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1. Closed Eyes by Phanallamallama

   Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   15 Nov 2015

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • Original Characters
   • mentions of depression
   • Wanting to not exist
   • anxiety attack
   • Nightmares
   • wet dreams
   • Sex
   • like more sex than there should be
   • Fluff
   • Angst
   • just like this is pretty sad
   • with happy moments
   • Like
   • idk it's just pretty :(
   • gays
   • Hospitals
   • Mentions of Suicide
   • no actual tho
   • Happy Ending

   Summary

   Dan thought that brushing those few hairs out of Phil’s eyes would be nice, maybe placing their lips together and just lying with him as more than friends would be good too. But then he remembered Phil wasn’t there. Now those feelings felt bitter and the side of his bed that used to be owned was empty and colder than he remembered.

   Series

   • Part 1 of The Imaginary Life

   Language:

   English

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