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Seonghwa starts to notice that Hongjoong has been watching him a lot more these days. Seonghwa finally asks him why. The answer surprises Seonghwa.
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THIS MIGHT BE THE BEST MATZ SMUT
I was so on board with the idea that Hongjoong can’t take his eyes away off of Seonghwa and telling him that and ASKING HIM IF HE CAN SHOW HIM HOW BEAUTIFUL HE SEES HIM, IN WHATEVER WAY SEONGHWA WANTS TO
Damn, at that point I don’t even care about the feelings, the praise is enough, I would go willingly even without feelings 😭😅
Buuut this is not all, because thanks to Hongjoong's worship of him, this is how Seonghwa realises that Hongjoong loves him , and Hongjoong confirms it!! And Seonghwa reasurres him that the feelings are mutual 🥺
And they kiss so much, and all the touches are worship material, and I love how straightforwards Hongjoong is here
He always looks so confident, even though he has his own insecurities, but that’s fine,because Seonghwa promisese to show him just how amazing he really sees his boo!!And the word beautiful and the word pretty were the winners here, can’t never use them too much 😍
“It’s just what, Joongie?” Seonghwa prods gently. He inches closer, knowing Hongjoong doesn’t love the physical contact but wanting him to know Seonghwa is willing to listen. Hongjoong’s knee feels like it’s burning a hole through Seonghwa’s sweatpants where it rests.
“You’re so pretty,” Hongjoong mutters, refusing to look up at Seonghwa. Seonghwa’s brows furrow. He almost feels like he misheard what Hongjoong said. That wasn’t what he was expecting. Of course, he didn’t know what he had been expecting Hongjoong to say. But not that.
“You think I’m pretty?” Seonghwa asks, voice soft. He’s proud of himself for keeping it together. Hongjoong said he’s pretty. Hongjoong thinks he’s pretty. What is happening?
“Yeah,” Hongjoong looks up and it’s Seonghwa’s turn to suck in a breath. Hongjoong’s eyes have darkened since he had been looking away and the look on his face sends a shiver down Seonghwa’s spine. If Seonghwa didn’t know any better, he would say that Hongjoong looks hungry.
“Come home with me,” Hongjoong says, voice hinting with an edge of desperation. “Please let me show you how beautiful you are to me.” Seonghwa shudders again.
“How would you do that?” Seonghwa asks, voice deepening with the lust beginning to swirl throughout his entire being.
Hongjoong shifts on his knees and Seonghwa feels when Hongjoong presses more of his body against Seonghwa’s back. Seonghwa’s eyes flutter shut again when he feels the younger man’s erection graze against his spine.
“Any way you want, Hwa.” Hongjoong is breathless. He leans down and presses his lips to the top of Seonghwa’s hair. “Please let me show you.”
Seonghwa glances at his driver when they come to a stop at a red light. He finds Hongjoong already looking at him. Seonghwa’s breath hitches at the sight before him. Hongjoong is looking at him with an expression that is nothing short of adoration. He’s looking at Seonghwa like he himself hung the moon and the stars. Like Seonghwa has the answers to all of the questions Hongjoong could ever think of asking. Seonghwa squeezes Hongjoong’s hand in his own.
He’s ashamed to say that if Hongjoong has looked at him like this in the past, he hasn’t noticed. Either that or he just assumed that there was no way Hongjoong could truly be looking at Seonghwa in that way. Seonghwa just naturally assumed that everyone in his close circle had nothing but platonic feelings for him, including any feelings of adoration that may have risen.
“God,” Hongjoong says, just as breathless as when he arrived. “Your pretty lips even taste delicious.” He presses a chaste kiss to Seonghwa’s lips. “I knew they would.”
“How long have you known how they’d taste?” Seonghwa whispers into the space between them.
“Since I met you.” Seonghwa’s heart pounds at Hongjoong’s words. “You’ve been the most beautiful person in my life for years, Hwa.”
“The moment you even start to doubt your beauty, you come directly to me.”
Seonghwa feels tears begin to fall. His heart is so full of love for the man with him that it’s the easiest reaction his body has. He’s been open about how he’s felt about himself in the past. He wonders if his past self degradation pained Hongjoong as much as it pained Seonghwa to feel the way he did.
Hongjoong surprises him by pressing their lips together suddenly. His thumbs come to wipe the tears and Seonghwa shakes slightly under his touch. “I really hate seeing you cry,” Hongjoong says, pressing kisses below both of Seonghwa’s eyes in succession. “But even your tears are so breathtaking.”
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Hongjoong shakes the very foundation of Seonghwa’s world.