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1. I Don't Wanna Talk About Anything by siriusly_paufoot

   Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Marauders - Fandom  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   23 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Sirius Black & James Potter
   • Regulus Black & Sirius Black
   • Sirius Black/Remus Lupin
   • Sirius Black & Remus Lupin
   • Sirius Black & Remus Lupin & Peter Pettigrew & James Potter
   • Sirius Black & Peter Pettigrew
   • Sirius Black
   • James Potter
   • Peter Pettigrew
   • Remus Lupin
   • Regulus Black
   • Walburga Black
   • Orion Black
   • Narcissa Black Malfoy
   • Bellatrix Black Lestrange
   • Angst
   • Heavy Angst
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Sirius Black Needs a Hug
   • Sirius Black & James Potter Friendship
   • tw suicidal thoughts
   • Feelings
   • Vomiting
   • Inspired by Music
   • Sad Sirius Black
   • James being the best bestfriend ever
   • this is really depressing so look out for yourselfs x
   • everyone should get a james (im so happy and grateful i have found mine x)
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Gay Sirius Black
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Nightmares
   • Smut
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Blow Jobs
   • Biting Kink
   • French Sirius Black
   • Angry Kissing
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Suicidal Thoughts

   Summary

   Sirius Black has two problems that he needs to get over.

   One is his gay crisis over Remus Lupin, which he tries really hard to hide (but fails miserably at). The other one is getting through school unbothered by his family, eventhough he quickly finds out life doesn't work that way.

   Love, scars, flushed faces, and tear stains. Are these things positive enough to outweigh the bad, the trauma, and fear of rejection?

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   25,029

   Chapters:

   8/?

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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