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1. you should be thankful (that i don’t love you) by brinibaby

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   21 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Minor or Background Relationship(s)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Tommy Kinard
   • Eddie Diaz/Shannon Diaz
   • Eddie Diaz/Marisol (9-1-1 TV)
   • Eddie Diaz/Ana Flores (9-1-1 TV)
   • Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Marisol (9-1-1 TV)
   • Ana Flores (9-1-1 TV)
   • Shannon Diaz
   • Tommy Kinard
   • 5+1 Things
   • Love Confessions
   • Unrequited Love
   • Not Actually Unrequited Love
   • Tommy Kinard Bashing
   • minor but there Heavily in spirit
   • Past Evan "Buck" Buckley/Tommy Kinard
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Tommy Kinard Break Up
   • Getting Together
   • First Kiss
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Texting
   • A little
   • Phone Calls & Telephones
   • Fix-It
   • for the christopher situation i think
   • Gay Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Bisexual Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Emotional Infidelity
   • tbh
   • Infidelity
   • let buck cheat on tommy with eddie fr
   • Past Eddie Diaz/Shannon Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Past Eddie Diaz/Ana Flores (9-1-1 TV)
   • Past Eddie Diaz/Marisol (9-1-1 TV)
   • 9-1-1 (TV) Season 7
   • Speculation for 9-1-1 (TV) Season 8
   • POV Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Pathetic Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • why isnt that a tag
   • it should be
   • Eddie Diaz Loves Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Loves Eddie Diaz
   • Christopher Diaz is a National Treasure
   • Christopher Diaz is a Little Shit (9-1-1 TV)
   • two things that can and do co-exist

   Summary

   Eddie thinks he might ruin everyone he touches.

   He doesn't do it on purpose, he knows that. It's not some subconscious destructive tendency from a childhood bordering on neglectful, or the army, or the various mental health crises he didn't properly deal with. Or maybe it is, and he's just a fucking asshole. He doesn't really know.

   or,

   Five times Eddie didn't love someone back, and one time he did.

   Language:

   English

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