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The feeling of all parts of you going into a tandem silence feels like the sky suddenly disappearing. You look up in your mind and see only a deep, deep well. There is nothing wrong. All around you is certainty, warmth, and distance. Primordial blackness would be more than there currently is. All there is, brother. Is distance. Somewhere, someone is screaming. Somewhere. Revachol speeds on without you. There is only; Distance and the quiet.
Reaction time: there is something terrible and important about this distance. Electrochemistry. No. You live here now. You live here with me. Bullish and. There is nothing.
Encyclopaedia. There has to be something.
Suggestion. No, I'm with Encyclopaedia on this one. The first day of the rest of your life. Splays out before you. Like the last moment before. The late night kebab.
Shivers. You are not at home in yourself.
Inland Empire. There is something preventing you from home. It doesn't make sense. But you can feel how the dice are loaded.
Into the lonesome, quiet, There is a voice, and you hold onto it. It stings your mental hands like apricot perfume in a deep wound.
Pain threshold: It's perfect. You would do anything for this feeling?
Electrochemistry: That's right.
Voice: Up Pig.
Shivers: And legs in some remote part of the starless expanse shift until you are on your knees. The pain is managed.
- Associate “Up, Pig” with this pose.
[Volition: Inevitable] Success
Volition: There is nothing for you to do but kneel and wait. Pig. You are irrelevant in the face of whatever this is.
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Above you, the real people are speaking. You are pig. You do not understand. You have learnt a place it last, Harry boy.
Limbic System: It's easy here. What they want, you can give them without even having to try. You miss someone. Whose face you can't see here, So what does it matter? It's just you and me. And the orders that you're given. Well done, Harry Pig.
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- [Encyclopaedia: Inevitable. Success]
You are learning a lot here. The faceless voiced hands are eternal in time and patience. You learn gratitude. You learn:
- Up, Pig,
- Heel, pig
- Present, pig,
You learn Hands and Throat and Drop and you learn Trigger. For something called gun. You learn it well.
Time is meaningless. There is nothing until there is noise. There is Kim. And there is escape.