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2bdamned documents his feelings about living as a veteran, after the events of the other place are done, and Nevada is allowed to live in peace.

yes!! i know its really short!! its just some experimentation with writing shhh

Notes:

HI GUYs this is REALLY short im aware its mostly an experimental piece because i think i'm going to start writing my au ... I KNOW GUYS I SAID that for three years straight then never did BUT I WILL

> i will state my intentions at the end notes of the chapter and please feel free to give constructive criticisms on how I can deliver my intentions better (note this is only a one off, the actual series will likely be much more detailed and intentions will be able to come across through time.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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Particularly, I'm not fond of this daze.

Two score and twelve years ago, I decided upon myself that I would leave the establishment of the Agency. I've never regretted that decision, I don't think it's a regrettable decision regardless. I mean, who would willingly want to go back all those years just to re-do a couple things to save the misery now? Surely not someone with the designated title of mine—-but. 

That doesn't mean I don't feel right about the future.

I'm sure I'm supposed to feel right about it, what isn't there to feel right about? With the reintroduction of structure, things like simple pleasantries have began arising. People walk by and tell me good afternoon, they hold the door for me, they present me my morning purchase like I'm a fellow resident and not as if we're all going to die some way, some place. What isn't there to feel right about?

I was retired approximately seven months ago. I was presented a job as an at-home online educator, they're still in the process of building school grounds, so work from home opportunities are big. It aligned with my health-care, we aren't at a point of affording a working car yet, so I wont have to move around much. Even if I want to.

About that car. We do technically have one, it's a broken down old thing that Sanford haggled off of the junkyard, primarily a thanks to my connections. He's been working day in and out to buy some replacement parts on it, I don't know the exact names, but if he gets it working and back to order, all we'll need is an inspection—which I'm sure I can get—and we'll have some mode of transportation. Then maybe Deimos could take on a job, and Hank wouldn't need to walk out in the streets. 

As of right now, I'd consider myself well off. We have an apartment, the four of us, and we have jobs, and things are all in all bareable. Can't wait until I get to drive again.

Notes:

HI OKAY. so the intentions of this peace is like

2B has cfs (chronic fatigue syndrome) which you can google it he cant go around exercising (really. moving) without over exerting himself and pain!!! lots of pain thanks to it!! and got the diagnosis a few months ago. he IS working as a "teacher" online (very low pay, this was just the job he got after he complained to the government about the lack of employment opportunities he was getting)

what i'm trying to show is that 2b is trying to hide that hes suffering even though this is a letter to himself (like trying to pretend he's fine yknow) and he's also. pretty shameful of the other mercs, especially hank, with that statement "hank wouldn't need to walk out in the streets" as to say he doesnt want people to see hank because of affiliation.
they ARE living in horrible condition btw. deimos is unable to get any jobs, sanford, hank, and 2b still just barely get by with theirs. they are all disabled but get very little compensation for it (2b gets no mobility aids, hank and deimos and sanford do not get hearing aids, they have literally no healthcare basically) and they also do not get any veteran benefits despite other former mercs getting vet benefits. they live in a small apartment NOT built for two, and 2b is not in the best relationship with deimos.
note to say, 2b is trying to make it seem like he's still the same strong guy. saying he has "influences" and that he's excited to drive again even though he isn't able to drive anymore because of his vision issues, but he's still never happy with things and they sort of are trying to be shown
ie. "i was presented" or "i was retired" theyre all not his choice because in the end its true he was forced to retire by the government otherwise he'd have war crime charges pushed on him, he was forced to take an online educator job because no one would hire him, they're all living off so little, and he does ask a lot of questions because that is the result of grief a lot of the time

FEEL FREE TO LET ME KNOW IF THIS DID ANY CONVEYING!! and give me adviiice i actually want it guys!! ++ note i said it before but this is just one 3hundred word thing its not that big and an actual series could portray things better

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