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Numb .
I feel numb.
No. That’s not it.
…
There it is.
I feel something.
The frost is flowering over my fingers.
I feel the bite of wind.
It’s so cold that it’s almost…
Warm.
Like a fiery caress on my limbs.
I don’t understand…
…I don’t need to.
I can’t see.
My eyes won’t open.
Or maybe they won’t close.
It’s too bright.
My eyes are burning.
It’s getting hotter .
My sight is frozen .
Just like me.
But the fire surrounding me says otherwise.
‘Come’
It beckons me.
The whispers of flame are too loud.
I want it to stop.
I
NEED
EVERYTHING
TO
JUST
STOP
…
It’s quiet again.
Maybe it’s better this way.
Deep dark numbness seems to be better than scorching sunlight.
Pure unknowing must be better than omniscience.
Ignorance is bliss…
Yes…
…But numb and unknowing are different.
Too much knowledge would lead to desensitization.
More time will lead to more knowledge.
In this state of nihility…
…time will be plentiful.
This place will be my residence.
It will need to be called something.
How about
.
.
.
The Void?