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hwang hyunjin's journal (do not open) (especially you, jisung.)

Summary:

hyunjin loves things the way they are, so why should anything change? that's what his mind says, but his heart screams for change. he wants so desperately to love and be loved.
his journal is his safe space for all his thoughts to rest

Chapter 1: entry one (things that remind me of...)

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things that remind me of my members:

 

chan - the sunshine speckling through a canopy of trees on a warm autumn day, writing your name with sparklers, a puppy's wagging tail

minho - a sleeping cat's expression, the comfortable silence of a library, pulling your chair out for you at a restaurant

changbin - food made with love, the beginning of sweater weather, the comforting ache of overworked muscles

jisung - dancing in the kitchen to a cheesy love song, roadtrips with the windows down, learning to play an instrument for the first time

felix - a pure blue sky with just one cloud in it, rolling down grassy hills, wind chimes tinkling in a light breeze

seungmin - daisy garlands, marble statues with ivy growing within them, sitting together with someone while you both do your own thing

jeongin - pinky promises, walking through aquarium tunnels while looking up, falling in love with a good book

 

i wonder what reminds them of me.

do they think of me as fondly as i think of them?

 

i hope so.