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1. before i get dull by Yasus

   Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   05 Oct 2023

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Choi Beomgyu/Kang Taehyun
   • Choi Soobin/Choi Yeonjun
   • Choi Soobin
   • Choi Yeonjun
   • Choi Beomgyu
   • Huening Kai
   • Kang Taehyun
   • y'all posting this is really really hard for me
   • like i worked on this for almost a year
   • it's a story about me and my trauma
   • and i needed to write this to cope
   • THAT BEING SAID
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Emotional Manipulation
   • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
   • Childhood Trauma
   • Past Domestic Violence
   • Family Issues
   • Dysfunctional Family
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Therapy
   • Choi Beomgyu-Centric
   • Choi Beomgyu Is Bad At Feelings
   • Choi Beomgyu Needs a Hug
   • Librarian Choi Beomgyu
   • Established Choi Soobin/Choi Yeonjun
   • Soft Choi Yeonjun
   • Protective Choi Yeonjun
   • Elementary School Teacher Choi Yeonjun
   • Soft Choi Soobin
   • Choi Soobin is a Good Friend
   • and an even better boyfriend omfg <33
   • Cute Huening Kai
   • Soft Huening Kai
   • Best Friends Huening Kai & Kang Taehyun
   • Whipped Kang Taehyun
   • he really is lmao
   • Protective Kang Taehyun
   • Baker Choi Soobin
   • Mechanic Kang Taehyun
   • i mean he also studied informatics idk why PFFF
   • Huening Kai is also a Baker
   • as in he helps in Soobin's bakery
   • Alternate Universe - Small Town
   • because i grew up in a small town haha
   • Therapist Kim Namjoon | RM
   • Doctor Min Yoongi | Suga
   • it just fit lmao
   • Nurse Jihyo
   • because it also fit
   • Mentioned ENHYPEN Ensemble
   • Please take care of yourselves
   • Psychological Trauma
   • Original Character(s)
   • Aged-Up Character(s)
   • Minor Character Death
   • not the main characters-
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Blow Jobs
   • Grinding
   • Dry Humping
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Healing from Trauma
   • Dealing With Trauma
   • Slice of Life
   • Panic Attacks
   • for the love of god READ THESE TAGS
   • THIS IS THE ONLY TRIGGER WARNING I WILL BE PUTTING DOWN SO READ THEM
   • THEY'RE HERE FOR A REASON
   • Eating Disorders

   Summary

   Nothing about this was new to him. Beomgyu knew this, the way everyone was acting right now; that was what he had grown up with. And essentially the reason for why he had left all those years ago.
   Being in this situation again though felt like someone poked into the scars that shouldn’t hurt anymore. It was phantom pain.
   It hurt.

   But Beomgyu kept pretending.

   -----

   Or; forced to go back to his hometown for a funeral, Beomgyu is confronted with all the things he ran away from.
   Some old and new friends may just be the ones to show him that it’s okay to not be okay – and help him heal from all the wounds he’s been trying to hide all his life.

   Series

   • Part 1 of caring for the flowers i've watched withering away

   Language:

   English

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