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I never really noticed this before but recently I don't know what's happening to me. I have been getting a weird butterfly feeling when I'm near Ryuu, I think I'm going to talk to Dazai about this, maybe I'm just sick? Yeah, Sick!
I arrived at the agency, it was early yes, but Dazai might be here! "Dazai-san?" I peek around the corner. I am in luck, there he is with headphones on and working, no not working doodling. I walked over to Dazai to ask him about this illness, I don't think he heard me when I said his name. "Dazai?" I poke his shoulder. He jumped a bit, but soon noticed it was just me. "Oh hey, Atsushi! What brings you here so early?" "Dazai-san? I think I'm sick. But only when I'm around Akutagawa, I don't understand this feeling" Dazai stared at me for a few seconds before laughing a little "Explain what this 'Sickness' feels like" what it feels like.. "I don't even know. I've never felt this way before. It's like my stomach starts twisting and my heart pounds like crazy!" He blinks at me before telling me "You're not sick, possibly far from it! you're just in love!!" In love? No. I can't be in love with the port mafia? "but, Dazai? he's in the mafia. and well I'm here" He stared at me giving me a face. "well Chibi is in the mafia and that doesn't stop me? why should that stop you? aww you scared of a little love" I'm not scared? am I.. Whatever I have work to do. Dazai's probably making things up, I'm not in love with Ryuu.. am I? Why am I actually thinking about this, I have work.
I can't focus, What Dazai said has been lingering in my mind, and maybe, just maybe I do Like Ryuu. But that's not likely, I mean he hates me. Shit! Why can’t I just stop thinking about him, I can’t even get my work done without thinking of this morning. I might stop to get a bite, maybe that will help me clear my mind. I guess I wouldn’t getting a crepe, Kyoka would probably want one as well.