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1. i still dream about you (sometimes but not always) by powerandpathos for Elaine (LumCheng)

   Fandoms: 19天 - Old先 | 19 Days - Old Xian  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death
   • F/M, M/M
   • Complete Work

   21 Apr 2024

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • He Tian/Mo Guanshan (19 Days)
   • He Tian & She Li (19 Days)
   • He Tian / Xiao Hui
   • He Cheng (19 Days)
   • He Tian (19 Days)
   • Mo Guan Shan - Character
   • She Li
   • Xiao Hui (19 Days)
   • Zhan Zhengxi (19 Days)
   • Jian Yi (19 Days)
   • Substance Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • Major character death - Freeform
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Five Stages of Grief
   • Suicide
   • Drug Addiction
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism

   Summary

   ‘I didn’t think I would still feel like this,’ he tells him honestly, hating that he’s saying this aloud. Hating that he’s saying it to fucking She Li of all people, their relationship the peak of dysfunctionality. But he can’t stop the words. ‘I thought it would be clean.’

   ‘You’re forgetting,’ She Li says. ‘That version of yourself didn’t expect him to die.’

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