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1. I Love You, It's Ruining My Life by Clover_2026

   Fandoms: Outer Banks (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • F/M, M/M
   • Complete Work

   22 Apr 2024

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • JJ Maybank/John B. Routledge
   • John B. Routledge
   • JJ Maybank
   • Kiara "Kie" Carrera
   • Pope Heyward
   • Original Characters
   • Mentioned Luke Maybank
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Suicide
   • Bullying
   • Two Endings
   • Car Accidents
   • John B. Routledge Needs a Hug
   • Hurt John B. Routledge
   • Bisexual John B. Routledge
   • Bisexual JJ Maybank
   • Boys In Love
   • Mentioned Sheriff Peterkin
   • Violence
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Explicit Language
   • Homophobic Language

   Summary

   After Listening to Taylor Swift's new song, I was inspired to write this.

   JJ and John B. have feelings that go deeper than friendship, but Kildare isn't a town that is exactly welcoming to anyone with that kind of relationship. When John B.'s secret gets exposed, JJ abandons him, and it may be too late when he decides to fix his mistake.

   (There's a happy and sad ending, because I love to emotionally destroy myself, but I'm also a sucker for a happy ending.)

   Please read the tags before reading!

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   English

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