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Ian was back to the day he stole yevgeny..
Ian had just ran out for a second to get some food but when he got back the police was surrounding his car and there was a woman screaming “HE DID IT, IT WAS HIM” she was pointing at Ian but Ian didn’t care he was confused why there were cops
He pushed past all the people surrounding his car but wish he didn’t..he saw yevgeny in the backseat but he wasn’t moving or crying or doing anything he was still..
“Shit shit shit shit shit shit” Ian cursed as he tried to push past the cops but that woman screamed again “ARREST HIM” “SHUT UP” Ian yelled back “miss did you see him leave the car” the cops asked her “yes yes 100% it was him it was a pale ginger I saw him” the cops looked at each other for a moment and turned to Ian “sir your under arrest” “NO no no no no I need to save yev he needs to live” the cops grabbed Ian “LET ME GO HE NEEDS ME” “sir I need you to calm down right now” “NO NO LET ME GO HE NEEDS ME AND MICKEY IS GONNA HATE ME LET ME GO”
Mickey woke up to noises next to him that sounded like whimpers
His husband was moving and murmuring he was having another nightmare..
“Ian baby wake up” mickey tried lightly grabbing Ian’s shoulders “E wake up” Mickey tried again after a failed attempt
“LET ME GO” Ian yelled again but nothing worked suddenly Mickey was standing next to him looking down at yev “what have you done?” He looked at Ian with disgust
“It was an accident mick please don’t hate me”
“You disgust me”
“Please Mickey it was an accident”
“Don’t talk to me”
“Mick…”
“We’re done..”
That hit Ian like a brick “no NO PLEASE THIS CANT BE HOW IT ENDS” Ian tries to reach and touch Mickey but he vanishes
“NO PLEASE MICKEY IM SORRY
meanwhile Mickey gets more and more worried about Ian because he isn’t waking up
“Mickey no please I’m sorry” mickey can make out of the murmurs coming out of the weeping redhead next to him
Mickeys new mission is to wake him up as fast as possible because Ian is sobbing
“WAKE UP RED PLEASE” Mickey practically begs as he shakes Ian
In Ian’s dream the shaking is because he is in the police can but then he hears Mickeys voice
“IAN”
Ian shoots up
“Ian are you okay?”
Ian looks around confused and sobbing
“Hey hey it’s okay it was just a dream it’s okay come here” mickey pulls Ian’s shaking body to his chest and starts rubbing circles on his back while whispering sweet nothings in his ear
When Ian’s sobbing turns into soft sniffs Mickey tries to talk to him again
“Are you okay?”
Sniff
“E, its okay I’m right here your safe with me”
“He was dead because of me Mickey”
“Who was”
“Yevgeny”
“Oh honey…” mickey wrapped his arms tighter around the poor boy “it was just a dream baby he’s fine”
“It felt so real”
“I know baby but it was all a dream your safe here with me and so is yev you can go look”
Mickey tilted Ian’s head slightly so he could look into his eyes
“He’s fine baby”
Ian nodded getting of of Mickey and walking to yevgeny’s bed
Yevgeny was sleeping peacefully with his stuffed animal that Ian had bought for him years ago
Ian smiled and walked back to their bedroom
“See honey he’s fine” Mickey was now sitting on their bed waiting for his his lover to come back
Ian still looked a bit in edge but he was starting to feel better
“Come sit down honey”
Ian walked to the bed and sat down next to Mickey fidgeting with the string of his pajama shorts
“E can you tell me what happend in your dream?” Mickey tried not wanting Ian to suffer alone
“I-I was in the car…with yevgeny and I went to get something and when I got back he was…” the last part was the hardest “he was dead”
Mickey listened carefully to Ian and took his hand “it’s okay honey you’ve been through so much, your mom, our whole relationship, your dad and your bipolar disorder and so much more it’s okay that you maybe have traumas and I’m here to help you through it”
Ian nodded and looked into mickeys eyes
“Thank you”
“No need to thank me honey you deserve the world”
“How did I end up with such an amazing husband” Ian chuckled as he pecked mickeys lips
“Do you wanna go back to bed?”
“Yes please I am tired”
The both stepped of the bed and as Mickey tried to step in the bed Ian stopped him
“Wait!”
“Why e?”
Ian wrapped his large arms around Mickey and hugged super tight and lays his head in the crook of mickeys neck
“I really mean it mick your the best husband ever I love you so much”
“I love you too your amazing Ian in am so proud of you”
Ian pulled his face away from his neck and looked Mickey in the eyes before kissing him
Until they were both out of breath
“Your gonna be okay, eventually”
Mickey jumped in bed and pulled Ian with him
Ian lands onto Mickey and the air leaves his lungs again
Ian chuckles as he gets off of Mickey and lays his head onto mickeys chest he can almost hear his heartbeat
After a while Mickey checks on Ian
“E are you sure you’re okay?”
“as long as I’m with you I will be”
Mickey smiles in the dark at the sweet words of his husband
“I love you” “I love you too”