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My love Doesn't Love Me
He wasn't paying attention to me like he does before.
I try so hard to annoy him but he doesn't even
Gave me a single gaze.
Tried to call him for the first time again after 4 years
He doesn't answer me.
He's been drinking with other guys
They seem to be having fun.
He doesn't need me anymore.
I am gonna run away and leave it all behind.
I don't like pain.
I hate this feeling.
My love doesn't love me anymore.
My chibi doesn't love me anymore.
I hate it.
Turning away, he suddenly holds my hands.
"What are you doing here shitty Dazai?"
...
I am close to crying.
I don't want him to see my face so I didn't look at him.
So than looking at his face.
I ask him.
"Do you love me?"
...
He slowly grabbed my face to make me look at him.
He suddenly smiled at me.
His gentle and pretty eyes looking at me.
I am hooked by it.
"I do love you. What are you saying?"
With a gentle voice speaking to me.
Suddenly a tear dropped to my eyes as I put my head to his shoulder.
"I'm glad, I also love you. Pay more attention to me please. I need and want you close to me"
Only me....