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1. dark entries by Undignified

   Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs  

   • Not Rated
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   12 Dec 2023

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Akutagawa Ryuunosuke/Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai Osamu & Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Akutagawa Ryuunosuke & Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Akutagawa Ryuunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Angst
   • Akutagawa Ryuunosuke is Bad at Feelings (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Akutagawa Ryuunosuke-centric (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Soft Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Soft Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Caring Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Nakajima Atsushi Has Nightmares (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Self-Harm
   • suicidal akutagawa ryuunosuke
   • Mentioned Akutagawa Gin
   • Mentioned Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Drowning
   • Dazai Osamu is a Mess (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Worried Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Minor Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Unreliable Narrator

   Summary

   Atsushi often relives the same nightmares. His parents, the orphanage, and Akutagawa himself. He couldn’t help but feel an immense amount of guilt. Akutagawa's eyes softened as he held onto him, he couldn’t help but feel like if he was gone he could never hurt Atsushi ever again.

   The thoughts crept up into his mind, these filthy thoughts. That he’d do whatever to keep Atsushi safe, no matter how much it hurt him, no matter how much it cost.

   or

   Akutagawa is struggling with being alive.

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   English

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