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20 years
20 years I've tried
20 years I have failed
Why do I keep trying
How can I believe anything will change
Why don't I give up
I would probably find the answer to those questions if I looked
If I actually tried to find out
If I tried
I don't want to
I don't want to talk
I don't want to know
I don't want to feel
I want to live
It's better if I don't