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I'm sitting in the car
It's Christmas today
On my way to a party
But I'm not feeling okay
I'm listening to sad Christmas music
Because the happy songs aren't right
I'm not happy or cheerful
And the air is rather gray than white
I'm crying on Christmas day
I think I'm not supposed to
But I can't help it
I want to be with you
Soon sitting in a room full of people
That I barely know
Wishing you were here by my side
And waiting for the snow
I am stressed instead of happy
Caring too much about my looks
Not wanting to talk to anyone
And hiding in my books
But you would've made me smile tonight
Even just by being near
But you're not and it's killing me
Because my head keeps picturing you here
I keep asking when we're leaving
It's already a quarter past ten
And I'll just feel so uncomfortable
Until I'm in my room and alone again
25.12.2022