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1. Out of Reach by Wigfrid for BlindMagdalena

   Fandoms: The Boys (TV 2019)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   04 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • The Homelander | John/You
   • The Homelander | John
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • You
   • Reader-Insert
   • No use of y/n
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • like so not even close to canon
   • I can not stress this enough
   • Self-Indulgent
   • literally based off of dream
   • that's how self indulgent
   • this has just been this weird story kicking around in my head lately
   • Possessive The Homelander | John
   • The Homelander | John Being an Asshole
   • not looking to redeem this guy
   • but also maybe lets smooch the bad guy
   • reader will be described but probably not named
   • honestly I've never written second person before
   • POV Second Person
   • POV Multiple
   • this will probably be horny?
   • also the timeline will be way off because I want everyone to be of age
   • No Beta
   • sorry - Freeform
   • I'm alone in homelander hell
   • who knows how to use punctuation correctly?
   • not this gal
   • Angst
   • So much angst
   • sucker for angst
   • implied reader death
   • but like...dont worry about it
   • Supe Reader
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • not explicit yet but I'm covering my bases
   • Body Horror
   • Non-Consensual Body Modification
   • I didn't think of that tag but damn
   • its accurate
   • Unreliable Narrator

   Summary

   "Homelander still thinks about you…sometimes. Not willingly, not if he can help it, because it hurts, and pain isn’t something he’s exactly used to. Normally it’s triggered by a dream. Something saccharine and sweet that bleeds into a nightmare as he gets closer to consciousness and reality has the chance to set in."

   Homelander knew you before he was Homelander. Unfortunately, he doesn't know you now. Take that as you will.

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   English

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