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1. Looking back, I should've been on my knees. by PossumBones for pondslime

   Fandoms: Midnight Mass (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/M, Other
   • Complete Work

   21 Jul 2023

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Father Paul Hill | Monsignor John Pruitt/Reader
   • Father Paul Hill | Monsignor John Pruitt/God?
   • Father Paul Hill | Monsignor John Pruitt/Mildred Gunning (Mentioned/Referenced)
   • Father Paul Hill | Monsignor John Pruitt/Himself (Solo session)
   • Father Paul Hill | Monsignor John Pruitt
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
   • Sacrilege
   • Priest depravity and all that good stuff
   • canon compliant (sort of)
   • Horny delirium
   • Masturbation
   • Masturbation as a form of Prayer
   • This sad man is very confused and all over the place
   • Delusional Behavior
   • Mental Instability
   • Blood Drinking
   • Blood and Violence
   • Lots of talk about cannibalism and consumption of flesh and blood
   • sacrilege kink
   • He's unsure exactly of what he's encountering
   • It might be god or the angel or a memory or something else entirely
   • God is a woman perhaps
   • deranged behavior
   • Hes fully getting off about worshipping pussy as if it is god embodied
   • Cunnilingus
   • third person
   • Collars and Ownership
   • Mild Breathplay
   • character exploration
   • Father Paul POV
   • Its left open ended toward wtf is going on
   • He manifest a vision of PUSSY ok
   • Porn with Feelings
   • Y/N device is not used in this fic
   • Masturbation as a form of worship
   • Whacking it to ur idealized concept of god
   • Corruption Kink
   • sort of...?
   • Praise Kink
   • Femdom
   • This isnt exactly an x reader but it could be considered one…?
   • its a third person manifestation of a concept I suppose

   Summary

   An ethereal touch forces his eyes open. She’s so real. He can sense her somewhere. Whoever she is— a memory or some asset of God…he doesn’t care. Her touch is so soft, so divine, and otherworldly that it pulls an unbridled moan from his chest. Burdened by earthly gravity, it spills to the floor like incense smoke, curling at the edges and cleansing the bloodied mess he kneels in.

   His soul was never his to begin with. She doesn’t ask him for worship, nor does she ask him for bloody sacrifice.
   She asks him to breathe. Fingers tighten at his throat, and he’s reminded of who he breathes for.

   He is owned as he is loved.

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