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1. you have so much to do and i have nothing ahead of me by plasterfaces

   Fandoms: Total Drama (Cartoon)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   27 Mar 2024

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Raj & Wayne (Total Drama)
   • Bowie/Raj (Total Drama)
   • Raj (Total Drama)
   • Bowie (Total Drama)
   • Wayne (Total Drama)
   • Anxiety
   • Coming Out
   • Religious Guilt
   • Author Is Not Religious
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Growing Up
   • Title from a Mitski Song
   • Song: Your Best American Girl (Mitski)
   • Religion

   Summary

   "It felt like Total Drama was the last chance for people to see that Raj can do things, that he can be first place at least once.

   Instead, he dug it in the ground and filled it with cement that he'll be second place. Engraved in his bones that have stopped growing like everything else about him."

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   English

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