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Sae doesn’t know how he got here.
Truly. He doesn’t.
Smoking a blunt with Shidou Ryuusei? (seriously? this so goes against all his unwritten moral codes.) It probably started with a text, now that he thinks about it. Not that he can think that hard right now, anyway. Everything seems to be blurring together like a thick soup, the kind his mom used to make.
Judging by the way Shidou is sprawled out on the
bed next to him, he’s probably not doing any better than Sae currently is. He’s faintly aware of where their thighs are pressed together.
Out of the corner of his eye, Sae can see Shidou roll his head on his shoulder to face him.
“Howw y’doing?” Shidou asked through half lidded eyes. Sae turned to him so their faces were inches apart on the bed.
“Mmm” Sae hummed, too busy studying the smooth slope of Shidous cheekbones under the warm glow of the bedside lamp.
“Gimme another.” Sae croaked, his voice unused to talking after spending the last 20 minutes staring at the ceiling. Shidou giggled beside him.
“Hehehe.. S-Saehehehehe… it’s all gone!" The blonde snorted, the bed jostling under them.
Sae huffed out a sigh. He sat up and shuffled back against the headboard, Shidou following shortly after, still giggling. His head seemed strangely heavy atop his shoulders. He spared a glance at the nightstand, where, lo and behold, is the finished and put out joint.
Sae’s eyes drift from the bedside table to his best friend’s face next to him, head tipped up and eyes closed with a distant smile.
The atmosphere was slow and warm, bringing a comfort to both boys they didn’t know they needed.
Shidou’s eyes blinked open, catching Sae’s gaze next to him. A smile stretched across his, all of a sudden, frustratingly attractive face.
“Whatcha lookin at” Shidou asked, leaning ever so slightly closer. “Blunt finally gettin to ya?”
Sae scoffed and rolled his eyes. “I think it got to me a while ago, demon.” His words only slightly slurred. The boy next to him let out a deep chuckle at his words.
The blonde next to him stared for a moment longer than he should have, causing Sae to turn his head and meet his gaze.
“You’re real pretty, y’know that?” Shidou breathed, the heat of his words hitting Sae’s cheek.
Sae snorted, “I know that, you’ve told me”. His own demeanor seemed looser. The voice in the back of his mind mumbled something distantly about how he should really stay away from substances, not that Sae was listening to that voice right now.
Shidou pressed on, “No like… real note though”. He paused. “You’re beautiful”.
Sae averted his eyes. “Shut up,” He murmured, heat rising to his cheeks. Sae could only hope the color didn’t rise with it.
There was a slight pause, before Shidou raised his hand to bring it to Sae’s jaw, slowly tilting it to face himself. Their eyes met, turquoise and pink melting together.
“Why won’t you believe me?” Shidou whispered, hand still on Sae’s jaw. His thumb had started to leisurely stroke across his cheek.
“Because you’re high” Sae said softly, his eyes searching the other’s.
Shidou thought for a moment, tracing over the red-heads face. “Soo… being high is like… an excuse?”
Sae furrowed his eyebrows. “Excuse.. for what?”
A slow smile stretched across Shidou’s face. “Like… saying stupid stuff… doing stupid stuff..” His hand had drifted down to Sae’s neck by now, his thumb still continuing its stroking motions by his ear.
“What stupid stuff?” Sae asked trepidly.
Shidou’s hot pink eyes drifted down, down, down, reaching Sae’s lips. “Liike… I dunno..” He trailed off, inching ever so closer.
Sae searched his face, eyes lingering on his lips which suddenly looked so, so inviting.
Shidou leaned in further, their noses brushing together softly. “Like… kissing you right now..” Shidou muttered against his lips. Sae’s hands slightly trembled where they sat in his lap. He let out a singular breath, before closing the distance.
Sure. Sae had kissed people before. Shy pecks in a game of spin the bottle, or an unenjoyable first makeout with a girl his friends wanted him to get with. Nothing, none of it, could compare to was he was experiencing right now.
Shidou’s lips were warm and soft, as if perfectly tailored to fit against his own. Both moving languidly to match eachothers movements, releasing slight breaths everytime they parted. Sae raised his hands to rest on Shidou’s heated cheeks, the kiss quickly turning sloppy and filled with need.
Sae raised up on his knees and threw a leg over Shidou’s hips, straddling the other. Shidou’s hands slid up Sae’s thighs to reach his lower back, resting there and pushing him ever so slightly closer. Sae’s own hands tangled in blonde strands, free of the gel that he wore every day, and gave a tug.
Shidou let out an open mouthed groan at the pull, letting the red-head lick into his mouth with fervor. Shidou sucked at the tongue invading his mouth, pulling a whine from the other. His hands slid under Sae’s shirt, feeling up the smooth muscles of his back before coming to rest in the dips of his waist.
Sae pulled back for a breath, whispering a soft plea of ryuusei before diving back in for more.
The air around them was now filled with heat and the soft noises of their heavy breaths, Sae’s skin becoming clammy with sweat. Shidou was faring no better, with the way his nape was flushed under his hands.
The kiss had become wetter and wetter, until Sae’s lips left the other’s, instead trailing across his cheek to his jawline in a series featherlight kisses.
Sae littered Shidou’s neck in kiss after kiss and bite after bite until he reached the divot of his shoulder, stopping to suck a wet mark into the warm skin.
Shidou let out a groan, before digging a hand into burgundy strands and dragging his head back up to shove their lips back together. Sae let out a content huff through his nose.
Their heads tilted in different directions simultaneously, as if they were sharing thoughts. The slick slide of their lips paired with quickly overheating limbs tangled together found them both in a state of tranquility.
They parted once more, meeting each others eyes before leaning in for one last kiss. This one was softer, more sensual than the others. The momentum around them slowing down, until their lips parted with a sound.
They stared into each other’s eyes for a moment, catching their breaths. After a minute (or two, maybe three?) Shidou broke their heavy gaze as he reached over to flick off the bedside lamp.
They laid down, with one of Shidou’s arms looped around Sae’s shoulders and red hair resting below his chin, the shorter boy curling against his chest.
Shidou nuzzled his nose into the sweet smelling hair. “Do you believe me now?” He whispered.
Sae tilted his head up. “about what?” Shidou smiled softly.
“That you’re beautiful.”
Sae searched his eyes for a moment, before snuggling back into his chest.
“Ask me again in the morning.”