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Simon isn’t in home yet he is in his night jogging session before bed. Johnny is searching for the sleeping pills he can’t sleep without them since they left the military to pursued their relationship, to much stress he can’t left behind.
He founds his pills and goes to the bathroom to take them with some water. He takes a bath, he needs to be clean, then takes out some clothes from his closet and leave them in the chair next to it. He puts some comfortable clothes and lays on the bed to start thinking about all his life with Ghost. They’ve been together so much time, he thinks that’s the problem, he is having him so much time, that at the end of the day he is tired of seeing the same face, the taste the same flavor, maybe it’s better to leave.
Simon finally gets home, he goes to the shower and then to the room they share where it’s supposed to be the place of their intimacy but that doesn’t happened since a long time ago. Johnny sighs, he gets in his side of the bed and wraps him with his arms kissing his neck before fall asleep.
“So, when will you love me again?” Soap asked with tears in his eyes.
“What?” Ghost opened his eyes and looked at him confused “what do you mean?”
“You don’t love me anymore, so I wanna know if you will ever love me again”
Ghost is silent he doesn’t know what to say.
“It’s okay just hold me until I fall asleep”
He hugged him without knowing that this was the last time, that there won’t be a tomorrow for them together.
“It’s okay I can love us for one last time before leaving” soap said knowing that the pills are making him finally sleepy “good night Simon”
“Good night Johnny”
Ghost wakes up, he moves Johnny as always to wake him up, today is a special day it’s their anniversary, Johnny doesn’t answer he moves him a little bit rougher, no response, he touches his face.
“Love?”