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The first day of school was rough, as they usually are. We already have a test next week and we have to start thinking about life after high school. I still don’t know what I want to do with myself. I can barely think about my future when I have grades and tests to study for. Second year already sucks.
The guys wouldn’t stop nagging me at lunch today. They kept teasing me because I mentioned that this one girl in our class looked attractive. I didn’t mean anything by it. Gwiboon's okay, I guess. But for some reason, they treat me like I’m head-over-heels in love with her.
She was talking to some other guy. I didn’t recognize him, he wasn’t in our homeroom. He was kinda pretty. I didn’t know guys could be pretty like that. The guys asked me if I was jealous that she was talking and laughing with him. I couldn’t care less. I’ve never been interested in the girls at our school. Sure, some were pretty, and some were kind, but I never liked them more than that. Not enough to ask any of them out. Maybe I should give them a chance?
I don’t know. How can anyone think about dating with all these tests?
Why does school have to be so draining? I barely have time to myself now that the semester's started again. I shouldn’t even be writing here, I just don’t want to do my homework…