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“The chef there was a real asshole… but uh, for a while I kinda worshipped him anyway you know? Like even though he said so much awful shit to me, even though he crossed every line I had… I-I still fucking latched onto every criticism, constructive or not, and then when he complimented me it was like I’d get high on it. I chased those short lived moments through all the abuse. I put up with it until I had a reason to leave, the reason, and only when I was gone did I realize I should’ve done it sooner.”
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A little dive into Carmy’s unhealthy relationship with the NYC Chef