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gift giving
sua was silently working on her flower crown , threading it carefully , making sure she doesn't accidentally ruin a petal or make it fall , this need to be perfect after all
she squint her eyes and frown , concentrating on finishing it
it's therapeutic in some ways , knowing who she is making it- and giving this for , she feel excited and nervous , it helps her focus more
maybe that's why she didn't feel mizi coming closer
"sua-!"
and got startled by a pair of arms pulling her into a sudden hug from behind
"you scared me-!" she says , although her cheeks are red , and her face feel warm
she isn't sure when it started being this way around her friend , it just did , sometimes it scares her , not knowing what it could mean- but at times like this
it only make her beam , and let out a joyful giggle at mizi's panicked expression
her hand is grabbed by the pink haired girl , who slid something in between them , and closed sua’s fist , unwilling to let her take a peak
she tries to guess what it is by it feeling on her palm , she can’t really , but she can distinguish .. rocks ?
"a gift" mizi softly announce , and sua is curious- curious and pleased
a gift
from mizi
she opens her fist , and find a little bracelet , with pink , black , purple and white pearls tied together with a golden string
it sparkle under the sun , like little stars
"I made it" mizi say , nervous , yet still with a childish excitement in her tone "lila taught me how- so I made you one !"
when sua look at it again , a more sincere and in awe smile appear on her face , she put it on , immediately ,taking a second to appreciate how it looks on her wrist , then tackle mizi into a hug
"thank you , I love it"
I love you
"hehe"
"where is yours ?"
"oh ! well .. I didn't have time-and didn’t really .. think ? I just had to show you as soon as possible !!"
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"hm ?"
"I have something for you too .. but ... it's not as pretty"
sua shows her flower crown to mizi
she nervously observe her friend’s expression , going from confusion to … a little smile
sua sigh in relief
"oh sua ! thank you so much !"
it's ugly and dirty , because nothing sua ever does is good- and yet
mizi put it on anyway , she grins anyway , act like it's a treasure of it own kind
"I really love it , sua"
I really love you , sua
and sua smiles , it comes as easy as breathing when she is with mizi , natural , she can believe it with how mizi acts , that she is worth this love
act of service
mizi limps , her leg hurt- she doesn't even know how it happened , but she fell and there was blood and-
" hic -"
she tries not to cry , she is 12 ! an injury like this .. she should be able to walk if off till she reaches the infirmary ...
"Mizi ?"
she paused in her track , turning her head to the voice , her lips pursed in a weak attempt to try not to sob
sua gasped , running toward her
"mizi-! what happened ? did someone hurt you ? who was it ?"
mizi shook her head
"I fell" she finally said , sounding as pathetic as she felt
she didn't want sua to see her like this , but a part of her is glad that it's her that came
"let me help you"
"....un- I am sorry"
sua huff "don't be silly" she scolds , yet holds her gently "if I don't help you , then what am I here for ?"
mizi sniffs
"come on mizi , let me get you to the infirmary"
sitting on the bed , her knees bandaged , she stares at sua
“your hair is getting longer , can I try braiding it for you ?”
“ah?” sua touch her hair unconsciously “ah yes- of course !”
holding strands of sua’s hair , brushing it and dividing it in parts , it all calming
as she braid .. mizi can’t help the warm feeling that flood her body
she doesn’t know why her affection for sua feels different , but ….
she likes it
being here with sua , it’s the best thing ever
words of affirmation
"you're beautiful" sua breaths out
a slight blush cover mizi's cheeks
"oh sua , you are even prettier" she says
and was it even empty flattery ? sua looked so- divine , like an angel , her smile , her hair , her cute white dress
sua intertwined their fingers , and tiptoed to place a kiss on her cheek
"you will do great" she says , like a promise “you will win” she adds , like a warning
mizi grins
"I will never be as great as you"
physical touch
something is ringing in mizi's ear , statics , deafening her
sua , sua .. sua…. oh sua … look at me … why aren’t you looking at me …… sua sua sua sua- why are you-
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sua was always pure , fair , bright
she- why is she laying in blood-?
mizi falls to her knees
she tries to reach out , shaking
"ah-ah-s-su-"
nothing- not even sua's name manage to get out
she blinks away the tears that are blurring her vision , she can't- couldn't possibly take her eyesight off her- her-
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her what ?
the cleaning robots are getting closer
they try to reach for sua
"no-! don't touch her-! don't you even dare-!" she screams , rushing- crawling to the corpse of her beloved
holding her tight , refusing to let go
this hug ... it's so cold
she doesn't like it
yet it's the only thing she have left
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it was taken away from her too
she could only cry- cry and sob , hugging her body in a poor imitation of sua's touch
she wants her back .. this is so unfair why can't she have her back ?!
quality time
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"sua , I am here- for you"
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"I- I really miss you"
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"I can't even have your corpse .. this grave- it's uncomplete , I am sorry"
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"sua , Ivan he- ..... nevermind"
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"sua , I understand now , my love for you was... special , did you know ? Love , there is a type for lovers , parents with children , partners in life ... I would have killed to spend the rest of my life with you , won't you come back for me ? let's try again .. loving each other"
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"......please , don’t do this to me , I want to be with you , spend time with you- like we used to ? why can’t it be as simple as it was back then ?"