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1. The Shadows of the Lost by InkognitoDeki

   Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M, M/M, Multi
   • Work in Progress

   28 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Azriel/Eris Vanserra
   • Azriel/Cassian (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Elain Archeron/Azriel
   • Feyre Archeron/Rhysand
   • Nesta Archeron/Cassian
   • Azriel/Rhysand (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Azriel (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Cassian (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Rhysand (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Eris Vanserra
   • Morrigan (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Feyre Archeron
   • Elain Archeron
   • Nesta Archeron
   • Amren (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Character Study
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • Past Child Abuse
   • Azriel Needs a Hug (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Sad Azriel (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Protective Eris Vanserra
   • Protective Cassian (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Self-Discovery
   • Past Relationship(s)
   • Threesome - F/M/M
   • First Time
   • Possessive Behavior
   • Threesome - M/M/M
   • Anal Sex
   • Vaginal Sex
   • Oral Sex
   • Rough Sex
   • endgame Azris
   • Slow Burn
   • i mean really slow
   • Panic Attacks
   • Torture
   • Dissociation
   • Emotional Manipulation

   Summary

   Throughout his life, Azriel couldn’t remember a single day when he wasn’t someone’s property. He never had a choice, never was asked what he wanted. And even if someone had asked, he wouldn’t have known what to say.
   The amber eyes that now watched him appraisingly, as if they could see through his carefully crafted mask, made him all the more nervous. As if they could see past the Illyrian leather, beyond the cold facade, and deep into the shadows of his trauma... only to find nothing.
   Nothing that could ever be worthy of catching the attention of someone like Eris Vanserra.

   This story is a deep, intricate character study that delves into the life of Azriel - from his traumatic childhood to the years that shape him into the shadow he has become. It is also the tale of a spark of hope in the form of a redhead who isn't afraid of his darkness.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   79,982

   Chapters:

   8/?

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