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1. i'm very sorry that you have to have a body by punishingbird

   Fandoms: Library of Ruina (Video Game), Lobotomy Corporation (Video Game)  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   23 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Yesod | Gabriel (Project Moon)
   • Hod | Michelle (Project Moon)
   • Netzach | Giovanni (Project Moon)
   • Chesed | Daniel (Project Moon)
   • Gebura | Kali (Project Moon)
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Lobotomy Corporation (Video Game) Spoilers
   • Library of Ruina (Video Game) Spoilers
   • This Is Incredibly Self-Indulgent
   • a treatise on navigating severe mental illness; a lack of bodily autonomy; and dysmorphia
   • while remaining trapped within the cycle of violence

   Summary

   The sheet which had previously covered the reflective surface of Yesod’s bathroom mirror sits on the sink counter. The white fabric meticulously folded, given all the deference and respect that a ritual of this magnitude deserves.

   Yesod stares into it and slowly begins to unbutton his shirt. He makes it three buttons in before stopping dead in his tracks.

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