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“Dammit!” Allen cursed quietly. Another unfamiliar hallway. He had been wandering around the Black Order for hours and was totally and completely lost. Every time he thought he recognized something and had finally found his way, he turned into yet another unfamiliar passage- or a dead end.
Normally Timcanpy would help him find his way when he got lost at the Order- or anywhere else, really. But the golem had flown off earlier today and Allen wasn’t sure where it even was right now. And he doubted Tim knew where he was. He bit his lip nervously and kept walking.
Sure, he was no stranger to getting lost- it happened to him all the time, after all. His sense of direction was horrendous. So he was rather used to not being able to find his way. But what had merely been an inconvenience hours ago was now becoming a serious problem.
Because he still had no idea where he was. And he really needed to pee. His bladder had been steadily filling as time passed by, becoming more and more of an issue as he continued to wander around. But now he was absolutely desperate to relieve himself. And there was no bathroom in sight- nor anyone to help point him in the direction of one.
Allen continued to hurry down the hallway he was currently traversing. It looked as though the light up ahead was brighter! Maybe he had finally found the main hall that ringed the center of the Order! But as he turned the corner to see where the light was coming from, all he found was a window with sunlight pouring in.
Crap! He stood there for a moment, squirming while looking around himself and trying to figure out what direction to try next. But even though he was wiggling around, standing in place made the ache of his pulsing bladder feel even more urgent and he needed to reach a hand between his legs to grab himself roughly so that he wouldn’t start leaking pee into his pants. He felt his anxiety spiking as the understanding that he was dangerously close to peeing himself sank in.
Trying to keep himself from panicking at this realization, he quickly chose a direction and began walking again- though he made sure to keep one hand firmly between his legs to assist in containing the torrent of liquid that wanted to escape from within him. He really really needed to figure out where he was so that he could find a bathroom! His need was quickly becoming dire!
Fuck! He needed to pee so badly! Allen rounded another corner and let out a distressed whine when all he found was yet another unfamiliar hallway! Shit shit shit! He was about to continue walking when a wave of overwhelming urgency washed over him and his bladder spasmed, a stream of pee bursting from him and wetting the fabric of his underwear. Oh no! He held himself more tightly and clamped down on his muscles, successfully halting the flow of urine.
But now Allen could feel his wet underwear clinging to his cock and it was making him need to go even more- if that was even possible. Shit! Fuck! He cursed his horrible sense of direction and kept walking, hoping vehemently that he would somehow stumble upon a bathroom so that he could empty his aching bladder- before he peed on himself again.
As he continued walking, all Allen could think about was how desperately he needed to pee. And how badly he wanted to avoid peeing in his pants- more than he already had. As he rounded yet another corner, he again saw a brighter light up ahead. And....he was pretty sure he recognized where he was! That had to be the main hall ahead of him.
He was about to speed up his pace when another spurt of pee rushed out of him and he had to stop walking altogether to try to regain control of himself. Thankfully, he was able to do so after a moment. But he could feel the wetness that had spread to the fabric of his pants beneath his hand. Shit. He was going to have an accident if he didn’t find somewhere that he could pee soon! More of an accident, that was- since he had already peed in his pants. Allen hurried towards where he was sure he would find the main hallway.
And then felt like sobbing in despair when it was just another window. No! He was on the verge of completely losing control and peeing in his pants! He had to go so damn badly! He didn’t know what to do! He was squirming in place where he stood, trying to keep the floodgates from opening but he knew it was only a matter of time before he soaked himself.
He had to keep going. Surely he was close to finding something familiar! He continued on, hoping beyond hope that he could keep himself from leaking any more of the warm liquid. He turned another corner...and he was sure that he recognized where he was now. For real this time! He hurried forward and around another corner...
Only to find a dead end. “Nooo!” He really felt like he wanted to cry. He just needed to find somewhere that he could pee! And then urine was streaming urgently into his pants, rapidly wetting the fabric of his crotch. Shit!! He grabbed himself with his other hand too and crossed one leg over the other to trap his cock between his thighs and squeezed as tightly as he could, clamping down on his muscles and trying desperately to stop the flow.
He released a slow breath when he was finally able to regain control. Fuck! His pants were really wet now- the stain reaching mid-way down his thigh. At least he was wearing black so it would be difficult for anyone else to see. But soon enough none of that was going to matter, because he was going to be dripping wet. Allen felt like he was going to lose control if he so much as moved again and all he could do was stand there, squirming as he tried to keep himself from peeing. Though he knew he was only delaying the inevitable. Allen was about to pee in his pants!
Unless....he hadn’t seen anyone walking around in these halls the entire time he had been lost. What if he just...peed on the floor here? No matter what, he was going to have an accident- there was just no avoiding it anymore. He could at least keep his pants....well, not really dry. But he could make it so he didn’t pee in them any more than he already had.
He contemplated the idea for a few moments, squirming and bouncing in place as he tried not to pee himself. But before he could make a decision, his bladder chose for him and pee began gushing rapidly from him despite all of his attempts to thwart it. Shit! No!
Allen’s hands quickly moved to his belt buckle, opening it with practiced ease before doing the same to the fastenings on his pants. He quickly removed his peeing cock from his pants and aimed the thick stream onto the floor in front of him. With a sigh of relief he allowed his muscles to relax completely, pee rushing from him even more urgently now that he was no longer trying to stop it. The sound of his pee splashing onto the stone floor was loud, echoing in the empty hallways. But it felt so good to finally let go!
And then the worst possible thing happened: Allen heard footsteps approaching him from somewhere nearby. Fuck!! He tried to stop the urgent stream but only succeeded in doing so for a brief moment before it continued again. He kept trying desperately to stop his pee so that he could tuck himself away. He really didn’t want to get caught having an accident on the floor- like a child that couldn’t hold it so just found the nearest surface to pee on instead. But no matter how hard he tried, his bladder refused to cooperate. And the footsteps were getting even closer!
And then they suddenly stopped right behind him. “Beansprout? Are you-?”
Shit! “Go away!” Allen cut Kanda off. There was a pause before the footsteps retreated slightly. But Allen knew he was still nearby. He gave up on trying to stop his pee from cascading out and onto the floor. It’s not like it mattered now- Kanda had obviously been able to tell what he was doing. Face burning hotly in embarrassment, Allen watched as his stream gradually slowed and the puddle he was making grew. He swallowed back an ashamed sob.
After what felt like an eternity Allen’s stream finally stopped- though he did clench his bladder muscles to force out one final burst of pee, making sure it was fully emptied. He tucked himself back into his wet pants and turned, staring at the floor as he walked towards where he knew Kanda was waiting for him. He knew that he would need to explain why he had peed on the floor instead of just using a toilet like a normal person. His felt his face flushing even more in shame.
When Allen reached him, the older teen wrapped his arms around him in a gentle hug. “What happened Sprout? I’ve been looking for you for hours.”
A choked sob escaped the white-haired male and he buried his face in his boyfriend’s shoulder. Kanda’s voice was soft and comforting, no trace of judgement at all- only concern. “I got lost and I’ve been trying to find my way but I couldn’t figure out where I was.... or find a bathroom. And I had to go so badly. I....I couldn’t hold it anymore.”
Kanda pressed a gentle kiss to Allen’s hair. “Come with me.” He pulled away and tried to grab Allen’s hand but the younger quickly snatched it back before he could. The look on Kanda’s face was confused and a touch hurt. Shit.
Allen stared down at the floor as he forced himself to explain. “I....I was... holding myself.....and I....I...” He clenched his eyes shut as he was about to admit that he had peed in his pants- and subsequently on his hands. But before he could say the words, Kanda pulled him in for another hug.
“Shhh. It’s okay.” With a hand placed on the small of Allen’s back the younger teen was led down the hall and around a corner- back to the place he had sworn he recognized. He realized why when Kanda opened a nearby door and ushered Allen into his room.
Allen felt so stupid. He had been so close to Kanda’s room- and Kanda’s bathroom! If only he had been able to figure out where he was! Why did he have to be so bad at directions?! He could have completely avoided having an accident on the floor!
“Go get yourself cleaned up, Beansprout. I’ll go grab some fresh clothes from your room, okay?”
“...I’m sorry...” Allen’s voice was small, still feeling ashamed of himself.
“It’s okay, Sprout. You couldn’t help it. Accidents happen.” Kanda tilted Allen’s chin up and then kissed him tenderly on the lips. “I’ll be back soon, okay?”
Allen nodded. “Thank you, Kanda.... I love you.”
“Love you too.”
And with that, Allen was left alone to clean himself up.