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As he and Taeyong were afforded more time together, Doyoung stuck to the older boy like glue. It wasn’t just Taeyong’s looks that captivated him, there was just something that felt undeniably magnetic. And so, he allowed himself to be pulled in, a satellite trapped by Taeyong’s gravity, orbiting him until one day, the walls came down and Doyoung was granted permission to enter the atmosphere. His poor, young heart didn’t stand a chance.
His feelings for Taeyong helped sustain him during the special kind of hell that is being an idol trainee. Having a crush was something normal, a tether to the real world amongst the surreality of his day-to-day.
And even still, as he and Taeyong grew closer and closer, Doyoung learned to shut off that particular valve in his heart, the one that yearned for more, more than Taeyong was clearly willing to give him. Eventually the switch grew rusty from years of disuse and Doyoung forgot about its existence entirely. Taeyong, to him, was many things: a leader, a confidante, a creative partner, a best friend, a home away from home—but that was it, the list was complete. Written in fresh concrete and left to bake to permanence in the sun.