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Wind rattled Ichigo Kurosaki's window as the rain started to fall. He sighed softly as he was reading a manga and listening to music. He laid his head on his desk as he closed the manga and just listened to the soft tones of the music in his ears. He almost fell asleep haven't the window to his room been blown open.
Ichigo took the headphones out of his ears and climbed onto his bed and shut and locked his window. "Freakin' storm..." he sighed softly as he laid down on his bed with his head on his pillow.
"A storm? That isn't very nice to call someone, Ichigo.~" a teasing voice sounded next to his desk. Ichigo shot up from his bed and saw a red headed, tattooed covered, man, standing next to his desk reading over his manga. "Renji? Why are you here?" Ichigo asked as he sat on the end of his bed.
Renji Abarai smirked at Ichigo and put the manga down. "Just wanted to have a little chat is all." he said honestly. Ichigo raised an eyebrow. "A... Chat? That's it? No emergancy or anything? Just to talk?" he asked. Renji nodded and sat down on the floor next to Ichigo's feet.
"Everything is fine in the Soul Society, so you have nothing to worry about." Renji said. Ichigo sighed softly and rubbed his orange hair. "Alright then... What's up?" he asked. Renji shrugged and stretched. "I honestly got bored standing around back at home, so I came to see you." he said.
Ichigo chuckled softly as tears rolled down his cheeks. "What the hell...? Why am I crying?" he asked as he rubbed his arm across his face. Renji frowned and sat on his knees in front of Ichigo. "I've never seen you cry before..." he said softly.
Ichigo hid his face in his hands. "That's because I swore to myself I wouldn't cry anymore after my mom died... I swore that I would be strong for everyone around me... Everyone I loved." he said softly. Renji finally got it. All those years of saving everyone he cared about, Ichigo's stress had finally caught up with him.
Renji placed a gentle hand on Ichigo's knee. "Ichigo..." he said softly. Ichigo sniffed. "I-I'm fine..." he sobbed softly. Renji got up and hugged Ichigo close to his chest. Ichigo, a little weirded out, hugged back anyway... He needed it, but he would never admit it.
Renji ran his hand through Ichigo's orange hair gently and at a soothing pace, hoping that this was the way to help a crying friend. Ichigo sobbed softly into Renji's chest, letting out all those years of pain, stress and fear.
"I've got you, Ichigo... Just let it out, you deserve it, you deserve so much more... Me, Rukia, everyone at the Soul Society only wish we could give you everything, everything you deserve as our savoir." Renji said softly. Ichigo chuckled a little. He was feeling a bit better, but still felt a little uneasy.
After a few minutes of kind words to Ichigo, Renji had finally been able to calm the strawberry down. Renji stepped back from Ichigo a little and smiled. "You feel better?" he asked hopeful. Ichigo sniffed a little and rubbed his eyes. "Yeah, I feel a lot better now that I've gotten all that out, thank you, Renji..." he said.
Renji grinned. "Good! I'm glad I could help you." he said happily. Ichigo chuckled and laid down on his bed. Renji sat down on the floor and the two started chatting about random stuff.
"Would he really go for that if he had the chance?" Ichigo asked surprised. Renji laughed. "Hell yeah, that boy is damn desperate, that I wouldn't be surprised if he chose a guy over a girl." he said. Ichigo raised an eyebrow. "But why Ganju of all people? Ganju would tear poor Hanataro apart if they ever did anything sexual." he said.
Renji shrugged. "No idea, man, like I said, kid's desperate for attention." he said. Ichigo rolled over onto his left side and swung his arm off the bed. "Hmm... What about you?" he asked. Renji raised an eyebrow. "What about me?" he asked. Ichigo sat up and moved down onto the floor next to Renji. "Who would you have sex with if you could?" he asked.
"Honestly? Either... You, my captain, Izuru, Shuuhei or Ikkaku." Renji said with a shrug. Ichigo blushed bright red. "M-Me!?" he yelled. Renji chuckled and scooted closer to Ichigo. "Yeah, I said you.~" he purred. Ichigo backed away quickly. "B-But... Why me?" he asked frantically.
Renji chuckled. "Why you running from me? I'm not going to do anything without your permission." he said. Ichigo blinked. "Really...?" he asked. Renji nodded. "Yeah. I ain't going to force you." he said. Ichigo scooted back a little to Renji, less afraid. "Well... Thanks, I guess." he said. Renji raised an eyebrow. "Ichigo... What happened?" he asked.
Ichigo froze. "I... I don't want to talk about it." he said shaking his head. Renji gently touched Ichigo's shoulder. "Please tell me. Maybe I can help." he said. Ichigo sighed. "It was a long time ago, Renji... Back when we went to go save Orihime. An espada named Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez... He... Raped me." he said.
Renji's eyes widened. "Ichigo... I'm so sorry... He's dead now, right?" he asked. Ichigo looked up at Renji. "Um... Yeah, I would imagine, why?" he asked. Renji sighed. "Because you're my best friend and I love you, alright...? Anything that happens to you that I don't agree with, I will wish death on others... Especially enemies." he said.
Ichigo smiled a little. "Oh... Renji... I... I love you too." he said softly. Renji smiled sweetly and hugged Ichigo. "In like a brother way?" he asked. Ichigo thought about that question for a moment. He and Renji have been friends for a long time... Renji was clearly gay, so... What was wrong in going a step forward?
"No, Renji, in a romantic way." Ichigo said and kissed Renji's cheek. Renji blushed pink. "Ichigo... Don't force yourself to be with me if you don't TRULY love me like THAT, okay? I want you to be happy." he said. Ichigo smiled. "I know, and... I think I'll be happy with you, Renji. Please give us a chance." he said.
Renji smiled softly and hugged Ichigo. Ichigo hugged back and closed his brown eyes as he listened to Renji hum softly. The rain continued to patter onto the window as the wind finally slowed down to a gentle breeze. Rain is so annoying and depressing Ichigo thought in his mind.
Renji and Ichigo were laying on Ichigo's bed, cuddled together and reading Ichigo's manga while listening to music. Surprisingly, it didn't take Renji long to figure out what to do with a earbud, after all, it's in the name; EARbud. Ichigo tapped his foot to the music as he turned the page of the manga after Renji finished reading it after him.
Renji softly started to sing the song Ichigo listened to Renji sing. "Wow... You're such a good singer." he said. Renji smiled. "Thanks a lot. I try." he said. Ichigo set the manga down and kissed Renji softly. Renji kissed back and ran a hand down Ichigo's back. "Be careful, we don't wanna break the headphones." he said. Ichigo nodded. "This song is just so beautiful..." he said.
Renji kissed Ichigo's forehead and snuggled him closer to his chest. "We can fall asleep while listening to it if you wanna." he said. Ichigo nodded. "Sounds nice." he said softly. Renji nodded. "Anything you wish." he said. Ichigo closed his eyes and snuggled close to Renji's chest. Renji ran his hand through Ichigo's hair gently and kissed his forehead. He snuggled down onto the bed and fell asleep, to join Ichigo in dream land.
Outside, it had finally stopped raining, thanks to the love of a pineapple head and a strawberry. End.