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1. it was always her - billie eilish by dehliagothique

   Fandoms: Billie Eilish (Musician), Bellyache - Billie Eilish (Song), bury a friend - Billie Eilish (Music Video), Everything I Wanted - Billie Eilish (Song), My Boy - Billie Eilish (Song)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/F
   • Work in Progress

   26 Aug 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Billie Eilish/Original Female Character(s)
   • dahlia stocker
   • Billie Eilish
   • Finneas O'Connell
   • arabella keyonna
   • syd miller
   • thomás stocker
   • Song: wish you were gay (Billie Eilish)

   Summary

   purposefully lower case
   it was weird how we met, never had i seen her before amongst the crowded campus courtyards. it seemed like some sort of higher power had sent her to me, reminding me that life still had some happiness within in. her eyes offered what i had craved for so long, something carefree and natural, something lacking from my current relationship. it was an attraction so immediate it was difficult to ignore, but that came with so many more problems then i could have imagined. so many more problems that it could have solved.

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