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Shidou slowly entered the bar. To be honest, she was only there to forget about Sae. She loved her so much, but it had been a year since she'd seen Sae anyway. It's been a year since they broke up and Sae went to Spain.
They didn't share any kind words when she parted. Shidou's heart ached at the memory of their bitter farewell, the hurtful words still lingering in her mind. As she looked around the dimly lit bar, she hoped that drowning her sorrows in a glass of whatever alcohol eased the pain
So, when Shidou went to the bar to order a drink and saw a familiar face, she didn't know how to feel. Her stomach turned with a mix of disgust and, at the same time, an odd longing.
She wanted to scream, to cry, and to hold Sae. Even if it meant she'd be giving into Sae's hollow words once again.
They didn't speak; they only stared at each other. Sae's teal eyes were dull and had no life. She stared at Shidou like she was the most disgusting thing on the planet. She wanted to gag. She really did want to disappear. To die and never be resurrected.
Shidou's heart ached as she saw the pain in Sae's eyes, realizing that their connection had been irreparably damaged. The conflicting emotions inside her intensified, leaving her torn between wanting to mend their relationship and wanting to protect herself from further hurt.
"Are you going to sit and gawk at me forever? Order something or get lost," muttered Sae as she fixed her hair and glared at Shidou.
"You don't have to be such a dick, Itoshi." Shidou said back, trying to bite back the itching feeling of hurt. Sae continued to glare at Shidou, her stomach turning.
"Whatever, just order or go," said Sae.
"Fine, give me a margarita or something," was the last thing Shidou said to Sae that night.
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Two or maybe three weeks had passed since they'd last met. Shidou sat on the lousy seats at the bar once again. Though it hurt just to be there. She'd do anything to see Sae.
"I should file a restraining order against you." Shidou's heart sank at the thought of Sae wanting to keep her away.
"All you do is insult me. Listen, I wasn't the one who forced you to go to Spain," mumbled Shidou as she slammed her fist down.
"You never told me why you were leaving. Never told me what I did wrong to make you want to leave without saying goodbye. I deserve an explanation, Sae."
Sae bit her tongue as Shidou felt thick tears fill her eyes. Sae's silence only intensified Shidou's desperation for answers. She couldn't bear the thought of losing Sae without understanding why. The pain in her heart grew with each passing moment of silence.
"After."
"Huh?"
"I'll tell you after my shift." Sae grumbled, turning away from Shidou as she continued tending to the bar.
Shidou's heart skipped a beat at Sae's response. She couldn't help but feel a glimmer of hope, knowing that she would finally get the explanation she desperately needed. With a mix of anticipation and anxiety, Shidou patiently waited for Sae's shift to end, hoping that the truth would bring them closer together again.
Shidou waited at the bar, staring at Sae, fidgeting with her hands, and fixing her makeup. She had to look good for Sae. Otherwise, Sae wouldn't give her the time of day. As the minutes ticked by, Shidou's nerves grew more intense. She wondered if Sae would notice her efforts and appreciate the lengths she had gone to just to have this conversation.
She laid her head down and shut her eyes, deciding to take a rest. She took a deep breath, trying to calm her racing heart. Shidou knew that the outcome of this conversation could determine the future of their relationship.
"Wake up." Sae whispered in her ear, sending soft shivers down her spine.
"How long has it been?" Shidou asked, her voice slightly shakey.
"Two hours. My shift is over; let's go." Sae responded, her voice still slightly bitter. Shidou slowly opened her eyes, feeling a mix of relief and anxiety.
She knew that the conversation had taken longer than expected, but she couldn't help but wonder if they had made any progress. As they got up and left the room together, Shidou couldn't shake off the lingering tension between them.
They walked out of the dimly lit bar and into the bustling city streets. The cool night air provided a welcome contrast to the heavy atmosphere they had just left behind.
"Where are we going?" Shidou asked.
"My car." Sae answered, her voice low.
"Will you tell me why you left? I'll never bother you again if you tell me." Shidou begged, her hands shaking.
Sae paused for a moment, her eyes filled with uncertainty. "It's complicated," she finally replied, her voice barely audible.
"That's not an answer!" Shidou yelled. She tried to wipe the now flowing tears off her face as cars passed them and went on their merry way.
Shidou's heart sank as she realized that Sae was not going to give her a straightforward answer. The weight of the situation felt unbearable, and she wondered if their relationship would ever be the same again.
"I loved you, Sae, and I still do! Did you ever consider how I felt when you left me with nothing? You said you hated me and that I was an eyesore. And even though you've said all those things and you've hurt me so many times, I can't stop thinking about you."
Tears welled up in Shidou's eyes as she poured out her heart, her voice trembling with raw emotion. The memories of their once beautiful love now felt like shards of glass piercing her soul, leaving her unsure if healing was even possible.
"I don't care if you hate me; I don't care if you glare at me with eyes filled with hate. I'll love you, and I believe I deserve a reason why you left me here!" Her voice quivered with a mix of anger and desperation as she desperately sought closure and understanding.
Sae grabbed Shidous hands, her grip harsh and desperate, as if trying to hold onto the last remnants of their connection. She pulled Shidou into an empty alleyway, thrusting her lips onto the others. Their kiss was filled with a desperate longing, as if they were trying to reclaim the love that had been lost.
In that moment, they both hoped that this physical connection could somehow bridge the emotional gap between them and bring them the closure they so desperately sought.
Sae cupped Shidou's face. Her touch was gentle yet firm, her eyes searching his for any sign of the love they once shared. As she caressed his cheek, a flicker of hope sparked within them both, silently pleading for the wounds of their past to heal and for their hearts to find solace in each other once again.
Shido dug her hands through Sae's hair; her legs were growing weak, and there was a growing wetness in her jeans. As the intensity of their kiss grew, Sae's body responded with a mixture of desire and anticipation.
The overwhelming sensations made her yearn for more, hoping that this intimate moment would rekindle the passion they once shared.
Sae dug her tongue into Shidou's needy mouth, grinding her knee against the other's crotch. Their bodies pressed against each other, the heat between them fueling their hunger for one another. Sae's hands explored Shidou's body, desperately seeking the familiar touch that had been absent for far too long.
Shidou pulled away to take a breath, something Sae didn't need.
"How long have you needed this?" whispered Sae, still rubbing her knee against Shidou's desperate crotch.
Shidou whimpered; she couldn't get a word out as she gripped Sae. Sae's lips curled into a mischievous smile, relishing in the power she held over Shidou.
She leaned in closer, her warm breath grazing Shidou's ear as she whispered, "How bad do you want it?"
Shidou's mind raced with desire, and her body trembled under Sae's touch. Every nerve screamed for release, and she struggled to find the words to convey her overwhelming need. As their eyes locked, Shidou's gaze spoke volumes, revealing the depths of her longing and the intensity of her hunger.
"I-I'm close." Shidou moaned, quivering on Sae's leg. Sae quickly pulled her leg away as Shidou fell to her knees, looking up at Sae with aggravated eyes.
"You shithead, you could have at least warned me or some shit."
"Don't get cocky, Ryusei," chuckled Sae , her voice laced with a mix of amusement.
"Come on, let's get to my car. I'm sure you don't want to wait any longer. Or do you?" Sae giggled before helping an annoyed Shidou.
They walked to Sae's car parked nearby, the tension between them palpable. Shidou couldn't help but feel a mix of anticipation and unease as they climbed into the car, unsure of what awaited them at their destination.
Shidou sat in the passenger seat and stared at Sae as the car started.
"I can feel your staring." She muttered.
"I have every reason to stare." Shidou snickered, a smile creeping on her face.Even if it's just one night, I'm glad I get to spend it with you, Sae."
Sae's expression softened, a hint of a smile playing on her lips. "I'm glad too," she replied, her voice filled with a mix of sincerity and vulnerability.
Shidou couldn't help but smile as she shifted in her seat. Sae's hand crept into Shidou's lap as it trailed up and down her thigh.
Shidou shivered in return.She just stared with anticipation as Sae's hand slowly went into her low-rise jeans, Sae's fingers slowly sliding her underwear to the side.
"I can hear how heavy your breathing is," muttered Sae. "What a perv you are. Getting off to do this sort of thing in a car."
Shidou's heart raced as Sae's words sent a thrill down her spine. The intensity of the moment heightened, and their connection grew stronger with each passing second.
"Fuck off.." Shidou whined under her breath, and Sae slammed her fingers into Shidou without hesitation.
Shidou's whines turned into a gasps of pleasure as Sae's sudden action took her by surprise. Shidou clamped against Sae's fingers as she gripped the seat. She trembled, and Sae slowly pulled out her fingers, then shoved them back in.
"Shit!" She hissed as Sae continued this action. The car filled with an electric tension as Shidou's body responded to Sae's relentless stimulation. Every thrust of Sae's fingers sent waves of pleasure coursing through Shidou, intensifying their connection even further. Unable to control herself, Shidou arched her back, biting her lip to suppress her moans.
"It's been so long. I wonder if you were relentless." Sae whispered, her voice filled with a mix of anticipation and desire. "Hold back until we get to my place, Okay?" Shidou nodded, her breath coming in shallow gasps as she tried to regain control.
"You're so tight around my fingers." Sae said, her face blank. Shidou glared at Sae. "Oh, don't look at me like that. You're the one quivering around my fingers." Sae teased, her fingers continuing their relentless movements. Shidou's body trembled with pleasure, unable to hold back any longer.
"G-Gonna!" Shidou moaned, her voice filled with a mixture of ecstasy and desperation. Sae pulled her fingers out before Shidou could reach her climax. She glared at Sae, frustration evident in her eyes. "Why did you stop?" Shidou pleaded, her body craving release. Sae enjoyed having control over Shidou's pleasure as she giggled.
Shidou fidgetted in her seat, fighting the urge to slide her hand in her pants and help herself climax. Her breathing grew heavier as she struggled to maintain composure, her mind consumed by the overwhelming desire for release. The tension in the room became palpable, with each passing second amplifying Shidou's need for Sae.
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They soon reached Sae's apartment complex, and Sae led Shidou inside. As they entered the elevator, Sae couldn't resist anymore and pressed her body against Shidou's. She kissed Shidou's neck, her hands trailing around her body.
Shidou arched into the kiss, sucking Sae's tongue and letting out a low moan of pleasure. The elevator dinged, signaling their arrival on Sae's floor, but neither of them wanted to break away from each other. They stumbled out of the elevator and into Sae's apartment.
Sae dragged Shidou into her bedroom and pushed her onto the bed before crawling on top of her.
She bit into the tan one's neck, hard enough to draw blood. Even though it hurt, Shidou couldn't help but desperately buck her hips.
"You assface. You get off to seeing me beg? Huh?" Shidou grumbled, a playful smile spreading across her face. Sae chuckled, her voice filled with desire. "Oh, I definitely do. But don't worry, I'll make sure to give you exactly what you're begging for."
Sae's lips collided with Shidou's, their tongues mixing together once again in a sloppy kiss. Sae slid her hand under Shidou's pink floral top, groping and squeezing at Shidou's soft yet perky breast.
Shidou let out a sharp gasp as Sae massaged her chest. Sae then removed the tan ones top.
Sae placed a trail of kisses on Shidou's body as she slowly pulled off her jeans.
"A thong? You really are a slut." Shidou blushed, feeling a mix of embarrassment and excitement at Sae's words. She couldn't deny the thrill that ran through her as Sae continued to explore her body. As Sae teasingly tugged at the thong, Shidou's anticipation grew.
"You're so wet." Sae muttered. "Have you missed me that much?" Sae muttered.
"Aw, you haven't been this sassy in a while." Shidou said while smirking.
Sae kissed in between Shidou's thighs before biting them.
Shidou gasped, her body trembling with a mixture of pleasure and pain. She arched her back, unable to contain the moan that escaped her lips.
"All I did was bite your thigh. Are you that fucking needy?" Sae chuckled, her breath hot against Shidou's skin."You know exactly how much I enjoy seeing you squirm," she whispered, her voice dripping with seduction. Shidou's desire intensified, her body craving more of Sae's touch.
"Will you stop talking and get to the point?" whispered a now clearly aggravated Shidou.
Sae pressed her tongue against Shidou's wetness and teased her with slow, deliberate strokes, savoring the taste and the way Shidou's body trembled beneath her. She smiled as Shidou's breath hitched. She lapped at Shidou's juices like a thirsty dog.
Shidou let out a sob as Sae began sucking on her clit ,sending waves of pleasure coursing through her body. Every flick of Sae's tongue brought Shidou closer to the edge, her moans growing louder with each passing moment. She tangled her fingers in Sae's hair, urging her to continue, unable to resist the intoxicating sensations overwhelming her.
"Cumming!" cried Shidou as she came. She trembled as her eyes rolled back. Sae continued to pleasure Shidou, her skilled tongue not relenting even after Shidou's climax. The intense pleasure lingered, leaving Shidou weak and breathless in Sae's embrace.
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Sae pulled away from Shidou's slit and kissed her way up Shidou's body, leaving a trail of gentle kisses along her flushed skin. As their eyes met, Sae whispered, "You taste amazing."
Sae slipped her t-shirt off, and Shidou stared at Sae's red lace bra. The sight of Sae's chest sent a surge of desire through Shidou's body. Unable to resist, she reached out and traced her fingers along the delicate lace, feeling her anticipation grow.
Shidou pulled Sae closer to her and rested her on her lap. Shidou began sucking on her neck and undoing her bra.
Their bodies pressed against each other, the heat between them intensifying with every touch. Sae let out a soft moan, her hands roaming over Shidou's back, urging her on. With a hunger that couldn't be contained any longer, Shidou lowered her lips to Sae's exposed chest, ready to explore every inch of her lover's body.
Shidou sucked and bit Sae's pink nipples, sending waves of pleasure coursing through Sae's body. She arched her back, surrendering herself completely to Shidou's touch.
The room filled with their shared desire as they lost themselves in the intoxicating dance of passion.
Sae combed through Shidou's hair as Shidou suckled on her chest.
"You're so good for me," whispered Sae as Shidou pulled away to unzip Sae's jeans. Sae's breath quickened, anticipation building as Shidou's fingers traced along the waistband of her jeans.
"Kiss me." Sae's voice trembled with desire as she pleaded, her eyes locked onto Shidou's.
Their lips met in a fiery embrace, sealing their connection with a passionate kiss. The world around them faded away, leaving only the intensity of their desire.
Shidou giggled as she looked up at Sae.
"You're so fucking sexy." Shidou whispered in Sae's ear while leaving tender kisses.
Sae's body tingled with delight, her heart racing at Shidou's words and touch. The electricity between them intensified, fueling their desire for each other. Sae's body shivered with pleasure, her heart racing as Shidou's words ignited a fire within her. She leaned into Shidou's touch, craving more of their intoxicating intimacy.
Sae slipped off her jeans, and her red lace panties came off as well. Sae pushed Shidou back. She remained on top of Shidou as she lowered her wet arousal onto the others. Sae's teal eyes met Shidou's pink ones as they embraced in a passionate kiss, their bodies moving in sync with each other's desires. The room filled with the intoxicating scent of their combined arousal, heightening the intensity of their connection. Sae's moans mingled with Shidou's whimpers.
Sae began rubbing her pussy against Shidou's.
"Fuck!" Shidou gasped, her hands gripping Sae's hips tightly. The friction between them intensified, sending waves of pleasure coursing through their bodies.
Sae's movements became more urgent, her moans growing louder with each passing moment. Shidou's mind became consumed with nothing but the overwhelming pleasure they were both experiencing, losing herself in the raw intensity of their connection.
Sae trembled as she bucked her hips against the other's wet slit. A slow and steady pace was set by Sae, one that Shidou easily matched, moving in the opposite motion.
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Their deep breaths soon lightened to soft moans when they began to feel the pressure against their pussies. Easing into the rhythm, they allowed the pleasure to relax their bodies, the weeks of tenseness and alertness melting away with the heat between their bodies.
Sae's thrust grew messier as she grinded against Shidou. Shidou gripped the velvet black sheets as tightly as she could, tears welling up in her eyes. Shidou quivered underneath Sae, nearing her orgasm.
As the intensity increased, Sae's moans grew louder, matching the rhythm of their movements. The room filled with a mix of pleasure and anticipation, pushing them both closer to the edge. Shidou's body trembled with desire, her breaths becoming shallow as she teetered on the brink of release.
"Please don't stop!" Shidou whined while rutting against Sae.
Sae's hands gripped Shidou's waist, pulling her in closer, their bodies moving in perfect synchronization.
The room seemed to fade away as their connection deepened, the world narrowing down to just the two of them, lost in a sea of pleasure. Shidou's plea only fueled Sae's desire, and with a newfound determination, she continued to drive them both towards the peak of ecstasy.
"Your thighs are shaking so much." Sae whispered breathlessly, her voice filled with admiration.
She tightened her grip on Shidou's waist, intensifying their rhythm as they neared the brink of release. The overwhelming sensations coursing through their bodies only heightened the urgency and passion between them.
Shidou cried out as she came. Her body trembled with the force of her orgasm, waves of pleasure crashing over her. Sae held onto her tightly, savoring the sight and feeling of Shidou's release.
As they both basked in the aftermath, their connection deepened, leaving them hungry for more intimate moments together.
Sae leaned down and bit into Shidou's neck deeply , marking her as her own. Shidou gasped, a mixture of pain and pleasure coursing through her veins. Sae thrusted her hips against Shidou's pussy once more before succumbing to her own orgasm.
As they lay there, panting and exhausted, Sae whispered softly in Shidou's ear, expressing her love and desire for their continued exploration. The intensity of their encounter had opened a new chapter in their relationship, one filled with trust, passion, and a hunger for even deeper connection.
Sae wrapped her arms around Shidou who was clearly drifting off to sleep.
"I'm sorry for leaving." muttered Sae, into the ears of a now almost asleep Shidou. "I love you, even if I...hate to admit that." Sae continued tightening her grip on Shidou as they laid in her bed.
As the warmth of their embrace enveloped them, Sae couldn't help but feel a sense of contentment and peace. The vulnerability she had shown in expressing her love and insecurities had brought them closer than ever before. In that moment, Sae knew that their bond was unbreakable, and she vowed to always cherish and protect it.
"I love you, Ryu."
"I love you more, Itoshi."