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1. but the sky is empty by stardustnightmares

   Fandoms: NCT (Band)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   18 Mar 2024

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Lee Jeno/Mark Lee
   • Mark Lee (NCT)
   • Lee Jeno
   • Park Jisung (NCT)
   • Lee Donghyuck | Haechan
   • Huang Ren Jun
   • Religious Guilt
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Past Child Abuse
   • jeno in an unreliable narrator
   • jeno has ptsd
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • mentions of past suicidal ideation
   • jeno has some intrusive thoughts
   • mark gives jeno a hickey at the beginning and that's as far as they go

   Summary

   Five years ago, after breaking up with his girlfriend, Mark kissed a boy.

   Five years ago his girlfriend got into a car accident and slipped into a coma.

   Five years ago, filled with guilt and shame beliving her accident to be his divine punishment for having kissed a boy, Mark run away from home.

   Five years later Mark, still filled with guilt and shame, and his boyfriend, Jeno, are going back to his hometown after receiving news that Mark ex-girlfriend finally woke up again.

   OR

   “What do I do?” he screams but the only answer is the echo of his own voice bouncing inside the walls of the empty church.

   He wishes loving Jeno wasn't so wrong.

   OR

   Jeno wishes he was God, maybe then Mark would love him unconditionally.

   Language:

   English

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