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"As they sit in silence in the car, he can feel Buck’s gaze on him.
“Focus on the road,” he tries to tease but it comes out so low that he’s not sure Buck’s even heard it. But instead of ignoring him, Buck’s hand falls on Eddie’s knee.
“Today not such a good day, is it?” Buck asks slowly, almost tenderly and Eddie has to bite the inside of his cheek not to cry.
“It’s going to be ok,” he says back, but he knows he’s trying to convince himself and he can tell Buck hears it too.
“But-”
“Really, Buck,” he closes his eyes before pleading, “Please”. Because he doesn’t deserve Buck’s attention and he’s afraid of what this attention might do to him. He’s afraid to settle in the heat of Buck’s affection and never be able to leave it. He doesn’t deserve it anyway."
________OR: Eddie mourns the loss of his son but loses himself along the way and ends up in the hospital. Buck is here to pick him up.