foreboding.
“It should have gauntlets.” Loki took a moment to retrieve them from the box.
Mobius reached out a half-gloved hand for them, but Loki invited himself to attach them to Mobius’ arms himself. Loki was pleased that Mobius didn’t fight it.
Loki angled Mobius’ arm with his palm upward, enjoying this far more than research.
Mobius was quiet for a moment. This felt weird. Wearing something that wasn't sanctioned TVA attire? On the run with a Loki? This was all really happening. There weren't any policies, rules, or regulations to tell him what to do now. This was it. This was 'freedom.
“After I showed you your Timeline, how’d that go for you?” Mobius asked out of the blue. “Did it feel like someone had pulled the rug out from under you? And under that rug was just a bottomless pit?”
Loki glanced at Mobius, “Yes. Something like that.”
“It smarts,” he gave him a face, doesn’t it ? Mobius held his arm still for Loki to latch the strange gauntlet on. “For the first time in my life, I don’t know what I’m doing or where I’m supposed to go.” Loki listened as he tugged at the gauntlet, testing it. It was on tight. “I just didn’t think freedom would be so scary.”
Loki reached for the other gauntlet. “Yes. I once thought I had to save people from freedom.”
“‘ Choice breeds shame and regret ’, right?” Mobius quoted a more arrogant Loki from when they first met, poking fun.
Loki didn't mind. He picked up Mobius’ other arm, positioning it. “I think I was scared of it myself.”
“What about now?” Mobius looked down at Loki as he leaned over his arm with the second gauntlet.
Loki felt a certain magnetism between them that had never been there before. As Loki moved, Mobius did. When he pulled at his arm to cinch a latch, Mobius leaned in to accommodate Loki's touch. When he looked at him, he looked back. He was sensing a silent sort of dance between them. It pleased him deeply.
“This is the first time I’ve ever been free, too.” The fear was still there, Mobius could see it in Loki. “It has been a vast improvement. But I suppose it’s the company,” he implied.
Mobius nodded, smiling a little. Loki fastened the gauntlet on, wishing he hadn’t been so quick.
“Alright, what about you?” Mobius pointed at Loki, “Gonna nab a general’s uniform?”
“No, this works for me. Less resistance the better.” He needed more mobility than the tight Skrull uniforms would give him. Mobius needed the extra protection. “But I can never turn down a good coat.” With a wide grin, Loki picked up a dark Skrull longcoat from the box, putting it on over his thinner TVA jacket with a spin. He flung his hair out from the collar and presented himself.
“Very sharp,” Mobius commented.
The dark, leathery coat shouldn’t have looked good with the TVA suit, but, then again, everything on Loki looked good.
They had to get back to work, Mobius reminded himself, “Okay, you find any doomsdays between ‘47 and ‘51?”
Loki rushed to the workbench with a few long strides and brought back what he found, almost eager for Mobius’ appraisal, “A few. But this one. It looks promising.” Loki put the Alabama hurricane file on top.
Mobius, picked it up, “Roxxcart. Alabama, 2050.”
Loki anxiously watched Mobius’ thoughtful expression as he expertly flipped through the pages, knowing exactly where to look for what. It was interesting to see the analyst at work despite the brutish appearance of his warrior gloves and reinforced shoulders.
Mobius nodded, “Big corporate town. A department store with everything she'd need. Yeah, yeah , it has everything. Time, space, supplies, and Kablooie .” Mobius snapped the file shut with a smile and tapped it on Loki's chest. “You’re on a roll.”
Loki breathed out, happy for the praise, beaming down at him.
Mobius was back in action, “Okay, now we know where we're going, let's gear up. We can't be caught with our pants down like last time.” That expression sounded weird to him now. He tried to ignore it. He walked over to the eastern wall, which was lined from end to end with Skrull weaponry.
There were things that looked like spear, rifles, mines, bombs, and many other deadly things. Mobius wasn’t a weapons expert, but he wanted something light, quick, and easy. He picked up a Skrull blaster, which looked like a strange, pointed pistol. Mobius slid his hand into the firing position, maneuvering his fingers through the alien prongs of the weapon. It looked nothing like the weapons they had at the TVA. He tested out how it felt to hold. The texture of his half-glove complimented the hilt of the weapon perfectly. They were obviously made for each other.
Loki watched warily. With his expertise of ballistic and short-range weapons, he could tell that that was going to cause more damage than Mobius would want.
“What do you think this one does?” Mobius asked, turning to Loki.
Loki grabbed Mobius’ wrist, leaning away from the end of the blaster that Mobius had casually begun pointing in his direction. He gave him a look, don’t do that .
“My guess, instant death.”
Mobius let Loki push his hand down, lowering the weapon, “Oh, right. Sorry.” Gun etiquette wasn’t something they taught at the TVA.
Mobius untangled his hand from the blaster as Loki reached by him, almost brushing against him, to pick something else from the wall.
“I believe this is more your speed.” Loki grabbed a Skrull electroshock baton, lifting it from its shadowed spot on the wall. He spun it in his hand, checking its weight for the analyst. It looked similar to a medieval mace from Earth, but at the center of the jagged end was a hollow chamber for what looked like a purple crystal.
Loki pointed the hilt towards Mobius, offering it.
With one look at Loki, Mobius reached over and took it. His arm sank down instantly, “Jeez, that’s heavy.” Loki had made it look a lot lighter. It must’ve been 20+ pounds.
“But it's for incapacitating,” Loki argued. “Only lethal if you really try.”
Mobius liked that better than a gun. “Yeah, okay.” He grunted as he lifted it, trying to swing it in the open air. His first try failed, but he got a better grip of it and his second try felt stronger. “That’s good. Yeah. I'd like to incapacitate X-5.”
“You have to turn it on.” Loki pointed at it, awkward.
“What?”
Loki reached over and twisted the handle. The crystal at the center of the mace end sparked to life. Now that felt more familiar to the TVA agent.
“Even better.” Mobius admired the new purple glow that crackled menacingly at the center of the mace.
Loki stared at Mobius with a bit of concern.
“Mobius, you do know how to defend yourself, right?”
“Uh. Yeah. It's been a century… or five, but I think I can still hold my own.”
That didn’t sound convincing at all.
Loki looked at him as he tested his new Skrull baton again. Without warning he hit Mobius’ forearm at just the right angle to make him lose his grip. The baton thudded to the floor with an angry crack and Loki took a step into Mobius’ space. His hand landed on Mobius’ neck. His grip pushed against Mobius’ new collar, his fingers brushing the sides of his neck, careful not to apply pressure to the bruises that were still forming from X-5's chokehold.
“Heh,” Mobius chuckled at the embarrassing display. He grabbed Loki’s wrist, pushing his hand down. “Alright, yeah, I get it. I'm rusty.”
Loki stepped out of his aggressive stance and closer to Mobius, who hadn’t let go of his wrist yet. “Best you just call me if you need any violence.”
There was that magnetism again. As he moved, Mobius did. As he looked at him, he looked back.
“I'll protect you,” he promised quietly.
He relished Mobius’ eyes on his, even if he seemed taken aback. What was this? Was this the ‘friendship’ everyone had always lectured him about? Thor had bored him to tears so many times talking about ‘comrades’, ‘friends’, and ‘companions’. Thor had always talked about his friends like they were the most important things in the universe. Was this feeling what he had been talking about?
If so, Loki was starting to understand why Thor had never been able to shut up about it.
This was entirely intoxicating.
Thor had accomplished so much protecting his friends. Thor was able to defeat him, twice, for the sake of the humans he had befriended. As if they had given him some kind of power. Some kind of stronger will than what he had had alone.
Loki could feel something taking root in himself that felt stronger than before, too. An energy, a desire of some kind, that didn't seem to have an end or a condition. It called him to do everything in his power to keep this former TVA agent safe. It was strange. Alarming. It didn't listen to his thoughts or his schemes. It did quite the reverse. Every thought and scheme included this new desire.
Mobius looked away and let go of his wrist without a word. He picked up the baton silently.
Loki took a step back, fixing his hair, slightly embarrassed without understanding why.
An awkward quiet stretched between them for a moment too long.
“Uh, take this.” Mobius reached into his pocket and produced one of his TemPads. “Hang onto it, in case of an emergency. That one was mine. But, remember, it’s bugged. So no running off on your own or the TVA will catch you.”
Loki took the TemPad from Mobius. A few hours ago, Mobius would’ve never entrusted him with a TemPad. Things were changing fast.
“Wouldn't dream of it.”
“Good.” Mobius pushed forward on the case. “Okay, we gotta get ready to make our move. The TVA has probably already put a tracker on B-15’s TemPad or they’re working on it as we speak. So, when we go in, be ready. We'll probably only have a few minutes with the Variant before we get company."
“Right,” Loki confirmed with a nod.
“Grab what you need, quick.” Mobius gestured at the wall.
Spoiled for choice, Loki still happily reached for the Skrull equivalent of daggers. They were well-made and had a lovely green sheen. He took three and hid them in his new longcoat.
“Stayin’ on brand, huh?” Mobius teased. A whole wall of choices, and he was still loyal to his iconic weapons.
“Daggers are beautiful and versatile.”
“Sure,” Mobius nodded. They suited the prince, he judged. "You ready?" He gave Loki a glance.
"Ready."
Mobius took out his TemPad, “Next stop, Roxxcart.”
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A short chapter this time for the story to catch its breath. The next chapter will see lots of progress, action, and more difficult choices.
(The burn is slow, but it is leading somewhere, I swear!!)Your comments have been giving me liiiife. Truly so much fun reading your impressions of all this.
And thank you for the birthday wishes :) !
Chapter Text
“This where the time gate opened?” Ravonna walked briskly into Research Section 372 of the TVA’s expansive library.
“Yes, from B-15’s TemPad,” D-90 reported, following behind her closely. “One gate. Opened for about seven seconds. Right over here.”
Ravonna followed D-90’s direction, up to one of the many tables in the library. The one he had pointed at was covered in a mountain of splayed Event Report files.
Ravonna slowed to a stop as she approached the table, her expression hardened as she looked down at the mess.
There was a single piece of notepaper perched on the top of the pile.
She stared at it for a second and then picked it up.
D-90 watched her nervously as she unfolded the paper and read the short note:
‘Thanks for the help,
MMM
P.S. Ravonna, I promised them the coffeemaker. Make it happen?’
“Mobius.” Her brow creased. Why was he doing this?
“What should we do?” D-90 asked for orders.
She tossed the paper back onto the table just as her TemPad chirped in her pocket. D-90’s TemPad made the same noise a moment later. She took hers from her pocket and read the notification.
“Looks like they’re on the move. Earth, Alabama, 2050.” Mobius had found the Variant. Him and his Loki had cracked the case, just like he said they would. But it was too little, too late. “Get B-15 and follow them.”
She stared at her TemPad ticking away the details of the time gate B-15’s stolen TemPad had opened only moments ago. This was going to be a productive mission. Three birds with one stone: two Lokis and a traitor.
She lifted her chin at the thought of Mobius being dragged back to the TVA in a Time Collar, bothered but determined.
“Yes, Judge Renslayer,” D-90 started to turn, ready to jog through the halls to mobilize the others.
“D-90,” she stopped him.
Mobius’ alliance with L1130 had opened new questions: What powers did a Loki have that could convert a dyed-in-the-wool analyst to his side in a matter of days? Why would Mobius turn on her? It required investigation now that it was more serious than the last time Mobius had lost a battle with his conscience when tasked with pruning a variant.
“Yes, Judge Renslayer?” D-90 came back to her.
“When you go in, don’t let him see you coming.” Ravonna closed her TemPad, starting to march back to the control room. “Bring all three of them in for interrogation. Only prune the variants if you have no other choice.”
He didn’t seem pleased with that, but he nodded. “Yes, ma’am.”
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“It’s okay, you’re just tired,” Sylvie’s voice was uncharacteristically friendly.
“... Yeah,... I’m probably just tired,” C-20 answered in a drone, unconscious and slumped against the cabinet in the dimly lit surveillance room of the Roxxcart megastore.
Sylvie focused on the connection of her magic with C-20’s subconscious, keeping it as strong as possible. Her fingers pressed firmly against C-20’s temple as they hummed with a green haze, “Now, how do I find the elevators?” The elevators that led to the Time Keepers.
C-20 answered dutifully, “... They’re gold.” Sylvie saw the rest in C-20's mind.
Sylvie smiled and lowered her hand, the green on her fingertips dissipating. C-20 stirred awake, groggy and slow, still not sure where or who she really was.
Finally, a small victory after centuries of frustration.
Sylvie’s satisfaction was short-lived as something caught the corner of her eye on the security cameras. Two figures were walking through the rain and towards the Roxxcart entrance. They obviously didn't belong here. She realized she recognized them from Pylea. The TVA agent and the Loki. Her smile was replaced by a stern surprise.
She stood up, leaning towards the monitors.
This means the TVA had found her.
How many were coming? She scanned the screens. She only saw the two of them. Where were their Minutemen? Strange. But it didn’t matter. She’d been compromised. Like the ants they were, if you saw two, more were bound to follow.
It looked like she’d have to move forward with the plan a little ahead of schedule.
She picked up the spare TemPad on the surveillance desk and tapped something onto it.
She placed it in the receptacle she had hardwired, connecting it to a mess of complex wires that snaked out of the room.
She walked away from the TemPad as a timer on the screen began to tick down:
20:00
19:59
19:58
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“Alright, so where would a Loki be hiding?” Mobius rubbed his cold hands together as they came through the automatic doors and out of the heavy rain. Mobius’ Skrull baton was hanging from a convenient strap on his back that Loki had helped him situate so he could have two free hands. It chafed his shoulder, but it was better than lugging the heavy weapon around.
“She wouldn’t be hiding. She might already know we’re here.”
“You’re right.” Mobius looked up at the cameras watching them. “Remember Pylea?” Mobius wiped the rain from his face as he pointed at the cameras with his thumb.
Loki glanced at them and nodded. The surveillance room would be their best bet.
Mobius flicked his fingers, gesturing for Loki to follow him.
“Mobius.” Loki stepped in his way, looking at the man. Mobius’ silver hair was soaked and clinging to the sides of his face. Loki could feel the man shivering from the cold under his fingertips, he was trying to hide it with tense shoulders.
“What? Come on, we gotta keep movin-” Mobius’ attempt to walk past Loki was halted by Loki’s large hand pushing back on his uniformed chest. Mobius ignored how the warm pressure made him feel.
“Just-” Loki snapped his fingers and a glimmer of green magic flitted over them and they were suddenly dry.
Mobius looked down at himself and touched his now dry face. “Oh, thanks.”
“No problem.”
There was that new soft smile of his again, unlike any Loki smile on the timeline.
Mobius had to stay focused, “Okay, let’s go.”
They stayed close, shoulder to shoulder, as they walked around the perimeter of the showroom towards the back of the store. Mobius had studied the blueprints before coming, the surveillance room was around here somewhere. He tried to ignore how his Skrull boots clunked on the ground, making him sound heavier and stronger than he was. He missed the light leather of his old shoes which were now waiting for their annihilation in that bunker on Skrullos.
The fluorescent lights buzzed above them, flickering with an off-putting greenish hue. The rumblings of a Category 8 hurricane rumbled against the walls of the expansive establishment, making it creak like an aged ship. The power failed a few times within a minute. All the corners felt dark and full of enemies.
Loki looked over his shoulder, “Does this place feel inordinately eerie to you?”
“Yeah, no wonder she chose this place. Spooky. Just like her.”
Just as they turned a corner past the Electronic aisle, a door came into view. ‘ Employees Only: Security ’.
Mobius motioned for Loki to follow him. He leaned against the door, ready to open it slowly. “Alright, let’s see who’s shoppin’.”
Loki nodded.
Mobius carefully twisted the doorknob and inched the door open. He could see the desk with the monitors. He heard a feminine voice and stopped. What was that?
“It’s real.” A whisper.
Mobius leaned in a little, listening harder.
“It’s real.”
That didn’t sound like Sylvie. Mobius opened the door a bit more and saw who was speaking.
“C-20.” He rushed into the room towards the bound TVA agent on the floor. “We thought the Variant pruned her.”
Loki followed Mobius.
“It’s real. It’s real. It’s real. It’s real,” C-20 barely seemed to notice them as she repeated that phrase over and over again. She was sitting upright and staring straight ahead of her. She rocked gently in place, making no attempt to struggle against the zipties on her arms and legs. She seemed far more engaged in whatever was motivating her chanting.
Mobius stood over her, observing how she ignored him. “What’d she do to her?”
Loki walked over slowly. “Enchantment.”
“You mean she messed with her head?”
Before Loki could answer, he was interrupted by a sudden panic in C-20’s voice, “It’s real! It’s real! It’s real!”
“Hey, hey, it’s okay.” Mobius knelt down to her.
“It’s real,” she insisted.
“You’re alright,” Mobius inched closer, trying to understand her.
“... It’s real.”
“C-20.” He studied her face. “What? What’s real?” he whispered.
Loki knew Mobius cared about his old TVA colleagues, but they were losing time. Sylvie had obviously dumped the hunter here for them to find her. They needed to keep moving. “Mobius, her mind is fractured, she can’t answe-”
“Hey, look at me.” Mobius reached over to C-20, placing his hand on hers, trying to gently rouse her to reality.
The soft touch did the trick, “... I-I wanna go home,” she finally broke her rhythm and spoke directly to Mobius.
Surprised, Loki realized he shouldn’t have underestimated Mobius’ ability to soothe those around him. It had always been a special power of his.
Still, he needed Mobius to focus on why they were here in the first place. Loki glanced over his shoulder at the security monitors. No activity. His eyes fell to something golden on the desk. He took his hands out of his pockets. Was that a TemPad? What was that on its screen?
17:45
17:44
17:43
“Mobius.”
Mobius was still with C-20. “Okay, we’re gonna getcha there, okay? Just hang tight.” He stood up, and went to Loki. “We gotta get-”
“Look.” Loki gestured at the ticking TemPad.
“What?” Mobius forgot C-20 for a moment and took a closer look. What was a TemPad doing here? What was with the countdown? This looked nothing like the previous timer Ravonna had put on his. This TemPad was hooked up to something- a mess of wires and clasps. This was above his pay grade.
“I don’t know what this is. Can’t be good.”
Loki flapped his arms at the unhelpfully vague guess. “That’s it? What should we do?” He went over to the TemPad, reaching for it. “Should we try and-”
Mobius smacked Loki's hand away. “No, don’t touch it.”
“What? Why not?”
“You could set it off- this could be hooked up to something big!” Mobius had no idea what, though.
Loki left it alone. “Alright, we need to find Sylvie. Maybe we can force her to stop whatever this is.” Loki pushed by him to leave the room and continue their hunt.
Mobius grabbed his arm, stopping him. “Wait, wait, Loki,” Mobius pointed to C-20. “We need to contact the TVA. Someone has to come pick her up. She needs to go to the infirmary-”
“What? No, we can’t,” Loki whisper-yelled. Mobius couldn’t seriously be suggesting inviting the TVA here just when they were in the lead. “It’ll jeopardize everything we’ve worked for!” He stepped closer, his stature emphasizing his point.
Lokis were always so selfish, “She needs help , Loki! We can’t leave her here!” He whisper-yelled back and stepped forward, too, though it only emphasized the inches the god had on him.
Mobius’ bleeding heart was going to get them pruned, “They’ll be here soon enough! They can find her on their own!”
“No!” C-20 shouted suddenly. Mobius and Loki both looked at her at the same time, their squabble deflated. “No, no no. I gave it away.” She looked up at them, scared. “I gave it away.”
Mobius leaned down to her and Loki shook his head, sighing. “What? What’d you give?”
“The Time Keepers… where they are! I gave it away- how to find them.”
That earned Loki’s attention again. “Sylvie’s going after the Time Keepers.” He gestured around them. “Whatever this is… she must be making a move to get to them.”
Mobius looked up at Loki to say something, but then noticed something was happening on the security monitors behind him.
Someone was in the showroom just outside the surveillance room. A dark figure moved slowly across a screen.
“Yeah, and she’s on the move right now .”
Loki followed Mobius’ alarmed stare and caught a glimpse of the figure before it disappeared into the Pet Supplies aisle.
“C-20, just sit tight, okay? Someone’ll come get you,” Mobius reassured. There was no way he was going to be able to bring C-20 with them now. She’d be safer in here while they went to deal with Sylvie. He stood up, “Come on.”
They both rushed out of the room and into the dark showroom again. They stayed silent, trying to conceal their presence while listening for footsteps. Loki conjured one of his new Skrull daggers into his hand as he checked over Mobius’ shoulder. He positioned himself at a defensive angle, shielding Mobius’ right blindspot.
As they got closer, Loki made a silent gesture towards the Pet Supplies aisle. Mobius nodded, letting Loki take the lead. Mobius reached up his half-gloved hand to the hilt of the Skrull baton over his right shoulder. He hoped he’d be able to unlatch it from its strap without tangling it up.
Loki led them to the edge of the corner of the aisle. They were in between House Plants and Pet Supplies. One more step and they would be visible down the long row to whoever was waiting for them.
Loki inhaled.
He dashed out from the corner, his dagger poised, staring down the aisle with a battle-ready expression.
But the aisle was empty.
The lights flickered with a few clinks.
Loki turned back to Mobius, who was still behind the corner of the shelving unit, his back to House Plants. “Nothing?” he whispered to Loki.
Loki shook his head.
Mobius stepped away from his cover, looking down Pet Supplies. “Where’d she go?”
“Excuse me, were you looking for the disaster shelter?” A chipper voice asked loudly from behind Mobius.
Loki instantly pulled Mobius by his wrist towards his chest and outstretched his dagger towards the person who spoke. The point of his blade pressed against the person’s corporate blue shirt, just below an electronic name badge, ‘ Welcome to Roxxcart! ’
“Woah, hey! Cool it!” Mobius tugged his arm free from Loki’s protective grip and grabbed Loki’s outstretched arm, pulling it and the dagger away from the Roxxcart employee who was now staggering back with abject terror in his eyes, his lip quivering as he stared at Loki. Mobius pushed Loki back a step and turned to the kid, “I-I’m sorry, my friend here…” Mobius glanced back at Loki who was still staring threateningly at the boy, “... he’s scared of thunder. Makes him jumpy.” Mobius turned to Loki and grabbed his shoulders to guide him backwards.
“No, I’m not.” Loki glared down at Mobius as he stepped backwards to accommodate Mobius’ guidance. “Thunder’s just air .”
“I know, I know.”
“It doesn’t even need a god.”
Mobius realized he’d touched a sore spot with his fib. Ixnay on the underthay when talking to Loki, he reminded himself.
Mobius turned back to the Roxxcart employee.
“Mobius, don’t-”
“Hey, uh…” Mobius squinted at the wordy nametag, “... Randy . How’re you doin’? Crazy weather, right?” The young man only glanced nervously between Mobius and Loki. Mobius stepped forward, “Real quick: have you seen a lady around here? About yay tall. Blonde. Horns. Chip on her shoulder. Kinda spooky?”
Randy slowly shook his head. “N-No, I'm sorry, sir. Maybe you'll find her in the shelter.”
“Alright, thanks.” It had been worth a shot. Mobius turned around to Loki. “See, it’s that easy, Loki. Just gotta talk to peop-” Suddenly an arm slid around Mobius’ collared throat again and squeezed painfully against his new bruises.
Mobius pulled at Randy’s arm, “Hey, hey. Relax. Take it easy.”
Loki wasted no time getting back into his aggressive stance, raising two daggers. “Let him go!”
“Or what?” The employee didn’t sound like himself anymore. “Are you going to kill poor ‘Randy’?” Sylvie’s puppet stepped backwards with Mobius.
Mobius grunted as he tugged on the arm, “Why is everyone always grabbing at my neck?”
“Why are you masquerading still? We know what you look like,” Loki challenged.
Randy smiled, “I’m busy.”
-
“Alright, go in quietly and slowly,” B-15 spoke over the torrential rain in front of the glowing Roxxcart store. “If you see them, don’t make a move on your own. Report it to the team. We move in as one.”
“ Why can’t we prune them, again?” The bandaged X-5 asked impertinently, obviously annoyed by the change in orders.
“That's Renslayer’s jurisdiction.” B-15 had asked X-5 to stay behind this time, but he was as stubborn as he was aggressive. “She wants all of them for interrogation before they receive their sentencing with the Time Keepers.”
X-5 looked around at the others, many of them sneering, but a few seemed to agree with his tone, “Seems like a lot of trouble to go through for criminals. These guys are obviously dangerous.” His bandages spoke for themselves, though no one else was as bludgeoned as he was from their trip to Asgard. “Why should we risk our lives just so Renslayer can talk to them?”
B-15 stepped up to him, ignoring the rain hitting her face, “You’re more than welcome to go back to the TVA and take it up with Judge Renslayer, X-5.” She looked at everyone. “But if you’re here, you’re following orders .”
He shrugged like a child, hooking his hands in the collar of his chestplate to let his forearms rest over his chest.
“D-90,” B-15 pointed at the agent, “take your squad to the shelter and check there. We’re going to circle through the side entrance in the greenhouse and then into the showroom. We’ll meet at the center.”
“Got it,” D-90 nodded and motioned to his four Minutemen to follow him to the south side of the building.
B-15 gestured to her four Minutemen, “Okay, let’s move out!”
-
“Why are you two always alone? You were supposed to bring more with you. You two are useless to me by yourselves.” Randy kept backing up, Mobius having no choice but to follow. Loki, as well. “Maybe I should just get rid of you two now,” Randy smiled.
Loki flinched as though he was about to attack, but Mobius raised a hand to stop him. This could be an opportunity.
“It’s nice to see you again, too, Sylvie,” Mobius charmed as though he wasn’t being held hostage. “Listen, we gotta stop meeting like this. You know, it'd be nice to talk face-to-face once. Or face-to-Randy's-face, I guess. What d’ya say?” Mobius asked warmly. Randy was silent. “Come on, we're not gonna do anything-”
Immediately turning Mobius into a liar, Loki took the moment’s calm as the opportunity to strike. He lunged forward with his dagger aimed at Randy.
“ Loki !” Mobius yelled just as the dagger was about to slice into Randy’s arm.
And, just like that, Randy’s grip went slack and the young man fell unconscious. A green haze relieved itself from his eyes and the employee crumpled to the ground the way Sylvie’s enchanted victims always fell to the ground when she left them.
Mobius, now free, looked down at Randy’s unconscious body. He and Loki were alone again.
Mobius flapped his arms. “Great. Thanks.”
“She was going to hurt you,” Loki defended himself.
“ No , we had her. We were gonna talk.” Mobius gestured with frustration at Randy, “I had it under control-”
“Look at you two.” Another voice with the same tone emerged from the dark. It was a soft, masculine voice. “This is really the crack team the TVA sent after me? Unprotected and unfocused. I'm insulted.” This new puppet was a customer in a plaid shirt, average build and average height. He seemed like he’d be a nice guy when he was possessed by a serial killer. His friendly face grinned a Loki’s grin at them, “Maybe I should send your bodies back as a little message to try harder.”
“Oo, creepy. Good.” Mobius pretended to have the shivers, he turned to face the puppet, ignoring Loki’s shielding arm trying to keep him back. “But if you sent that body-gram now, the TVA would probably thank you. Send you a little gift basket." The joke fell flat, but he didn't care. "No, we’re actually here, on our own, to see you. We just wanna talk.”
The puppet’s expression twitched. He looked them up and down, calculating. “On your own? Is that why you're in Skrull uniforms?”
Loki stepped forward, in front of Mobius, “We currently find ourselves free agents.”
The puppet scoffed out a laugh and started to walk by them slowly, “Free agents?”
Loki and Mobius followed.
“What we want no longer aligns with what the Time Keepers decree,” Loki smiled. Mobius looked over to Loki, his brow creasing.
“Really?” the puppet asked.
“Really,” Loki spoke for both of them. Mobius tapped him. He ignored it. “You might say, we’re looking for our own way to the keepers, too.”
“Loki…” Mobius didn’t like the sound of that. He closed a hand around Loki’s forearm. This wasn’t what they talked about.
The puppet stopped, “What’s this?” She sensed something tense.
Mobius waved the question away, “It’s a long story.” He pulled Loki to the side, worried the god’s mischief would lead them all down the wrong road.
“You both betrayed the TVA,” she guessed correctly.
“Betrayed? Nah. I'm just… taking a sabbatical,” Mobius chuckled.
Loki didn’t like the sound of that. “Mobius,” Loki tried to bid for Mobius’ attention, concerned Mobius’ freshly fractured loyalty to the TVA might be healing.
Sylvie’s puppet interrupted them, “He got to you, didn’t he?” He started to circle them in slow, graceful steps, “Just another stuffy man falling victim to a Loki’s charms. Lokis can be hard to resist. As far as manipulation goes it’s a cheap, but effective method,” he shrugged.
Mobius bristled at what she was suggesting.
Loki spoke up, offended, “It's not like that.”
“No?” The puppet wasn’t convinced, his eyes lingering on how Mobius’ hand gripped Loki’s arm. Mobius saw what she was staring at and let go.
Loki stumbled over his words, trying to define what he and Mobius were doing, “We’re- The TVA made us choose. It was them or us, and we chose each other.”
Mobius cleared his throat.
The puppet cocked their head, “Are congratulations in order?”
Loki shut his eyes, growing frustrated, “I mean , we’re on our own side.”
“If you say so. I can’t judge your methods, but picking on a TVA agent is a little sad.” The puppet sized Mobius up. “They’re so small. And gray. So repressed. They’ll just wither and die if you show them too much. Easy to manipulate, though, I grant you.”
“That’s not what I’m doing."
Mobius raised his hands, confused, “Okay, when did I become a damsel in distress?” Where was this conversation even going? She wasn’t letting them stay on track. He’d seen this before. Lokis like to waste time. That’s right. The countdown .
“Alright, stop. Sylvie. We’re here because we want to know what you know. We want to know why you’re doing this. And what’s with the countdown we saw on the TemPad back there?” He gestured in the direction of the surveillance room.
She didn’t answer. Instead, the person she had been inhabiting suddenly dropped to the ground, unconscious.
“Great.” She was just as good as any Loki at dodging the real questions.
“There!” Loki pointed down the hallway at a young woman, a customer in athleisure wear, who was walking in the same slow sway as the previous puppet. Mobius and Loki ran to the woman.
Catching up to her, Loki spoke first, “Do you want to overthrow the TVA? Rule in the stead of the Time Keepers?”
“I have no interest in ruling the TVA.” She glanced over the her shoulder at them. “But you do, don’t you?”
“No.” Mobius answered, stern.
“ He does.” The puppet pointed at Loki, stopping in the middle of Cleaning Supplies. “Look at him. He’s a Loki. He wants a throne . He’s planning it all in his head right now: his regime.”
Loki glanced between Sylvie’s puppet and Mobius, not denying it. He turned to Mobius, “... The TVA can’t go on as it is now, Mobius.”
“ Loki -”
“There it is,” the puppet announced, pleased.
Loki had to get through to him, “As long as the TVA holds power, we’re as good as dead.”
“No, Loki, this isn't what we're here for-”
“But it is!” Loki countered. “ This is all about stopping the TVA.”
“No, it's about doing the right thing!”
The puppet interjected, “The right thing? The TVA is the exterminator of free will,” she smiled, adding fuel.
Loki raised a hand at the puppet and argued towards Mobius, “But we can change that. We can fix it!”
“You’re both wrong! The TVA keeps the universe from falling apart!” Why was this so hard to get through Loki's thick skull?!
The puppet shook her head, “Once a TVA agent, always a TVA agent. He'll pick order and rulebooks over you by the end,” she commented at Loki. “And a Loki will always double-cross the people stupid enough to trust them,” she told Mobius.
Mobius realized what she was doing: Divide and conquer.
“Hey! Stop!” He waved it all away, “Don’t listen to her.” Mobius grabbed Loki's arms and made him look at him only. “I know Lokis always look after number one, but I know you can do more than that. Think this through!” He glanced at Sylvie's puppet before focusing on Loki's troubled eyes, “What about the people at the TVA, huh? What’re you gonna do? Enslave them? Prune them?”
Loki's expression found resolve, “I don’t care about them, Mobius. I’d bring the TVA and everyone in it to ruin to keep you, me - us safe.”
Mobius let go of Loki's arms, silent.
Loki was still operating from selfishness. This Loki knew how to want to keep someone safe, but he didn't know how to care about balance or the right thing yet.
Mobius had miscalculated.
“How touching.” Sylvie’s puppet clasped her hands together in a mocking show of heartbreak. “Look at you two. A Time Criminal and an Analyst, running away together. But you can’t even figure out where you're going,” She made the woman sneer at them. “Pathetic.”
Mobius and Loki looked at each other, disturbed.
Had they been wrong about one another from the start?
Was this alliance, or whatever this was between them, doomed to fail?
Sylvie continued, “There’s so much you don’t know. Dark secrets the TVA’s hiding. And you'll never know because Lokis always betray and TVA agents always fall back in line.”
Loki stared at Mobius, who was looking away from him with an expression of profound disappointment. Almost revulsion. Any sense of the previous magnetism between them had instantly evaporated. A coiling sense of shame pulled at his organs. He looked at the puppet, considering attacking her out of anger, but then something on the shelf beside them caught his eye. Another TemPad. This one was hooked up to a reset charge. He realized what Sylvie was doing.
“You’re just trying to get us to waste time.”
“You're doing a fine job of that yourself,” the puppet laughed.
Loki looked around, “Are you going to reset this place? You’re just doing the TVA’s job for them.”
“Actually, I think they’re going to find their hands too full to do their job soon.” The puppet looked over their shoulders. “Speaking of which.”
Loki and then Mobius turned to look behind them. A Minuteman was searching the aisles on the other side of the store. Loki and Mobius ducked down, they hadn't been spotted yet. There was a thud and Loki realized the puppet beside them had collapsed to the floor.
“Dammit,” Mobius whispered.
“We need to find Sylvie again,” Loki looked around.
Mobius watched him. “Loki.” He looked like he was going to say something important. There was something between them now. Some kind of barrier. Mobius kept his focus, “Go. I'm gonna stay here and try to disarm whatever that thing is.” He pointed at the TemPad on the shelf, connected to a reset charge.
“No, we shouldn't separate-”
“Stop whatever she’s planning, okay? And whatever you do, don't join her side.” It sounded like a joke, but it wasn’t.
Loki didn't respond to that. “You sure about this?”
“No.” Loki could still betray him and join his other self on a rampage against the TVA, but he'd just have to trust him. Because, “What other choice do I have?”
Loki stared at Mobius, speechless.
“Just go catch her!” Mobius pushed against Loki’s arm, trying to get him to leave.
“Alright.”
Loki ran in the opposite direction from the Minuteman, looking for Sylvie. Maybe this was a mistake. But Mobius couldn’t look back now.
He ignored the pit in his stomach as he ducked over to the rigged TemPad, trying to stay out of sight.
Loki ran through the center of the aisles on his own, trying to stay quiet as he looked for any sign of Sylvie or her puppets.
“So determined,” A deep, gruff voice mocked from the shadows in Loki’s blindspot. It looked like she found him first.
Loki turned around to see an exceptionally tall, burly customer in a camouflage shirt and tan vest standing close enough to start a fight.
He was getting tired of her enchanted humans, “Come out and fight me yourself.”
The puppet only laughed and, with a single high kick, struck Loki’s stomach with enough force to send him flying backwards and sliding along the floor.
“Alright, come on. This can’t be so hard,” Mobius whispered to himself as he gently pulled apart the bundles of wires around the ticking TemPad.
8:12
8:11
8:10
“Green means good, right?” He eyed a green wire, trying to remember what each color meant. This was never his department. He wished he had Casey or that guy from Repairs and Advancements here. They’d know what to do to turn this thing off.
Wait. This white wire was connected straight from the D Port to the reset charge’s Positive Base. Doesn’t that mean a localized time gate will open and-
“I have a visual on Mobius.”
Mobius looked over and saw the Minuteman finish giving their location to the rest of the squad over their TemPad.
“Dammit.”
“Go back to the last one. She seemed nicer,” Loki quipped up at the large man as he stomped over to him.
“Thank you for helping me stall for time,” the man grabbed Loki’s shoulders and threw him across the floor with a shove. “It’s almost like you’re looking for an excuse to sabotage your little agent friend's plan.”
Loki grunted with anger as he flipped his hair out of his face and tried to pick himself off the floor. “I’m not going to betray him.”
“It’s sweet that you sound like you believe yourself, but we both know you will.” The man stomped over to Loki’s side as he was still gaining his balance. “You’re a Loki . You’re hardwired to lie and cheat.” The man grabbed Loki’s neck and threw him backwards into a display stand of robot dogs.
Loki sat up, groaning as robot dogs yapped at him. “Need I remind you, you’re a Loki, too.”
“I’m nothing like you.”
“B-15,” Mobius greeted the hunter as she and the rest of her team came running over. Mobius was still trying to disarm the reset charge countdown. The Minuteman who found him had been watching him like a hawk. “Before anything else, I gotta tell you that C-20’s in the surveillance room. Sylvie did something to her. She needs help.” Was that red wire the one connecting the TemPad’s timer to the reset charge?
“We’re taking you back to the TVA for questioning. Put your hands in the air.”
“Uh, I probably shouldn’t. This thing’s gonna go off in about seven minutes.” He followed a yellow wire to a port in the TemPad he knew very little about.
“Enough distractions, Mobius. Hands up!”
She sounded serious. She was pointing her stick at him. Mobius backed up and put his hands up.
7:09
7:08
7:07
This was getting close to hopeless.
He looked over and saw two squads behind her, “What are you doing, B-15? I’m just an analyst. The Variant’s here, she’s fighting Loki just over there. Go get her !” He pointed to where Loki went.
B-15 didn’t listen. She reached behind her belt for a Time Collar. “J-8. Go check the surveillance room for C-20.”
“Good. Thanks,” Mobius called out as J-8 jogged away.
“Okay, Mobius, let’s make this easy,” B-15 stepped towards him, Time Collar towards him.
“Sorry. Can’t.”
Mobius reached his half-gloved hand to the hilt of the Skrull electroshock baton above his shoulder. He lifted it out of its strap and held it up beside him. With a twist, the center of the baton crackled with a scary purple energy. He could tell from their unsure steps backward that he probably looked pretty cool right now.
“You can take me in. But just let me do this first, okay?” He pointed at the TemPad.
B-15 looked between Mobius, the TemPad on the shelf, and the baton in his hand, trying to make a decision.
“Come on!” X-5 shouted, pushing his way to the front of the squad. “Get him!”
B-15 hesitated.
“ Fine ! I’ll do it!” X-5 marched over to Mobius, cranking his pruning stick on with an attitude.
“Stand down!” B-15 ordered. “We're not pruning them, X-5!”
He ignored her. He walked up to Mobius and stopped. He eyed the ex-analyst and lifted his pruning stick.
“I’d stay back if I were you,” Mobius warned.
“We both know you don't have it in you, old man,” X-5 snickered. “Admit it, no matter how much of a hotshot hunter you were, you’re nothing but a glorified paper-pusher now and you couldn’t even do that without making the same dumb mistake, trying to save another stupid varian-”
With a burst of purple energy the jagged end of the Skrull baton collided with X-5’s bandaged jaw. The electricity coursed through his face and body, keeping him frozen and tense as it buzzed through him. After several seconds, he fell to the ground with a simmer, twitching.
Mobius stared down at him and confirmed he was still breathing.
He looked up at the shocked squad staring at him. “Sorry. He just really needed to shut up.” Payback felt good. But that act of aggression used up any trust B-15 had in him.
“Take him in!” B-15 ordered her Minutemen.
Mobius lifted the heavy baton, again.
The first agent that got too close didn’t expect it when Mobius flung the baton into an upward strike, hitting her elbow. Her pruning stick fell to the ground and then so did she after a few seconds of electrocution.
Mobius grinned to himself, proud. This baton really made things easy for him.
The grin disappeared when three more agents started running towards him. He couldn’t take them all on. He had to make a run for it. Disarming the TemPad was a lost cause now. He wouldn’t have enough time to figure it out anyways:
5:49
5:48
5:47
He turned and broke into a run.
“Oh, I see. Too good to be a Loki, are you?” Loki dusted himself off.
“ Yes .” The man threw a punch that split a TV screen behind Loki.
“But you’re doing exactly what a Loki does.” Loki conjured his daggers into his hands and spun them with a flourish. “You’re wresting power over the weak. Terrorizing and manipulating.” He used the hilts of his daggers to deflect Sylvie's strikes, careful not to hurt the puppet, “All so you can rule the TVA.”
“I told you, I don’t want the TVA!” The man grabbed a rake from a cardboard stand, “I’d rather burn it to the ground than rule it.” He swung the rake from left to right, trying to get Loki.
Loki dodged, “So you want revenge.”
“I want to kill the Keepers and free the Timeline!” The man lifted the rake up and brought it down with a strong downswing, as though it were a broadsword.
Loki caught the rod of the rake, mid-swing, in his outstretched hand. He grinned at Sylvie’s puppet. “Was that so difficult?” She had gotten angry enough to give up her motive.
The puppet growled with real anger and snapped the rake in two. Loki blocked the first strike, but the second hit him across the jaw hard. “You’re not different, you know,” the puppet informed him as Loki stumbled back. The man kicked Loki down to the ground. “You’re going to ruin everything. Just like Lokis always do.” Loki tried to get back up, but the puppet’s heavy boot planted itself on his collarbone, squeezing him down into the floor. “We both know you’ll throw your little TVA pet to the wolves the second it suits you.” Loki couldn’t breathe. “Because that’s who you are -”
There was a zap, a burst of purple light, and the man fell to the ground with a loud thud.
“This thing really shuts people up. It’s awesome,” Mobius was smiling down at him, waving his Skrull baton.
“M-Mobius!” Loki coughed.
“It looked like you needed some help.” Mobius offered Loki his hand, smirking. Loki took it with a wave of warm gratitude. Despite the pain in his chest, his heart jumped pleasurably as he grabbed Mobius’ arm for support when he got to his feet. He looked down at the agent with a smile. He fought the urge to keep touching him or pull him nearer. Maybe all wasn’t lost.
Mobius could see how happy Loki was to see him. He ignored how happy that made him. This wasn’t over. “Couldn’t crack the countdown, so we gotta figure this out fast.” Boots were stomping towards them. “Oh, and I brought some company.”
Loki saw the squads of Minutemen come rushing over to them. He forgot the painful throbbing under his neck. “Get behind me,” he pulled Mobius behind him.
“We got more over here,” Mobius announced as more Minutemen came up behind Loki.
They were surrounded.
Loki and Mobius pressed their backs together. Loki brandished his daggers. Mobius raised his baton.
“Go!” B-15 ordered, leading the charge.
Loki took out the first Minuteman with a sharp jab of a dagger hilt to the temple of their helmet. Mobius swung his baton and while the Minuteman caught it in their hand, they were still electrocuted and quickly flopped to the floor. Loki dodged a pruning stick and stabbed the hand of the Minuteman who wielded it, forcing them to drop their weapon and keel over in pain. Mobius kicked ineffectually towards another attacker, swinging the baton that they now knew to stay clear of. They watched him from a distance, looking for an opening.
Then something happened that interrupted everything. One of the Minutemen let out a shriek which was immediately deafened by the disturbing warbles of their entire body fizzling away in a flurry of sparks.
Everyone paused, watching the agent die.
Standing behind where the Minuteman had been was Sylvie, herself. No more puppets. She smiled, holding the stolen pruning stick in her hands, as everyone looked at her.
“The Variant!” B-15 yelled.
Now the Minutemen were split between three targets.
Loki blocked pokes from a pruning stick by grabbing the hilt between his daggers’ blades. Mobius swung his mace to keep his attackers back, and, now Sylvie danced around her enemies as they tripped over themselves to capture her. She kicked a few to the floor. Then, she tapped K-7’s temple with her fingertips and their eyes filled with green magic. Sylvie stepped back and eagerly watched as K-7 turned to the colleague who had been fighting Sylvie with them and pruned them. Everyone was almost too distracted to notice, but Mobius saw.
K-7 walked over and pushed their stick towards one of Mobius’ attackers. Mobius reached out and grabbed K-7’s arm, stopping them from killing the other agent. The agents looked at Mobius and K-7, confused. They stopped trying to attack Mobius for a moment. Sylvie leaned in and planted a punch on the center of Mobius’ chest, freeing her puppet. Loki immediately grabbed Sylvie’s arm and pressed the blade of his dagger against her neck. The other Minutemen paused as they watched the perplexing display of a Loki attacking a Loki to protect a defected TVA agent who was protecting a TVA agent attempting to arrest them.
“Mobius?” Loki checked, staring at Sylvie.
“I’m alright,” he coughed.
That was when Loki saw Sylvie’s puppet, in the corner of his eye, line up to stab Mobius with their stick. Loki’s instincts kicked in and he released a pulse of magic that pushed everyone back, blasting Sylvie and all the agents back from him. Mobius was had been exempt from the push. He looked around at the result of Loki’s magic, lowering his weapon.
Sylvie fell back on her feet, keeping her balance. The agents struggled to get back up.
She gave them a grin and took off towards the back of the building.
“Let’s go!” Loki grabbed Mobius’ arm and dragged him into a run, getting past the disoriented Minutemen easily.
They followed as she kept running towards the Grocery section.
“Why isn’t she leaving through a gate?” Loki asked Mobius as they ran.
“She’s waiting for the countdown to end. Leading us on a goose chase! Typical Loki !”
“What do we do?”
“Oh, now you wanna do my plan?”
“Mobius!”
Mobius was breathing fast, trying to keep up, “Trap her, keep her stuck till the countdown ends. Then we follow her and hitch a ride outta here! It's our only shot to get away clean!” If they didn’t follow her wherever she was going after this, they were losing their last shot at salvation. They needed to know what she knew. They needed to stop her.
Mobius could hear boots running behind them.
She was leading them to a backroom behind the Deli counter. It was a small room for the butcher with an industrial freezer and no other exits.
Running up to the room and seeing the layout, Loki got an idea.
Sylvie rushed into the backroom, Loki behind her. Just as she slowed down, he landed an opportune kick that sent her stumbling forward. She turned to him, angry. He immediately darted out of her way, dodging her strikes. He backed up into the open meat freezer. She jumped up and grabbed the top of the door jamb and landed a swinging double kick against his chest. Loki went flying back against the shelves of frozen meat, falling to the ground with several packs of meat dropping around him.
He looked up at her, coughing, “I guess we know, now, who the superior Loki is.”
She smiled down at him with malice.
“Me,” Loki said from behind her.
She realized too late that the Loki she had followed into the freezer was a duplicate. The real Loki slammed the freezer door shut on her and barricaded the door with his body.
Loki pushed his back against the door as it bumped with Sylvie’s formidable efforts to break free. At that moment, Mobius ran into the room through the entrance just across from him, the squad hot on his heels. He got inside the door and slammed it shut. The collective strength of the squad outside threatened to burst the door open if Mobius were to move away from it.
He and Loki were stuck on opposite sides of the room, holding their attackers back. On the east wall was a table. On the table was another countdown TemPad, ticking away.
2:03
2:02
2:01
“What do we do?!” Loki was breathing fast.
Mobius had gotten a good look at how the TemPads were set up. These reset charges weren’t gonna go off here. The TemPads were going to send them someplace else. At least the countdown wasn’t going to kill them.
Mobius thought for a second. “When the countdown ends, you’re gonna follow her to wherever she’s going. She’s using this as a distraction for whatever she’s planning.” His Loki-expertise wasn't as rusty as he thought it was.
Loki’s expression twitched at how Mobius phrased that, “ You’re coming with me.”
The squad rushed against Mobius’ door and Mobius lost a little of his footing. Sylvie grunted as she kicked the door behind Loki.
Mobius cracked a friendly smile, “Not this time, champ.”
“Mobius-”
“It’s over once they get through this door. I won’t be able to get over there fast enough, but I can slow them down.” They pushed against the door, he almost lost his brace against it. Sylvie’s sword scraped against the inside of the freezer angrily.
“No, I'll stay and fight-!”
“Then we'll lose Sylvie and it's all over even if you win against B-15 here. Sylvie’s gonna try and kill the Keepers. You’re the only one who has a shot at stopping her. I’ll talk to Ravonna. Maybe I can get a good plea deal for us," he joked, worry seeping into his tone.
1:05
1:04
1:03
Loki couldn’t let this happen. “Mobius, it’s over. Forget about the keepers! The TVA will kill us both!”
“You're probably right. But I still can't let her destroy the TVA, Loki. It's here for a reason.”
Mobius could barely look at Loki. The look he was giving him felt like he was betraying him.
Mobius laughed at the irony, “You and I are just stuck in our own time loop, aren’t we?” Another timer, another tough choice, another almost-betrayal. And they still had ‘no idea where they were going’.
0:43
0:42
0:41
The squad shoved the door again. Mobius was losing his traction, it was starting to open slowly.
This was it.
Mobius leaned back, lifting his chin. “Hey, Loki.”
“What?” The god’s voice was defeated.
“I never told you, but I never cared for Thor.” Mobius grunted as the squad shoved again. Loki blinked. “Big tough guy like that always steals the show. The guy I wanted to know was the quiet one behind him. Clever as a whip and a little bit of a devil in his smile.” Mobius grinned at him like he did the day they met.
0:22
0:21
0:20
“Back in Asgard, you said you wanted someone to see you, right? I saw you. I saw you back then, in those stupid video files, and I see you now. Always have.” The door behind him almost gave out.
Loki couldn’t say anything. That feeling was back and stronger than ever. An overwhelming desire to forget everything and go to him. He wanted him. He wanted to take him and escape somewhere far from any of this. He would never go with him, of course. Still the wanting ache tore into his chest violently at the idea that this might be the end.
“Mobius-”
0:00
The TemPad blinked and both Mobius and Loki watched as the reset charges quietly slipped out of this reality and into another point of time and space.
Mobius turned to Loki with a grin, “Now go save the TVA, Loki.”
The Minutemen gave the door a final shove and it flung open, pushing Mobius aside. The agents piled in swiftly and grabbed Mobius. There were too many to take out without getting pruned.
“Go after her!” Mobius yelled at Loki as they wrestled a Time Collar onto him, closing it tight around his neck.
Some of the Minutemen realized Loki was there and started to walk towards him. This was the headstart Mobius was giving him. Loki quickly opened the freezer door and saw exactly what Mobius predicted: an open time gate that Sylvie must’ve just opened when the countdown ended. She was making her move. He needed to follow her. If he stayed to fight he’d never have a chance to learn what secrets Sylvie knew. And he’d lose any chance at overthrowing the TVA, himself. ... Or any chance to save it, as Mobius wanted.
And if he let himself be captured he’d also lose any chance of saving Mobius.
Fighting every instinct telling him to stay, Loki walked through the time gate and let it close behind him.
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Chapter 13: Chapter 13
Summary:
Interrogation across tables. Sides to consider, sides to choose. Loki and Mobius must answer to their respective origins.
Notes:
[Extra long chapter this time. Here, I’ll be weaving some of the original show’s timeline elements back into the story. This chapter features a change in tempo. Scenes between Loki and Sylvie that would have played out similarly to what we saw in the show have been summarized instead of rewritten. Plot progress is going to pick up steam from here on out.]
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"The Variant has bombed the Sacred Timeline!” Analyst E-1470 shouted on the main communication line, sounding the alarm as several branches forked drastically from the Sacred Timeline on their monitors.
Ravonna, ignoring the sudden scurrying and sirens going off around her as analysts jumped over one another to report each of the branches, stepped closer to the largest monitor in the center of the hub, “Why would the Variant do this?” This was a mess, but the TVA could reset these branches in a matter of hours. It wouldn’t accomplish anything for the Variant. That’s when Ravonna saw past what was in front of her. Instead, she realized that every active Hunter and Minuteman was filing through a time gate out of the TVA right now.
Her mouth opened as the realization coursed through her: The Variant was coming to the TVA.
Her TemPad’s intercom scratched as someone opened a line, “There’s a disturbance in sector two.”
This was happening now.
“She’s here.” Ravonna pointed at the two Hunters guarding the room, already on the move. “You two, come with me.”
-
Loki jumped through the time gate and spun around to see it close immediately. He had made it through just in time. He looked around. This was the TVA. The Minutemen locker room.
He should’ve guessed Sylvie would come to the TVA. She was going to be looking for the Time Keepers, following what C-20 had shown her.
He took a stumbled step, getting used to being in the walls of the TVA again after gaining his freedom only hours before.
After the day he’d had, the place seemed smaller and less imposing than it once had, but he was here as a fugitive now. One misstep could cost him his life. But getting to Sylvie too late could cost him everything else.
Loki rushed out from the locker room into the hallway, ready to keep running if anyone saw him. No one did.
Whatever those TemPads and reset charges at Roxxcart had done, they must’ve been keeping everyone busy. Not a soul was within sight. But he could hear something. It sounded like fighting. He ran towards the noise.
He turned the corner into the concrete hallway and all that was left of the struggle he had heard were four pruning sticks on the floor and only one unconscious agent. The other three must’ve just been dissolved. There was a tinny charge in the air that usually lingered after someone had just been pruned.
Loki saw more remnants of a fight down the hallway. He followed the trail of carnage right to where he knew Sylvie was heading: the golden elevator to the Keepers that he had discovered, himself, not long after arriving at the TVA.
Slowing, he pulled out his Skrull daggers. He could hear kicks and grunts and then the distorted cries of a person being pruned. Then silence.
He walked out from around the corner and saw her, in front of the elevator, still breathing hard from the fight.
“Stop!” Loki ordered as she looked at the elevator behind her. He squared her off, flipping his daggers in his hands.
She drew her sword. “Don’t you have anything better to do?”
“No, I don’t.” He walked towards her. “Because of you, my friend is being dragged away to a cell as we speak.” He circled around her, putting himself between her and the elevator.
“You’re welcome. Now get out of my way.”
Loki turned his daggers to her. “Are you going to kill the Time Keepers now?”
“What, are you trying to protect them?” She spoke like he was a child.
He glanced at the elevator, thinking of his answer. This was his opportunity as well. They were unprotected. But it was too soon. He needed to know more. Either from Sylvie or the Keepers themselves. After everything he’d been through, killing them had to be worth disappointing Mobius now. “No. But shouldn’t you consider-”
She drove her sword towards him and it ground to a halt on the handguards of his daggers’ blades. “What’s there to consider? They need to be destroyed!”
With a twisting motion, she twirled his arms into a tangle and spun around to his side. She lunged her sword towards his back, but he stepped aside and grabbed her arm, pinning it behind her back, “Yes, most likely, but what will you do after ? Do you even have a plan?” This Loki was nothing but brute chaos. She wanted to kill the Keepers, but to what end? Blind rage? This needed more calculation than that.
“Argh! Get off me!” She ducked her head down and reached around her side, grabbing his leg and forcing him into a roll that freed her from his grasp. They each got to their knees quickly, Sylvie pulled her sword back and Loki pulled his dagger back, each of them grabbing the others’ free arm. They were locked into a standoff.
“Hey!” Ravonna Renslayer’s voice interrupted their stalemate, they both looked at her and the two guards by her side. “Funny seeing you here L1130. Running away with the Variant?” She cranked her pruning stick on as she had thousands of times before.
“Renslayer.” Loki said under his breath. She had started all of this. She was the one ordering his deletion and Mobius’ arrest. He let go of Sylvie and tried to get to his feet. “Where’s Mobius? Let him go-”
He had lost his focus long enough for Sylvie to grab the scruff of his jacket and shove her sword tight under his chin, shutting him up. “Stay back!” she growled at Ravonna. As Loki always noticed when someone was holding him hostage, her pockets were within reach. And within one pocket was a familiar brass glint.
Renslayer only started walking towards them. Loki grabbed the TemPad from Sylvie’s coat and randomly selected one of the time coordinates that were saved to the device.
“L1190, Loki Laufeydottir, you are hereby arrested for the murder of-”
He aimed the time gate position at the floor and suddenly both he and Sylvie were falling out of the TVA.
-
“Mobius, Mobius. You are standing here today to face judgment for your crimes.”
Mobius stood at the center of the courtroom, in the glowing circular stand. He was in one of the beige TVA jumpsuits meant for criminals. It didn't suit him. Clashed with his complexion. His wrists chafed against his handcuffs, aching from a combination of centuries of paperwork and from swinging a Skrull electroshock baton at Hunters hours before. Two Hunters were on either side of him - they had been old pals, but not now. No one in the room was looking at him like a friend or colleague.
He looked up at Judge Gamble as she spoke again, “Your actions and refusal to prune the Time Criminal have resulted in the deaths of V-19, G-12, N-02, R-09, and many others. You have caused dozens of branching timelines, each a Class A offense, that have endangered the integrity of the Sacred Timeline.”
Mobius looked down, listening to his sins. His legs ached from hours of standing there.
This time General Dox, his boss’s boss, spoke, “With these crimes, you have degraded your being to that of a Time Criminal, yourself. You have willingly destabilized all of time and space, all of reality and the mission we have all sworn to protect, for the sake of your heedless independence. Do you understand the gravity of your actions?”
Mobius waited. Silence extended through the chapel-like court. Everyone stared at him. This wasn’t going to continue until he said it. He lifted his chin and with a voice that was sore from the Time Collar squeezing against the bruises on his neck as well as the amount of times he had said this, he answered softly, “Yes. I do.”
General Dox still wasn’t satisfied, “Our fellow agents and colleagues risk their lives to defend the order the Time Keepers have created. They should not be risking their lives by embarking on missions with someone who will endanger them for their own short-sighted selfishness. For the sake of an agent who places himself above the authority of the Time Keepers.”
Mobius nodded, listening. She had a point. She always had a point.
It was Judge Gamble’s turn now.
“Through your crimes you have become an obstacle to the TVA’s mission and are no longer fit to serve the purpose for which you have been created.”
Mobius waited, listening as he looked at the floor. There was a limit to how much he could crack wise. He had already tried everything he could to lighten this scene up. It was over now. He reserved his strength for standing and listening.
General Dox had to go further, “You are now a corrupt anomaly that should be excised for the health of the whole.”
He knew better than to let this get to him. He had used this against criminals so many times. Still, it was getting to him.
Judge Gamble took a solemn breath and raised her gavel, “The court finds you guilty.” The gavel clacked loudly. Mobius only swayed on the spot, tired. “A resolution has been raised asking for your immediate deletion-”
“Judge Gamble.” He heard that voice come from behind him. He didn’t look back.
“Yes, Judge Renslayer.”
“Permission to add testimony as a witness.”
There was a pause. “Unorthodox, but granted.”
Ravonna stepped up to his right side. Close to him. He looked over to her, knowing what he’d see. She glanced at him with some rare friendliness. She looked nervous. She was risking a lot being here for him.
She licked her lips and spoke to the court, “Mobius is one of our most diligent and devoted agents. Time and time again, I have seen him risk life and well-being for the capture and pruning of dangerous variants. On one occasion, he even saved my life.” She glanced at him, anxious and uncharacteristically shy. He only watched her, exhausted. “I believe that while he is no longer suitable for his Hunter duties, he should be allowed to remain with the TVA as an Analyst. His insight and skills of deduction have added invaluable support to our missions.”
After living through a memory more than a hundred times, the harsh words stung harder, but the sweet ones… they were sweeter, too. Ravonna had always had his back before. He looked away, trying to remind himself who put him in this Time Cell.
“And what should we do about the lives he has thrown away? Who will be accountable for him if he were to succumb to his selfishness again?” Dox asked.
“I will,” Ravonna stepped forward, putting herself on the line for him. “I will supervise him and his missions. Using my new authority as Judge, I will ensure his compliance and devotion. This will not happen again.” She looked back at him, resolute.
“Is that right, Mobius?” Gamble spoke to him now. His neck was sore from looking up at the bench for hours, so he only looked at the floor. “Judge Renslayer is putting herself in a precarious position for you. Will you honor her authority?”
The scene wouldn’t continue if he didn’t say it. Maybe he’d just sit in silence for a while. He did. But after some time, silence was worse. He spoke softly through chapped lips, his shoulders heavy, “I will.” He repeated history, again, even though he had, only today, made those words a lie. For a Loki.
“Good,” Gamble responded. “Mobius, Mobius. You are standing here today to face judgment for your crimes.”
Mobius sighed as time repeated itself. Ravonna glitched out of existence again. He considered trying to walk off the stand or say something funny again. It always ended the same: one of the Hunter’s elbows or fists colliding with his ribs. His sides were hot and weak from the hits he had already taken. He probably wouldn’t be able to keep standing if he got another one.
Ravonna always did know how to make the worst Time Cells. She never held back. And this one was extra poetic. A perfect guilt trip loop.
He mouthed Gamble’s words as she said them, “Your actions and refusal to prune the Time Criminal have resulted in the deaths of V-19, G-12, N-02, R-09 and many others.” He still remembered seeing them die out on the Black Sea mission. “You have caused dozens of branching timelines, a Class A offense, that have endangered the integrity of the Sacred Timeline. With these crimes, you have degraded your being to that of a Time Criminal, yourself. You have willingly destabilized all of time and space, all of reality and the mission we have all sworn to protect, for the sake of your heedless independence. Do you understand the gravity of your actions?”
“Yes. I do.” He repeated, hoarse.
‘ Our fellow agents and colleagues ’, Mobius began to mouth, but General Dox wasn’t saying the words with him.
Mobius looked up. Everything was frozen.
“Mobius.” The real Ravonna stepped into the illusory courtroom behind him, TemPad in her hand.
He turned around, his neck rebelling against him as he did.
“Ravonna.”
-
Lamentis-1
2077
12 hours until impact
“So what’s the plan?” Loki followed behind Sylvie, trudging through the rocky terrain of Lamentis-1. The gravity and air here were slightly heavier than comfortable and it made for a very unpleasant journey through the alien desert towards the town in the distance. Of course, the discomfort had been compounded by each other’s presence.
“There’s a town near here. And can you shut up?” Sylvie ordered back at him with a bite. “Just because I have to work with you doesn’t mean I want to hear your voice.”
They had established a very shaky truce since stumbling onto Lamentis-1. This desolate, purple moon was about to experience utter annihilation once its planet crashed into it in just a few short hours. Sylvie’s untraceable TemPad, over which they had fought and scrambled, was safely stowed away from Sylvie by Loki’s magic. His possession of it had earned him her non-violence. Though her words and tone were as sharp as ever.
Unfortunately, the TemPad was out of power from this unexpected detour and re-energizing it was something only Sylvie knew how to do as Loki was still new to the TVA’s technology. That had earned her his cooperation, as well.
But, of course, he had other motives to stick around and work with Sylvie.
He pushed the memory of Mobius being dragged away in a Time Collar from his mind. Everything in him wanted to return to the TVA that moment to free him, but Loki knew what going back empty-handed would mean.
Loki needed to either go back with Sylvie as a ransom for Mobius’ safe exchange, or he needed to go back armed with Sylvie’s knowledge, or perhaps assistance, against the Time Keepers to forcefully liberate Mobius. Although he and Sylvie were no longer attacking one another, he wasn't quite sure which outcome it would be.
Loki knew which one Mobius would prefer, so even if the idea of overturning the organization that was imprisoning Mobius right now seemed more attractive, he’d try it Mobius’ way first.
Loki had to get more from her. For Mobius and for his own curiosity. After all, how often do you meet another you? So, he’d do what he always did when someone knew something he didn’t: prod, poke, and goad.
“Your discrimination against me feels a touch disproportionate.” He picked up his pace to walk just behind her, “You really have it out for Lokis, even though you are one. Not a very good one, but-”
“I’m not one of you. That’s not who I am anymore.”
“Right, ‘Sylvie’ .” He kept pace with her, though she only walked faster. “You know, it’s not very much like a Loki to change your name.”
“Oh yeah, and you know what exactly makes a Loki a Loki?”
“Yes. Independence, authority, style.”
She scoffed, stepping over a large stone. “So, naturally you went to work for the boring, oppressive time police.”
“I don’t work for them. Mobius and I left-”
“Yes, yes , I get it. You two are ‘running away together’,” she cut him off, sickened. “Take it from someone who's been running longer than you’ve existed: it gets tired, fast.”
He lost some of his playfulness, “We won’t need to run forever.”
“You two probably didn’t even make it a day.” She turned to him, catching a look on his face that told her she hit her mark. “It’s because you don’t know what you want.”
She was right. He brushed it aside.
“And what exactly is it that you want?” He raised his arms, gesturing around them. “Your ‘years-in-the-making’ plan was to tear the TVA down, create the ultimate power vacuum, and then just… walk away ?”
Sylvie shrugged with attitude, kicking a rock out of her way.
He shook his head, “I would never have done that.”
“Yeah? Well, I’m not you,” she raised her voice. “Besides, what do you mean ‘independence’? I saw the way you slunk behind your little agent, following his orders even though what you really want is to destroy everything he stands for. You’re not very much like a Loki, either.”
She hit her mark, again. Loki watched her as she marched in front of him. Loki had no way to explain away her accusation. But Loki didn’t take orders. “Mobius will understand why the TVA needs to be dismantled. I’ll make him understand.”
“Oh,” she feigned surprise. “Maybe I spoke too soon.” She looked back at him. “Can we get on with this now?” She pointed at the town just ahead of them, picking up the pace.
-
“Little on the nose, don’t you think?” Mobius spoke quietly through his sore throat, not quite as recovered as his humor implied.
He walked out of the red time gate and back into one of the TVA time theaters that had once been his to conduct.
Ravonna motioned for him to sit down across from her, on the criminal side of the table. “I wanted you to remember. You gave them- me- your word that this would never happen again.”
Mobius walked over to the table as he was told. He had had enough of lecturing for one day.
“Think I could get some water?” He let out a grunt as he sat down, his bones and soul weary from standing in the Time Cell for hours. He nodded at the Hunters standing in the corners of the room, greeting them. They pretended not to notice.
Ravonna reached down to the cabinet under the table and pulled out a Josta. She slid it across the table to him.
He let out a single chuckle, knowing her angle. This is how you broke someone: Kick ‘em while they’re down and then offer them a treat.
“You’re too kind,” he cracked it open clumsily with his cuffed hands, accepting the bait. He took a sip and hissed a grunt as the carbonation stung his irritated throat. “Now what?” He leaned back, ready.
Ravonna, as a judge, wouldn’t normally be the one to interrogate a criminal, but it made sense this time. Given their history, and her responsibility over him.
She stared at him for a moment, a glimmer of something dangerous in her eye where friendship had once been. “I saw your Loki running away with the Variant.”
Mobius’ breath hitched microscopically. He hid his concern expertly, looking down as he rearranged his legs casually.
“... Yeah?”
“You know what he said to me?” He shrugged. “...‘Let Mobius go’.”
He smirked. “So, what? You gonna tell me you have him in a room back here somewhere?” He tried to hide his eagerness for Loki’s status. He stayed away from imagining Ravonna pruning Loki on the spot. His chest tightened at the thought. Loki had to have gotten away. That’s what Lokis do.
She ignored his question. “Here I thought Loki had somehow gotten to you. Enchantment, maybe. Like how the Variant got to C-20.” She leaned forward, resting her forearms on the table. “Instead, it looks like you had an effect on him.”
“What can I say? I’m charismatic.” He tried to control his breathing, any sign of anxiety would be exploited.
“What did you promise him?”
He flinched his head back with confusion. “‘Promise him’?”
“I might not know Lokis as well as you, but I’ve seen my fair share of them.” She had been a Hunter for a long time and Lokis, like Sylvie, had always been plentiful. “Lokis only protect people who are useful to them in some way. What were you going to do for him? Were you going to help him get to the Time Keepers?”
“No. Of course not,” Mobius sounded offended. “I’m trying to protect them, just like you.”
“Then, why, Mobius? Why was a Loki asking me to let you off the hook?”
Mobius leaned forward, moving the can of Josta aside, “Listen. All I can tell you is that we got along. I think he just likes having me around. This isn’t some kind of coup. This was just me, making a dumb decision. He didn’t do anything. He didn’t cast some kind of spell. I had it all lined up and under control, I was getting ready to prune him, and I just- I couldn’t. The rest is history. A repeat of history.” She wasn’t amused by that. “I was still trying to get the Variant.”
Mobius had to be hiding something. Some kind of plan. “About that: you betrayed the TVA, but still upheld our mission? You have to understand I find that hard to believe.”
“Really? I thought you knew me better than that.”
“I thought I did, too.”
“Hey, don’t do that- I’m still me.” He pointed at himself, “‘Funny ol’ Mobius’, remember? Come on. You think I’d let Loki live if I thought he was a danger to the Time Keepers?” He could only hope Loki still didn’t have plans to hurt the Keepers, but it still felt like a bluff to say that sentence out loud.
“Mobius.” She placed her palms on the table thoughtfully. “When you disobeyed my orders, you weren’t just putting the Timeline at risk. You put this , all of us, at risk.” She looked him in the eye now. “ Us . What you and I had. ‘Friends against time, allies to the end’. You turned your back on that.”
Mobius lost his smile. He watched her closely.
“So, you expect me to believe that you were going to give it all up because you and he… ‘got along’-?”
“Because he’s our only chance at catching the Variant. The Variant that probably got pretty darn close to reaching the Time Keepers right after you caught me, right?”
Ravonna almost asked him how he knew that, but she knew that’d only prove his point.
She needed to change angles.
She picked up one of the folders on the table and opened it. Loki Laufeyson. The file summarized the entire, ordained existence of the Timeline Loki. Mobius knew it front to back. “You know… I've never seen a Loki who cared about anyone besides himself." She scanned its contents.
"Most Lokis care about their Thor. Though he’d never admit it," Mobius corrected, friendly.
"But you're not Thor, are you?"
"I wish , you kidding?" he chuckled. “He’s a good-lookin’ guy. Not much goin’ on upstairs, but-”
“Quiet.”
He quieted.
“What would make a Loki care about you?”
Mobius’ brow flinched at the strange question. She unclipped a picture of Loki, handsome in his full god-king regalia as people knelt before him, from the folder and looked at it.
“Why would a prince, with his history and future, - a god who considers himself the destined ruler of the ‘Nine Realms’ - even… notice you?” She turned the picture to Mobius.
He looked at the picture. The Loki in the picture was the legendary villain they all knew, but Mobius had new memories of standing beside that god in a Skrullos bunker, watching him tend to his wounds with kind eyes and careful, cool fingertips. It sounded unreal, even to himself.
“Doesn’t really make sense, does it?” She put it down. “You’re not Thor. Odin. Thanos. Iron Man. Or Captain America. You’re not part of his story. You’re no one. You’re just, what did he call us?” She searched her memory. “A ‘ridiculous bureaucrat’.”
Mobius nodded, looking down.
“Very good,” he commended her insult with a whisper, letting it sink in.
“Well?”
“... What can I say?” His tone was calculated, something bitter beneath it, “I’m stumped, same as you.” He took a sip of his Josta.
“That’s because he doesn’t care about you. He was using you, Mobius,” she explained like it was obvious. “Just like Lokis use everyone.”
Mobius set down his drink, staring at it.
“You honestly believe that this Loki would turn his back on over a thousand years of self-obsession for you?”
Mobius heard how ridiculous it sounded. He didn't say anything.
His uncharacteristic silence told Ravonna she was close to something.
She leaned in, “You know, deep down, that whatever you think you see in this variant isn't really there, don’t you?” His expression was unreadably amused, just like always. For as well as she knew him, this was becoming one of the most enigmatic interrogations she’d ever conducted. Maybe it was her fault - this was a conflict of interest. But she had to keep pushing.
“Tell me where he and the Variant went.”
This was his first confirmation that the Lokis weren’t dust already. He smiled to himself, letting out a relieved breath. Loki was out there somewhere. Doing what Lokis do best.
“I don’t know,” he answered honestly, friendliness gone.
Was he still trying to protect Loki? “We both know Lokis are narcissistic con-artists. He hasn't brought her back to the TVA. I think that makes his choice obvious, don't you? Whatever he told you, you know he’ll always pick himself, right?”
He glanced at her. She’d never seen him angry before, but this was the closest she’d ever seen him get. The usual softness of his brow and the perpetual smile hidden in his crows feet were gone, replaced by something sharp.
“So tell me where they were headed.”
Mobius leaned forward, placing his cuffed wrists on the tabletop. “Alright.”
He leaned down and waited.
Ravonna leaned in.
“Disneyland.” He smiled again, entirely at her expense.
She leaned back. She signaled to a Hunter standing in a corner behind Mobius. Mobius looked over his shoulder just in time to receive a jab from the blunt end of the Hunter’s pruning stick to his right cheek.
His eyes watered from the impact. The inside of his cheek bled against his teeth. After millennia of neutral comfort, today was shaping up to be one of the most painful days he’d known. He tested the hinges of his jaw, groaning. "Jeez! What happened, Ravonna, why are you doing this?” He sat up, looking at her. Her face was stiff, purposefully unfeeling. “What’s next, gonna have him wheel a Gizmo in here? This isn't you!"
"And this isn't you, Mobius! You spend a week with a Loki and you're disobeying orders, interfering with the Timeline, sabotaging investigations, and jeopardizing all of reality because you can't prune a half-baked Loki?"
"He doesn't deserve to die,” Mobius was raising his voice now.
"Die? Variants were never supposed to exist in the first place.”
“He’s different. He’s changing. I know change is a bad word around here, but he's growing. For the better-”
“ Enough , Mobius.” She slammed her hands on the table and stood up. “Tell me what you know and, maybe,” she took a breath and her expression softened, “maybe this doesn’t need to go any higher. Maybe I can find a way to clear your name again.”
Mobius ignored the blood in his mouth, looking up at her. “What? You’re saying you can make this go away?”
“Tell me where Loki’s going and maybe I can.”
That was Mobius’ trick, too: Promise them the moon, even if it was a lie. Hope could be far more motivating than pain. He had used it on Loki.
“You’re messing with me,” he squinted at her, distrustful.
“I did it before, didn’t I?”
“... You did.”
This was what he had been betting on. A chance to earn him and Loki amnesty.
She walked around the side of the table to his side. Again, another tactic.
“Mobius, if you don’t help me, you’re going to find yourself in front of the Time Keepers. Possibly even pruned. Don’t you want to go back to how things were?” She smiled down at him.
Did he? He imagined getting back to his desk. Back in his suit. Starting a new case. With Loki as his partner. He imagined the almost endless expanses of time he could have with Loki; talking, arguing, chasing criminals together. Working together until the very end of time. It wouldn’t be like before. It would be better.
It was tempting.
Mobius opened his mouth to talk, but a Hunter walked into the room, interrupting him. “Judge Renslayer.”
“Please leave, this is an active interrogation-”
“Your presence has been requested with the Time Keepers. Immediately.”
Mobius looked up at her. Things were bad if the Time Keepers were asking for an audience. He watched her profile, half-concerned for her, half-concerned for himself.
Ravonna looked to the Hunter to her left, a little stunned by the summons. “Put him back in.”
The Hunters came over and grabbed Mobius by his arms.
“Hey!” Mobius objected. The red time gate to the Time Cell slid open. He wasn’t done. “What happened to C-20, Ravonna?” She turned to him. “The Variant was in her head, maybe she’ll lead you to her.” If they found the Variant and Loki helped bring her in, maybe they had a shot.
Ravonna only gave him a troubled look which quickly blurred as he stepped backwards into the bad memory.
-
"Once we get the power from The Ark, we’re going back to the TVA. I have to get back to save Mobius."
After a scuffle getting directions from an old, cantankerous woman and a shapeshifting/enchantment combo-trick, Loki and Sylvie had found themselves here: on a swanky dining cart aboard a train heading to The Ark, the evacuation vessel for everyone on Lamentis-1 who could afford a seat. The Ark might’ve been these people’s only salvation, but it was his and Sylvie’s, too. These people didn’t need The Ark anyways because they were all dead regardless. But The Ark’s power could actually save Loki and Sylvie.
Sylvie sat down at the booth Loki chose, wary of onlookers, "You really want to go through the trouble of infiltrating the TVA just to save one tired old analyst? Then what?"
Loki settled into his soft seat, resting his arms on the table. “Then I'll threaten the Time Keepers until they give me my life back and give Mobius a place to live on the timeline,” he improvised. It was one idea, of many, that he had begun toying with as they had trekked through the Lamentis wastelands. It wasn’t as satisfying as ruling the TVA or burning it down, but it might be something Mobius would agree to. It was either this or trying to use Sylvie as a bargaining chip for freedom and of course he wasn’t going to tell her that plan.
And perhaps Loki, who had no use for his short and disastrous Timeline life anymore, could find Mobius in his new life and-
She laughed at him, “You have no idea what's going on, you're like a child. You want to go back to pretending the TVA doesn’t exist? I think you forgot the part where I kill the Keepers.”
“Right. Then I guess I’ll have to figure out what branching part of the timeline will be mine-”
She scoffed at how quickly he rewrote his plans, “You have no idea what you actually want.”
“I want to save my friend.” That was the only constant in any future Loki devised: Mobius.
“‘My friend’, ‘ my friend’ ,” she retched, “I swear if you mention that man one more time, I’m going to literally kill you.” She crossed her arms and leaned against the back of her seat, Loki only smirked at her, recognizing something of himself in her mannerisms. “You’d think you never had a friend, the way you go on about him.”
His face flinched, ouch ? She was right, however. "I don't exactly see you swimming in comrades,” he flung it back at her.
"Yeah, well. Living in apocalypses where everyone around you has about 24 hours to live isn't the best setup for lifelong friendships."
He nodded, remembering her background. "I think being a Loki is the first obstacle for lasting friendships,” an olive branch.
"I’m not like other Lokis,” she bit. “... But, yes."
A moment of strange non-annoyance passed between them as they considered their similar statuses as pariahs. Always the outcasts. Untouchables.
Loki watched her for a moment, curiosity finally bubbling over his distrust, "Are you from Asgard?"
She glanced at him before going back to watching the other diners, "I hardly remember it."
"What about Thor?"
“An annoying boy I once called brother.”
Sounded about right. “Where’d you learn your magic?”
She looked at him now, smug. “I taught myself.”
“What? How?”
“Because I had to,” she pushed her words out gruffly. “Not everyone can be so lucky to have a teacher.” She paused, considering him. “Who taught you?”
“My mother.”
She fell quiet, tempted by an emotion. She gave in, “What was she like?”
He fought sadness as he thought of his mother’s face and voice, “She was… a Queen of Asgard. She was good. Purely decent.”
“You sure she was your mother?” Sylvie teased, sensing his grief.
“She wasn’t, actually. I was adopted,” he lightened. “Is that a bit of a spoiler for you? Sorry about that.”
“No, I knew I was adopted,” she said matter-of-factly.
“What, they told you?”
“Yeah. Did they not tell you?”
“No.”
She tensed her face. Awkward.
“I mean. They did. Eventually.” He tried to sweep the major event in his life -a thorn in his side that had pushed him past the brink of megalomania- under a rug. “So, hang on a second, tell me about your mother.”
-
“How’d it go?” Mobius asked Ravonna as though they were still friends.
He was back in his chair, happy to be sitting again, and she was walking into the room towards her side of the table. She seemed different; disturbed. She made a quick motion at the Hunters, telling them to leave the theater.
“You okay?” Mobius watched them go, intrigued. He sat up.
She paused by the edge of the table, waiting for the door to close behind the Hunters. “Standing in front of the Keepers, even at the best of times, is jarring.” She looked down at him. “They blame me for letting the Variant and L1130 get away.”
“They can’t blame you for that.”
“They can and do.”
“But this was my fault.” Even if she was doing this to him, it didn’t seem right. She was just doing her job. He was the one who screwed it all up. Old, friendly habits momentarily kicking back in.
“It’s my fault for trusting you,” she leaned against the table. “I was the one who vouched for you last time. This all comes back to me.”
Mobius nodded. She was right. Guilt crept into him.
He had to help. There had to be a way to salvage this. “C-20 kept saying something. ‘It’s real.’ Did you check with her?”
Ravonna sighed at his advice, “You don’t have to tell me how to do my job.”
She took her seat across from him.
“Look, I know it’s weird, me helping you when you’re the one interrogating me, but there’s something here!” he whispered. “Something she saw or knew that can lead us back to Sylvie.” Mobius hoped that Loki could take care of himself. If they found Sylvie, Loki might get in on the pardon he was trying to work out with Ravonna. “Talk to C-20. You’ll find something. After whatever she tells you, I can help you. I can get Loki to help and then, when we catch her, maybe we can-”
Ravonna quickly reached over to the red monitor to her right and, to his trained ear, he could tell she turned off the recording of the interrogation. It was just them now. No Hunters, no video files. “C-20’s dead, Mobius.”
He blinked, “What? How?”
Ravonna lowered her voice, “The Variant’s magic. She… scrambled her mind. She didn’t last long.”
“I don’t get it. She seemed like she was getting better when we found her-”
“At first, yes. But by the time she got in here, she could barely speak. She declined quickly after that.”
Mobius leaned back, trying to figure out what this meant. With C-20 gone, they had lost a good lead.
“Ravonna.” He had to keep the deal going. “Loki… he’s going to bring the Variant in. He has to. I can work with him to bring her in.”
“If Loki brings her in, then maybe I can make a case for you, Mobius.”
Good. That was a start. “ And Loki,” he insisted.
She was silent.
Mobius could see the truth in her eyes.
“Loki was never going to get through this. When he brings her in, you’ll get the credit, but Loki needs to be dealt with. His existence was a mistake that needs to be fixed. Like all variants.”
That was it.
Loki was dead no matter what.
He had bet on the wrong horse.
Loki had been right all along.
Even if Loki saves the day, even if he proved himself to the TVA, he would still only be repaid with a swift execution. Just like on the Timeline- a good Loki never lasts. Mobius had sent him on a suicide mission.
Mobius lifted his hands, the cuffs chafing as he gestured, “He deserves more than that, Ravonna. He’s off the Timeline. He won’t hurt anyone.” He was losing his cool. “We can keep him on as a Consultant for future Loki variants. They’re always branching, we could use one on our side-”
“ No , Mobius. Not after what’s happened. There’s no going back from this.” How could she let L1130 live when Mobius had shown her he was willing to disobey her for him? Loki would learn how to exploit that. In fact, he already had. Whatever their connection was, it was stronger than what Mobius felt for the TVA and that was the most dangerous, and disturbing, part about this situation.
Silence stretched between them. She watched him. She could see his thoughts move through his mind quickly. If Mobius had cared less about L1130, maybe she would’ve considered a pardon. Mobius’ dedication to the variant was what ensured he couldn’t be allowed to exist any longer than necessary.
“This is it, Mobius. I’ve made up my mind.” She stood up. “Every second those variants are out there, we’re in danger.” She started to walk back to the door. She would give him time to accept her sentencing.
Mobius had sent Loki out there to bring Sylvie back, just to get himself killed. Now, he had to hope that Loki was out there, right now, betraying what Mobius told him to do. He hoped he was out there finding a way to stop Sylvie from killing the Keepers without coming back for him. Because Mobius couldn’t do this. He couldn’t take credit and let Loki die to save his own skin.
“I won’t help you kill him.”
He knew saying that was stupid, but he couldn’t go back to a time before he felt like this.
“What’s gotten into you?” She turned back, visibly unsettled. “You have a real chance to save yourself and you’re throwing away everything, your purpose, our friendship, for a Loki?” She took a step towards him, “Where is this coming from? Are you-…?” No. It was too outlandish to consider. A TVA agent could feel friendship, but this was different. Stronger. Almost like…. It was something TVA agents didn't, couldn't , feel.
She wanted to leave it unasked, but it was her job to know.
“Mobius. Do you have… feelings for this variant?” Hearing herself say those words felt foreign and unreal. It felt like she was breaking a time law by even mentioning the possibility. These conversations just didn’t happen in the TVA. These halls had never known an agent who could be accused of something so strange, so taboo.
“W-what?” Mobius twitched. She could see him struggle with the same apprehensions she was overcoming to ask that question. They had never discussed anything remotely connected to this topic - they had no use for it. This question was as strange as asking Mobius if he could walk through walls or read minds. But, after everything Mobius had said and done, what else could explain this?
“What kind of question is that?” He couldn't quite make sense of it. “You're asking me if I… with Loki ?”
He almost laughed, but it never reached his throat. It stopped when something finally made sense. Several things that had only been a mystery to him before that moment were now cast in a new, alarming light. He remembered how it felt when Loki touched him; cleaning the blood from his cuts and helping him with his gauntlets. How it felt to stand near him at the games and while listening to Odin. How it felt when Loki smiled down at him, running away from B-15 and finding the Roxxcart file. He remembered that consistent, warm push he had felt to stay near the pain-in-the-ass prince he just couldn’t seem to get enough of. And, finally, this all-consuming, stupidity-inducing goal of his to keep Loki safe- even if it meant losing everything.
He was behaving like... like he was someone on the Timeline.
He stayed quiet, his thoughts overwhelming him. What was happening to him?
The look on his face told her everything she needed to know. Fear sunk into her heart. What did it mean if this was possible? A TVA agent who could change- who could fall in love? She briefly considered what C-20 had said. Her fear was replaced with existential terror. If the connection Mobius had with Loki was anything like what Ravonna had seen on the Timeline- it meant Mobius was always going to choose Loki over everything and everyone else. He would never be the same again. Pruning Loki wouldn't be enough. His mind would always be clouded. He’d never be able to put the mission or the Time Keepers first again. Which was precisely why TVA agents were never meant to feel like this.
Contaminated by what he felt for Loki, he was now a risk to the very fabric of the TVA.
-
“Why are you helping him?”
“Excuse me?” Loki denied the champagne from the waitress with a gesture. He needed a clear head. ‘Only soda pop from now on’, he remembered Mobius’ orders with a smile.
A question Sylvie had been wondering since Roxxcart found its way back to the front of her mind, “Are you two together or something?”
Loki’s chest stuttered, “What? No.” A pang of panic ran through him. “We’re friends.”
“What about what I saw with the-” Sylvie pointed towards the past. She must have meant their closeness at Roxxcart. She had seen how Mobius touched him, how Loki had protected him, and how they had spoken to one another.
“All harmless flirtations,” he excused. He wished he hadn’t sent the champagne away. Whatever closeness she saw between them had just been a passing, friendly affection. It had to be.
Loki was no stranger to desire. It was a part of his reputation. His identity. And, yes, he felt it. This was desire, wasn’t it? That warm pull he felt towards Mobius. That ache in his hands and chest when Mobius smiled at him. Yes , it was desire, he was realizing. Just as he had felt for so many others, he wanted to reach out to him. He wanted to run his hands over him and feel him against his chest-
Loki straightened his hair anxiously, as if combing the rest of that hedonistic thought out of his mind.
It was desire. But desire could take many forms and come and go quickly. Desire, as Loki had always known it, was empty and animal. A pedestrian urge that needed to be managed.
Though, admittedly, this desire was constant and, arguably, quite strong. In fact, it had felt different and deeper than anything he had known before. Its home wasn't in senseless lust, but somewhere more profound- a longing. An appreciation. Regardless, whatever kind of desire it was it had been manageable up to this point.
This was merely desire and friendship. Distinct. Separate.
Right?
Sylvie watched him struggle with a knowing look. “So harmless he sacrificed himself for you.”
“No. No. That’s not what-” he cut himself off, closing his eyes and exhaling with frustration. “We’re just friends. It can’t be more than that.” Anything more than that would be unfair to Mobius. He wasn’t the same as Loki. Desire had no place in a TVA agent’s heart.
Still, his own heart quickened at the thought of more. A reality where Mobius would be able to feel as he did; where he wasn’t a TVA agent, created only for files and paperwork and the Keeper's glorious purpose. A reality where Mobius was just as much heart as he was mind. Something heavy weighed on Loki’s chest at the thought.
“He hasn’t sacrificed himself. I am going to find him,” he promised himself. “They won't prune one of their own.”
“You really don't know the TVA,” she judged. “But this is what he deserves for trusting a Loki to save him. Perhaps he already knew you were a lost cause. Maybe this was his way of letting you down gently,” she teased, not knowing the impact of her playful prodding.
“I thought we were having a nice conversation before,” they had shared their childhoods and had commiserated over their overlapping experiences of isolation. “Why are you being so unpleasant?”
“Do you really trust him?” She was hatching her own plans for what was to come- she needed to know if this analyst Loki couldn’t shut up about was really worth the trouble. Or if he was a traitor.
Loki gave her a look, thinking. “I don’t know too much about trust. I think you’ll understand me when I say I’ve never really had it for others and when others were foolish enough to extend it to me, I used it against them.”
“Respectable,” she nodded.
Of course she’d understand.
Loki looked back in his memories, “But, with Mobius, there was a moment… where I decided to share something with him for nothing in return.” He thought of their time in Asgard, moments before Mobius made the choice to spare him, “It was strange, but when he accepted what I told him and still decided to take my side, I started to understand what trust really meant.”
“What?” Her typical ruthlessness had left her expression. She seemed to genuinely want to know the answer.
He tilted his head, “It means… to stop hiding. Trust is allowing yourself to be seen. As you are.” He smiled. “And he didn’t mind. In fact, it was the reason he saved me.”
As sappy as this Loki was, but she appreciated it. She didn’t get a chance to hear stories like that often. Most of her life had been running and screaming.
“What will you do if he betrays you?”
“He won’t. And I won’t betray him.”
He sounded so sure. She finally started to consider believing him. “Must be nice. Believing in someone who believes in you.”
His heart swelled for a moment at the thought. Loki sensed she longed for it. He felt himself in that. He had been looking for this feeling his whole life, too. She was still on that journey.
A warm compassion took him over. “You know, despite your protestations, we are quite similar.”
“As in, we’re literally the same being. That’s where it ends.”
“I’m not so sure about that."
She leaned away, scared off by his soft tone. Back to business, “So, when I get to the Keepers and you get to your Mobius, I guess this’ll all be over.”
“Mobius won’t let the TVA go down quietly.” Loki fidgeted with the napkin on the table. “He cares too much about the way things are now.”
I bet , her face said.
“It’s all he’s known. In fact, I wonder if he’s capable of living a real life after he leaves the TVA. That’s part of the reason why I don’t-...” he checked himself, stopping his confession.
She still understood him, “ ‘Friends’ , hm?”
She wasn’t making fun of him.
He would elaborate, “TVA agents don’t feel the desire the way we do.” He dropped the napkin. “That’s why it would probably be best if I just left Mobius to what he was created for.”
“ ‘Created’ ? Who told you TVA agents can’t feel desire?” She almost laughed.
“He did.”
Now she laughed, “That’s ridiculous. He wasn’t always a TVA agent, you know. He can feel desire just like anyone else.”
Loki stopped.
He tucked his chin, his brow scrunched with confusion, “What do you mean?”
“He’s a variant . Just like us. They all are.”
“What?”
-
“It has to be done.”
Ravonna paced her office. Mobius was still in the theater.
“He’s a risk to the TVA,” she repeated to herself.
If this had been any other analyst, this would’ve been easier. And If it was between Mobius and the Sacred Timeline, she knew which it had to be. She looked over to her old pruning stick on her trophy wall. She picked it up, regarding its familiar weight. She’d do it. She had to.
She clenched her jaw and walked towards the door, purposefully emptying her mind of the memories she had of Mobius in this room when they had shared drinks over successful missions. She turned the doorknob and just before she opened the door, she heard the soft chime of an alarm rang followed by a swish and then a sweet southern drawl, “Hang on just a minute, there.”
Ravonna turned around and saw the orange hologram that had sprung from her computer, joining her in the third dimension.
“Miss Minutes?” Ravonna looked around, confused. “What are you doing? I didn’t call for you.”
Miss Minutes wasn’t concerned with answering the judge’s question and simply zipped closer, “I’ve received orders to come talk to you now.”
“What? Orders from who?” The Time Keepers? Ravonna’s paranoia was intensifying.
The clock came closer, like she had a secret, “I’m supposed to let you know about a certain protocol that could help you out of your current predicament.”
“... What protocol?”
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Strange ending, but it was the best point I could find.
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Chapter 14: Chapter 14
Summary:
Thoughts in the face of death. A reunion.
Notes:
I was a little slow with this one. I usually upload every 3-4 days, but I may need to slow down to one chapter a week as we get to the more complicated plot stuff. So excited to share where this is all going!
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Chapter Text
“Here we are,” Loki looked out the train window. The sky had darkened to a deep violet, but a bloom of synthetic light was peaking over the horizon and approaching fast. It was a large city. Sylvie joined him in looking out the window. Within only a few minutes the train was beginning to slow into its terminal.
“Prepare to disembark,” a pleasant feminine voice alerted them and the rest of the passengers that it was almost time to leave.
“Stay close,” Loki advised as he stood up. He was still in his guard uniform.
“Not like I have a choice,” she retorted, though not as angrily as she once would have.
They milled in with the crowd as they made their way as inconspicuously as possible to an exit. The people around them were wealthy and unbothered. They chatted about where they were headed next. Some had plans to be picked up from the offworld port to go visit family on another planet in the system. Others shared that this departure lined up nicely with a galactic cruise they had booked for the Rigel system a few lightyears away.
Loki and Sylvie ducked their heads as they exited the train and walked onto the noisy platform, guards watching the passengers walk from the exits to the industrial elevator that would lift them to the The Ark’s onboarding platform.
“Final boarding call,” the same robotic voice boomed calmly over the city.
For as loud as it was, it was still difficult to hear over the scene’s clamor. On either side of the walls lining the train tracks, violently raucous hordes of unwealthy Lamentis citizens yelled through the metal mesh of the barriers at the passengers walking fashionably towards safe haven.
“Please remain calm,” one guard yelled counterproductively.
“Single file,” another ordered.
Loki and Sylvie got onto the elevator as it opened for them, followed by thirty other passengers. They stood, silent, as they were lifted to The Ark.
Another announcement, “All ticketed passengers, report to The Ark. Ten minutes until launch.”
Loki saw the others take out their tickets, preparing. He leaned over to Sylvie, “So what are we doing about the fact that we don’t have tickets? Enchantment or conjuring?”
The elevator doors opened and all the occupants were momentarily blinded by the incredibly bright spacecraft waiting for them.
“We don’t need tickets where we’re going,” Sylvie answered.
He didn’t know what she meant, but he let her take the lead. They followed, in line, as the others left the elevator. Loki made sure the guards didn’t get a good look at him. They were getting closer and closer to the entrance of the ship where ticket takers and more guards were onboarding passengers.
“Now.”
Loki almost missed Sylvie’s cue, but he followed her as she ducked out of the bright light and behind a steel beam to the left. No one was looking at them, everyone was impatient to get on board. All the focus was on preventing non-ticketed people from leaving the planet, not on people leaving the line.
“This way.” Sylvie snuck out from behind the beam and towards a descending staircase to their right. Loki followed. His guard uniform fell away and was replaced by his true ensemble: his TVA suit and Skrull longcoat.
“Where are we going?”
He bumped into Sylvie when she stopped.
She looked over the vertigo-inducing railing at the ship - they must’ve been several hundred feet in the air - and, with sharp eyes, found what she was looking for. “There.” She pointed to a small, square, tank door on the side of the ship. “That’s a maintenance port.”
Loki squinted at it, not able to discern what he was looking at.
She continued, “Looks like it's right above the engines.”
“If you say so.” She was more well-traveled and tech-savvy than him, he only knew the insides and amenities of expensive spacecraft and nothing of their inner workings.
“I do ,” she huffed. “Come on. Keep up.”
She ran down the metal steps until she reached a landing parallel to the maintenance hatch. There was a single, narrow metal beam connecting the platform structure they were on and the ship. It seemed designed to break away when The Ark lifted off and, therefore, not very sturdy.
Sylvie dashed along the narrow beam without any hesitation.
Loki riled up his courage with a breath and a shake of his head and ran after her. He watched her run, trying to keep up. She was fearless. He nearly slipped, “Woah!” He caught his balance and started running again.
She made it to the side of the craft and immediately grabbed onto the seemingly random pipes and bars that lined its surface. There was a very thin and narrow walkway lining the exterior of the hull, about two feet in width. It seemed designed to allow for rather unsafe travel from the beam to the maintenance port. No doubt whoever serviced these crafts would have safety gear and hooks that would prevent a very easy fall.
“Hold on,” Sylvie yelled back at him.
He didn’t need to be told twice. He reached the hull and immediately grabbed onto any surface he could to keep his balance as he followed behind her, shimmying towards the maintenance port. Suffering through the dizziness from the tall height, Loki looked up at the underside of the grated platform they had just been on at the vague, dark impressions of people’s feet walking around. The crowd had thinned. The last of the passengers were getting on the ship now.
“Once we get in, I’m going to make a break in the energy currents going to the engines. I can reroute it and use it to power the TemPad instead.”
“You sure this will work?” Now that he was here, he was starting to have his doubts.
“It has to!” She shouted over the wind hitting their faces.
Sylvie grunted as she took one last leap across a gap in the walkway and the small landing in front of the maintenance port door. Loki stepped down and joined her as she did something to the small number pad on the left side of the door. He couldn’t quite tell what she did but it buzzed angrily and then pinged affirmatively and then the hatch on the front of the door hissed before the door automatically lifted for them. Was that magic or hacking?
She hopped inside the cramped, red-lit maintenance room, which was a mess of pipes, server boxes, and wires. He followed, grateful to be on a solid floor once more. She turned to Loki, “Okay, give me the TemPad.”
He went to recall it magically, but then paused. He gave her a look.
She rolled her eyes, “If I was going to betray you, I would’ve done it ages ago.”
“It’s never too late to betray someone,” he lectured, she should know better.
“Look, we only have a couple minutes to get this thing charged and get out of here before we’re hurtling through the atmosphere and exposed to the vacuum of space. Give it to me.”
She was right. He didn’t have a choice but to trust her. Besides, after what they had shared together on the train, he wanted to.
He reached behind his back and, with a green glimmer, her untraceable, but depleted, TemPad appeared in his palm.
She snatched it from him and marched deeper into the maintenance room. He followed her.
“Go stand guard!” she shooed.
“And leave you, out of sight, with a fully charged TemPad? No.” Just because he wanted to trust her didn’t mean she could be trusted.
“Fine.”
After a moment of looking, she found what she needed. She knelt down in front of a large metal block of something attached to the floor and, with her sword, pried off the metal casing from the block. She revealed a mass of wires connected to a large, glowing cylinder that Loki correctly guessed was one of the rare and highly potent energy sources fueling the enormous ship. She expertly flipped open her TemPad and slid the cap off of a specific port on its side. She rummaged through the wires in the energy block, looking for the correct ones to plug into it.
“Where’d you learn how to do this?” Loki was impressed, if not intimidated by her many talents. Suddenly daggers and disguises didn’t seem as sophisticated as they once had.
“When I enchant people I can access their memories. I use them- show them what I need to in order to keep the connection strong.” She split one wire carefully, joining it with another with a twisting motion. “And, early on, when I got in the heads of some of the Hunters chasing me, I went looking for this kind of information. I knew I’d need it for situations like this.”
“Clever.”
“Can never be too careful when you live at the ends of worlds.” She pushed the newly conjoined wire into the TemPad’s port until something clicked. “There.” The TemPad woke up with a tink . A little pixelated icon of Miss Minutes snoozing in a cartoon bed confirmed that the TemPad was successfully recharging.
“Good.” Sylvie wiped her hands and stood up again. “Should only be a few minutes and-” She stopped talking when she looked at Loki.
“What?”
She grabbed her sword, which had been resting on a nearby server and lunged towards Loki.
Almost ready to attack back, Loki was surprised when she grabbed the front of his shirt and pulled him to her side as her sword continued in the direction of where he had been standing.
He found his footing and saw a guard parry her sword with a metal crowbar-shaped rod.
“This is a restricted area-”
Sylvie spun on the spot and kicked the guard’s stomach, making him stumble. Loki saw three more guards running into the room.
Loki immediately conjured his daggers in his hands. The guards looked at him and he instantly threw one at the guard on the left. It bumped him with a force that made him trip backward and miss his footing and suddenly he went flying with a scream off the little landing in front of the door. The scream faded into the canyon beneath them as Loki bared his teeth in an awkward expression.
“I, uh- I didn’t mean-” It’d been a while since he did something like that. Everyone here was practically almost dead anyway, but it felt weird now. Mobius had been a bad -good- influence.
“Don’t grow a conscious now!” Sylvie yelled at him, grunting as she traded blows with her target.
He looked away from her and back to his guards and they were already in front of him. He flinched, catching up with the moment and blocked the first downward swing from the rod. The other guard hit his left side. Loki took the hit without a flinch, punched the guard in the stomach, and grabbed his shoulders, throwing him backwards and onto his back.
Sylvie kicked her target in the chest again, sending him backward. A fourth guard grabbed the hood of her cloak, jerking her off balance for a second. She turned on the spot, releasing her arms from her cloak, grabbed the fabric that the guard was holding on to and yanked it downward. The guard went down with it, their head meeting her knee.
Loki shot a blast of magic at his third target, knocking them to the ground. Two more guards ran into the room. Loki slumped with frustration and ran at them.
Sylvie blocked a hit from the first, recovered guard by holding her sword in front of her with both hands. The second guard on the floor tripped her as she took a step back. Her and her attacker fell to the ground, her on her back and him over her. She grunted as she slid the metal bar off the blade of her sword and tried to knee him, but he was too fast. He brought down his weapon with a heavy hit towards her head. She leaned to the left and the rod hit the metal floor. He tried again and she leaned to the right. This time his weapon landed with a terrible crunch. She stopped and looked over.
“The TemPad!”
The little brass slab hissed and fizzled and the screen went black.
“Damn you!” she yelled viciously, and headbutted her horns against his helmet so hard it stopped his onslaught and he went limp.
“Sylvie!” Loki came running over, daggers in hand. “What happened?”
“Agh!” She screamed as she got to her feet. She marched over to one of the guards that was still standing and slashed her sword across his chest.
Loki, taken aback by the sudden scaling of her violence, noticed the sparks on the floor. The TemPad. It was shattered, dying. He reached down and grabbed it. Sylvie followed a guard that was retreating to the landing outside the door.
Loki ran after her. She punched the guard out cold, he fell forward in front of her. Everything was quiet now.
“Wh-what if we can fix it?” Loki came over to her. She was breathing hard, staring at the canyon beneath them.
“It can’t be fixed,” she said, finally.
He attempted to test the hinges of the TemPad. It fell apart in his hands.
Loki looked at her and then what was behind her- one of the guards had a sidearm and he was pointing it straight at Sylvie’s back.
“Watch out!” Loki grabbed her just as the pistol fired some kind of energy at them, and pulled her out of its aim. Safe from the pistol, but not gravity, her resistance to his grip caused him to lose his balance. They were going to fall. So he pushed his heel against the edge of the landing with all his strength to give them a push away from the ship. Time stood still as they lost all contact with the walkway and were falling through the empty air.
Loki, holding onto Sylvie tight, reached out and grabbed at an approaching mess of wires connected to the ship that they were falling towards. With a grunt he caught on to the wires, slowing their fall, but they quickly snapped from their weight. Still holding on, they swung away from the ship and towards the edge of a nearby cliff face. The stable end of the wires were connected to metal scaffolding on the cliff. They were about to slam into the cliffside when Loki used a burst of propulsive magic to soften their impact.
They came to a stop, hanging from the wire over the cliff. Loki grunted as he swung Sylvie over to the cliff wall. She grabbed on and silently started climbing up to solid ground. He followed, using the wires he was hanging from. With effort, they both made it over the edge and onto flat ground once more, exhausted.
Loki laid on his back, catching his breath, but Sylvie immediately got to her feet.
“Wait,” he called after her, struggling to stand up.
She let out an agitated scream that echoed across the emptiness and a burst of magic rippled off her in pure rage.
Loki stopped, wary of her magic.
She started running back to the elevator platform a hundred feet away, “We have to find a way back in!”
The booming robotic voice rang out, “Departing in 10… 9….”
“Sylvie, no, there’s no time!”
“8.”
“This is our only chance!” If they didn’t get on now, they’d be stuck on this dying world.
“7.”
The engines kicked on, a blinding blast of energy shook the canyon, making Sylvie wobble for a moment. She still ran towards the elevator.
“6.”
“Sylvie!”
“5.”
“I’m not dying here!”
“4.”
“Not after everything!”
“3.”
Loki caught up with her, she was getting too close to the engines. He grabbed at her arms. She elbowed him, wringing free and running.
“2.”
“We have to stop the laun-!”
Suddenly, a large collection of asteroids raining down from the crumbling planet in the sky collided with The Ark. The ship tore apart like paper, explosions brightening the sky followed shortly by body-rattling sound waves. They both stopped and watched the final hope of the entire moon disintegrate into fiery scrap metal.
No one was getting out.
-
“So. I guess this is it,” Mobius announced.
Ravonna stood in the doorway of the theater. Mobius had clocked the pruning stick in her hand, just as he had predicted.
He got up from his seat slowly. “What you were saying, ‘allies to the end’ and all that. I guess that’s over.” He stood to face her, looking up at her as she came forward towards the steps.
Her face was stern, but alert. He could tell she was fighting against something inside. He appreciated that, even if he knew her better than to expect her sense of duty to lose. She was stronger than him. Believed harder.
“You know, I always thought if a variant didn’t get me, then at least I’d get to see the end of time. Never thought it’d go down like this.” He looked down at himself.
He wished he could’ve died in his suit. Cuffed, bruised, and in a jumpsuit wasn’t what he had envisioned. But it didn’t really matter, he guessed.
What he did wish was that he could’ve had a chance, at least once, to steal a jet ski and take it for a spin. Would’ve been fun. Better than living behind a desk just dreaming about doing it for centuries.
But, much more than that, he wished he could’ve seen Loki one more time.
Maybe he would say some things he hadn’t gotten a chance to say before.
Yeah, that would’ve been nice.
“It doesn’t have to,” Ravonna nearly whispered.
He looked at her and smirked like he always did. “Another trip ‘round the mulberry bush, Ravonna?” He was getting tired of the loop they found themselves in.
“There’s a way you can come out of this alive,” she stepped down to him.
She lowered her pruning stick.
Something had changed since the last time they spoke.
“... Yeah, I’d prefer that,” he whispered, trying not to hope. “Been thinking about what I said?”
“No,” her tone was final.
“Then, I don’t see a way-”
“I have something else in mind.”
-
Asteroids, large and small, rained down as the large green planet continued to break into smaller and smaller chunks, charging into the moon’s atmosphere. The planet, and its debris, took up nearly the entire sky and it was only getting larger. The purple horizon flickered with the burning aftermath of The Ark’s explosion and the cries of a city in chaos muffled in the distance.
“I’m sorry.” Loki carefully took a seat on the large rock Sylvie was sitting on.
She was unnaturally quiet, staring at their oncoming demise.
“I remember Asgard,” she broke the silence.”Not much, but I remember. My home, my people, my life.” She looked across the disintegrating vista ahead of them, as though she were looking at her memories. Asteroids plummeted into the water of a large lake in front of them. “I grew up like this. At the ends of a thousand worlds. And now… this is where I’ll die. None of it came to anything.”
Loki watched her think.
She took a solemn breath, “Do you think what makes a Loki a Loki is that we’re destined to lose?”
He turned to her, “No.” She hadn’t expected that. “We may lose. Sometimes painfully. But we don’t die. We survive.”
She smiled softly. Those words shouldn’t have meant much in the face of certain doom, but they did. “Do you have any regrets?”
He thought for a moment, “I’d like to save Mobius. Talk with him one more time.”
She shook her head, ‘ Mobius ’ again. “You really do care for him.”
His expression turned tender, “I do.” He thought of their conversations, some of Mobius’ jokes, and smiled to himself.
“I didn’t think Lokis could love,” she took a deep breath, emotions almost betraying her eyes. “I guess there’s hope, even for us.”
He smiled at her when she confirmed herself as a Loki for the first time, a welcome sense of camaraderie came with her saying that. But then he realized what she meant.
“Wh-... ‘Love’?”
She saw him wrestle with that word as though he had never considered it before. She breathed out a weak laugh, “You really are an idiot.”
She went back to watching small asteroids kick up plumes of violet dirt as they planted themselves in the ground around them, starting small fires in the nearby industrial equipment which weren’t alarming because the whole world would be alight soon.
Loki looked down at his folded hands.
‘Love’. He had heard many songs and poems about love in the halls of Asgard during feasts and holidays. Stories of warriors pledging themselves to each other, dying for each other. As a young god, he may have had an interest in them, but he preferred the songs about desire. He had busied himself with those much more. Desire was a fire which burned bright and hot before it would extinguish immediately and cleanly after all curiosity had been satisfied. Desire was transactional and straightforward.
Love was a far cry from that simple. It was complicated, mysterious, and maddening.
As he grew into his ambitions, the songs of ‘love’ had become tales of lunacy to him. Always tragic, always stupid. Why sacrifice yourself for someone just so they could live on and love another?
Love seemed to be a flaw in everyone around him. A flaw he had convinced himself he was happy to never find in himself.
When Thor had found that human woman, he had mocked him for falling into such a ridiculous trap. Love had seemed a veil over Thor’s senses; a poison that weakened his body and ambition and rendered him incapable of doing what needed to be done to attain greater heights of glory and power. He had almost died for his love.
How could he, and everyone else, celebrate something that alienated a person from the most natural instinct all creatures shared: the instinct to live, and for as long as possible?
And yet. What had Loki been doing this whole time? How many times had he risked himself for Mobius? Jumped in harm’s way to protect him? Given pause to what he wanted to consider Mobius’ wants?
Even now, he was afloat on a crumbling rock, staring down his own mortality, and all he could think about was the man he had left behind. And it didn’t feel tragic. Or stupid. It was warm and steadfast. It filled him completely, leaving no room for the doubt and fear that had been his lifelong companions until now. In their place, he now had a certainty that he had never known before.
No matter what happened, he knew one thing: He had to get back to Mobius.
He let out a surprised chuckle when he realized Sylvie was probably right. If he thought of those songs and of Thor's example: this might be the start of something someone might call ‘love’.
He couldn’t help a nervous smile. What a strange, new Loki he was turning into. He was becoming something closer to the heroes in those Asgardian songs than the villain he’d been on the Timeline. This should have disturbed him. It didn’t. It electrified him. He was capable of more than even he had thought he was capable of.
All that talk Mobius had about a Loki who would stay and help, when asked. A Loki that could do and be 'good'. This was what he meant, wasn’t it?
This was what Mobius had seen in him all along.
And, as always, he was the last to find out.
Nearly laughing, Loki did his best to keep his smile to himself. He looked over and saw Sylvie continuing to contemplate her imminent death. This wasn’t a time for celebration, no matter how his heart was dancing from his discovery.
“What about you?” He revisited their conversation, “Do you have regrets?”
An asteroid plunked into the lake with an angry splash. The planet in the sky was getting larger, faster.
“A lot.” Her honesty was apparent. “But, mostly, I wish I had had a chance to be happy.”
Compassion, riding into his consciousness on the warmth from his previous realization, took him over, “I wish you had, as well.” He wished she could live long enough to know this feeling he had discovered.
“Maybe even a friend,” she shared with a don’t-pity-me tone.
He thought a moment.
He put his hand on her shoulder, “I’d be honored to be your friend.”
He expected her to punch or insult him, but she surprised him with a small, begrudging smile, “Thank you.”
That was it. That's what he had been looking for.
He had made room in his plans for Mobius, and now he’d make room for Sylvie. His other self. Just as lost and angry as he had been. She deserved more than this. She deserved the chance Mobius had given him.
Loki reached behind him. “And a part of friendship, as I’ve learned,” he brought his hand in front of him, “is trust.” Mobius’ old TemPad appeared in his hand.
“A TemPad!” She went to grab it. He closed his hand around it.
“This was Mobius’, but the TVA has a trace on it. We’ll be discovered once we use it.”
“I can take the trace off, all I need are some tools-” The excitement from the new lifeline out of the apocalypse dried up when she realized, “You had a TemPad this entire time and you didn’t say anything until now?!” She shot up from her seat.
Loki stumbled up from his seat and started to back up, “Look, I know you’re upset-”
She started walking towards him, far more furious than he was acknowledging. Asteroids slammed down around her as though she had summoned them to illustrate her anger.
He held out a wait-a-moment finger, backing up farther, “I had considered using it to turn you in, but I didn’t-”
“I would’ve stopped you,” she stomped closer, ignoring his attempt at a ‘I could’ve done something worse’ argument.
“Yes, probably, but I didn’t do it.”
“Because you knew I’m stronger than you-”
“Because I wanted to see if I could trust you.” He stopped. “I wanted to see if we might work together.” She stopped. “Because, a lone Loki might lose, but two of us? We could win.”
There was something about the near-mania of his alligator grin that simultaneously infuriated and inspired her. He was loathsomely weaselly, but his light and confident spirit sold his point well.
She took a step back, “Alright, what’s the plan?”
He flashed a wide smile and revealed what he’d been holding to himself, “We go back to the TVA. You help me save Mobius. And then, we all take a trip to see the Keepers.”
She crossed her arms. “What about your agent? He still loves the Keepers.”
“That’ll change after I tell him that they’re all variants.” He sounded sure of it.
Sylvie could see at least three holes in that plan, but before she could list them the northern hemisphere of the planet careening towards their moon shattered as it made impact with the atmosphere. It sent a deafening wave of energy across the entire moon, rustling up a sudden storm of dirt and wind.
Sylvie and Loki squinted upwards.
An unsurvivable wave of mountain-sized, fiery asteroids was hurtling down towards them.
“We need to go now .” They’d have to figure it out as they went.
“Right, right.” Loki flipped open the TemPad and selected the saved coordinates for the TVA.
A time gate opened and, with one last look at one another, they both ran through it just before a large asteroid obliterated the lake and the stone they had been sitting on.
“Where are we?” Sylvie whispered as they both ducked out of the time gate immediately and behind a desk. They both took a second to adjust from the despairing inferno they had emerged from and into the stale, beige TVA office they were in now.
“The Analytics Department.”
Loki looked around. Everyone was still frantically recording all the branches Sylvie’s reset charges had created. They were yelling at one another about forms and folders that needed to be reviewed and approved by a Lead Analyst before they could receive approval from a Judge before they could be processed for the Archives. Among the clamor, no one had noticed them. And, despite the fact the TemPad was bugged, no one seemed to notice it had just been activated to bring them here.
They both peered around the wall of a cubicle.
“Why are we here?”
“Because I need a way to find Mobius.” Loki looked around at all the agents, trying to find someone he could threaten for answers. “He’s probably in a cell or a theater right now, but we can’t go around checking each one.”
The squeak of an evidence cart behind them alerted them to hide. They ducked down. Loki looked behind them.
“Ah. Good.” Loki approved of his new target. “Follow me.”
Sylvie followed Loki as they hunched from cubicle to cubicle following a man who was pushing an evidence cart, humming along with the music on his Walkman. They followed the agent into an empty hallway, the windows showing just how quiet the traffic at the TVA was right then. The TVA was still relatively sparse from all the excitement on the Timeline.
Alone with his target now, Loki ran up to the man’s side. “ Casey ,” he whispered.
“Huh?” Casey moved his headphone off his ear, looking over to the god. “Oh, hi, Loki.”
“Where’s Mobius?”
“Didn’tya hear, he’s- wait...” Casey recalled a recent memo and suddenly became very alarmed, “I’m not supposed to talk to you! You’re bad again-!” He started to scramble, looking around for help although no one was around.
Loki shushed him, towering over him with an intimidating look, “Tell me where he is or I’ll…” Threatening people was an art that needed constant practice. Loki, too acclimated to TVA decorum, had found himself a little rusty.
Sylvie, impatient, stepped in with an out-of-place ferocity, “Or we’ll cut out your tongue and toss you over the railing.” She held her sword up to his neck.
Casey’s eyes went wide as saucers. He understood that threat. Her sword skimmed the hairs on his chin, digging against his skin.
“Alright, okay,” Loki pulled Sylvie back. “He’s got it.”
“Yeah, I’ll check, I’ll check.” Casey put his headphones around his neck and pulled out his TemPad, “Why is it always me,” he whispered to himself, dejected. He scrolled through the TemPad as Loki and Sylvie kept an awkward eye out for anyone who might come across them. “Oh. There he is. In the Infirmary. Bed 47.”
The infirmary? That surprised Loki. “Which way's that?”
“Uh,” Casey turned around towards the large windows and pointed across the way at a building from the window. “See the red cross?”
Loki and Sylvie looked up and saw the windows of a large room diagonal from them, in the adjacent tower. On the exterior of the module was a large illuminated red cross. Loki gave Casey’s shoulder a pat, “Good. Thanks, Casey.”
“No problem,” he smiled at Loki as he walked off, his memory short. Sylvie bumped his shoulder and Casey gave her a stinky look as she marched off with Loki. After they were gone, he put on his Walkman, pressed play, and resumed his duties.
“This is it.” Loki straightened his hair, staring at the large pair of doors under the red sign, ‘Infirmary’. He was breathing hard. It had taken a lot of stealth and athleticism to get here without being seen; in and out of windows and holding their breath behind doors as agents walked by. They had made it without alerting anyone of their presence. But now that he was here, potentially only a few moments from seeing Mobius again, he realized he hadn’t thought this far ahead.
His hand stopped as he reached for the door handle.
Sylvie, keeping an eye out behind them, noticed the delay. She saw him standing there, thinking. “Nervous?” she teased.
“No. Uh, wait here, tell me if anyone’s coming.”
Something about this Mobius made it hard for Loki to lie convincingly, Sylvie noticed.
He hesitated again.
He looked back at her. “After this, straight to the Time Keepers.”
“And then to freedom,” she smiled, a friendly mischief in her tone.
“Freedom,” he repeated, nervous.
He looked back at the door.
And just stared at it.
Sylvie let out an annoyed sigh, “Enough stalling- go !” She shoved him.
“Alright, alright ,” he fussed. She snickered at him.
He flicked his hair back, inhaled, and forced himself to turn the handles on the large wooden doors. They opened with a baritone creak and revealed the infirmary: a remarkably tall and long hall with symmetrical rows of beds and linen divider screens that stretched out on either side of the single, central walkway in front of Loki that appeared to go on for a half-mile. Some dark figures were in some beds, obscured by their screens, but they all seemed to be asleep or resting.
“Mobius?” Loki called out as he walked in.
Some figures stirred and groaned. Loki realized he should be quiet. He looked at the bed beside him. Bed 5. He needed to find 47.
He walked down the walkway, searching back and forth. Mobius was here somewhere. He picked up his pace.
Bed 21.
Bed 29.
Bed 35.
Bed 43.
There .
Loki’s eyes landed on the gray-haired man he had been thinking about all day in the middle of an apocalypse. The man at the center of all his futures. It was him, without a doubt. His thoughtful profile and his tired shoulders. He was sitting on the edge of his cot, buttoning his cuffs, unaware of the god staring at him.
“Mobius!” Loki ran over to him, forgetting everything else. “Mobius!”
The agent stood up and turned to Loki, his tie still undone, only a line over his shoulders.
“Loki?”
“Mobius, I-!” Loki ran up to him and stopped abruptly. He looked at Mobius’ face. He had a few more bruises and scrapes than before, and bandages on them. His mind raced - why was Mobius in the Infirmary, was he okay? How'd he talk his way out of being arrested? Loki almost asked him what happened, but he was getting ahead of himself. There was something important he needed to say. Something life-changing. For both of them.
“Mobius, before you say anything-” Loki held out a hand, swallowing hard. “Just- Just give me a moment.” His heart wasn’t calming down. How could he say what he needed to say? He looked at Mobius, still taking him in, his eyes rejoicing at the chance to see him again.
Mobius stood silently, watching the god wipe his hair from his face and struggle to find his breath. He looked like he’d gone through hell.
“There’s something I need to tell you. And you’re not going to believe me, but-” Loki caught his breath, trying his very best to communicate his earnestness. “It’ll change everything.”
Mobius cocked his head, his expression not quite believing the god. He put his hand in his pocket. “What, Loki? What’re you-”
“Shush. No, just-” Loki motioned for him to stop. Loki had to hold onto what he was feeling and thinking. There were confusing and overwhelming things that needed to be translated into words that were so delicate and foreign to him that they were escaping how anxiously he was trying to capture them and put them in order.
Loki straightened his tie, “Uh, this is going to sound strange, but you have to trust me. There’s something you don’t know about who… and what you are.”
He saw Mobius’ expression change.
Loki took a step closer. And another.
“And about me.” His voice turned low. Mobius was so near to him now. Only an hour ago, this man had been across the universe from him. Loki had feared him imprisoned or even dead. But he was here, in front of him. He could reach out and touch him. He wanted to. Terribly.
“I’ve realized something… incredible,” he stepped closer, a smile almost taking over his anxious expression but not quite. He blinked hard, trying to focus, “But before that, first…”
Mobius lifted his chin, listening.
“Mobius. The TVA has been lying to you.” He delivered the news as solemnly as he could.
“‘Lying’?” Mobius grinned like it was a joke.
“Yes.” Loki nodded. This was it. This was going to change everything, “They said they created you, but you’re actually-”
“Variant 1130, you’re under arrest,” a voice bellowed from the entrance of the infirmary. An entire squad was marching towards them. Loki was frozen, stuck between the thoughts and feelings he had been trying to sort out moments before, “The charges are evasion and aiding and abetting a Time Criminal-”
“Finally!” Mobius waved them over, impatient. “How many times does a guy have to click a panic button to get some backup around here?” He waved his TemPad at them.
“Mobius?” Loki’s brow wrinkled as he looked back to the man in front of him. There wasn’t any time before two Hunters ran over and grabbed Loki’s arms, pulling them behind his back painfully. “Stop!” he yelled at them. He tried to twist free, rushing them back against the metal beds behind them.
Mobius stepped forward, “Hey, hey, take it easy.” Mobius reached out towards Loki. Loki looked up at him, expecting help. “Don’t hurt the nice agents.”
Loki stared at him, uncomprehending.
“Watch him, he’s slippery,” Mobius advised the Hunters, pointing for more backup to come over.
Loki grunted as the Hunters kicked the back of his knees, forcing him to kneel.
The infirmary door burst open with another creak. Another pair of Hunters were dragging Sylvie in through the doors by her arms. She was cursing them and kicking at their feet, trying to trip them.
“Oh good, you got the Variant, too.” Mobius seemed pleased. He left Loki and walked up to her as they brought her down the walkway. “Big catch. Our very own white whale.” He looked down at her, smirking.
“Urgh!” She grunted as they pushed her to her knees.
“Nice to see you again, Sylvie.” He leaned down, polite. “I’m sorry I wasn’t the one to cuff ya, but, hey- team effort. We’re all winners.” He smiled at the agents around him like he won a bet, before looking back at Sylvie, “Except you.”
She jerked her shoulder away from one of the Hunters, only for them to grab her more tightly. She flashed a glare at Loki, “Looks like your boyfriend betrayed us.”
Loki was breathing quickly, his lips parted. This couldn’t be real. “Mobius. What is this?” He pulled against the Hunters’ hands on his arms.
Mobius was busy talking with a Hunter, “Take them to Theaters 47 and 48.” A third Hunter walked up to Loki with a Time Collar, fastening it tight around his neck. Loki barely noticed, he kept trying to look around the Hunter for Mobius.
“I can’t believe I fell for this!” Sylvie shouted. Mobius was still just chatting away, cracking a joke. Sylvie jerked her head back from the Time Collar ineffectually, “TVA agents will always be brainless little-!”
“ Mobius !” Desperation rippled through Loki’s voice as he yelled for Mobius’ attention, his voice echoing through the large room even louder than Sylvie’s. Mobius looked over at him mid-sentence, surprised by the outburst. Everyone paused at the strange and unexpected torment in Loki’s yell.
The Hunter in front of Loki stepped aside.
Loki had finally earned Mobius’ eye contact, but there was almost nothing of the man he knew in how he was looking at him.
“Mobius. What are you doing?!”
The analyst looked around at the Hunters and then at him. He gestured like it was obvious, “My job .”
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Chapter 15: Chapter 15
Summary:
History repeats itself repeating itself. Loops in loops. And a confession.
Notes:
[Sorry for the extra long wait, everyone (especially after that last chapter), but I got sick, then my boyfriend got sick, then my laptop broke and I had to write on my PC and, for some reason, that just wasn’t the vibe?? And then I had doctor’s appointments and an incredibly busy week of deadlines and client meetings and ‘we know we asked for this to be done by September 2024 but actually we’re gonna double the work and ask you to deliver it in 4 weeks ;P’ and yada yada yada- new chapter!!]
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Chapter Text
Earlier
“So,… how far back did ya want to go?” Miss Minutes glanced at Judge Rennslayer, a little awkward from the intensity in which the judge was staring at nothing in particular.
Ravonna looked up at Miss Minutes as she sifted through hologram files, each one representing a moment in time.
“How far back does it go?” It unsettled her to ask.
“Well,” the clock shrugged, “ all the way.”
That was a strangely elusive answer. “To the beginning of time?”
“Of his time.”
What did that mean? Ravonna crossed her arms, her brow still tense. Maybe she didn’t want the answer. She had only just learned about Protocol 42. The ability to erase memories. It was a strange and disturbing power for the TVA to have. It opened a lot of questions Ravonna would’ve happily never wanted to ask before.
She focused, “Go back to when this started. With him.”
“When’s that?”
“When I gave Mobius the orders to prune L1130.”
“Okie dokie.” Miss Minutes snatched a specific moment in time, “I’ll let you know when it’s over. I’ll have him dropped off at the Infirmary. Then you can tell him whatever you want to fill in the blanks.”
The clock zipped into a single line of code and out of three-dimensional existence, off to carry out her orders.
Ravonna took a seat behind her desk. The AI had been able to carry out these orders a little too efficiently. It gave the impression that this Protocol had been used before. Ravonna turned that thought in her mind like a coin, too scared to look at it closely.
Then her thoughts turned back to Mobius.
Was this right?
All she could conjure was a resounding ‘yes’.
She was saving his life. Saving the TVA. She just needed to think of what to tell him.
“Loki did this?” Mobius leaned up from the Infirmary bed, groggy. The procedure had been quick. So quick it almost scared her. Unwriting an agent’s memory shouldn’t be this convenient. Anything else in the TVA took several shift cycles to complete with all the paperwork trails to follow. This Protocol was above all that. An Executive decision no one knew about or should know about. No paper trail. No delays. Only orders and results. It was too easy. Too efficient.
“Don’t.” Ravonna put her hand on his shoulder, guiding him to slow down. She scanned him. He looked the same. As if nothing had happened. Was he really different now? Or, rather, back to being the same, again? She watched him, anxious.
“It’s alright. I’m fine.” Mobius sat up completely, his feet swinging over the side of the bed. He rubbed his eyes and flinched, “My face hurts, though. Actually everything hurts.”
Ravonna swallowed and asked the most important question, “What’s the last thing you remember?”
He blinked at her. “Uh, I don’t know…” He looked around, trying to get his bearings.
“Wait. I can’t…” He stared into space.
She watched him with tense shoulders.
“... I remember Pylea.” She watched his expression change as closed his eyes to focus, “I, uh… I got in trouble. You-” his expression froze as he seemed to remember something disturbing.
“What?”
“I remember you ordered me to prune Loki.” He glanced at her.
“That’s right.”
He concentrated, “And then-”
“And then he betrayed you.”
He didn’t seem to hear her completely, listening to his own thoughts too intently. “I met up with him at the library.” He took a second. “Uh, we went… somewhere.”
She stood stiffly, watching him try to will his brain to follow that thread, but then he exhaled with frustration and stopped. “Jeez, it’s just gone.”
“Mobius.” She stood in front of him and put her hands on his shoulders. He looked up at her now. “After I gave you those orders, Loki lured you out onto the Sacred Timeline. Asgard.”
“Asgard?”
“There, he must’ve been able to get in touch with a kind of magic we didn’t know he had. He took over your mind.” She could see him struggle with that, but she kept going. “You told me that when you came across the Variant on Pylea that she could possess other beings.”
He nodded. “Yeah… she gets in their heads-”
“That must be where he got the idea. He must’ve had that power, too-”
Now he shook his head, pushing her hands away, “No, that’s not one of Loki’s powers-”
“He’s a variant . There could be more we don’t know about him,” she padded her lies with realistic doubt and saw it work on him as she knew it would. He quieted and listened as she continued, “He and the Variant were working together. He used you to find her again. They took control of you, took your TemPad, and used you as a hostage to keep us from resetting them.” She could see he was overwhelmed, staring over her shoulder with an uneasy expression. She had to make this stick. She took out a new TemPad from her pocket and offered it to him. It won his focus. “They bombed the Timeline together and then ran. That’s when we were able to get you back. It seems they were done with you. But they really put you through it,” she gestured at his injuries.
Mobius was quiet for a few seconds. He took the TemPad from her hand, distracted.
He finally spoke up, no louder than a whisper. “Why would he do that?” He didn't sound convinced enough, like he was still searching for something in his head.
“Because he’s a Loki. What other proof do you need?”
“I-”
“You were going to delete him. Lokis will do anything to save themselves.” She had to make this work. It was this or execution. “You know Lokis better than anyone. You know this is exactly something he’d do if he was being threatened.”
Mobius thought and then nodded.
Was it really working?
He looked up at her finally, “Wh-... He really did this?”
“ Yes ,” she insisted quickly. “It shouldn’t be surprising. He always betrays the people who defend him. You know that.”
Mobius put the TemPad on the bed beside him and let out a tired breath. He rubbed his neck. “I guess he must’ve figured out I was going to prune him and just…. Loki -”, he admonished under his breath, as though the Asgardian were here to be lectured, and leaned his head to his hand as he went to rub the bridge of his nose. He flinched his hand away when he felt the pain of the cut on his nose protest. He shook his head again, “I shouldn’t have trusted him. What was I thinking?” His voice was full of something that almost seemed angry. “I thought he was different- I thought he wouldn’t do something like this. But,... if he did this-”
“He did .”
“Then… you were right. He was just another Loki.” The anger in his voice and face were becoming more apparent, “ Dammit .” He planted his hands on either side of him, hanging his head low.
She placed a hand on his shoulder, “I know this is a lot to take in.”
“I should’ve been more careful.”
“Yes.” That was exactly what she wanted to hear. “But we can talk about that later. Rest. You’ve been through a lot.”
“Yeah. It feels like it,” he stretched carefully, wincing with pain.
Ravonna, impatient to get away from her altered friend, almost left, but then remembered something important: “We believe the variants might attempt to infiltrate the TVA again to launch their attack on the Keepers. If you see them,... don’t engage. Who knows what kind of effect they’ll have on you.”
He gave her a look.
“I’m taking you off the case. For your own good. I’ll oversee the rest-”
“ What ?” He almost stood, but dizziness seemed to make him reconsider. “No! I have to-”
She stepped closer, talking fast, “I can’t risk exposing you to them again. You don’t want to end up like C-20, do you?”
He looked at her, confused, “What happened to C-20?”
Ravonna realized she was losing track of what he knew and didn’t know now. “Nothing. It doesn’t matter.”
“Ravonna, I’ve been on this since day one. And after what they’ve done, it’s personal now. I have to bring them in. I’m not going to let them do this to me again. I’ll be careful. I need to stay on this case. I need to make it right.”
She searched his face. There he was. The Mobius she remembered. Dedicated, loyal, and hardworking. The Mobius that put the case first and everything else last. She allowed herself a small, but firm smile.
This was going to work.
“We’ll talk about it after you’ve recovered. Just stay here for now.” She tapped a pile of clothes on the gray metal table beside his bed; a fresh TVA suit like all the others he had always worn until recently.
“Yeah. Okay.” He didn’t seem pleased, taking the dress shirt from the pile, but at least he was following her orders.
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Now
Ravonna returned from the Infirmary and locked her office doors behind her. She walked over to her desk and, after searching for a moment, unplugged her personal computer. She knew better than anyone that someone was always watching.
She was still tracking her plan in her mind, looking for loose ends.
She had successfully reworked Mobius’ memory and secured his loyalty. He was safe.
As for all the Hunters who had seen him work with Loki, it was a good thing she never shared with anyone outside of B-15 and D-90’s squad about Mobius’ defection. All she had to tell them was the same story about Mobius being enchanted and they would believe her. After all, why would she lie to them? She had a spotless reputation. She always did the right thing.
This was still the right thing.
She was saving her most successful Analyst. She was just putting things back to the way they were supposed to be.
Still, something gnawed at her.
She opened her TemPad and disconnected it from the shared frequency.
For all intents and purposes, she was alone. No one in the TVA would be able to reach her or watch her now.
She lifted her TemPad, and took a breath.
“Miss Minutes.”
“How can I help you?” Miss Minutes appeared instantly with a flicker, answering her call in the same fashion she did any other day.
Ravonna took a second to work up some more courage, “I need answers.”
Miss Minute’s animated expression, which had always been unfailingly sweet and confident, turned a little unsure in a strangely human way, “Oh, well, I-”
“Protocols 1 to 100 are the oldest laws and procedures of the TVA. They’re highly classified, restricted even from the highest ranking agents. They have always been for the Time Keepers’ eyes only.” Miss Minutes dutifully stayed put and listened, her discomfort obvious by the intentionally awkward curve of the line that constituted her smile. “Who told you to come speak to me and give me access to Protocol 42? Was it the Time Keepers? How did they know about this situation?”
Ravonna hadn’t had a chance to tell them about Mobius’... affliction before Miss Minutes had stopped her from pruning him. And Miss Minutes hadn’t seen it prudent to stop her with this information before she had had to prune C-20. Why had the AI been ordered to reveal this highly classified information at that particular moment?
Miss Minutes computed for a second and then leaned in with a whisper, “I can only tell you a little bit, hon. But you’re not ready for the rest, yet.”
“‘ Yet ’?” Was this a glitch in her logic? The AI was implying that something else was coming. Something more than what Ravonna had just learned and done? A chill went down her spine. “What’s going on here?”
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“ You ! You conniving, craven, pathetic worm. You did this!”
“Okay, okay, Sif. Hang on.” Loki raised his hands trying to get Sif’s attention to make her stop. He was still queasy from her last assault in this looping time prison.
She didn’t even waver as she continued to march towards him, a large chunk of her hair missing from the side of her head, “I hope you know you deserve to be alone-”
“‘And-I-always-will-be’, alright, I get it.” He was getting sick of her lecture. He needed to find a way out of here. She was his only other resource in his small, fake sample of Asgard. “Listen, you are a reconstruction of a past event.”
She paused after hearing that strange sentence.
He gained confidence.
“You were created by the organization that controls all of time. You need to trust me and help me escape. Alright?”
The false Sif took a moment, as if thinking over what he had just revealed to her, and nodded. Loki grinned, “Okay, good.” He started cooking up a plan. But just as he was about to say something, she leaned in, grabbed his shoulders and kneed him in the groin before then delivering another masterful punch across his face.
He fell to the floor the way he had each time before, his legs buckling with the pain.
“Pathetic.” She walked around him and out of the room.
He groaned, kneeling on the floor. Pain was tiresome, and the same pain every two minutes was even worse. Still, he took a moment’s refuge in the few seconds it took for the time loop to restart.
However, that refuge freed his mind to think about why he was in this prison. Which was worse than the physical pain.
Why was Mobius doing this?
Had he been planning this from the beginning?
Something ached in him at the thought of that. He imagined Mobius, back in Asgard and Skrullos, saying all of those things - about his potential, about seeing him - with this in mind. He thought of the moments they had shared. Their talks and their mislaid plans, running against time and the TVA. The excitement he had felt in his hands when he had touched Mobius, caring for his wounds or stealing a brush against his arm or shoulder for the pleasure of it. Those memories were all tainted now by this sickening uncertainty. Had it all been for this ?
Was this what it felt like to be truly betrayed? The thought distracted him entirely from where he was.
No.
There had to be a reason. Some kind of explanation. It was all he could hold on to.
“ You ! You conniving, craven, pathetic worm.” Loki closed his eyes tight with fatigue. The few seconds hadn’t been far long enough to recover. “You did this!”
He couldn’t bring himself to stand up yet. On his knees, all he could do was lean towards her as she marched into the room in the exact same fashion she had every time before. “Sif. Please, please, no more. I beg you.” He looked up at her from the ground. Maybe he could get ahead of her anger with honesty. “I’m a horrible person. I know, I get it. I cut off your hair because I thought it’d be funny, but it's not.”
He had her attention. She seemed to respond to this.
He just needed time. Maybe a little hope for escape. Anything. This couldn’t keep going. Not when Mobius was out there and Loki had so many unanswered questions.
“Uh, I crave attention.” She kept waiting. Good. He blinked, breathing deep, and looked for more of what he knew about himself. “Because I’m- I’m a narcissist. And I suppose,…” He took a shaky breath and confessed, “it’s because I’m… scared of being alone.”
She stayed quiet.
That was it. He gave it all away. The way he had to Mobius in Asgard.
Why did Mobius keep having him repent like this for mercy? When would it be enough?
She stepped up to him and lowered her hand, offering it to him.
The ache in his chest relieved slightly at the rare sign of friendliness, even from a half-sentient AI version of his brother’s friend. His sure allies, as of that moment, were so few, if not non-existent, that this mattered to him.
He stood up, with her help, and looked down at her wearily, hoping for more assistance. Instead, she gripped his hand painfully and pulled him close to her. She looked him in the eye.
“You are alone.”
All he could do was stare back at the hatred in her eyes.
“And you always will be .”
She threw his hand back like it was disgusting and walked around him.
She hadn’t struck him, but his chest still felt the impact of her words, which had taken a new and deeper meaning now.
Why did this painful sinking in his heart make him think of Mobius again? The man who had been at the center of all his futures. He stood, alone and silent, and reflected on the fear that dug into him as he replayed her words in his mind.
Mobius really knew him better than anyone.
He knew him well enough to put him here , in this particular memory. To others, and himself, it would’ve been a small, forgettable encounter. But Mobius knew just how to hurt him.
Just as the analyst had predicted one of Loki’s happiest days, he understood, before Loki did, what his deepest fear was.
Loki looked up at the false sky above his head.
How could this be part of a plan? The Mobius who had spared him -chosen him over everything else-, wouldn’t subject him to this.
Right?
“Okay, Loki.” That voice. Loki’s heart jumped as he turned towards the agent’s voice so quickly he lost his orientation. “Ready to talk?” He was standing at the entrance, looking at him with a stern expression.
Loki stared at him. His mind was split in two. His instinct, seeing Mobius, was relief and affection. He wanted to run over to him. But a new and sour anxiety tarnished that, keeping him still. He had no idea how to act. Divided and feeling completely unlike himself, he couldn’t say anything.
“Well. Come on.” Mobius motioned for him to follow him, impatient. He started walking back to a time gate out of sight around the corner.
Loki caught up. He stared at the agent’s back as they walked out of the Time Cell and into the Time Theater, unsure how to categorize the gnawing feelings swirling through him that demanded him to reach out to Mobius while also keeping him petrified. He felt like he was being pulled in two. But he kept himself as contained as possible.
“Back to square one, eh?” Mobius walked over to his side of the table and took a seat with his clipboard and pencil, just as he had when they first met.
Loki watched him, judging the man’s voice and body language for any secret message. Any hint that this wasn’t what it seemed.
Mobius only looked up at him with a simple and honest expression. No secret glint in his eye or trust-me wink.
Anxiety turned to disbelief and then dread within a matter of moments. Loki could hardly keep up with his internal transformations.
Why was Mobius acting like nothing had happened? As if they were strangers again? How was he supposed to interpret this coldness?
No interpretation coming to him, it inspired a rush of heavy, sharp panic. Was this really happening?
Loki paused by his own chair, his uncertainty understated by how still he stood.
Mobius glanced up at him, what’s the hold up ?
Loki couldn’t play along. The electricity that usually ran through him when he was near Mobius was now running excruciatingly cold.
“Mobius,” Loki spoke slowly, ignoring the drumming in his chest and the racing of his thoughts. “I know I put you in a bad position, but I don’t know why you’re doing this.”
Mobius flinched back with a funny grin and raised his hands in a shrug, “I’m not doing anything, Loki. I just need information from you.”
Loki looked around, there were Hunters guarding the door. He leaned onto the tabletop. “Is Ravonna threatening you? Sylvie and I came to help you. We still can-”
“‘ Help me ’?” Mobius chuckled. “I’m fine. Just peachy. In fact, I think you two are much worse off.” He pointed at the chair across from him with his eraser, “How about you siddown, my neck hurts looking up.”
Loki’s expression was nothing but apprehensive confusion as he slowly took his seat, searching Mobius for answers.
“Now, how about you tell me what the plan was,” Mobius poised his pencil.
Was this truly an interrogation? “... Plan?”
Mobius nodded. “Yeah, what was it? ‘Overthrow the TVA’?”
Yes, it had been, Loki realized. He had come back here to do what Mobius had told him not to. ‘ Now go save the TVA, Loki ’, Mobius had told him at Roxxcart. And Loki had returned with no such intentions. “Is that why you’re doing this?” He gestured between them.
“Uh, yeah . It’s kinda the whole point of all this - ‘keep the Timeline and the Time Keepers safe’. Remember?”
Mobius was almost exactly as he had been when they met. Back to believing in the Keepers over anything else.
Whatever had happened while Loki was gaining Sylvie’s trust, it had lost him Mobius’. The man was looking at him like he was just a prisoner again. He was back on that religious high ground that had separated them before. Any of the hard-earned intimacy he had gained with him was gone.
Something sick twisted in him. He suddenly felt unmoored and untethered, an anchor was missing.
Mobius had really returned to the TVA, hadn’t he?
Loki’s fists tightened. The sickness dug into his gut. He was trapped in an anxious nausea, and the only person who could help him was the person exacting this torture on him.
What had even been the point?
What had he been doing any of this for?
Mobius gave him a look, Well?
Loki looked down at his lap and laughed humorlessly, “Mobius, you’ve seen my whole life. You know I’m not often surprised. But this… ” He could only shake his head. He had let his guard down for the first time in over a thousand years. He had made room in his unused, vacant heart for someone and this is what happened. All those centuries running from caring for anyone who might betray him and after taking one chance, here he was. It was even worse than he had imagined.
He battled a tightness at the base of his throat, speaking slowly. “I, uh, I guess I should thank you for showing me why trust is just a fool’s game.” He looked at Mobius, sneering as he ignored the pull he still felt towards the agent even now.
He was two beings in the same body, one of ardent devotion to the man across from him and the other newly born and made entirely of desperate bitterness. Neither of them could be fully contained in his skin. It took all he had to keep from tremoring.
“What, you’re surprised that I want to protect reality from you and your little friend?”
“You betrayed me.” Something dark and serrated dug into his chest as he said it aloud, making it real.
“Yeah?” That surprised Mobius. What else had Loki expected? Why was he acting like the victim here? “Well, you betrayed me .”
“I didn’t . I was trying to find a way. A way to make this all work!”
“Well, it was a pretty stupid way.”
“I was trying!” Loki brought his fists down on the table with frustration, his head was a confusing and leaden mess of pain.
Mobius leaned back, away from Loki’s tantrum. He stared at the god, smug and irritated. He ached all over and woke up in a bed after being carted around the universe by two renegade variants and Loki was the one acting like a wounded puppy? He had been pissed with him before, but now he was angry.
Loki released his fists into open palms on the table and took a breath. After everything they’d been through together, what could make Mobius do this? Every betrayal was a transaction. A price for something better. What had he been worth to Mobius? What was better than him?
“I hope whatever you’re getting for this is worth it, Mobius. Did Ravonna promise you a big promotion for capturing me?”
“No, I’m just doing my job. No reward necessary.”
Loki let that sink in, nodding. His throat tightened.
He must have severely miscalculated how cruel Mobius could be.
Loki leaned forward, hiding the intensity of his inner chaos, “So, it was all a lie? Saying those things to me, talking about how I can change, making me trust you,” his voice almost broke. “I thought you were my friend. I thought we were….” He couldn’t finish that.
“Friends?” Mobius raised his eyebrows. That was kind of intense. “I didn’t think Lokis did 'friends'.” Mobius leaned over his clipboard, ready to write. “Is that what you had me do? Live out some kind of friendship-fantasy. I knew you were lonely, Loki, but really ?”
After saying that, Loki’s expression gave Mobius pause. He’d never seen that before. It was deeper than anger. It was much worse that the petulant looks the prince had given him when they met, it was almost alarming. What a strange reaction. It was like Loki honestly believed he had betrayed him. As if, under their control, he had made promises that Loki expected him to keep.
What was the point of the act? The gig was up. The mind control powers wouldn’t work here in the TVA. Why wasn’t Loki just confessing - owning his crimes like a badge, as he usually did?
“So how long have you been hiding those mind control powers? Are they new? Or just another aspect of your variant status?”
“Mind control? No, that's Sylvie.”
“Right, ‘Sylvie’.” He jotted that down. “You know, she must be something real special.” Mobius hid his anger under his smile. “I thought you and I had an understanding, but you really pulled the wool over my eyes. Good for you. You still got it.” After everything they’d worked through, after Pylea, Loki really did this? Running away would’ve been one thing, but making him a mind-controlled slave was way too far. And now he was still lying? It almost made him want to punch him. “You know what, while we’re showing gratitude, I should thank you for reminding me why I’m here, in this seat, and you’re there.”
Loki was about to speak, Mobius cut him off, “So, about Sylvie. You must’ve really liked her to just throw away our case together at the drop of the hat like that,” he realized something suddenly, leaning his head back dramatically, why didn’t I see it before ? “Of course- She’s you !”
“Mobius, no, it’s not like that. Listen-”
“No, it’s your turn to listen.” A heat in his chest rose the more he thought about what Loki had done. Everything he threw away. “You really got me. I promised Ravonna you were different, I vouched for you again and again but you’re exactly who you’ve always been.” Loki looked away from him as he said that, shaking his head. “The second you found another Loki, you didn’t need me anymore, did you? What was that about being a good ‘team’? You were just putting it on for me? Trying to get me to like you. Just so you could use me to get back to the person you always choose above anyone or anything else: Yourself.”
Loki’s expression darkened, he clenched his jaw.
Mobius laughed at himself, “I can’t believe I didn’t see it coming. Stabbed in the back by the most notorious backstabber in the universe- two of them!”
“That’s not what happened-!” Loki’s frustrated shout was interrupted by Mobius raising his voice.
“So, how’d you do it? Did you have Sylvie do the mind magic on me?”
Loki looked up. “What?”
“Was it you or Sylvie that took over my mind?”
Confusion replaced Loki’s anger, “Wh-what are you talking about?”
“I'm talking about sticking my neck out for a guy, taking him under my wing, only for him to do what he does to everyone . You know, everyone told me: Lokis can’t be trusted, Lokis can’t change. You really showed me, huh?”
Loki ignored that. Something was wrong. “Mobius, this-this isn’t making sense-”
“So, what was your big plan? Possess me. Make me some kind of pawn. What were you gonna have me do? Oh, right, betray the TVA.” He started writing, ignoring how Loki was leaning forward in his seat, trying to get his attention, “Betray everything that I've devoted myself to, my life's purpose. Just how I took your purpose. Talk about poetic justice. You must’ve enjoyed that.”
“No! You’re remembering this all wrong! None of that happened!”
“Oh, here comes the lies. Gonna try and serenade me again? I've heard this tune, let's go ahead and turn that down and you tell me what you and Sylvie were planning and what my part in all of it was-”
“We didn't do this to you! There was no enchantment! You- you saved me!”
“What?”
“Can’t you remember? Is this some kind of act?”
Mobius stayed quiet, squinting as he looked at Loki. What was the angle here? Was this some kind of manipulation?
“Don’t you remember what happened? What we did?” Loki used his hands on the table to gesture the sequence of events. “We got back from Pylea. You were going to prune me, as Renslayer ordered. But then you took me to Asgard-”
“No. You had me do that, I’d never-”
“You did!” Something was missing from Mobius’ mind. Loki was sure of it now. It filled him with both a horror of how it happened and a shaky, desperate hope that maybe all wasn’t lost. Whatever betrayal they had thought happened between them might not have been real. But he had to convince him somehow. He had to make him remember. His heart was racing, “You showed me my home, my family, my first games, who I was. We talked and,” Loki revisited those indispensable memories, “something… changed.” His expression softened, anger completely gone. His eyes pleaded for Mobius to remember.
Mobius searched the god’s face. He was a better actor than he had given him credit for. Loki really was looking at him like he was a friend. No, not a friend. Something else. Nobody had ever looked at him like that before. And he knew Loki had never looked at someone this way before either.
It was too weird to take seriously.
Mobius shook his head, “Alright, stop. This is delusional, Loki. You know, I’d almost be worried about you if you weren’t-”
“You chose me.” Loki put his hands on the table between them, resisting reaching out to Mobius’ arm. “When it came down to it, you disobeyed Renslayer’s orders, of your own free will, and ran with me.”
-
“Will that be everything?”
“Y-yes. You can go now.”
“Alright, you have a good day now. And, remember, this was for your ears only,” the AI gave a friendly wink.
Ravonna closed her TemPad and the translucent clock blinked from existence.
She took a step and leaned her hand on the couch beside her for balance. She felt her entire understanding of reality shift, ever so slightly, from what Miss Minutes had told her. A fear brewed in her stomach of not only what she knew now, but what else the TVA might be hiding.
She swallowed and clenched her jaw.
She had to get back to work.
These thoughts could drive her crazy. Work is what mattered. The Timeline still needed protection.
She switched on her computer and, when she did, she saw a callback request notification come in.
D-90.
After a few taps in her TemPad, she spoke into it, “What do you want?”
“Mobius is awake,” D-90’s voice scratched over the TemPad’s little speakers. “The variants broke into the TVA and found him.” Her mouth opened with surprise. “He called it in and got them in collars in the theaters. He's questioning L1130 right now.”
“Where?! Which theater?”
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“Come on, Loki. I wouldn’t do that!” Mobius raised his voice, disturbed. “This is a really feeble attempt to confuse me.”
Loki raised his hands as if to calm the agent. “I know it feels that way right now because you’re angry at me. You believe I did something I didn’t do.” He looked him in the eye, his eyes clear of any lie. “Mobius. They’ve done something. They’ve taken your memories.”
“‘They took my memories’? The TVA took my memories?” Mobius repeated, are you hearing yourself ? He laughed, “That's a new one. Why? What would they need those for?”
“To split us apart!” Loki gestured between them. “To keep you from defecting!”
“ Split ?” Mobius leaned away. “We must’ve been pretty close in this fantasy you’re spinning.”
Loki searched Mobius for any sign of doubt in the TVA, unable to find any. The freedom they had found together was gone. Replaced, again, by the dogma that had pitted them against one another. How did this happen? Who would do thi-
“Renslayer!” he realized suddenly. “She did this! She must have! She erased your memories of betraying the TVA.”
Mobius nodded along as though he was listening to the rants of a delusional person, “Yeah, okay-”
“ Listen to me !”
The Hunters flinched towards them at the volume and ferocity of Loki’s tone. Mobius motioned them to stop, a careful eye on his charge.
“This isn't the first time you've had your memories erased!”
“Oh, really-?”
“You’re a variant !” Loki finally got it out. Everything else had come first, but now he understood it was all connected. This had always been what was at the center of this. Mobius needed the whole truth before he would believe. “All of you! You’re all variants! Everyone at the TVA. You’ve had your memories of your lives erased. You had a life on the Timeline, Mobius. And she must’ve erased your memories of all this, too.”
Mobius only stared at him, completely still.
He wasn’t ignoring him anymore.
Loki swallowed. He lowered his voice. “You know me, Mobius. I’m a coward and a trickster, and I was lost before you helped me,...” his fingers twitched closer, “but am I this cruel?” Mobius kept looking him in the eye. “Could I lie about this? To you?”
Loki could hear his heartbeat in his ears and could feel it in his fingertips as he waited desperately for his captor’s response.
After a second, Mobius breathed out a chuckle and smiled.
“Nice try…” he whispered, looking down.
“Mobius, please.” Loki’s voice lowered nearly to a whisper as well. “Believe me when I say I would never trick you. Not anymore. I wanted you to be free. And you were free. With me.”
Mobius felt something in his chest stir. What was this?
He cleared his throat, “That’s it.” He started to take out his TemPad.
Loki put up his hands, “Wait, wait! You told me something! You were a Hunter once. Right?”
Mobius’ smile lost its false humor, his eyes surprised.
“You had a mission by the Black Sea. You couldn’t prune a little boy, playing with his brother on the docks. People died. And Renslayer fixed it.”
“How’d you…?”
“You told me.”
Mobius, uncomfortable, motioned to the Hunters in the room and they filed out through the doors within a few seconds. The doors closed behind them.
Loki stayed focused on Mobius, “You told me that because we were friends…” He paused, struggling to say what followed. “Perhaps, more.”
There.
It was out.
If not now, then when? This could all end tragically. He knew he was hanging by a thread. A small, weak hope that Mobius could remember what they had and help him escape. But even if that wasn’t going to happen, he needed the man to know. Someone had to know. Someone had to know he was capable of this. And he wanted it to be Mobius. The man who had seen his life twice over. He knew his every crime and every fear. He had to know he was capable of this. He wasn’t broken.
More than that, he had to know it was for him . It had all been for him.
Every step Loki had taken since picking up the Tesseract in New York had led him here, to this moment. Maybe it went back further. With how these feelings pulled so sweetly and torturously at his heart and lungs, as though they were now a part of his very anatomy, he wouldn’t be surprised if they had been lying dormant in him his entire life - just waiting for him to meet this TVA analyst. Waiting for Mobius’ kind words and terrible jokes. Waiting to hear his compassionate interpretations and ruthless teasing. Waiting for their debates, their adventures, and their promises. Loki had been waiting his whole life for this man. To feel something that had been impossible before they met. Before Mobius could teach him how to feel like this.
Mobius’ eyes never left him.
He whispered, “What do you mean by that?”
Loki only looked at him, his expression full of an intense implication. An attractive line to Loki’s brow curved as Mobius watched his eyes travel from his eyes to his lips. He could see the god breathing deeply, his Adam's apple moving as he swallowed with apprehension. There was a silent, but overwhelming pleading in his eyes. Asking him to understand him.
Mobius realized exactly what he meant.
For probably the first time in his life, Mobius was at a loss for words. Everything in him stopped. The case and the mind control fell from his mind. Any words or questions went out the window. When a Loki looks at you like this, it’s a shock to the system. He probably wasn’t even breathing. But his heart was racing.
This couldn’t be real.
His eyes skirted over Loki’s face, trying to find an alternative explanation. It had to be a lie. A manipulation. Loki had never fallen for anyone on the Timeline. Why would that change now? It wasn’t possible. Especially not for a tired, dusty old TVA analyst. It had to be a lie. A trick for Loki to pull Mobius into a heist or to get a ticket to see the Keepers. Whatever this was, it had to stop right now because he honestly couldn’t take a second longer. He felt ridiculous for even considering this could be real.
“Alright, this just went from weird to bizarre,” he would have to be an idiot to believe Loki felt something like that for him, “and, frankly, I’m starting to get kinda ticked off with all these lies. You can’t keep trying to distract me from-”
“It’s not a lie.” Loki’s deep and sure voice silenced him. Loki continued, “And you told me why you couldn’t prune me when Renslayer told you to. When you were studying my file, you saw me, on the Timeline fighting alongside Thor at Ragnarok. You said you had always wanted to see what I was going to do after that. You wanted to give me a chance. An opportunity to grow.”
Mobius had never told anyone about that. No one knew that.
Loki's voice was as smooth as honey now. “You saw something in me- something I hadn’t seen in myself. You helped me become someone new. Something more.”
Doubt finally found a home in Mobius’ mind as he started to consider what Loki was saying.
Could this actually…. God, why did he have to keep looking at him like that?
What if it was true?
What if Loki, the God of Mischief, had actually figured out how to care for someone besides himself?
What if he was telling the truth? About everything?
Trepidation sunk into his heart as his eyes lost track of how long they’d been staring at Loki.
“This part of the mind control?” he asked without any conviction, almost smirking.
“Mobius.” Why’d his name have to sound like that from Loki’s lips now? It was different. Each sound was carefully and tenderly formed.
After a silent moment, Loki stretched his hand across the tabletop, his fingertips resting on the back of Mobius’ hand. They moved along his hand a few centimeters before stopping. “We recognized something in each other. A bit of what we were both missing, I suspect. And you chose the chance to figure out what that was. Together. ”
Mobius looked down at Loki’s fingertips against his hand. It felt like a dream. Loki’s long, elegant, deadly hand was uncharacteristically gentle. Something flickered in his mind, a vision of seeing Loki’s face up close. It was a memory that didn’t feel like a memory of Loki’s cool fingertips on his face and the god’s eyes looking down at him with concern. He couldn’t tell where they had been or what they had been talking about, but he could remember feeling this same nervousness. This stage-fright in front of this always-overwhelming Asgardian.
Mobius looked back at the Loki sitting across from him.
The anger and anxiety in his chest had been completely washed away by something that felt familiar, but orphaned: A warmth without any context that poured through him and filled his chest like a laugh ready to burst from him. It told him to take Loki’s hand and forget everything else. It wanted him to run. It wanted Loki’s chaos. His fun. His charm and seduction. His ridiculous schemes and stupid arguments. It wanted his devilish smiles and warrior hands. It wanted his performed villainy and this strange, new tenderness. It wasn’t satisfied with thousands of years of video files anymore; it wanted to see everything Loki would ever do for the rest of time while standing by his side. It wanted a chance to know what it was like to live. To feel and desire and try to have it all, even if it was doomed.
He took a breath after holding it for too long and cleared his throat.
Woah. What the hell was that?
He looked away from Loki and lost the connection to whatever that had been. It washed back out like a tide in his mind, leaving almost nothing behind.
He brought his hand away from Loki’s touch.
“Loki, I, uh…”
He lost track of what he was doing or thinking.
He looked down at his clipboard, feeling untethered to reality, “Something’s going on," he summarized ineffectually.
“We need to get your memories back.” Loki sounded serious, focused. As though he was already devising a plan on Mobius’ behalf.
This wasn’t the same Loki he had brought back from Pylea. He was different. Stronger. Calmer. He had a mission.
Mobius studied his face. Where the prince’s fingers had touched his hand was still warm.
“Wh-”
The doors swung open swiftly, “Stop the interrogation!”
Mobius looked over to see Ravonna and the two Hunters rush into the room. “Ravonna.” He stood up.
Loki got up from his seat, “Renslayer. What’ve you done to him?”
Not wasting a second, Judge Renslayer gave orders, “Gag him and put him back in the Time Cell. Now!”
They ran into action, following the urgency of her voice.
Loki tried to resist their grip, “No! Mobius, you have to believe me. Sylvie ! Talk to Sylvie!” He pulled his arms back from them.
“That’s enough!” Renslayer shouted.
“Sylvie’s enchantment can fix th-!” The Hunter to Loki’s left gave him a sharp punch to his side just as Renslayer nodded at them.
“Mobius, come with me,” she motioned for Mobius to follow her.
“Uh, yeah, sure.” Mobius, dazed, collected his clipboard and pencil and walked towards Ravonna with one last glance at Loki.
“Mmf!” One of the Hunters stuffed an impromptu cloth gag in Loki’s mouth, tying it behind his head, pulling his hair haphazardly as they did. He shouted through the gag as the Hunters pushed him away and towards the red time gate they opened.
Mobius turned and watched Loki stumble away, still trying to look over his shoulder at him as he disappeared.
It was just him and Renslayer now as she excused the others from the room. Mobius was still catching up with reality, stuck about two minutes before. Something in him felt disturbed by seeing Loki thrown back in the cell like that. Weird.
“Mobius, I told you I was taking this case.”
“Uh, I know, but… I had to.” His heart wasn’t in his words, but he forced himself to say them. “I had to fix this. I had to know why they did all this.”
She gave him a measuring look, “What did he say?”
He knew her too well. He understood how she was looking at him. Whatever he said was going to feed some kind of decision. He tried to find his center again, “Uh, nothing really. Just crazy talk.”
Ravonna obviously wasn’t satisfied with that.
Mobius pushed himself, trying to act normal, “He just kept saying stuff about how I- you know this will sound crazy when I say it - but he was trying to convince me that I went with him willingly. Like some kind of Patty Hearst.” It did sound even crazier when he said it out loud. The spell of whatever had happened a few minutes prior was evaporating.
She was silent for a moment. “What do you make of it?”
He shrugged, “I, uh, I think he’s desperate and he’ll say anything to stay alive.” He cracked a limp smile. “Even these really bad, undercooked lies. I mean, me? Leave the TVA? Bizarro.”
She let out a breath and nodded curtly. “I told you I don’t want you talking to him or Sylvie.”
Sylvie . What if she could corroborate Loki’s story? Or prove it was all just an elaborate act? “I was hoping to talk to the Variant. It would be best to get more information about her mind control magic so we can watch out for it-”
“No.” Her tone was deadly.
“Alright. Okay,” he agreed quietly, in no shape or position to push.
She paused and thought for a moment. “Actually, I think there’s one more thing you can do for the case.”
“Yeah, anything. I’m your guy.”
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“Nothing about C-20 yet?” B-15 asked the Hunters standing outside of Theater 47. This was the Theater L1130 was in. B-15 was taking a break from guarding Theater 48 with the other Loki in it. And it was strange how no one had any updates on C-20’s status. Something felt off and for a Hunter of B-15’s caliber, she never ignored her instincts.
“No. Judge Renslayer took her into questioning and no one’s seen her since,” F-03 answered. He gestured towards the closed door, “Mobius is back in form, though. Did you hear he’s back?”
“Yeah.” B-15 confirmed she had heard it, but not that she felt like she completely believed it.
“He was under the influence of some kind of magic. His Loki and the Variant took over his mind or something,” F-03 filled in for Q-19, the other Hunter who was assigned to the Theater.
“Yeah, I was picking up on something about that. Honestly, they weren’t making a whole lotta sense to me,” Q-19 confessed.
“What else did you hear in there?” B-15 asked. She knew she was breaking protocol by asking about an agent’s interrogation. But something didn’t feel right. She had seen people under the Variant’s influence. Mobius hadn’t been acting like one of the Variant’s puppets. He had seemed like… Mobius. How could he be back and interrogating the variant he had sicced on her and her team only hours before?
“Uh, actually, there was something weird,” Q-19 sounded uncomfortable. “The variant said something about everyone in the TVA being-”
“Don’t,” F-03 cautioned.
B-15 stepped towards them, her stature and status as the best Hunter in the department intimidating them as she intended. “Tell me what he said.”
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“Any memories coming back yet?” Ravonna offered Mobius a glass of brandy. Beautiful theremin music serenaded them in her office. The criminals were captured and the case was closing. A perfect time to celebrate as they usually did at the end of a long case, with drinks and conversation.
“No, nothin’” He took the glass. “You think they’ll come back?” He contemplated whether he should be drinking in his condition. He definitely wanted to, though. Especially after the interrogation he had just had with Loki. Something twinged as he revisited the conversation in his mind.
“Who knows. We haven’t seen this before.” She walked around the back of the couch. “Tell me if they do. I’ll have the doctors take another look at you.” She took a seat beside him.
“Thanks. Appreciate that.” He accepted a coaster when she offered it to him with a warning glance just as he was about to set his cup down without one. “So, are you going to interrogate Sylvie?” He tried to sound as casual as possible, situating his coaster.
She went tense for a second, “No. There won’t be time for any interrogations, actually.” She took a sip, attempting to relax. “The Time Keepers have pushed this up on the register. They want to oversee the sentencing of the variants themselves. As soon as possible.”
“Wow. Really?” Something about that made him nervous, but he smiled.
She looked him up and down, “And I think you should come with us.”
He raised his eyebrows at the suggestion and exhaled. “Uh, I’ve never seen the Keepers. I mean, not in person,” he pointed at her life-sized statues of them behind her desk, watching over them. No one decorated like her. Always the most unorthodoxically orthodox, Ravonna.
He stared at the statues. The idea of being in front of the real Time Keepers scared him on a good day. And on a day as weird as today, it terrified him. Almost as much as the thought that, maybe, they’d been lying to everyone in the TVA.
He spun Loki’s story in the back of his mind.
“No better time to. You’ll have a chance to brag. You caught the variants,” she cheered and tapped his arm to get his attention. “Even when you were supposed to be on R&R. Impressive.”
He flashed a smile for her. “Bragging to the Time Keepers.” No one ever got to do that. The Keepers didn’t give kudos. They usually only got involved if something went wrong. Anybody would be jealous of gaining an audience with them to show off their work. “Pretty sweet.”
Ravonna took another sip. “But, only on one condition.”
“Yeah?”
“Well, think of it as a perk.” She leaned back with a pleased smile, crossing her legs and resting her drink on her knee. “ You’ll be the one to delete them.”
His smile faltered.
“Me?”
“Right in front of the Keepers. Closing the case under their direct supervision,” the satisfaction in her tone was firmly religious.
She looked at Mobius as he considered her suggestion. Watching him carefully.
He wasn’t saying anything.
He was just looking at her, lost in thought.
“Well? Isn’t that exciting?” She didn’t blink as she looked at him.
“Oh, heaps of exciting.” He took a drink. “I’ll, uh, I’ll have a chance to make this right. Finally get a couple monkeys off my back, too,” he chuckled, rubbing his hand on his knee.
“And then we’ll be free of all the Lokis,” she said, like it was a dream. “For now, at least,” she added, staying realistic.
She poured more brandy in her glass from the decanter on the coffee table and then poured more in his, watching his expression for several seconds too long.
“And not a moment too soon,” he held his cup steady for her.
She smiled at that and looked at him like a friend.
She raised her glass towards him.
“... To a Loki-free TVA.”
He looked at his cup.
He raised it towards hers.
“A Loki-free TVA.”
Their cups clinked together.
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Things are going to be speeding up! Thanks so much to all of you for your patience for this chapter! I absolutely LOVED your comments on the last chapter. Writing this is a pleasure, but I always look forward to every single comment I get, it is SO much fun (and super motivating) reading and responding to your reactions. Thank you!!!
Chapter 16: Chapter 16
Summary:
An appointment with the Time Keepers.
Notes:
Sorry, I'm slowing down with these because of work and holidays and now my cats are sick, too. When it rains, it pours. Updates will be once a week, though, for sure!
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Chapter Text
“Hello… Oh, I don’t know, your name’s a number.” Sylvie gave B-15 a mean grin as she entered the theater. B-15 stood by the door, pruning stick in hand. “Can’t read it from here.”
Sylvie lowered her legs from where they had been resting on the tabletop and stood up to get a closer look, a mischievous challenge in her eyes.
“I saw what you could do to people at Roxxcart.”
Sylvie raised her hands, so ? “Impressed?”
Something wasn’t adding up. Why would Mobius and his Loki variant fight the person controlling him? Despite what Renslayer had reported to them about Mobius’ mind control, it wasn’t making sense. And C-20 had been ranting on her way back to the TVA, ‘ It’s real, it’s real. I was real. She showed me .’
“Did you do it to Mobius?”
“What?”
“Make him turn on the TVA.”
Sylvie tilted her head, “Is that what they’re saying?”
“Answer me.”
“No.” Sylvie sat back down, rolling her eyes. “It was real,” she delivered the bad news sarcastically. “I got all the nauseating details of their blooming romance. Even if your friend was faking it.” The world had turned upside down: A TVA agent had betrayed a Loki who trusted him. Now that she had gotten over her initial rage, she might’ve actually been impressed if it wasn’t just a bit pathetic that the first time she had seen another Loki even attempt to care about someone besides themself -no matter how terrible his choice of partner was- had to end like this.
She should’ve seen it coming. Lokis always lose, after all. Not her, though. She wasn’t like the others, she assured herself.
But she was back to being alone again. Just as she should be. She was better off without a defunct Loki and double-crossing agent slowing her down.
Still, thinking of that young, naive Loki being tortured somewhere in these halls, bruised from at least having the courage to try and love, almost bothered her.
‘ I’d be honored to be your friend ,’ she remembered. She crossed her arms.
“You didn’t use your powers on him?”
She exhaled, bored by the question. “ No .”
B-15 scowled. Someone was lying. And, for once, it didn’t seem to be the Lokis.
She switched off her stick and took out her TemPad. “You’re going to show me something.”
“Am I?”
“Come with me.” A time gate opened.
Sylvie, no longer bored, followed B-15 through it.
Later
Loki stood still, staring at the golden elevator. His legs were tired, his face and body fatigued from Sif’s assaults. Two Hunters were holding his arms in place behind his back. They had brought him out for this sudden, and most likely only, appointment with the Time Keepers. While he should’ve been excited by the prospect of finally gaining their audience, he couldn’t muster much of his old self in this moment. He bit against the gag in his mouth. Another muzzle to keep him quiet. His words, his final power in the TVA, were sheathed, his allies were scattered, and he didn’t have a plan for the Keepers. His odds had dwindled down to nearly nothing and he almost couldn’t be bothered to scheme. His mind only circled a certain man he hadn’t seen since their interrogation had been interrupted.
“You look terrible.” He hadn’t noticed until then the several pairs of footsteps arriving beside him. Sylvie and her custodians stopped to his right. He looked over at her.
He met her eyes. He must’ve been a sight because she didn’t look at him with the anger he had last seen her harbor for him or the irritation she had usually held for him before that.
“You okay?”
He nodded slowly, lying.
“I’ve got them from here.” Ravonna’s voice was loud and confident as she walked up behind them. She took out her Time Twister, which controlled all nearby Time Collars and kept it ready in front of her. The Hunters on either side of Sylvie and Loki backed away. One pressed the only button on the panel beside the door, calling the elevator.
Ravonna dismissed the Hunters with a nod. They weren’t cleared to see the Keepers, this was an honor reserved only for herself and Mobius. She checked her watch and looked over her shoulder, where was he?
“'Ope, sorry I’m late.” Right on cue, her favorite analyst turned the corner at a professionally brisk pace. “Got held up,” he pointed over his shoulder at wherever he was coming from.
Loki closed his eyes when he heard that voice and those footsteps from behind him. Still divided in himself, he wanted nothing more than to turn around and see him again while his body protected him from actually doing it.
Ravonna looked over to her friend as he approached. He stopped beside her, nodding at her as a sign of his usual respect. He had a small smirk on his face and he swayed on the spot, obviously nervous, catching his breath from his hurry. She studied him, pleased that he had accepted her invitation.
“Big day,” he glanced at her with a joke in his eye. She remembered being nervous the first time she saw the Keepers, too. But he seemed just as eager as she had been, as well.
Everything was as it should be. And after Mobius pruned the variants, she could forget all about this strange ordeal. She breathed out, dropped her shoulders, and straightened her neck with a poised authority.
Ding .
“Goin’ up,” Mobius announced with a playful whisper. Or was it down? No one knew.
Sylvie glanced at Loki who looked towards his shoulder, as if considering turning around to look at Mobius. He seemed to think better of it, staring ahead again. He really did seem miserable. She saw his eyes search the air in front of him for a plan.
The doors opened with a heavy metal grinding.
All four of them stared at the yawning entrance, the foreboding sign above the door read, ‘FOR ALL TIME - ALWAYS.’
“After you,” Mobius motioned to Ravonna.
She repaid his smile and confidently walked into the center of the elevator. Loki and Sylvie followed with Mobius behind them, his hands in his pockets.
“‘Scuse me,” Mobius shimmied between them and stood beside Ravonna. His shoulder bumped Loki’s.
Loki exhaled tensely around his gag, as if the contact had pained him.
The doors closed slowly.
Pressure tugged at them as the elevator lurched into movement and the floors started to woosh by at regular intervals.
The silence in the elevator was deafening.
Mobius, ever unable to sit in quiet, leaned over to Ravonna and whispered, “Gotta admit, I’m kinda nervous.”
“Don’t be,” she advised warmly, only friendship and encouragement in her voice. “This is a great opportunity for you.”
Loki looked ahead of him, listening as Mobius hummed affirmatively in response. “Yeah, you’re right.” Loki could hear his smile in his voice. He could see it without turning around. His chest squeezed painfully at the fact that Mobius’ smile was at his expense. His trial was only interesting to the analyst as a means to see the Keepers he had once sworn to disobey for him. The man’s cheerful presence behind him radiated a paralyzing energy that weakened the god, sickening his stomach and slowing his heart with sluggish dread.
Loki was only a one-way passenger on this elevator to Mobius, a trophy to be paraded and annihilated before handshakes and drinks. Worse than that was the realization that he may never be the cause of another one of the man’s smiles again after this. Mobius would just go on, for eternity, never knowing what could have been. What had been.
If only he had had more time. Maybe Mobius would’ve believed him. If only Sylvie had her powers here in the TVA.
There had to be a way out of this.
A quiet moment passed.
Mobius looked at Loki’s back, studying his profile.
“Don’t you think we should take off the…” Mobius motioned at the gag in Loki’s mouth, pantomiming taking it off. “The Keepers probably wanna hear what he has to say for himself, right?”
Ravonna sneered towards Loki, but nodded, “You’re right.” They usually wanted to hear the criminals’ final explanation of their deeds. And while she had always thought it was a waste of their divine attention, she would never suppose to know better than the Time Keepers how to mete out justice.
“I’ll do it,” Mobius volunteered.
He squeezed between Loki and Sylvie’s shoulders again. “Pardon me.”
Loki’s heart staggered.
Sylvie gave Mobius a look as he got by her.
Mobius sidestepped and stood in front of Loki. Mobius only glanced at his eyes for a moment, avoiding the look he was giving him. He reached up around Loki’s head. Loki leaned down for him, their faces close. Mobius untied the gag.
Loki stretched his jaw as the gag fell from between his lips. “Mobius, I-”
Ravonna’s eyes darted to them.
“Uh-uh,” Mobius stopped him, tapping his chest with his finger. “Save your voice for the big guys, buddy.” He almost stepped away but noticed something. He reached up and fixed Loki’s tie, making him presentable for his trial. Loki tucked his chin, looking down at Mobius’ careful fingers. He felt a strange sense of deja vu.
“You have to know I was telling you the truth-”
“That’s enough.” Ravonna stopped him.
Loki raised his voice, not turning away from Mobius, “You know your part in all this. You’ve done this to him. You took his memories. Is that how you want to rule? Brainwashing? Imprisonment?”
“Really persistent,” Mobius mouthed to Ravonna with an expression that joked, ‘ get a load of this guy ’. He chuckled as he stepped away from Loki and back to Ravonna, patting the prince’s arm casually. Loki only squeezed his eyes shut and backed away as the agent walked by him.
“You know, I once thought I wanted to rule by any means necessary, but I see now just how hollow that is-”
“Be quiet,” Ravonna ordered as Mobius returned to her side.
Loki turned to her, “You’ve taken his life from him, when you’re just the same as him. Your precious Keepers erased your memories, too-” Loki was cut short by the sudden, nauseating rearranging of his atoms that forced him to face forward as he had been a moment prior.
“That’s enough .” Ravonna’s finger was poised on her Time Twister, ready to do that again.
“What, are you nervous about what he has to say, ‘Judge Renslayer’?” Sylvie challenged.
Ravonna stayed quiet, knowing better than to dignify the accusation with a response in front of Mobius.
Sylvie wasn’t done with her, “Do you remember me?”
Loki looked over to Sylvie.
“I do.” Ravonna didn’t spare Sylvie a glance. “What do you wanna say to me, variant?”
“What was my nexus event? Why did you bring me in?”
Loki understood now what this energy was. Renslayer had been the one to capture Sylvie all those eons ago, when she was only a child. There was a lot of history in this elevator.
“What does it matter?” The judge seemed annoyed by the question.
“It was enough to take my life from me, leading to all of this. It must’ve been important.” Centuries of anticipation threatened to break through Sylvie’s callous tone. “So, what was it?”
Loki watched Sylvie, feeling her righteous anger with her.
Ravonna thought. Mobius watched her.
“... I don’t remember,” her lip curled up, how ironic .
Mobius looked down.
The ruthless response landed like lead in Sylvie’s lungs, but the anger in her stomach only burned brighter.
Ding .
The doors opened.
Whether the passengers were ready or not, they were suddenly at their destination.
A dark and misty stone chamber was waiting for them.
This was the moment they had all been waiting for.
Loki and Sylvie disembarked, Ravonna and Mobius following. They passed some TVA special agents, highly decorated and dedicated to protecting the Time Keepers. They were hardly ever seen outside of this chamber. With only a cursory glance at the nonsensical staircases that stretched miles in all directions around them in infinite combinations of orientations, they all walked onto the platform, far more interested in the spectacle in front of them. Ahead and above them, suspended in their levitating thrones in front of their glowing sigil, were the Time Keepers.
All four of them were transfixed by the beings.
“Gracious Time Keepers,” Ravonna greeted them with loud ceremony. “As promised, the variants .”
Loki and Sylvie stopped only a few feet from the staircase leading to the thrones and stared up at the three entities, both of them too focused and too angry to be intimidated. Ravonna and Mobius stayed back. Mobius stared at the leaders of Time with wide, unblinking eyes. He had sworn he'd keep his cool, but he had lost his cool pretty much immediately. He was frozen, staring. Everything in his mind fell away as he contended with seeing the faces of the TVA rulers, his ‘gods’, for all intents and purposes. Just as he had only begun to incorporate into his reality that they really were physical beings that could see and be seen, he next had to reconcile hearing them speak.
“After all your struggle,” the Time Keeper in the center spoke in a booming voice, “at last, you’ve arrived before us.”
They all looked up at the Keeper, each of them feeling the gravity of their gaze differently.
The Keeper to the left spoke next, struggling against the anatomy of their upper lip to speak clearly, “What do you have to say for yourselves before you meet your end, variants?”
Loki scoffed at the ridiculous, paternalistic question. “You brought us here to have us speak to our crimes, but what of your crimes?”
“Loki-” Mobius couldn't help but try to stop his captive from lecturing the rulers of the universe.
“You’re lying to your people!” Loki couldn't let this lie. Sylvie looked at him, sharing his anger.
“Silence!” Renslayer demanded, offended on behalf of the Keepers that Loki would say that aloud.
“These people are all variants, like us!” Loki gestured towards the TVA.
Mobius could only watch as Loki backtalked the arbiters of spacetime.
“Only, instead of bringing them here to speak of their crimes, you gave them a uniform, took their lives from them, and made them your slaves, all so you can rule without question-”
“You talk nonsense,” the left Keeper interrupted. “This tale of yours resembles your own gluttony for power. For a throne.”
“And now, you disgrace yourself by you coveting ours,” the right Keeper hissed.
Loki paused, his eyes falling from the Keepers in realization. “No, I’m not- I have no desire for these-these games. These illusions!” He could see it clearly now: the entire TVA was nothing but a facade of dogma and drones working to keep these three beings in the most powerful position in the entire universe. And any thought of ruling the TVA had disintegrated in his mind the moment he realized what the institution had done to Mobius.
“Are you not the Great Deceiver?” The center Keeper’s voice curled with implication. “A ‘God’ of Illusions?” The downward, patronizing slant of the being’s tone positioned Loki as nothing but a tinker toy they had wound up and released on the Sacred Timeline.
Loki straightened his shoulders, “I was,” he wore his past honestly. “But I’m nothing like you.” He wasn’t their creation anymore. “You three are simple con artists who clawed their way to the top-!”
The center Keeper spoke, louder than before, “We are growing weary of your mewling. Your impertinence does nothing but expedite your demise, variant.”
Loki scoffed. “Is that what you’ve brought us here for? To kill us?” How utterly boring. “I’ve lost track of the number of times I’ve been killed, so go ahead! Do your worst.” Even if he didn't have a plan, he wasn't going to cower. It felt too good to see the Keepers’ look at him like that, like he was making them angry. Good. They sat here, comfortable and protected on their thrones, while people died by their hand and word. Maybe they needed to be made uncomfortable for once.
Sylvie seemed to like his challenge, lowering into a stance ready to fight.
“You and your bravado are no threat to us, variant,” the Keeper to the right whispered angrily, biting each word.
Sylvie spoke now, “Oh no, I don’t think you believe that. I think,” she took a step forward only to shift back into place with a flick of Ravonna’s Time Twister. Sylvie shot her a glare, but continued, “I think you’re scared.”
“We do not fear you, variant,” the center Keeper informed. “You are only a cosmic mistake. One that must be corrected.”
“We’re more than that! Getting here, we’ve become more than you ever planned for. And that’s what scares you!” Loki followed that thought to its next, enlightening step. “And that’s why Lokis always lose on the Timeline, isn’t it? Because you know just how much we can become!” He shouted up at them in epiphany.
He looked at Sylvie again, their eyes meeting with a rush of new and deep pride of who they were, born entirely in that moment. They shared an exhilarated smile. Their anxious hearts were beating in time, as though they were the same being. Which, for the first time, they could see clearly in one another now.
“You are what we say you are!” The Keeper on the right boomed, losing composure.
The left Keeper joined, “And we say your time has come to an end.”
“Delete them now ,” The center Keeper motioned quickly.
Mobius, busy watching the back of Loki’s shoulders rise and fall with every labored breath, looked up after a few seconds of silence. His stomach jumped when he realized the three pairs of glowing eyes belonging to the universal authorities of reality were fixed upon him with impatient expectation.
“Oh, right.” He had almost forgotten that this was what he was here for. With one more nervous glance at the TVA’s leaders, he reached around to his belt and unlatched his pruning stick.
Ravonna gave him a proud nod.
“No, I’m not done with you, yet!” Sylvie started rushing towards the Keepers’ thrones.
Mobius stopped.
Ravonna dialed her Time Twister, shifting Sylvie back, but not far enough. She tried again. The twister was stalling. Sylvie realized something was wrong with Ravonna’s control.
The others looked back at Renslayer as she attempted again and again to bring Sylvie further back, unable to.
Ding .
Everyone’s eyes turned to the elevator no one had called.
The door slid open and revealed B-15 with a competing Time Twister in her hand, jamming Renslayer’s signal. B-15’s face held nothing of her usual professional reserve, she was here with a mission in her eyes. She lifted her twister and, after an affirmative beep, the collars fell from both Loki’s and Sylvie’s neck.
Renslayer and Mobius watched, frozen by the interruption.
“For all time,” B-15 recited, “always.” She pulled Sylvie’s sword from behind her back and hoisted it over Ravonna and Mobius’ heads, the hilt landing perfectly in Sylvie’s grip.
The guards beside B-15 immediately sprang into action, swinging their activated batons at her. As the best Hunter in her division, she expertly avoided their initial strikes, however these agents were far older and more rigorously trained. One quickly winded her with a punch to her sternum and the other followed it with a strike to her jaw that fell her to the ground, unconscious.
Sylvie, now armed but down one ally, approached Ravonna with a rekindled, sharpened anger.
“Protect the Time Keepers!” Ravonna backed away, motioning the guards to come forward.
Sylvie felt Loki’s back against her own and leaned against him to strengthen their defensive fighting stance as the four guards surrounded them.
Mobius stepped away from the fight, retreating to the edge of the platform.
Instantly, all four guards attacked at once. Well-practiced by their many adventures up to this point and newly aligned to their connection as two versions of the same being from their recent epiphany, both Loki and Sylvie worked together seamlessly to dodge and deflect the first strikes. They protected each other’s blindspots and exchanged places like dance partners before they squared two targets each.
Mobius watched, amazed. He had never seen a Loki, let alone two, fight so well alongside someone before.
The Keepers spectated, unbothered, as the Lokis deftly fought their protectors.
However, the guards’ considerable talent became quickly apparent and Loki started falling behind, almost missing chances to block hits and unable to inflict any real damage without his powers or a weapon.
“Little help here!” he called to Sylvie, who was managing better. He stumbled back into a roll, kneeling.
“Here!” She tossed him her sword, far more experienced and confident than him against the TVA agents’ fighting style.
He caught the sword, flashing her a momentary grateful look, and managed to use it to keep the guards at a distance. He still had a friend in his other self, he realized. He felt some strength return to him.
Sylvie had no trouble stealing a baton from one of the guards while kicking him unconscious and, realizing these sticks were outfitted with a deadly sharp end opposite the glowing terminal, she spun it expertly and drove it through the center of the other guard who had been trying to sneak behind her for a stealth kill.
She retracted her weapon from the guard’s body and they fell to the ground.
With her two targets neutralized, Sylvie was free to approach Renslayer.
“Uh,” Mobius inched closer to Ravonna.
She held up her hand towards him, telling him to stay put. He did, anxiously looking between the Loki and the judge.
Ravonna, steel-faced, marched over to the guard on the floor and kicked up their pruning stick, catching it in mid-air. The two women circled one another, their histories in the back of their minds.
Sylvie had dreamt of this moment for millennia. The anticipation for this fight had lived in her bones for centuries.
Ravonna would’ve preferred a cleaner hand in L0852’s execution. She only dealt out deletions with signatures these days, but if no one else was strong enough to take her down she supposed it was always going to come down to this.
They both re-activated their batons.
“This time, I finish the job,” Ravonna notified a split second before she lunged for Sylvie, sending her back a few steps.
They dodged each other’s strikes, but Ravonna was the first to land a hit. The pointed end of her stick grazed Sylvie’s face, who took the cut as fuel for her bloodlust.
Loki was still struggling to find an opening with his two targets, using distracting and deflecting techniques in an attempt to tire them into a sloppy counter that he could exploit, however these guards were almost supernaturally efficient fighters and weren’t falling for his usual tactics.
Sylvie struck downward, her baton hitting Ravonna’s in a locked position, pushing the judge back a step. Sylvie feigned another forward strike before she turned her baton in hand and used the sharp end to slice through the judge’s coat, digging the end a few inches into her shoulder.
Sylvie grinned at the woman’s pain before rushing her again.
Loki finally found an opening and brought the hilt of his sword against one of the guard’s temples, knocking them unconscious immediately.
Now that his full focus was on the last remaining guard, Loki was sure he was about to win. But just as he readied to bring down his sword against the last guard, they surprised him with a sudden charge of their shoulder against his stomach. The guard rushed him backwards, away from the Keepers, and off his balance until he was on the ground choking from the impact with the stone floor. The sword flung from his hand and skittered along the stone, too far away from him to be reached. The guard brought their pruning stick downward towards Loki’s face. He caught the hilt with both hands, stopping its descent onto him.
Their strength was too evenly matched for Loki to be able to push it back or away. They were locked in place in a test of strength.
Sylvie spun around Ravonna, aiming to stab her other shoulder. Ravonna turned on the spot and blocked her. Their batons locked in another stalemate that tested their balance against one another. Ravonna glanced over Sylvie’s shoulder and saw L1130 nearly defeated, struggling against the guard who was also beginning to falter. Ravonna couldn’t take on two Lokis by herself.
“Mobius!” She called to the analyst who was watching Loki from the sidelines. “Prune him!”
Mobius looked at Ravonna.
“ Now !” she ordered. Sylvie kicked her knee, throwing off her balance, but she recovered and was back to exchanging strikes with her.
Mobius looked back at Loki, whose grip was starting to fail him. He took a few unsure steps closer to the god and the guard.
Loki’s eyes met his, his arms shaking.
“M-mobius,” his grip almost collapsed in exchange for the ability to say the analyst’s name, apprehension and pleading in his voice.
Mobius raised his pruning stick, taking aim.
-
Earlier
Mobius stood in the hallway outside of Ravonna’s office, brandy still on his tongue and a bad taste on his mind from the talk he had just had with her. ‘ A Loki-free TVA. ’
He looked over to the bench to his right, remembering Loki waiting for him there, back before things had gotten so damn complicated.
He was going to have to prune him. There were no if’s, and’s, or but’s this time. The Time Keepers demanded it. And there was no questioning the Keepers.
He felt a strange sense of deja vu.
That’s right.
He had been here before, in this exact spot, thinking about orders to delete Loki. And he felt now what he had felt then.
A frown tempted the corner of his mouth.
It didn’t seem right. At least, not until he could disprove Loki’s story. It was so crazy he almost had to consider it. And how Loki had delivered it to him also gave him pause. He tried not to think about that part of everything. That look he had given him. His hand on his.
Could he be a variant?
Mobius looked down at his hands.
Where had he come from if not from the Time Keeper’s powers? Could he have had a life on the Timeline? Had he been born like any other Timeline being? Did he have a family? Had he had the chance to live a real life once?
‘ Talk to Sylvie! Sylvie’s enchantment can fix this! ’
He looked up from his palms. He had to talk to Sylvie.
If Ravonna found out, he’d figure out what to tell her then.
Walking quickly, he turned the rounded corner past Theaters 50 and 49, approaching 48. He was spinning a plan in his head; fibs to tell to get a private audience with the Variant. His thoughts stopped abruptly when he noticed someone was leaving the theater although Ravonna had said no one would be interrogating her.
“B-15, her eyes shot up to him as he greeted her. She was closing the doors behind her. She looked different. Her expression was urgent but lost, somehow. Was that water on her face? It looked like she had just come in from a rainstorm.
“Mobius,” she said his name as though she had just been thinking of him. He realized no one else was around. What had happened to the security detail assigned to the room?
Questions kept piling on, but there was an elephant in the hallway he had to address first. “Hey, look,” he put his hands on his hips, a bit shy. How do you apologize for betraying someone while under mind control powers? “I know this is awkward, but… I think, while I was under whatever influence they had me under, I might’ve said or done some things-”
“No,” she cut him off. “No, it’s fine.”
He nodded, checking her face for any hint of a grudge. There was nothing. She looked distracted by something else. “Thanks. I appreciate that.”
She was looking at him strangely.
He didn’t need to know why, but he didn’t have time for that. He had to get by her. “Look, I’m here to talk to the variant. I need to learn more about what she did. You think I could-”
“Yes.” She quickly grabbed her keycard, holding it to the sensor without a second’s delay.
“Alright. Well, great.” He brought down the corners of his mouth, well that was easy . Too easy. The doors opened and he walked into the room.
There she was: Sylvie. She was reclining in her chair, a smug look on her face. He noticed she was soaked, too. Mobius looked back and saw B-15 had followed him in. They had both been somewhere. And now he was in an empty room with him. He was getting nervous.
“What’s going on here?”
“That was fast.” Sylvie remarked, having only just sat down. She leaned forward and off her seat. Mobius took a step back.
“Show him what you showed me.” B-15 spoke directly to Sylvie. Mobius looked between them, almost confused.
Sylvie scoffed, “Normally I don’t follow orders, but,” she took another step towards Mobius, who fought the instinct to take another step back, “I think a mutual annoyance of ours would whine his head off to me if I didn’t all least try to do this.” Besides, she strategized, two allies were better than one.
Mobius squinted at her, thinking through what she was saying. “You mean Loki? What are you gonna do?” He had come in here planning to extract information, but now he found himself a few steps behind and in someone else’s plan.
Sylvie glanced at B-15. It was becoming clear they all knew something he didn’t. Something that felt more and more like the missing piece of this puzzle that Loki had described to him.
He turned to B-15, “What’d she show you?”
“My life.”
Mobius stared at her.
“It seems the TVA took something from you, Mobius.” Sylvie approached him, testing a nearly friendly tone with him that still sounded intimidating coming from her. “You wanna see what they took?”
Had Loki been telling the truth?
Before Mobius could answer, B-15 opened a time gate for him.
He knew what his answer was.
-
Now
Mobius readied his pruning stick, staring at Loki who was struggling between looking at his assailant and the analyst.
“Do it now!” Ravonna yelled between blocking Sylvie’s jabs.
Loki’s arms shook, burning beyond a tolerable threshold. He tucked his chin, staring at the glowing end of the guard’s baton approaching his chest. In the corner of his eye were Mobius’ legs, and the man’s pruning stick poised towards him. What an asinine ending. If he could have he would’ve laughed at the fatuous tragedy he had found himself in. To be killed by the person he’d die to protect.
If only he had had more time. More time to find the answers he needed. More time to convince Mobius of the truth. More time with Mobius at all.
Loki pushed back against his attacker, yelling into his efforts to call more strength into himself. This couldn’t be the end. He needed more time. He needed to save Mobius. He needed to get him out of the TVA. Or die trying.
His strained yell grew louder as he started to gain against the guard’s efforts.
And then he heard something over his yells. That terrifying warble of something being pruned from existence. Sparks flashed into sight and Loki looked down, expecting to see his own body disappearing. Instead, he noticed the pressure on the pruning stick in his hands lifted. And then the guard above him was gone. Completely.
What was left in Loki’s sight was Mobius, standing above him with his pruning stick hovering where the agent had been.
Loki looked up at the man, his tired arms pushing his back off the ground.
“M-”
“ Mobius !” Ravonna’s voice shot through the chamber.
Sylvie glanced back and quickly deciphered what had happened. She grinned, strengthened by the mounting success of the plan Mobius had devised with her and B-15 shortly before they had entered the elevator to get here. She turned back and struck the horrified Renslayer, distracting the judge from the men behind them with fervent strikes that she enjoyed more and more.
Mobius pulled back the pruning stick, deactivating it, and smirked down at Loki.
“It looked like you needed some help.”
Loki recognized that. This was exactly as it had happened at Roxxcart.
“Mobius,” he whispered, leaning up, terrified to hope.
Mobius watched the god look up at him like he was the only thing in the universe worth looking at. He offered him his hand.
Loki grabbed his hand like a man who’d been lost at sea and got to his feet, his fingers so ecstatic at the contact that his other hand swiftly joined his first, enveloping Mobius’ completely. He looked down at him, “Mobius, do you remember-”
“All the times you got us into trouble?” Mobius grinned up at him, their faces close as Loki angled his shoulders towards him, as if shielding him from everything around him. “Yeah.”
Before Mobius could understand what was happening, Loki’s hands left his and found his shoulders, pulling him in. Mobius, who couldn’t remember ever hugging anyone in his existence, had no idea what to do when the god pulled him against his chest so tightly Mobius grunted from the impact. His arms floated on either side of Loki, surprised. The god’s chest was pressed against his own, his strong shoulder tucked firmly under his outstretched chin, barely within its reach even with the prince’s slight stoop. Mobius coughed from how tightly Loki was holding him. The cough turned into a chuckle. Loki’s arms, unabashed and as dramatic as the rest of the Asgardian, reached around him completely, gripping him tightly.
God, he was warm.
His arms and torso were firm and slight. And he smelled of those fine Asgardian oils Mobius, the Loki expert, knew he used in his hair. Who knew Loki would feel like this?
“Loki,” he struggled against Loki’s arms even to speak.
The god’s shoulders and back were wider than his own giving him an unfair leverage. Loki’s arms were long enough that his right hand fell on Mobius’ right shoulder. He was completely covered by the prince and, as he realized that, something pleasurable ached in his chest.
So this is what this felt like?
Mobius could count on one hand the beings in the universe who had known Loki’s earnest embrace. He was one of them now.
He could get used to this.
“Alright, okay.” Mobius pretended he wasn’t enjoying this as much as he was. “You do realize we have an audience, right?” The Time Keepers were merely feet from them on one side and Sylvie and Ravonna were still fighting on their other side.
“I do.” He made no effort to release the agent.
Mobius laughed against his ear, and after a moment, Loki felt the man’s ever careful hands on his back. How long had it been since he had felt his heart sing like this, if it ever had? It was a bright ray of something good and right in a storm that hadn’t seemed to wane since that fateful skirmish with the Frost Giants. His hands tightened around Mobius, intoxicated by the man’s acceptance of his touch, his breath on his neck, and that simple aftershave he now loved more than any other scent in reality.
Ravonna strained to look over at Mobius again, unconvinced that her eyes weren’t deceiving her as she fought Sylvie. Had it really been for nothing? She saw the two men embracing. It was such a sacrilegious sight, such a final display of Mobius’ betrayal and contamination that she lost her balance and Sylvie took the opportunity to tackle her to the ground. Sylvie delivered one powerful punch to Ravonna’s cheekbone and the woman went limp, unconscious.
Sylvie got to her feet and let out a happy breath.
She had won.
“Enough of that, you two,” Sylvie called out with a playful annoyance, her tone painted kindly by her fulfilled smile.
Mobius finally pushed Loki back, who looked over at his other self as she sauntered over to rejoin them.
Loki looked around. They were the last ones standing.
They had done it.
The song in his heart turned triumphant as he made eye contact with Sylvie.
This was it. The moment they had dreamt of on Lamentis. The regrets they had wished to right. Sylvie was alone with the Keepers, about to take her revenge. And Loki had Mobius back.
With one hand never leaving Mobius’ arm, Loki leaned down and picked up the jade sword on the floor and tossed it back to Sylvie. This was her moment. She had been fighting for centuries to get here.
She glanced between him and Mobius and his hand on Mobius’ arm.
“You two back to being sickening again?” She could see it now, between them. She had seen it in Loki’s eyes when he spoke of Mobius on Lamentis. She had seen it in Mobius’ mind when she gave his memories back to him. These two were drawn together in a way she had never thought a Loki could experience. It filled her with the first hope she’d ever known that, maybe, a Loki didn’t need to be alone.
He didn’t know the specifics, but Loki understood what she had done for him. Gratitude towards Sylvie flowed from a wellspring of revitalized trust and friendship for his other self. He beamed at her with enough emotion to make her uncomfortable.
She tensed her lips in a begrudging smile. It was annoying, but he had actually been right, a lone Loki might lose, but two Lokis, together, could win .
“Thanks for showing me what I’d been missing, Sylvie.” Mobius was himself again. He gave her a respectful nod that she repaid. The centuries of chasing between the two of them now laid to rest by these incredibly strange circumstances: they had saved one another from the TVA.
The three of them were here, firmly together, at the end of the road against the Time Keepers.
Sylvie turned to the Time Keepers, lifting her blade. That was enough stalling. It was time for her to take her reward now. She, rightfully, stepped forward alone to address the entities that had been waiting patiently for her attention.
“Not as powerful as you thought you were, are you?” She taunted, raising her arms at the scene behind her. “The all-powerful dictators of time and space are just a couple of lizards who thought they could take everyone’s freedom and get away with it.”
“You’re a child of the Time Keepers, too, Sylvie,” the center Keeper spoke softly, granting her her chosen name. “We can talk.”
She scoffed out a grin, “Oh, yeah?” She instantly hurled her sword in a spinning slash towards the Keeper. It sliced through its target without any resistance.
“Jeez!” Mobius stumbled back as the god’s large head came tumbling awkwardly down the steps, sparking and fizzing with each clunky roll. Laughter echoed through the chamber, the other two Time Keepers seemed delighted by the murder of their leader before their voices slowed, slurred, and halted as though their batteries had run out. Mobius stared as the beings slumped over in their chairs, dead.
The three of them paused in the sickly silence.
Sylvie snatched up the disembodied head, Loki joining her inspection. Coming from the neck were a mess of wires and metal and no sign of blood or muscle or anything alive.
“Fake,” Sylvie announced, any happiness in her voice gone. “Mindless androids.”
“Wh-what does this mean?” Mobius approached, his eyes, so offended by the reality-bending scene, were having a hard time looking at the head for too long.
“It never stops,” Loki realized. The lies, the trickery, this endless rabbit hole of power and illusions. It wasn’t over. All that was left were even more terrifying questions than before, “Then who created the TVA? Who created these?”
“I thought this was it.” She threw the head to the ground with anger. They had all thought this was the end of the road. The final step to freedom.
They stood, stunned and breathing, alone in the dark, false chamber. That final step of their journey had just disappeared under them as they had taken it, leaving a gut-wrenching emptiness.
“Wh-what was this all for?” Mobius broke the silence, his mind moving too quickly. “What have we been doing this whole time? We were pruning people this whole time for-” his expression twinged as the weight of the questions and moral implications came crashing down on him. “ Who were we serving?” He stumbled back, losing his grip. He was resting his hands on his knees, he felt ready to hurl from yet another layer of reality falling out from underneath him. It wasn’t just the Keepers lying anymore. Everything he had ever believed in had been a lie. Eons of fearing and honoring the Keepers and here they were, dead- never alive, never truly real to begin with. It had all been fake. His entire existence.
“Mobius-Mobius...” Loki, more experienced in discovering false realities, rushed to him. “Focus.” His hands found his shoulders.
“Focus on what?” Mobius raised his voice. “What are we doing here, Loki?” None of it had ever been real. The place that was supposed to have all the answers was now just an empty room. Someone had to tell the others. What were they going to do? What would happen to the TVA without the Keepers? What would happen to the universe if the TVA fell to chaos? He gripped Loki’s forearms, losing his existential balance, “What are we gonna-”
Sylvie turned back to the Keepers, looking at their lifeless robotic bodies, “What was the point of it all?!” Her despairing yell became an echo, each iteration revealing more disappointment than the last. An entire lifetime of planning had come to this insulting, meaningless end.
“We will find who did this!” Loki shouted at them both. “We have to work together!”
They looked at him.
“Sylvie,” he turned to her, entreating, “you brought us all together again. You fought your way here. We wouldn't be here if it weren't for you. You revealed this illusion for all of reality. You’ve shown the TVA their lies!”
She only stared at him, breathing fast from the anger in her blood.
He turned to Mobius. “And Mobius, you’re back .” He exhaled through a quick smile, feeling the song of their reunion again despite the scene they were in. “You’ve seen us get through worse-”
Mobius shook his head. “That was different, we were running away from a couple of squads, this is a literal nightmare at the center of time-”
“Look at me, Mobius.” Loki stepped closer to him. “We will figure this out.” He couldn’t stop his hands from wrapping around Mobius’ arms again, where they belonged.
Mobius looked up and whispered, distressed, “But how can you know that?”
“Because you… you always figure it out.” Loki’s hands brushed up to his biceps, “You found me. You’ve changed me. You brought Sylvie and me together. You found a way back.” He took another step closer, Mobius leaning back a fraction to look up at him.
Loki looked to Sylvie, “We’ve all done the impossible. Each of us.”
Sylvie turned away from them, despising pep talks and false hope. She preferred rage and action. She picked up the head again, inspecting it.
Mobius, on the other hand, was drawn in, trying to trust the Loki he had risked everything for more times than he could count now.
Loki could recognize him in his eyes. The analyst was exactly as he had been the last they saw one another at Roxxcart. Loki knew he shouldn’t have felt so much joy in such a desperate moment, but he had been gifted another chance when he had been sure all was lost. A second chance to do this right. To pick up where they had left off.
He remembered where they had left off.
He licked his lips, nervous. His hands brushed up to Mobius’ shoulders, begging to be allowed to explore more of the man.
“And,… there was something else I thought impossible until now,” Loki’s voice lowered. “Mobius… I need to tell you something. Properly.”
The man gave him a look, “What?”
Loki paused, his thoughts falling away to expose only the overwhelming center of his desire for the person in front of him. The man who had changed him so thoroughly, so completely, that nothing in him felt quite his own anymore. He parted his lips to speak, but he had no vocabulary for this. “Uh,...” he took a breath, “... this is new for me, as you know, but-”
Mobius understood where this was going, “Loki, no.” Mobius could handle a lot, but he couldn’t handle this with his dead gods surrounding them and the impending dissolution of the TVA into universe-ending anarchy. He could only take one rearranging of reality at a time and a Loki that was looking at him like he loved him was one too many apocalypses for him. “I can’t- Don’t-”, he lightly pulled at Loki’s arms.
“Mobius,” Loki, always led by his heart first and everything else second, disregarded Mobius’ weak grip and placed his hands on either side of his neck. The man lifted his chin, uncomfortable but frozen despite the god’s warm hands. “I-...”
Mobius glanced away from Loki’s overwhelming eyes and suddenly noticed something behind him.
“ Loki !” He quickly pushed Loki to the side.
It all happened so quickly Loki couldn’t understand what was happening until a bright shimmer of sparks erupted beside him. Mobius grunted in pain and grimaced as the sparks ate upwards from his stomach. Loki’s heart stopped dead as he yelled in horror, his hand instinctively tightened around Mobius’ arm, trying to pull him away from the danger. But the damage had been done. He watched in terror as Mobius’ chest, neck, and finally face fizzled out of existence with an ugly sound and there was nothing he could do to stop it. His hand, which had been gripping Mobius so tightly it’d bruise him, was immediately and sickeningly empty. After a moment, nothing, at all, remained of the man who had been at the center of all his futures. Everything about him had disintegrated into thin air and only his pained voice remained, echoing into the infinite chamber.
What was left behind in the empty space beside Loki was a pruning stick, held in mid-air. The hilt was in the hand of the newly conscious Ravonna Renslayer.
The world was different in that instant.
He didn’t need any time to think or judge it so, it simply was. The moment the world had lost Mobius it became wrong. Unreal. Worthless. All at once, the god’s mind transformed into nothing but a fathomless well of wrath.
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Chapter 17: Chapter 17
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Where is Mobius?
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Guys, the last two weeks have been h e l l.
It was the tenth anniversary of my mom's death and I was trynna do something nice for that, but then I caught covid (my first time ever catching it) and the symptoms started Christmas Eve. It knocked me OUT. I've never been that sick. Absolutely miserable. Didn't start feeling better until about 2 days ago. But now I'm having back problems and work is so busy, yada yada yada, it's the AO3 curse. The moment I started ramping up to finish this fic, I got hit with all this.
Anyways, short chapter today because I'm barely feeling human again and I need to let the next chapter(s) simmer a bit before it's ready for you all.
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It didn’t feel real when he, without any fear, grabbed the pruning stick so near to the glowing end he might’ve been annihilated, too, and pulled it free from the judge’s grip. It didn’t feel real when he spun it in his hand, using the sharpened end to slash across the woman’s stomach. She stumbled back just in time to make only a scratch out of what was meant to be a deep, fatal wound. She kept stepping away from him, a new terror in her eyes, but he closed the distance between them with only a few calculated strides.
Clutching her wound, she fell back on the steps in front of the elevator.
She held up her hand, “Wait, I-!”
He reached down and his hand closed around her neck. After another second of thoughtless rage, her shoes were off the ground, dangling emphatically as she started gurgling for breath, clawing at his hand under her jaw.
“Loki!” He realized Sylvie had been yelling his name the last few seconds. “Loki!” Her voice returned to his hearing as though she had emerged from underwater. Mostly all he could hear was the angry blood coursing through his temples, rushing loudly, demanding vengeance. This need for revenge was unlike any he had felt before. It wasn’t a feeling, it was an instinct. An impulse as automatic as breathing. His fingers tightened around her neck and she made an ugly sound, pulling at his fingertips.
“She’s our only chance for answers!” Sylvie’s voice reasoned.
He was beyond reason.
“Kh-stop!” The woman ordered, her voice crushed by his grip.
He lifted the pruning stick and pointed the glowing end at the judge. She didn’t deserve the same death as Mobius. She deserved much worse. He considered stabbing her, but the thought of her body being left behind only offended him. She needed to be erased entirely. If he had been his old self maybe he would’ve said something or done something more poetic.
“Stop!” Sylvie shouted.
If this had been a minute prior, he would’ve listened, but every affectionate urge he had ever felt for Mobius was now transformed into a true and impatient malice unmatched by anything else in his memory, dwarfing anything he felt even during his battles with Thor or the Avengers. He couldn’t suffer this woman's existence a moment longer.
He recoiled and lunged the stick toward her.
“No!” Sylvie almost reached him, trying to stop him.
“Hc- he’s alive !”
The pruning stick stopped mere centimeters from Ravonna’s eye. She let out a gasping sound, choking. She hit Loki’s hand, losing her strength. He opened his fingers.
She dropped to the ground with a hard thud. She sputtered and coughed, gasping through a throat that was trying to open again.
Sylvie took the last step up to Loki’s side. She looked at Loki’s profile. He was looking down at the judge fighting to breathe. His expression was calm and cold. Sylvie realized two things: That what Loki felt for Mobius was truly love, and that a Loki in love was far scarier than any other Loki she had seen before.
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“Ah,” he winced with pain the moment his eyes opened. He squeezed them shut again and rubbed his forehead, groggy. “What the hell…”
He pushed himself up from the ground, his elbows creaking. Something was tickling his palms. What was that? Grass? He tested his vision again, looking down with a squint. He was sitting on a hill of grass and dirt and rocks. His expression twisted further with confusion on top of the pain of a throbbing headache.
Where was he?
He looked up, blinking against the hazy light. Gray skies. Clouds. He looked around. More grass and dirt. Some flickering vending machines, a flag pole, outdoor grilling sets, and a mess of what looked like the remnants of a trailer park. Was he on Earth somewhere? He looked left and saw a stone Easter Island face capsized in the mud.
He kept looking for something that made sense. To his right was a half-destroyed building, dissected down the middle, full of toppled clothing racks and fluorescent lights swinging in the breeze. It looked like a mall from the 32nd century. Beyond that, a chunk of a Chitauri battleship. None of this was making any more sense. It was like a desolate wasteland of junk, but it was junk from all over reality.
Mobius tested the hinges of his hips, turning on the spot to look behind him.
“Loki?” his voice cracked, he cleared his throat. All he could remember was looking at Loki just now and-
His face fell as he realized what happened. Panic pricked at the back of his neck. He quickly looked down at his legs, his hands patting his chest as if checking whether he was a ghost. No, he was still here. Still together. Solid.
He could remember watching himself disappear. He had felt the pain of having every atom in his body disassembled from one another, but he hadn’t been awake for their reassembly here in this strange land.
What was this place? And why was he here?
“Loki?” He called out again in case the prince was just out of sight.
No response. He was alone.
That meant Loki was probably still at the TVA. Right? He had stopped Ravonna from pruning him. And paid the price.
“Dammit, Ravonna,” he whispered.
He hadn’t even thought about what he did. His body had moved on its own to push Loki out of the way. It was weird. But not. Not really. It was right. It felt right when he did it. It still did.
He swallowed, his throat dry.
Was this where you went when you died? The beings on the Timeline had endless myths of an afterlife. There hadn’t been any evidence of a good place or bad place from the TVA’s vantage point, but they couldn’t rule it out. Mobius had always wondered if the afterlife was just a secret department in the TVA or perhaps a separate organization. Was this it?
It didn’t seem either good or bad. Just kinda gray.
Mobius reached into the recesses of his mind for any kind of hint of what this place could be, but he had never been too interested in researching this stuff. He wished he had. What was that middle place called? Purgatory? Was this Loki’s Hel? The Greeks kinda lumped it together, right? The Underworld?
It didn’t seem very ‘under’. Lots of open sky. Clouds. Gray, thundering clouds. And… one purple cloud? That one looked big. And angry. Why was it moving so fast? And why was it… growling? Oh, Mobius realized, that’s a face .
“Okay,” he got up to his feet, groaning as he willed his stiff knees to get back to work. “Probably should run away from the big angry thing.”
In the time it took to get his balance back, the enormous purple cloud was already halfway to him. He started running down the hill, careful not to trip on the half-buried shopping carts.
Why was he running? Wasn’t he dead? Could you die again in the afterlife?
How’d this all work?
Then he realized, very quickly, that he didn’t feel dead- his heart was racing, his legs were tired, and his shoulders ached the way they usually did. He was alive. He smiled as he ran for only a moment, something like gratitude tempting his thoughts, until he noticed wisps of purple smoke catching up with him. He ran faster. If he was alive, he needed to stay that way. Because, if he was alive, there was a way back to Loki.
Wait, was that a car?
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“You said ‘he’s alive’, what did you mean?”
The three of them entered the courtroom, away from prying eyes. Sylvie had Renslayer restrained with a blade pressed against her flank.
“Where is he?” Loki’s tone grew more dangerous.
Sylvie positioned herself between Loki and his target. It was clear to her that if the judge said the wrong thing, she’d be turned to sparks almost immediately and while the thought of Renslayer vaporizing caused no heartbreak for Sylvie, it posed a risk to their plan to find whoever was behind the false Time Keepers.
Ravonna turned around to face Loki, wincing against the cut on her stomach, “Th-there’s no simple explanation-”
“Make it simple,” Loki ordered, drawing nearer. “Or my mercy will find its end very quickly.”
Sylvie glanced between Loki and Renslayer. The woman could be lying about Mobius to stay alive a little longer. Sylvie decided that that was in her favor. She’d prune Renslayer herself if it was a lie, but only after getting answers.
“Loki,” Sylvie attempted to warn him to relax, feeling unlike herself as she did. She was usually the one who needed calming.
“When we prune matter,” Ravonna spoke up, accepting her disadvantage, “it can't be destroyed so it gets sent somewhere-”
“Where?” Loki pushed.
“We don’t know all the details, but… I believe pruned timelines converge somewhere outside of time. Somewhere we can't get to-”
Loki’s eyes were shut, his patience dangerously thin, “Where is he?!”
“I-I don’t know!”
He grabbed her and pressed the pointed end of the baton under her chin.
“Stop!” Sylvie pulled Loki’s arm back with unfriendly strength, slipping the baton from his grip. He snapped his attention to her, angry, but she gave him a shove. “Believe me, I understand just how much you want her dead. But,” she glanced at Renslayer, who was holding her palms up, at the mercy of the two Lokis, “this isn’t just about Mobius.”
He didn’t want to hear that.
Sylvie pressed, “What we need are answers about who’s actually behind the TVA.”
“Answers are useless to me-”
“We need to know who’s behind this-!”
“I don’t!” His voice echoed in the courtroom. “Not anymore.” The TVA and its secrets could hang. “I will use her to find Mobius or I’ll make her pay for what she did.”
“Look,” Ravonna raised her voice, “I didn’t mean for this to happen, I wanted to save him.”
Loki’s eyes locked onto her, “You erased him-”
“He sacrificed himself . For a Loki.” Her grimace said ‘ what a waste’ . Her eyes, full of disgust, told him she considered this Loki’s fault. “I did everything I could to keep him safe. He was my friend.”
“ ‘ Friend?’” Loki let out a dark laugh, smiling viciously.
“Yes.” Her fear was replaced by indignation. She wouldn’t be underestimated by a Loki variant. Especially not the one who caused all of this. “You have no idea what you walked into here, do you? You ruined everything. You broke apart something so much bigger than you. You had one mission with Mobius. We had thousands together.” She scowled. “He and I have been working side by side hunting variants and Lokis for twice as long as you’ve existed, L1130.”
Something of his old self stole into the surface of his mind. It was dark and heavy and it tinged his thoughts with a desire to inflict pain: Jealousy.
She continued, “Mobius and I, we were partners. And you were just a number to us before this. A file. Just another fabrication of the Time Keepers. We’ve joked about you for millennia.”
A defensive envy churned within him, mingling with the sweetness of what he felt moments before Mobius disintegrated. The very fabric of his affection for the man they were talking about was now dyed by a new, selfish desire to steal him away from this ancient bond Renslayer was describing.
“He was done with the TVA,” Loki reminded her, his voice quiet and angry.
“You barely knew him. You corrupted him, turned him against-”
“You mutilated his mind-!”
“A small price to pay to save eons of friendship.” She had that over him. His time with Mobius had been almost nothing compared to hers.
His jealousy changed form; he wished there had been video files of Mobius’ long life. There was so much to him he didn’t know. But she did. She had seen it all.
“You would’ve done the same if it was the only way to save him.”
“I would’ve brought down the TVA before I’d do that to him-”
“And that’s exactly why it needed to happen. You really don’t know him at all,” she condescended. “You think he would’ve let you endanger reality for him? I know him. He would’ve understood why I had to do it.”
Loki hesitated. Something about that felt correct. For as much as he felt for Mobius, Renslayer understood the parts of the analyst that remained a mystery to him: that self-sacrificial desire to save others and universal order. Loki would’ve let the Timeline burn for Mobius if given the choice Renslayer had. And Mobius would’ve fought him every step of the way.
He stayed silent, understanding Renslayer and Mobius’ connection a little more clearly, if against his will.
Sylvie watched him, trying to measure the likelihood that he’d attack their captive. He seemed to be distracted from violence by whatever he was feeling now.
“Alright, tell us what you know,” Sylvie ordered.
“I have reason to believe that the person behind the TVA, behind the creation of the Time Keepers, also wanted Mobius alive.” That revitalized Loki’s interest. “Maybe they wanted this, too,” she gestured around them at everything they had just gone through together.
“What are you talking about?” Sylvie asked.
“When we brought Mobius in, it became clear that… his allegiances had changed,” she glanced at Loki, “There was no reasoning with him. It was Loki or deletion.”
Loki took a breath, his hand clenching into a fist. His jealousy was soothed for the moment.
“And when I made my decision to delete him, someone - I don’t know who - granted me access to Protocol 42: the ability to erase selected memories.”
“What does that have to do with this?” Sylvie asked.
Ravonna cleared her throat and pressed her wound with her palm, grunting, “This means, there’s someone out there who not only knows the deepest laws of the TVA, but is keeping a very close eye on us.” She leaned against a pew. “They knew I’d make an exception and let Mobius live if I could wipe his memories. And they probably knew this would happen, too.”
Loki and Sylvie stared at her, disturbed.
“Someone out there is pulling the strings. Our strings,” Ravonna clarified.
Sylvie felt a shiver down her spine. The familiar anger and bloodlust that filled her ran cold at the idea that someone had planned for her, for all of them, to be here. “Why?”
Ravonna shook her head, I know as much as you do .
“Whoever is behind all of this, where can we find them?”
“I don’t know,” Ravonna repeated. “But believe me when I tell you, I want to find them, too.”
The three of them looked at one another, sensing a strange shift in priorities.
Sylvie looked between Loki and Renslayer, “Are you proposing we work together?”
“No,” Loki rejected the idea before the judge could respond. “Tell me where Mobius is, help us get him back, and then we might spare your life.”
Sylvie groaned, “And then what? Even if you find him, what will you do next? The person behind all this had a plan for him. This might have all been part of something bigger.”
Loki only glared at her.
Ravonna spoke up, “There’s someone who might be able to help us.”
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“These things still work?” Mobius leaned over a gas pump from a derelict gas station that looked like it was from the 60’s. He released the nozzle from the pump and tested the trigger. Sure enough, gasoline spilled out onto the ground. Mobius chuckled and shook his head and did as he had watched so many Timeline beings do: he placed the nozzle in the tank of his new, old, minivan and listened to it begin to fill up. He had never done this before. He had never driven a car before either, but, luckily, he had picked it up pretty quickly somehow. Maybe watching people drive for hundreds of years gave him an honorary license.
He looked around as he waited. Everything was quiet. Wind whistled. This all felt like a fever dream. This whole place did.
He had made it away from the strange purple cloud creature and had been driving across the wastelands for some time until he came across this gas station.
The mystery of where he was had been half-solved after a few minutes of exploration. He had quickly recognized some contraband materials that weren’t allowed to exist on the Timeline and he had witnessed the sudden appearance of an entire fleet of Sakaaran aircraft before they had been quickly demolished by the purple fog that had been chasing him. He figured out that this was where things went when you pruned them.
He stared at the landscape, listening to the gas pump creak.
He had always wondered whether pruning really eliminated matter or not. Looks like it didn’t. It seems everything was simply sent here to rot. Or get eaten. An existential landfill. But whatever this place was, he was still grateful for it. It was better than being dead. But how was he going to get back to the TVA? How was he going to get back to Loki?
“Get him!” A loud voice shouted from a distance so far Mobius wasn’t sure if he actually heard it or if it was his imagination. He looked over his shoulder at the source of the sound. Someone was standing on a hill a ways away. He was almost happy to see he wasn’t the only sentient creature here, but he wasn’t sure how to react to what he heard. Something was going on. He squinted. Wait, there were more people. And cars. And motoroycles.
“Marauders!” A voice shouted from just a dozen feet away from Mobius, making him jump. “Let’s go!”
“What?” Mobius yanked the nozzle from the tank as he saw someone running up to the other side of his car. They were kind of short, dressed in dark clothes. Mobius stooped and looked through the car’s windows to the other side of the vehicle to get a better look at whoever was running over to the passenger door. They looked like a young boy. He was carrying something. The boy reached out and grabbed the passenger door handle, throwing the door open.
“Hey, hey, kid! Stop!” Mobius almost tried to put the nozzle back on the pump, but realized that was a waste of time and threw it aside. He dashed to the driver’s door, “That’s my car!” At least it was his because he had found it first, he meant. He grabbed the driver's side door and opened it, ready to stop the apparent carjacking, but instead met eyes with a flat, green creature snapping its wide, toothy jaws open and closed at him with loud snarls. Mobius tripped back, holding onto the door to keep himself from falling. It was a crocodile, no, an alligator . Mobius noticed a pair of hands holding the alligator in place, keeping the reptile from lunging at him, and followed them up to the kid’s face. “Wh-!” He stuttered back into silence when he recognized the golden, winged crown on the boy’s forehead.
“What do you mean that’s not him?” The boy pulled at the angry alligator, talking to it as if it had said something strange although an alligator saying anything at all through those growls and snaps was strange.
The boy looked at Mobius and gave him a hard look, as if searching for something.
“You’re- you’re a Loki,” Mobius had his own realization, pointing at the boy.
The young Loki looked Mobius up and down and shook his head, seeming disappointed somehow. “Yes, I am.” He lifted the alligator, “And so is he. Now, get in!” The boy was back to being in a hurry, pulling his own door shut quickly.
Mobius was distracted from the order to get in the car by the incredible assertion that the alligator was also a Loki. “Would you look at that,” Mobius chuckled in disbelief as he leaned down towards the alligator for a better look. The gator, adorned with a horned crown, was a Loki. Mobius could tell somehow. “He’s got the smile down. And the little horns are a good touch-”
Tzing !
“What the hell-?” Mobius looked over his shoulder at what that sound had been only to be met with the crash of the door window suddenly bursting into glass shards and several more metallic pops of bullets ricocheting off his door. Mobius instinctively ducked down for cover.
The boy leaned over and shouted the same order again, “Get in!”
Mobius looked through the hole where his window had been and saw the caravan of vehicles that had been on the far-off hill now rumbling towards them at full speed. People were leaning out of windows, brandishing weapons that were pointed squarely at them. He suddenly remembered the first word this young Loki had shouted at him, ‘Marauders’ .
Mobius pulled himself into the driver’s seat and slammed his door shut, he cranked the keys and peeled out of the gas station with a terrible screech. Both he and the Lokis ducked down as new metallic sounds bounced off the car’s bumper as the assault continued.
“What’s happening?!” Mobius shouted. “Who are these guys?!”
“I was looking for supplies and they spotted me,” the boy explained more calmly than seemed appropriate.
“Who’s ‘they’?!” Mobius swerved to miss an Egyptian obelisk embedded in the ground.
“Cannibals,” the boy explained neatly. “A particularly nasty gang of them.”
“What?!” Mobius looked at his side mirror at the line of cars and motorbikes chasing them.
“But we should be fine if you turn right.”
“R eally ?” How could turning right get them from ‘running away from cannibals’ to ‘fine’?
“Now!”
Mobius pulled the steering wheel right and got onto the shoulder of a derelict highway, the whole cabin rumbling from driving over the uneven and crumbling, sun-bleached pavement. He checked his mirror and saw their pursuers follow them onto the highway.
“Where are we going?!” How’d he get wrapped up in this? Everything was fine three minutes ago. Of course everything had gone to hell the moment some Lokis showed up.
The boy held onto the dashboard and the alligator as they hit particularly rough patches of broken pavement. “We have a shelter, I’ll show you the way.”
“Okay. But if I’m saving your life, I’m gonna need some answers about where we are and what’s going on!” Mobius drove around a large sinkhole just in time, one of the motorcycles behind him wasn’t so lucky, but the others followed him closely. “And some help getting out of this place!” he added, out of breath.
The young Loki looked at Mobius, a little surprised. “A fair trade,” he commended.
Mobius realized he had just bartered the kid’s life for something in return without even thinking. How very Loki of him. He let out a breath that was almost a laugh, terrified and exhilarated as he swerved around a mess of broken down cars. He didn’t feel like his usual careful self. He felt like he must’ve spent too much time with Loki.
He hoped he hadn’t spent the last of his time with Loki. Of course, before he could think about getting back to Loki, he had to lose the cannibals chasing them, fast.
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“Miss Minutes.” An orange hologram answered Renslayer’s call immediately, blipping into reality. “I need you to remote access a series of restricted files from the archives.”
“Oo, doggy,” the clock exclaimed lightly. “On what?”
“The beginning of time. The founding of the TVA.”
The hologram hesitated for a moment, her eyes flickering as they looked at Sylvie and Loki beside the judge. “Right away.” She disappeared.
“Wait a moment.” Sylvie thought of something. “Everything at the beginning of time is already known, right? What could we find there that no one else has noticed already? Maybe we’re looking in the wrong direction.”
“You mean the end of time?” Loki followed her reasoning.
Renslayer shook her head, “It’s just a void.”
Sylvie wasn’t discouraged by that. Spending centuries on the run in all of space and time had taught her how to think about time the way the TVA thinks about time. And the most important thing about time and space: there was always more of it than you’d think. “What if the Void isn’t the end? What if there’s something beyond that?”
Loki looked at her, “You think the person behind this is at the end of time?”
“Hiding in the shadow of apocalypses obscured me from the TVA because I couldn’t create a diverging branch there, right?”
The judge nodded.
“So, if all of this at the end of time is still being written, whatever happens is just a new timeline. It would be impossible to start a nexus event. They’d be completely undetectable.”
Ravonna’s eyes widened as she realized what this meant. “That’s it. That’s the only place pruned matter could be.” The end of time was the only place the TVA never went or looked at. It was meant only for the Time Keepers to untangle, which made it the perfect hiding spot for the Time Keepers’ creator.
“And, there, the person behind the Keepers could stay hidden as well,” Loki had the same realization.
“So, how do we get past the Void? Can we travel there?”
“It’s impossible,” Ravonna notified. “There’s nothing for the TemPad to lock onto, no destination.”
Loki looked down at the baton in Sylvie’s hand.
“We know one way to get there.” He slipped it from her fingers.
Sylvie realized what had happened too late. She turned back to him, her expression stern. “No. It’s too reckless.”
Loki took a step back and spun the baton in his hand until it pointed at him. “When someone’s pruned they end up in The Void?” he asked Renslayer.
“They have to,” she answered. “There’s nowhere or no-when else they could be.” Her tone and face were honest. He could tell this wasn’t a lie.
Loki took a breath and turned to Sylvie, “Mobius is there.”
“But it’s only a one-way ticket,” she warned.
“She’s right,” Ravonna added. “Even when agents with TemPads have been pruned, they’ve never returned. Our technology might not even work there.”
Loki thought for a moment, “Is this place dangerous, the Void?”
Ravonna only gave him a look that confirmed his suspicions. It was probably a place where the pruned were sent to die by more traditional means. And Mobius had been there, alone, too long already. He couldn’t keep wasting time. This is what he needed to do.
Loki looked down at the baton in his hands, the whirring yellow end staring directly at him. He had been quietly terrified of deletion since he had first seen it happen shortly after arriving at the TVA. If he did this, it could be his death if they were wrong. Death was the one thing Lokis always avoided. Nothing was worth dying for to a Loki. But what kind of life could he live if he never tried to find Mobius again? It wasn't a life he had any interest in. So, even if it might be the end, he needed to try.
He looked at Sylvie. “I have to find him.”
“Stop. Think.”
“No.” His expression told her she was already too late. He had made up his mind.
“We need a plan first.”
He remembered telling her that once not long ago. She had always been the rash one between the two of them. Meeting Mobius had made him more careful, but it was his turn to make the emotional choice now. “I have a plan.” He had to find Mobius before it was too late.
“Loki-!”
He pressed the end of the pruning stick against his chest and felt a sudden fire erupt from the point of contact. It burned every single atom of him out of this reality in a mind-numbing cascade of pain and emptiness that ate away his body so quickly he barely caught a glance of Sylvie’s disturbed expression before he heard the baton clatter to the floor and felt the last of him burn away, leaving nothing but a will to find Mobius on the other side.
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Hoping to upload a chapter a week, but I might need a little longer to do the ending justice. I think there's only about 3-4 more chapters left!
Thank you all for the wonderful comments so far, it has been such a thrill to see everyone's reactions! I know some of you might already be able to pick up on what I'm doing starting from this chapter- you're all very perceptive-, but I'm excited to share a certain twist that I've been cooking up for this fic since October.01/19/2024 EDIT:
Okay, its been a while because I got pneumonia after my covid subsided and I have some serious covid brain fog and fatigue that has been sapping all my energy and concentration. And what energy I did have has had to go towards works because.... bills? responsibilities??
Also, my aunt passed away last night. I had only met her once in my life, but I'm still dealing with that, emotionally.
I just wanted to come on here and say I still have 10000000% commitment to finishing this fic (It has been such an amazing experience to write and to see everyone's reactions to it and I owe it to you and me to finish this!) but the next chapter is going to be a big deal so I have to get it /right/! SO, in order to do that, I'm gonna need more time to recover from everything going on and to get my energy and head back into place.
I really want to do the end of this fic justice and that requires being clear-headed and completely back on my feet.
Thank you to all of you who've been patiently waiting so far! I know that this hiatus means I'll lose readers, but for those who really want to see the ending, it's coming - I swear!!!
Just need to time to heal, physically and emotionally.
Then I /will/ be back to finish this fic with about 2-3 more chapters.
02/09 EDIT: Alright! I'm back! Going to resume writing this weekend and hope to have the next chapter out within a week! Thanks to everyone who has been waiting through the hiatus, life just got too much for a bit there?? But things have settled, I'm finally feeling better (I got sick AGAIN in January). Gonna give this story the ending it deserves!!
Chapter 18: Chapter 18
Summary:
It's a small Void after all.
Notes:
Finally back! So, so, so excited to be back writing! Wrote this in, like, 3 days - still so addicted to writing this story. Thank you, everyone, for your lovely comments and for waiting while I recovered from the awful new year I had. A bit nervous I've probably lost readers, but I'm still excited to hop back in and share this with whoever likes it!
Hope you enjoy!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“He looks like a fine addition,” a voice called in the darkness.
“No, too scrawny,” a different, burly voice grumbled.
“That doesn’t matter, he’s not for eating.”
“Actually, we might be able to use him as bait,” someone snivelly piped up somewhere above Loki’s head.
“Too scrawny for bait,” the burly voice emphasized.
“Are we sure he’s one of us?”
Loki, groggy, started to understand what the voices were saying.
“He doesn't even have any horns-”
“What is he wearing?”
Loki realized that the voices seemed to be coming from directly above him. But where above? Where was he ?
He felt something tug at the lapel of his jacket, flipping it aside hastily, “Ghastly.”
Loki’s brow twitched. What was this feeling? He was cold. There was something scratchy beneath him. It felt like grass and weeds against his skin. He was on the ground, he surmised. But where ? He wanted to open his eyes. His expression flinched as he started to wake.
“Hush! He’s stirring!” Someone announced.
The voices quieted, bickering in whispers amongst themselves, just as Loki finally won over his eyes and willed them to flash open. He took in a deep gasping breath as reality came crashing into his senses all at once. He suddenly remembered what he had just done to himself. He gripped his chest, confirming his atoms were back where they belonged, breathing hard. He looked around him too quickly to register much, before-
“ Loki !”
His eyes left the large gray sky above him and now focused on the several faces peering down at him, announcing his name as a hearty greeting.
He leaned up, getting a look at the beings around him. “Who are-” Wait, was that-?
He recognized himself right away. Once, twice, in fact most of these beings looking at him felt like him. They were all of different shapes, sizes, and creeds, but each one unmistakably a Loki.
He spent a second marveling at the sight of so many variants of himself.
The two nearest to him wore nearly the same face he had, it was like looking in the mirror. He hardly had enough time to feel unnerved by that before his survival instincts, which he had momentarily dampened to prune himself, kicked back in. They might have been different versions of himself, but that only made them more dangerous than any TVA agent he had met thus far.
He scrambled, his hands gripping the earth beneath him in a hurry to stand up.
Before he found his own balance, the strongest of the Lokis, a being of some kind of tall, muscular alien race he had no knowledge of, grabbed him by the arms and lifted him up to his feet.
“Hey!” He tried to tug his arms free, but they were securely held behind his back.
The Loki nearest to his face, who looked remarkably like him, only he was as blond as Thor, was happy to begin introductions. “Welcome to the end of everything, Loki!” This was the snivelly voice he had heard before. Loki cringed at the undignified tone that came from lips that looked so much like his own. He was distracted by the group of Lokis surrounding him pressing in to take a look at him.
“Please say hello to Loki, Loki, Loki,” the blond Loki pointed to individuals who were varied in appearance and attention to him, but they were all dressed in mangled armor and many in impromptu horns made of refuse. It was clear they thought they were intimidating, but Loki only blinked at just how strange their outfits and posturings were. The blond Loki continued listing Lokis, still pointing at different members of the group, “... Loki, Loki, Loki, once-Loki-but-now-Bernard, Loki, and, our fearless leader, Loki .” The last Loki the Loki pointed at with supreme deference was a sullen, dark Loki who also shared the same face. However his hair had been shaved down to a jagged buzz cut. He didn’t say anything, he didn’t even look at Loki.
Loki glanced around, quickly adjusting as he always did to new power dynamics.
“ Hello ,” he smiled his best Loki smile.
They, each of them, repaid his smile with their own. It was an unnerving collection of sly, slimy charm that Loki immediately regretted instigating. Only the leader remained frowning.
Loki noticed that behind the group were a series of vehicles from all kinds of worlds: Chitauri racers, cars, motorbikes, flyers, pods, and even an unsightly Orgocorp gyrosphere rotting at the edges. Each had been adorned with scraps of green fabric and crafted metal horns. These Lokis had evidently been in this wasteland at the end of time for so long their sense of style had dwindled to the barest of bones.
Adjusting fast to the company of duplicates, Loki got straight to business. “Is there a reason you’ve taken me captive after only just meeting me?”
It was always important never to be caught in shock or surprise around a Loki. He had no intention of showing any weakness. He looked between the gang of Lokis as they stared at him silently, sizing him up.
No one responded, but the blond Loki immediately snuck to his side, silent and quick. His familiar hands were in Loki’s pockets before he realized. He worked from one pocket to another, circling Loki. His pickpocketing abilities were better than his own.
“What are you doing? Stop! Off!” Loki protested as the pickpocket triumphantly produced the TemPad from Loki’s back pocket. “Give that back!”
“It’s useless,” the blond Loki reassured before tossing the TemPad to another member of the group. “Bernard likes to collect them.”
Everyone looked at Bernard. He was a strange Loki of some alien race, but he waved the TemPad with cheeky gratitude as he nodded his crowned head to their captive guest. Loki realized that Bernard’s crown was made of brass TemPads crunched into horns.
“A pruned TemPad never works right again,” blond Loki explained, “ Loki found that out the hard way.” He bowed his head in memory.
“Yes, yes,” the group hummed together with fake solemnity, unconvincingly mourning their lost comrade. Whatever happened to the Loki who tried a malfunctioning TemPad, Loki didn’t want to know, but it seemed to have left a mark on the troupe even if they didn’t actually seem all that mournful. Who were they performing their grief for? Loki could only guess for one another as a sort of joke.
Loki huffed, pulling at the grip of the strong Loki behind him, “Alright, all of you, release me !”
“No, no, Loki, I'm afraid it's Loki who gives orders around here.” Blond Loki pointed at their stern, silent leader whose lips were scarred in jagged patterns, his mouth was closed so tightly it appeared he might not be able to or accustomed to even opening his mouth. “He doesn't speak, but I speak plenty for him and myself and everyone else. I'm the next in command. A first mate, so to speak,” he explained proudly as he returned to frisking Loki.
The blond Loki found the dagger Loki had stowed away just before pruning himself. “Hey!”
“Oh, very nice,” blond Loki appraised, pocketing it. His search done, he left Loki and returned to his leader who was standing on a pile of rubble several feet away.
The leader gave the blond a downward glance and that triggered the next announcement from the first mate, “Well, I’m afraid you woke before we came to a decision. We are deciding ‘fodder or friend?’” Loki’s brow wrinkled at that. The blond spun back to his group and raised his arms to his comrades, “Let’s cast a vote!” He hopped up on another pile of rubble so all could see him. “Raise your voices, Lokis and Bernard!”
“Fodder!” The gruff alien behind Loki was the first to speak.
“Fodder!” Another Loki joined.
“Fodder!” And another.
“Friend!” A few chimed weakly in the back.
What exactly did being ‘fodder’ entail, Loki wondered. Nothing good, he deduced. He was about to speak up on his own behalf when the leader raised his hand a fraction. All went silent. Blond Loki watched for what must’ve been microscopic signals from their leader or perhaps listened to some form of telepathy. Everyone watched blond Loki, waiting for his interpretation. “Yes, our leader is correct! As always!” The blond twirled back to face their captive. “New Loki, tell us before we seal our vote: What can you do?”
“Excuse me?” Loki asked, irritated.
“Your powers!” Blond Loki yelled heartily. “We are going to war this evening and we may use you as a ‘friend’ if you have powers.”
Loki cracked a charming salesman smile, chuckling to himself.
“Oh, I have many powers,” he replied with his gravelly showman’s voice. “I have led armies to world-ending battles, I have fooled the wisest Asgardians with my illusions, and I have enchanted the strongest willed warriors to do my bidding.” He puffed his chest, scanning the group for his affect. Some nodded at his oral resume, others scoffed. “If your brute would release me, I can show you just what I’m capable of.”
“What the hell?” Mobius noticed something on the horizon. Were those… fireworks? He squinted, trying to get a good look, but the rumbling of the car struggling to drive straight over jagged terrain interrupted the man’s attempts to focus his eyes. Were those people?
“What’s going on over there?” Mobius shouted over the noise of the car hitting rocks, nodding towards the commotion.
Kid Loki retrieved a small spyglass from his robes for a closer look. Mobius looked in his rear-view mirror, confirming that he still had a good lead ahead of the marauders. These guys just wouldn’t give up.
Suddenly, a familiar large flurry of green ballistic energy rained over the horizon in an impressive display that could only have been pulled off by one person who never backed down from showing off:
“Lokis,” the young Loki reported with disgust in his tone, lowering his spyglass.
“ Loki ?” Mobius felt an anxious pit in his stomach grow at the idea that Loki might have also been pruned. He realized, sitting in a car with two Lokis, that that magic - no matter how familiar it looked - could’ve belonged to any Loki. Then he realized what he heard.
“Wait- ‘Loki s ’. Like, plural?” Mobius checked. “How many?”
“At least a dozen.”
“Jeez,” Mobius blinked, trying to imagine a dozen Lokis in the same place. Couldn’t be good. “How many of you are there?” He’d been in this world for a few hours and most of the people he’d seen now were Lokis.
“You don’t want to know,” Kid Loki sounded just as tired.
“I guess it makes sense. You’re all so slippery.” If anyone could survive this place, it was a Loki. He glanced at his mirror again, keeping tabs. “So, what’re they doing over there?”
“Seemed like they were scouting a new recruit.”
“What?”
“A new Loki was just pruned. Happens all the time. They’re deciding whether to enlist him or feed him to the cannibals for their truce.”
“... Alright ,” Mobius accepted that horrific detail as graciously as he could, gripping the wheel tensely. Mobius was silent for a second. “...W-Was the new Loki wearing a TVA uniform?”
Kid Loki paused. “He was.”
Mobius nodded. “Okay. Okay. Yeah. That’s just… great .” After a second, Mobius jerked the steering wheel in the direction of the Lokis.
“What’re you doing?!” Kid Loki steadied himself by gripping the dashboard, alarmed. Alligator Loki growled as it slid from one side of the backseat to the other as they took the wide turn.
“Just a detour,” Mobius reassured over the car’s rumbles, his heart racing. He hit the gas and felt the car rebel against the acceleration, debris and foliage hitting the bumper and flinging over the windshield, but he couldn’t waste any time. “I gotta pick up that Loki.”
“No!” Kid Loki protested. “We don’t affiliate with other Lokis anymore.” Alligator Loki snapped in agreement.
“Listen, guys, that’s really smart- I can sympathize, believe me. But this one’s different! I promise!”
Kid Loki looked at Mobius, remembering something. He sighed, resigning himself to their dangerous detour, “I know.”
Mobius checked his mirror again, the marauders were making the turn with them. This might work in their favor. “Two birds, one stone,” he said under his breath. Could he make this work?
“ There !” Loki let out the last burst of explosive magic and planted his hands on his hips as he grinned widely at them, breathing hard. “I’m sure you'll agree that I'm far more powerful than your run of the mill Loki.”
Everyone was silent, some looking at the last of the magic fizzle in the sky, others murmuring to one another. Loki caught his breath, running his hand through his hair which had become disheveled by his acrobatics just now.
“ Well ?” He flapped his arms at the quiet Lokis. This wasn’t the reaction he had hoped for.
“Impressive!” Blond Loki shouted suddenly, clapping enthusiastically. “Very impressive!” A few other Lokis joined in, clapping weakly.
Loki nodded at the applause. At least someone liked it.
“Truly, very powerful!” Blond Loki continued.
“Thank you,” Loki accepted.
The leader and blond Loki shared a glance.
“A true spectacle. Thank you, New Loki. Quite a show. Especially as barely anyone in our entourage is able to cast so much as a weak duplication,” blond Loki explained. The Lokis grumbled, not pleased by the exposure.
“You- none of you can do this?” Loki asked the crowd, still a little breathless. They were all weak-magic variants? How odd. He felt a rush of pride in himself. This was a pleasant experience after being around Sylvie- she had been better at him in too many things. This was far more preferable.
“No, none of us are this gifted,” blond Loki answered in a quiet voice, approaching Loki.
“Well,” Loki straightened his shirt and tie, “I’ll be happy to lend you my abilities for the evening, but in return I’ll require-”
“Oh, no, no, Loki,” blond Loki interrupted him. “I’m sorry to get your hopes up, but you won’t be joining us tonight.” His cheerful disposition turned vicious in a way that disconcerted even Loki, the blond’s off-putting smile made Loki flinch back a fraction. “You see, you’ve made it clear you could overthrow us in a matter of hours, so- Fodder !” Blond Loki raised his fist, shouting his vote.
“Fodder!” All Lokis voted in unison, yelling.
“Fodder!” Bernard yelled.
“Scrawny fodder!” Bellowed the burly alien Loki who immediately grabbed Loki’s arms again.
“Hey- hey, hey!” Loki tried to get his arms back. They had tricked him. They had just set him up to spend his magic, he had almost nothing left for self-defense for at least five minutes.
The Lokis drew their weapons. Some swords, some daggers, but many were guns, crossbows, and blasters.
One of the Lokis ran around to Loki’s back and tied his hands together with rope.
“Stop!” Loki gave one a good kick to a Loki approaching him with a sword, but there were too many.
The leader turned away, walking quietly away from the scene as though it had finished already. He left blond Loki in control. The blond stood in front of Loki, his smile even sharper with malicious delight as the band of Lokis roared with excitement behind him. They were apparently anticipating the entertainment they must get from whatever it was they did to ‘Fodder’. “Now, Loki, if you’ll come with us, we’ll try to make this nice and qui-”
Blond Loki was suddenly flying through the air. It wasn’t due to any magical power or by his own volition, it was because something had stormed in from Loki’s peripheral vision and hit the blond with such an impact that he was catapulted into a flying somersault. All the shouting Lokis, including the captive Loki, fell silent instantly, stunned by the interruption. Even the strong Loki was so surprised he let go of Loki’s arms, staring at where the blond Loki was flying off to. After a moment there was a faroff thud.
Loki looked where the blond had been standing to see a ragged van. The driver door creaked open, “Need a lift?”
“ Mobius !” Loki yelled.
“Get in!” Mobius shouted, waving Loki over. Kid Loki, leaning from the passenger seat, pushed open the backseat door for Loki.
The group of Lokis remained stunned.
“How did you find me?!” Loki ran over to Mobius’ window, arms still tied behind his back, unable to think of doing anything else. Mobius was alive. He had survived. He was here. He was here for him. It was too outlandish to believe. Too good to be true.
“Just hurry up and get in!” Mobius shouted, fighting a smile. The man looked behind him, as if keeping an eye on something coming their way.
“ Get them !” The strong Loki roared. The Lokis went from looking at their fallen first mate to the van in front of them. They lifted their weapons and yelled in unison.
Loki woke up from his astonished, elated daze and rushed to throw himself into the backseat of the van, shimmying in the best he could despite his bound arms. He fell onto the seats with the door flapping behind him as Mobius immediately peeled out of the group, some Lokis trying to grab onto the van. Mobius made it through the crowd easily, the cabin drumming as Lokis banged the car with their weapons. The passenger backseat window shattered when a Loki slammed their mace against it. The glass rained down over Loki, who was horizontal in the backseat, but he didn’t even notice.
“Mobius!” He was still dumbfounded with disbelief and gratitude. “You're alive!” He rolled over so that he could look up at the profile of the silver-haired man driving the van.
“I am. For now,” Mobius confirmed with a nervous chuckle as the van struggled over uneven rubble. Mobius glanced back at Loki, a smile at the corner of his mouth, but his hands were still nervous on the wheel.
“How!? How'd you find me?!” Loki struggled to sit up, especially with the bumpy ride. He leaned towards Mobius’ side, not noticing anything else about their situation, entranced by the man’s existence. Everything about him was new to Loki again. Every motion, mannerism, and detail of the man was more alive to Loki than they had ever been before now that Loki knew what it was like to lose him.
“I just can’t seem to get away from you,” Mobius quipped. Loki enjoyed it immensely, missing Mobius’ teasing. “The real question is why are you here ?” Mobius shouted over the clamor. He had thought he’d need to find a way back to the TVA to get Loki. What did Loki do to get himself pruned?
“I followed you,” Loki answered over the noise around them. He wanted nothing more to be free of his bonds so that he could touch the man, to feel just how real he was.
“What?” Mobius did a double-take. After the trouble he went through to save Loki, the prince brought himself here anyways? Mobius fought an impulse to pick a fight. “Whatever, let’s just focus on not dying right now ,” he checked his mirror.
“It worked!” Kid Loki was leaning out the passenger side window, looking at the scene they left behind. The marauders had collided with the Lokis. “They’re fighting!” The two groups were distracted for the moment.
“What’s going on? Who is this?” Loki finally noticed that he and Mobius weren’t alone.
“Loki, this is Loki.” Mobius pointed at Kid Loki without looking away from the path ahead of them. “And Loki.” Mobius pointed at the backseat with his thumb.
Loki suddenly realized there was a creature in the footwell of the backseat. A ‘Loki’?
“But he’s an alligator,” Loki exclaimed.
The alligator, seeming to take offense, snapped at Loki’s knees to establish the pecking order early on. The god recoiled, giving the smaller Loki space. Loki had no choice but to accept this immediately and move on.
“Where are we going?” Loki was starting to think more clearly now.
“I have a hide-out with supplies,” Kid Loki explained, “but first we need to lose them .” He pointed behind Loki. Loki turned to look out the back window.
There were two groups of vehicles behind them now. The Chitauri cruiser and Orgocorp gyrosphere from the Lokis and two other Earth vehicles from another faction.
“There’s fewer of them, but we still have marauders. We’ve gained a few Lokis,” Kid Loki reported to Mobius.
“Alright, tell us where we’re headed!”
“Stay left of that building and continue forward until you come across a tunnel,” Kid Loki pointed ahead at a leaning skyscraper.
The alligator let out a snarl as it whipped up onto the backseat. Kid Loki turned to the gator as though he understood what it said. The boy leaned out the window to check something. “Two bikes coming up on our flanks!”
Loki looked out the window and saw two marauders on dirt bikes gaining on either side of their van.
“How close?” Mobius asked.
“They’ll meet us in about thirty seco-” The boy was cut short when a hand reached down from the roof of the car and snatched the scruff of his robes’ collar. Loki leaned over to get a look as Kid Loki grabbed at the hand, trying to free himself as his assailant tried to yank him through the window.
“Someone’s up there!” Loki yelled.
“Hold on!” Mobius swerved left and then right. The hand released Kid Loki and you could hear someone stumble on the roof.
“Get my hands free!” Loki ordered the younger Loki as the boy rubbed his throat, returning to his seat. Kid Loki glanced at Mobius and then at Loki, something in his expression didn’t trust him. He was another Loki, after all. “I can help!” Loki could hear their stowaway on the roof regain their balance. Kid Loki nodded, working past his distrust, and grabbed his small friend from the backseat. He positioned its jaws towards Loki. Loki turned and presented his wrists, trusting his reptilian counterpart. With a snarl and a snap, the rope went slack and Loki was free.
Loki turned to his other selves, “Thanks.”
Kid Loki nodded.
“Okay, Mobius, keep us steady,” Loki lowered the back driver’s side window beside him.
“Who made you the boss?” Mobius joked, fighting the wheel to keep it straight on the uneven grasslands.
Waiting for an upcoming tree to zoom by as they moved at a deadly speed, Loki leaned through the window, his back parallel to the ground. He pulled himself through until he could sit on the base of the window. The van rumbled and knocked him about with bumps, but he kept his balance, gripping onto the roof of the van. Finally, he got a good look at their guest. He was stooping over the passenger window, waiting for another shot at the young Loki. Loki recognized which one this was.
Loki readied his hand, conjuring a bright glow of green energy in his palm, as much as he could muster after his wasteful display minutes before.
“Bernard!” he yelled.
Bernard, in his lopsided TemPad crown, turned around stupidly.
Loki shot the energy from his palm at Bernard’s legs, causing him to fall. He tumbled over the roof and towards the back window. Bernard caught the end of the bike rack on the roof and remained hanging onto the van, his body flat on the back window.
“Uh, can’t see!” Mobius notified, annoyed.
“Working on it!” Loki shouted back. Loki readied another blast of magic in his palm as Bernard’s feet flailed to catch onto something to find traction. Just as Loki took aim, he heard something. A familiar high-pitched whistle of something careening towards him. He leaned back just in time for a crossbow arrow to implant itself in the side of the van where his head had been. Loki looked over his shoulder. One of the bikes was closing in on him and the biker was wielding an ancient Chinese crossbow. A strange artifact, but still deadly in any era.
Mobius heard the arrow puncture the van, “You alright?!”
Loki looked towards Mobius to answer but, just as he did, Bernard’s foot rammed itself against his face, surprising him. Bernard was standing over him. Loki regained his orientation, but the foot collided with his face again. Loki lost his grip and was flung back, almost losing his balance on the window, his hands empty in the air. He was nearly dangling out of the window. Bernard gave another kick, missing Loki. He stooped down and tried again. The kick didn’t reach Loki, but the bushes they were passing did. Loki groaned as the brambles scratched him. He forced himself to lean up with all his strength just in time to miss a rusted sign post. Bernard tried another kick, but this time Loki grabbed his foot. Loki enjoyed the dread on Bernard’s face as he used all his strength to pull him off of the roof and sent him flying into the air before tumbling on ground and disappearing into the distance within seconds.
Loki grabbed the side of the window, leaning up again.
“You alright?” Mobius called again, lowering his window to check on Loki.
That sound again. Loki reached up and grabbed another arrow in mid-air on its trajectory towards Mobius, inches from the man’s face.
“... Thanks,” Mobius smiled up at him nervously, realizing how close that’d been. Loki gave him a look.
Mobius turned back and watched in his left mirror as Loki turned around and, without hesitation, blasted the bike with a burst of ballistic energy that immediately sent the biker and their bike into a destructive roll. Mobius had almost forgotten how it felt to watch Loki do what he did best. The god caught his breath, balancing on the windowsill with impressive elegance. His figure was accentuated by the wind hitting his shirt, tightening it against his form. Mobius, brow furrowed, forced himself to focus on driving.
Loki tossed the arrow aside and climbed back into the van. When he did, he was met with the screams of the other biker on the other side of the van as Alligator Loki, held outside the window by Kid Loki, clamped its jaws around the biker’s forearm. In the panic the biker swerved and fell into a roll, as well.
Kid Loki leaned back in, the scaled Loki obviously proud of himself.
“Alright, here we are!” Mobius announced as they approached the tunnel. “What now?”
“See those barricades?”
“Yeah.”
“Whatever you do, avoid the tunnel and drive through those barricades,” Kid Loki pointed at the way. “Wait until the very last moment.”
“Are you sure about this?” Mobius didn’t like the look of the fences he was supposed to drive through.
“Yes. I laid this trap myself.” He sounded sure.
Mobius ticked his chin to the side, taking a breath, finding determination.
Loki glanced out the back window at the four vehicles chasing them and then ahead at the tunnel they were heading for. His hand found Mobius’ shoulder, ready to do what he had to to protect the man.
“Let them catch up,” the boy ordered.
Mobius did. Their pursuers were close enough that if this didn’t work, they might not be able to get away at all. The marauders and Lokis gassed up their engines, gaining reckless speed with their prey so nearly within reach.
The tunnel got closer and closer. Loki watched Mobius focus.
“ Now !”
Mobius swerved right and up a ramp through the fences to the right of the tunnel’s mouth, slamming through them with ease. Loki caught a glimpse of what happened to their pursuers in the split second it happened: All four vehicles missed the secret turn and aimed straight into the tunnel. They all plunged down into a hidden abyss at the tunnel’s entrance. He could hear the crashes behind him as their own van went airborne. For a split second that felt much longer, the Lokis, none of which were wearing their seatbelts, floated in the air. Alligator Loki flapped his legs in zero gravity while the others braced themselves for a rough landing. Loki flinched and seized control of the van with his magic. They all lurched back out of freefall, but the van was floating a few feet above ground.
Mobius looked out his window, impressed at the speed and accuracy of Loki’s telekinesis.
Loki let out the breath he’d been holding and the van met the ground with a creaky bounce.
Everyone sat still for a second, catching their breath.
They had made it.
“... Good teamwork, Lokis.” Mobius smirked, looking at the boy, the alligator, and finally at Loki, his eyes lingering.
Exhausted, all Loki could do was reach out to the man’s shoulder with a smile. He took a breath and enjoyed the first moment of safety, with Mobius, in what felt like a lifetime.
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“You think you can trick me?” Sylvie gripped Renslayer’s hand tight enough to hurt her. It had been a false handshake. The judge had obviously been lying about working together to get to the Void. Sylvie sensed, correctly, that there was no ‘prototype timecraft’ that could get Sylvie to the Void. It was just a ploy to buy time.
Sylvie pulled Renslayer closer, “You’ve called for your agents, haven’t you? That clock is fetching them for you right now, I bet.”
Ravonna, her eyes wide and locked on Sylvie, didn’t deny it.
Sylvie let out an annoyed grunt as she struck Renslayer with the blunt end of the pruning stick. The judge fell back onto the ground, clutching her wounds. “You can take it out on me all you want, but you can’t find who did this,” she bit out her words, showing her true disgust for the variant once again.
“And why not?” Sylvie spun the stick in her hand.
“Prune yourself and you’re lost to the Void, too.”
Sylvie looked at the pruning stick and nodded, “Loki’s an idiot. But maybe he was right about something.” She turned back to the judge and pointed the pruning stick at her, clicking the notch on the side of the staff that released the spiked end of the stick. The point was mere inches from Renslayer’s face. “Maybe you should pay for what you’ve done?” She pulled the stick back, ready to drive it forward and stab Renslayer.
“Wait!” Ravonna raised her hand.
“Why should I?” Sylvie inched. “Just so your Minutemen can come running to save you?”
Ravonna needed to buy time, she blinked, trying to think fast. All that came to her mind was the one thing she hadn’t wanted to share. ‘ Remember this was for your ears only ,’ Minutes had told her. It was information passed to her from whoever was behind all this and, ever obedient, the judge didn’t want to anger them by sharing it. But this was her last bargaining chip. “There’s- there’s something I haven’t told you.”
“What?” Sylvie demanded.
“There was something Miss Minutes said… after I gained access to Protocol 42.” She swallowed, was this really worth giving up? It had to be. It was this or death, she could see it in Sylvie’s eyes. “I… I believe the TVA has been experiencing time.”
Sylvie ticked her head, confused. “What does that mean?”
“It means… we aren't outside of time anymore,” Ravonna leaned up. “The TVA has a timeline. A past, a present, and a future.” The words felt wrong as she said them. Sacrilegious.
The TVA and its relationship with time had always been mysterious, even to the people who worked there, but even Sylvie knew that the TVA didn’t have a timeline. That’s what made it separate from the Timeline. Sylvie couldn’t make sense of the idea that the TVA might ‘have time’ now. “How's that possible?” She almost didn’t believe the woman, but the fear in the judge’s eyes as she had said it was real enough.
Ravonna shook her head, “It's not.”
“Go, go!” Muffled voices shouted from outside of the courtroom doors. “Move it!”
With a crash several Minutemen came running into the room with pruning sticks armed.
Sylvie ran past the judge and turned towards the agents, brandishing her pruning stick. They readied for a fight.
Renslayer got to her feet, relieved at her rescue. Her tone resumed all the authority it had before they had fought in the Time Keeper’s chamber. “Sylvie. Give this up and maybe I could put you in a time loop instead. Something not so bad.”
Sylvie kept her stance, looking between the agents in the room, thinking.
“You could spend the rest of your days in a good memory.”
Sylvie knew there was no way out of here. There were too many agents to take out alone and she’d only run into more out there.
“Do you have any good memories?” Renslayer mocked.
Sylvie looked at the pruning stick in her hand and considered the judge’s question. “Just one, really.” The brief moment before the illusion of the Time Keepers had come crashing down. Loki and Mobius thanking her for what she’d given them. The promise of a new future and, possibly, something like friends.
Determination took root in her again.
Looks like if she wanted to get back to them, find the answers she needed, and kill whoever created the TVA, she had to do it the hard way. That was always her luck.
She stood up straight, giving up her fighting stance.
With both hands on the pruning stick, she held it in front of her, the illuminated end crackling towards her. How ironic to do this to herself after thousands of years avoiding it. Loki better have been right.
She looked at her confused audience and gave them a smirk. Only Renslayer understood.
Sylvie plunged the stick against her sternum and ignited the sparks that began eating away at her atoms.
Within a matter of seconds she had faded away in a cascade of light, leaving the disturbed TVA agents in the quiet courtroom.
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Chapter 19: Chapter 19
Summary:
A point of no return.
Chapter Text
“What is that?” Loki asked, looking out of the back window at a large storm sweeping in the direction they had come from. It moved quickly and turned contrary to the wind, as though it had some kind of volition.
Mobius, driving, glanced over his shoulder, “Oh, that thing. I saw it when I first got here, too.”
“That ‘thing’ is the beast that feasts on the branched timelines sent here to die,” Kid Loki explained solemnly. “It’s called Alioth.”
“Catchy,” Mobius nodded, maneuvering the van around some stones that looked suspiciously like Stonehenge. “Really nails the whole ‘all-consuming evil’ vibe.”
Loki watched the dark storm grow gargantuan in size, at least a mile in width, and pass over a large building in the distance, leaving nothing but debris in its wake. It took quite a bit to intimidate Loki, but Alioth had accomplished it easily. “What is it? Why is it here?”
“No one knows why, but it’s here to eat everything in sight.” The boy leaned forward as he looked out the windshield. “Okay. We’ve arrived.”
Mobius looked around, squinting to find what the young god was indicating. “This is it?” There was nothing but a grassy hill covered in rocks and some blue and gold bricks. “Where is it?”
“Stop there,” the boy pointed to the right.
“Alright,” Mobius drove up to the spot he had indicated, parked, and turned the ignition. The van quieted, creaking as it finally rested. Everything was quiet now.
Mobius looked around again, unable to see anything. “This wouldn’t be a trap, would it?” He had to ask. A Loki was still a Loki, even if this smaller one seemed calmer and more reasonable than the typical kind. “‘Cause I’ve got a Loki of my own now,” he pointed his thumb at the Loki behind him, a joke in his voice.
Loki glanced at Mobius, nervously contemplating the closeness of that phrasing.
“No. No trap,” the boy answered flatly and he opened his door to get out. “Follow me.” The alligator slithered out of the open door and followed the Loki as he walked across the lawn.
Mobius undid his seatbelt, “Alright, ‘follow him’, I guess.” The man opened his door and stepped out, his knees aching from all the driving.
Loki, skeptic, exited the van just as Mobius did.
He walked up to Mobius’ side, watching the young Loki from a distance. His shoulder brushed Mobius’ as he stepped in front of him, assessing the situation. Mobius cleared his throat, getting Loki’s attention. The god looked back at him. Mobius gave him a look, gonna let me through ?
Loki realized he was too close to the man, getting in his way.
“After you,” he stood aside and motioned ahead of him like a gentleman.
Mobius’ brow tensed at that and just went ahead.
Loki followed, but at an unsure distance, quiet. Was he behaving strangely?
“So, where’s the ‘hideout’?” Mobius walked up to Kid Loki, who was surveying the area.
The boy stayed quiet, concentrating. Mobius watched him as he scanned the air in front of him. After a second the boy’s expression relaxed, as though he found what he’d been looking for. “Here,” he reached ahead of himself into the empty air.
“What-?” Before Mobius finished his question, a doorway slid open in the open air as Kid Loki’s hand made contact with something none of them could see. It was a doorway that opened into some kind of dark, stone room, but only the room was visible and not whatever contained it. Was the doorway a portal of some kind? No, it seemed to be right in front of them.
Mobius realized what was going on, “The-The outside walls are invisible?”
Kid Loki confirmed with a swift nod, “Neither marauders nor the beast have been able to find this here.” He walked into the chamber, the acoustics of his voice changing.
Loki watched Mobius as the man, more curious than wary, followed the boy.
“Would you look at that,” Mobius remarked quietly as the three of them walked through the doorway, his voice echoing off the stone. It was a large circular room with gray-green walls, on which were delicate golden patterns of geometric shapes and inscriptions of languages that seemed Earth-like, but not quite. Along the round, circular walls were inset panels and windows that displayed exhibits of brightly colored alien flora. The center of the room was open and empty. There were a few table-like consoles lining the room, each with a couple simple stone stools beside them. On the tables were bits of curiosities from the Void’s wastelands that didn’t seem to belong there naturally: books, games, toys, lights, and other sundry items that the young god must’ve taken a liking to and brought back to this hideout.
Everything was simple and stark, but there were a few choice homey additions. There was a small pool of water set up by the opposite doorway which seemed to lead to a very long hallway that went deeper into the structure. Beside the pool was a soft dog bed decorated with scraps of fine green velvet. Beside the bed was a small pile of golden trinkets, perhaps Alligator Loki’s personal trove. There were a few ornate chairs beside the tables and a couple comfortable shag rugs on the floor.
The young, stoic god retrieved some new trinkets from his robes, acquired during his outing before meeting Mobius. He arranged his loot on the nearest console, his back to his gawking guests.
Mobius was marveling at the mysterious room, but Loki was watching Mobius.
Back on solid ground and safe from any immediate danger, Loki couldn’t keep his eyes off the man he had feared dead. He watched Mobius’ eyes travel across the walls and ceiling, always curious, always trying to learn something from his surroundings. Absent-minded, Loki took inventory of everything he had thought he lost: the man’s handsome, thoughtful profile, the way his shoulders swayed as he walked, the neat lines of his silver hair, how his fingers fidgeted when he was deep in thought, and how he brushed aside the front of his jacket before placing his hands on his hips. Every detail of him seemed more vibrant than before, drawing him in.
Loki wanted to step closer to him. To reach out. But, for some reason, it felt impossible. There was something out of order about approaching Mobius right now.
It was also strange that Mobius hadn’t acknowledged their reunion very much or the reason he was here in the first place. The man hadn’t said much to him at all or looked at him for longer than a moment since they had escaped their pursuers.
Something felt off.
Anxiety creeping in, he needed the man’s attention. He took a step towards him, “Mobius-”
“Wait a second,” Mobius interrupted whatever Loki was about to say as he realized why this place looked so familiar. “This-” He turned around, confirming his suspicions by taking a closer look at the geometric symbols on the walls. “This is the Domo.”
“The what?” Kid Loki asked from across the room, turning around.
“It’s a spaceship,” Mobius explained, inspecting the walls. “It’s rare. Old. Really powerful. It was created by the Celestials for the Eternals.” It was one of the best-hidden, longest-running secrets in the Sacred Timeline’s universe. The Eternals were so organized they hardly ever stepped off the Sacred path, which was a good thing because pruning them had always been almost impossible. Only the really dedicated agents knew about them, but Mobius had always been dedicated.
Mobius approached one of the consoles and ran a hand over it, appreciating the nearly imperceptible controls on its rocky interface as though he were in a museum.
“Made by who?” Kid Loki had no idea what Mobius was talking about.
“You know what, doesn’t matter.” It wasn’t worth explaining the uncomfortable truths of the Celestials to them. He went back to just enjoying seeing a Domo up close as Kid Loki spoke up.
“I discovered it one day and realized it was some kind of vessel with cloaking powers. It took some time, but I found a way in. I came to understand it's a flying vehicle, but I just can’t figure out how to work it. The cloaking has been on without any external power source so it must be a self-generating engine-”
“Yeah, it is!” Mobius’ interest in vehicles didn’t stop at personal watercrafts.
“Do you know how it works?” Kid Loki asked, hopeful.
“Uh, no. Not technically,” Mobius had to disappoint him. He only knew the basics of what it was, but nothing about how it actually worked. “Loki?” He turned to Loki though he already knew the answer.
Loki had been watching Mobius, lost in thought. He realized what he had been asked and shook his head quietly.
“Sorry, kiddo,” Mobius offered. What had Loki all clammed up?
“I’m not a kid.”
“Oh, right. Sorry.”
“It’s fine,” the boy wasn’t offended. “The plan is to get this working, and to make it a sky fortress,” he explained casually as he knelt beside a console, getting underneath it, and reached up into what must’ve been the wiring under the surface. Not much interest in hosting, he quietly resumed work on something he had been testing out.
“That’s smart, yeah. Slap a coat of paint on the walls, brighten up the place, and ‘home sweet home’.” Mobius wandered over to the display of alien flowers by one of the windows. “You know, this thing can hover for decades at a time without landing. Quiet engines, too. No one would even know you're there,” he was mostly talking to himself now.
“Mobius,” Loki seemed to come out of nowhere, the man jumped a little. “We need to talk.”
“What?” Mobius turned to him, looking at him over his shoulder. Loki’s heart skipped when he looked him in the eye. He had a lot he wanted to say, but he was keenly aware of Alligator Loki’s eyes on them and his younger self listening in. What he really wanted to talk about had to wait.
It was probably for the better; there was something important he had nearly forgotten despite how essential it was to what they needed to do next.
He lowered his voice, not wishing to disturb their hosts, “Before I came here, Renslayer told Sylvie and I that the person behind the TVA and the Time Keepers would be here. Somewhere in the Void.”
“Really?” Mobius’ expression lost the wonder it had from his appreciation of the Domo and grew concerned. “How-Wait, hold on, that's right. Go back to how you ended up here.” His tone turned interrogative, he faced Loki.
Loki’s face dropped. “I, uh, I pruned myself.”
“Yeah, that’s what I thought you meant,” he let out a sigh.
“What?”
“Nothing,” Mobius brushed it aside, obviously not happy. Then he went back, “I mean, really ?” he gestured, what the hell, man ? But then he brushed it aside again quickly, “You know what, forget it.”
Loki’s expression ticked with confusion, “Mobius-”
“Hey,” Mobius looked back towards the younger god, interrupting Loki with a raised voice, “where were those supplies you talked about?”
-
A deep and heavy rumbling was the first thing she heard. She opened her eyes. She was alive. Loki had been right for once.
Something was in her hair. Twigs? She leaned up and looked around. Ever adaptable, she regained full use of her sharp senses and calculating mind almost immediately despite the rearrangement of her atoms. Wherever she was, it was dark. She was inside something. A bus. And in this bus, she was sitting in a large… nest? There were two large eggs beside her. How odd. The bus was rusted with shattered windows and the roof above her head had caved in. Had she been the cause of that?
She climbed out of the nest. The rumbling in the distance grew louder and more menacing. It was getting closer. Flashes of lightning illuminated the seats around her. With a decisive kick, she shattered the windshield from the inside and quickly crawled out of the vehicle. Whatever kind of place this ‘Void’ was, she needed to get moving. She knew staying too long in one spot anywhere as dangerous as the Void was purported to be was usually a death sentence.
Hopping down from the hood of the bus, she looked around. It was a lush, overgrown valley with dilapidated Earth cars and billboards. They must’ve been remnants of some timeline that had been rotting here for decades. Before she could pick a direction to explore she sensed something behind her. Like thick smoke, a violet plume of a storming cloud descended behind her with such speed it seemed alive. Reflexes quick and highly tuned from a life spent in apocalypses, she immediately set off in a dash away from the creature. As she did, she saw it drop down and consume the bus by disintegrating it within seconds, decaying it until nothing remained.
Running as quickly as she could, small tendrils of the monster still made their way to her. Instinct kicked in; if this was a monster, it had a mind, and if it had a mind, maybe she could enchant it. She reached out, seeking its consciousness, and was immediately rewarded with a flash of imagery: a dark castle suspended in space somewhere ‘behind’ this monster. And in it was something the monster understood was a source of immense, terrifying power.
Emerging from the beast’s mind and leaping over the rusted cars in front of her, she smirked to herself. She had been conscious in the Void for under a minute and the answers had already come to her. Perhaps luck was on her side?
She continued to sprint uphill, controlling her breathing, as the storm became distracted by the piles of oxidized metal behind her, stopping for a meal.
She had to find a way to gain speed as fast as possible. She needed to find Loki and Mobius, if they hadn’t already gotten themselves consumed by whatever it was that had been chasing her.
She climbed atop another car and looked over the horizon. The towers of a red suspension bridge stood in a lopsided line, covered in vines, and to the left was a fully intact Sphinx monument. Immediately around her, there was nothing but brush and junk. Running out of time, she almost started sprinting again, but then her sharp eyes found something of interest: a motorbike laying on the ground a half mile away.
It took only a few minutes to get to it. She yanked the bike up, checking if it worked. A quick test resulted in a promising rev of its engine and a satisfactory spinning of its tires. She was about to mount it when someone groaned. Instantly producing a dagger from her sleeve she poised it at the source of the sound. It was a person on the ground in a helmet. There was an ancient Chinese crossbow by their side. She wasted absolutely no time with questions about who they were or whether they were injured, there was only one thing she needed to know: “Have you seen a Loki and a TVA agent come through here?”
-
“Mobius.” Loki couldn’t drop it. “You seem angry.”
“‘Angry’?” The man scoffed, “No. What’s there to be angry about? You sure you’re reading that right?” Mobius pointed at the map the young Loki had given them to find where he had stashed his weapons, armor, and food. Apparently, it was held in a cargo chamber that was only accessible from the exterior of the craft because he had yet to figure out how to activate some of the interior doors. Finding an invisible door was proving to be more difficult than they thought, especially with the distracting anxiety Loki was battling. They’d been circling the same area, bumping into the transparent hull randomly for the last five minutes.
Mobius pointed and sighed with exasperation, “I don’t think you’ve got that the right way up.”
“Here.” Loki handed the map to Mobius, unusually yielding.
In the haste in which Mobius took it from him his fingers brushed against his. Loki glanced at the man nervously. Mobius didn’t seem to care, he only got to reading the map, a stern look on his face.
“Alright, okay, there’s the rock,” he pointed at the large rock to their left and its circular counterpart on the map. “It’s supposed to be… five steps to the left over here.”
Mobius oriented himself beside the rock and took the five steps.
“And then six steps ahead,” he continued to follow the directions.
Loki followed him silently, hands in his pockets, searching his brain for something to say about their awkwardness.
Mobius tried to drop it, “So, we get these supplies, then what’s the plan?” He took two steps to the right, looking at the map and feeling out ahead of him for an invisible wall.
Loki let out a tired sound, needing to answer the question, “Everything’s sent here to be eaten by Alioth…. It must have been put here by the person who founded the TVA.”
“So, what, we interrogate the cloud monster?” Mobius’ outstretched hand finally made contact with the invisible hull.
“I was thinking we should kill it.”
“ Kill it?” Mobius looked back at Loki, obviously judging.
“Everything else here is a ruin. Alioth is an all-powerful matter-consuming being put here by the creator of the TVA to clean up the TVA’s waste.” He took his hands out of his pockets, gesturing in the general direction of the monster, “Can’t you see? It’s a guard dog. It’s protecting its master. Kill Alioth, we find its master.”
Mobius considered it with a squint as he felt around the hull, “That’s a stretch.”
Annoyed, Loki dropped his arms, “Fine, then what’s your brilliant plan?”
“There.” Something clicked under Mobius’ fingertips. The door they had been looking for slid open, revealing a chamber. It was a fully stocked cargo hold of dozens of boxes stacked on one another. Just from glancing, it seemed full of provisions, armor, and weapons.
“Get a load of this,” Mobius remarked, impressed by the quantity and variety of supplies in sight. The little god was setting himself up for life, wasn’t he? Mobius had to hand it to the boy Loki, he knew what he was doing.
They walked into the dim room, which was only lit by the light of the narrow doorway. There was a single electrician’s lamp hanging by the door. He switched it on and a more pleasant cascade of warm light filled the room, casting shadows from the boxes on the walls. Mobius remembered the boy’s orders: keep the door closed behind them. They didn’t need some pirate or raider sneaking up on them.
After Loki walked into the room Mobius found the pad on the wall beside the door. He ran a hand over it and the golden circles glowed for a moment, confirming his request, and slid the door shut.
“Alright, let’s see what we need. I’ll check these out, you start over there,” Mobius gestured, splitting them up between piles at opposite ends of the room. Loki was silent as he followed orders.
Opening his first crate, Mobius enjoyed the simplicity of the silence, but he knew better than anyone that a quiet Loki was troublesome Loki. If left alone, who knew what Loki would get up to. He broke the ice, “Okay, so how’re you gonna kill a cloud? Last I checked, clouds don’t have things like hearts or brains or anything else that you can poke with a stick.”
Loki took the bait, “There must be a way to kill it. Use your imagination. If it’s alive, it can die.”
Mobius nodded, sifting through packets of preserves that seemed to originate from all across time and space, from shelf-stable meal replacement tabs from Kree-colonized Tarnax to Earth MREs from World War I. “Sounds smart, sure, but that’s not a lot to go on.” He moved on to another box, “What, you’re gonna get some weapons and run up to it, guns a-blazing, and try to figure it out as you go?” He was getting a strange deja vu. This was Skrullos all over again. He fought those good memories: the kind words Loki had said, the way his hands had felt on his face, how Loki had looked at him. It all felt like a lifetime ago. It needed to stay back there. He remembered what Loki had been saying just before Mobius had been pruned. Things were starting to get out of hand.
“Exactly.” Loki sifted through a container of what appeared to be ingredients for explosive devices.
Mobius dropped what he was doing and looked over at the prince, “That was a joke, Loki.” Loki looked over at him. “You can’t be serious. That was your plan? That’s a terrible plan!”
“I don’t see you suggesting anything better-”
“I don’t have anything better. But excuse me for not being thrilled at the idea of you getting yourself killed when I went through the trouble of dying just to keep you alive.” He turned back to the box in front of him, obviously not focused. “Though of course, you threw that out the window when you decided to prune yourself-”
“Mobius.” Loki interrupted the man, taking a few steps towards him. Watching his stern profile, Loki’s tone softened, losing the annoyance it had. Now it was filled with something dangerously close to warmth, “... I know what you’re trying to avoid, but I can’t stay quiet any longer.” He approached him. “We need to talk about this.”
Loki reached out a hand towards Mobius’ arm, bidding for his attention.
“Oh, no.” Mobius side-stepped, you’re not starting this again on his face. “No, we don’t- we’ve got real problems to deal with right now, Loki. We don’t have time for one of your ‘talks’-”
“Mobius, you sacrificed yourself for me.” His eyes were focused on Mobius intensely. Mobius tried not to look. “Twice.”
No one had ever done that for Loki. Quite the opposite. Most people had tried to kill him several times each.
“It's not like that. I was pretty sure they wouldn’t actually kill me the first time. It was more of a calculated gamble,” he played it down.
“You wouldn’t follow Renslayer’s orders or give in to her interrogations. Even when it meant your life.” Loki placed a hand on the container in front of Mobius, breaking his line of sight.
Mobius sighed. Why’d he have to sound so damn calm and reasonable? He turned to Loki like he didn’t want to. “It’s not what you think it was, I was just doing the right-”
“You told me once about what you saw- what you saw on the Timeline.” His voice was too smooth, too poetic, “People dying for one another. Sacrificing themselves for lov-”
“I said a lot of things, Loki.” Mobius cut him off just in time. That word didn’t belong here. Just thinking about it sent a sick shudder through him. It was too much. Too heavy and dramatic. Loki was just confused. He was rushing into something he didn’t understand. “Look, we gotta focus-”
“You died and I followed you here. I deleted myself to find you.”
Mobius stood still, taking that in.
Loki watched the man’s neutral expression for any hint of understanding. He took the silence as permission to continue, “I didn’t know for certain whether what was waiting for me was death or a chance to find you. And I did it anyway.” His heart was racing now. “That has to mean something, right?”
Mobius hadn’t expected that. Lokis never gamble with death. At least not any Loki that wasn’t immediately killed by Thanos.
Mobius let out a breath close to a chuckle, “Yeah, it means that you just had to one up me. Way to spoil my big heroic move. You always gotta outshine everyone, don’t you?” he whispered, looking down with a smirk, not meaning it.
“Mobius.” He wasn’t going to let him keep avoiding taking this seriously. He had to make him understand. “I’m saying this was for you.” He took a step forward. “ Everything I’ve done since Asgard has been for you. You must see that.”
“No. You were just trying to get away from the TVA-”
“That might have been how it started, but what I feel for you-”
Mobius shut his eyes and shook his head, “Come on, stop saying that -”
“I followed you here because-”
“You don’t know what you’re talking ab-!”
“-I’m not interested in a future if you’re not by my sid-!”
“ Stop ! Just cut it out, will ya?” Mobius stepped back, gesturing sharply. “This isn’t- this can’t be happening, okay?” Breathing fast from the panic in his lungs, he couldn’t look at Loki. “It’s just not- this isn’t what’s supposed to happen.” He couldn’t believe they were actually talking about this.
“You don’t believe me,” Loki guessed. “Mobius. This isn’t a trick. My hands are empty,” he showed him his open palms. “For once in my existence, I have no ulterior motives. This is truly what I-”
“No. This isn’t-...,” he turned on the spot, hands on his hips. “Alright, maybe you wouldn’t lie about this, but, come on… seriously , Loki? We’ve only known each other a few weeks,” he estimated. It had taken centuries for him and Renslayer to become friends. When you’re immortal, any amount of time shorter than a decade was a flash in the pan- a lunch break. This was way too much, too fast. It had to be a mistake. “All this ‘dying for one another’ stuff- it isn’t like that. We just did what we had to do to get answers. Or it was just the right thing to do! It’s just a fluke!”
Loki’s voice turned low and assertive, “You’ve known me longer than I’ve been alive. From the moment we met, it was clear to me- however infuriating it was- that you knew me better than anyone ever has.”
“It was my job-”
“My whole life, I built fortresses of lies and illusions to wrest power. The entirety of Asgard and Earth saw me as a villain and I played my part to perfection for them. You, and only you, saw through me.”
Mobius stood still, not looking at him, shaking his head. Loki felt his chest burn with anxiety, each quick thud of his heart hammering against his ribcage. He had never felt this kind of fear before. He couldn’t stop now. Mobius had to see this was real. If anyone in the universe had to know, it was him. “No one has known me the way you do. Not my own family. Not even myself.”
“Yeah, okay, I’m the ‘Loki Expert’, I get it- but you’re forgetting you were a suspect ! I had to get inside your head. It wasn’t personal,” he lied. It may have started that way, but by the third time he had watched Loki’s life story, he might’ve known it wasn’t just a professional interest anymore. “Just because I spent a couple of lifetimes doing a psychological profile, that doesn’t prove anything!”
“You believed I could be more. You’ve taught me how.”
“Alright, stop. Enough of the poetics,” he waved that away. “So what if I know you, believe in you, whatever? What do you know about me, huh? You don’t know anything about me! You didn’t know I even existed till you branched. Why would you wanna die for a random guy you just met?”
Loki went quiet. Mobius, agitated and breathing fast, watched the god consider his words.
“You’re right,” Loki agreed calmly, looking down. “... I don’t know very much about you.” ‘ You really don’t know him at all ’, he remembered Renslayer’s words. ‘ Mobius and I, we were partners. And you were just a number to us before this. We’ve joked about you for millennia. ’ Jealousy’s talons dug deep into his stomach. His hands curled into fists. He thought of the man in front of him and, as if stepping over it, overcame that familiar emotion- which was less of a feeling and more of a lifelong companion- in a way he’d never done before. “... But I’d like to learn. That’s why I risked everything to follow you here.”
Mobius was silenced by that.
He wasn’t arguing, but he was still unreachable.
Why was Mobius being so stubborn? They had shared so much since Asgard. They had enjoyed one another's company and conversation so deeply. They had protected and fought for one another to the point of death. Why was he fighting this now , just when Loki was finally ready to put what had been unspoken into words? A realization hit him:
“You-... You don’t think I’m capable of feeling this, do you?” Shame leaked into his tone by the end of that question. He knew Mobius knew he had never been able to feel this before.
Mobius looked at him finally. The ex-analyst recognized the hurt hidden in Loki’s expression. That’s not what he wanted. His shoulders slumped, “No, that’s not-... Well, yeah , actually. To be honest.” Even if it hurt he wasn’t going to lie to him about this.
Loki looked away.
Mobius let go of the tension in his body. He let out a sigh and rubbed his brow, forcing himself to calm down. What the hell were they doing here? Why was this so complicated? Why couldn’t they just go back to the way things were before? A quick read of Loki’s face told him it was too late for that. The damage had been done.
Mobius decided to offer the full truth, “Look, it's not just you. I don’t know if either of us are able to… you know,” he trailed off.
“You’re wrong. I know you feel this, too.” Loki took another step, now nearly too close to him.
As Loki approached, Mobius took his hands out of his pockets, lifting his chin, squaring his shoulders, and stood very still. It was a defensive stance.
Loki studied the man’s tired face, his vexed expression didn’t hide that look in his eye that had been there since Asgard. “I may not be as perceptive as you, but I can see it.” Loki let his hand curve around Mobius’ forearm. Mobius didn’t pull back, tired of hurting the prince. “Surely you can see it in me.”
He could. It was obvious. It had been for a while now, Mobius had just tried to ignore it.
“... Loki ,” he sighed the prince’s name, looking away from him. He had lost his memories, regained them, discovered the Time Keepers were fake, and died today. Why’d this have to happen now?
“Mobius. I believe in chaos, but, meeting you,” Loki leaned closer, his voice lowering to almost a whisper now, “it has me considering fate.” Was this all meant to happen? It felt as though he had been destined to find him. Destiny had always been a repulsive concept, but if it gave him this man, he’d sacrifice some chaos for it. “Whatever design brought us together, I’m grateful for it.” For this man, he’d allow order to exist. He’d allow himself to fall in line if it meant a chance to stay beside him.
That made Mobius pause. He looked up at the god of chaos, surprised by what he had just admitted. He was standing so close he had to crane his neck up to meet his eyes.
Loki leaned even closer, shoulders swaying towards him. Their faces were only inches from one another now. They had never been this close before.
Loki enjoyed looking at Mobius while standing so near to him. His eyes appreciated the attractive incline of his cheekbones, the rugged, character-filled bridge of his nose, and the appealing turn of his eyes. He had never met anyone with such a simultaneously intelligent and kind gaze. Behind Mobius’ eyes were always ten fascinating insights and they were always delivered with the sugar of a joke. His heart was picking up speed the longer Mobius looked at him, each beat feeding the burning tension in his stomach.
Mobius couldn’t recall being this close to anyone before. It was too much. He knew Loki’s face better than anyone. He had spent more time looking at Loki than any other being. It was mesmerizing seeing those famous features in person, only inches away from him. He considered his handsome, dark brow that always looked good in a crown, those proud cheekbones, and his sly lips. The Asgardian’s face was a collection of sharp and beautiful angles that had, rightfully, scared and enticed people all over the universe. But this Loki had softened around the ex-agent. His blue eyes had transformed from cold and piercing to wide and searching. The devilish points of his cunning smile had become increasingly genuine around him- almost boyish at times. Loki’s face had always been one of the god’s greatest weapons, but Mobius had been the first to see its honesty. He was also the first to see this heavy, nervous look in his eyes. It really was something else.
Why did the air suddenly feel different between them?
It was charged.
Like something was about to happen.
It was so quiet.
“What're you doing?” Mobius whispered in disbelief at whatever this energy was.
Loki reached up. His fingertips found the side of Mobius’ face. As his hand made contact with him, it warmed with the thrill of touching him.
Mobius didn’t stop him. He was motionless, allowing him -if only out of shock- to touch him.
Brushing his fingers along the man’s cheek, a surprising excitement pooled in Loki’s chest so quickly and filled him so completely he could hardly understand how his body could contain so much energy. His heart was racing faster than ever, touching him, waiting for him to react. It was beating faster than it usually did in the heat of battle. Faster than it had in Jotunheim or New York. His fingers relished the feel of Mobius’ skin and the slight coarseness of his stubble.
In over a thousand years, he had never felt this before. He had no idea that such immense pleasure and paralyzing fear was possible from so little physical contact, but it still wasn’t enough.
Mobius blinked quickly and looked away. He let out an aggravated breath, but didn’t move away.
Entranced by their proximity, the prince let his fingers run down Mobius’ jawline, appreciating its gentle slope. It was one of his favorite features of the man’s perpetually tired face. Whenever he smiled, his jaw would tense attractively. Loki had grown accustomed to looking for it whenever he made the agent smile. The anticipation that ran through him as he let his fingers glide down it towards his chin hardly left any room in him for oxygen.
He made himself take a breath. It hitched in his throat when he had the thrilling realization that Mobius was letting him do this.
Even if the man was silent and motionless, showing no reciprocation, he was allowing Loki an opportunity to sneak past the walls of rationalism and professionalism that had previously forbidden this closeness.
Consumed by a swirling ache in his chest, arms, and fingertips, he dared to cross a line he’d never crossed with Mobius before and let the pad of his thumb land lightly on Mobius’ bottom lip. It was the slightest of movements, but it was more terrifying than leading an army against the Avengers. It felt like it could be the end of everything if Mobius pulled away.
A wellspring of desire bubbled in Loki’s chest as his thumb made contact. Mobius was transforming, in his mind, from someone to keep polite distance with to someone he could imagine exploring in euphoric detail. In fact, he never wanted the old collegial distance again after this. He needed to be this close to Mobius from now on.
The man twitched, but didn’t recoil. Loki’s heart thudded, anxiously measuring Mobius’ reaction. Mobius’ troubled brow peaked in the middle the way it always did when Loki was doing something he shouldn’t. He blinked awkwardly, and watched Loki, searching him. Trying to analyze him. Loki let him. He had no interest in keeping his feelings a secret any longer. All he wanted was to keep touching him.
He noticed Mobius’ bottom lip was still healing from their encounter with X-5. The gashes on his left cheek were still fresh. There were new marks, as well. Deep purple and yellowing bruises that Mobius must have endured after his arrest at Roxxcart. The ferocity of Loki’s anger towards the TVA reached new heights, meeting the intensity of this unprecedented desire that was releasing itself from his subconscious.
If this was what those tales and songs of love were about, he wondered how a mere mortal could survive it; as a god, he was having trouble believing these feelings weren’t about to unravel him from existence for the second time that day. He almost feared he wanted more than he could handle. They were both breathing with more labor than before. He hoped that meant Mobius was feeling this, too.
As Loki felt the surprising, maddening, softness of Mobius’ careful, smart, infuriating lips his excitement grew to new, almost frightening, depths. He let out a staggered breath, trying to focus on staying as still as possible. If he had been as selfish as he once was before meeting this man, he’d have given up all self-control in that instant. Instead, he forced himself to swallow back the impulses that stormed his body.
“Gods,” he whispered, feeling completely unlike himself. He had always prided himself on being the most powerful being in any room he entered, but any power he had was now gone. His desire was too great and his admiration too strong. Power belonged to those who had something others needed and he realized he was entirely under Mobius’ power now. He had been for quite some time. The man, a human who hadn’t been born with any special abilities of any kind, wielded an unbelievable influence over the god solely by being who he was.
A single look, nod, or flinch from the ex-analyst would dictate the prince’s fate.
He half-considered begging if it meant a release from this uncertainty.
Instead, he hazarded brushing his thumb along Mobius’ lips an inch, pressing down, and gained an intoxicating sense of what it might feel like to kiss the man. His other fingers brushed down to the side of the man’s neck and curled under his distinctive chin. He relished the yielding cushion of his lips under his thumb. They were now slightly, beautifully, parted, as the man’s breathing started to quicken.
These lips, almost always equipped with a smirk for Loki, held the kindness the god craved so deeply it pained him. They had said some of the most ludicrously destructive truths that tore his past self apart, but they had also supplied him the compassionate encouragement that helped rebuild the god into someone he actually enjoyed being. To touch them so intimately offered him a taste of the rebirth he had longed for all these centuries.
He wanted to feel them against his own. He had never wanted to taste someone more in his entire existence. He might go mad if he couldn’t.
Attempting to keep his alarm at this overwhelming ardor at bay, Loki tried to find his voice, “This is-... I never knew-....” His voice failed him.
He couldn’t trick him. He couldn’t lie. He couldn’t do anything he’d normally do to get what he wanted. All he could offer was something he had spent his life avoiding: the truth.
“You must understand the depth of my feelings,” he whispered. “You know me too well to doubt me now.”
“Yeah,” Mobius’ voice almost cracked. He swallowed. “... I do know you.” Mobius had seen it all happening on Loki’s face. The god always wore his feelings on his sleeve and Mobius was better equipped than anyone in the universe to interpret the torrents of desire and anxiety in his eyes at that moment. He had never seen Loki like this anywhere on or off the Timeline. This wasn’t a trick.
He couldn’t move. He couldn’t think. He couldn’t control his breathing as his heart raced. What had he gotten himself into? What do you do when a god looks at you like this?
“Mobius.” He felt Loki say his name as a weak rumble of breath against his lips.
‘ A god doesn’t plead ,’ but being a god didn’t matter anymore. This man, once a mortal Loki would've never known in a crowd, was now the sole proprietor of the god’s elation. Only Mobius could give him the salvation he desperately needed from this excruciating longing. So Loki said the unthinkable, “Please.”
It wasn’t a command or a request. It wasn’t politeness or manipulation. The word had come quietly from the back of the royal’s throat and barely escaped, tortured, from his lips. It had been well and truly a plea.
Mobius understood now. He was in control.
His heart skipped a few beats as a strange thrill flashed through him; a mix of curiosity and shock. He had never seen this before. He had never seen a Loki truly subject to someone else’s word. And it was his word Loki was waiting on.
How the hell did he get here? He hadn’t asked for this.
One second he was picking up a bratty Loki variant from the courtroom, struggling to keep the slippery devil under supervised lock and key, and now that same Loki was pleading for his permission to-
He lost his train of thought as the god’s thumb on his lips moved away slowly and Loki leaned in closer. Mobius could feel his breath against him, nervous and restrained, waiting for a sign. How’d they end up here? It didn’t feel real. It was like they were standing on the edge of a cliff. And what happened next was up to him. All he had to do was take just one step and….
“This can't be happening-” Mobius whispered, stopping as he felt the god’s lips brush his as he spoke. It sent a shiver through him he’d never felt before. His body suddenly and violently wanted something his brain was sure wasn’t a good idea. But, god, did it want it more than anything else he had ever wanted before. It was unreal. What the hell was this? Why did he feel so warm? It was like his blood was boiling. Why couldn’t he think? Why couldn’t he talk? He could barely even breathe. He couldn’t make sense of how much his brain was telling him to step away and how much stronger the impulse to lean forward was. He knew he should say something to stop this. He needed to defuse this. He had to get them back to safety. He needed to stop whatever this feeling was that was taking him over.
Loki looked at him with half-lidded eyes, his lips parted, impatiently waiting for- dammit .
Mobius made a decision without making it. He moved. He lifted his chin. His body had won by a fraction of an inch. But it was enough.
He had stepped off the cliff, and now came the gravity.
This gentlest, nearly microscopic indication of reciprocation plunged Loki into a silent frenzy. Now wasn't soon enough for what he wanted to do. He’d only be pleased if this had started days ago, but the delay had compounded his craving so immensely he feared he might bruise the man as his hands suddenly gripped his arms and pulled him forward into a kiss.
Panic rushed through Mobius as their lips met, but it was quickly replaced by something else just as strong when the prince’s lips moved against his own. He didn’t have a name for it, but it was a heavy pressure in his chest that pulled at his throat and heart so deeply and euphorically that he couldn’t bring himself to move away.
Loki’s hands rushed from Mobius' arms up to his shoulders and over to his neck, delighting in every sensation. He felt the man’s shoulders, memorizing their shape in this new, intimate, context. His fingers moved over the man like a lover now instead of a friend, extracting as much excitement as he could from every graze. He gripped Mobius’ collar, messing his tie.
Mobius wasn’t moving, his hands were open in the air on either side of Loki. Loki could tell he was in shock, but the exquisite detonation of pleasure in his chest from being allowed to kiss his friend was too strong to ignore. He moved his lips against his, intoxicated by the scent of the man’s simple, vintage, Midgardian aftershave, and endured the excruciating anticipation as he waited for the man to catch up and kiss him back.
Mobius struggled to make sense of the prince’s movements.
He had never done this before. At least not in his memory as a TVA agent.
All he knew was that it felt good. Damn good. And it hurt. Not just because of his busted lip, but the aching in his chest opened and expanded with every brush of the god’s lips. The pain he'd gone through that day was nothing compared to the hot electricity in his veins and the squeezing in his throat every time Loki’s hands moved on him. How could something feel so good it hurt? He wanted to lean away and further in at the same time. He wanted more, but it was already too much.
Loki was making it clear how much he wanted this, his brow tensed to a peak, his fingers needy at his collar. He was breathing Mobius in as though he was savoring him. It didn't make sense for Loki to want this from him, but the man, overrun with thoughts of Loki, wanted to give him what he was after.
Mobius tried to learn quickly how to kiss back, struggling to keep pace. No matter how he was performing, the moment his lips moved against Loki's, the prince reacted with a tighter, more enthusiastic grip that only further intoxicated both of them.
Loki’s heart nearly burst with Mobius’ initial, clumsy attempts to kiss him back. He wanted nothing more than to spend eternity teaching him how to do this. He savored every motion and movement from the man’s lips, each an earth-shattering confirmation that Mobius wanted him as well. His overwhelming anxiety from before refined into a silken passion that still pushed the prince’s heart to beat hard and fast only now it was with pleasure.
Loki’s strong hands pulled eagerly on the back of Mobius’ neck, drawing him closer, making it harder to breathe. Their chests bumped as Mobius tried to keep his balance, nearly tripping into Loki from the ardent strength of his grasp.
Was this really happening? It was like an out of body experience. Mobius felt his reality shift again the same way it had after learning the Time Keepers were fake. A truth that had been a fundamental part of his life for thousands of years was being rewritten. Loki had always been separate from him; a being on the other side of the indestructible wall that kept the TVA and Timeline distinct. The prince had always been a character, a myth, a dazzling actor in a sacred story Mobius was never meant to touch. As real to Mobius, for all intents and purposes, as a character from a book or movie.
Feeling Loki against him, the mental distinctions between TVA and Timeline were disintegrating for the ex-agent, muddling into a pleasurable confusion that deepened as Loki’s lips pressed against his. But, with this shift, thousands of years of thinking about and analyzing Loki came hurtling all into the present moment. His expertise in this god of mischief caved in on itself, turning against him as it fed his fledgling desire for the Asgardian he knew so well, allowing it to grow exponentially in no time at all.
Mobius realized he was kissing these lips. The lips that had lied so many times, that had said so many terrible things as he taunted his victims, were moving against his own with calculated and soft experience, teaching him what to do.
The hands gripping his neck so passionately had waged war against Frost Giants, betrayed the Asgardian people, taken hundreds of lives without hesitation, and caused sweeping destruction across the galaxy.
This was the Loki Laufeyson.
Mobius’ mind rattled with the realization that this is what this felt like. An ancient curiosity, something in the agent that had always wondered what it would be like to be close to Loki, was being thoroughly answered.
He had spent countless hours studying Loki’s life, trying to find answers for a case, and along the way he had seen the god thwart anyone’s attempt to get close to him. He’d use them, exploit them, play with them, betray them, and then simply disappear. He had seen Loki do this with hundreds of Asgardians, touching them as he touched him now, and he had wondered what it felt to be picked. To be chosen by their elusive, seductive prince. Mobius knew it had always been hollow hedonism for Loki, but everyone seemed to be in a hurry to get in line anyways.
Mobius was now feeling and understanding, firsthand, why.
This was almost unbearable, it felt so good. So good it burned.
It almost felt like being pruned.
His stomach turned with excitement as Loki’s lips guided his own into a steady rhythm. His legs feeling weak, he needed balance. His unsure hands found Loki’s arms, too shy to grip him tightly or move from where they landed.
Loki rewarded Mobius’ touch by enthusiastically guiding the man backwards a few feet. Mobius nearly stumbled but his back bumped the wall behind him. The impact against the wall sent a shudder through his ribcage. Had Loki always been this much bigger than him? He was towering over him.
The way Loki's long, slender fingers pulled at him as Loki pressed himself closer to Mobius, squeezing him against the wall, sent shockwaves through him. He was surrounded by him. It didn’t feel like it was his legs keeping him upright anymore, Loki was holding him in place.
The god, no longer a far-off character in video files, was warm and solid and strong. His lips felt desperate, as if he had been starving for this. A hunger from the depths of his throat burned him from the inside, too.
Mobius no longer judged the Asgardians that endured Loki’s tricks for a night of this.
He knew better, but he had to suspect some kind of magic had to be responsible for the fire in his stomach and chest that broke out as Loki grew more passionate. It was too powerful, too mind-numbing. Was this what Timeline beings felt when they did this? The burning defied any attempt from Mobius to remain calm. It only raged hotter and brighter as he listened to the sound of their lips and breathing. He had no idea he could sound like this, too.
As though he was also overwhelmed by what they were doing, the god let out a breath that became a low, zealous groan between their lips. Reacting, Mobius’ hands reached up to his tall shoulders and his fingers dug into the god’s muscular frame with a need he didn't know he could feel. A flash of wanting more -everything- burned itself in his mind. What the hell was that?
He leaned back, breaking the connection, breathless and feverish. He was losing control of himself. He felt panic prick at him, but he couldn’t think straight.
Mobius took a breath that lasted too long for the prince who couldn’t stand the separation.
Mobius let him kiss him again, harder this time. Loki’s fingers curled into his hair tighter.
He had always wanted this, hadn’t he? A secret Mobius had kept from himself was finally illuminated by the fire in his chest. He had wanted this the entire time, he realized. What the hell was wrong with him? He had lost control. This was too much. He shouldn’t have let this happen. Did he know this was gonna happen? Had he set it up without knowing it? Was this why he saved Loki? This wasn't just Loki doing something he shouldn't. This was Mobius’ fault. Had this been his plan the whole time? Disgust crept up from his gut, extinguishing the burning core of his desire.
This couldn’t be right. He had spent thousands of years watching Timeline beings do this from behind a desk, never questioning that it was never meant for him to experience firsthand. He had studied Loki for so long he had forgotten his place. Mobius was only ever meant to be a caretaker of Loki’s story. But, now, with him pressed against him, Loki felt more real than ever. Or did Mobius feel more real than ever? What story was this, again? Who was keeping it? This wasn’t his role. This wasn’t where he was supposed to be. A TVA agent and Loki ? Him and Loki? This was insane. Kissing the god felt like he was breaking reality. This had to be someone else’s story. And he was an imposter. He had walked on stage and stolen a lead role and now he had no idea what he was supposed to do.
“Loki, wait,” he said breathlessly against the god's lips, pulling back. He needed to think. His hands started pushing against Loki. He just needed to think! “ Stop ,” he demanded in a voice that didn’t sound like him.
The god pulled himself from the depths of his passion, barely cognizant, “Wh-What?”
“I can't-” Mobius sidestepped from between Loki and the wall. “ Jesus .” He pulled Loki’s hands off him. He stood still, panting. “Dammit.” He was light-headed. He stumbled towards the center of the room, reeling.
“What? What is it?” Loki was out of breath, too.
Mobius could hear his heartbeat in his ears, “Listen. I don't know what's going on in your head, but this -” he motioned between them, catching his breath, “... this can’t be happening.”
Loki, recovering, turned to him, a mix of intoxication and confusion on his face. “What’re you talking about?” The god’s heart was pounding. He couldn’t make sense of anything yet, he just wanted more.
“Come on, I can’t be the only one who sees that this can't be right!” He wiped his mouth, the act embarrassing enough to sober him up like a splash of cold water. What the hell had he done? What had he gotten them into? “I mean, look at us ! What’re we doing?! Something has got to be wrong here! Someone’s- I don’t know, someone’s flipped the script. I shouldn’t be here. Doing this. This is crazy. It’s nuts.”
A cold dread dripped through Loki as he finally woke up from his desire, “I don’t understand.” He walked towards Mobius, hand outstretched, “You felt that just now- it was- we were-”
“ No ,” Mobius stepped back, interrupting Loki so he didn’t have to hear it put into words. “This was just-” He’d never felt panic like this before. He couldn’t even finish his sentences. This was all wrong. He didn’t belong here. “I mean, look at you!” he blurted, gesturing at Loki. “You’re ‘Loki Laufeyson’! Prince of Asgard, God of Mischief, Rightful King of Jotunheim,... Almost-Godking of Midgard’,” Mobius struggled against his breathlessness to recite all of Loki’s titles.
Loki bristled at the monikers, his expression turned severe. “So?”
“‘ So ?!’” Mobius’ tone accused Loki of insanity. “I’m- I didn’t even have a name for most of my life. I was a number until I earned a name.”
“That’s what the TVA did to you.” Loki stepped forward, determined. “You’re a variant. Just as I am.”
“Yeah, I’m a variant. A variant of some guy who probably never did anything. Just some ‘Midgardian’ you would’ve never looked twice at while you took over my planet-”
“Mobius, what’s gotten into you?” Loki stopped the lecture, emphatic. “This isn’t some story the Time Keepers wrote anymore! It doesn’t matter who we were on the Timeline! We’re different now. You can’t-” He reached out, his hand closing around Mobius’ arm.
“Stop,” he pulled his arm away. He stepped back again. Loki paused, stunned. Mobius took a breath, trying to calm down. “This needs to stop. Alright? We- we just got our wires crossed on this. You and me… it doesn’t make sense. Believe me.”
“It does!” Loki insisted.
“ No - no, it doesn’t. And we can’t kid ourselves into thinking it does.” Mobius put his hands on his hips and looked around. “Let’s just take a couple steps back, okay? We needa focus on how we’re gonna get out of this,” he gestured around them at the time and place they had both forgotten they were in. “The fate of time and reality, that’s what really matters right now.”
Loki, desperate, wasn’t going to let this go, “I-”
His rebuttal was cut short by the sudden sound of a motorcycle or motorbike roaring outside, the thin hull of the door allowing the sound through.
“What was that?” Mobius turned towards the door.
Loki didn’t care, “Mobius-”
Mobius was already at the door, tapping the interface to command it to open. As it opened, the sound of the bike grew much louder. Whoever it was, they were close. Loki woke up to the potential danger of being found by the wrong person, going over to the door to investigate as well.
“More cannibals?” Mobius asked as he peered out the door. Loki fought every instinct to pull Mobius back into the room and continue their discussion.
That thought fell away when Loki, with his keen eyesight, recognized the driver creating the noise, “Sylvie?” How did she get here?
“Really?” Mobius stepped out of the doorway to get a closer look. It was her. “Sylvie!” Mobius started into a jog downhill towards the goddess, raising his arm to get her attention.
Loki watched as Mobius made his way towards her. She spotted him instantly. They met in the middle, greeting one another. Mobius seemed very pleased at the reunion, nothing in his demeanor betraying what had just happened. Loki, however, still felt like he was in the room behind him. His entire world was shaken. Every rapturous feeling he had just experienced had been replaced with a new dread that ran deeper than any nervousness he had felt before they entered the room.
Sylvie raised her arm, signaling to Loki after Mobius pointed vaguely in his direction without looking back at him. Loki waved in return. He started his descent from the hill towards them, not ready to go back to pretending he and Mobius hadn’t just changed everything between them.
The fate of time and reality might’ve been their mission and they may need to fight the sentient world-eater, but Loki’s first priority, the main reason he came to the Void, remained the same.
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Chapter 20: Chapter 20
Summary:
Another quiet before another storm.
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Shorter chapter this time, but that's just because I had to break up a few things to flow right. Otherwise it would've been one megachapter of 14k+ words. This was the best time for a chapter cut. The next chapter is almost already done, though!
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Chapter Text
“Loki!”
Loki twitched at the sound of his name from Mobius, but he understood he wasn’t the Loki he was calling. The man hadn’t so much as looked at him yet. Having welcomed Sylvie and heard her explanation of how she tracked them down, they now needed to introduce their new addition to their hosts.
“We got another one here for you to meet!” Mobius called towards the boy as he walked through the Domo’s doorway, Loki and Sylvie behind him. “She’s a good one, I swear.” Mobius thought for a second. “Well, I mean- she’s reformed.”
“Not likely,” Sylvie muttered, you all are just an exception . She looked around at the walls and ceiling of the Domo’s interior, gaining her bearings.
“You know what I mean,” he smiled back at her as they walked.
Loki’s heart jumped when Mobius’ eyes met his for a fraction of a moment as he turned back ahead of him. The brevity of that eye contact was enough of a pinprick to his system, but the sudden disappearance of Mobius’ smile when their eyes met arrested his heart’s rhythm painfully.
Mobius cleared his throat and kept walking.
Loki followed silently, watching his shoulders. This unprecedented uncertainty between them, after only just learning what the man felt like, was unbearable. He couldn’t reconcile how much he wanted to halt everything to talk to Mobius again with the intolerable, speechless dread that had taken him over, stealing his voice from him for fear of making things worse.
His reality was altered now, forever. He could hardly think of anything besides Mobius and how to get back to how things had been ten minutes prior. Yet, he was compelled to pretend everything was as it had been. The act, which had only been ongoing for a handful of minutes, stole nearly all the energy from him, leaving him almost nothing for conversation or good humor. So, he followed, hands in pockets, listening to the others.
“Another Loki-?” The boy stopped just as he walked in sight of their addition, wary.
A quiet moment of Loki recognizing Loki elapsed.
Sylvie slunk forward, as gracious as her sly demeanor would allow her to be. “Hello.”
Kid Loki blinked and relaxed, offering his hand, “Hello, Sylvie. Nice to meet you.”
She took the handshake with a bit of suspicion, but Mobius smirked at the pleasant exchange and considered it good progress for her socialization. He suddenly realized that something had been out of order there, “Uh- wait. Did I-?”
“Did you find the supply hold?” The boy turned to Mobius and Loki now, moving on quickly.
Mobius, distracted, stammered, “Uh, yeah, thanks.” He stepped further from Loki as memories of what had happened in the hold flooded his head against his will. His hands felt hot, remembering how they’d been touching Loki just minutes before. He cleared his throat again, “You, uh, got quite a stash in there.”
Still hyper-aware of Mobius, Loki understood the man was trying to create distance between them. His shoulders tensed and his chest tightened. His entire body rebelled at the idea of hiding his feelings again, but he didn’t seem to have any other choice at the moment. He’d need to find more time with Mobius, alone. If the man would allow it.
“You setting up for the long haul?” Mobius chit-chatted.
“Yes. We’ve grown tired of scavenging,” the boy confirmed. “We’d like a chance to rest and enjoy some time in peace without cannibals or pirates chasing us. I have plenty of reading I’d like to do, as well.” He nodded at tall stacks of books lining the console tables which included a few electronics, some from Earth and some alien, that must’ve held intriguing knowledge.
“And what does he do?” Sylvie pointed at the stealthy alligator that had joined their circle silently. She sensed, immediately, another Loki. “Bite things?”
“That’s his business,” Kid Loki paid the scaled Loki his due respect. They all looked at the alligator, pondering his ‘business’. The smallest Loki blinked sideways, smiling quietly with the attention.
“Well, I have to say, the Domo’s an impressive vessel. Good pick.” Sylvie crossed her arms and looked around, approving.
“It isn’t functional, though,” Mobius added.
“I could take a look,” Sylvie offered neutrally. “In exchange for supplies and shelter, of course,” ever the opportunistic Loki.
Mobius squinted, stepping forward, “I’m sorry, you just happen to know how to fix a Domo ?”
“Yeah. Fix it, fly it. I had a few run-ins with Eternals.” Mobius gaped at Sylvie as she continued. “Got a hold of the, uh… the smart one. Phastos. I took what I needed.” Everyone looked at her, surprised by the incredible coincidence, none with more disbelief than Mobius. She looked between them, eyes wide with emphasis, “Do none of you know how many apocalypses the Eternals have caused? I couldn’t get away from them for a time there, everywhere I could hide had an Ajax or Ikaris waiting for me.” She groaned at that last name.
The other Lokis wouldn’t have known, but Mobius could only imagine the bad blood that would brew very quickly between a goddess of chaos and the insufferably straight-laced second in command. Mobius would pay for tickets to see that fight.
“They never remembered me, though.” Rude , her tone implied. She knew it was the only reason she hadn’t caused a nexus event meeting them, though. Still, it was offensive to her Loki sensibilities.
Professionally interested, Mobius couldn’t drop it. “You really managed to enchant an Eternal?” The TVA had a hard enough time even getting Time Collars on them.
“It’s not that hard,” she blinked. “They’re kind of made for it.” Only someone who knew the lifecycle of an Eternal could understand what she meant.
“Yeah, good point.” Mobius put his hands back in his pockets, realizing he shouldn’t have underestimated her. Two of the other three Lokis remained puzzled, the third was busy staring at Mobius’ profile, concerned with more complicated thoughts.
“Wait- having an idea.” Mobius stepped back, waving a thoughtful finger in the air. Something in his head was about to connect, he could feel it. “ Yes ! Sylvie!”
“What?”
“Do you think you can get this thing running?”
She hesitated, “I’d have to take a look at it, but, yes. Probably.”
“Okay, we get this puppy flying and we’ll have a… ‘sky fortress’?” He pointed at the boy, quoting him. “It might give us an edge on Alioth.”
“‘Alioth?’” Sylvie asked.
Loki finally spoke, quietly. “Big, angry, purple storm. Eats everything.” That’s all he could muster.
“And you’re, what ? You’re planning to fly this to go fight this Alioth?” She looked between the men around her, her tone incredulous.
An awkward pause hung in the air.
“... It was Loki’s idea.” Mobius pointed at Loki.
Loki gave him an exasperated look, shoulders slumping. Mobius only glanced at him.
“It was an idea. We were brainstorming,” Loki excused.
“And you decided to fight the thing that eats everyone by only touching them? What’s to stop it from disintegrating your weapons?”
Mobius lifted his eyebrows at the good point.
Kid Loki raised a hand, “We hadn’t actually discussed it yet-”
“Thank god I’m here,” Sylvie sighed, hands on her hips.
“I thought it was a bad idea, too,” Mobius saved face. Loki, not quite feeling up to resuming their typical banter, scoffed a little too genuinely at that.
“Alright, then, you’ve got something better?” Loki challenged.
“I’m going to enchant it,” she revealed her plan with a smirk.
“ Enchant a cloud?”
“Yes. So that we can get through it to the person it’s guarding. The creator of the TVA.” They had come to the same conclusion.
“Right, but trying to enchant it is insane, right?” Loki bid for anyone else’s agreement.
“As insane as, what, paper-cutting it to death?” Sylvie teased.
Mobius took a step, “You know what, I like it. Let’s do Sylvie’s plan.” Sylvie grinned, Loki deflated. “If she can enchant an Eternal, she’s probably got this covered. What do you say, Loki?” Loki’s heart jumped once more at his name from Mobius’ lips, but he had not been the Loki in question this time either.
Kid Loki thought for a long moment, considering the risks to his hideout and the potential gains. “Alioth is a mighty opponent. He could consume us all if we get too close. But, if it means she can fix this ‘Domo’ vessel,” he paused, “then I’m in.”
Mobius and Sylvie exchanged revitalized expressions at the growing plan.
“What about you?” The boy asked his friend on the floor.
Alligator Loki snapped in what one could imagine was an affirmative tone.
“Good,” Mobius was grateful, somehow understanding it.
The ex-agent, smiling at their progress, turned and looked at Loki with the same question in his eye. He was asking for Loki’s input. Loki, face still and stern, prolonged the moment of eye contact as long as he could, distractingly oppressive feelings coursing through him. How could Mobius be behaving so normally? How could he smile at all? Loki felt as though he might fall apart at any moment.
“Well?” Mobius rushed him.
Loki nodded once, arms crossed.
“Alright, that settles it!” He clapped his hands together. Finally, a plan that felt like it might actually work. The pieces were coming together. They might actually have a shot at getting out of here. “Now, Sylvie, what do you need to get this running again?”
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“Why, exactly, are you bothering me?” Sylvie asked her counterpart who was following behind her closely as she searched along the invisible hull of the ship for a maintenance panel that might explain why the consoles in the control room weren’t responding to any commands. She had to reset the panel and align the internal conduits. Based on what she saw inside, her working theory was that the problem with the ship is that it was reset mid-flight. Moving realities while in operation must’ve short-circuited the nav system or scrambled its internal comms. She'd be able to tell as soon as she found the right access panel.
She had been trying to concentrate on all of this, but Loki had been following her, step for step.
She let out an aggravated breath as he trudged closer, not responding.
“I thought you’d be attached to Mobius like you always are.” She glanced back at Loki, slightly annoyed by how close he was. She thought she felt the panel for a moment, but it was the wrong one. “You two get in a fight or something?”
“What? No. No ,” he denied, following her with a hand brushing along the transparent hull, not knowing what to look for. He couldn’t tell her the truth. “I’m just here to help,” he fidgeted with a loose panel he found.
“Stop that.”
He stopped, dejected.
Clocking how pathetic Loki’s tone had become, she juggled her technical investigation with the personal one unfolding in this conversation.
“Something happened, didn’t it?” She shouldn’t have cared enough to ask, but she did. A little. After all, they had followed the agent here after his little heroic display. If something was going south, she should probably know.
“No,” Loki denied. “ No , nothing happened. Everything’s just fine,” he emphasized as casually as possible.
Silence stretched as Sylvie’s hands searched for her objective and Loki trailed behind her, uselessly lost in thought.
“Actually, did Mobius say someth-?”
Her eyes snapped to him with an irritated look, hushing him. Loki realized he wasn’t fooling her at all. She, too, had started to understand Loki too well for him to get away with half-truths.
“Alright, you were right. How could-”
“You’re not exactly subtle,” she notified, exasperated. “Normally, I can’t get you to shut up, but you’re following me around like a wounded animal.”
“Right.”
Loki was quiet. Sylvie tried to focus on the task at hand. The silence continued. And continued. Loki sighed. More silence. She groaned and rolled her eyes. She’d never get any peace until she asked, would she?
“Alright, then, go on ,” she’d put up with listening if it meant he’d stop moping.
Loki quickly caught up with her, “Well, if you’re really asking,...”
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With nothing to do as the more tech savvy were working on the ship, Mobius walked through the control room quietly, admiring it. Kid Loki continued tinkering with the wiring under the console.
Mobius allowed himself to enjoy seeing a Domo up close.
It was such a coincidence that the spacecraft reflected a Loki’s style so closely with the nearly green walls and the inlaid gold details. Like it was meant to be.
Distracting himself from thoughts that had been rising and falling in his consciousness since he and Loki left the cargo hold, Mobius considered the stories that took place in this ship. Epic fights and happy memories for its inhabitants. As well as world-ending schemes. Lots of history here.
He wondered whether the ship would appreciate another pint-sized trickster running it after its time with Sprite.
Mobius took a breath, about to share his thoughts out loud, but then remembered Loki wasn’t there. He had left with Sylvie. And it’s not like they’re on speaking terms right now anyways. Not after what happened.
There were those pesky thoughts again.
What’d he gotten them into?
He took a deep breath, feeling anchorless, and let it out slowly to ease the ache in his chest. He scuffed the floor with his shoe, aimless. He needed to get his head clear.
“So, uh, you ever try to escape this place?” Nothing like small talk to take your find off a doomed… whatever it was he had with Loki.
“No. This is our home,” Kid Loki responded stoically from under the console. “And when others have tried to leave, death was usually waiting for them.”
“Cheery.” Was it bad luck to say that right before they launched their plan to leave?
Mobius glanced at the alligator who was swimming in small circles in his personal pool. He walked over to the console, trying to pass the time, “Uh, if you don’t my asking, what’d they pull you in for? What was your nexus event?”
“I killed Thor.” The boy’s distracted tone didn’t betray any sense of sadness or regret as he shared that without any pause or ceremony. It was simply a fact.
It had taken Mobius by surprise, “Oh. I, uh, I’m sorry.” That was one of the rarest nexus events for a Loki and, invariably, one of the cruelest for a Loki to live with.
“Don’t be. I never look back anymore.”
Strong kid , Mobius judged. Not looking back was probably for the best. All Mobius could do was look back. He wasn’t used to having a future. He’d never had one before at the TVA. Nothing to look forward to. Nothing to worry about. No sense of self or growth. Just simple, uncomplicated existence.
Mobius turned around and surveyed the top of the console. He picked up a couple metal jumping jacks that the young god had placed there. “Well, you excited to get airborne? Take a vacation?”
“In a manner of speaking.”
He twirled the jacks between his fingers and looked around at the cold walls and the dark hallways. He imagined spending decades there. Seemed peaceful. Empty, though. “It’s a big ship for just the two of you.” He leaned against the console.
The Loki responded quickly, as though he had just been thinking about it, “We don’t need anyone else. We’d only want to be around our own kind, but every time we take on new Lokis, it only causes trouble.”
“Yeah,” Mobius nodded, thinking deeply. “I know what you mean.” One Loki had turned the TVA upside down and the other… the other had turned his life, everything in his head and heart, upside down. Nothing made any sense anymore because of him.
The god continued, “It’s the same in the Void as it is on the Timeline: It’s best not to get involved with a Loki.”
Mobius squinted, thinking about the Loki he’d gotten involved with.
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“So, you can see the situation I’m in.” Loki was a bit breathless from telling Sylvie his tale from beginning to end. She stood there, eyes glazed, face frozen, and ears ringing as she took in all the unnecessary information. “We may both be dead in a matter of hours and yet we’re further from each other than ever.” Loki finally quieted, nervous and staring at her with expectation.
Sylvie realized they had reached the end, finally. She unfroze herself and took a second to fight back her gag reflex; she’d never been hit with so much sentimentality at once.
Considering the usually shallow waters of the typical TVA agent’s mind, it was a wonder that Mobius could handle any of this at all let alone with such a dramatic, emotionally tumultuous Loki. She found a newfound respect for the ex-agent at that moment since it had occurred to Sylvie to give Loki a jab or two through the course of that story just to get out of having to hear it. Living it must’ve been exhausting.
Still, there was something new in her that motivated her to try and care. Something that had taken root in her on Lamentis that must’ve been the beginnings of what others might call ‘friendship’.
“So? What do you think?” Loki pressed.
She blinked, “I haven’t a clue.” She had no experience in any of this. This was all far beyond her. “You expect me to know what to do?”
“Well,... no, I guess you wouldn’t,” he realized, losing his enthusiasm. “But I need all the help I can get.” Then again, asking another Loki might not be his salvation, he understood. He took a defeated seat on a large rock a few feet away, leaning his elbows on his knees and running his hands through his hair.
Sylvie watched him as he took a deep breath and sighed, frustrated. He was pathetic on a good day, but he was truly pitiful now. Sylvie might not have had personal experience in this area, but… she did have something that might help.
“Look. I might-” she reconsidered for a moment. Was it worth the trouble? Maybe. “When I unlocked Mobius’ memories… I saw… his perspective,” she admitted, awkward.
“What?” Loki looked up at her.
“I didn’t mean to look at his memories, of course. I’d rather not have known. But, sometimes, it's impossible to avoid.” Most people didn’t know that strong memories were really just strong feelings with some information attached to them. And strong feelings were always closer to the surface of someone’s mind. While enchanting someone, she never needed to go looking for them, they always found her- whether she wanted them to or not.
She watched Loki stare at her, expecting a revelation.
She didn’t even have the vocabulary to describe what Mobius had felt, it was so foreign to her. She could hardly remember it. But she remembered enough. “I'll only tell you one thing. And don’t tell him I told you.” She might’ve only just joined an alliance with the man, but she, as secretive as she was, respected others’ privacy as a matter of principle- even if it was the privacy of the funny, old TVA analyst who had been hunting her for hundreds of years.
“No, of course not.” Did he want to know?
“And I’m only telling you because you’re so pathetic.”
“ Alright ,” he didn’t appreciate that.
“Okay.” This was weird. She’d make it quick. “For him… It started off quiet, but by the time he was taken in Alabama… let’s just say he’s been right where you are.”
“Really?” Loki processed her words, not truly believing them. He did, however, feel slightly jealous of her perspective of the man’s memories.
“Only he’s better at keeping it a secret. Which, thank god , or there’d be no hope for any of us who have to be around you two.”
Hope knocked at the back of Loki’s mind again, “Are you sure?”
“I wouldn’t say it if I wasn’t.” She wouldn’t have wasted her breath on a lie about this. She had fought everything in her nature to say it at all and she was still a bit confused why.
Loki leaned back, puzzled, “But how can he behave so normally? I feel as though I’m losing my mind.”
“You’ve definitely lost it,” she agreed. “But he's had more practice than you. You discovered your… feelings,” it made her mildly ill to say that word, “and started running at him, but he's been dealing with this a lot longer than you.”
“He has?”
She wouldn’t tell him everything. It wasn’t her place. “He’s just scared.”
Loki looked at her, brow wrinkled.
“ Yes , he gets scared.” Loki could really be an idiot sometimes. Most of Mobius’ strongest memories were full of some kind of fear or anxiety, despite the man’s relaxed demeanor. She sat down next to him. “He puts up a front, but you’re still… a Loki. Anyone sane would be terrified.”
“I guess that’s true.” He hadn’t stopped to think about what Mobius was going through. “I hadn’t really considered-”
“He knows you.” She made a face, what a burden . “He’s always two steps ahead, predicting what you’ll do, saying what you need to hear. Maybe that’s what he needs, too.” It sounded impressive as she had said it. She wondered where it had come from. Maybe she had gleaned more from Mobius’ mind than just these memories?
Loki took that in. They were both new to these things, the blind leading the blind, but that sounded almost right.
He realized how lopsided he had been. He had grown so accustomed to Mobius’ guidance he hadn’t considered that maybe he, too, needed help.
Satisfied with herself, and slightly weirded out by how unlike herself the conversation had made her feel, Sylvie stood up again. She resumed her search as Loki thought over her words.
As if being rewarded for her good deed, she found the panel she’d been looking for almost immediately. “There!” She knelt down beside it, prying it open and getting to work.
After a long moment Loki looked over at Sylvie, “You really are remarkable.”
She didn’t turn around, but he could hear the smile in her voice, “Yes, well, I am the superior Loki.”
Loki laughed quietly. He’d let her have the title for now. His smile stayed on his lips; he now had a course of action.
He looked up at the sky. It was getting dark.
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“That’s probably smart, yeah,” Mobius feigned agreement, not quite sure. “That ‘No-Loki’ policy of yours.” It’d make life a lot simpler.
“It’s safer.” The boy crawled back out from under the console, setting his tools down on the table and wiping his hands.
“ ‘Safe’ , exactly.” Lokis brought chaos and adventure, but, after everything they’d been through, maybe Mobius just wanted some peace and quiet again. He stared into space, watching Alligator Loki swim his little laps. “But what about him? You and he have an understanding?”
Kid Loki looked over at the alligator. “Yes, he’s the last. We’ve done right by each other.” Mobius listened as he set down the jacks and picked up a jar of dog treats by his elbow, inspecting it. “Not much for conversation, but we protect one another. I pull my weight, he pulls his. We respect one another.”
After seeing the alligator pause his exercise and look at the jar Mobius had in his hands, Mobius opened the container of treats and took one out. As he did he considered the contradiction the boy had just made.
“So, I guess not all Lokis are so bad?” Mobius offered, looking for a sign.
“No. Not all Lokis.” Kid Loki searched Mobius and paused. “Your Loki is different.”
Mobius, closing the jar, nodded before thinking, “Yeah, he’s- Wait , he’s not ‘my’ -”
“He seems to care about you.”
That surprised him. Was it that obvious?
Of course it was.
“... Yeah. I guess he does,” he whispered, giving up any attempt at denial. He twirled a dog treat in his hand, thinking of what Loki had said. ’ Everything I’ve done since Asgard has been for you. You must see that .’ His heart stuttered at the memory. Something dark and heavy stirred in him. It’d been there for a while. Guilt?
He’d been too hard on him, hadn’t he?
Alligator Loki was now crawling towards them, his green eyes locked on the treat in Mobius’ hand. He snapped at the man, demanding the confection. With a small grin, Mobius tossed the treat to him. The little Loki enjoyed it with a few crunches and rumbled happily as he approached Mobius’ feet, settling down.
“What a softie,” Mobius almost laughed.
“He’s always liked you,” the boy agreed.
“I guess people should just call me ‘the Loki Whisperer’,” he joked. He realized something a little late. “Wait, wh-?”
“Okay, that should do it,” Sylvie’s voice interrupted him as she entered the control room.
“You fixed it that fast?” Mobius stood up straight, impressed.
“I’ve reset the panel, the internal conduits should be aligned and feeding back into the piloting system.”
Mobius lost his voice when he saw Loki follow Sylvie into the room as well. He tried to act natural, unsure of what to do. He tested out looking at him, fighting the compounding embarrassment of what they’d done together and the guilt of what he’d said to him. He’d have to push past that.
“It’ll work?” Kid Loki asked, expectant.
“Give it a few hours to recharge and, yes, it should.” Smug pride, rightfully earned, colored her expression.
“That’s great!” Mobius cheered. “Now all we need is to work out our plan.”
“It’s getting dark,” the boy noted, looking around them at the doorway.
“That’s right. There’s night here?” Loki inquired.
“It isn’t true night. The darkness comes and goes at unnatural intervals,” the boy explained as he packed up the tools he didn’t need anymore. The Void evaded all reasoning. “But Alioth is particularly deadly in the darkness. I wouldn’t recommend making a move until the light returns.”
Everyone understood why- a storm cloud would be nearly invisible in the dark.
Mobius saw an opportunity for a little R&R, “Alright, well, we’ll take the ‘night’ to rest, recoup, and figure out our plan.” In fact, they could all use a distraction. He remembered the ready-to-eat meals and other delicacies in the supply hold. He clapped his hands together, “How about some s’mores?”
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Thank you for reading!! Loved your comments on the last chapter!! Probably only 2 more chapters!
Chapter 21: Chapter 21
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Writing a new story; chaos and order.
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Warning: Lengthy chapter (12k). For what will be an obvious reason....
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Chapter Text
“So, then I said something clever, pressed the detonator, and brought the entire building down on his head,” Sylvie bragged with a grin as she popped a dried berry in her mouth.
Backdropped by the inky sky above them, the flickering of the hearth in the middle of the group shone on her face brightly, adding extra life and animation to her steely features. “It only stunned him, but I enjoyed that look on his face as the floor above him fell on his head.”
“Well played,” Kid Loki raised his juice box towards her. “This Ikaris sounds formidable.”
“He’s insufferable,” she corrected.
“Great stuff,” Mobius commended, entertained. “Any other war stories?” He asked the group, taking a sip of his Tab.
There was a momentary quiet, filled only by the crackling of the fire and the humming of the Domo’s engines charging on the hill above them. They had set up their seats and the meal by a half-destroyed shed a few hundred feet downhill from their vessel. The fire was bright enough to illuminate the group, but dim and obscured enough to let them remain unnoticed. It had taken some time and awkwardness getting the chairs, cushions, and food down here, but once the fire had been lit the tensions from the day had started to melt away. They were all now replenished into a much-needed, nearly-sleepy relaxation.
Loki leaned forward in the quite comfortable slump of the large Sovereign-made cushion he’d been reclining on. He leaned on his elbow, holding his cup of wine. “Well, once, I goaded Thor into a skirmish on Jotunheim and I-”
“No! No Jotunheim skirmishes,” Sylvie complained heartily, taking a drink from a bottle of some kind of blue alien beverage. “That was just Time Keeper scripting.”
“I guess, that’s true,” he laughed at himself as he realized she was right. It wasn’t a good story anyways. “Well, I fought you .” He gestured at Sylvie. “Failed abysmally.”
“You’ll get better,” she smirked.
Loki laughed again, “Until then I guess I’ll need to collect more stories.” He looked around, enjoying seeing everyone jovial for once.
“I bet you have more than enough, Sylvie,” Mobius joined in. “You sure gave us a lot of trouble. You were the trickiest case we had. Still are. ‘Reigning champ of the TVA’,” he dubbed her.
“You’re admitting I won?” The buried rivalry from their centuries of cat-and-mouse games resurrected itself for the friendly banter.
“Oh, definitely. No question about it.” He took another sip. He started to count off the evidence on his fingers, “I didn’t even know what you looked like until just recently, you managed to escape every time we thought we had you, you saved our hides," he gestured between him and Loki, "and that's not to mention what you did to the big bosses.” He recalled the Time Keeper trauma with a wistful grin. “Yeah, I’d say you’ve earned your victory.”
Sylvie shifted in her seat, doing her best not to seem as pleased as she was by the man’s generous words. “Well, I haven’t won until I do the same to whoever created the TVA.”
They all settled into a thoughtful quiet after that, each considering the complex web of camaraderie spun between the unlikely allies of the group.
Kid Loki’s usual stoic expression relaxed into something almost content as he lounged in his crimson and gold throne-like chair, his legs draped over the gilded armrest. Alligator Loki was curled up by the foot of the throne, listening to the cheerful noise around him and enjoying how the fire in the center of their circle warmed his cool blood.
Sylvie, seated on a wooden bench to Loki’s right, seemed like a new goddess, her face reinvigorated by the conversation and meal. Loki was happy to see her real smile for the first time since the Time Keepers’ chamber. She deserved this respite.
Mobius might have started the night with a quiet reservation, seated on the other side of the fire from Loki on a metal patio chair facing slightly away from the god, but even he had relaxed. He was leaning towards the fire, resting his elbows on his knees and dangling his can of Tab from his careful fingers. The man’s severe expression from earlier that day had eased. The grin that usually hid at the corner of his lips had finally returned and his intelligent eyes traveled between the Lokis cheerfully now, engaged and curious. Once or twice they had even landed on Loki and stayed, unbothered, until he had stopped speaking. Each time he had looked at him, Loki’s chest had tightened with a painful squeeze he did his best to hide.
Loki had forgotten just how much a good meal over a fire could bring people together. It reminded him of home. He missed the mead and the singing.
“Speaking of which,” Mobius interjected, bringing Loki out of his Asgardian memories, “are we prepared for tomorrow?” He set down his drink and rubbed his hands on his knees, getting back to what the point of this conversation had been.
Loki was happy to be the first to answer him, “I think the plan came along nicely: The ship is fixed and supplies are gathered. At daybreak, we’ll descend on Alioth when he’s distracted by a fresh branch, Sylvie will enchant him, and then we’ll meet our maker. In a good way,” he added pep to his tone, fanning the flames of their celebration of a good plan.
“Okay, good, yeah,” Mobius was happy with that. “All that’s left is for our resident Domo expert to show our pilot how the buttons work.” He pointed at the boy, “And after you drop us off, you’re free to chart your own course. Everyone’s happy.”
Kid Loki gifted them a small smile for the first time since they’d met, something like gratitude in his eye. It vanished as he thought of something, “And how will you all get back?”
Silence took the group over.
Only the crackling flames and humming engines answered the young god.
Loki looked at Sylvie and then at Mobius, his eyes staying on him several moments too long.
They’d been so focused on getting to the creator of the TVA they hadn’t thought to plan much further. Even if they had, they didn’t have any means to go anywhere yet. No working TemPad. No way to return to the TVA, if that was even where they ought to go.
“Well, I guess that depends on what we find,” Mobius broke the silence with the most rational response.
The quiet that followed thudded between them. None of them knew what their future held. Everything rested on what they discovered beyond Alioth. And how each would react to it.
“If you find what you’re after, do you know where it is you want to go?” The boy asked an even harder question. He was an inordinately perceptive Loki. He had pinpointed exactly what they had all been avoiding.
“My plan is just to kill the bastard behind all this and free the Timeline,” Sylvie didn’t know where she was headed, but she knew what she wanted. Her goal was still the same. It didn’t matter that the Time Keepers were fake, she would just kill whatever had made them.
“If that doesn’t cause the end of the universe,” Mobius stilted that lofty goal with some realism. Sylvie gave him a glance.
Uncertainty leaked into the circle. Alligator Loki opened his eyes, staring at the flames and listening more intently now that the flow of conversation had tensed.
“And what do you want, Loki?” The young god looked directly at Loki now, as if invested in his answer most of all.
Loki’s eyes widened at being put on the spot.
“Uh, well, I’m not sure,” he rubbed his knee. He didn’t have an answer he could say aloud, but his eyes betrayed him. They looked immediately to Mobius. The man looked away, something panicked in how quickly he did so.
‘I'm not interested in a future if you’re not by my side,’ they both remembered Loki’s confession.
Loki cleared his throat, “I’m sure I’ll figure that out after we deal with Alioth’s master.”
An apprehension loomed over the group as each of them considered each others’ answers or lack thereof.
“Well, I hope you all are able to get what you’re after,” Kid Loki well-wished in a knowing tone.
Awakened from the comforting lull of their rest, Loki’s eyes stayed on Mobius as thoughts of possible futures swam through him, his fingers fidgeting thoughtfully. The man looked at everything except him now, obviously avoiding him. Ignoring the pain of that, Loki studied how the warm light danced on his features. He contemplated this being the final night of their friendship. The final night of their whatever this had become. Had he ruined everything? His heart grew oppressively heavy with preemptive sorrow at the thought, his fingers clenched the cup in his hand a little too tightly. He couldn’t let this be the end.
Sylvie watched Loki’s face as the god watched the ex-agent. She’d never seen a Loki look at someone like that. This Loki didn’t belong to himself anymore, she realized. It almost made her glad she’d never had a chance to feel what he was feeling.
Almost.
“Alright.” Sylvie stood up and stretched her shoulders, wincing against the tight leather of her uncomfortable outfit. “I think it’s best to show you how to use the controls now before we turn in for the night,” she motioned towards the boy and pointed at the entrance to the ship on the hill.
“Yes, you’re right,” Kid Loki agreed, standing up. He threw his empty juice box on the fire. “Thank you all for the meal and the stories.” Their host was as gracious as ever.
Loki pressed his lips into a thin smile and nodded, distracted. The boy turned and started walking towards the ship. His alligator friend followed.
“Okay,” Mobius grunted in the universal tone for I’m about to leave , looking around his seat for his plate and drink.
Sylvie, following their hosts, walked behind Mobius’s chair and caught Loki’s eye as she did. She widened her eyes and twitched her head towards the man, communicating a challenge to Loki. Then she was quickly gone, heading to the Domo with the others, giving Loki no opportunity to react to her rude encouragement.
It was just Loki and Mobius now.
Mobius had collected his things and stood up. Loki racked his brain for anything to say to keep the moment.
“Uh…” Loki’s voice acted on its own, too impatient to let the moment slip by and too nervous to think of what to say.
The sound had done its job, though. Mobius looked over at Loki, expecting Loki to say something else. Nothing came. He could only hear his heartbeat.
“You, uh, gonna head in, too?” Mobius asked finally, discomfort obvious in his tone.
“Actually,” Loki responded too quickly and loudly, embarrassing himself. “I was thinking I’d stay out here tonight. Keep watch.” He set his cup on the ground.
Some of the most excruciatingly awkward silence the god of mischief had ever experienced stretched between them for several seconds too long.
“Alright,” Mobius was calling it. He turned to leave, “Well, I guess I should-”
“Mobius.” Loki stood up quickly, his posture straight with anxiety. Mobius stopped, half-turning back to him. “We have an opportunity here to, uh….” He needed to calm down. He took a breath, wiped his hands on his legs, and found his resolve. He couldn’t afford to worry about what was going to happen. The worry from the day fell back for a moment and his voice turned steady and low. “Tomorrow is probably going to be it- the end of our journey.”
“Yeah, probably,” Mobius agreed quietly.
“This could be our last chance to… understand one another.” Loki ignored the rising drumming in his chest.
Mobius turned to him completely now. “Yeah.” He took a step closer towards Loki, but maintained his distance.
“Uh, okay,” Loki took a breath, feeling an uncharacteristic stage fright. “I just wanted to… I wanted to apologize.” It sounded as though he had practiced it in a mirror.
The man’s face twitched, confused, almost amused.
“I fear I may have gone too far today.” Loki watched as Mobius looked down at his shoes at the mention of ‘today’. This was Loki’s last chance to make things right. This was his last chance at anything. “I understand I-… I tend to get caught up in… what I want.”
Mobius chuckled once, nodding at old memories. “Yeah. You do,” he whispered. After a second, he set his stuff down on the patio chair. “But I guess I knew it was gonna go down like this eventually.”
That surprised Loki.
“Really?”
“Oh, yeah,” Mobius confirmed lightly. “Since our appointment with the Time Keepers. After I pruned that agent for you.” He had seen in Loki’s eyes just how much trouble he was in for. That’s why he had tried to keep away from the god since their reunion in this place. He was trying to give him time to cool down. Of course, that had only made things worse.
“Am I really so transparent?”
“Don’t take it personal. ‘Loki Expert’, right?” Mobius gestured at himself and rested his hands on the back of Kid Loki’s throne. “... But, I mean, you gotta realize how weird this is for me, right?”
Loki nodded, eager. “I do. I understand.”
Mobius studied him for a moment. There was nothing but honest effort in his expression. Nothing desperate or manipulative. Just wide, imploring eyes. Mobius’ shoulders relaxed. “I mean, do you know what it’s like never having a future?” Loki had spent his whole life chasing the future he felt he was owed. The future was all Loki had ever thought about before they met. “I was never supposed to have my own story. Especially not with you in it.” He walked around the back of the chair and took a seat. “You’re a myth, a prince, a god. A ‘cosmic pain in the ass’.”
Loki accepted the old insult happily, recalling the conversation in the Time Theater that had sparked all of this, but maintained his focus. “Yes, I am all those things. But I was also lost and ready to burn the world to ash… just to feel something- anything.” Loki took a seat on his cushion again, sinking below Mobius’ eyeline, looking up at him. With how ardently his heart and lungs yielded to even the smallest glance from Mobius, the man’s high ground only seemed appropriate. “Until you.”
Mobius nodded, ignoring the thud in his chest. He knew that. It didn’t change anything, though.
He knew how much Loki wanted more. He always wanted more. On the timeline, he had wanted more attention, more power, more everything. Now, without anything to conquer or rule, the would-be godking wanted more from him .
He stared at the fire, thinking.
He thought of what he had felt earlier that day. His blood ran faster as he remembered how much he had wanted to give Loki more. He had been close to forgetting himself. But what more could he give without losing himself completely?
Loki watched something dark cross Mobius’ expression.
He was grateful to be able to talk with him again, but there was something stifling them. He watched Mobius’ eyes as they sank deeper into thought and further away from him. He was almost unable to speak out of fear of not being heard. He could feel the weight of everything they’d been through, everything they knew and didn’t know about one another, weighing them down. The pressure and uncertainty was silencing them.
He needed to shake them out from under it.
This wasn’t about what he wanted, he reminded himself, remembering Sylvie's insight.
This was about Mobius.
“Alright,” Loki patted his hands on his knees with new energy. “Let’s start over.”
Mobius, still somber, looked over at Loki. “What? ‘Start over’?”
Loki inched closer on his cushion until he was in front of Mobius’ throne. He looked up at the man and held out his hand straight in front of him, offering it to him like a handshake. Mobius only blinked down at him, confused.
“Loki,” he introduced himself. “Frost Giant prince raised on Asgard. Son of Odin. Second in line to the throne,... however I find myself between homes and crowns at the moment: family disagreement- wouldn’t want to bore you with the details.” He could see Mobius begin to realize what he was doing, the man’s brow softened with a sense of humor. Loki smiled, continuing his introduction, “Uh, I’m terribly competitive, a very sore loser, and I tend to let my emotions get the better of me without thinking of others,” he leaned forward and his joke refined into something genuine, “but I’m trying to be better about that.”
Mobius looked at the god’s blue eyes, intensified by the light of the fire, and enjoyed the well-meaning mischief that had returned to them. He shook his head, a grin stealing the corner of his lips.
Loki gestured at Mobius with his outstretched hand, your turn .
“Come on, Loki, this is-”
Loki gestured again, insisting.
Alright , Mobius’ expression agreed reluctantly, his grin growing stronger and a laugh tickling the back of his throat. “Okay… ‘Mobius’,” he gestured at himself weakly. “Uh, what’s there to know? Well. I take my coffee black with two sugars, key lime pie’s my favorite, and… ” he scratched the side of his nose and took a long moment to think. Loki listened to his silence intently.
Mobius finally found what he was looking for, “And I don’t have a clue what I’m doing. I, uh, I was a Hunter, then an Analyst, and now I’m…,” Who was he now? “... searching for answers? For ‘freedom’, I guess. And, to be honest, it scares the hell outta me.”
As soon as he said it he could feel something uncoil in his chest. A sick, existential dread began to loosen its vice-like grip on his heart and stomach.
He took a deep, liberated breath. “But, I guess I’m trying to learn… how to live a life where no one’s telling me what to do.”
Mobius felt a new kind of strength find him as he said it out loud.
Loki smiled quietly at the revelation. He was learning more about the man already. They both were.
“Very good,” Mobius whispered, complimenting the god’s interrogation skills. Whatever Loki did, some kind of combination of his questions and how he was looking up at him, it had worked. He would’ve made one hell of an analyst.
With the pressure from before gone, suddenly Mobius had a lot more he wanted to say.
He looked at the fire, “At the TVA, before you, I had all the answers. I wasn’t happy, but I was comfortable. I knew my place.” The truth finally had room to breathe in him. It was easier than ever to say it. “Now that I know the Keepers are fake and now that going back to the TVA is impossible, all that’s left is… anger.” That was new. It didn’t sound like him. But it was right. This was what had been eating at him this whole time, scratching at his insides. “I mean, I’m a pretty level-headed guy, but I could burn that place to the ground.” He sighed, releasing a frustration that had been building. “It wouldn’t do anything, probably, but how am I supposed to just start my own life after everything I’ve done and believed for them?”
“I know what you mean.” Loki’s voice was deep and honest. “I felt the same way after my father told me where I had truly come from.”
Mobius squinted and ticked his head at that parallel. He hadn’t thought of that before.
“Of course, I didn’t handle it very well,” Loki lightened.
Mobius considered everything that’s happened.
“I’m not either. Not really.” He looked at Loki.
How'd they get here? They were on opposite sides of the interrogation table now. He was the one who had found himself in an identity crisis and Loki was the one helping him. He could see him understand him. The prolifically selfish god was empathizing with him.
What a strange story they were in together.
A warmth for him spread through him, thawing some of the day’s unease. Something cleared in his head. The dread had dissipated and now he could feel what had been underneath it again: the burning in his hands and the ache in his chest that hadn’t left him since the last time they had been alone.
Mobius swallowed.
“Thanks, Loki.”
“Anytime.”
They shared a faint smile. There was nothing in Loki’s expression that had any expectations of him. No pressure or push to get what he must’ve wanted. As Loki looked at the fire, Mobius studied his proud brow, the new gentleness in his eyes, and the unusually calm smile on his lips. He had to look away. If the god felt even a fraction of what Mobius did, he could barely believe the impulsive prince wasn’t breaking all the rules to try and get it. He really was a new Loki. But was Mobius new yet?
He wouldn’t be unless he made this right.
He took a deep breath, preparing for the plunge.
“Look, Loki,” Mobius started out of nowhere. “I’m sorry I lost it. Before.” Loki held his breath as he listened. “What happened today… between us… that was just- it was the final straw.”
“It was?”
“For thousands of years you were always ‘ Loki’ . You, your story, belonged to the Time Keepers, or whoever . I had one job. I just had to keep you in your lane. Keep things clean. I wasn’t supposed to be friends with you. I wasn’t supposed to be anything . Not to you, not to anyone. But then I met you and we started talking and… it all just happened so fast, before I knew it, I was breaking laws and on the run as a time criminal.”
Mobius collected himself. Loki was patient.
“And now, we’re- It’s insane. I would’ve never dreamt up that someday we’d be ....” He was still unable to say it. “It’s probably one of the worst time laws to break, getting mixed up with a variant. If it even is a law. I don’t think anyone’s ever been in this situation before.” Mobius couldn’t stop telling the truth now, every sentence was gaining momentum as it left him. “I don’t feel like myself anymore. I’ve been acting like someone on the Timeline. I was never supposed to feel any of this. But, back there,” he gestured back at the ship, “it felt- it was…,” He couldn’t describe how good it felt. How truly alive it made him feel, for the first time in his existence. “We tossed out the rulebook. Worse, we set it on fire. But that was my life, you know? The TVA was the only life I'd ever known. Without that rulebook, nothing makes sense the way it did before.”
That was it. Mobius had said it all. It wasn’t long ago when they were in Asgard with a ticking clock on his TemPad when he had gotten Loki to confess his deepest fears just like this. He never thought he’d be on the other side of it.
They both watched the flames.
Loki broke the silence, “Nothing really makes sense. Not even on the Timeline.”
“What?”
“Well, let’s take inventory: I’m a magical, blue god from outer space, I’ve hurt everyone who only ever cared for me, and apparently there is a universe in which I’m an alligator.” He smiled at the strangeness of it all. “There’s a lot about my life that doesn't make sense. But, you are perhaps the only part of it that does.”
Mobius tilted his head, “That right?”
“You and I may have started at odds with one another. Chaos and order. But it seems we had what the other needed, just when we needed it.”
“Kismet,” Mobius whispered, his eyes unable to leave Loki’s face.
His voice was a low, sure rumble. “Now that I’m off the Timeline, I’ve never been more uncertain. But, what I do know is that I want to face what’s ahead of us with you beside me.”
Mobius squinted, fighting against how quickly his heart was beating, trying to keep his cool demeanor. His lungs rebelled against his attempts to seem unaffected, demanding he breathe a little deeper and faster than he was allowing himself to. How’d Loki know just what to say? “When did you learn how to use that silver tongue for good?”
Loki smiled a showman’s smile, “Around the time I met a certain analyst.”
They both chuckled. Another stretch of quiet. The fire crackled, the wind blew. Both of them only thought of each other.
“So, what are we gonna do?” Mobius asked. There were no rulebooks anymore. Nothing to tell them what the next step was. He had never been in any kind of situation like this. Neither of them had. “Cause’ we’re in unknown territory now and I’m reaching the edge of the map here.” They were in the parts of his map that only had dragons. It felt like one wrong step and they might fall off the edge of the world.
He looked to Loki, watching his lips and waiting, listening to his own heart race. Mobius had always had the answers before, but he could use some help right about now.
“This is new for me as well,” Loki admitted calmly. “But,... my people had a story for this.” He’d borrow their wisdom.
“Yeah?”
“Two of the kingdom’s strongest warriors grew so close they never wanted to be parted.” Mobius looked down. Loki fought against the lump in his throat that formed when the ghost-like memories of home came back to him. “Neither of them could work up the courage to tell the other, because they, uh, they couldn't believe the other would feel the same way.” He cleared his throat, his heart pounding in it. He was too anxious to look at the man as he said this. “And, on the eve before their final battle, they waited for the other to confess. But neither of them did. So, they parted ways as friends, leaving everything unsaid.” Loki felt the story personally now, his stomach turning as he remembered the end of the tale. “However, during the battle…,” he couldn’t say it for fear of making it come true. “Well, they paid for their silence. Dearly.”
Loki glanced at Mobius, almost embarrassed, “You’ve heard the song, I suppose.”
“Yeah, I have." He was silent for a moment. "But…” he stood up from his throne, surprising Loki as he came over and sat beside him, “... how about you remind me how it goes.”
Loki flashed a true and eager smile at the invitation to sing for him. A performer at heart, hardly anything would please him more than to sing this particular song for this particular man.
Loki cleared his throat and licked his lips, obviously a little nervous. He tried to compose himself by steadying his breathing, but with how close Mobius was to him, their shoulders nearly brushing, that was impossible. He feared his hammering heart might interfere with his voice.
This was a slow and tragic song that required careful focus and feeling. To perform it was to be an actor who could show their audience the heartbreak of an unfulfilled love. And, now, Loki felt uniquely equipped in a way he’d never been before for this performance.
He lifted his chin and took an in-breath,
In Asgard's halls, where winds whisper untold tales,
Two warriors, hearts entwined, beneath heavenly veils.
When Loki started singing, his voice made Mobius’ heart thump with surprise. It shouldn’t have. He had heard him sing in the video files many times. Loki had always been an enthusiastic entertainer. Once or twice, Loki had even sung this for the royal court during some festival. But it was different to hear the prince perform in person. More different, still, to hear him sing just beside you in such a soft, affecting cadence.
Love hidden in the golden glow, a silent yearning shared,
Unspoken truths in the air, a love never declared.
Mobius watched the fire as he listened to the Asgardian lyrics, translating them in his mind. There was nothing like hearing an Asgardian sing in their native tongue. And Loki was one of the best. He was bringing new life into the song with every verse. It sounded sweeter than he had ever heard it, imbued with something real.
The prince’s singing wavered occasionally, betraying his nerves, but, to Mobius, it only added to both the song and the charm of his handsome voice.
Oh, the words unsaid, like echoes through the fight,
Silent devotions entwined, lost in the northern light.
Loki breathed a sorrowful harmony into each word with such delicate attention that he didn’t need any accompanying music. Anything besides the sound of his voice would have drowned out the intricate progression of notes he was piecing together at the end of each word. Still, the sound of his song atop the quiet roaring of the fire in front of them was mesmerizing.
-
“You hear something?” The boy signaled for Sylvie to stop her explanations about the nav systems, which were nearly over anyways.
“What?” Sylvie didn’t appreciate being interrupted.
“Listen.”
They both quieted. Sylvie readied herself to hear some kind of threat, her hand on her sword’s hilt. Soon the sound came again, an elegant voice faintly drifting in from the doorway, carried from a distance.
The unspoken words, like runes etched in the air,
“ Loki ,” Sylvie reported with annoyance when she recognized his voice. Not a threat, at least.
“It’s Asgardian,” Kid Loki recognized.
“It is,” she confirmed, not caring. She was ready to get back to work. But then another verse floated into the room, this one full of feeling.
A tale of love unspoken, a burden hard to bear.
The two stony Lokis silently remembered Asgard.
The young god let out a small sigh, “It’s good to hear a bit of home again.” He was never one for sentimentality, but Loki’s performance was… exceptional.
“Sure,” Sylvie tried to play it off, a deep homesickness nipping at the edge of her consciousness.
“Which one was this?” Kid Loki asked. It had been so long since his brief time in Asgard, he could hardly remember the selection of songs they’d perform in court. It had been even longer for Sylvie, but the next verses made it obvious for both of them.
In the battlefield's dance, where destinies align,
Silence in their hearts, affections undefined.
“I wonder why he chose that song-” the boy interrupted himself when he quickly deduced why: Two warriors, in love, on the eve of battle.
The boy cleared his throat and turned away from the singing. Sylvie tensed her lips and raised her eyebrows, a wkward .
“Maybe it’s best we pack it in- there are bedrolls in each of the right wing chambers. I’ll show you the rooms so you can pick one for yourself,” he pointed down the hallway that led deeper into the ship and further away from the scene unfolding outside.
Sylvie nodded, “Right. Good idea.” They could finish this later, when it was less nauseating out here. As she turned to follow her host, she stopped. She glanced out the doorway at the faint glow of the fire in the distance and listened for just one more moment. It was nice to hear a bit of home. And, even if it was kind of gross, a Loki being able to sing that song that well had to mean something.
A gentle smile spread on her lips.
“Coming, Loki?” The boy asked the alligator.
She snapped out of it and caught up.
The littlest Loki signaled his answer by simply crawling into his bed in the control room and curling into a ball. Sylvie and the boy left him to his choice, turning in.
The scaled god would stay and listen. He settled in, closed his eyes with a pleasant smile, and dreamt of home.
-
To realms beyond, their spirits ascend,
A lesson in silence, a yearning without end.
Mobius finally looked at Loki. The firelight on his features flickered at a tempo just faster than the song he was singing. He watched as every word formed on his lips with careful devotion. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d experienced something so beautiful that wasn’t in a video file. Whenever he had left the TVA it was someplace grisly for a case. Beauty wasn't something you found anywhere real. But this was even better than watching Loki fight at the games.
So heed the ancient wind's call, before the tempest rise,
Speak the love within, under the calm skies.
Loki’s brow twitched with the second verse, his voice nearly cracked under the weight of what he was feeling. The god had never performed this song like this before. His previous performances had accentuated the livelier notes and tried, unnaturally, to convert it into a drinking song. This time, it was obvious that he knew exactly how this song needed to be sung, and why. Mobius saw him feel every word as if it were his own story.
For in confessions, strength shall rise,
A sorrowful tale, where longing never dies.
Loki glanced at him. He kept singing as they watched one another. It was like Mobius was the only other person in the universe. The prince, who had sung for the gods in the halls of Asgard’s palace, was now singing his finest performance for him .
Mobius had never had something beautiful of his own before. He looked over Loki’s face. He really was something else.
For love is the seed of all strength.
The song ended.
It was just them again.
The fire crackled softly.
“It’s about… taking a chance,” Loki’s voice rumbled, his eyes half-lidded as he admired Mobius’ face. He spoke soft and slow, almost like he was still singing as he spoke, “Because… even if rejection is terrifying, silence weakens the soul.”
Mobius finally tore his eyes away from Loki. What a strange thing for Loki to be explaining to him. The Loki he had met in that TVA courtroom would’ve never been able to say any of this.
“And that love…,” his voice was only a desperate whisper now, “is what makes us truly strong.”
Yes, love had always been nothing but an illness to Loki, but that was before. Before he knew what it felt like. Before Mobius. Before the raging in his blood that willed him to reach out to the man in front of him. He knew, now, the rigors of love’s merciless strength. It had been tearing him apart from the inside all day as Mobius had ignored him. It had also rewarded him with the highest peaks of elation he’d ever known from something as simple as a kiss.
This ‘love’ had taken him over entirely.
He now understood how wholly intoxicating it was. It left no room in his mind for anything that didn’t service it. It was a gloriously tyrannical feeling that he never wanted to be without again. He could only imagine what he might be capable of once he knew how to wield it himself. But, until now, it had been controlling him. He’d been a clumsy servant to the affliction, knowing and expressing it mindlessly. Feeling it and expressing it selfishly. But he needed to know the depths of what this love could become not only for Mobius, but with him.
He watched the man as he nodded slowly and stared at the hearth.
He remained silent.
After an eternity of waiting for him to respond, Loki finally turned away, losing hope. A sick acidic wave of fear returned to him. He had tried to help Mobius as he had helped him, but perhaps Loki didn’t have the wisdom for it. Perhaps it hadn’t been enough-
A hand gripped his collar, pulled him over, and suddenly Mobius was kissing him.
Shocked, Loki pulled back, “Mobius-”
“Just, shut up for a second and let me be the impulsive one for once,” Mobius barely got out his words, smirking, before he leaned forward again. They had talked enough.
Loki remained frozen, stunned, but the moment Mobius moved his lips against his, a bright cascade of pleasurable, almost painful astonishment ran through him. The god’s hands wasted no time, pulling the man closer with a strong grip on his arms. His fingers buzzed as they held his biceps, keenly aware of what a gift it was to touch him at all. How strange it was for him to feel such abject delight radiate through the very core of his being at the opportunity to feel the cheap polyester of Mobius’ jacket under his hands, but of course it was the warm physicality underneath the fabric that truly affected him.
He hadn’t dared to hope he might feel this again. He would’ve been satisfied with a return to simple friendship, just a chance to smile with him again, but this invitation to touch him filled him with an indescribable rapture.
He kissed the man back, gently. He moved slowly, his bated desire held at bay just behind his consciousness. He needed to be careful. He couldn't repeat what he had done earlier. It didn't matter if he couldn’t kiss him as fiercely as he wanted. This was enough. More than.
He gave himself over to the moment completely, ignoring any question of the future, focusing on the bewildering miracle unfolding in the present.
Mobius felt Loki’s strong shoulders roll down towards him, leaning in and letting go of all the suspense that had kept the god's muscles stiff all day. Mobius underwent the opposite transformation; his chest and throat tightened almost painfully and fireworks went off in his ribcage. Everything he had worked so hard to keep pushed down had now been let loose in him, wreaking havoc on his nervous system.
Was this a bad idea?
Who cared?
It felt right.
There weren’t any rules anymore. This wasn’t the TVA. This wasn’t the Timeline. Loki was right. He needed to make his own decisions now. No one was going to make them for him anymore. Things weren’t going to make sense anymore. No protocol, no procedure. Where he had placed his trust in order before, he needed to trust chaos now. So when he had decided to grab Loki and pull him into this, it had been nothing but adrenaline and impulse. He had turned off his brain and did what he’d been wanting to do for hours. Even if he hadn't planned it ahead of time or had seen it coming, it was a choice. His choice. A choice he had finally made for himself.
After all, what had he been willing to die for, twice, if not the free will to choose Loki?
And, jesus , free will felt good.
Loki’s lips moved against his slowly, softly. Every barely-there brush of his lips sent an icepick of excitement through Mobius. He could sense the god’s restraint. Unlike their previous kiss, Loki wasn't lost in his own desire anymore. This time it was obvious he was thinking about Mobius, too. His touch was precise and vigilant, the strength in his hands controlled and orderly. Mobius correctly sensed that he was all the god was thinking about this time.
Encouraged by Loki’s unusual sobriety, Mobius’ hands grew more confident, grasping onto Loki’s upper arms with a new passion in his fingertips. Loki’s reaction was to draw him closer and their chins bumped clumsily as he did, sending a jolt through the man.
Mobius had always felt responsible for keeping them safe from Loki’s base instincts, but he’d take a leaf from Loki’s book and just follow instinct instead. And his instinct was telling him the Asgardian poets were right. What would holding back do for them? Why did he ever think the answer was to resist everything he’d been too afraid to want?
Mobius’ stomach turned with burning anticipation as Loki took over the kiss with considerate expertise, applying more pressure.
Even if he didn’t have any experience with this, he wasn’t innocent. Mobius had seen plenty of this on the Timeline. He could tell Loki knew what he was doing. He knew the god was one of the most practiced beings in the galaxy, but he had no idea it could feel this good. He’d been thinking about it all day after his first, brief taste of it.
The god’s lips took the lead, moving with perfect pace; fast on the out-breath and then teasingly slow when the man needed to inhale. Loki’s fingers were rising up his arms, gripping him with needy, meticulous strength. He could feel Loki enjoy his shoulders. Before all this, he had always been a ghost to Loki, an invisible caretaker of his story. But, right now, he was finally starting to feel real; solid, against him.
As the kiss continued, their rhythm intensified and their breathing quickened as their hearts worked harder.
Loki leaned back, stopping for a moment. He felt compelled to get another look at him. Was this really happening? He was rewarded with the sight of a man who was no longer holding his desire a secret. Those sensible eyes were looking at him with a dazed, physical impatience. Nothing in them looked annoyed, withdrawn, or skeptical. They only wanted more. They were finally, completely, untethered from the TVA’s doctrine.
Loki let out an amazed breath, smiling. His hands moved up to the sides of Mobius’ neck, enchanted by the man’s permission to do so.
The way Mobius was looking at him was astounding. It wasn’t the animal lust or spiteful desire he’d known from others in the past. No one had ever looked at him like this. Those eyes had seen everything. They knew all his sins and all his achievements. He had seen him at his worst and his best, and these eyes still wanted him. Another wave of ardor crashed against his consciousness.
“I've never felt this before. It’s-” he inhaled, ragged, “It’s so much more than I thought it’d be,” Loki shared clumsily between breaths, exhilarated.
Mobius chuckled, nodding weakly. He seemed amused by the random interruption, but still impatient. “Yeah. I know what you mean.”
Loki loved how breathless and overtaken the man was. He couldn’t wait to see just how much pleasure he could show him.
“But, it sorta hurts?” Mobius lightened his tone, grinning with a grimace. “I’ve got- I don't know, it's weird- there’s a lot going on,” he gestured to himself, unable to describe it. His heart was hammering, his stomach was somersaulting, his arms were almost shaking, and every time Loki touched him it felt like someone was stabbing his central nervous system. “I feel like I'm gonna drop dead,” he laughed at how ridiculous it was for him to be the lost newbie between the two of them, “It’s actually kind of awful. You feeling this, too?”
Loki smiled widely, beautifully, at the awkward confession and nodded slowly, “I am.”
He laughed, too, realizing Mobius hadn't learned how to find pleasure in the discomfort of euphoric anxiety yet. He hadn't used his body this way yet. While Loki was new to the magnitude of these earnest feelings and how thoroughly they intensified every touch and kiss, he couldn't wait to teach the man what he did know. The rest they could discover together.
First, he needed to show him just how aligned they were.
He carefully collected Mobius’ hand and placed it on his chest, pressing his palm tight against the fabric of his shirt. He delighted in the sensation of the man’s hand on him and of his hand in his. He waited for Mobius to feel what he was showing him, looking down at him.
The god’s heart was pounding under Mobius’ hand, fast. Almost too fast. If he wasn’t an Asgardian in his prime, Mobius might’ve been concerned, but he lost his voice when he realized it was evidence of what was going on in the god's mind. That was for him. For a dusty ol’ analyst who had just picked him up one day for a little reconnaissance mission. He almost couldn’t believe it, but there it was. Loki released his hand, but he kept it there, fascinated by its honesty.
This was really happening.
The prince really felt this for him?
Loki interrupted the man’s thoughts by reaching behind his neck and gently craning Mobius’ face up towards his. He leaned down and perfected the connection between them.
Loki took the opportunity to do what he had cursed himself for not doing the first time. His lips satisfied themselves for several seconds of deep gratification before leaving Mobius’. As their lips parted the man panted for air and Loki traveled, carefully, down to his jaw.
His lips enjoyed the pleasing coarseness of his perpetual five o'clock shadow. He had been craving a chance to feel it like this for a while. He kissed the jawline he had been silently admiring this entire time. He thought of all the times he’d made Mobius smile, all the time he had made him clench his jaw with annoyance. And, now, it was his to kiss. Simply considering the vast distances of trust and affection he had crossed from their first interrogation at the TVA to this moment, as he was brushing his lips along the man’s jaw and feeling Mobius’ hand glide up the back of his shoulders, filled his chest with undiluted, electric awe.
Loki’s hand moved up the side of his neck, his thumb brushing along the plane of his cheek, as he kissed downward.
Who would’ve known they’d end up here? When he first met Mobius, all he knew was impotent rage against the man. Loki remembered his seething anger at this agent who showed him the truth of his Timeline and mocked his glorious purpose before tearing it from him. If he had had his powers, he almost shuddered thinking of how he might’ve lashed out. But, now, Loki could hardly believe he’d ever been that person. He couldn’t truly remember a version of himself before he felt anything besides this consuming devotion for the analyst. He couldn’t remember a time before the mere thought of feeling him in his hands and against his lips didn’t thrill him more than any throne or crown ever could. A Loki who didn’t share this one guiding truth in him that made his heart pulse fire through his veins as he kissed the agent’s jawline seemed to be more a ‘variant’ than he was.
His lips traveled to his neck, his thumb gently pressing Mobius’ chin up. There was something endlessly exquisite about Mobius yielding to his guidance, about the usually steadfast man allowing him to appreciate this sensitive point of vulnerability. Loki pressed his lips against his neck, thoroughly anticipating the chance to show Mobius a new way to feel good-
“Ah,” Mobius winced.
Loki leaned away. “What?”
“Nothing.”
Loki craned Mobius’ chin up to see, enjoying the man’s obedience to his hands until what he saw muted his passion. He hadn’t seen them in the low light but the bruises on his neck were still healing. He remembered seeing Mobius get these. Asgard felt like a lifetime ago.
Loki let his fingertips softly outline the bruises, faintly lit by the flickering light.
Mobius blinked awkwardly, letting him. “It’s not a big deal.”
Loki could tell the man didn't want pity. So he would give him something else.
With one last glance at his face, Loki leaned back in and, this time, refrained from applying any pressure. With only what Mobius could call supernatural precision, Loki’s lips grazed his sore injuries with enough strength to feel, but not enough to cause pain. Somehow it drove him crazier than if he had just been kissing him. It elicited such refined sensitivity, Mobius wasn't sure what to do with himself.
Loki’s lips grazing along his neck, Mobius’ hand slid up from the back of Loki’s shoulders and satisfied centuries of curiosity by running his fingers through the god’s raven hair. His hair, one of the prince’s most prized attributes, was scented with a one-of-a-kind blend of rare oils that smelled of royal silver oak and expensive Asgardian flowers Mobius couldn’t remember the name of. He knew it like he knew all of Loki's favorite things, but he still hadn’t and would probably never get used to being able to experience that scent in person. It reminded him of all their talks together. All their misadventures. All the arguments and bickering. Now, with the scent closer and warmer than ever, it would remind him of this.
Letting his lips brush his skin, taking in his scent and anticipating his taste, Loki could feel the rush of Mobius’ heartbeat. He enjoyed knowing he was quickening its rhythm. He felt the man’s hand in his hair. Those careful fingers gripping locks. Those fingers had spent an eternity of filing folders, collecting evidence, and organizing articles of Loki’s life in carefully manicured cabinets. They’d spent centuries tuning video files of his deeds, rewinding, searching, analyzing, and writing reports on him. And now they were on him, in his hair, pulling at him with obvious, novice desire. They had cataloged every one of his heinous acts and still clutched him with wanting affection.
Loki rewarded the show of passion with a rumbling groan against the man’s neck.
The hot breath on Mobius’ skin sent a shudder through him. Rebelling against just how soft the god’s touch and breath was on him, Mobius' fingers gripped his hair tightly. He needed something more substantial. That only made Loki’s lips smile against his neck. Mobius sighed, almost frustrated.
Loki leaned back and out of Mobius' reach, his hair draping messily as he looked down at him. He made no attempt to straight himself out.
Instead his hands were busy tugging at the lapels of Mobius’ jacket. There were too many layers between his hands and him.
Apprehension colored Mobius’ expression; a panic that didn't need a name.
Loki gave him a reassuring look, patiently impatient.
Something eased between them.
“Yeah, what the hell.” His tone said, why not , but his face showed his timidity.
Loki slid a hand under his left lapel, his palm ecstatic with the warm firmness of Mobius’ chest under it. He kept his restraint despite the boiling attraction growing behind his sternum telling him to move faster. He pushed right, curling his hand over Mobius’ shoulder, the jacket being gently pushed aside by his wrist. Loki took the edge off of the act by kissing him again, distracting him.
Already overstimulated and in no need of distraction, Mobius followed suit, working off the other side of his jacket and it slipped over his shoulders. Motivated to be free from it, he broke from the kiss and released his arms from their sleeves with hurried shuffling. His range of motion liberated, Mobius reached both hands ahead of him and grabbed Loki by the front of his shirt, pulling him briskly into a deeper kiss, trying to take the lead.
Loki smiled against his lips at the man’s growing craving. Just as with anything else, Mobius was an incredibly fast learner. Enticed, Loki wanted to teach him a bit more about physical fascination.
Letting Mobius kiss him, Loki committed sacrilege by focusing away from his lips and instead on his hands. He placed them on the center of Mobius’ chest. As Mobius was slightly smaller in stature than him Loki’s hands were large enough to take up generous space on him. As he exhaled, multitasking between his lips and hands, he let his palms run up a few inches on his chest, his fingers at the base of his neck before sweeping towards his shoulders. He savored this first, restrained exploration of the man’s shape, enjoying the slopes of his muscles and the fast rise and fall of his chest with each of his breaths.
Mobius’ heart stuttered as those large hands glided over him. It might have seemed simple to anyone else, but it was as new as kissing to him. Kissing was one thing, but Mobius hadn't known the rest of himself in this way yet. He was still getting used to knowing he wasn't some kind of TVA automaton.
Like a paintbrush coloring him, Mobius felt Loki’s desire in his touch and it left a new impression of himself wherever he touched. He felt Loki memorizing the shape of his shoulders, chest, and abdomen. As his fingers brushed over him, he started to understand why Loki wanted to touch him. This was his first crash course in how physical desire really worked, up close and personal. How simply feeling one another, running hands along skin and even clothes, could light up the brain like a fireworks show. Mobius’ hands were learning, from Loki’s example, the same heated motivation to explore more of the god, too.
As his hands caressed the juncture of Mobius’ neck and shoulders and drifted downward, Loki felt closer than ever to everything he adored about him: his wit, his wisdom, his terrible jokes, his exasperating hypervigilance- the latter of which had been temporarily decommissioned it seemed. He felt as though he was finally touching all the things he loved in Mobius that he could never conjure within himself.
Mobius sensed his understanding of himself start to change. His body was no longer just a tool for functioning, to carry him around from point A to point B, but could be experienced. Experienced by himself and by Loki. It could feel and satisfy desire. After eons of never knowing this firsthand, it felt weird. Weird, but good. Better than good. More like amazing.
Loki’s fingers fanned out, taking in as much of him as possible. His hands curved around his ribs, slinking along his sides, and gripped him tight-
“Ow,” Mobius twitched away.
Loki flinched back, alert.
“Just some more souvenirs from the TVA,” Mobius whispered with a wince, trying to lean back in. Loki only leaned further away. The desire in his fingers instantly replaced by concern. How could there be more? What Mobius’ face and neck had endured had already been criminal. Loki reached up and started unbuttoning his shirt, his adroit hands moving quickly from button to button.
“Whoa, whoa, hey,” Mobius leaned back, surprised. He fumbled, trying to calm Loki’s hands, which weren’t dissuaded from their goal. “Don’t- It was just some interrogation intimidation.”
Loki didn’t listen, he had undone the man’s shirt.
“Come on, you don’t have to-” Mobius was interrupted when Loki deftly slid his hands under the man’s undershirt, lifting it for a look.
Mobius took a sharp in-breath and grimaced with a mixed reaction when Loki’s hand touched his bare skin, exposing his side.
He only got a glance before Mobius covered up, pushing his undershirt back down. “It wasn’t anything I couldn't handle,” Mobius brushed off, wearing an embarrassed smirk.
Loki’s stomach had dropped when he saw that the man’s ribs had been black and blue. The injuries were deep and aggravated, worse than he had even feared. It was a wonder he had been able to make it through their journey at all let alone without mentioning any pain.
Loki’s eyes flickered with something dangerous, his voice lowered, “Renslayer did this?”
“Nah.” Mobius straightened himself out, trying to breathe normally again after that shock to his system. “Just some Time Cell reconstructions. And some Hunters during the interrogation. And now that I’m thinking about it, I think X-5 got a punch in there somewhere, that guy’s got some serious issues-”
“ Mobius .” Loki wasn’t going to joke about this.
“It’s fine. I’m fit as a fiddle-”
“I should’ve been there-”
“Uh-uh,” Mobius interrupted him, a hand pushing Loki’s chest back an inch. “Don’t act like I’m some kinda damsel in a tower. We were in this together. I knew what I was getting into,” the sentence ended in a meaningful whisper, Mobius’ eyes relaxed back into his newfound affection as he glanced at the god’s lips.
Loki didn’t react. Even after everything he had been through, Mobius was still the one trying to reassure him somehow.
It wasn’t enough, though. They were about to head into a deadlier situation than they had ever faced before, how could he be so nonchalant about this? It was easy for Loki to be brave in the face of combat, he rarely bruised or took any lasting damage. Mobius was human; only immortal by the grace of the TVA. Just as human as any other Midgardian. He didn’t have Loki’s Asgardian fortitude or accelerated healing.
Loki shook his head, “You can’t come with us when we face Alioth.”
“Really? What’re you gonna do, leave me here? Kick me out of my own plan? If you haven’t noticed, I’m kind of the brains of the operation here,” Mobius’ voice was soft and unserious. “I mean, not including Sylvie, of cours-”
“This isn’t a joke, Mobius.” He had never felt like this before. A strange panic buzzed through him, demanding he put Mobius someplace safe and away from any sort of threat, forever, “You need to-”
“Sorry to break it to you, Loki,” Mobius interrupted, quiet and light, “but you can’t order me around like that. That’s not how this is gonna work-”
Loki’s heart thudded at the implication of Mobius’ ‘this’ , but pushed forward, “You could get-”
“Hey. How about I tell you when I’ve reached my limit, alright?” Loki stared at the man’s smart, amatory eyes. Where did he get this irrational bravery from? “Then you can come running to the rescue,... ‘cause I know how much you want to,” he teased. He had never heard Mobius taunt him with that particular tone before. It was now unmistakably flirtatious. Almost indecent. This was a new side of the man. Under his worry, excitement coursed through him. It was nearly enough to distract him, but not quite.
Loki opened his mouth to say something, but before he could think of any way to talk the man out of his recklessness, Mobius’ hand on his chest had reached up and, with a firm tug on Loki’s tie, brought the frantic god back into a kiss.
He really was learning, almost too quickly, what to do and how to do it.
Unable, or perhaps unwilling, to break away from Mobius’ firm hold, Loki sank into the kiss obediently. His panic refined down to a more manageable concern as the haze of pleasure took over again.
Mobius, pleased with Loki’s reaction to his lead, let his other hand find the back of Loki’s neck, bringing the distracted god deeper into the kiss.
Loki’s hands didn’t know what to do.
He had only ever held Asgardians. Beings as strong and as physically resilient as himself. This man had been beaten and bruised badly. Mobius was strong in many ways, stronger than Loki in the ways that mattered, but so unfairly fragile. A pang of vengeful protectiveness rushed through his gut as he realized he had almost lost Mobius to the hands of brutes who didn’t realize how utterly important the man was, how necessary his existence was in this universe. A reality without Mobius was useless.
Loki leaned into him, eyebrows peaked with the torment of even considering a world without him. He pressed closer. He needed as much reassurance as he could get that this human was still truly here, truly safe.
Mobius had the lead now, Loki too preoccupied with his worry. The man was enjoying this role, too. He pulled at Loki’s lapel.
Loki’s breath faltered as Mobius started to pull his lapel open. As Mobius had planned, the god came crashing back to the present moment, fully invested in what they were doing again.
Loki let the man’s attentive fingers slip the jacket over his left shoulder. Soon his shoulders were free and then his arms. He smiled at the gentleness and nervousness of the man’s hands. Loki had only been with people for whom clothes meant nothing, they were mere obstacles that might as well have been on the floor the moment they’d met. This sort of shyness was ancient history to him, but he enjoyed it immensely. His jacket slid down to the cushion beneath them.
Loki pressed forward and guided Mobius to lean back until he was resting on his elbows, propped up on the large cushion underneath them. He carefully planted a hand on either side of him and leaned over the man.
He broke the kiss and slowly placed a palm on Mobius’ chest, finding his heartbeat. It was there. Strong and fast despite his delicate humanity. The god needed to protect that rhythm with everything he had. Saving time and reality only meant something anymore because they were necessary for this man to continue existing.
Mobius stared up at him, lips parted and breathing fast as Loki’s hand slid down. His slender fingers hooked under his undershirt, lifting it up as he had before. His hot fingertips made startling contact with his skin, reaching towards his injuries. Mobius, annoyed, motioned for him to stop. Loki only gave him a serious look. Mobius, bothered, let him continue. Loki lifted his shirt and revealed the bruises again, inspecting them with severe eyes. A war between the maddening attraction he felt for the half-revealed man and his clinical, bodyguard concern swirled in him. He needed to see this, he needed this reminder of what was at stake, of how necessary his protection was.
Mobius felt Loki’s fingers lightly graze his ribs, outlining the worst of the hits he had taken. He saw something new and intense happen in Loki’s eyes. He stared up at the god, trying not to go crazy with how his hand felt on him. It was almost too much. How’d people deal with this stuff without passing out? He was going to lose his head soon.
Loki leaned down and kissed him again, his chest pressing down onto his. His long legs brushed against his. Mobius was forgetting how to breathe. How did everyone not completely lose it with all the hammering and pounding in their heads and hearts when they did this? How could the body withstand all this?
Feeling Mobius warm underneath him, his chest rising and falling with quick, shallow breaths, Loki wanted more. He wanted not only more of this new physicality, he wanted as much of Mobius as he could get. He needed as much of this mortal as reality would allow. Not just in this moment, but every moment after. He wanted to hear everything he’d say and witness everything he’d do. After everything they'd been through and what danger they'd be facing soon, every second felt urgently invaluable.
His kiss grew more intense, his tongue brushed Mobius’ lips, soliciting a deeper, warmer connection.
Since meeting him, he was never satisfied unless he was by his side. And he’d do anything to secure that. He’d be a servant to their future together. He’d fall in line with what Mobius wanted. Anything Mobius needed, he’d become.
He brought his hand to the side of Mobius’ face, holding his jaw in place as worked his lips.
This unassuming man underneath him, with nothing more than his mind and words, had tamed the untamable God of Chaos. He had given him order and taught him harmony, with himself and others. And now Loki was his willing subject.
He’d give everything he could, follow any rules and grow in any way he could, to keep this man safe and beside him.
As Loki’s tongue licked into the kiss again, his lips working his faster than ever, Mobius heard himself groan without meaning to. He didn’t even know he could make that sound, but they both deeply enjoyed hearing it. Loki’s fingers on his jaw held him harder. Loki’s chest on his was warm and heavy with pleasurable pressure. He could almost feel the Asgardian’s heartbeat against his own. It was getting harder to get enough air, but that only made it all more intense. No wonder Loki had fought so hard for freedom. For this. No wonder people were crazy for free will. He had made a couple choices, let a little chaos in, and here he was, doing something like this with Loki at the end of time.
Before this, ‘desire’, like Loki, had always been something to control. But, learning how to listen to them, they had both led him here. They brought him to exactly what he had always wanted since before he knew he wanted it. This was the story he had wanted to write for himself.
Mobius let Loki kiss him, leaning his head back, giving into the weight of the prince’s lead. Mobius ran his hands down the prince’s side, enjoying his figure up close now instead of only stealing glances as he had been since Asgard. Loki felt amazing, as he knew he would.
‘ We can make our own story ’, Loki had once tried to seduce him to chaos- back when this all started. It was easy to turn down back then, but maybe Mobius wouldn’t have wasted so much time if he had known this was what would be waiting for him.
Mobius’ hands took in the firm, elegant slope of the small of Loki’s back. He had always loved Loki’s regal posture, that dignified, serpentine stature that curved in wildly attractive ways in combat. He realized he had always looked for an excuse to touch his back, subconsciously craving this, but now he was very conscious of this exploration. His attention was diverted, however, when Loki moaned against his lips in reaction to Mobius’ hand pressing against his back. The sound and feeling of it rattled him unlike anything he’d felt before. He couldn’t believe he was the cause of that incredible sound. He could never go back to a time before he had felt the hum of Loki’s moan in his mouth like that and he’d never want to.
He wanted to give Loki everything he wanted. Now and for the rest of the time they had together. He had always wanted to, even since before they met. Mobius knew, better than most, that Lokis always lost, no matter how hard they tried. They never got what they really wanted or needed, even -or especially- when they learned how to do the right thing. Mobius had always wanted to change Loki’s story. He had always wanted to give Loki a chance to win . Not a crown or a throne, but a chance to win something that was right.
He couldn’t guarantee whether they’d win whatever kind of battle they were heading into, but he could give him one victory: a chance to write the rest of this story together.
A rumble in the distance echoed through the flatlands beneath them.
Mobius wasn’t sure he heard that, he was so preoccupied by Loki’s lips, hands, and the feeling of his leg between his knees he had forgotten about the world around them. Maybe it was nothing. It had to be nothing. This had to keep going. He pulled at Loki by the small of his back, adding more pressure between their abdomens. It drove him crazy.
Another thunderous boom rippled through the dark valley below them.
Alright, he definitely heard it that time.
Hating it as he said it, “Hol-hold on.” Mobius pushed up on his palm in the cushion, forcing Loki to sit up and break the kiss neither of them wanted to end. Loki wasn’t paying attention, going to lean in once more. “Wait. Loki.” He finally got the god to stop by pushing him back up harder.
“What? You’re not- you’re not trying to leave again-?” Loki asked, breathless, fearing a repeat of history.
“No, no,” Mobius sat up, his whole body aching from all the tension and sensations it had just undergone, “I heard something- Did you hear that?”
“Hear what?” Appeased that this wasn’t Mobius running away again, he was only ready to dive back into what they’d been doing.
“No. Listen ,” Mobius ordered. “Was that-?”
An unmistakable clash of thunder struck louder than before, rumbling through the vast landscape and bouncing off hills and mountains.
Loki was alert now, his mind leaving its focus on their bodies and focusing on the surroundings they’d forgotten.
They both remained still, looking at one another as they listened.
Everything was quiet.
Mobius fought the desire to shrug it off and pull Loki back down with him.
Was that another rumble somewhere in the distance?
Mobius let out a single amused breath, smiling anxiously up at Loki, “We couldn’t be that unlucky, right?”
Without any warning a bright flash of purple light illuminated their faces for a fraction of a second. And then another. And another. They turned and caught the next strike of lightning flashing at its source in the valley. It sparked and illuminated the nebulous swirl of an enormous violet storm cloud in the scenery beneath them. After a few seconds of quiet, the deep roar of thunder from each of those strikes reached them all at once, louder than ever. A deep, ugly, gurgling roar ripped from the enormous creature in the field, its glowing, red eyes turning in their direction.
“Shit.”
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Phew... that was a rollercoaster.Alright, two chapters left for sure this time. I'm pretty bad at predicting the # of chapters left, but I'm 90% sure it'll only be 2 chapters. The final chapter /will/ be quite long, though. Next chapter should be done within only a few days, but the final chapter will take time to refine and pace out. Need to do it right.
On one hand I'm excited to finally complete this (this has been like writing two novels back to back in less than a year [on top of a full-time job and a whole life I'm living, lol), but I'm also starting to miss it, too.
Anyways, thank you all so much for being on this journey with me, I've had such a wonderful, wonderful time with all your reactions and kind words!!
Chapter 22: Chapter 22
Summary:
All together this time.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Time to get moving!” Mobius yelled as he worked his arm into the sleeve of his jacket jogging into the empty control room of the Domo.
“Sylvie!” Loki shouted as he ran in behind Mobius, his jacket forgotten by the fire. No one was there, everything was dark. “Loki!” He called for their host.
The little Loki snoozing in his dog bed opened his eyes with a slimy blink. He growled at the sudden mayhem, stirring from his warm spot.
“Where’d they go?” Mobius asked, out of breath from the running. He clapped his hands loudly as he approached the opposite hallway across the room, “ Guys ! Come on! Time to go! Roll up the tent and let’s get this circus on the-!”
“ What are you two screaming about?” Sylvie appeared around the corner in the hallway, groggy. She was obviously pissed at the rude awakening.
“He’s almost here,” Loki blurted.
Mobius stepped forward, “Alitoh’s practically banging down the door, we gotta get in the air now .”
Sylvie’s eyes widened, sharp and awake again in an instant.
“He’s moving this way,” Loki added, serious.
“ Loki !” She yelled down the hallway towards where the boy had gone.
“I’m awake,” he appeared instantly from his door, seeming to have already been awoken by the noise. “Alioth found us?” he asked in his usual stoic tone as he marched towards them arranging his crown.
“Yeah, and he sounds hungry,” Mobius confirmed.
“Alright. It’s time.” The boy’s tone was clear and ready as he charged past them to the interface on the wall, turning on the control room’s lighting: the plan was starting now.
Sylvie wasted no time running towards the primary console and, with a quick sweep, pushed all of the trinkets and books on it to the floor, revealing the elaborate controls underneath.
Having roused the group, Loki and Mobius glanced at one another: You ok ? They both nodded at the other. Panic had doused Loki’s insides clear of the hazy passion from before, but the connection was still there, stronger than ever. It drew him close to Mobius’ side, standing within a foot from him- the cord of proximity between them that they had shared since Asgard had grown exponentially shorter. Their arms brushed as they turned to the others, their sense of personal space all but evaporated.
“We need to get this thing off the ground,” Sylvie announced.
Mobius caught Loki’s eye, they both knew this was it. It was starting. They had run out of time for anything else. Survival was the mission from here on out.
“Go see if they need help, I’ll keep watch,” Mobius directed, recovering from the whiplash from exhilaration to fear. His heart was racing now for a very different reason than it had been a few minutes ago. He didn't know how spaceships worked, but he'd keep an eye on the monster outside.
“Right,” Loki agreed. Loki ran his palm along Mobius’ arm for comfort as he left the man, running to Sylvie’s side.
“What can I do?” Loki asked as he watched Sylvie tap the alien controls in a specific sequence.
After one final input, the entire board of controls sprang to life with advanced golden holograms. She turned to Loki, her expression focused and battle-ready. She scanned him and looked back at her work, “You can straighten out your tie.”
“Wha-,” he looked down and saw he was slightly askew. What did that matter? He remembered why he was disheveled. Then he realized she was teasing him. He let out an awkward chuckle and straightened his silhouette, adjusting his collar and combing his fingers through his hair. She went back to the controls, smirking. There was almost something about her expression that congratulated him. But that was for another time.
Back to business, “Alright. I’ve never piloted a ‘Celestial’ ship, but I’m pretty good at figuring out new controls.” He recalled all his past adventures that had required him to pilot a pod, racer, or ship he didn’t know how to work while on the run. He usually got it down with a little trial and error. He had only crashed a few times.
She twitched her head to the secondary console, still configuring the settings on the one in front of her, “Clear that off and engage reserve power for ground-facing thrusters, we’re going to need a lot of power to get out of the ground.” She had spotted that they were embedded in the hillside after what must’ve been decades of disuse. Good thing this was a powerful ship.
“Right, uh, I’ll try.” He ran to the other console and pushed the items atop it to the floor. He stared at the controls. “Alright… this can’t be that difficult.” He took a second to gain his bearings. It kind of reminded him of Zehobereian controls. And, if it worked like theirs, then he’d need to activate the controls by… dialing the quadrant parent controls in each section to the same orientation. He tested it out. Done. The board whirred to life. He smiled at himself, proud. Maybe he could do this. He just had to find the interface for the thrusters. Where was that?
“Loki! Check if we can reroute life-support systems to thrusters!” Sylvie shouted over her shoulder, busy with her own console.
“Bit busy-!” Loki yelled back, flustered.
“Not you !”
“Oh-”
“On it,” the boy cleared the third console and made quick work of his orders, activating the board much faster than Loki had. Brow furrowed, Loki tried to focus on his own homework.
“Guys, Alioth, ten o’clock!” Mobius was at the exterior door. “Staring right down the hatch!” The giant storm was already halfway through the valley, its ugly skull-like face pointed in their general direction. It hadn’t seemed to have clocked them, yet, but it was only a matter of time.
Sylvie checked over her shoulder and spotted the creature’s glowing eyes through the open doorway. It was a half-mile away. She looked between the other Lokis, “Let’s hope we’re aren’t too embedded in the ground to move.”
“I-Is that a possibility-” Mobius wondered when it’d be too late to abandon ship.
With a swift quarter-turn of her wrist in the golden holographic controls the ship suddenly roared to life with a gut-turning rumble under their feet. The ship, which had been only a building to them until that moment, lurched with enough power to make each of them stumble. The roaring grew louder as the thrusters engaged underneath the craft, attempting to push itself up and out of its seat in the ground. They all looked around as they heard the structure of the ship rebel against its foundation with deep metallic creaks and groans. Sylvie diverted the energy from the airlocks to the thrusters. The roaring grew louder and the ship lurched again. Everyone except Alligator Loki stumbled, the reptile gripped the floor with his claws, keeping steady.
Mobius looked down at the ground outside, the dirt and rock underneath them rumbled and shook, stubbornly holding onto them. He glanced up and saw Alioth turn its massive face towards the source of the sound they were making. His stomach dropped.
The creature’s red eyes were now definitely focused on them now.
“We’ve been made!” Mobius reported over the deafening rumbling. Alioth started moving their way. Mobius held the immediate wave of instinctive terror at the back of his mind, “He’s heading down main street! Fast !”
“We’re almost clear!” Sylvie shouted. “Just need more power!” This ship was made to launch from underground, it could do it. It just needed a bigger push.
“Life-support re-routed to thrusters,” the boy added, plucking at the holographic controls. Just as he said it the engines under them whirred louder, sending dizzying vibrations through the floor. Alligator Loki enjoyed the feel of that on his claws.
“Loki?!” Sylvie checked, impatient.
“Just a moment !” Where was the reroute confirmation input? There! “Reserves sent to thrusters!” Loki reported, proud to have figured it out, even if he took him far too long.
Alioth was barrelling towards them, as fast as the supernatural wind that carried him.
“Loki!” Mobius, staring at the cloud, waved Loki over. “Could use some help over here!”
Loki immediately ran from his console to the man by the door. “What do you need?” He stared only at the man, enjoying the sight of him despite the monster headed towards them.
“Uh, do something about this!” Mobius pointed at Alioth. Its plumes were skirting towards them rapidly, only several hundred feet away.
Loki looked over, eyes wide, “Do what ?”
“I don’t know, shoot him with something!”
The engines grew louder, deafening now, “Almost clear!”
“‘ Shoot him’?!” Loki shouted over the noise. They hadn’t had a chance to grab the weapons.
“Yeah! With magic!” Mobius turned to him, exasperated. “Those are eyes, aren’t they?” He pointed at the skull roaring towards them now.
Loki looked at the crimson lights fixed on them. They were.
He turned to face Alioth, its head almost at their doorstep as it opened its maw and released a bone-rattling howl at them. Loki’s green magic focused around his fist. He raised his arm and took aim. He needed to wait until the last possible moment or risk missing. The creature had to be right on top of them.
“ Loki ,” Mobius grabbed his arm. Almost in the monster’s misty jaws, Mobius reached out to try and push Loki out of the way, but just as he did Loki released the blast of propulsive magic. They both watched it fly through the air and meet its mark dead on.
The creature stopped in its tracks and screamed in pain, lifting its head and shaking it back and forth as the green energy battled the glow of its red eye.
“We’re clear!” Sylvie yelled just as the ship, with one final violent stagger that nearly shook them off their feet, lifted itself free of the ground and into the air. Loki gripped the wall with one hand and steadied Mobius by his waist with the other as the vessel gained altitude quickly, the ground falling away from them.
Mobius looked down at the monster as it grew smaller. Still distracted by the pain, it had failed to see them leave. Loki’s grip on his waist kept him steady despite the rushing wind coming from the open doorway they were standing in.
He gripped Loki’s shoulder and looked up at him. “Almost had us there,” he spoke up at the god. “Thanks for handling that.” Looking up at Loki after that display, it was hard to stay professional.
Loki beamed down at him, enjoying the obvious attraction in the man’s eyes. There was that energy between them again. He almost broke, considering leaning down to him, but the door in front of them sealed shut, cutting away the wind and noise with it, surprising them out of that moment.
“Exterior doors sealed,” Kid Loki’s voice announced from the control room behind them.
Loki and Mobius detached from each other and straightened out, both stifling a smile at the excitement of their new situation. They weren’t in the clear, yet, though. They needed to focus. They made some distance from one another.
Sylvie called over her shoulder, “Clear the center platform!”
“What platform?” Loki asked, walking back into the room, which was now quite quiet.
“This,” a large circle in the center of the control room’s floor unsealed itself from the rest of the ground. Dust ejected from the edges of the platform as it slowly began to dislocate from the floor of the room and sink lower.
“This opens up?” Mobius asked the Lokis.
“It’s how we’re going to enchant Alioth from the high ground,” Sylvie explained, tapping something on her console that commanded a railing to spring up from the floor in a boundary around the platform.
“Alright, platform lowering,” the boy notified. The circle started to lower, sinking far below the floor until the exterior hull unsealed and it descended into the open air under the base of the ship. The wind and noise came streaming back into the room again and now they had a visual on their target.
Mobius’ stomach turned when he saw just how high up they were already. They must’ve been 500 feet above the ground and were nearly making clearance over the top of the storm. He took a couple steps back, wary of tripping around the open platform.
“Now we just need to get over it,” Sylvie talked them through the plan. “I don’t have visuals. Give me directions.” The Domo wasn’t a strategic or fighting vessel. It had no use for windows or visual feeds as it was made to be used on autopilot to travel between galaxies, not for the kinds of fine maneuvers they were going to attempt.
Mobius and Loki looked through the platform. ‘Distance’ be damned, Mobius gripped Loki’s elbow to fight the vertigo of looking down what was now 700 feet at a world-eating monster. Loki held his hand out in front of Mobius as they both leaned forward. Alioth was recovered from their encounter, its head scanning the ground back and forth. The ship was completely cloaked, quiet, and the monster hadn’t seen them lift off. They had the advantage now.
“Uh, a little right,” Mobius called out, trying to think of how to direct Sylvie to hover directly over Alioth. She moved a control and the ship started swaying in the opposite direction than what he meant. “I mean, left, left!” This felt like a giant claw machine.
She corrected course, but it wasn’t quite right.
“East!” Loki shouted.
“There is no east here!” Sylvie yelled back, annoyed by both of them.
“Turn starboard, 15 degrees, and descend 3 degrees.” Kid Loki interrupted, having stealthily joined them.
“Yeah, you should have this job,” Mobius pointed at the boy. “Get over here.” He was happy to give up his place.
After a few more directions, they were lined up and locked on.
Sylvie turned to them, “Okay, now we wait for a branch to come in to distract him long enough for us to enchant him. The element of surprise might not last though, only a few minutes, so we’ll need to be quick.”
“Great. Great plan. Great work, everyone,” Mobius encouraged, a bit useless. Kid Loki went over to Sylvie and asked something about the engines, she showed him controls on the tertiary console.
Thunder rattled against the walls of the Domo. Denied its meal, the monster below them was letting its anger be known. Loki, Mobius, and Alligator Loki peered down at the wrathful storm, which seemed only slightly less scary from their vantage point.
Mobius cracked a smart grin and tapped Loki’s arm, his knuckle staying on his elbow, “I guess it's time to finally show up Thor, huh?”
Loki gave him a quizzical look, glancing at his lips.
“ ‘Loki’ versus ‘Thunder’ .”
Loki blinked, “That’s not funny.”
“Oh, come on. You know it was,” Mobius insisted. “Who woulda guessed that at the end of all this, you’d need to fight a literal thunderstorm? Talk about 'full circle'."
Loki only stared at him, unamused.
"Come on. You’re gonna think about that later and you’re gonna laugh,” Mobius pointed at him, his tone thick with flirtation.
Loki didn’t have time for jokes, something else was on his mind. He leaned over him a little closely, lowering his voice, “Mobius.”
“Yeah?” He dropped his smile. He turned towards him, eyes glancing over him, enjoying their closeness.
Loki looked down at Alioth, “If this- if this doesn’t turn out-”
He waved that away, “Everything’s gonna turn out fine.”
“But if it doesn’t-”
“Then we’ll be goin’ down in the same boat,” he grinned.
“But this could be the end.”
“If it is, tell me then, alright? ‘Cause I’ll be there right next to you.” He tapped Loki’s chest, his finger lingering as their eyes met. We’re in this together, his calm expression told him. The magnetism between them synced their microscopic movements, their shoulders swaying in tandem, as they looked at one another.
Loki nodded.
“Don’t be such a worrywart. You’re the god of chaos, right?”
“Right, yeah,” Loki tried a weak smile, his eyes telling the truth.
Mobius patted his arm slowly, Loki’s eyes watched Mobius as he stepped away and clapped his hands, raising his voice, “Alright, this is it, everyone! Ready to kick some cloud ass?”
“We’re enchanting it,” Sylvie corrected as she walked over to them.
Mobius let out a breath, “Yeah, I know, I’m just trying to-,” she was probably too focused on the mission to have fun, “You know what, go do your thing, save the day,” he motioned her towards Loki with a gentle smile, “I’ll see if he needs any help.” Mobius pointed to Kid Loki.
“He seems chipper,” Sylvie commented as she walked up to Loki. “Wouldn’t have anything to do with that singing we heard earlier, would it?” She had, in fact, not been too focused for a bit of fun.
Loki lost his reserve, “Uh, well, I- Perhaps, but let’s not- you wouldn’t want to know-”
“You’re right, I don’t.” She agreed point blank, but she enjoyed making her counterpart uncomfortable. “But… good for you two, I guess. You figured it out.” She was unskilled in congratulations. That was as close as they were going to get.
Loki smiled warmly, “Thanks to your helpful advice.”
She nodded, awkward, but pleased.
“So, you know how to fly this thing now?” Mobius patted the console the boy was working on, smiling for no sane reason.
The boy worked on realigning energy back to their respective systems and away from the thrusters.
“Well enough,” he responded coolly.
Mobius nodded, looking over his shoulder at Loki and Sylvie talking. He had left his side for only ten seconds and he already felt a pull back to go back to him. He’d give them a second, though. This might be the end for them, too. Who knew what’d happen after this.
Kid Loki surprised Mobius by speaking unprovoked, “Thank you for the help. With the marauders.” He continued dialing settings in the console.
This was the beginning of a goodbye, he could tell. “You’re welcome,” he smiled at the memories of the adventure they’d been on. “Thanks for… everything else.” He’d really outdone himself taking care of them.
Mobius looked over at his Loki again, staring now for the sake of staring, enjoying the prince. He couldn’t believe he could just go over there and reach out to him if he wanted to. He couldn’t wait to get back to him.
“I never learned whether you found what you were looking for last time, but you three are different this time around. Somehow more complete,” Kid Loki judged neutrally, still working.
“Thanks, yeah, I mean-” He realized what he had heard.
Coming out of his distraction, Mobius’ eyes left Loki and his smile left his lips.
“Wait. What’d you just say?”
Sylvie looked down the platform and saw Alioth grow larger in his search for his prey. He was screeching in the darkness, lightning sparking off of him as he grew angrier. Gusts of wind from the storm were now rushing against them through the open floor. It was growing louder and louder.
“I don’t think I can enchant him alone,” Sylvie finally admitted, raising her voice over the wind. She hadn’t wanted to say it before, but now it was unavoidable. She was realizing that she might need someone else’s help, too, sometimes. “So you’re gonna help me.”
Loki shuffled, looking down at Alioth and then at Sylvie. “But I can’t, I don’t know how to enchant-”
“You do.” She stared at him, determined. “Because we’re the same,” she shouted over the wind.
He softened, understanding her.
Had he heard that right or was it the wind? It was getting pretty loud in here.
“Your Loki is new. I've never seen a counterpart almost as level-headed as I am. Or one that knew love,” the boy clarified, still working.
Mobius stepped forward, ignoring the embarrassment of how obvious they must’ve been, “Hold on, go back-”
“He’s stronger than most of us. So is she. I can tell you had something to do with that. I wish the world could've had a chance to see what we could become.”
Despite the compliment, dread started building in Mobius’ gut as his mind ran through the possible explanations of what the young god had said, none of them good. “No, wait, what did you mean by ‘ this time, last time- ’?”
“I hope you’re victorious this time,” Kid Loki ignored the question, turning to him and patting his arm in a rare show of camaraderie.
“ Wait -”
A loud crash shook the Domo like a shockwave. Mobius gripped the console to keep from falling.
“A branch!” Sylvie yelled out, leaning over the viewing platform. Kid Loki ran over. Mobius followed in a daze, hoping he had just misheard everything the boy had just said. He walked over and looked at the branch that had come in and had no choice but to put the scenarios running through his head that would’ve made sense of what the boy had said on the backburner of his mind because their luck had taken a turn; a large branch had just teleported in. It was a vast and ancient building. A library.
Mobius recognized it immediately: the Library of Alexandria. It wasn’t a shock to see it, it was always getting reset if it didn’t burn down by 48 BC, but seeing the massive building tumble into existence just beneath them was. The stone structure had fallen into the valley with Alioth and partially crumbled from the impact. That was the shockwave they had felt. It was going to be a hearty meal for their target.
Mobius rejoined Loki’s side, his shoulder bumping his. “Alright, I guess this is it,” Mobius narrated, shaken and his attention split. Dread was still building in him. He had just misheard what the boy said, right? It's not like they had time to get into it, right? They had to act now or risk never getting such a clean shot at Alioth again.
Loki turned to him, eyes urgent as his hands reached out to his arms, “You could stay.”
He could stay with the boy here in this safe haven and avoid whatever danger was awaiting them for as long as possible.
Mobius stomped, annoyed and overwhelmed by the fifty places his head was going, “And what? Spend eternity wondering whether you made it?”
“It isn’t safe!” Loki insisted. “I’ll come back and find you.”
“I spent too long being 'safe', Loki.” Mobius gestured empathically “And I’ll be damned if I sit back and let you hog all the adventure.”
“Mobius-”
“Dammit, stop . I’m not going anywhere without you.” Since when did he have to convince a Loki to be reckless? “Like it or not, you’re stuck with me,” he grinned.
Loki seemed to finally understand. He smiled down at him, giving up.
“Alright, you two, get on the platform!” Sylvie made it clear she was sick of listening to their drama.
She jumped down several feet to the platform beneath them that would give them the perfect stage for their enchantment offensive. Loki gave a nod to Kid Loki, who repaid it, “Thank you for all you’ve done for us.”
“You’re welcome.”
Loki jumped down.
With Alioth growling beneath them as it quickly consumed the library, Mobius looked at the boy and the alligator, “Yeah, thanks, again, guys.” He paused. “Uh, what you said, did you mean-... you’re not gonna answer my questions, are you?”
Kid Loki only smirked, this was the first time the ex-agent had seen the tragic Loki practice a little mischief.
Mobius nodded and accepted his fate to be out of the loop, “Alright, well, see you on the flip side.” He just had to hope he wasn't missing out on something important.
They both gave him a look that wished him well. Alligator Loki grumbled what must’ve been an emotional goodbye.
He’d have to figure out the rest on his own.
He jumped down to the platform, staggering for a moment until Loki grabbed onto him, helping him find his footing.
Mobius gripped onto the railing, watching the gargantuan monster on the ground with wide eyes as its winds raged wildly. Loki and Sylvie kept their balance, sizing up their target.
Staring at Alioth feast, Sylvie extended a determined hand to Loki, "Now or never."
He looked at her, uncertain, and took her hand.
As soon as his hand grabbed hers, something pulsed through him. Magic. It was amazingly like his own, but older. It was intelligent and seeking. Desperate and angry. It was Sylvie.
Alioth released a guttural screech below them, gorging itself on the library and unaware of its assailants. Dark violet tendrils of smoke-like energy radiated from his back and up to them, as if searching them out subconsciously.
Sylvie reached an arm out towards the smoke, Loki followed her example. Instantly the tendrils latched onto them, snaking around their arms with worrying strength. The storm grew more erratic, shaking the platform and swaying the ship slightly off mark.
Mobius gripped the railing with cold, sweaty hands. Were they really an even match for this thing?
“Imagine a door in its mind!” Sylvie yelled over the wind, “We’re going to open it!”
They both closed their eyes, focusing hard on the creature as it raged beneath them, sweeping the landscape with open jaws.
Sensing their intent, the monster started to writhe, as if rebelling from the pressure of their minds.
Loki’s brow wrinkled with concentration, the green in his hand sparked and fizzed, not quite catching light. What door? Where? All he could see in the creature was an inky, toxic fog that denied any knowing it. It was like a wall, he couldn’t get past it. He had no idea what he was supposed to grab onto. It warbled an angry scream below them, its voice echoing off the mountains ferociously. It didn't know where they were, but it was obviously getting angry at their frail attempts to invade it.
Loki felt Alioth's mind whip against his, too strong to tame. “It’s not working!” he yelled.
“Focus!” Sylvie pushed. “Like your life depends on it!” Alioth roared louder than ever, choking on its meal in shock of the strange onslaught on its mind it couldn’t pinpoint. Its murky, wrathful consciousness pushed Loki’s mind back again with a disorienting resistance.
“It’s too strong!” The smokey arms from Alioth were beginning to overtake them, obscuring the platform, almost finding Mobius. The light of the Lokis’ magic was fading against it. Did they need to retreat?
“Focus like his life depends on it!” Sylvie looked over at Loki who squinted at her, she glanced at the man beside them who had been watching their mental battle with the world-eater.
Loki looked over at Mobius. Exactly as he had felt earlier as he had been tracing the man’s injuries with his fingertips, a fire in him ignited in a frenzy. She had found the correct motivation for the god. Time and reality meant nothing if he couldn’t keep this man safe.
Loki reached his open hand out for Mobius, smokey swirls of Alioth coiling maliciously around his arm.
Mobius widened his eyes at the invitation, “I don’t- I can’t- I don’t have any magic-!”
“Just do it!” Sylvie yelled, straining against Alioth’s strength. More magic would’ve helped, but nothing could replace a little perspective.
Unsure, Mobius grabbed Loki’s hand, their eyes locked on one another. The moment their hands touched, the green illumination of Loki’s magic refined from the panicked crackling and bursts from before into sure and powerful flames of energy that immediately began to overtake the black smoke that had overwhelmed the gods.
The renewed power of Loki’s magic flowed upstream to Sylvie. As it reached her magic, intertwining with her consciousness, she felt, for the first time in her life, a profound certainty and strength that wasn’t derived from anger or vengeance. Whatever this feeling was, it was warm and all-encompassing. It was steady and… kind, and incredibly powerful. Almost more powerful than her. Taking Loki's lead, she learned quickly how to feel it and use it, herself.
Alioth’s resistance quickly cracked like a broken shield against whatever this strange power was.
Mobius watched as the green light around the three of them grew stronger and reached further up the arms of Alioth’s plumes, snaking towards the creature’s central cyclone.
He could feel something new in him, a surge of energy. He had studied Loki’s magic for centuries, but he had never felt it like this before. It was like it was in his muscles or even in his mind, as if he was wielding some small portion of it, too. It felt incredible. Overwhelming. But, most of all, it felt like Loki. Like the feeling of Loki, everything he was and could be, was, just for this moment, a part of him.
Before Mobius could register exactly how this was happening, he felt something else- on the other side of this power was a dark mind full of hunger and rage. It was Alioth. Closing his eyes, Mobius’ brow flinched. Jeez, it was scared. It was protecting something. He could understand it somehow. It was trying to confuse them, but it was thinking about what it was protecting. Like an interrogation, Mobius reached out and gently followed that thread of consciousness in the creature as it swirled away to try and evade his focus. It couldn't quite get away from him. What was this? It was worried. It was protecting something important. Something just behind-
“You found it!” Sylvie shouted, not aloud but in their heads. The three of them were standing silently on the platform, focusing on what was unfolding in their heads. Hearing Sylvie’s voice in his head should’ve shocked him, but it felt normal as it happened.
He felt Sylvie follow his focus and find what he was sensing. As if taking the lead, her energy reached out to what he had found the creature was hiding.
She sensed something. This monster held something. A remnant of a Loki’s magic. Magic much like her own. Enchantment. In its mind was already a door and it was a door that had been opened before.
They all saw the door, a portal, appear in their mind.
“Okay, now open it!” she instructed.
Loki’s hands gripped both of theirs tightly as his reinforced energy took the lead. The fiery flow of his magic pushed the door, working against Alioth’s protests as it roared one final scream of frantic fury at their siege. They all focused on Loki’s effort, adding to his power.
Then, suddenly, it opened. Easily and all at once.
A burst of green magic rippled through the clouds, overwriting its original essence. The creature’s will collapsed completely under their powers, the dark smoke of its arms disintegrating. It was enchanted. Under their control.
The three of them opened their eyes with a gasp, returning to reality.
The wrath and substance of the storm’s form evaporated like steam as they willed it. The winds quickly quieted, the lightning stopped, and the air stilled. The violet clouds cleared and revealed the way to what they had been looking for: a portal to what it had been so fiercely protecting.
In front of them was now an open portal to a faroff citadel suspended in a dark void of timelessness. They had opened this gate to the point in spacetime that Alioth had been guarding. A point in which the creator of the TVA doubtlessly resided.
At the mouth of this portal in front of them was a walkway of rubble leading to the citadel.
They looked at one another, unsure of what the otherworldly destination was, but exhilarated by their victory. The magic between them, no longer necessary, faded gently. They felt each of them return to solitude in their own minds. It had been weird for them to experience such a connection. But, then again, it hadn’t been weird at all. It felt right. Like it needed to have happened.
Loki looked to Sylvie, who nodded with a new gentleness in her smile. She glanced at Mobius, finally understanding a fraction of what Loki must’ve felt for the man.
Loki’s hand gripped Mobius’ a little too tightly, his eyes drawn to him more than where they were going.
The three of them stepped from the platform and onto the walkway in the portal.
It was time to learn the truth of who they were and where they had come from.
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Next (and final) chapter up next!! It'll be a long one. Hope to have it up within a week, but I gotta make sure I get it right!Thank you all for reading!!
Chapter 23: Red Line
Summary:
The trio receive more answers than they bargained for.
Chapter Text
The Nexus Event
Loki sat at Agent Mobius’ desk poking through doomsday files without really looking at them. The folksy agent in charge of him was taking a break to ‘get a snack’. He correctly assumed that that had been a lie for the man to get some space from the troublesome god. They’d been bickering for hours about nothing at all. For Loki, it had been his one recourse for entertainment, but it had finally mounted to the man pinching the bridge of his nose and leaving with nothing more than a, ‘ Wait here till I get back and try not to do anything stupid. ’
Loki was keeping a tally of every slight the man had said against him on the inevitability he would regain leverage of the situation. He had been toying with the idea of finding a poetic way to exact the same humiliation on the analyst when given the chance - perhaps he’d put him in a Time Collar and taunt him before tracking down the Keepers and overtaking them? But even that mental exercise was proving too dull to continue. The more he had talked to the man, the less appealing it had become.
He sifted through files on the agent’s desk, bored to tears, mumbling to himself.
The momentum of sharing his apocalypse theory and the Hulk-salad he had made for the agent had died of old age. Now everything was folders and papers and nauseating analysis. Despite the hours they had spent on this, no single apocalypse was standing out. They all seemed like possibilities and therefore none of them did.
Loki glanced at analysts as they walked to and fro, passing his cubicle and muttering amongst themselves without so much as looking at him. He could only hope they were at least talking about him. It’d be far worse if no one cared he was there.
He wondered when his custodian might return. The man might have been a bit dry, more excited about paperwork than their trip to Pompeii, but he was at least an intelligent conversation partner. Something about his insults were entertaining enough to spar with. Besides, any opportunity to find a weak point in the man to exploit was more productive than going through these files.
He leaned back in the squeaky chair and stretched without needing to, sneaking a peek at the desk drones around him. They were all so orderly and focused. He wanted to do something to disturb them. He wanted to see them scurry and flee from him. That was always fun. He considered toppling an evidence cart, but then thought better of it. It wouldn’t be worth the grief he’d get afterwards.
He glanced around Agent Mobius’ dreary little cubicle. Files, folders, binders, and incomprehensible graphs and scribbles on the little plastic windows. It felt far more lived in than it should’ve been. One strange item was a taxidermied mongoose frozen in a tiny roar on a shelf behind his chair. This little creature was renowned for little else than being a natural, evenly-matched, enemy to a snake. That didn’t bode well for the serpentine god.
He sighed, lifted his legs to rest his feet on the desk, and aimlessly picked up the Wake magazine on the desk.
It was the only speck of color anywhere in this godforsaken department. Its pages were softened with use. The agent must’ve spent a good amount of time reading and rereading it, and yet it offered little more than images of men on jet skis rushing over the ocean, spraying splashes of seawater at the camera. ‘ Power, Performance, Quality, ’ it promised. How strange. Why did he have this? Was it for a case? Loki couldn’t bring himself to imagine what kind of variant case would require such invested research into these jet ski contraptions. Was it a hobby? Even stranger. There were no oceans or any bodies of water in the TVA, Loki assumed. He stared blankly at the pages, sick with how this had become his final means for amusement in this horrid place. Even sadder was the fact that Agent Mobius was apparently attached to the flimsy artifact. And even worse : this place was so oppressively dull that a magazine and what it meant to his captor might pass as an interesting train of thought.
Enough of that.
He flopped the magazine back on the desk and let out a long, exhausted breath.
He looked at the clock on the wall, which made no sense to him at all. It was probably time for another ‘lunch break’, which seemed to be the only meal they had around here. Not that he craved the TVA’s stale bread or limp salads, but he could do with a distraction. Something besides this awful 'research' he’d been consigned to.
He flapped another file open and then immediately shut it with a groan after reading one word.
Tink tink , “Need any help there?”
Where is that coming from?
The monitor.
Loki dropped his feet from the desk and sat up, looking at the agent’s computer. It was the clock cartoon, Miss Minutes. She was pixelated in her screen, safe from him. She had apparently learned her lesson from their last encounter.
He looked around. “I didn’t call for you."
“Oh, you didn’t? I coulda sworn I got a request from this terminal,” she pulled an animated clipboard from behind her back, slipped on a pair of glasses and scanned it with a focused expression.
Maybe this was an opportunity. “Actually, yes , I could use your assistance,” he straightened his shoulders, his posture turned official. “Get me access to... ‘all files pertaining to the Time Keepers’ origins.’” Perhaps he’d have better luck with this half-alive clock than with the librarian.
“I’m sorry, but those are restricted,” she put away her clipboard and glasses, smiling at him as she delivered the verdict.
He ticked his head and smiled an alligator smile back at her, “I’m sure you can make an exception if it's for a case I’m working on with, uh, Agent Mobius.” He dropped the name.
She shook her head, “Sorry, can’t do that, sugar.”
He slouched, annoyed. This place was impossible. “Well, what can I access?”
“‘Loki Laufeyson’.” She flipped through animated folders.
He nodded, bored again, “Right, already read that one-”
“ And your ‘Variant L1130’ file.”
He sat up again. That was new. “There’s a file specific to me here?”
“There’s a file for everything, hon.” She seemed proud of their bureaucratic bloat.
“Alright. Tell me where it is,” he ordered.
“Coming right u- Oh, wait.” The line of her brow bent downward as she stopped mid-reach for a file. “My stars. That’s restricted, too. Darn.” The folder icons in front of her blipped out of sight. “ Too bad .”
Was she mocking him? He huffed.
She turned as if about to leave, which was unnecessary for a computer program, “I wouldn’t worry about it if I were you. You wouldn’t have liked what was in there, anyhoo.”
“And why not?” he asked, impetuous.
“Can’t say. Sorry.” She turned back to him and lingered with a small smile, looking at her gloved hand as if she had fingernails. Loki watched as she loitered in an idling animation. She seemed to be waiting for him to ask something in a specific way.
He looked over his shoulder, “If, let’s say, Agent Mobius needed my file. Where might he find it?”
She looked back at him with an almost imperceptible pixel marking out a strange smirk.
“Well, if he were looking for it, it would be… just over there.” She pointed beyond Loki’s right shoulder, across the walkway, “On that desk. It’s getting processed as we speak.”
Loki looked. His sight narrowed to focus on the small pile of files on the desk across the way. His file was in there somewhere. The pile was in front of a particularly dim-looking agent who seemed simple-minded enough to distract rather easily.
“Didya need anything else?” she asked, full of pep.
He kept his eyes on his target, scheming, “No, I’ll manage-”
“Toodle-loo.” She zipped away before he finished, as though she had accomplished what she had come to do. By the time he looked back at the screen, it was completely dark, as if she’d never been there at all. Her strange departure, which had been as strange as her arrival, didn’t matter. His sights were set.
He’d find out exactly what his captors were keeping from him, and perhaps it might expedite his inevitable betrayal against Agent Mobius.
21 minutes until Red Line
Loki, wary of any threat to the man by his side, gripped Mobius’ arm tightly as the tall obsidian doors leading into the dark fortress opened for them with an ominous creak. They had braved the strange, crumbling path full of floating rocks and the looming spectacle of wiring lights in the nebulous sky surrounding the floating citadel and were now at the doorstep of all the answers they had fought their way here to receive.
The three of them were silent with apprehension as they stepped into the building.
The only sounds were their footsteps on the marble floor.
Loki’s fingers flexed around Mobius’ bicep protectively as his sharp eyes glanced at the corners of the large, gloomy foyer.
“Hey, easy, you’re cutting off the circulation.”
“Sorry,” he let go, compensating by shifting closer to the man. He positioned his left shoulder just behind Mobius’ right.
Sylvie reached for her sword as she looked around.
All three of them stopped when they heard the doors slam shut behind them.
“Probably just a draft,” Mobius joked.
Loki and Sylvie were far too poised for combat to react to his light comment. He stretched his neck, looking at the gothic architecture that reached high enough above them to rival the halls of Asgard. Everything was black marble with gold veins like kintsugi pottery. Standing guard on either side of the door ahead of them were two enormous hooded statues crouched in somber bows made, again, of black and gold.
Mobius walked over to one, hands on his hips as he inspected the grim figures. “You think they were going for ‘creepy’ when they put this place together?”
“Stay close,” Loki responded with a hand on his mid-back, guiding the man to keep up as he and Sylvie walked slowly through the large interior doors and into the center of the inner foyer. Mobius followed Loki’s lead, trying to keep his anxiety at bay. This wasn’t too bad so far.
The silence was deafening. Did anyone live here, at all? Loki couldn’t see any sign of life or evidence that this place was a home to anything in particular other than dust and quiet. What if this fortress was empty? A dead end? But if it wasn’t, where was their host? Were they being watched? Was this a trap? He turned to Sylvie, about to ask her when-
“Hey, y’all!”
A bright orange clock blinked into reality directly in front of them.
Mobius jumped, Sylvie drew her blade and Loki readied his magic. The clock only smiled at them and waved, completely out of place in her surroundings.
“... Miss Minutes?” Mobius stepped forward. She was the last thing he’d expected to see right now. He fought the instinctive relief at seeing a familiar face; she was part of the TVA, after all. “How-how are you here?” There couldn’t be any terminals here, right? They had all risked death getting here and she was floating in front of them with the same ease she'd have at the TVA.
“You again,” Sylvie greeted the clock from her nightmares. She remembered her from the worst day of her childhood.
Miss Minutes ignored both of them, raising her rubber hose arms with reverence, “ Welcome to The Citadel at the End of Time.”
Mobius wasn’t used to her ignoring questions like that. It wasn’t in her programming to speak on her own. He stepped closer, “What’re you-”
“Don’t.” Loki held out his arm. He sensed something wrong with the AI. She was different from the last time they spoke. They both were.
“You’re right, Loki.” She looked at him as she said his name. It unsettled him. “There’s no time for questions.” Her eyes on him felt dangerously sentient now. “We’re pushing up a few items today, making more ‘time’. So to speak,” she giggled, her eyes wide on them. “ He will see you now.”
“Who?” Sylvie raised her sword.
The clock’s expression turned coy and her voice curled with religious zeal, “Why, ‘ He Who Remains ’, of course.”
Mobius had never heard her sound like a person before. Something was definitely wrong here.
“‘He Who What-’?” His question was cut short by a sudden loud grinding sound of stone brushing against stone.
The wall across from them was sliding open. The clock, between them and the wall, glanced at them once more with something malicious in her smile and twirled out of sight.
Watching the wall begin to slide open Loki’s jaw clenched. He pushed Mobius further behind him. Sylvie’s sword was steady and high in her hand. They both stared ahead, ready for a fight.
Finally, the opening grew large enough to reveal what it had been concealing… an elevator. The door slid to the side and stopped with a heavy, resounding thud.
In the elevator was a man.
He was sitting on a tufted bench, fidgeting his legs.
The trio stared at him. He seemed, from a distance, to be staring at them, as well.
An anxious pause between all of them stretched as they watched the man’s face light up in a broad, almost boyish smile. He sat up and eagerly rose to his feet. He was dressed in long purple robes that draped over a comfortable golden suit of no easily distinguishable origin. His clothes, like everything else here, seemed to be from all and no time at once.
The man took a few gentle steps up and out of the elevator, barely making any noise. He twirled a green apple in his hands.
Each soft step in their direction made the Lokis more tense.
Finally, the man’s voice broke the silence.
“Hello, you three.”
He had a pleasant, almost kind, voice that didn’t match the oppressive atmosphere of the building around him.
“The trinity ,” he bounced on the spot a little, his voice picking up half an octave in simple excitement. “Here, in my castle. At long last.” He grinned at them.
Mobius glanced at Loki and Sylvie. They were frozen, measuring the man. Their brows were tense with concentration and analysis. Mobius wasn’t picking up much from the guy except the fact he seemed to be… just a guy. Which, of course, was in and of itself abnormal.
The man shuffled, “Oh, sorry for the rush. I know we were supposed to lead up to this. Give it a greater fanfare, build suspense, but it’s not really necessary for us this time.” He stared at them happily and took a bite from his apple.
“‘This time’?” Mobius caught that.
“‘He Who Remains’,” Sylvie checked.
The man smiled again, covering his mouth as he chewed, “Yeah, just a little name, for little ol’ me. ‘ Creepy ,’’' he nodded at Mobius, agreeing. “But fun.” He wobbled on the spot, “Ooo,” he wiggled his fingers. He turned his back to the Lokis, despite their aggressive stance, and waved them to follow him, “Come on. We need to talk. Up to my office.”
Sylvie lowered her sword and lifted her chin, at a loss. She looked at Loki. They nodded at one another, deciding to follow. Loki looked behind him at Mobius. His protective palm landed on his back as they approached the elevator that the strange man was walking into. He beckoned them with enthusiastic waves as they slowly approached him.
They situated themselves in the dark elevator. Loki stood in the middle, Mobius behind him to his right. Sylvie, to Loki’s left, held her blade to the back of the man’s neck. He didn’t seem to have any problem keeping his back to them. He simply pressed some unlabeled buttons on the elevator and they lurched into movement.
The elevator hummed as they all stood in silence. Deja vu.
Loki stared at the back of the man’s head. He could hardly believe that this had been the all-powerful being they’d been looking for. This was the creature behind Alioth, behind the Time Keepers, behind the TVA. This was the being that all three of them had nearly died, several times, to reach?
They heard him take another bite of the apple and munch noisily without ceremony.
He sighed. “Not what you were expecting, hm?” He didn’t turn around.
“You’re just,” Loki paused, “a man .”
“Mhm.” The man rubbed his nose. “Flesh and blood. Don’t tell me I’m a disappointment.”
“No.” Sylvie leaned forward. “Just easier to kill.” She dove forward, attempting to grab the man by his throat.
“Whoa!” Mobius raised his hands.
Loki stepped forward, ready to stop her from killing their host before they learned the truth they’d come for. Just as her arm was about to seize the man’s neck he vanished from sight and instantly reappeared behind them, reclining on the bench, laughing. Then, in the blink of an eye, he was behind Sylvie.
“Urgh!” She rammed her elbow where his face was, only to hit the air as he disappeared with a giggle.
“Hey, hey !” Mobius waved his arms, “Let’s hold off on the killing for a second, we just met the guy!”
Sylvie caught her breath, giving an impetuous look to her partners.
The elevator stopped with thud and a ding. The door slid open and revealed their host on the other side, waiting for them with a highly entertained grin.
“Very wise, Mr. Mobius… Mobius… Mobius.”
Mobius gave him a measured look.
“Don’t wear it out,” he quipped at the man at the end of time.
Loki’s hand twitched on Mobius’ shoulder, watching the two carefully. He waited for a bad response.
The man’s grin didn’t falter, but something in his eyes turned clever for a second. “Funny.” He tossed the apple up and caught it again. “Come on in, you three.” He stepped aside and motioned them to follow him as he walked into an impossibly tall study.
They all disembarked from the elevator, gaining their bearings. The ceiling was a far-reaching domed canopy of intricate glass windows in the Gothic style. The walls were lined with bookcases, candles, and a few well-used chalkboards showcasing calculations that didn’t make sense to any of them. There was a roaring fire in the large black fireplace to their left. The black and gold marble floors under their feet led to a solitary desk at the far end of the room by a large window overlooking the splendor of fraying lights in the dark void outside.
They approached he desk and saw three very comfortable leather seats prepared for them in front of it, each with a little side table for refreshments.
Their host walked up to his desk and poured something from a small decanter that had been waiting for them.
“I’ve prepared the coffee already. ‘Black, two sugars’, right?” He handed Mobius his small cup and saucer with an impish grin.
“Uh, yeah.” He took it with no plans to drink it. Who knew what kinda surprises were waiting at the bottom of the apocalyptic cup of joe.
This man known as ‘He Who Remains’ didn’t seem bothered that no one else accepted their coffees. He placed them on the small tables beside their assigned seats. The drinks seemed to be little more than a gesture of hospitality. A momentary peace offering.
“Sit down, sit down,” he motioned to his stiff guests to sit in their seats.
After several seconds of consideration, the three of them sat down, tense. Loki took the middle seat and ignored his coffee just as Sylvie, to his right, did. Loki glanced at Mobius to his left, bothered by his presence in what felt like a trap for all three of them. To him, Mobius was now made of glass and the being in front of them was a swinging hammer.
“You all must be tired. It’s been a long journey for all of you, hasn’t it?” Their host chit chatted, leaning against his desk. “Particularly for you, Sylvie,” he pointed at her. “Lots of running. Lots of pain.”
Sylvie sneered in reaction. Both of the Lokis’ backs were pin-straight in their seats. Mobius was busy taking in his surroundings.
“But you made it!” He Who Remains celebrated with a happy voice. “Good for you.”
Loki leaned forward, “I’m not sure you quite understand the situation. You’ve lost . We found you.”
Sylvie smiled at that summary, bloodlust bubbling. She was counting the seconds until she could plunge her sword into their host. If he made one wrong move she’d cut to the chase.
The man drooped his shoulders. “Duh, of course you did," he mocked them.
That was a wrong enough move for her. She took advantage of the quiet exchange and lunged from her seat, extending her sword and slashing towards the man with a grunt.
With an instant shift of his atoms, the man was now seated on the back of his chair behind the desk at a safe distance, “Oh, a swing and a miss!” He laughed with a wheeze.
“Hey!” Mobius leaned forward, objecting.
Loki held out an arm to calm Mobius, and gave Sylvie a warning stare as she huffed back to her seat, unsatisfied. He saw her understand his nonverbal request for patience. Whether she’d honor it was another issue.
She sat again, placing her blade across her knees.
“That was fun, but we don’t have time for all this.” The man climbed down from his chair, shaking his head like he just heard a joke. He reached down to his desk drawer and pulled it open. “Let’s skip ahead, shall we?”
The three of them craned their necks as he rummaged in a drawer.
“Okay, here we are.” He pulled something out. Something heavy. It was a stack of papers. He plopped the stack on the desktop. “You can’t kill me, Sylvie, because… I already know what’s going to happen. I know what you’re gonna do and when. Here,” he licked his finger and took the first few pages from the pile and handed them out his three guests.
Loki and Sylvie were hesitant to receive their papers, but Mobius reached for his assigned page with instant curiosity. Paperwork was something he could understand and nothing else was making sense here. He turned the page around so he could read it. He recognized it immediately: a script. Just like the records of variant speech the TVA would prepare for each case. But this script was of what this man, ‘He Who Remains’, had just said and what Loki and Sylvie had said back.
Something heavy pulled at Mobius’ lungs.
“What are these games?” Loki cast down his paper.
“What you’re looking at is a script . For each of us. The history of the future. At least up to a point.” Their host explained as they read, “Sylvie, you’re going to tell me that I’ve only been able to get ahead of your swings because of my TemPad here, but-”
“Hold on, this isn’t right.” Mobius didn’t care he had interrupted the terrifying being. Some of the words weren’t there. ‘ A flea on the back of the dragon ’? No one had said that. And the script hadn't accounted for Mobius' interruption just now. He then realized any even greater omission; he wasn’t in the script at all.
‘L.1130’ was Loki.
‘L.1190’ was Sylvie.
‘ME’ was the man in front of them.
But nothing about him. It was like Mobius didn’t exist.
“Yes! You’re right!” He Who Remains turned on the spot, excited. He walked up to the ex-agent, “Something important is missing there, isn’t it, Mo-bi-us?”
“What are you getting at?” Sylvie was losing the patience Loki and Mobius had asked for.
Mobius, ever the TVA agent, knew what this meant.
“He knew you two were coming,” he turned pale as he heard himself say it.
“Oh, so close!” the man congratulated Mobius. He pointed at him, twirling his finger to ask for more, “I knew you were coming… and …?”
“You made sure they got here.” How far back did this go?
“Ding, ding!” Their host applauded, stomping his foot with excitement. “ That’s why we needed ‘funny ol’ Mobius’ here. He might not have been in the script, but he can see the big picture in, well, in the way a Loki can’t.” He turned to the Lokis. “No offense.”
"What does this mean?" Loki asked. The Lokis’ expressions were hard with confusion, Mobius’ face fell into a queasy realization.
“What this ‘means’, Loki, is… I know it all. I’ve seen it all.” Their host gestured between Loki and Mobius, “Pylea, Asgard,” he pointed at Loki and Sylvie, “Lamentis; I saw. All the stuff the TVA didn’t know about, I knew! All the scheming. All the talking.” He leaned against his desk and tucked his chin, wrapping his robes around him with bashfulness, “That… little song… by the fire. Quite sentimental. Very touching stuff, by the way.”
Loki glanced over his shoulder at Mobius, disturbed. Mobius was staring a mile ahead.
“No.” Sylvie raised her voice, “We broke out of your little game with the TVA. That’s how we got here.”
The man bobbed his head side to side, impatient with her. “Mobius, you’re caught up. Explain it to them.”
They all turned to Mobius. His throat was dry, he had forgotten how to use his tongue. “Uh….”
“Go on,” the man encouraged.
“He, uh… he did this. He set everything up. You’re here, because he wanted you here.” Mobius was used to an enforced fate, but not one that he hadn’t known about as he lived it. But why was he here if he wasn’t in the script?
“A+,” the man commended. “You really ought to get a promotion, Analyst M-FF353.” That old name, the name no one used anymore, made the ex-analyst twitch. He hadn’t heard it in centuries. Their host had been watching him this whole time, too. He couldn’t look up at him as he continued his joke, “I’ll make it happen,... I know some people in high places,” the man giggled.
Loki could see an unprecedented dread wash over Mobius’ expression. He turned back to their host, “You expect us to believe you somehow brought us here?”
“Yes!” He Who Remains walked around the desk and took a mindful seat. “Every step you took to get here.” He reached out, sliding a hand across the tabletop, “I paved the road.” He smiled at them. “You, you just walked down it.”
“No-” Sylvie was interrupted.
“And not just you two.” He looked at Mobius. “You might not be in there,” he planted a finger on the script in front of him on the desk, “but you’re right where you’re meant to be.” His smile widened with pure fun.
“If you planned all this, then why are we here?” Sylvie threw her paper to the floor, still not ready to believe it.
“Come on! Patience ,” he shot up from his seat, energized. “You know you can’t get to the end until you’ve been changed by the journey. Right, Mobius?” The man asked the unresponsive tag-along for backup like they were on the same side somehow. “This stuff, it needs to happen. To get us all in the right mindset. To finish the quest.”
Mobius looked up now. This couldn’t be what they came here for. This had to be wrong.
Loki ignored most of that babble, “So it’s all a game. It’s all a manipulation.”
“Hey. Guy.” Mobius spoke up, trying to resurrect his old self. “Look. I’ve had my head kicked around a lot the past few days. Just… tell us what we came to find out. Then we’ll get out of your hair.” His voice didn’t feel like his own.
The man nodded at Mobius’ gumption, appreciating it. “Fine. Ask me whatever you want.” He Who Remains sat back down and perched his chin on his folded hands, fluttering his eyes with cartoonish anticipation.
They paused. Where to start? Did they want to know?
“Well? I’m an open book.”
“... Why’d you create the TVA?” Mobius’ heart thudded as he asked his god what his purpose was.
“Oh, right, the TVA .” The man slumped, instantly bored. “You’re still on that. Still caring about the TVA. There’s a lot of catching up to do-”
“Was it some kind of power trip?” Mobius guessed. “You made the Time Keepers, to, what, keep reality in line with what you wanted to be the truth? You had one story you wanted for everyone and we’ve just been keeping it neat for you?” His worst fear stumbled out of him quickly.
“‘Power’. ‘Trip’, '' the TVA’s creator tested those words out on his lips and teeth. He chuckled. “Yes. Exactly.”
Mobius’ fists clenched.
“Look. I understand your moral obligations to what the TVA has done. And my methods were deceptive. But the mission, it never was. Without the me. Without the T.V.A . Everything would’ve burned.”
“‘Burned’?” Loki asked.
“Ka-pshh,” the man imitated an explosion with his hands.
“How? Who burns it?”
Their host picked up the apple again and took another bite.
“Me.” He smiled sweetly.
Sylvie ticked her chin up, “You’re just one man.”
The creator laughed heartily, “For now.”
He raised his wrist and tapped the strange marble TemPad on the back of his hand that looked more like a slab of rock than anything like the technology they had at the TVA. He cleared his throat, down to business .
“Alright, let’s get into it. The secret ingredients. The expo-si-tion.” He flicked a bit of marble from his TemPad onto the desktop. It fell as a blob of flexible stone before rising up and coming to life as a swirling bit of rock, changing shape like fluid.
He let out a long breath and raised his eyebrows at them, get ready .
“Eons ago, before the TVA, a variant of myself lived on Earth in the 31st century.” The bit of marble on the table transformed into a visual aid of what he was narrating. It created a miniature version of himself.
He continued with the voice of a storyteller, “He was a scientist and he discovered that there were universes stacked on top of his own. At the same time, other versions of us were learning the same thing. Naturally, they made contact. And, for a while, there was peace. Narcissistic, self-congratulatory, peace.”
They continued to watch as he and his TemPad illustrated the history of their universe.
He took a bite of his apple and spoke with his mouth half-full, “They shared technology and knowledge, using the best of their universe to improve the others. However… not every version of me was so…,” he swallowed, “... pure of heart. To some of us, new worlds meant only one thing: New lands to be conquered. The peace between realities erupted into all-out war. Each variant fighting to preserve their universe and annihilate the others.” He sped through the last of his words as though they were boilerplate disclaimers. “It was almost the end, ladies and gentlemen, of everyone and everything.”
“And then ‘the Time Keepers came along and saved us all’,” Sylvie mocked, not ready to believe him.
“No. No dogma anymore.” He grew serious for the first time since they met him. “That first variant encountered a creature created from all the tears of reality, capable of consuming time and reality itself. A creature you all met.”
“Alioth,” Loki understood.
He Who Remains gripped the apple in his hand tight enough to hear its flesh crunch, “I harnessed its power. I weaponized it. And I ended the Multiversal War. So, I created the TVA, isolated the Timeline, and now it’s,” he relaxed, “‘set it and forget it’: manage the flow of time - the Time Keepers - and prevent further branches. Further ‘me’s.” He juggled the apple between hands again, leaning back.
“The TVA is preventing war between your variants,” Mobius summarized his purpose limply. He didn’t feel real. He’d been nothing more than a madman’s henchman.
“You’re welcome.” He Who Remains smiled graciously. “But, more importantly, with that out of the way - we’re finally at the part where the script… ends.” He toppled the stack of papers from his desk and onto the floor in a messy cascade. “Because… if we stayed on script, at this point, you, Loki, and you, Sylvie, would have the opportunity to decide whether you want to kill me and release free will…,” he glanced at Sylvie who was considering leaping from her chair to make those words a reality, “in exchange for Multiversal War II or… to take my place.”
“Take your place?” Loki tried to understand what that entailed.
“A throne with a bow on top,” he gestured at his chair like a game show model.
“What, being God got too boring for you?” Mobius quipped, everything besides his weak smirk had gone slack with existential terror. He couldn’t feel his arms or legs. His heart was thumping slowly and sluggishly in his chest.
“Oh, yes. It did. For him .”
“Who?” Loki leaned forward.
“The 'He Who Remains' before me.”
“The- What?”
“You thought that that was all you were in for today: just one choice? ‘But, wait, there’s more’,” he announced with a game show drawl. He twirled the apple in his hand and stood up. “First. Just take a second. Just enjoy our last moment on the script.” He shuffled up to the pile of script pages on the floor. “Even with the changes I made, this is a big move for all of us. Especially me. I've never done improv before.”
He closed his eyes, his smiling face raised in absolution, and lifted his foot in a step that became an anticlimactic stomp over the script pages as the others watched him.
He was now on the other side of the papers.
“Alright. It's a new day!”
He tossed the apple in his hand over his shoulder like a prop an actor didn’t need anymore, as if it hadn’t been his real choice to be eating it at all. He heaved himself up and sat on the desk in front of his three guests, giddy. “Anything can happen after I tell you this.” He kicked his feet as they listened, frozen.
He seemed to enjoy their stupefied faces.
“Alright. So, here’s the long and the short of the real secret you’ve been dying to know:...”
He rubbed his lips together with anticipation, glancing between them. It was obvious he was playing with them.
Sylvie gripped her sword, rage brewing. Loki’s fingers on the arm of his chair stretched microscopically in Mobius’ direction as the ex-agent braced himself for another layer of reality to fall out from under him.
Their host raised his hands, flexing his fingers with each word, “This has all happened before .”
Silence.
“‘This’? Us being here? This conversation?” Loki asked.
“ Mhm .”
“I think I’d remember that,” Sylvie contemplated attacking him for the nonsense he was spewing.
“Unless…” Loki looked over to Mobius, remembering what Renslayer had done to his mind.
“Oh, ‘memory-wiping’? Psh .” The creator waved his hands back and forth, shaking his head, “No. No, no, no, no, no,” he chortled. “ Tawdry . It was fun down there, but here , no. This is the big leagues now.”
“Then how?” Loki raised his voice. “How has this happened before?”
“Not ‘how’,” the creator tutted. “Oh, wait, wait, I know this one!” He cleared his throat and lifted his hands like an actor playing Hamlet, “‘It’s not about where,... when,... or why.’ ‘... It’s about who’ ,” he inflected the words with melodrama. The three of them glanced at one another at the strange monologue. They didn’t get his joke, but their host seemed to be very pleased with himself, tapping his heels together.
“‘Who’?” Mobius repeated.
“ You .” He pointed at him with a chuckle. “‘Funny’. ‘Ol’’. ‘Mobius’.”
“What about him?” Sylvie asked.
Mobius looked between the Lokis and the finger pointing at him.
“My… ‘predecessor’, let’s call him that from now on, did this all before. In his Timeline. With ‘Sylvie’ and ‘Loki’. But it didn’t pan out quite how he wanted. There weren’t a lot of winners in that story. Except perhaps Sylvie-”
Mobius had to interrupt him at that world-shattering implication, “Wait, you’re saying there are other versions of-”
“He set me on a path to discover his demise and try again. And so I figured out where he went wrong. What did the first all-knowing ‘ He Who Remains’ miss?” He jumped from his desk and walked over to Mobius, staring at him intently. “He needed you .”
Sylvie’s face hardened, “Him?”
“He didn't look twice at you before.” The creator approached the ex-agent like he was a curio released from a case in a museum. “Just a ‘peon’ of his TVA in his eyes, but I know you’re different." He stopped just before he got close enough to Mobius to warrant Loki’s protection. Mobius looked up at him, hands digging into his armrests. “You see he wasn’t invited to this scene before. But he’s the key. To all this.”
"What?” Mobius’ voice cracked. “No. No, I'm not, believe me. I’m just along for the ride. This is their-” he gestured at the Lokis. “I’m just a guy-”
"No, you're not." Loki felt, in his bones, the truth of Mobius’ significance.
"You see!” The creator clapped and pointed at Loki with both hands, ecstatic. “Right. There !” He got close to Loki, who flinched back. “It's wild to see it up close.” He crouched down between Loki and Mobius, his hands steadying on their knees. “A god of chaos,” he patted Loki’s knee. “In love . With a TVA orderly,” he jostled Mobius’ knee enthusiastically, you ol’ dog!
Mobius cleared his throat, looking away, pulling his knee from under the man’s disturbing touch.
Their host didn’t seem to care, he just stared up at them with awe, “You two have changed each other the way my predecessor had only hoped his Sylvie and Loki would. But he had miscalculated.”
Loki and Sylvie looked at one another, confused by the suggestion. Mobius, always the analyst, understood what that meant. Something in him bristled.
Their host stood up and pointed between the Lokis, “Chaos and chaos? Well, that's… chaos . Confusion and calamity.... But chaos and harmony ,” he opened his palms towards Loki and Mobius with a gentle appreciation. “Entropy and order, in love. Swirling and twirling each other. In perfect…,” he stopped and leaned over his desk, retrieving a pen. He placed it on his finger carefully until it wobbled in place on its own, “ balance .” He snatched it up. “Everyone had it wrong. The TVA, the Lokis. Chaos and order aren’t opposites. One can’t exist without the other. They need each other. They’re two halves of a whole. That's the very stuff of the universe, baby."
They watched him pace, rambling.
"Harmonious pandemonium! Designed mayhem. A symphony !” He twirled on his heel, as if he could hear the music between them. “Between you two is an unshakeable balance even the strongest beings in the universe failed to pull apart. Reinforced by her .”
He stood in front of Sylvie now, testing her patience.
“Yes, you’ve changed, too, Laufeydottir. A self -a friend - to love. Loki helping Loki. Strengthening each other in preparation for this moment. Both of you are a whole, too.... All of you.”
Sylvie glanced at Loki, her jaw was tense and there was a tetchy embarrassment in her eye.
The creator looked down at all three of them sweetly, almost lovingly.
“Your connection,” he gestured at them, “is the key.” He clenched his fists together, shaking them in illustration, “That pull you feel to stay together? Work together. Fight together. Die together. It’s the strongest thing in the universe. Stronger than the TVA, stronger than Alioth, and, hopefully,... stronger than me . Time depends on it.” He smiled and then giggled at a joke only he understood.
“What are you talking about?” Mobius’ head was starting to spin.
The creator cleared his throat and stood up straight, “Mr. Mobius, come here.”
Mobius’ heart stopped at the strange invitation. The creator was so repulsive he couldn’t imagine getting any closer to him. But if it meant answers….
Mobius forced himself to remember how to use his legs and slowly stood up.
“Come here,” the man beckoned.
Loki’s eyes grew anxious as Mobius took a doubtful step, brow wrinkled.
“Mhm. Come on, come on. Step on up.”
Loki shot up and put out an arm in front of Mobius just as he took another step.
“It’s alright, lover-boy,” their host raised his palms with a shy smile, no funny business, I swear .
Mobius pushed Loki’s arm down and walked up to his previous ruler. Loki stayed near.
He Who Remains closed his eyes and raised his palms up into the space between himself and Mobius. Mobius held his breath. Loki and Sylvie watched for any hostility.
“Your aura.” He ran his hands over something invisible surrounding the ex-agent. He opened his eyes. “Entropy is in your temporal aura now. You should see it,... it’s somethin’ else. There’s never been a Mobius quite like you before. You’re almost... complete.” They stared at one another. “Almost done… cooking.”
None of them understood what that truly meant.
“And harmony is in your aura, now, too. Loki.”
Loki scowled at him.
“A Loki with an aura of control. Restraint.” He looked between them both, smiling at his handiwork. “An immortal who feels is no longer immortal. He is a new man, always. Every day. Dying every day. Born every day. Two immortals with someone to lose: dangerous for anyone between them. Unless you put the right thing between them.” Loki stepped up to Mobius’ side. They listened to the rantings. “Like the end of reality. Or the end of a god. Or the beginning of an even greater god.” The creator started laughing to himself.
Mobius leaned to Loki, “Does this guy seem to be getting crazier to you?”
He finally contained his giggles, “Oh, you two don’t know how lucky you are. Without your connection as it is, Loki will float into a new and frightening realm of reality, alone and ‘burdened’,” he said that last word in a dramatic baritone, frowning like a clown. “And you, Mobius, - ‘the tired, washed-up, ol’ analyst with a heart of gold’ - all alone. Alone and always wondering what could've been.”
“Enough!” Sylvie stood up, sword stretched towards him. “Why did you bring us here?”
“This,” he pointed at the three of them, unbothered, “is… reincarnation .”
Mobius sighed, shaking his head, “Okay- Can you… talk normal?” He pointed at Sylvie, “She’s gonna kill you if you keep talking like that. What do you mean there are other ‘us-es’? I’m having a hard time wrapping my head around that. If you could just start making some sense that’d be great.”
“Yes, yes, sure, sure. Um…” He thought for a moment, leaning on his desk, crossing his ankles. “A choice was made before any of you got here. My predecessor thought the choice was either one Sacred Timeline or Multiversal War. But Loki, like only a Loki could, figured out a loophole. A third choice.”
“Me?” Loki pointed at himself.
“No. Not you. You’re only a modicum of Him, now. He’s everywhere. He’s the reason you exist. He paved the way for all branching timelines.” He clasped his hands together and looked up at nothing, mocking a prayer. “For all time. Always.”
Mobius squinted, “I’m sorry, you’re saying there’s someone above you? A…”
“A Loki .” He pronounced each syllable like a secret. “ The Loki. I might be the man behind the keepers, but I’m not the man at the end of time. Not anymore. ‘I’ took a step down. He took the step up. I’m now simply a guy looking out for himself. But I’ve made a decent home here.” He leaned back, gesturing at his castle, basking with a gentle smile. “Playing my part. Like an actor.”
“Another Loki like him?” Sylvie pointed at Loki, she was starting to understand.
“Yes. Another L1130. At your TVA they still prune branched timelines, but at The TVA - The Loki’s TVA-, they let all branches ‘grow’ because of him.”
“There’s another TVA?” Mobius knew that was impossible.
“The first TVA to figure out how to free free will. Thanks to the Loki.”
“What?”
“Exponential growth! Change! Infinite timelines!” He gestured with fanfare. “Branches are now protected by the TVA.”
Sylvie skipped over the ‘another TVA’ paradox Mobius was having trouble accepting, “No Sacred Timeline?”
The creator shook his head as he walked around his desk, “Unnecessary. Free will is back in, didn’t you hear? Which means you have no reason to kill me, Sylvie.” He turned to her, her shoulders dropping slowly with realization. “And no Timeline to protect, Mobius. You’re all already free! Have been for quite some time. You just didn’t know it.” He watched them try to understand that. “Everyone’s free. Except, of course, one person. All except one person has free will.”
“Who?”
“Me.” He stood behind his chair, grabbing the back of it. “ The TVA grows branches but hunts me . They found their He Who Remains, killed him, learned all the secrets, and took back control. So now they’re protecting a new multiverse from other me's because they know I and all of my other selves are the single greatest threat to everything." He leaned closer. "We will eat all of reality or die trying.”
“Yeah, see, that’s where I know you have to be lying,” Mobius shook his finger. “Because how can there be more than one TVA? A variant of the entire TVA? It doesn’t work like that. The TVA is outside of time.”
He Who Remains drummed the back of his chair with excitement, “We have a winner! See, you’re exactly where you need to be Mobius Mobius! The TVA used to exist outside of time, but when The Loki met The He Who Remains, he used a very special TemPad,” he waved the obsidian TemPad in his hand, “and created a paradox.”
He waved his hands back and forth, “You don't need to know the details yet about where this TemPad came from but,... boy, they’d surprise you,” he paused as he gently bit the tip of his finger like he knew a spoiler he’d love nothing more than to share before they were ready. “No. All you need to know is that the paradox gave time to the TVA: a time slipping Loki in the TVA.”
“Time slipping in the TVA?” Mobius knew better than the Lokis that there was no timeline in the TVA to slip between. This wasn’t making any sense.
“Wait.” Sylvie remembered something. She looked at Loki and Mobius. “Renslayer said something about that. After you two were pruned. She said that the TVA is no longer outside of time. That it’s been ‘experiencing time’.” For the first time since meeting their host, she started to consider his words as a possible truth.
The creator nodded. “Someone’s been taking notes.”
Mobius spoke up, “Listen, we’re taking a lot on faith here and we don't even know who you are if you're not The He Who Remains or whatever - So, who, or what, are you?”
The man smirked, humbly proud, “I am probably the cleverest and most patient me to have ever existed. You see, not only did I do everything my predecessor did -create my TVA and my Sacred Timeline-, I did it all knowing about the TVA. I placed each foot in front of the other knowing that They were watching me. If I stepped out of line, made one wrong choice, I would have become a variant. If I became a variant, they would have pruned me. What you see before you is a carefully planned facsimile of the original He Who Remains. A near eternity in the making!” He turned on the spot, showcasing himself as an achievement. “I have lived most of my endless life according to the script that would keep me safe from setting off any nasty variance energy. At least until 12 minutes and 41 seconds ago, when I started to explain this to you.”
“H-how?” Loki was struggling.
“We aren’t that different, you and I. I was bound by this script as well,” he kicked a page of the script on the floor. “In the event of my predecessor’s death, he gave his Miss Minutes, here, two orders.” The orange clock buzzed into existence as soon as her name was mentioned. She stood near He Who Remains’ shoulder and flashed the group an unnerving smile, ignoring the Lokis aggressive flinch towards her sudden appearance. “First, to recreate himself using a certain Mr. Timely and then to create me . Before he breathed his last breath he sent her. And, with her, a file that held all of his knowledge and all of his memories: my future.” He kicked the script papers by his foot again. That was the file. “I did everything exactly as he did, said every word he said, and used it to create all this . And you. You three are my proudest achievements.”
“You ‘created’ us?” A pit formed in Loki's stomach, trepidation deeper than anything he had felt before taking root. He almost didn’t want to hear the answer.
“Yes. I manipulated you all into becoming the variants I needed. Not quite like the originals, but close. I couldn't do much from here, I needed to make you. How? I just needed to figure out the constants and variables .”
He lifted one palm up, as if holding what he was about to say, “Constants: Loki needs a Mobius, they need to separate at Alabama, Loki needs to find Sylvie, they all need to follow each other to the Void, to me.”
He raised his other palm to hold the variables, “Variables: precisely timed memory-wiping, convenient backup TemPads, and romance ,” he feigned a French accent.
He brought his hands together slowly, “All grown from the perfectly imperceptible nexus event I discovered: the opportunity for L1130, the seed of The Loki, to steal a specific file from Analyst 2856 in Sector C.”
Miss Minutes waved at Loki.
The god quickly remembered who had told him about his file at the TVA. She had goaded him into stealing it. Under He Who Remains’ orders.
Loki took a step back, fighting the horror overtaking him, “You-You set all this up.”
Mobius watched Loki realize what was happening.
“Miss Minutes helped. She was the one who gave you the idea to steal the file. The file that led to a talk that led to a fight that led to a want that led to promise that led to longing gazes and yada yada, you know the rest,” he struggled to get it all out in one breath. He looked between Loki and Mobius, each frozen.
He smiled, “‘Step on the wrong leaf’ and now… you’re in love.”
Mobius and Loki looked at one another, a new understanding of their journey taking over.
The creator continued, “I only changed enough for what we needed, but not enough for The TVA to prune me. I deviated only a few lines from the script by giving orders to Miss Minutes. You all are the ones who did the changing.”
The creator waved lazily at Miss Minutes. She nodded and disappeared again.
Loki felt himself start the question before even considering whether he should, “You’re saying you’re the reason we….?” He couldn’t will the rest of his words out.
He Who Remains’ smile turned tender: how sweet, how quaint. He put on a storytelling voice and approached them like a teacher, “No, no, no, children. I might be the man behind the curtain, but I could never force this. This was in you all along. I just gave you a little… push. Think of it as freeing you to become who you could become. To feel what you wanted to feel.”
“You’re lying,” Sylvie stomped forward, rage spilling from her lips and into her words. She wasn’t sure he was.
“Don't worry Sylvie, you’re not being left out.” He turned to her. “These two have had their journey, but you're not done yet. I'll grant your deepest wish… soon enough.”
She sneered at him. If it wasn’t for Loki and Mobius she would’ve driven her sword through his chest right then. Her restraint was foreign to her; new. But had he been telling the truth? Free will was already theirs? She could make a home somewhere on her own timeline?
“Why are you doing this? What do you want from us?” Mobius asked, voice weak and dry. Unlike Sylvie, he had lost his fire. He could feel the life of his false freedom leaving his body.
“Your ability to move, act, and branch. That’s why I did all this. I need you three to fix what’s broken. You can leave this place and grow and change because The TVA has given you your freedom. You have no set path. Not anymore. I am the last being in this universe without free will. Stuck here. Burdened with knowledge. Already dead.” A cloud moved over his expression. “Now that I’ve gone off-script, I’m sure they’re starting to get a very troubling reading. Oh, yes. Almost at a five unit peak. We’re probably near red line by now.” He looked up, as if listening for the Minutemen boots. “No doubt, sometime soon, they’re going to be scrambling trying to figure out how to get to me. In fact, if I don't die within,” he did some calculations in his head, “about three minutes, they'll be coming for me.”
“Enough of these games! You brought us here, you made us. Why?!” Loki yelled. “What do you want?”
“You’re right. I’ve been rude.” He straightened himself out with a sniff. “If you go back to your TVA, I think you’ll discover that you can stop pruning timelines and nothing will happen. Open the windows and you'll see your Time Loom gone. Dark. The sacrifice has already been made. The Loki at the Center of Time is already doing what he should.”
Barely any of that made sense, but Mobius caught some of it, “We can stop pruning branches?”
“Yes. In fact, please stop.” He leaned forward, purposefully ominous. “What I’m about to tell you is the reason for my existence. A message that couldn’t be passed from my predecessor to you once the three of you were present, exactly as you are now. I have spent thousands of years waiting for you all to grow up and find each other to be here exactly as you are now to receive this message. Let me enjoy this for a moment.” He closed his eyes, savoring.
“This is madness,” Loki muttered. Mobius stared ahead, believing.
He opened his eyes, “There’s a flaw to The Loki at the Center of Time.”
“A flaw?” Loki wasn’t even quite sure what this Loki was.
“The Loki is a bandaid for something that existed long before him. Before the Sacred Timeline, time flowed as it should’ve, all on its own. The Loki is out there, keeping all branches alive. Our branch, too. Everything you’ve done since stealing that file was only possible because of him.”
The three of them looked at one another.
Their host walked towards the fireplace, solemn. “Because a TVA in time is a TVA in space: a TVA in the universe. In the multiverse. A TVA in every universe now. That’s the paradox that is killing time. When The TVA, a TVA experiencing time, released the timeline, they allowed branches of the TVA. TVAs in infinite universes simultaneously trying to prune every other branch, each believing it is the only one.”
Realization washed over them.
He watched the flames, unblinking, “You understand how unstable this is. One TVA is fine. Several,” he cocked his head, considering it, “... strange . But infinite? Untenable.”
“We’re fighting each other and we don’t even know it,” Mobius was starting to feel sick.
“Infinite TVAs means infinite pruning. Infinite pruning that’s causing the deaths of infinite branches. Until only one remains. That is why The Loki at the Center of Time cannot leave his throne. He’s keeping the branches on life support.” He stared at the fire.
Loki took a breath after forgetting to, “So, we need to stop th- our TVA from pruning branches.”
The man turned back to them. “No, no.” Ludicrous , his expression told them. “You need to stop all TVAs from pruning branches.”
Sylvie lowered her sword completely. “You want free will.” Her bloodlust dimmed.
“Oh, yes,” he nodded. “So I’m tasking you three with stopping every TVA in every universe.”
They were silent. Even if this was barely making any sense, they each knew that was impossible.
He turned to them. “‘But that’s impossible’, you’re thinking,” he mocked their sour faces. He walked back to them. “Don’t worry. Each of you have already ‘done the impossible’ in reaching me,” he quoted. “This is the only way. With infinite TVAs at odds with one another comes infinite chaos, born from a will to order. Chaos from order.” He stood in front of Loki and Mobius. “Only beings who have a foot in both worlds can solve this problem.” He pointed at them. “This mission is what you were made for.”
He continued, “You'll be saving the multiverse. You're the only ones who can. The only ones who know what I know, who know what The TVA failed to understand: Infinite me’s will make quick work of one TVA, but infinite TVAs might be able to hold the line,” he said, cocky. He knew how formidable he was.
“You want us to enlist every single TVA to hunt your variants instead of pruning branches?” Sylvie asked.
The man turned to them. “In a nutshell.”
All three of them struggled to compute the truths they had learned let alone the strange mission they were being offered.
“Alright!” He Who Remains clapped loudly, making Mobius jump. “You have it all now. This is the only way to have our cake and eat it, too. No war. Only freedom. No Lokis or He Who Remains required. Just organic, homegrown, free-range free will.”
Sylvie might not have had a desire to kill this man anymore, her vengeance overtaken by the curiosity of a multiverse waiting for her. But she wasn’t an idiot, “And, if we do this, what are you getting out of it? Wouldn't you also be hunted down?”
“Good eye. No such thing as a free lunch, right?" His smile was weaker now. "You’ll see what you’ll be doing for me, in time. But isn’t it enough to… ‘bring healthy chaos back into the universe and give chase to what you want’?” He quoted Loki, making the god cringe.
The three of them didn’t like being in a deal that they didn’t know both sides of.
“Mobius,” Loki approached Mobius’ side, his hand landing on his arm. “Could all this be true?”
Loki stared at Mobius’ concentrating profile.
The multiverse was already real? A- The TVA was out there hunting He Who Remains? Every other TVA, including their own, was pruning branches that a Loki, out there somewhere, was keeping alive? And now they were supposed to convert every TVA in the entire multiverse to hunt these guys? It barely made any sense, but... if it was true….
“How do we do this?” Mobius asked their creator. He had been convinced.
“That’s for you to find out.”
Typical.
“And ‘The Loki’?” Mobius searched for an ulterior motive. A Loki capable of saving the multiverse, if that’s what really happened, must be pretty powerful.
“That’s gonna be your favorite part: He’ll be free. No matter how much he wants to be the hero, he'll eventually have the same problem the Time Loom did. Infinite branches require infinite power. Which is, of course, impossible. Even for a god. Besides. He’s probably getting pretty lonely on his throne by now.... I know how it is,” he commiserated lightly.
“You want to help him?”
“Help? No. He poses an existential problem. If one Loki can become a God of Time, what’s to stop other Lokis? He’s created another paradox. Another problem like mine. He’s set up dominoes someone will want to tip over.” The implication in his voice was heavy.
“Wha-”
Bang .
Loki’s question was interrupted by loud noise that came from below them. Something in the foundations of the building groaned. They all listened, waiting.
“I was supposed to die four minutes ago.” He Who Remains could hear boots on the level beneath them.
He looked at them and gave them a small, shy smile.
“We’ve hit red line.”
He blinked, his smile disappeared. The bell tolled for him.
“Okay. That’s all I have for you. Thank you for stopping by.” He rushed by them, ready before they were to end the conversation.
Something in the direction of the elevator thudded.
“That’s The TVA?” Mobius pointed down at the noises, the idea of doppelgangers raiding the citadel disturbed him.
He Who Remains sped back to his desk, as if looking for something. “Yes, but don’t get excited. They aren't friends.”
More bangs from the elevator shaft. All three of them turned to watch the closed doors.
“They want their Loki at the Center of Time to stay right where he is. He’s the only thing keeping their multiverse alive. Once they know what I’ve asked you to do, they’ll consider you my accomplices. A coup. No better than me, yourselves. Just agents of ‘Kang’ .”
They looked back at him. ‘Kang’?
“Allies to enemies in the blink of an eye and an eternity in Time Cells for each of you," he stopped rummaging.
He smiled at them as though they were old friends.
“So, it’s time for you three to leave the nest.”
He grabbed something from his desk, a worn leather briefcase, and started to rush towards a bookcase lining the wall.
Sylvie raised her sword, “You haven’t given us anything! We have nowhere to start. How are we supposed to get out of here?”
“Oh, right.” He stopped and shook his head, how s illy of me .
He clumsily tucked his things under his arms and lifted his wrist and tapped something onto the black and gold marbled TemPad on the back of his hand. Immediately, three time gates slid open behind his guests. One for each of them. They turned to their gates. These gates looked different from the ones the TVA created. The edges weren’t as neat as they should be. Their hue was slightly different, lighter.
Something clattered in the elevator. The three of them could now recognize the sounds of a Minutemen squad searching for a way up.
“Where do these go?” Loki called out to their host, who was already looking for something in the bookcase that seemed more interesting to him now than they did. The gates moved on their own, inching towards each of them. That was new.
He didn’t turn back to them, busy with something they couldn’t see, “To where you each need to go. You’ll understand when you get there. And don’t you all try to sneak into one door, they’ll only accept the temporal aura of the one they’re assigned to.”
Loki leaned forward and reached his hand towards Mobius’ gate and, just as the creator had said, instead of allowing Loki’s hand to slip through, it turned solid. Loki’s palm brushed along the strange gate’s smooth, denying surface. It was meant only for Mobius.
He Who Remains waved his hand at them without looking at them, “I’ve paved the way. You’ll see!”
Loki turned to Sylvie, who was sizing up her door with a tenacious curiosity. This was some kind of time technology they hadn’t seen before. He looked at Mobius, fear rising up in his chest. Stepping through his door meant risking separation. Mobius looked up at him, thinking the same thing. But something in the analyst’s eye was stronger than before- something vital. A mission. The gates moved closer to them, impatient for them to step through. The clanging in the elevator shaft was getting louder.
“There’s gotta be a catch,” Mobius whispered to Loki. He turned back to his creator, “We still have questions! Where are these going to send us?”
Mobius’ voice caught the man’s attention in a way that the Lokis’ hadn’t. He spun back around and flashed a devilish grin.
“‘Another time, champ,’” he quoted the ex-agent to himself.
The doors of the elevator shaft were starting to open. Stone was grating against stone, slowly.
“Alright, you two!” Sylvie called for their attention as she made eye contact with one of the Minutemen prying the door open. She looked at Loki and Mobius. “See you on the other side.” She took a breath and readied herself, staring at her gate. This was it. The way to free will. Everything she’d been fighting for. Even if she wished she could’ve had a chance to kill the creator of the TVA, this was even better. Real change. Real freedom. And if it wasn’t, she’d find her way back here to kill him if the Minutemen didn’t do it first.
“Just try not to die,” she flashed a smile at them, ready for another adventure.
That was as close as they were going to get to a tearful goodbye from her. Before Loki had enough time to respond she leapt through her gate and it sealed closed behind her. As she disappeared, he saw what was awaiting them on the other side of her: a squad of Minutemen pulling the doors nearly entirely open.
“This variant’s fully powered! Get the reset charges ready!” one shouted.
“Mobius,” Loki grabbed his shoulders, his hands anxious. Time was running out. There was nowhere else to go from here. “Wherever these send us, I’ll find you. Alright? Just stay where you are and I’ll come find you!”
Mobius felt a smirk take over his face as he looked up at Loki. The god’s eyes were frantic. Dramatic as ever. Sure, they were at the end of time, had just learned everything they thought had been freedom was actually an elaborate ploy, were about to step into an unknown time and place away from one another, and the Minutemen behind them were almost done pulling the doors open, but none of that mattered. Sylvie was right. They just had to stay alive. They’d find a way back. They always did.
He reached up and pulled on Loki’s tie, forcing the worried god to crouch down. “Only if I don't find you first.”
Feeling Mobius under his palms, so close to him, Loki faltered. “What if we stay and fight? We can explain-”
“There’s no ‘explaining’ to the TVA, Loki.” His voice was calm and focused. “We found that out the hard way, remember?”
“Yes, but what if -”
Mobius kissed him.
Loki gripped him tightly and breathed in the kiss, greedy for some sorely needed comfort and bliss. His eyes opened when they heard boots hit the ground behind them. They were in the room now. Just as Loki broke the kiss, readying a burst of green magic around his fist, he felt Mobius’ hands grab him by the front of his shirt.
Two gates, a ticking clock, and a squad of Minutemen hot on their heels. “Just like old times,” Mobius joked as Loki stared at him, confused.
With a quick shove Loki fell through his gate, it closed behind him. Mobius took a second, breathing hard. The prince was really gone. He only hoped Loki would forgive him, wherever and whenever he was now.
The boots in the room stopped.
“ Mobius ?”
He turned towards the feminine voice.
“B-15.” Only she wasn’t his B-15. He could sense it. She was looking at him differently. She was another Mobius’ B-15. Different uniform. Different hair. Weird. “Sorry, can’t stay.” He stared at the gate in front of him. Where was he going? How would he get around without a TemPad? He’d figure it out.
“Got a couple of Lokis who need saving.” And who else was a better fit for the job?
He stepped through the gate.
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The trio will return in ‘Season 4’.
See the next chapter for the 'post-credits scene', lol.
(But comments here are much appreciated!)
Chapter 24: Next Time
Summary:
So, where are we starting next time?
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Releasing this chapter back-to-back with the last one, so make sure you read the Chapter 23 finale first!
Consider this a post-credits scene.
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Mobius opened his eyes. Everything was blurry.
He blinked.
Better.
He blinked again.
A ceiling came into focus.
He leaned up.
“Ergh,” he ached all over.
He was in a bed. The room was dark. He squinted, looking at the room. Drywall. Popcorn ceiling. A chest of drawers, a desk, and laundry on the floor. A bedroom. There was a window with a tree obscuring the view, but he could see grass. Definitely not the TVA. He was on Earth. Judging from the look of things he was sometime between the 20th and 23rd century.
Was he on the Sacred Timeline?
His arms twitched with an involuntary panic, as if he needed to get moving or risk creating variance energy, but he stopped when he remembered what the creator had said.
There was no Sacred Timeline.
At least not the way they thought there had been. Was this a branch? A branch that was… allowed to exist? He still couldn’t wrap his head around that. How could this be right?
He turned, looking around. There was a nightstand. A digital alarm clock on it told him it was 1:13pm, but it didn’t tell him the year.
He rubbed his face. Something was missing. His mustache. That didn’t make sense. His hand fell to his collar. Where’d his tie go? He looked down. He was in a white T-shirt and boxers. What the hell?
He swung his legs over the side of the bed and, without thinking, reached for a wristwatch on the nightstand. It felt like muscle memory, but he hadn’t been the one to set that habit. He left the watch, wary.
Pants were on the floor next to his feet. Khakis.
They look like they’d fit. He needed pants.
“... Alright,” he put them on. When in Rome?
On the floor were socks and shoes, as well. It felt weird putting on some guy’s clothes, but it was this or barefoot. Everything fit him exactly. Weird.
He spotted a calendar hanging by the closed bedroom door. It was May. He was about to take a closer look when, clang !
It was the unmistakable sound of pots and pans being shuffled around. He stood still, listening.
Someone was out there, in what must’ve been the kitchen of this house, making a meal. This was someone’s home. Why’d He Who Remains drop him here? This was where he ‘needed’ to be? Taking a nap in some guy’s bed?
More clanging muffled from the other side of the door. Mobius ran the situation through his mind. People don’t usually take kindly to strangers in their home. They could call the cops. They probably wouldn’t believe the whole ‘the arbiter of time and space dropped me here for an important mission’ story. How else could he explain this? How could you ‘accidentally’ invade someone’s home and steal their clothes?
This could get complicated.
He didn’t have weapons.
No armor. No tech.
He looked around. Was there another way out? The bedroom window was too small and too high up from the ground. There was only one door out of the room.
“Dammit,” he whispered to himself.
He could’ve really used a TemPad right about now. He felt adrift at sea without one. He'd never been in a point of spacetime, besides the Void, without a way out like this. What was he doing here? Why'd he think this was a good idea?
He took a breath, steadying himself. He needed to focus on what was going on around him right now.
Maybe he could go straight for the door without being noticed?
He carefully grabbed the doorknob and turned it slowly. He cracked open the door. It led to a hallway which opened into a living room, straight ahead. Where the hell was this? There was no one in sight. If he remembered the layouts of these kinds of Earth houses correctly, the front door was probably somewhere around the living room. So was the kitchen.
He opened the bedroom door quietly and slipped out into the hallway. He heard whoever was out there open cabinets and take out plates. He took a few silent steps down the hallway.
His foot fell on a creaky floorboard.
“Hon?” A woman’s voice called out.
He froze. There were no other doors close enough to dive into. It didn’t matter because the owner of that voice immediately leaned over the kitchen counter so she could see down the hallway. It was a woman.
“How was your nap?” She leaned back and out of sight again.
What? She had looked straight at him. Maybe she had bad eyesight. Maybe she thought he was someone else from over there?
“Uh-”
“I didn’t want to wake you up, but I’m kind of a mess. This stuff on the news- it’s crazy .”
Suddenly she was walking over to him, wiping her hands on a kitchen towel. Unable to think of any way to escape, he was stuck in place. She was suddenly too close for her to be mistaken about who he was. This was it. He expected her to stop, scream, and run to a phone.
But when her eyes found his face she just kept walking straight to him until she was right in front of him. He was too stunned to move as she pulled him against her, hugging him.
He just stood there, his arms stiff at his sides. He didn’t want to break whatever illusion she must’ve been under that made her think she knew him.
He glanced over her shoulder at the house around them. It was just a normal house. Couch, coffee table, bookcases, hooks by a front door for sunhats, bags, and keys. Muddy boots by the door. A pile of mail on the kitchen table by a fruit bowl.
What the hell was going on?
She leaned back. He finally had a chance to see her. Who was she? She had light-brown hair, brown eyes, a sweet face and she was looking at him like she knew him. He had no idea who she was. None of his studies of the Sacred Timeline included whoever this woman was.
Her hands found the sides of his neck, her delicate fingers falling onto his shoulders gently. She leaned in for what was unmistakably going to be a kiss.
His short-circuited brain might not have been able to say anything, but it instinctively made him jerk back. He stepped away from her, obviously weirded out.
“ What ?” She tucked her chin back at his reaction. “You alright?” Her eyes searched him. “You look kind of out of it.” Her expression changed, like she thought of something. He saw an engagement ring on her finger as she brushed hair from her face. “Oh, did you see the news already?” She reached a hand over, rubbing his arm as if to console him.
She was treating him like he was the one who put that ring on her finger. He almost wondered whether he woke up in someone else’s body somehow, but,... no, this was him. He could tell without a mirror that these were his hands, his legs, his body.
It hit him. What if he hadn’t just appeared here in someone’s house? What if he had been dropped off in the middle of a life. The life of....
His heart stopped.
He looked around. Was this it? Was this where he had belonged before the TVA took him?
That couldn’t be right.
But who else would have the power to bring him here if not the creator of the TVA? Who else could put him in the driver’s seat of this life?
He couldn’t confirm those suspicions, but fear and curiosity swelled with a sick swirl in his chest. This felt like a fever dream. None of it felt real. Nothing had. Everything had felt like a dream since Alioth. Since that talk with Loki by the fire.
He blinked hard, almost losing balance with the mental and emotional whiplash of thinking of that moment, which felt only a few hours fresh to him, while standing where he was standing.
He couldn’t get any of his thoughts straight.
His eyes landed on the woman in front of him again. Was this someone he knew… before the TVA? She was looking at him like she was expecting something. She was growing more concerned by the second. He needed to say something.
He would have to figure this out as he went.
He cleared his throat, “Wh-what?” He barely sounded like himself.
“ The attack …” she walked over to the coffee table and grabbed a remote, unmuting the TV that had been flickering in his peripheral vision this whole time.
“Reports are still coming in, but the NYPD and National Guard have released a statement that the fighting seems to have stopped-”
The TV flashed images of New York City streets flooded with dust and rubble. First responders were trying to save people trapped in collapsed buildings.
He read the banner at the bottom of the screen, ‘BREAKING NEWS: ATTACK IN MIDTOWN MANHATTAN’. Images of fallen Chitauri soldiers flashed on the screen in shaky phone footage.
He now knew exactly when he was.
It was May 4th, 2012.
Forgetting the life around him, he stumbled towards the TV as the anchorwoman continued, “... evacuation attempts are currently underway for approximately two hundred people trapped in the basement of the Fuller Hotel….”
An icon at the top right corner of the screen told Mobius he was somewhere in Ohio right now.
The woman beside him lowered the volume, coming up behind him, “I don’t think they should expect you to still go back to work today, I mean they’re calling this an ‘alien invasion’ ?” Her arms slunk around his sides, her hands clasping around him as she hugged him from behind. He couldn’t move, he could barely even feel her, he only stared at the Battle of New York on the TV.
This was actually happening. These scenes he’d seen so many times in video files were unfolding in front of him. Around him. He was in it. In time . Reality. In this life he’d been dropped into.
The woman rested her cheek against his shoulder blade, “Those things. There were some videos people took. They definitely weren't human. And big freaky ones that could fly, too. They were, like, as big as a building. I can’t even really believe it yet.”
The news anchor continued, “We’re receiving reports now that Tony Stark, also known as ‘Iron Man’, and Captain America have captured the individual responsible for the attack on New York. This is live footage from our air correspondent.”
The TV now showed an aerial shot of the team Mobius instantly recognized as ‘the Avengers’, though that name was still too new for the world to know yet.
Tony Stark, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanoff, Bruce Banner, and Clint Barton were standing, in civilian clothes, in Central Park. Thor held the Tesseract in its containment capsule.
There was one more figure there, someone who wasn’t a hero.
“He’s the one responsible for everything?” The woman leaned towards the TV. The ‘individual responsible’ was a tall man in green and black leather robes and long black hair slicked back. His hands were in cuffs and a muzzle placed over his lips. “Jesus, he looks cree-”
“ Loki .” Mobius pried the woman’s hands off him and stepped towards the TV.
“What?” The name must’ve sounded like gibberish to her. “Hon, what’d you say?” She came up beside him, her hand rubbing his back, concerned with how he was taking in the existence of aliens. She had no way of knowing that those aliens were more familiar to him right now than her.
He silently watched Loki on the screen. He had to get to him. He had to get to New York.
“Don?”
With a flash of blue light both Loki and Thor disappeared into the sky.
Thor was taking him to face a trial on Asgard.
“Do you need to sit down?”
How the hell was he, an average human with a job, a fiancée, and a mortgage somewhere in Midwestern America, gonna save a prince on Asgard?
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.Thank you everyone for following this fic to its ‘end’!! I know I lost some readers towards the end here, but I hope you enjoyed it! I know this was a twist ending, but I've been leading up to it with little clues since November-ish. Somewhere since Chapter 15.
This fic has been such a wild ride for me as a writer, but so, so fun. I’ve loved every single comment and although this wasn’t a happily-ever-after, at least it means there’s a sequel on the way! (lol)
I’ll need some months to rest and finish my outline for the next ‘season’, but I’ve got a good idea of what it’ll feature and where it’ll go.
(Rest assured, reunions and meaningful fluff will be featured! Season 4 will be a time for continued growth and intimacy, navigating new teamwork and relationship dynamics as they embark on a new mission, meeting/creating new variants, reuniting with old/new friends and MCU mainstays, and uncovering even more mysteries! It will conclude with the real ‘ending’ of this story [and the Loki canon series] that I'll endeavor to make as satisfying and canon-compliant as possible!)The ‘sequel’ will be a “Part 2” of a “series” here, I think. I’ve never made a Part 2 here on AO3 so I’ll need to figure those mechanics out and whether you’ll get notifications when I start it, etc. If there’s a specific way to format a sequel here on AO3 that you all prefer, let me know!
Anyways, thank you so so so much, again, for reading!! Hope you enjoyed it! Drop a comment to let me know you made it, lol.
If you liked the story and haven’t commented so far (even if you’re reading this far into the future) please drop a comment even if it's a few emojis, I absolutely adore getting comments on completed works! It just lets me know people are still reading it and I get to relive the fun of writing it by seeing reactions, haha.
Thank you all for the wonderful journey getting here!! Quite sad to see this part end, but I’m excited to share the original storyline I’ve got cooking for its continuation!!

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