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The dream does start out just like any other.
"Hey rick, have you ever wondered what it would be like to kiss a guy?"
"Well..I have"
wait what???
"Oh...do you want to try it with me then? you know, as friends"
"Yeah I don't mind"
there was no way this was happening right now.
There is no way ricky of all people is leaning in to kiss him.
...
"Well...I think I liked it?"
"Hey ricky....I think I understand why people like kissing so much now."
"Hmm?"
wow he looks so confused it's funny-
"Ricky. that was fucking amazing. Can we do that again?"
did he just giggle? so cute
oh my god he's going to kiss me again.
oh my god-
"GYUVIN!!!! GET UP YOU FUCKER WE HAVE PRACTICE TO GO TO AND I AM NOT COVERING FOR YOU IF YOU'RE LATE"
now, what the fuck.
that was in fact, Ricky, but it was definitely not the Ricky that he was kissing 2 seconds ago.
"Ricky. firstly, what the fuck. and secondly, why are you swearing at me, it's literally like 8 am"
"Yeah, 8 am TOO LATE! we were supposed to be ready by 8 am. Not dreaming about whatever chick you last fell for"
"But I was dreaming about you though?"
"Gyuvin, do I look like I have enough patience to deal with your bullshit right now??"
"Gyuvin hyunggg can you for the love of god please wake the fuck up and stop dreaming about your boyfriend?"
"Han Yujin I know that I did not just hear you curse right now"
why is Yujin here?? And also, is that gunwook beside him??
"Gyuvin bro you look so stupid maybe you should wipe that drool off your face"
is Ricky laughing?? he is. wow he's pretty today-
"Hahaha you don't even know, today's one of the good days, he used to look worse sometimes"
right. Ricky and him aren't roommates anymore.
Gyuvin misses him sometimes. Atleast he knows that Ricky misses Gyuvin too.
You know, now that he thinks about it, maybe that was why he was dreaming about Ricky, he wasn't seeing him as much anymore.
...
Oh wait. the dream. the dream where he was kissing Ricky.
The dream where he was kissing Ricky and he really liked it-
"OK SO GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM ALL OF YOU I UH NEED TO GET READY AND STUFF"
He slams the door so hard he's probably going to get a proper scolding later from Hao. But there is no way he can let them all see the blush that is now creeping up to his face and ears. Dreaming about kissing your best friend isn't that weird right?? He'd have to find a moment to talk with someone about this.
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The members were all in 2 cars now, going to the dance practice. They were divided into Hanbin, Hao, Taerae, Gyuvin and Ricky, Matthew, Gunwook, Jiwoong, Yujin. Nobody really minded the division of the groups, but today particularly Gyuvin was extra thankful for it. First, he wasn't within close proximity with Ricky, so he wasn't freaking out. And second, he was sharing a car with the best people to go to advice for.
"So, say hyungs, what does it mean if you dreamed about kissing someone?? Can it be random??"
Hao is the first to look up at him.
"So you see Gyuvin-ah, when two men love eachother very much-"
"Why do you think it's a guy he dreamed about?? not everyone in this group is gay, he can be bisexual too"
"Oh please, have you seen this group??"
"Is me being straight just not an option anymore?"
The silence speaks for itself.
Now, Taerae and Hao have this joint babygirls bond telepathy thing going on, so they usually have the same opinions on most things. But it's nice that Taerae atleast considered that there might be another gender involved. Well he was wrong but that's besides the point.
Maybe asking them when they're together wasn't the best idea. Maybe he'd ask Hanbin later at practice.
"So Gyuvin, are you going to continue or???"
"Oh it's okay hao hyung, I think I figured it out"
he did not, "figure it out".
"Whatever helps you sleep at night, Gyuvin-ah"
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The practice went fine, although he struggled at first in memorizing the new moves for their comeback. But there were always people to help him atleast. Especially Ricky. Oh Ricky. He's so precious and kind. Man he loves Ricky-
"Ok, how about we all take a break!"
finally, the moment he was waiting for.
"Hanbinnie hyungggggggg can you pleeaaseee buy me mango milkshakee???"
"Gyuvinn!! don't steal my boyfriend at the one time I can spend some time with him"
Hao was frowning very deeply, almost pouting even, and normally Gyuvin would give in, he never do that to his hyung, but he really needs Hanbin right now. So instead, gyuvin sticks his tongue out.
"You literally have him for like the rest of your life, I don't think you'd be too affected if I borrowed him for 15 minutes"
To that Hanbin laughs and goes to grab his phone and wallet.
"Hao-ge, do you want anything to have?"
"I want you"
"Oh my god hyungs I'm only 17 can you both please get a room?"
"Han Yujin you little brat" Hao said, although it was too fond for it to be offensive at all.
"I'll take that as you want your regular milk tea then"
Hanbin was practically melting at Hao. gross.
"Qubingggg can you get me something to eat too??"
shit. what was that??
That was so cute-
"Uh yeah of course, what do you want?"
"Hmm I think I'll try a mango-strawberry smoothie today, people these days say it's really nice"
And by people, Ricky obviously meant the regulars on the instagram page dedicated to food that both he and Gyuvin follow. It's become a habit for them to check the profile every once in a while when they want to try something new. This would've been totally normal, if only Gyuvin wasn't picturing something else inside his head.
Mango. and Strawberry. Gyuvin. and Ricky. Mango and Strawberry. Gyuvin and Ricky. This is fate isn't it-
However, his daydreaming was cut off a little too soon.
"Gyuvin-ah let's go?"
"Ah-uh Hyung yeah"
(Oh my god. There is no way Gyuvin was one of them queers now)
[he was]