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Vee sat in her dressing room and on her screen adjusted the desired image of her face on the screen, eye shadow, blush, and the like. Everything you needed for the next round of her show!
Having found a suitable look, she adjusts her bow tie and looks at the time.
Another 13 minutes, you can rest a little.—Vee thought and leaned back in her chair, putting her feet on her makeup table until she heard someone come inside.
— I'll clean up here, okay?
The questioning voice of a familiar girl sounded.
Vee remained silent, realizing who it was and she clearly did not want to talk to her in any way.
Tisha just raised her shoulders and began to wash the floor in the dressing room, while Vee looked at the ceiling, trying not to pay attention to her.
How Tisha pisses her off..... Vee is always busy with her TV show and trying to rise in the ratings of one of the most popular! And her girlfriend.... Just prevents her from doing this! She always calls Vee on dates and other similar events at the wrong time and place. Moreover, when Vee is finally free and goes on a date with Tisha, then she is simply obsessed with ensuring that there is no dirt on them or on other objects.Too superstitious about bad omens, too obsessed with cleanliness and order in general!
This really pisses her off. Therefore, lately the TV has been trying to avoid her gf, while knowing that this cannot continue and they will have to separate.
Suddenly the voice of the tissue was interrupted by Vee's thoughts.
— Why are you avoiding me, Vee?
The TV was silent. Only after a minute did she turn her head towards her and answer in a slightly irritated tone.
— Tisha, we already talked about this, I’m very busy.
— So busy that you most often prefer to spend time with others than with me?
Tisha asked, looking angrily at Vee.
Vee sighed even more irritably and stood up from her chair. Coming closer to Tisha.
— Look Tisha, I'm tired of all this. Really tired of it! I'm tired of you always interrupting my work, I'm tired of you constantly worrying about everything being clean instead of enjoying your time, I'm TIRED of you wanting to make things absolutely perfect! The same symmetrical objects, such as the same books or figurines! Do you understand me?
Tisha looked at Vee in shock, most likely not understanding what Vee was talking about, or what the napkin should answer to this.
— You’re not serious now, are you?
Tisha asked, looking into Vee's eyes.
— We need to break up, that's all.
Vee answered coldly.
The girl’s eyes widened in shock, her hands literally began to shake, and she herself tried to collect some words:
— I-I... I did everything for us... You didn’t even try—
— What have i tried!? Tisha! You're really not right in the head! How can I date someone so abnormal when I am one of the important TV shows!?!?
Vee interrupted, raising her voice to Tisha.
— Abnormal...? ABNORMAL!?!? — Tisha shouted, completely angry at Vee. — YOU ARE NOT DIFFERENT AT ALL FROM AN INSENTIAL MACHINE!!! YOU ARE NOT A REAL PERSON WHO HAS FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS!!!
— DO YOU WANT TO SAY THAT I AM A HYPOCRITE RIGHT!?
— EXACTLY!!!
Vee began to quarrel with Tisha, as they had not yet obliged each other and did not express their opinions about each other. However, something clicked in Vee’s head, either pure rage, or a desire to do something offensive to Tisha so that she would immediately feel the pain that she did.But completely unaware of the consequences, Vee took a bucket of dirty water and poured it all on Tisha, who suddenly fell to the floor.
Having somehow recovered from the fury, Vee now looks at Tisha with horror.
The girl, now sitting on the floor, was all wet from head to toe in this mud. Where there was still some debris on the body of the tissue. Tisha was completely shocked, looking at her body, she began to shake in panic, and tears began to appear from her eyes.
Vee, not knowing what exactly to do, tried to come closer to Tisha and somehow calm her down:
— T-Tisha..... I....
Suddenly there was a loud cry and Tisha suddenly stood up and ran out of the dressing room:
— I HATE YOU!!!!
A crying scream came from Tisha.
— TISHA WAIT!!!
Vee tried to run after her and stop her to calm her down, but she slipped on a puddle of dirty water and fell on they.
Water got inside the TV and Vee began to spark strongly, feeling pain throughout the body and the program. After which she switched off.
***
Vee and Tisha were standing in the same elevator with the others.
The two remained completely silent and did not look at each other while the others went about their business.
Vee looked guiltily at her ex-girlfriend. They didn't talk to each other for a very long time after this incident. She came closer to her and spoke in a quiet voice:
— Hey..... Tisha?
Tisha looked at Vee, but immediately turned away, holding her hand. You can see from her face that she hasn’t forgiven Vee.
Vee just sighed guiltily, and still standing with her, looked guiltily at the floor.
—.......I'm Sorry...... I was really, really to blame for this...... My career was much more important to me and I couldn’t even spend time with you normally...... But, even if you cross out those facts..... I shouldn't have ended our relationship like that...... REALLY not like that.... I acted like a real asshole.....
Vee suddenly saw something start dripping on the floor, looking at Tisha, she saw her quietly crying, looking at the same floor.
—..... Do you think it was pleasant and easy for me to spend time with you on dates then? You didn’t even try to understand that everything I did was for you. So that everything is clean, so that everything is perfect, knowing that you like it when everything is neat... I was even careful of bad omens so that YOU wouldn’t get hurt... I really, really didn’t want to lose you... . And what about the results? Dirt.... Dirt all over my body..... All over my clothes..... I..... I am dirt myself!
Tisha barely spoke, almost choking in tears.
Vee, looking around to make sure that no one was watching, carefully took out a handkerchief from her pockets, which Tisha gave to Vee as a sign of love, and with it she gently wiped the tears from her ex-girlfriend’s face.
Tisha looked at Vee in slight surprise, seeing her with the handkerchief that the tissue had given her.
Vee looked at Tisha with regret in her eyes. And with a slight nod she said:
— I know... I'm too was dirt towards you then...... Please, don’t be so hard on yourself...... You are much better than you think you are
Vee carefully gave Tisha the same handkerchief in her hand. And only smiling tenderly at her, she left. Leaving her alone so she could calm herself down.
Tisha basically did just that, started wiping her tears with the same handkerchief and breathing deeply, and it even worked.
Watching her, Vee felt relieved that Tisha at least didn’t feel so terrible now after this incident. However, Vee herself sadly lowered her head and whispered to herself:
— I will never be able to wash away this dirt and shame from myself.......