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1. I Lose Control (when you're not next to me) by JFACHardyzRKO

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   05 May 2024

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Tommy Kinard
   • Minor or Background Relationship(s)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Tommy Kinard
   • Henrietta "Hen" Wilson
   • Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Maddie Buckley
   • Ravi Panikkar
   • Carla Price
   • Harry Grant (9-1-1 TV)
   • May Grant (9-1-1 TV)
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Worried Tommy
   • Worried Firehouse 118 Crew (9-1-1 TV)
   • Panic Attacks
   • Angst
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Being Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Hurt Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Medical Inaccuracies
   • I am not a doctor and the medicine is not whats important here
   • Firefighting inaccuracies
   • I am not a firefighter and ok maybe the firefighting is important here but just
   • suspend your disbelief
   • Established Evan "Buck" Buckley/Tommy Kinard
   • Hurt Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • POV Multiple
   • POV Alternating

   Summary

   One random Wednesday evening turns into a fight for survival for some of the 118 while their loved ones have to wait and hope for the best.
   Tommy isn't great at waiting.
   Buck wishes he would've said I love you.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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