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Dear Me <3

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Happy Reading y'all!!! ^w^
13th (this fic is my 13th in the CPC fandom at AO3) isn't bad number there! It could be fortunate number too... To begin the journey of self-love. Dear Me <3

Credit to the LambCat along with her creative staffs that could deliver wholesome and healing stories as webtoon series - which is CPC
For this Cursed Princess Club's fanfiction that I really hope anyone - as literally anyone, everyone at the fandom - can read, this is about epilogue episode (173rd) - which made by my as main writer along with Peri whose greatly help me regarding proofreading works!

Song to listen as literally the main reference for me to write this fanfic (there's lyrics from that song with some alterations so any belief and religion are valid too), 1 hour version! https://youtu.be/2dkLv0Wfr9g?si=bMAOjQEIWJQqgZiX Nightcore - Dear Me (1 Hour) by Nicholeoderman with the fanart as having sunflowers - the flower with floriography of joy and cheerfulness as having happiness....

Notes:

Credits:
To LambCat and her creative staffs as the creators of CPC - Cursed Princess Club - webtoon story series
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Axelous, CPC's fanartist which allowing her arts - the loaves and the final panel to be alright displayed in here

BTW
6 is the tarrot number to representing 'lovers' and that's not coincidence that this fic as the 6th of the series

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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Once upon a time, there was a girl who had a very unique appearance which was characterized by a green color motif… She was often called the green girl… with Braided Island’s blood.

She has long green hair, which is velvety to the touch as it flows with the winds… The light green complexion of her skin glistens with the warmth of her kind heart…  

She has true beauty in the way of self-love as depicted by her kindness that always loves and forgives anyone without any ulterior motives or wants for her kindness to be returned… Innocence…

 

One day, she meets a boy - someone who strikes her heart with love at first sight…

As he is the most gorgeous, hunky prince charming that she has ever seen… His hair has the most amazing color… but his eyes… 

 

I realized that when I looked into his eyes… The fairest… The prettiest…

As in the most beautiful pair of eyes that I ever see in my whole life…

 

…it was like looking across the vast, open world beyond the ocean.

(end of Leelathae | Lilyth’s narrative)

It was like looking across the mesmerizing woodland of vibrant, rich, cheerful forests….

(start of Gwendolyn’s narrative… About Frederick’s pretty green eyes)

 

Dear Diary,...

Dear Me…

 

I’ve been inspired to start journaling ever since reading Mama’s. But so much has happened in the last six months that I’m not sure where to begin…

 

This is a letter to the girl I used to be

There are some things that you should know

It's not my intention to embarrass or to shame you

 

Once the aftermath of the invasion calmed down, we showed Papa the portrait of Mama. He couldn’t stop weeping for a full week. Lorena also cried when she received her grade for the final class project. Maria began diligently focusing on her recital with a focus I’ve never seen from her before. I got to learn how to cook a lot of new and amazing dishes from Grandma… And Leopold and Jamie both made a lot of art to hang up on the walls for Mama to travel through.

 

What's inside the rear-view mirror is closer than it appears

We do the best that we know how, with what we have been given

And the difference between you and I is, I've been given time

In time, you'll see

 

Papa held a big celebration in town to acknowledge all of the heroes that saved us and our palace. 

People that Papa acknowledged are: 

 

The Captain of the Pastel Guards, Horace Fais, Jerry Winslow who became the new Chief Warden, (Lt. Beckett got demoted and relocated to the furthest station away from the Pastel king’s eldest daughter), (vote Queen) Lorena, Lance, Suzanna, Skippy and the other military buddies of Lance, The Princels (Aubrey, Celso, and Orson)...

 

Especially Frederick, the crown prince of the Plaid Kingdom… Who, like Lorena, is given a Pastel medal. And to Prince Blaine, whose whereabouts are unfortunately still unknown…

 

…And last but not least, the Cursed Princess Club!! 

Whitney, Abbi, Aurelia, Syrah, Prez - Calpernia, Saffron, Jolie, Thermidora, and the other members that get celebrated by their family and friends…

 

There was one person, however, that Papa has yet to acknowledge at all - the ex-Plaid King, Leland. It seems no one visits him at the prison.

After that, life settled down to a new normal. 

 

Some things are not as simple as we said

Remember when we thought there were a handful of some magic words to pray

A guarantee and a down payment on a mansion

Remember all the rules we made about the Body and the Blood

The hoops we made them jump through

Though God offers it to everyone

I'm so sorry

 

Some things were moved into new homes…  Lorena, Lance and Suzanna… are moving in together as house-mates that excel at army military studies and fencing….

…While others were moved out of old homes. The CPC plan a heist to return Gwen’s portrait from the Cosmopolitan Princess Conservatory. Abbi and Laverne disguise themselves as a distraction while the others sneak off.

And some homes got to stay exactly where they were. Prez’ spiders now wear Pastel guard hats and gossip about Tina’s catch… as well as the newest cursed member for the CPC…

Papa declared the (haunted) forest of the Cursed Princess Club a protected area so that no one would ever be in danger of being invaded again.

The Haunted Forest stays exactly as they are…

 

Do you remember now the things I said I thought that I deserved

My flag, and safety, a place to learn

The things I know I didn't earn

And bless their hearts, I'm sure it's hard

But handouts don't help anyone

And all the talk about the system

I sure hope someone can fix them

I said those things

 

Frederick says that he’s been hard at work at his lessons every day and night… 

…But that he has a lot of support around him. His mother, The Plaid Queen, Isolde… His elder brother, Lance… They give Frederick a warm drink to stay the night as well as a blanket…

 

After much deliberation, Prez decided to fall back to her old method of dealing with her curse...

 

“ Curse or no curse, I am a pretty princess (and a hunky prince) who deserves love ! ”

 

You'll see, you're gonna take the long way

And there is nothing you could do or say to separate you

From the love of God who made you just exactly as God meant to

And you cannot imagine all the places you'll see God

But you'll find them everywhere you thought they weren’t supposed to go

So, go, go

 

Thermidora (as Benedict, Benny, cursed himself to be able to wander on the land) wasn’t the only one to reunite with someone from her past…

 

Whitney too as he gets invited to the coronation of the new ruler of Monochrome Kingdom, Queen Blacquelyn with a coat that is made by the hair of Greyden as a dog…

 

And hold all the mothers, whose babies bleed from bullet holes

And feel all the hunger, the bellies, and the bones

Shout for the prisoner, cry for justice, loud and long

And march with the victims, as God marches on

And sit at all the tables, 'cause God eats with everyone

And dance to the music, if you can't sing its native tongue

And cry for the wombs, the mothers and the empty arms

And hold high the warriors, fighting now for freedoms' song

And love, love, love, love

 

We all got to take a trip to the Lace Kingdom for a special occasion… 

…in order to witness Nell and Jolie celebrating their vows to each other.

 

And just recently, Aurelia had a great cause for celebration too (a breakthrough about her curse). 

 

Maria got to finally fulfill her childhood dream of singing her recital for everyone in the Pastel Plaza, and it was incredible. She even caught the attention of her idol, Bozart… 

…And began a successful collaboration under his label.

GRIMM - Princess Maria

 

Like it's your own blood

As you have been loved

Like it's your own blood

As you have been loved

Like (you have been?)

It's all about love!

In the name of love!!

 

And last but not least, with growing acknowledgement and support for the Cursed Princess Club, Prez began dreaming bigger too. Prez along with Saffron are planning to make a black painted building with the CPC rose logo to host community events, support groups, and businesses for cursed people throughout the entire town.

The C.P.C.P.C.P.C.P.C “Cursed Princess Club Philanthropic Center for Progress and Change for People with Curses.”

 

The interior will also have lots of little market stalls, with a few going to people in our club… like “Jewelry by Monika”

…Including my own self-serve bakery, which I’ve been baking a lot in preparation for lately.

 

Loaf Yourself

Love Yourself

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Dear Me

You did not learn this in a day or two or three

So ask a lot of questions

But God loves us, this I know

And there are no exceptions

 

On that note,… how have I been?

I’ve been doing really well.

 

And when I look in the mirror these days, I see…

Me.

Image

 

There are still tough days sometimes…

But if I ever feel that way, one thing that really helps is to read the letter Mama wrote for us in the back of her portrait...

 

“To my darlings…

If you are reading this, then all has gone well, and I have been able to witness you becoming the wonderful people you are today.

 

This letter is for everyone to read,

But as the current reigning queen of the Pastel Kingdom, I have a duty to deliver this message to you girls… and boys as well…

 

…Just as Jack’s mother, the former Pastel Queen, did for me within the walls of this palace…

…regarding this family’s long-standing quest for everlasting beauty.

 

I am proud to inform you that when the four of you were born, their dreams finally came to fruition… 

…for you, my darlings, are the most beautiful in all the land.

But contrary to their treatises,...

…eternal beauty has nothing to do with the birds that flock to be near you…

…nor is it the flowers that bloom in your path,...

…or the light that shines all around you.

 

These are all incredible blessings of beauty. And they will fade with time. But one has the ability to glow stronger with each year…

…and it is a light that radiates inside each of you.

This light might go unseen by most.

 

But when you love someone,...

…just as I love all of you,

You notice it in every little moment…

…the joy in your voice when you sing your favorite song…

…the courage you have when you face the world…

…the insatiable love you possess for all you hold dear…

…and the kindness in your heart.

 

My hope is that one day you can see this too. For the secret to eternal beauty…

…is to see it within yourself, where you come from, and everything you are.

 

With this, my darlings, I have no doubt in my heart…

 

…that wherever you go…

…and whoever you meet…

…you will surely find your happily-ever-after.”

 

 Dear Me <3

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https://www.tumblr.com/axeleous/743986722899132416/so-yeah-another-screenshot-redraw-for?source=share

 

P.S: 

(PS is an abbreviation for “post script” used for additional information at the end of a letter or message that doesn't relate to the main topic... :)

Goodbyes for real :3

Notes:

So, what do you guys thinking? Please comment or hit me at discord to let me know ^^

GwenDerick as my OTP is canon! <3 but before that, they're truly love themself first ofc there <3